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therogueflame · 4 days ago
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Me Rehúso
hi lmfao,
here is my first ever joaquín torres x reader i have been wanting to write him for such a long time and lowkey knew i was never gonna get a request for him and like idk i just love him and i love danny ramirez like so much okay bye this is so long and i actually edited it before posting and me rehuso has been on repeat i dont speak a lick of spanish i did my best i love you all sm sm sm sm sm
edit (7/7/25): i have seen a few people complain that this made them cry/sad and i’m telling you that wasn’t intentional!! it was supposed to be hopeful!!! like!!! yes the hotel door closed but the metaphorical door didn’t close and it never will!!!
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Summary: It was just a drink. Just catching up. Just a little too late to call it nothing.
Warnings: 18+, soft smut, sex (p in v), oral (f!recieving, bc danny joaquín is a munch) hurt/comfort, angst, yearning, exes to something, unresolved tension, literally who can resist a man in uniform especially when he looks like THAT?
Joaquín Torres x Fem!Reader
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It’s been a while since you were back in D.C., long enough that the city feels both familiar and hollow. The air still clings the same way in summer, heavy and wet and full of car exhaust and carryout, and your body still remembers how to move through it without thinking. Your favorite coffee place is now a nail salon. Your old apartment has new curtains in the window. Everything’s a little different, just enough to remind you that you’re not supposed to be here.
You told yourself it was just a work trip. Nothing more. The kind of thing that comes with a company-paid hotel and a packed schedule and no time for nostalgia. In and out. A few handshakes, a few slide decks, then gone. That was the plan. But then Carla texted. Just a backyard thing, she said. Nothing fancy. Some old friends, some new ones, grill’s at six. You almost said no. You typed out the whole excuse before deleting it. Then you said sure. Maybe. Let me see how I feel.
You didn’t ask who’d be there. You didn’t have to.
Now the sun’s starting to dip and you’re still standing in front of the mirror in your hotel bathroom, brushing your fingers through your hair like it’ll make a difference. You’ve changed twice. You’re not dressed up, not really, but you still keep looking at yourself like you’re trying to find a version of you that won’t care if he shows up.
It ended quietly, the two of you. No real goodbye. Just a slow fade, a handful of unanswered texts, and too much space that neither of you tried hard enough to close. Maybe you were scared. Maybe he was. Maybe you thought you were doing him a favor. You told yourself if you let it go, he’d be free to move on. You told yourself it was kind.
But then the wrong song comes on in an Uber, or someone laughs like he used to, and the kindness feels like a lie. You still think about texting him sometimes. Just to see. Just to know.
You don’t know if he’ll be there tonight. You’re not sure what you’ll do if he is.
The Uber drops you two houses too early and you walk the rest of the way just to shake off the nerves. You tell yourself it’s because you need the steps, that you want to smell the jasmine creeping up the fences, not because your stomach’s doing that thing where it folds in on itself every time you think about seeing him again.
Carla’s backyard is already alive when you push open the side gate. Laughter spilling over the fence. A bluetooth speaker tucked into the windowsill playing something rhythmic and low. You step in and it’s like falling into an old dream—plastic cups, half-melted ice in coolers, the smoke of something charred and probably edible curling up into the trees. You recognize a few faces. You smile like it’s easy.
Carla pulls you into a hug almost immediately, smelling like sunscreen and perfume, a drink in one hand and her phone in the other. She says you look good. Says she missed you. Says she’s glad you came. She doesn’t mention Joaquín, which means she’s definitely thinking about it. You don’t ask. You just smile and say thanks and let yourself be folded into the scene.
Someone hands you a drink. Someone else asks where you’ve been hiding. You give vague answers. Keep it light. You stay by the edge of things, near the folding table with the snacks and the half-full bottle of tequila. You sip slowly and pretend you’re not listening for his voice. You’re fine. You’re just here for a little while. You’re not hoping for anything.
It’s easy to pretend when he isn’t there.
For now, you settle into the kind of easy conversation that doesn’t ask too much. You laugh when someone tells a bad joke. You flip through the playlist on your phone when the music hiccups. You don’t check the gate. You don’t look toward the street. You’re not waiting.
Except you are. Obviously you are.
You hear him before you see him.
Just a burst of conversation over the music, his voice cutting through in that same warm, slightly-too-loud way. There’s a laugh, too, familiar and unfiltered, like nothing’s changed, like he’s still the kind of person who laughs with his whole chest and doesn’t care who hears it.
Your spine locks. You don’t even think—just set your cup down and slip through the sliding door into the house like you’re looking for something, like you had any reason to be inside at all.
You find the bathroom at the end of the hall and close the door behind you, pressing your palms to the sink. The light overhead hums a little. The faucet drips once. Twice. Your reflection doesn’t look panicked, but your chest feels tight in that old way it used to, back when things were still fragile and good and you kept waiting for the other shoe to drop.
You don’t know what you thought would happen. That he wouldn’t come? That you could handle it if he did? You breathe in. Out. Again.
There’s a little window cracked above the mirror, and the sounds of the party filter in through the screen—muffled chatter, a cheer over something, the tail end of a beat you half-recognize. You think you hear his voice again, but it’s hard to tell. You don’t know what he looks like right now. You don’t know if he’s alone. You don’t know if he’s happy.
You press your fingertips to your lips. They’re dry. You should leave. You should walk out the front door and call another ride and go back to your hotel and tell Carla you weren’t feeling well. That it was nice to see everyone. That it had nothing to do with him. But you don’t.
Instead, you run cold water over your hands. You shake them off. You adjust yourself in the mirror, like that’s going to fix anything. You open the bathroom door and step back into the hallway, heartbeat loud in your ears. The house is empty, quiet in that way people’s homes get when everyone’s outside. You linger by the kitchen counter for a second, pretending to look for a napkin or something else stupid and delaying. Your hands feel weird. Too cold. Too warm. You’re not thinking, just moving.
The sliding door is half-open when you return to the backyard. You step through without looking, eyes on the ground, on the uneven concrete, on anything but what’s ahead of you. The sounds of the party rush back in all at once—music, laughter, someone yelling about overcooked burgers. You take one deep breath, steady and careful, and look up.
And he’s right there. Close. Too close. You barely register it before your shoulder brushes his chest and you jolt back a step, instinctively.
“Shit—sorry,” you say.
He blinks, startled. Then his eyes focus on you, and something flickers across his face. Recognition. Surprise. Something else behind it that you can’t name.
You haven’t seen him in six months but it still hits you like a punch how easy it is to remember everything about him in half a second. His curls are longer. He’s tanner. His shirt fits like it always did, too well. And his eyes—those eyes—are still just as warm and dangerous and annoyingly kind.
You open your mouth, but nothing comes out. He beats you to it.
“Hey,” he says, soft. Careful.
There’s a plastic cup in his hand and a backwards snapback on his head and he looks so much like the last summer you spent together it makes your stomach twist.
You nod once, shallow. “Hey.”
A beat passes. Then another. He doesn’t smile like he used to.  You step aside to let him through. He steps in the same direction. You both pause.
You laugh under your breath. It’s not funny.
“Sorry,” you say again, quieter.
He just shakes his head. “You don’t have to be.”
But you are. Not just for bumping into him. For all of it. 
You move to step around him again but he doesn’t quite move and you both end up doing that dumb side-to-side shuffle that makes you want to crawl into the grass and disappear. His hand brushes your arm and he pulls it back like it burned him.
“Wow,” he says. “We’re still great at this.”
You huff out something that might be a laugh. “Some things never change.”
He nods, a little too eagerly. “Yeah. Like my ability to embarrass myself instantly.”
You raise your eyebrows. “Pretty sure that was me.”
He makes a face like he’s weighing it out. “Okay, yeah, but I leaned into it with the whole—” He gestures vaguely, reenacting the world’s worst sidestep. “You know. That.”
You almost smile. He looks the same and not the same, older in a way you can’t quite define. Tired around the edges. But his voice is still warm and clumsy in the way you remember, like every word came out just a little faster than he meant it to.
“I didn’t know you’d be here,” you say finally.
“Yeah, me neither. Carla sent me like three texts with a lot of emojis. Felt like a trap but I came anyway.” He takes a sip from his cup, then adds, “Did not realize I was walking into a... potential ex reunion arc.”
You glance down at your shoes. “Sorry.”
“Don’t be,” he says too quickly. “It’s cool. I mean, I— I’m cool. Are you cool? You look... like you’re doing good.”
You look up. He’s watching you too closely, but when you meet his eyes, he glances away like he got caught.
“I’m fine,” you say. “You?”
He shrugs. “Still breathing. Still bad at parties. Still get sunburned even if I wear SPF 50, which feels like a personal attack from the sun. So. Yeah. Nothing new.”
You snort, and his eyes flick back to yours like he wants to hold onto the sound.
Another beat passes. He shifts his weight. You can tell he doesn’t know whether to keep talking or bail.
“So,” he says, tilting his cup a little. “You just visiting?”
You nod. “Work thing.”
“Ah.” He nods too, like that’s a safe word. “Short trip?”
“Four days.”
“That’s... not long.”
“Nope.”
Silence again. Not cold, just full.
He taps the side of his cup. “Cool. Well. I’ll, uh—” He gestures vaguely toward the grill. “Go stand somewhere else and say more dumb things over there now.”
You nod, but don’t move.
He takes a step back, then pauses. “It’s good to see you, by the way.”
You open your mouth, but he’s already turning.
You stay where you are for a minute after he walks away, half-wondering if you imagined the whole thing. Your hand finds your drink again. The condensation soaks into your palm and gives you something to focus on. He’s good at that, still — coming in like a wave and leaving you standing in the shallows, blinking at the water in your lungs.
The party goes on. Carla brings out skewers and people cheer like she just cured a disease. The music skips to something poppy and too fast. You sink into a patch of lawn chair conversation about travel plans and bad dates, your laugh coming a beat late every time. It’s not that you’re not present. It’s just that you know exactly where he is.
You don’t look for him, not really. But your eyes still flick to the side yard when the wind shifts. You still notice when someone tosses a beer in his direction. You still feel it when he laughs again across the lawn — quieter this time, like he’s trying not to be obvious.
He doesn’t come back over, but he doesn’t stay far either. At one point, he ends up helping someone carry drinks from the kitchen and passes right behind you. You feel the shape of him before you see him, tall and warm and barely there. You don’t turn, but your skin lights up anyway.
A while later, Carla corners you with her signature third-drink grin and a plastic cup of mystery juice.
“I’m so glad you came,” she says, and it sounds a little too loaded.
You raise an eyebrow. “It’s nice. Really.”
She hums, unconvinced. “You doing okay?”
“I’m fine.”
She glances across the yard. You don’t follow her gaze.
“Right,” she says. “Well. If you’re not fine later, extra tequila’s under the table.”
Someone pulls her away before she can say anything else. You take a sip of your drink and immediately regret it. It tastes like melted candy and mistakes.
The sun sinks a little lower. The bugs start to swarm the citronella candles. There’s a soft hum of maybe-it’s-time-to-go from a few corners of the yard, but no one’s actually moving. You think about leaving. You also think about staying. You think about the way he looked at you like he didn’t know whether to smile or break. You think about that little pause before he walked away.
You don’t notice the memory at first. It just edges in under your skin, like heat from the sun you didn’t realize was still there. It’s the smell of the grill and citronella, the sound of someone laughing in a way that’s too full, too familiar, too much like then. You blink, and you’re not in Carla’s backyard anymore.
You’re back in his apartment. The lights are off except for the one over the stove, casting this soft yellow wash across the living room. It’s too warm, too quiet. The kind of quiet that’s only possible when you know someone down to their breathing.
He’s on the floor, leaning back against the couch with his legs stretched out and a bowl of half-eaten popcorn next to him. You’re stretched out behind him, sideways on the couch, one leg draped over his shoulder, the other tucked under you. He’s warm against your thigh and keeps muttering that your toes are freezing.
“You look cozy,” he said, with that dopey half-smile that made you want to hit him and kiss him at the same time.
“This is my tired hoodie.”
“You should be tired more often, then.”
He reached up and grabbed your ankle, pulling it into his lap like it belonged there. Like you belonged there.
