#crcwnedfae

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I have always wanted to be loved by someone in the way that you loved me. And I would rather have these memories than a future where I destroy them.

° • THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SENTENCE STARTERS

             Sometimes in moments of pure and utter bliss, Mark laid with Kieran under a blanket of stars and got lost in the other’s breathing. Usually, when caught between the bridge of consciousness and unconsciousness, Kieran would whisper sweet nothings into Mark’s ear, or incoherent confessions Mark had pretended not to listen to. He always did, yet he never wished to embarrass his lover or draw attention to the things he said by repeating them. This time was different. Probably because Mark was dreaming. Be that the reason why Kieran spoke in past tense, as if the love between them was not there anymore. Alas, even while angry, or while so full of hatred, Mark still loved Kieran. It was love that spurred his hate, that drove it. And it was love that he couldn’t erase. No matter how bad the itch was or he wanted to.

            ‘ The tragedy is Kieran, I will always love you. Past, present, and future. ‘

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❛ What’s with all the questions? ❜

° •  QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS.

                 Mark fended off the urge to roll his bicolored eyes at the prince. It took more effort on his part than he was used to, to garner straight answers. That was one thing about faerie he did not adjust to very easily in the beginning. Though, he caught himself doing likewise every so often. ‘ Neglect it, ‘ Mark scuffed. The human in him would have said ‘nevermind’ but he wasn’t sure the term would translate the same. Faeries often spoke more formally. Human abbreviations and slang were lost in translation. ‘ I do not wish to know any longer. ‘ Mark couldn’t fathom what he was feeling at that very moment or comprehend why he was so troubled by the thought. But, his chest grew taut nonetheless and there was a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach after inquiring about the merriment he witnessed Kieran having at the revel the night prior where he easily fornicated with another. Why Mark wished that other had been him, he did not know. Nor would he vocalize his unrecognizable jealousy to his only friend.

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❛ How do you cope when the one you love is with somebody else? ❜ /imma cry. this could be about emma or cristina

° •  QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS.

                ‘ Fear not, ‘ Mark meant to silence Kieran by placing a slender digit over the male’s lips. Whatever Kieran saw or thought he saw was a fallacious illusion of the mind; a trick. Mark was not committed to any other in an emotional sense the way he was with Kieran. His heart was reserved for the boy in front of him and him alone. ‘ My heart has and will forevermore remain in your clutches. This I vow to you. ‘ Mark had never known Kieran to be the jealous type alas, he supposed there were things he still had yet to learn about the one who stole his innocence and filled him with such profound pleasure that he’d never find nor feel anywhere else.

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❛ Did you really mean all those things you said? ❜

° •  QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS.

                 ‘ Would I have said them if I did not mean them? ‘  If there were ever proof that he were half fey, this was it. Faeries had this frustrating habit of answering questions with more unanswered questions. One, had they been watching, might have viewed their exchange as frolic sparring. But, it was in deed just custom foibles of their kind. ‘ By the angel Kieran, ‘ Mark cursed under his breath before ceasing Kieran’s lips in a spell-binding kiss. He moaned and breathed harshly against the prince’s corpulent, fleshy mouth, sucking on Kieran’s bottom lip the same way he did his skin once upon a time. ‘ Does this not feel like undying troth to you? ‘ Mark purred against the other’s swollen pout as his lips traveled onward to Kieran’s regally defined jaw and poised neck where he kissed and bit at the skin, aiming to leave behind temporary hickies that would soon fade all too swiftly.

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You can’t blame this on me!

° • THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SENTENCE STARTERS

             Oh but, he can and he will.

             Until there comes a time where it hurts less. Where he can no longer see the gory images every time he closes his eyes, or hear the blood-curdling screams that ring and echo in his ears like a vicious mantra; torturous and haunting. Mark does not wish to play the victim. His time spent in Faerie had taught him that they were all victims. Even Kieran. But being victims did not give them the right to wish hurt upon another or bring it forth themselves. What seems to trouble Mark the most is that, Kieran didn’t even bother to say something to him before turning him in. And in his efforts to bring Mark back, all he’s done is push him further away.         The Irony.

             ‘ I can, ‘  Mark states, matter of factly. ‘ What else would you have me do? Thank you? ‘ Anger flared up in his belly. ‘ Thank you Kieran, for proving to me you are exactly like your kind. I wish not to be associated with that side of my heritage any longer. But, I’m afraid I can not escape it. It’s too bad, really. I wish I could. I wish I could scrub my hands and heart clean of you. I wish I had never met you. ‘