#cursed to never stop thinking. aus/alt timelines split into existence like fractals

[szilverer]

remember lizzie? look what she made! isn't it cute? isn't it the most precious thing ever?

cute beneath the mask, too!

if i stop to properly elaborate on the entire context that led to this idea itll take me a looooong time so ill just. post topics and leave it be for the time being

on LF as mainly the same but edward as a woman:

the other set of victorian gender roles

the extra horrifying traumatic experience of being A Girl trying to survive + become an orderly in a place where women were used as "incubators" (clara surely wasn't the first or only attempt)

nightmarriage dynamics changing accordingly but she remains just as creepy & possessive as the edwarb. plus much more forward and assertively demanding. reisz is softer & more lenient with her from the get-go bc she reminds them of clara. still no honeymoon, however!

the theme of marriage as an institution -> family; plus celibacy and infertility

she laughs OHOHOHO like an ojou-sama. this isn't relevant but feels crucial to say

then. the same canon events (or equivalents to it) occur, and like edward, she goes absolutely insane in the months rei was at zee with the naturalist.

left unchecked in (and with) the orphanage and a lot of maladaptive obsessive thoughts

they would never leave clarabelle like this. they would never leave the aberration–

.........

unlike edward, she's not falling into a delirious spiral of bedrotting with wine and onanism. no. she's getting things done

if her husband won't give her a child she'll make one. if she can't have a child she will make their child and it will have their eyes.

mad parabolan scientist momence to cope. using her collection of hubby body parts plus her own as material etc. many things in jars. many failures. this is not making her any saner

the orphanage eventually gives her the hybrid's corpse, which was once buried in its ruins, as base (gotta say the horror movie imagery i have written for this specific moment is sick. half the reason this development exists). it can help keeping that body stable in parabola :) bc it Remembers :)

???!!!

parabolan dr frankenstein time again. customising time. 777 attempts

BEHOLD!! her son!! he's a perfect hybrid of her and her husband in every way. every way! he can be further improved, surely, but he's still the perfect child! which means he's functionally a doll. what? she hates children. obnoxious filthy little things.

baby head empty no thoughts (it has no brain activity)

it Is Not alive

lizzie Is Still insane

but also happier with her new ongoing project!

this timeline's reisz is gonna have a heart attack when they return from irem and see this. straight to the boatman.

(she steals their blood while they're out cold. for the child's improvement of course.)

...hm. only after i typed all of this out ive realised that creating and keeping a ~perfect~ empty vessel lying around in Parabola might have unforeseen consequences?

the future is a mystery

am possibly losing my mind with ocs but issokay. whats new

that's all for today folks