You remember that something was playing on the tv, but not what it was. You remember his fingers absentmindedly tracing the bone of your shin while he half-watched it, more focused on whatever quiet thought was drifting through his head. You remember the shape of his knuckles, the scratch of his callus when he ran his hand along the top of your foot. You remember not needing to fill the silence.
He said, “Don’t go next weekend,” voice soft, a little joking, like it wasn’t a request.
You said, “I have to,” like it didn’t cost you anything.
He nodded. Didn’t argue. Didn’t try to guilt you or convince you or say anything dramatic. Just tilted his head back against your leg, looking up at you upside down, hair flopped over his forehead, cheeks pink from whatever he was drinking.
You said, “It’s just a trip.”
He said, “Right.”
Then he pulled your foot into his chest, pressed a kiss to your ankle like it was a habit, like it was nothing. Like he’d done it a hundred times before. But he hadn’t. That was the first time.
You remember feeling it in your throat. That awful, beautiful ache. Like if you opened your mouth, something would spill out you couldn’t take back. But you didn’t say anything. Neither did he.
Later, you’d press your face into his neck, and he’d whisper something that wasn’t quite Spanish, wasn’t quite words, and you’d fall asleep wondering if maybe it could be this easy forever. But it wasn’t.
The next weekend, you got on the plane. You told yourself it wasn’t a big deal. You told yourself it didn’t mean anything. But that was the last night that felt simple. That was the last time you let him hold you without guilt.
The memory lingers longer than it should. You feel it settle like heat behind your ribs. When you blink again, you’re back at the cookout, standing off to the side while someone fiddles with the speaker and two people argue about salsa. You’ve been staring at your drink for too long.
Across the yard, Joaquín’s still perched on the edge of the deck. He’s talking to someone but not really looking at them, like his brain’s somewhere else entirely. Like maybe it’s still in that apartment too.
He glances up. Your eyes meet.  Neither of you looks away this time.
It happens gradually. The party thins out—people trickle off in twos and threes, hugging Carla goodbye, grabbing last slices of watermelon or half-frozen drinks from the cooler. The sky fades into that soft blue-gray that means the streetlights will flicker on soon. Someone starts collecting trash bags, and someone else is curled up in a chair scrolling through their phone with the dazed expression of someone who’s emotionally tapped out.
You drift toward the steps of the deck at some point without thinking. The music’s low now, something mellow. Joaquín’s nearby again, close enough to feel, but he doesn’t say anything.. Just stands beside you in a kind of companionable silence, the two of you watching someone struggle to relight a citronella candle like it’s the most interesting thing in the world.
Eventually, he speaks. Quietly. “I forgot how weird parties get when they start ending.”
You hum. “Everything smells like charcoal and sweat and regret.”
“That’s the real summer scent,” he says, grinning. “Should bottle it.”
You finally look at him. His hair’s a little messier now. There’s a smudge of something—maybe dirt, maybe barbecue sauce—near the collar of his shirt. His cup’s empty. He’s rolling it between his palms like he doesn’t know what to do with his hands.
You tilt your head. “You always this awkward or is it just me?”
He laughs under his breath. “Oh, I’m always awkward. You’re just the one I can’t pretend around.”
You don’t answer right away. He shifts beside you, then gestures vaguely toward the house.
“You heading out soon?” he asks. “Or...?”
You shrug. “Hotel’s not far. I’ll probably order bad room service and pass out.”
“Solid plan.”
You glance at him. “You?”
He shrugs too. “Thought about going home. Then I remembered I live alone and my fridge is sad.”
You smile, tired but real. “So what’re you gonna do instead?”
He hesitates, just a second too long. Then—
“I mean... if you wanted...” He clears his throat. Starts again. “We could grab a drink or something. Like... like old friends catching up. No pressure.”
You raise an eyebrow. “At ten thirty at night?”
He scratches the back of his neck, sheepish. “The best friend catch-up hour. You know. When the truth comes out and everything tastes like cheap whiskey.”
You study him, and he looks nervous in that familiar way he used to get right before saying something too honest. You can tell he’s trying to play it off like nothing. You can also tell it isn’t nothing. You take a breath.
“I’m at the Selwyn,” you say.
He perks up, like he didn’t expect that to work. “Oh, they have a bar, right?”
You nod. “Until midnight.”
He smiles, bright and crooked. “Plenty of time for bad decisions.”
You roll your eyes. “We’re just catching up.”
“Right,” he says, bumping your shoulder gently as you both turn toward the gate. “That’s exactly what I meant.”
“I’ll drive you,” he says before you can even open the app. Like it’s nothing. Like you didn’t used to sit in his passenger seat with your bare feet on the dash, arguing over playlists and sharing fries out of a greasy paper bag. His keys are already in his hand.
You hesitate, just a second too long. “Sure,” you say.
He grins, trying to play it cool. “Besides, I cleaned my car recently. Well. I threw out the empty protein bar wrappers. Same difference.”
You follow him down the driveway. His car is exactly the same—black Honda, scuffed on the side, faintly dented from something he once swore wasn’t his fault. You slide into the passenger seat and feel your body instinctively relax into old muscle memory. The door shuts. The quiet settles in.
Then he starts the engine. And the universe laughs in your face.
The first few notes hit—clean, unmistakable, loud enough to be cruel.
Me Rehúso.
Your heart jumps into your throat. His hand freezes halfway to the volume knob. His thumb hovers like he’s going to skip it. He doesn’t. You stare out the window.
“I swear I wasn’t trying to be dramatic,” he mumbles.
You keep your voice even. “Didn’t say you were.”
The song keeps playing. You don’t speak. Neither of you move to turn it off.
That chorus hits like a sucker punch. ”Me rehúso a darte un último beso,” I refuse to give you one last kiss... The kind of lyric that would’ve made you both laugh six months ago. Now it just sits there in the air, crackling. He drums his fingers against the wheel, trying to be casual. You sit stiff in your seat and wonder if he feels it too—that pull in your chest like something snapping back into place and tearing a little as it does. You wonder if he skipped this song on purpose for weeks after you left.
By the time it fades, neither of you has said a word. But it’s louder than anything either of you could’ve said out loud. Joaquín clears his throat, glancing sideways like he wants to break the silence.
“Well,” he says, aiming for levity. “That wasn’t emotionally catastrophic or anything.”
You breathe out a quiet laugh. “Your playlist’s still ridiculous.”
“Yeah, but it slaps, unfortunately.”
You fall into silence again. This one is easier. Not light, but... familiar. Like slipping back into clothes you’d left behind, still warm from the last time you wore them. The drive isn’t long, but it feels like a hundred miles and no time at all. When he pulls into the parking lot of your hotel, he parks without asking. Turns the key. Lets the quiet settle again.
“You sure you’re up for this?” you ask, your hand on the door handle.
He shrugs. “Only panicking a little.”
You look at him. He looks at you. That same crooked grin.
“Let’s go,” you say.
He nods. “Catching up. Strictly platonic.”
“Totally.”
The Selwyn’s lobby is quiet, sleek in that generic boutique hotel way. Modern art you don’t understand on the walls. A bowl of apples no one’s touched. The bar’s tucked just off to the right, low-lit and mostly empty, a few couples nursing nightcaps and a lone businessman half-asleep over a bourbon. You lead the way without speaking.
He follows, hands shoved in his pockets, doing that nervous scan of the room like he’s checking for exits but not planning to use them. You pick a booth near the back. Leather seat, warm lamp overhead. It’s too intimate to be neutral. Neither of you moves to sit across from the other. You both slide into the same side, a little too close. Neither of you comments on it.
The bartender comes over, eyes flicking between you both like he’s trying to figure out what kind of night this is.
“Two whiskeys,” Joaquín says, before you can answer. Then he glances at you. “That okay?”
You nod. “Perfect.”
The moment he walks away, Joaquín exhales like he’s been holding it in since the car. “Well. Here we are.”
You smile. “Just two old friends. At a hotel. At eleven o’clock at night.”
He grins. “Nothing suspicious about that.”
You both look straight ahead for a second, not speaking. The tension has shifted—it’s quieter now. Less sharp. More like gravity.
“I missed this,” he says eventually.
You turn to him. “What part?”
He shrugs. “All of it. You. Talking. Sitting next to you and saying dumb shit until you laugh.”
You look down at your hands. “I didn’t think you’d want to talk to me again.”
“I didn’t either.”
You glance up.
“I was pissed,” he says, not hiding it. “You just disappeared. No warning. Just—gone. I didn’t know if I did something or if it was just easier that way for you.”
“It wasn’t easy,” you say. “I just didn’t know how to say goodbye.”
He nods. “Yeah. Well. Guess we’re both great at that.”
The drinks arrive. You each take one, clink glasses without ceremony.
“To bad decisions,” he says.
You raise your eyebrows. “This is a bad decision?”
He smirks. “I think it might be.”
You both drink.
The whiskey burns a little. Just enough.
You settle into the silence again, but this one’s warmer. You can feel the heat of his thigh pressed against yours. He hasn’t moved. Neither have you.
“I thought about texting you,” he says, voice lower now.
“Why didn’t you?”
“I didn’t want to be a maybe.”
That lands. It sinks in and sits heavy in your stomach. You set your glass down. Turn toward him fully.
“We were never a maybe.”
He looks at you then, really looks, and something shifts in his expression. Like he’s trying not to hope and failing miserably at it. “Okay,” he says softly. “So what are we now?”
You don’t answer. Instead, your knee bumps his, and you leave it there.
He glances at your mouth, just for a second. It’s quick, but you both notice.
The second drink comes faster than the first. Neither of you says anything, but the meaning is clear. Just one more. Just an excuse to keep sitting here a little longer.
The bar’s quiet around you, some indie playlist humming overhead, glasses clinking behind the counter, but none of it really registers. It’s just the booth, the shared warmth between you, and the way the whiskey makes your skin feel too soft for your bones.
You’re both leaned in now, legs angled toward each other. His arm is stretched behind you across the booth, not quite touching you but close enough to feel. His knee keeps bumping yours. It’s not accidental anymore.
He’s talking with his hands. Always has. One of them knocks his glass a little too hard and he mutters a low “shit” before catching it. You laugh and he grins, sheepish.
“Okay, so maybe I’m a little drunk,” he says.
You raise an eyebrow. “Little?”
“Tipsy,” he corrects, lifting his hand in mock defense. “Buzzed. Whiskey-charmed. Still within the range of plausible deniability.”
You tip your glass toward him. “Sure.”
“You?”
You sip. “Comfortably reckless.”
He laughs, and it’s that real laugh, the one that fills his chest. The one you haven’t heard in too long. He tips his head back, curls falling over his forehead, and for a second you forget how to breathe.
“You always did drink whiskey too fast,” you say.
“You always stole mine when you thought I wasn’t looking.”
“I wasn’t trying to hide it.”
The words slip out before you can stop them. He goes quiet, eyes settling on you with a different kind of focus now. He’s still smiling, but it’s softer, smaller.
“I remember that,” he says. “All of it.”
You don’t move. The air between you is tight.
“You used to do this thing,” he continues, “where you’d swirl the ice in my glass with your finger and act like it wasn’t the most distracting thing in the world.”
“I don’t remember doing that.”
“You definitely did. And it worked. Every time.”
You lean in a little, just enough to make him feel it. “You’re easy to distract.”
“I was in love with you,” he says, too fast, too loose.
It lands between you like a dropped glass.
He blinks. “Shit. That sounded cooler in my head.”
You swallow. “Was?”
He opens his mouth, closes it. Looks down at the table. When he speaks again, it’s quieter. “You didn’t give me a lot of space to keep saying it.”
You look at him, really look. He’s flushed from the whiskey, eyes a little glassy, but his expression is wide open. Honest in the way only tipsy people get when they’ve been waiting too long to say something. You don’t reach for your glass this time. You reach for his hand. You brush your fingers over the back of it, slow. Gentle. He doesn’t pull away.
“You know,” you say, “I still think about that night. The one before I left.”
His eyes flick to yours. “The peanut butter dinner?”
“The one where you kissed my ankle like it meant something.”
“It did.”
“I know.”
The silence now is thick. Not awkward. Not empty. Just full. He turns his hand over beneath yours, lets your fingers slide together. His palm is warm and steady.
“So,” he says, barely above a whisper. “What are we doing right now?”
You shake your head, half-laughing, half-something else. “Catching up, remember?”
He leans in, slow and careful. His shoulder brushes yours. His voice is right at your ear now.
“This doesn’t feel like catching up.”
You don’t pull away. You press your leg against his under the table. You feel his breath stutter.
“It’s not,” you say.
He shifts toward you, hand tightening in yours. There’s a question in his eyes. You could stop this. You could pull back.
You’re so close you can feel the moment tipping forward. One more second and his mouth will be on yours. You know exactly how it’ll feel — warm and familiar, a little clumsy, a little desperate. You want it. God, you want it. But it’s too much, too fast, too easy to fall back into something that once shattered you so quietly it didn’t even make a sound.
You pull your hand away. Slow. Gentle.
He freezes. You don’t look at him right away. You take a breath instead. Your voice is soft when it comes.
“I can’t.”
It’s not sharp. It’s not final. It’s just honest.
His face shifts — not hurt, exactly. Just something quieter. A flicker of understanding. Maybe disappointment. Maybe relief. Maybe both.
He nods, slowly. “Okay.”
You glance around the bar like you’ve just remembered where you are. The lights feel too low. The space too small.
“I should go up,” you say.
“Yeah. Yeah, of course.”
You stand, and he follows without question. Neither of you says much as you cross the lobby. You’re sobering up, not from the drinks but from the tension, from the weight of how close you came to doing something you wouldn’t be able to take back.
The elevator ride is quiet. The kind of quiet that hums under your skin, thick with all the things you didn’t say downstairs and the weight of the moment you pulled away. He didn’t argue. He didn’t push. He just nodded, like he understood. But you can feel him beside you now — his body still turned slightly toward yours, hands in his pockets like they’re keeping him grounded.
You reach your floor and step into the hallway, carpet soft under your shoes, air humming faintly with recycled chill. You walk ahead, both of you a little unsteady, a little too aware of each other. He stays close but doesn’t touch you. Not once.
When you stop outside your door, you turn toward him and smile, barely.
“You didn’t have to walk me all the way.”
“Old habits,” he says.
There’s a pause. He shifts his weight from one foot to the other. You know that move. You remember him doing it when he wasn’t sure if he should kiss you that first time. He looked just like this. Nervous. Hopeful. A little in over his head.
And still, you don’t move.
“I should go in,” you say softly.
“Yeah,” he says. “You probably should.”
You look at him.
He looks at you.
It’s nothing and everything all at once. That ache that’s been stretching all night tightens until you can’t take it anymore.
And then you kiss him. You don’t think. You just lean in and grab the front of his jacket and pull him down to you and his mouth meets yours like it’s still been waiting this whole time. It’s not soft. It’s not neat. It’s relief. All heat and breath and too much all at once, like if you stop it’ll disappear again. His hands find your waist and you stumble back into the door. He laughs against your mouth, breathless.
“You said you couldn’t.”
“I lied,” you murmur, kissing him again.
It’s messy. Familiar. A little dizzying. His thumb traces the edge of your jaw like he forgot what your skin felt like. Your hands are in his hair before you realize it, tugging him closer, closer.
He breaks the kiss long enough to whisper, “Tell me to go.”
You don’t. You just kiss him harder.
He makes this low sound against your mouth that you remember too well, and suddenly you're fumbling with the keycard, trying to get the door open while he's still kissing you, his hands braced against the wall on either side of your head. The card reader beeps angrily. You try again, breathless, and he's laughing into your neck.
"You're shaking," he says, not teasing. Just noticing.
"Shut up," you breathe, and the door finally gives.
You stumble backward into the room, pulling him with you. The door swings shut behind him with a soft click that sounds too loud in the sudden quiet. The only light comes from the city through the window, casting everything in amber and shadow. You can see his face now, flushed and a little stunned, like he can't quite believe this is happening either.
"Are you sure?" he asks, voice rough.
You don't answer with words. Instead, you step closer, close enough that your chest brushes his, and reach up to trace the line of his jaw with your fingertip. His eyes flutter closed at the touch.
"I missed you," you whisper. "I missed this."
He opens his eyes, searching your face in the dim light. "I never stopped missing you."
This time when you kiss him, it's slower. Deeper. Like you're both trying to memorize something you lost. His hands slide up your back, pulling you against him, and you can feel his heartbeat through his shirt. Fast. Unsteady. Like yours.
You walk him backward toward the bed, lips still locked, hands roaming over familiar territory that feels both foreign and like coming home. When the backs of his knees hit the mattress, he sits down hard, pulling you with him so you're straddling his lap, your dress riding up your thighs. His hands find your hips, steadying you, and you can feel the heat of his palms through the thin fabric.
"God," he breathes, looking up at you like he's seeing something he thought he'd lost forever. "You're so beautiful."
You lean down to kiss him again, slower this time, savoring the taste of whiskey on his tongue and the way his breath catches when you bite his lower lip gently. His hands slide up your sides, thumbs tracing the curve of your ribs, and you arch into his touch.
His fingers find the zipper at the back of your dress, hovering there in silent question. You nod against his mouth, and he slowly pulls it down, the sound cutting through the quiet room. The cool air hits your skin, raising goosebumps along your spine. You shiver, and he pulls back to look at you, his eyes dark and serious.
"We don't have to—"
You press your finger to his lips. "I want to."
The words hang between you, heavy with meaning beyond this moment. You're not just talking about tonight. You both know it.
He kisses your fingertip, then your palm, then your wrist, his eyes never leaving yours. You feel something unravel inside you—that tight knot of regret and longing you've been carrying for months.
Your dress slips from your shoulders, and his breath catches. His hands are reverent as they trace your skin, like he's relearning a map he once knew by heart. You tug at his shirt, impatient now, and he helps you pull it over his head. His chest is familiar—that same constellation of freckles, that same scar near his collarbone from when he fell off his bike at twelve. You touch it, remembering the story he told you once, laughing in bed on a Sunday morning.
"You remember?" he asks, watching your fingers.
"Everything," you whisper.
He pulls you closer, his mouth finding the hollow of your throat, and you close your eyes against the rush of sensation. It's too much and not enough all at once. His hands slide up your back, unhooking your bra with practiced ease, and you laugh softly against his hair.
"Still got it," he murmurs, grinning against your skin.
"Some skills never fade," you whisper back, and then his mouth is on your breast and you can't think anymore, just feel—his tongue, his teeth, the scrape of his stubble against your sensitive skin. Your fingers tangle in his hair, pulling him closer, and he groans against you.
You rock against him, feeling him hard beneath you, and his hands tighten on your hips. There's an urgency building between you now, months of distance collapsing into this single point of contact. He flips you suddenly, pressing you into the mattress, his weight a welcome anchor. His lips trace a path down your stomach, and you arch up, wanting more, wanting everything.
"Joaquín," you breathe, and he looks up at you, eyes dark and hungry.
"Otra vez," he whispers.
You say his name once more, quieter this time, like a secret you’re not ready to share with the world. His eyes fall shut as though he’s holding the sound within himself, letting it resonate in the hollow spaces where loneliness used to cling. As his hands find their way to the waistband of your underwear, they tremble, a delicate dance of anticipation and reverence. You lift your hips slightly, a silent invitation for him to continue, to explore uncharted territories that still remember the map of his touch. The fabric is gone in a heartbeat, lost somewhere in the chaos of desire that swirls around you both.
His lips trace a slow pilgrimage along your skin, starting at the curve of your hip bone before journeying inward to the sensitive haven of your inner thigh. Each kiss is deliberate, an act of devotion that speaks volumes louder than words ever could. You’re quivering beneath him now, every nerve alive with sensation, and your hands clutch the hotel sheets as though grounding yourself against an oncoming storm.
When his mouth finally finds its destination, it’s like a homecoming. You arch off the bed with a breathy gasp that breaks through the room’s stillness and wraps itself around you both. He moves with an intimate knowledge of you, every motion recalling memories of nights past when only the moon bore witness to passion unfolding between whispered promises and dreams half-spoken.
The rhythm he adopts is one learned long ago but never forgotten, seamless in its execution as though no time has passed since last he worshipped at this altar. His touch is gentle yet insistent—the perfect paradox—exactly as you need it. Your fingers entwine into his hair once more for anchor and connection both; he hums against you—a low sound that vibrates through your core and ignites every part of you all over again.
The sense of nearing completion builds inside you rapidly—too rapidly—as if months apart have condensed into this singular moment of intensity threatening to spill over without warning. Waves crest within your belly, hot and urgent in their sweep toward release.
"Wait," you breathe out urgently, yet soft enough not to break what threads hold this tapestry together just yet. Tugging at his shoulders slightly with desperate urgency tinged by longing unspoken but always present there beneath everything else clouding these precious moments shared tonight after too long apart. "Come here."
He kisses his way back up your body, mouth finding yours again. You can taste yourself on his lips, and it makes you dizzy with want. Your hands fumble with his belt, and he helps you, kicking off his jeans until there's nothing between you but skin and heat and six months of longing. He hovers above you, braced on his forearms, looking down at your face like he's searching for something.
"You okay?" he whispers.
You nod, reaching up to brush his hair from his forehead. "More than okay."
In the soft shadows of the room, he enters you, and you both exhale sharply, as though surfacing from the depths of an ocean where breath had been a distant memory. The sensation is one of rediscovery, a familiar yet long-forgotten dance. Stillness enfolds you as he pauses, his forehead resting gently against yours. You can feel the ragged ebb and flow of his breath matching your own. This dance—this intimate choreography—is etched into your bodies, even if time and distance tried to erase it from your minds.
Wrapping your legs around his waist, you draw him deeper into the space that feels both foreign and unmistakably home. His groan reverberates through the stillness, your name a sacred chant murmured against the warmth of your neck. His movements begin in slow, deliberate strokes, each one held with the weight of potential farewells lingering in unspoken words. It’s cautious yet intense—a savoring of moments that feel fleeting.
Your fingers dig into the solid expanse of his shoulders, an encouragement driven by urgency that pulses under your skin. As he hones his rhythm, it transforms gradually—a measured tempo building to something more urgent and alive. The room captures the symphony created by your intermingled breaths and soft exclamations of pleasure; tender whispers punctuate every shared heartbeat.
“Mírame.” he murmurs softly, and you oblige by opening your eyes. What you find in his gaze transcends physical intimacy—a vulnerability laid bare beneath the depth of those dark irises. There’s something exchanged between you in that shared look; a silent acknowledgment binding hearts entwined not just by touch but by something deeper—a promise unspoken yet understood.
As he moves within you with growing intensity, everything coalesces into a crescendo orchestrated by longing rekindled after months apart. This moment stretches beyond time—each motion weaving threads back together until they form one seamless tapestry, rich with color and meaning.
You unravel beneath him then, as pleasure overwhelms your senses like waves crashing upon the shore—leaving you trembling in its aftermath—a mosaic remade anew with each crescendo reached. It's only heartbeats later that he too succumbs; whispers woven with devotion spill from his lips—your name uttered like prayerful benediction—as he collapses against you under comforting weight rather than burdened heaviness reminding once distant souls they are home again.
For a long time, neither of you speaks. The only sound is your breathing gradually slowing, his heart pounding against yours. His fingers trace lazy patterns on your shoulder, and you press your face into his neck, inhaling the familiar scent of him—soap and something distinctly warm that you could never quite name but always recognized. 
The sheets are tangled beneath you and one of your legs is still hooked loosely around his, the weight of him grounding you in a way nothing else ever really has. He shifts just enough to ease some of the pressure from your ribs, but he doesn’t pull away. He just rests his forehead against your temple and exhales, long and shaky.
You could fall asleep like this. You think maybe you will. His fingers keep moving, slow and aimless, brushing the slope of your shoulder like he’s memorizing it all over again. Your name leaves his lips again, softer now, like it doesn’t have to be anything more than sound.
You whisper, “You okay?”
He nods. Doesn’t speak for a moment. Then, “Yeah. I just… missed this.”
You close your eyes. That ache settles in your chest again, but it’s quieter now. Less sharp. He missed you. You missed him. Maybe that’s enough for tonight.
You shift just enough to look at him. His eyes are already on you, sleep-soft and open in that way only Joaquín can be when he’s let his guard down completely. You brush his hair back from his forehead. He leans into the touch without thinking.
“I don’t want to leave,” he says, barely above a whisper.
“You don’t have to.”
That’s it. No big promises. No next steps.
He nods again, relief flickering through his features so fast it almost doesn’t register. Then he dips his head and presses a kiss to your collarbone—slow, tender, like punctuation. He pulls the blanket up over both of you and shifts to lie beside you properly, one arm curling beneath your neck, the other resting across your stomach. You curl into him like you never left.
Outside, the city keeps humming, but in here it’s still.
Eventually, his breathing evens out. You listen to it until yours matches. He’s heavy against you, solid and warm, and you feel the weight of everything that just passed between you start to settle. You let your eyes fall shut, just for a moment.
Sleep takes you slowly. Quietly. With him still holding you.
You wake before the sun’s fully up, the room washed in a soft, blue-grey hush. For a second, you don’t know what stirred you—until Joaquín shifts beside you, mumbling something half-asleep into the pillow. His leg slides against yours, warm and lazy, and he tucks his face into the curve of your neck like he never left it.
You smile before you can stop yourself.
“Your hair’s in my mouth,” he mumbles, voice gravelly and ridiculous.
You laugh, quiet and raspy. “You drooled on my arm.”
He lifts his head, barely squinting at you with a slow, stupid grin. “Worth it.”
You hum, brushing your fingertips along his side. His skin is warm, soft in places and still humming with leftover heat. You could stay like this for hours, wrapped up in his breath and that dopey smile, but he glances at the clock and winces.
“I have to go soon,” he says, voice soft. “Work.”
You nod, even though you want to pretend this room doesn’t exist outside of this moment. He leans in and kisses your shoulder. Then your jaw. Then your mouth—slow, unhurried, like he’s still not ready to leave either.
When he finally pulls back, he gives you this look. Gentle. Unspoken.
He doesn’t say thank you, or I’ll call you, or what happens now?
He just says, “You made last night feel like home again.”
And somehow, that’s the thing that gets you. You swallow around the ache building in your throat and try to smile. He kisses you one more time, then slips out of bed and pulls his shirt back on in the grey morning light. You stay where you are, curled in warm sheets, watching him tie his shoes with one knee on the floor like he’s done this in a hundred quiet mornings—only he hasn’t. Not like this. Not since you left.
He glances over his shoulder before opening the door. “Sleep a little more,” he says. “I’ll see you.”
You nod. He doesn’t push it further. He just gives you one last, crooked smile and slips out into the hallway. The door clicks shut behind him. And you’re left sitting up in bed, hair a mess, covers pooled around your waist, staring at the door like it might open again.
You don’t know what happens next. But for the first time in a long time, it doesn’t scare you.
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Slut Me Out
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Pairing: Ash Garver x Reader
Summary:
Ash steps closer, fingers resting lightly on your hips. He can feel your legs shaking beneath his touch. "Then why are you wet?" “You don’t know that,” you fire back. “Want me to check?” he asks, that knowing smirk curling on his lips, heavy with implication. You can’t answer. You don’t want to. But your silence says everything. "You have a boyfriend you're trying to get home to, but here you are…" His voice dips. It’s intimate and cruel, something he knew how to walk the line between beautifully. “All wet for me." Or Your plans to go surprise your boyfriend and save your dying relationship are thwarted by a snowstorm, a gun and Ash.
Tags/Warnings: 18+ Explicit Content, dub-con, p in v sex, oral sex (female receiving), choking, degradation, gun play, cheating, teasing, hair pulling, Ash gives reader a facial
WC: 3.3k
A/N: I was going feral when I was watching No Exit so here you go. Hope you enjoy, this is some of my smuttiest work😌
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Of course, this was the sort of thing that'd end up happening to you.
You take an impromptu trip to see your boyfriend, get caught in a snowstorm halfway and get cornered by a kidnapper with a gun.
“Ash, I won't…I won't say anything about the kid.”
“Is that right? You were so gung-ho two seconds ago.”
“Yes... but now you have a gun.”
He runs the gun down your stomach like he's tracing a line only he can see, “Well, at least she's smart.”
He looks you over slowly like he’s assessing every inch of you, not just your body, but your weakness, your intent. “What did you say you were out here for?”
“I was going to see my boyfriend,” you say, voice shaking. You were really starting to regret being spontaneous. 
Ash cocks his head, the corners of his mouth twitching in amusement or disdain, you can’t tell which.
“Romantic. He know you’re this dedicated?”
You swallow hard. “He doesn’t even know I left yet.”
Ash chuckles, “Even better. No one’s expecting you.”
“Listen, I didn’t come out here for this,” you say quickly, voice cracking. “I wasn’t trying to get involved in any kidnapping plot. I just wanted to surprise my boyfriend, that’s it. I didn’t think—I didn’t know—”
He holds up a hand, silencing you with a lazy flick of his fingers.
“Spare me the speech,” he says. “You think anyone ends up in situations like this because they meant to?”
He scoffs, eyes dragging over you once more.
"You're so hopeless."
Pressing the gun right between your ribs, just below your heart, but you make no moves to choose them. Locked in a staring match that you were definitely losing…
His eyes were a beautiful brown. Deep, glassy, you could imagine how soft they could be. But now they were intense, like staring into the centre of a storm.
If he wanted to, he'd kill you right now and not think twice about it.
Tapping the gun over and over against your chest, he watches your every twitch, every breath, taking in all your micro-expressions. Each one tells a very clear story…
Terror. Submission. A flicker of defiance.
He caught that one the fastest.
"Thinking about screaming, huh?"
He leaned in closer, breath warm and steady. "Cute."
The barrel of the gun shifted, coming up to rest against your lips. "But don’t."
He pushes the gun between your unprepared lips, resting it on your tongue. “You wouldn’t want to make me use this would you?”
You hum a response with a little shake of your head, trying to will yourself not to cry. 
"You're really pathetic, you know that?" he scoffs, pulling the gun out and wiping your saliva off with your shirt. A whimper falls from your lips before you start taking deep breaths, your fingers digging into your sleeves. You’re scared shitless, there’s no doubt about that… but Ash is magnetic. The intense eye contact, looking at you like he owns the air between you, has you feeling things you shouldn’t be.
He takes your face in one hand, squishing your cheeks until your lips pucker, making you look like a sad chipmunk.
It’s like he can read your mind.
But from your parted lips and wide, betraying doe eyes, it doesn’t take a genius to know what you’re feeling.
"You know I’m a bad guy, but you’re all riled up for me anyway," he says, voice low and cruelly amused. "Say what you want, your body’s already made up its mind."
You shake your head, firm but weak at the same time. “That’s not true.”
A slow smirk curves on his face, wolfish and knowing. “Lying to me? And here I thought we were becoming friends.”
He reaches out, toying with the necklace resting against your chest, fingertips brushing the hollow of your throat, eyes never leaving yours.
"Your boyfriend give you this?"
You nod once, barely, your voice caught in your throat.
Ash hums. “Figures. Cheap chain, boring charm. Looks like something a guy gives when he’s already halfway out the door.”
He twirls it once, letting it fall with a soft clink before leaning in again.
"What is it? Your boyfriend doesn't fuck you anymore?" Ash sneers, eyes flicking over your face like he's dissecting it.
That hit a nerve, your expression souring instantly.
The whole reason you were travelling was that you wanted to surprise your boyfriend and save what's left of your relationship.
You'd been apart for months now, the spark between you flickering out like the last gasp of a dying flame. Even when you'd visit one another, he'd rarely touch you, and if he did, it was over before you could blink, like he was doing you a favour.
"That's none of your business."
Ash doesn’t let up, though. Something about your crumbling relationship is just too fun to pick apart, like a loose thread he can’t help but pull.
"Tell me something, sweetheart," he murmurs. "Does he even touch you like he means it? Or do you just lie there pretending it’s enough?"
Your breath hitches, your silence damning.
Ash grins wider. “Yeah. That’s what I thought.”
An idea pops into his head, you can see it spark in his eyes, dark and dangerous. No doubt something that’s going to push you further, test whatever lines you thought you had left.
"I'm gonna ask questions and you'll answer, understand?"
You nod, barely. He tucks the gun away like he knows you’re too rattled to run, which you are. 
"How long has it been?"
"Since...?" You ask, your eyebrows knitting together. 
"Since you've been fucked? Days, weeks..."
He studies your silence for a beat too long, then chuckles.
"Months?"
You look away, embarrassed, but he doesn’t let you escape. He grabs your chin, firm but not rough, and turns your face back to his.
"We’ve been doing long distance," you mumble, barely meeting his gaze.
Ash hums thoughtfully, eyes sharp. “Ah. The classic excuse. Bet he texts you once a week if that.”
“That’s not…,” you start, but trail off.
He grins, all teeth. “You came all this way for a guy who barely shows up.”
His thumb brushes your bottom lip, mocking. “And now look where that got you.”
“Here with me.”
“Do you think about him when you touch yourself?”
You don’t know where he gets off asking you things like this, so smug, so unbearably rude, like he owns the right to pry into your head.
But… “I don’t,” you find yourself admitting, the words slipping out before you can stop them.
Ash raises an eyebrow, clearly entertained. “So you’re thinking of other guys,” he says, smirking like he’s already pinned you to the wall with the truth.
“Wait, that’s not—well, technically, but—” you stammer, trying to backpedal, to untangle your own thoughts, your own guilt. But it’s too late.
"So you’re a slut. Do you know you're a slut?"
Your jaw drops and you’re rendered speechless. 
When you don't answer, he lightly slaps your face, just enough to sting, again and again, until you understand.
"Hey," Ash says, with a smooth voice. "I'm asking you a question. Where are your manners?"
You slowly look up at him, trembling lip and all, and he knows he's got you right where he wants you.
"There she is," he whispers, tilting his head with a sick sort of satisfaction. He doesn’t need the gun anymore. Control. That was the real weapon. And right now, you were handing it to him without a fight.
“Like I was saying, do you know you're a slut?"
He watches you fumble over your words, your face wrought with confusion and panic, like your mind can’t keep up with your mouth, like everything you thought you knew is slipping through your fingers.
He loved girls like you, so innocent, so easy to push around, so easy to break.
"I'm not—"
"Don't lie."
He says your name. It’s soft, drawn out, almost sweet. It slithers down your spine and wraps itself around you. Ash has you all tied up in knots with his words. 
"You're a slut. Say it."
“I'm not a slut.”
Ash steps closer, fingers resting lightly on your hips. He can feel your legs shaking beneath his touch.
"Then why are you wet?"
“You don’t know that,” you fire back.
“Want me to check?” he asks, that knowing smirk curling on his lips, heavy with implication.
You can’t answer. You don’t want to. But your silence says everything.
"You have a boyfriend you're trying to get home to, but here you are…" His voice dips. It’s intimate and cruel, something he knew how to walk the line between beautifully. “All wet for me."
He clicks his tongue, amused, shaking his head like he's stumbled onto some dark little joke.
"What would you call that?"
The guilt and shame rise like bile in your throat.
"...Pathetic?" you whisper.
He smiles like you've just given him the right answer.
"And what does that make you?"
His hand tightens just slightly at your waist, breath brushing your cheek as he waits for you to say it.
"A slut."
“Good girl,” he murmurs, his voice low and satisfied, before pulling you in and kissing you. It’s bruising and fierce, leaving you breathless. Kissing you like he’s trying to claim every inch of you, rough and demanding, ragdolling you in his arms.
When he finally pulls back, his eyes drop to your kiss-swollen lips.
You hadn’t felt passion like that with your boyfriend, you think… maybe ever.
He pulls the gun back out, the cold metal catching the light, and your breath catches in your throat as your body goes rigid.
You tense up instantly, eyes locked on the weapon.
“Relax,” Ash says smoothly, almost like he’s trying to calm a skittish animal. He twirls the gun lazily in one hand, eyes never leaving yours. “If you’re a good girl, you have nothing to worry about.”
“Take your clothes off,” he orders. 
“It’s cold,” you murmur, glancing toward the cracked, drafty wall of the half-constructed bathroom, exposed beams, and wind cutting through.
“You won’t be for long.”
Gulping air, you take off your clothes, shivering under his gaze. He watches you, gazes trailing slowly, deliberately, over every dip, every curve, like he's committing it all to memory.
There’s no shame in his stare, just a quiet, unsettling hunger.
“Your boyfriend doesn’t know what he’s missing out on,” he mutters, almost to himself, almost like he’s annoyed on your behalf.
Caging you in with his body, he places the gun between your legs, pressing right against your clothed pussy. 
“What do you want me to…?”
He doesn’t answer with words, instead grabbing your hips and guiding you. You rock your hips back and forth, and he sets the pace. A whine comes out with no time for you to stop it. He doesn’t say anything, but he doesn’t have to; you were just proving him right. 
The metal brushes right against your clit, making your hips stutter as you fall forward to grip onto his arms. He leans in close, his breath warm against your skin, and whispers in your ear,
“No use pretending anymore, hm?"
Before you can even react, his lips are on you, kissing slowly along your neck, just below your ear, where your skin is most sensitive. Your heart jumps when you feel him press his mouth to your skin, sucking harshly, leaving unmistakable marks in his wake.
Each bite blooms across your neck and collarbone, making you cry out. 
“The marks…”
“Afraid your boyfriend will see them?” he laughs, the vibration carrying itself along your skin. “I think he needs to know that his girlfriend can’t resist someone who actually knows what to do with her.”
You can’t deny he’s right; he doesn’t even need to help you rock your hips anymore. You’re like a woman possessed, chasing something that only he can seem to give you.
“That’s enough,” he says, cutting through the noise. Your movements come to a stop, far too soon for your liking. The gun is removed and put aside before the thought could even enter your head. “Don’t even think about trying to take it.”
“Y-yeah, I won’t.”
“Good,” he says before pulling you in for another kiss. It’s less rough than the last one like he’s concentrating more on making you swoon than submitting. His body pressing you against the wall again, and his fingers furling in your hair. 
His hand slid down to wrap around your throat, not squeezing but just resting there, keeping you in place. It has you gasping into the kiss, nerves lit like a live wire. 
And as he pulls away he captures your bottom lip between his teeth, biting lightly as you separate. If you look at how you feel right now, you look like a complete mess. 
But the way Ash was looking at you, you’d think you were a masterpiece. 
"Let me guess? He never eats you out either," he concludes. You don’t even have the time to confirm or deny before he drops to his knees in front of you and pulls down your panties.
"Ash, you can’t just—!”
You’re quickly shut up as he starts lapping up your wet slick, digging his hands into your hips. Then, as if you couldn’t get more lightheaded, he’s lifting your legs on his shoulders and putting them on his shoulders, taking your whole weight and not stopping his ministrations for a second. 
As he sucks on your clit his fingers then slide inside of you, exploring and testing until he finds—
"Ash! Fuck…!"
Jackpot.
You grab him by the hair, legs squeezing around his head. He was evil, but he knew just what to do with his mouth. If your brain hadn’t already short-circuited, you probably would’ve thought twice about pulling his hair, but from the way he was groaning against your core, you’d guess he doesn’t mind one bit. 
Casting your eyes downward, you see dark eyes looking up at you like he’s trying to steal your soul and your sanity. Nose pressed against your clit, tongue working drawing patterns inside of you as his fingers fuck you so good you think you might die. 
You’re so caught off guard when your orgasm hits you right there and then. Toes curling, eyes rolled back, the whole nine yards. 
“Ash…” you say, voice cracking as you do. He smiles at you, then lifts your legs off his shoulders and lets you slump down the wall.
You only get a few seconds of respite before he’s pulling you back up by your arm. 
“We’re not done yet,” he says, grabbing you by the hair and pinning you up against the wall. Against the wall, your cheek presses to the cold surface, eyes shut. You're shaking, yes, not from fear, but from anticipation. You hear the rustling of clothes and then his hard cock pressing against your entrance. 
“Ready?” he asks, and you nod shakily, barely trusting yourself to speak. 
When he enters you, you bite your lip so hard, you’re surprised you don’t bleed. From the jump he’s not holding back, his calloused hands, gripping your hips and he pulls you to his cock. 
The sound of skin slapping remains sharp in your ears, as he fucks your brains out. You barely even know how to explain how this feels; you’re on another planet. All you can wonder is how you can ever go back to sex with your boyfriend after Ash has ruined you like this. 
"Ash!
"Keep your voice down unless you want everyone to see you like this. Legs spread and screaming like a fucking whore."
He slaps your ass suddenly, the sound echoing in the room as you let out a yelp. "But I get the feeling you'd like that because you're a...?"
"Slut," you finish, and you didn’t care if you were. You keep moaning loudly, a mix of ‘please’ and his name spilling from your lips in broken sounds on repeat.  At this point, you don’t care who hears, not when it feels this good. 
“Since you can’t keep quiet, it looks like I need to make you.” 
In a second, his hand is around your throat. This time, he doesn’t just hold you there; he squeezes, fingers tightening around your throat, cutting off your airflow in an instant.
Your noises come to a screeching halt, caught somewhere between your chest and the back of your throat. Eyes wide, mouth open, but nothing comes out. It’s like your whole world narrows to the pressure of his hand and the pounding of your heartbeat in your ears.
Your whole body coils up, tight as a wire, arousal at its peak. 
You manage to get out a quiet, breathless, “Ash…”
He leans in, his voice a low taunt right by your ear.
“Is that a ‘Stop, Ash’? Or ‘More, Ash’?”
As you gasp, trembling, leaning into his hand, desperate for contact, for something you can’t even name.
“Mo…re…” you whisper, the word slipping out like a confession.
He squeezes even harder, just for a moment, your vision blurring, your body going rigid, before finally releasing you and letting the air rush back into your lungs in a sharp, desperate gasp.
Before you can even steady yourself, he shoves you back against the wall, the cold surface biting through your clothes as he pins you there with his body.
“Boyfriend can’t touch you like this, can he?”
“He can’t…,” you admit, the words trembling out from the depths of your chest.
The moans keep forcing their way out of your wrecked body as he pounds every thought out of you.
“Taking this cock so well,” he murmurs, pulling your head back to make you arch your back into him. “You’d think this was what you came out here for.”
You whimper at his words, a sound you wish you could swallow back, but it’s too late. It slips out, soft and telling.
The hunger for him coils deep in your gut; you couldn’t stop it if you tried. 
Ash lets go of your hair and moves his arms to wrap around your waist. He feels himself getting closer and closer, his thrusts deeper and faster. 
"I'm close and you better be ready to take it, slut."
Your eyes widen, and you stutter out a response, "W-wait, I'm not on birth control."
Ash groans in frustration, hips still moving, "Then where do you expect me to put it?"
"M-my face?" You suggest to which he gives you a breathless chuckle. It was the first thing that came to mind, can anyone blame you?
“And you told me you weren’t a slut.”
With a long sigh, he pulls out of you and nods his head at the floor.
"Knees."
You scramble into position watching him jerk his dick a few more times before he's cumming on your face. It lands right on your lips, dripping down your cheek and jaw, Ash swears he’s never seen something so damn perfect. 
"Well, don't you look pretty?" he drawls, his voice lazy, almost smug, as he comes down from his high. He runs his fingers through his dark, curly hair, pushing it back as he exhales, like he's savouring the moment.
Then he leans down in front of you, resting on the balls of his feet so you're eye-level, his face inches from yours.
His eyes flick over your expression, reading every twitch, every flicker of emotion.
“Still with me?” he asks, teasing you more, “Or did I break that pretty little head of yours?”
Your head bobs in agreement, though your head is actually still in the sky. 
“Good…,” he swipes some of his cum off your lips and smiles, "Because you have to clean up your mess and you better make it quick.”
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geminiwritten · 13 days ago
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en español ; joaquín torres
fandom: marvel
pairing: joaquín x reader
summary: after joaquín returns from a two-week-long mission things feel different, then he convinces you to go undercover with him where tensions rise—only for him to leaving you wanting more... until he stops by your office for a very intimate spanish lesson
notes: danny ramirez, the man that you are, holy fuck... like this dude has me in a chokehold??? what i wouldn't do for him (there's nothing, absolutely nothing)... i really hope y'all enjoy this! it was inspired by few different things and i had a blast writing it, so please let me know what you think! (p.s. i highly recommend watching the papasito music video and anthony vs. danny hot ones before reading)
warnings: swearing, alcohol, sexual tension, probably some very incorrect spanish (i'm apologising in advance), mention of guns / weapons, italics, lots of pet names / nicknames, SMUT (dirty talk, f oral receiving, unprotected p in v, semi-public-ish sex) 18+ ONLY MDNI!!!
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You fall into your desk chair, careful not to spill your fresh mug of coffee as you fumble for your headset. You’re late—just barely—but if you’re lucky, Sam won’t notice. 
You slide the headset on and quickly sort through the programs running on your computer, eyes flicking across several screens. Then you take a deep breath, adjust your mic, and open the comms line. 
“How’s my favourite flyboy today? Still got all your limbs attached and your pretty face unscathed?” 
“Careful, hermosa,” Joaquín says, his voice smooth in your ear. “Sam’s on the channel. He might get jealous.” 
You smile to yourself, tracking their positions on your middle monitor. “Please. Sam knows who my favourite is. He’s come to terms with it.” 
Joaquín chuckles. “You trying to make me blush?” 
You roll your eyes despite the smile tugging at your lips. “If I wanted to make you blush, Torres, I’d be using more than just my voice.” 
There’s a beat of silence, the soft crackle of the open frequency filling your ears. 
Then Joaquín clears his throat, loudly. “Mission. Flying. No dying. Need to focus.” 
You laugh quietly, watching his heartrate spike on a screen to the left. “You better be careful, pretty boy. Can’t show you how much I’ve missed you if you don’t make it home.” 
“Show me?” Joaquín echoes, grin audible. “How?” 
“Come home in one piece and you’ll find out,” you say, voice low, teasing. 
His heartrate spikes even higher, and you have to bite your lip to keep from giggling. 
“Jesus Christ,” Sam sighs. “Can you two at least try to be professional?” 
There’s another beat of quiet—only brief—before, at the same time, both you and Joaquín say, “No.” 
You can practically hear Sam roll his eyes. “Why the hell did I let him convince me to hire you?” 
You grin to yourself, eyes still flickering across your screens. “Because unfortunately for you, Cap, you’ve never met a more skilled analyst who’d rather work seven days a week than have a social life.” 
“Joaquín is your social life,” Sam mutters. “I unknowingly hired the two most annoying best friends in the world.” 
“You forgot talented,” Joaquín pipes up. “Two of the most annoying and talented best friends in the world.” 
Sam groans—loud, frustrated—but he doesn’t argue. Because unfortunately, you’re both right. You’re two of the best people he could’ve found for the job, and despite the never-ending banter and insufferable tension, he’d be lost without either of you. 
You met Joaquín in the Air Force. You were first stationed together at Ramstein Air Base in Germany, and it didn’t take long for the two of you to get close. At the time, you were both lower rank, training in field surveillance, comms, and tactical ops before choosing your respective career paths. But even across continents and during off-grid missions, you stayed close. 
Joaquín contacted you a little while after he first met Sam, asking for help tracking a super-soldier anti-nationalist group in Munich. You didn’t ask questions—you just helped—and after it all came to a head, Joaquín couldn’t wait to introduce you to Sam. 
Long story short, you were quickly recruited, given an office and a ton of cool tech, and now you’re their guy in the chair. Sam probably only regrets it a little, considering you’re actually very good at being in the chair—which makes up for all the unprofessional banter between you and Joaquín. 
“Eyes up, Torres,” you murmur, watching the live feed on your main monitor. “Two heat signatures ahead. Could be guards. Could be raccoons. Either way, I’d keep your pretty face out of sight.” 
Joaquín exhales, amused. “You must really miss me, hermosa—the way you keep callin’ me pretty.” 
Your cheeks flush, heat crawling up your spine, because yeah—you miss him. Like crazy. They’ve been halfway across the world for two weeks now, and it’s the longest you’ve gone without seeing him since you started working for Sam. 
To say you miss him is a gross understatement. But he can’t know that—not really—because whatever this thing is between you two, it’s fun. Playful. It isn’t serious or deep. It’s not soul-crushing or gut-wrenching like the paralysing crush you’ve been nursing for years. 
And there’s no way Joaquín needs to find out about that. It could ruin everything. 
“Can you blame me?” you ask, keeping your voice light. “I haven’t seen you in two weeks. What else is a girl supposed to do besides fantasise?” 
You can almost hear his grin. “You fantasising about me now, baby? Damn. This suit just got a whole lot hotter.” 
Then Sam’s voice cuts in, low and sharp. “Can we please focus? The place is crawling with armed hostiles and I’m not dying in a building that smells like asbestos and cat piss.” 
“Noted, Cap,” you say, eyes flicking to his heat signature on your screen. “But for the record, Torres—you’re my favourite fantasy.” 
It’s not a lie—and it makes his heartrate jump again. 
“Oh my God,” Sam groans. “Why do I even talk?” 
“You love us,” Joaquín says, voice low and breathless as he inches toward a door, slowly cracking it open. 
“No, I tolerate you. There’s a difference.” 
You watch the hallway clear, two red dots vanishing from the drone feed. “All clear ahead. Turn left at the next hall. Intel says the artifact is in the records room—bottom floor, east wing.” 
“Copy,” Joaquín says, his voice dropping as he reins in his focus. 
You lock in too—eyes fixed on the screen, breath held, fingers hovering over your keyboard. As much as you love your job, it’s stressful. Especially when the people in the field are the ones you care about most. So you’ve made it your personal mission not to let anything go unseen. 
You watch closely as Joaquín moves down the hall, turns left, and starts down the fire stairs. Sam is still working the perimeter, keeping out of sight and watching for any hostiles that might be closing in on Joaquín. 
It’s taken them two full weeks to find this place—after a discouraging series of dud leads. The artefact isn’t even being hunted, just protected. And for what? None of you know. But from everything you’ve gathered, it’s intel that could open the door to disaster. 
So Sam made the call to find it before it became a hot item—before someone could sell it on the dark web and hand a new villain the keys to world domination. 
What he hadn’t expected was for the mission to take two whole weeks. Fortunately, things have been quiet enough lately that they could afford the time—but that doesn’t mean it’s been fun. You’re pretty sure Sam is one more questionable pizza topping away from leaving Joaquín in Jakarta. 
A heat signature two floors above the records room catches your attention. Your eyes track it, nerves creeping up the back of your neck. You’re just about to say something when— 
“Holy shit,” Joaquín says, voice low and a little breathless. “It’s actually here.” 
You lean in, fingers poised over your keyboard. “Confirmed visual?” 
“Uh… yeah. Package secure?” 
Sam’s voice cuts in, flat. “Seriously?” 
“Dead serious, man. It’s just… sitting here. It’s actually here.” 
You let out a slow breath, tension easing from your shoulders as you watch the heat signature double back—moving away. 
“No traps, no alarms…” you say, scanning the feeds. “Someone’s either cocky or stupid.” 
“Or both,” Sam mutters. “Let’s wrap this up. I’m ready to never think about this city again.” 
Joaquín chuckles softly, his smirk practically audible. “Bet you’re smiling right now, hermosa.” 
“Maybe,” you reply, despite the very obvious grin on your face. “But you’re not out of the woods yet, pretty boy. Stay focused.” 
Joaquín laughs again under his breath. “Focused. Right. That’s what I am.” 
Your eyes flick to his vitals. “I can tell. Your heartrate’s through the roof again.” 
“Can you blame me?” he says. “Your voice in my ear, calling me pretty and saying all this smart stuff… this whole situation’s a little distracting.” 
You roll your eyes. “You forgetting the part where Sam’s one bad mood away from killing you?” 
“No. Just ignoring it.” He pauses at a corner, scans, then moves. “How mad do you think he’d be if I said I’m only doing this to impress you?” 
You lean back slightly, grinning to yourself. “He’d pretend to be annoyed. But secretly? I think he’s just relieved you deal with me so he doesn’t have to.” 
“Deal with you?” Joaquín echoes, voice soft and teasing. “Baby, you’re the reason I get out of bed every day.” 
Your heart lurches, but you keep your voice steady. “Keep talking like that and I might start hacking into your home security system.” 
“Do it,” he says. “I’d sleep better with your voice in my ear.” 
Your cheeks flush, breath catching. 
“Still here,” Sam cuts in. “Still sweating. Still regretting every life choice that led me to this team.” 
You glance at his vitals and smirk. “Vitals are solid, Cap. No cardiac distress.” 
“Yeah, well, if Torres drops anything on the way out, I’m blaming both of you.” 
Joaquín chuckles as he heads toward the extraction point. “Relax. We’re good. We’re almost out.” 
“God,” Sam sighs. “I cannot wait to get home.” 
“Hope you’ve got a hero’s welcome planned, cariño,” Joaquín says. 
You roll your eyes, smirking. “You want a medal or a kiss?” 
“Definitely the kiss,” he replies. “Medals are nice, but they wouldn’t taste as good as you.” 
You choke on nothing, face burning, pulse thrumming as you watch him move through the building toward where Sam is waiting. 
There’s a beat of silence—a loud, charged pause as you scramble for a comeback. 
“Wow,” Sam chuckles. “Think you broke her, Torres.” 
“Nah,” Joaquín says, smug as ever. “She’s just thinking about all the ways she’s gonna show me she missed me.” 
You draw a sharp breath, one hand gripping the edge of your desk, the other white-knuckling your coffee mug. 
“Alright, flyboy,” you mutter, trying not to smile. “That’s enough. Just get home safe.” 
“See you soon, princesa,” he says, voice low and warm in your ear. 
The next twenty-four hours are the longest of your life—you’re sure of it. 
You try to distract yourself with work while Joaquín sends updates on their journey home, but you just can’t sit still. You’re too excited. You feel like a kid on Christmas Eve, except the presents aren’t going to be there when you wake up. No—you have to wait until six p.m. for Joaquín to be back. 
Once you finish work, you head home to your studio apartment—the one you spend less time in than your office—and put on a movie. Then another. And another. Because you’re too anxious to feel tired. Eventually, you drag yourself to bed and lie awake for a few hours before giving up at four a.m. and jumping in the shower. 
You take your time getting ready for work—doing your hair, a little makeup, picking your clothes, having a long breakfast. Then at six a.m., you’re out the door and on your way back to the office. 
Only twelve more hours to go. 
You settle in at your desk and try to review data from Sam and Joaquín’s mission, double-checking every log, every report—anything to keep your mind occupied. It feels like hours pass, but when you glance at the clock, it’s barely been one. 
So at seven a.m., you get up for a coffee, moving through the motions slowly and deliberately. 
By now, the office is starting to fill up. It’s never packed—Sam keeps the staff lean—but a few government liaisons, data crunchers, IT specialists, and engineers have started drifting in for the day. You know them all, and usually you’d be happy to have a little chat in the kitchenette while your coffee brews. But not today. 
Today, you’re stuck in your head—counting down the minutes until Joaquín walks through the door with that stupidly handsome grin on his face. 
God. You feel ridiculous. Missing him this much when he’s just a friend. 
Except, he’s not. Not to you—hasn’t been since the day you thought you lost him on a mission in Seoul. That was the moment it hit you. The moment you realised how much he meant to you—how in love with him you really were. 
He turned up hours later, a little battered and bruised but very much alive. And you wanted to tell him how you felt. Wanted to just blurt it out. But you didn’t. You couldn’t. Because it wasn’t worth risking what you already had. So you kept quiet, buried the feelings, and went on being his best friend. 
That was years ago. And now you’re so deep in the friendzone—so used to the playful flirting and easy banter—you couldn’t climb out if you tried. You’ve come to terms with it, of course. Accepted it. And decided that having even a small piece of him is better than not having him at all. 
You spend the next few hours sorting through analytics and going over maintenance logs from the mission—nothing major. Just a few software bugs and one broken ‘feather’ because Joaquín clipped a wing trying some fancy manoeuvre Sam explicitly refuses to teach him. 
By lunchtime, you’ve fielded a few queries from the engineers and booked in a meeting with one of the legal advisors about Sam’s passport renewal. It never fails to amuse you how superheroes still have to deal with the same boring admin as everyone else. 
The afternoon slips by faster than the morning, hours ticking past as you lose track of time in a haze of meetings and emails. You’re finally heading back to your office when your stomach grumbles—loudly—reminding you that it’s probably well past your five p.m. snack break. 
You swing the door open, mentally halfway to your snack drawer, when— 
“Look who finally decided to show up,” Joaquín says, sitting in your desk chair with that stupidly handsome grin. “And here I thought you actually missed me. Was it all a lie?” 
Your heart lurches. Your lungs seize. And instead of flashing him a smile or a snappy comeback, you just freeze. Everything in your arms hits the floor—your tablet, your phone, a folder you don’t even remember picking up—all crashing down with a clatter that makes you flinch. 
Because it’s not just that he’s handsome. No—he’s unfairly handsome. Criminal, even. Dangerous to your health, your peace of mind, and your goddamn ovaries. Joaquín Torres, sitting in your desk chair like he owns the place—with a freshly grown moustache and goatee—is nothing short of lethal. 
“You okay, hermosa?” he asks, grin fading as he leans forward a little. 
“I told him to shave it off,” Sam says dryly, stepping in behind you. “He looks like an Antonio Banderas knockoff.” 
Joaquín scoffs. “Please. I’ve got way more charm than that guy.” 
“Than Antonio Banderas?” Sam says, incredulous. “You’re delusional, you know that?” 
“I prefer endearing,” Joaquín grins. 
You still haven’t stopped staring at him—at the facial hair that’s apparently capable of triggering a full-blown hormonal crisis. 
“Delusional and endearing are not synonyms,” Sam adds, seemingly oblivious to said crisis. 
Joaquín’s eyes flick back to you, brows drawing slightly together. “You breathing, baby?” 
Your heart kicks again at the nickname you should be used to by now—and somehow, that’s what snaps you out of it. 
“Yeah—uh,” you clear your throat, “I’m breathing. I’m good. I—welcome back! But isn’t it early?” You glance at your wrist, searching for a watch that isn’t there. “Shit. Where’s my phone? Oh.” You crouch down and grab it from the floor. “Oh. It’s past six. Huh. That meeting must’ve run long. I didn’t even realise. I—” 
“Breathe,” Sam says, laughing softly as he drops a hand on your shoulder. “Just breathe.” 
You inhale deeply, cheeks burning, and glance back at Joaquín’s stupidly gorgeous face again. 
“So,” he says, mouth curling into a smirk that should be illegal, “you like it?” 
You shrug, trying to play it cool. “It’s… okay. Looks good, I guess.” 
Sam snorts. “Oh, she likes it, alright.” 
You turn around and smack him in the chest, shooting him a look that could kill—but he doesn’t flinch. 
“Alright, then,” he chuckles, stepping back. “I’ll let you two get caught up.” 
You roll your eyes and duck your head as you start gathering everything you dropped. You keep your gaze down, even when you hear footsteps and see Joaquín’s hands join yours, collecting papers that spilled from the folder. 
When you’ve finally got it all, you stand and hug the pile to your chest, letting your eyes meet his again. 
“So,” he says, still grinning as he holds out what he gathered, “about that kiss.” 
You shake your head, fighting the smile tugging at your lips. “Forget it. You’re dreaming.” 
He shrugs one shoulder. “Maybe. But hey, I’m coming over tonight anyway.” 
You arch a brow. “Oh? And why’s that?” 
He leans in slightly, eyes sparkling. “Because my place has no food… and yours has food. And you.” 
Your cheeks heat, but your voice doesn’t waver. “You’re impossible, you know that?” 
“Maybe,” he says again, that grin going a little soft. “But you love it.” 
You struggle to focus on wrapping up your work with Joaquín hovering around your office—ranting about the mission, touching your stuff, looking at you with that goddamn moustache on his face. What would normally take five minutes takes almost twenty, but by seven o’clock, you’re both in a cab on the way back to your apartment. 
When you open the door and step inside, Joaquín walks in like he lives there too. He drops his duffel by the lounge and heads straight for the fridge, pulling it open to inspect the contents. You know him well enough by now to know exactly what’s coming next—he’s going to complain about your lack of ingredients, then insist on cooking anyway. And somehow, it’ll still be delicious. 
“You know, cariño,” he calls, leaning deeper into the fridge, “most people throw milk out when it starts to smell bad. Let alone when it’s chunky.” 
“I haven’t been home much lately,” you say, a little defensive. “My best friend was on a mission and I was busy making sure he didn’t die.” 
“So you could kill me yourself with expired dairy products?” he asks, still wearing that ridiculous grin. 
You roll your eyes and bite back a smile, choosing to ignore him while you kick off your boots. He keeps rummaging through the fridge while you make your way through the small apartment, closing blinds, turning on lamps, and queuing up the show you haven’t touched in the two weeks he’s been away. 
“I’m going to shower,” you say, pausing at the edge of the kitchen. 
He glances over his shoulder, smirk firmly in place, brows raised. “That an offer?” 
Your eyes widen, cheeks burning. “God. What was in the water over there? You’ve come back even worse than when you left.” 
“Maybe I just missed you,” he says, stepping toward you. 
The kitchen isn’t big—much like the rest of the apartment—but with Joaquín standing barely a foot away, it feels downright claustrophobic in a very specific, very dangerous way. 
“You still haven’t given me my hero’s welcome,” he adds, eyes sparkling. 
You tip your head, ignoring the way your pulse spikes. “Didn’t have time to get the medal minted.” 
His grin turns wicked. “Guess you owe me a kiss, then.” 
You don’t answer. You just step forward, slow and deliberate, closing the space between you like it doesn’t matter at all—even though your pulse is in your throat. His brows twitch, surprise flickering across his face, but he doesn’t move. He holds his ground. 
You tilt your chin up, rising onto your toes until your lips are just a breath from his. 
His breath stutters, and you catch the sharp rise of his chest—like he forgot how to breathe. That cocky smirk slips away as your eyes linger on his mouth, then drop to that stupid goatee. Because of course he found a way to be even more ridiculously attractive. 
You could kiss him. Right now. You could close that tiny gap and change everything. 
But instead, your voice drops low—steady despite the way your nerves are buzzing. “You sure you’re ready for that, Torres?” 
His pupils blow wide, cheeks flushing. You see it. You feel it—the flicker of nerves under all that swagger. 
You drag your fingers lightly down the front of his shirt, watching him go still, revelling in the thrill that rattles up your spine. 
His throat bobs with a swallow, and you know you’ve got him. For once, he has no comeback. 
You smirk, dropping back onto your heels. “Didn’t think so.” 
Then you turn and walk into your room, heart pounding, head spinning, but your steps still steady. You shut the door and fall back against it, covering your face with your hands to keep from screaming out loud because God, that was hot. And holy shit did it take every ounce of self-control not to just kiss him. 
Eventually, you push off the door, strip out of your clothes, and step into the ensuite bathroom. You turn the shower on hot and wait while the water heats, wondering if Joaquín would notice if you took a little longer than usual. 
Which... you do. Because that ache behind your hipbones is insistent, and if Joaquín is going to be here all night, you can’t just be sitting beside him horny as hell or you might end up doing something stupid. 
So after a long, hot shower—and some quality time with the detachable head—you change into your pyjamas and emerge from your bedroom. The rest of the apartment smells like butter and garlic, and Joaquín is standing in front of the stove with a little crease between his brows as he flips what you assume is a grilled cheese sandwich. 
“Grilled cheese?” you ask, leaning a hip against the counter. 
He shoots you a sideways glare. “It’s the only thing I could think of with your serious lack of food. But it’s not just grilled cheese—it’s gourmet. With mozzarella—that I’m pretty sure isn’t off—garlic, caramelised onion, and basil.” 
You lift a brow, nodding slowly. “I’m impressed. And hungry.” 
He smirks. “And the tomatoes you had were too soft to put in the sandwiches, so I made a sauce.” 
“Wow,” you say, turning toward the cupboard. “Sounds like I had plenty of ingredients for you.” 
You can almost hear him rolling his eyes as you get out a couple of plates and wine glasses, knowing full well that you might not have much food in the house, but you definitely have wine. 
He finishes grilling the sandwiches and flips them onto the plates, garnishing them with something green that you hope is a herb and not something wildly out of date he found in the fridge. Then you pour each of you a glass of wine before taking your plate into the lounge room. 
“Hopefully you won’t be able to tell how stale the bread is,” Joaquín says as he sits beside you, his knee knocking yours as he shoots you another pointed look. 
You roll your eyes. “Please, sourdough doesn’t go off. Just gets chewier.” 
He frowns at you, eyes wide in disbelief. “That’s literally the definition of stale bread.” 
You just shrug, taking a generous sip of wine before biting into your sandwich. And God, it’s almost inhuman how this man can make some of the best food out of the crappy ingredients you have. 
“That good?” he asks, watching you with a smirk. 
“It’s alright,” you mutter, mouth still full. 
He chuckles. “That moan you just made says otherwise.” 
Your eyes widen. “I moaned?” 
He laughs a little harder, the corners of his eyes crinkling as he watches your cheeks turn pink. “Don’t be embarrassed, hermosa. I love the little noises you make.” 
Your heart lurches and your eyes snap down to your plate. 
“Wonder what other noises I could get out of you,” he mutters, low but just loud enough to catch your attention. 
You swallow hard on the half-chewed bite, wincing as it catches on the way down your throat. You cough and reach for your wine, taking a long, burning gulp that only fans the heat spreading through your chest. 
You cough again into your hand, struggling to catch your breath. 
“You okay, cariño?” Joaquín asks, light laughter in his voice. 
“Fine,” you choke out. “I’m good.” 
He laughs softly, clearly amused but too hungry to press you any further. You watch his profile as he takes a bite of grilled cheese, chews, and swallows—and damn if that doesn’t just deepen the wildfire of nerves and heat roiling through you. 
Two weeks away from Joaquín, and every ounce of resistance you’ve spent years building up is gone. Shattered. Nowhere to be found. You feel like some virginal schoolgirl, wide-eyed and helpless, just watching his throat move as he swallows another bite. 
His eyes flick toward you, brows drawn, and you quickly drop your gaze back to your plate. You stuff the sandwich into your mouth and take a big bite to stop yourself from blurting out something dumb—like how insanely hot he looks when he eats, or how badly you want to know what that facial hair would feel like between your legs. 
“Hear anything from the lab?” he asks, snapping you out of your spiralling thoughts. 
You shake your head. “Not yet.” 
He nods slowly. “Sam’s probably bugging.” 
“Why?” 
“Reckons it’s something big,” he says. “Something dangerous.” 
You tilt your head. “Like what?” 
He shrugs. “Dunno. Maybe something alien.” 
“Nah.” You take another sip of wine. “It’s probably old data from some collapsed organisation. Looked more like a hard drive than an explosive.” 
As if on cue, your phone lights up, buzzing on the coffee table beside your wine glass. You drop your sandwich and reach for it, tapping the answer button and pressing it to your ear. 
“Doctor Chen,” you greet. “How’s it going?” 
“The captain was right,” Maya—one of Sam’s lab techs—says. “This is dangerous.” 
Your brows pull together as you lift the phone away from your ear and put it on speaker so Joaquín can hear too. 
“What is it?” 
“Old Stark tech. Data, to be precise,” Maya replies. 
“Have you told Sam yet?” 
“Not yet. You were my first call. I figured Joaquín was with you.” 
Your cheeks flush. “Oh. Uh, yeah. He’s here.” 
Joaquín meets your eyes and gives you a cheeky little wink, lips curving into a smirk. 
“I’ll see you both first thing in the morning,” Maya says. “I’ll call Sam now.” 
“Okay,” you reply, shoving Joaquín’s thigh with your knee. “Thanks, Doctor Chen.” 
The line goes dead, the soft disconnect tone buzzing through the quiet room—Joaquín having paused the TV without you noticing. 
“What kind of data do you think it is?” he asks, brow furrowed. 
You shrug. “Who knows. Maybe something that’ll finally tell us how to shut you up.” 
He scoffs, leaning in just a little. “Or maybe something that tells me exactly how to get you to kiss me.” 
Your heart stutters, breath catching just loud enough for him to hear. 
“Or,” he adds, eyes dancing, “I just keep saying shit like that until your brain short-circuits and you snap.” 
You suck in a slow breath, trying not to smile. Trying not to give him the satisfaction. 
“God,” you mutter, nudging him with your shoulder, “you’re so fucking annoying tonight.” 
He just grins wider and takes another bite of grilled cheese—completely unbothered, maddeningly smug. And of course, your traitorous eyes fall to the line of his jaw as he chews, which does nothing to help your situation. 
“It’s not just old Stark data,” Sam says, standing at the head of the small conference table. “This hard drive contains preliminary code for the foundational architecture of Stark’s first AI.” 
“As in J.A.R.V.I.S.?” Joaquín asks. “The computer that ran his house?” 
“J.A.R.V.I.S. didn’t just run his house,” you cut in. “He was integrated into the Iron Man suits, and he was part of Ultron and Vision. In the wrong hands, this data could be... catastrophic.” 
“Right,” Joaquín nods. “So... we destroy it?” 
“We can’t destroy it,” Milton—one of Sam’s more insufferable government liaisons—says. “Per federal protocol, all recovered Stark-origin assets are to be logged, quarantined, and transferred to a Level Four secure facility for presidential review and Congressional oversight.” 
Sam sighs, visibly holding back an eye-roll. 
“Quarantined for review?” you echo, incredulous. “Graves, this kind of data in the wrong hands could—” 
“And what authority do you have to decide that?” Milton cuts in with his usual sneer. “Who’s to say you won’t use it to recreate this... jervis?” 
Milton is easily your least favourite person in the office. He’s a stickler for rules, an arrogant idiot, and completely insufferable—but he does make a good target for your and Joaquín’s boredom-induced pranks. Like the time you rearranged his keyboard to spell something wildly inappropriate and watched him struggle to fix it for thirty minutes. Or when you convinced him that ‘Camo Friday’ was an official dress code. 
Needless to say, he’s not your biggest fan. Or Joaquín’s. But unfortunately for him, you’re both basically Sam’s second-in-command. 
“It’s Jarvis,” Joaquín says flatly. “J-A-R-V-I-S. Want help with the alphabet, or are you still stuck on the letter J?” 
Milton’s lips curl, eyes narrowing—ready to fire back—when Sam steps in. 
“We haven’t made a final decision about the drive,” he says firmly, glancing between Joaquín and Milton. “I’ll speak with the Department of Damage Control myself. Until then, it stays here, under full-time protection.” 
Joaquín sighs. “Don’t tell me—” 
“You’re not on protection,” Sam cuts him off. “I’ve got others for that. I need you somewhere else.” 
Joaquín sits up straighter, head tilted. “Where?” 
Sam glances at you and nods. You quickly plug your tablet into the display, and a second later, the intel you and the logistics team pulled together flickers up on the screen.  
“Matías Navarro,” you say, zooming in on the mugshot of a stern-faced, middle-aged man. “Clean on paper, but deeply embedded in tech smuggling rings. Works through proxies, keeps his hands clean. No one knows where he gets the tech, and none of his buyers care. He’s been arrested a dozen times, but he always walks.” 
You switch to a series of ledgers. “His name is tied to the building we found the hard drive in—not currently, but previously. He either sold it or abandoned it. Either way, he’s the last known owner.” 
“So,” Joaquín says, “we find Navarro and… question him?” 
You nod. “Exactly. He’s mostly dealt in weapons and arms. He might not have known what was on the drive—but if he did, or if he made a copy, we could be in serious shit.” 
“Right.” Joaquín nods. “Where do we find him?” 
“Club Calavera,” you reply, tapping your tablet until a picture of a dark brick building fills the screen. “It used to be a Latin dance club. Now it’s more like a networking spot for arms dealers and petty crime lords who like to salsa.” 
“Navarro’s a regular,” Sam adds. “Every Saturday. Like clockwork.” 
“Club Skull,” Joaquín snorts. “Subtle.” 
“You should fit right in, then,” you say with a smirk. “You’ve got all the subtlety of a brick through a window.” 
His eyes go wide. “Fit in? I’m going in? Like… undercover?” 
You nod. “That’s right, pretty boy. You’re our distraction.” 
“Distraction?” he echoes, brows shooting up. 
“I need to talk to Navarro,” Sam says, “but I can’t just walk in—not with all the high-profile thugs that frequent the place. I’d be too easily noticed.” 
“Hence,” you say, grinning at Joaquín, “our distraction.” 
He shifts in his seat, eyes flicking between you and Sam. “Alright. What kind of distraction?” 
Sam folds his arms, smirking. “It’s a Latin dance club, Torres. What do you think?” 
“You want me to dance?” Joaquín asks, voice cracking. 
“Oh, no, flyboy.” You lean forward, grin turning wicked. “We don’t just want you to dance, we need you to cause a whole damn scene.” 
He swallows hard. “How?” 
Sam chuckles. “Ever seen The Mask?” 
“That movie with Jim Carrey?” 
Sam nods. 
“You want me to cause a scene in the middle of a club full of criminals big enough to distract every single one of them?” Joaquín asks, brows drawing tight. “I—I can’t. No one could. It’s impossible.” 
“Oh, come on,” you sigh. “You’re Joaquín fucking Torres. If anyone can cause a scene that big, it’s you. Plus, you won’t be alone.” 
He frowns. “What do you mean?” 
“You need a dance partner,” you reply simply, tapping your tablet. 
The screen flickers before bringing up three headshots of three different women, each with a brief bio beside the names—abilities and all. 
“Kate Bishop,” you say, enlarging the first photo. “Hawkeye-in-training. She worked with Clint for a while. Definitely has the social skills to work the room, plus charm and skill.” 
Joaquín shakes his head. “No, she won’t blend in. Not in a Latin crowd, at least.” 
“Okay,” you nod, moving to the next photo. “Ava Ayala, a.k.a. White Tiger. Fluent in Spanish and has the physicality to back us up if things go south.” 
Joaquín considers it, tipping his head before shaking it again. “No, it won’t work. I’ve heard she prefers solo missions—might not adapt well to a cover role that requires dancing and mingling.” 
You take a deep breath and move to the last photo. “Alright. Elena ‘Yo-Yo’ Rodriguez. She’s great at going undercover and knows how to stay cool under pressure. Plus, she can get you out fast if needed.” 
Joaquín’s eyes flick from the screen to you, then to Sam, back to you, and then the screen again. 
“I don’t doubt her skills,” he says. “But have you seen her operate in this kind of scene? Nightclubs and criminal networks require a certain… finesse.” 
Sam sighs and pulls out a chair, dropping into it. “Well, you can’t dance alone.” 
“I know,” Joaquín says firmly. “But I can’t walk into a club full of criminals and half-ass it with someone I don’t know or trust.” 
“That’s the whole point,” you say, setting your tablet down with a sigh. “You’re supposed to go in, pick someone from the crowd, and make it look spontaneous. A big, passionate moment. If it’s too polished, too rehearsed, they’ll sniff it out.” 
He leans forward, bracing his forearms on the table. “I get that. But it still has to be someone I’ve got chemistry with. Someone I’m actually attracted to.” 
You frown, glancing at the screen full of attractive women, then back at him—feeling your stomach twist, even if you don’t want to admit why. 
“They’re all attractive. I don’t see the—” 
“Sure,” he interrupts. “But what if there's no chemistry? This is a club full of Latinos. They’ll smell fake passion from across the dance floor, cariño.” 
You cross your arms and lean back in your chair. “So what are you saying? You won’t do it?” 
“Of course I'll do it,” he says, smirking now. “But I’ve got one condition.” 
You look at Sam, deadpan. “He’s got conditions now.” 
Sam chuckles. “This guy.” 
You turn back to Joaquín. “Alright, pretty boy. What’s your condition?” 
“You dance with me.” 
The room falls silent. 
You freeze, breath catching. “M–Me?” 
He grins. “You, hermosa. It makes sense. We’ve got chemistry, and all you have to do is follow my lead.” 
You glance at Sam, half-panicked. “I’m not a field agent. I’m not—” 
“Actually,” Sam says, thoughtful, “it does makes sense. The two of you could sell it. No extra variables, no risk of another agent blowing the op.” 
Your eyes widen. “You’re not serious. I—I can’t even dance.” 
“You don’t need to,” Joaquín says. “You just have to let me lead.” 
Your heart is pounding now, nerves sparking like live wires, sweat prickling at the back of your neck. You’re not built for this. You’re the guy in the chair. The one locked behind bulletproof glass and a million firewalls. 
“Joaquín, I—” 
“It’s the only way this works,” he says, his smile infuriatingly smug. 
“Kid’s got a point,” Sam adds. 
Your eyes bounce between them, wide and overwhelmed. “I’m barely trained for combat. If something goes wrong, I—” 
“That’s why I’m there, cariño,” Joaquín cuts in, voice low. “You don’t have to do anything except look pretty—which you already do—and follow my lead.” 
You’re running out of excuses. And Joaquín is looking at you with those big, stupidly pretty brown eyes that always get him his way. You don’t want to say yes. But you really don’t want to say no. Not to that face. Not to Sam’s, either—especially when he’s looking this hopeful and just a little smug. 
“Fine,” you mutter, glaring at Joaquín. “But if either of us die, I’m going to kill you.” 
He just grins—impossibly smug, unfairly hot. A walking wet dream with tight sleeves and a killer smile, practically glowing with anticipation. 
The next few days are a whirlwind of intel, training, and—to your immense displeasure—costume fittings. Because you can’t just wear jeans and a top. No. You have to look like a part-time salsa dancer and full-time prison groupie, which apparently means a sparkly dress with a hemline that barely covers your ass. 
But that’s not even the worst part. 
The worst part is that Joaquín refuses to practice with you. He won’t even show you a few steps. Because, like you said, it has to look spontaneous. It can’t be rehearsed or choreographed, or someone might clock it for the distraction that it is. 
So he won’t dance with you at all—which is not exactly something you ever thought you’d be begging him for. Not unless you’re talking about the horizontal tango—because in that case, yeah, you could definitely see yourself begging. 
“Ouch,” Sam mutters, freezing mid-step. “That was my foot.” 
You scowl up at him, arms stiff where they rest on his shoulder and in his hand. “I told you, I don’t fucking know how to dance.” 
“Relax,” he chuckles. “You’re not auditioning for Dancing with the Stars. You just need to get through one song without crushing Joaquín’s toes.” 
“If he doesn’t want his feet stomped on,” you snap, glaring across the room, “then he should be the one teaching me.” 
Joaquín rolls his eyes and pushes off the wall, tapping something on his phone to lower the music blaring through the overhead speakers. You’ve taken up residence in Isaiah Bradley’s gym for the past few days, using the open space—and the crash mats—as Sam attempts to teach you the basics of salsa dancing. 
It’s not going great. 
“You need to move your hips more,” Joaquín says. “Feel the music. Don’t fight it.” 
“‘M gonna fight you in a minute,” you mutter. 
Sam laughs again, clearly amused, as Joaquín steps in behind you—close—his hands landing firmly on your hips. 
Your eyes go wide. Your spine snaps straight. Your fingers dig into Sam’s shoulder. 
“Ouch,” he murmurs, wincing. 
“Shut up,” you hiss. 
He bites back a laugh. 
“Okay,” Joaquín says. “Let’s move through the steps slowly.” 
Sam nods and starts moving. You follow, trying to count through the steps you’ve half-memorised. Then— 
Joaquín steps in even closer, chest almost brushing your back, and without a word, he guides your hips into the right position. Your feet falter. Your heart stutters. His hands are big, steady—thumbs pressing lightly into the small of your back as he shifts your weight, encouraging a more natural sway from your hips. 
“Too stiff,” he murmurs, voice low. “You’ve gotta loosen up, cariño.” 
Then his hands trail—slow and deliberate—up the curve of your waist, just high enough for his thumbs to graze the underside of your ribs. It’s a fleeting touch, but it leaves a trail of fire in its wake. And then, like it was nothing, he steps back—cool, casual, unaffected. 
Your breath catches. Heat rushes up your neck and into your cheeks, your brain short-circuiting as your body fights to stay upright and not melt into a puddle of incoherent desire. Sam watches the whole thing unfold with an amused grin, clearly not missing the way your knees nearly buckle. 
“You okay?” he asks. “You’re lookin’ a little pink there.” 
“I’m fine,” you snap. 
Behind you, Joaquín turns the music back up and says, far too casually, “She’s just tense.” 
Sam snorts. “Oh, I don’t think that’s the problem.” 
You grit your teeth and take a deep breath through your nose, summoning every ounce of self-control you have to not to completely lose it. 
“Okay,” you mutter, “let’s go again.” 
You take it from the top twice more before Sam’s phone rings and he’s called away for a meeting with logistics. By that point, you’re tired, sweaty, and still wishing you’d said no, but according to Joaquín, your hips are moving much more naturally. 
You try not to think too hard about him watching your hips while you dance. 
While you stretch and cool off—which mostly just means lying on the floor scrolling through your phone—Joaquín starts boxing with Isaiah. And holy hell if that isn’t making you thirstier than two straight hours of salsa dancing did. 
You try to focus on the video of a puppy eating raspberries currently playing on your phone, but your eyes keep drifting to the other side of the gym. To him. 
Joaquín’s in the ring—gloves on, shirt off, moving like a goddamn dream. His skin gleams with sweat, muscles flexing with every jab and pivot, the line of his back carved like something out of a museum. Even his hair is damp, dark curls falling over his forehead—and God, you want to run your fingers through it, tug it just a little to see what kind of noises he’d make. 
You swallow hard, watching the way he bounces on the balls of his feet, light and fast. Isaiah swings, Joaquín dodges, and you’re embarrassingly close to moaning when he ducks and throws a clean uppercut that lands with a satisfying smack. 
Your imagination fills in the blanks way too fast. What those hands would feel like dragging down your body. What that mouth could do if it wasn’t behind a mouthguard. You’re picturing him pinning you up against the ropes for a very different kind of workout when— 
“Enjoying the show?” 
You startle, eyes flying up to find Joaquín leaning on the ropes, gloves resting on the top strand, smirk wide and knowing. His chest is rising and falling, skin glistening, and there’s a wicked gleam in his eye that says he’s seen every second of you ogling him. 
You blink. “Nope.” 
He laughs. “You’re a terrible liar. Come here.” 
“What? Why?” 
He grins, pushing open the ropes. “Get in the ring.” 
You frown. “Absolutely not.” 
“Come on,” he says, stepping aside so you can climb through. “You’re going undercover. You should know how to throw a punch in case something goes south.” 
“I did a combat course,” you say, slowly climbing up and stopping in the middle of the ring. “A few years ago." 
“And I haven’t eaten a donut since Tuesday. Doesn’t mean I’m in peak condition.” 
Isaiah laughs from the corner, tossing Joaquín a towel. “Have fun, lovebirds,” he calls, hopping down from the ring. “Try not to injure each other.” 
“I make no promises,” Joaquín says with a wink, then turns back to you, holding out a pair of gloves. “Hands up, cariño.” 
You roll your eyes, sighing, but slide your hands into the gloves anyway. “If I get hurt, I’m suing.” 
He steps closer to tighten the straps on your gloves, and you try—really try—not to stare. But his chest is right there, slick with sweat, rising and falling with every breath. Your eyes flick to the constellation of tiny moles scattered across his collarbone and up the side of his neck, and your brain starts wandering where it definitely shouldn’t. 
Like how warm his skin would feel under your mouth. 
How he'd taste. 
Whether that facial hair would scrape or tickle. 
“You spacing out on me already?” he asks, smug. 
You blink hard and force your eyes back to his. “No. Just visualising how hard I’m going to hit you.” 
His smile grows. “Hot.” 
You scowl, cheeks burning. “I hate you.” 
“No, you don’t,” he says easily, stepping back and raising his hands. “Alright, let’s start with a jab. Front foot forward, hands up, aim for my shoulder.” 
You shuffle your feet and throw the first punch. It’s not awful, but it’s definitely not impressive. 
And he dodges it with infuriating ease. “Again.” 
You go again—harder this time—and his face lights up. 
“There we go,” he says, circling you. “Now try a cross. Pivot your back foot a little. Twist at the hips.” 
He moves around you slowly, correcting your stance, touching your elbow here, your shoulder there. Every brush of his fingers lights you up like a fuse. You try to focus on your footwork, your form, anything other than the way he’s watching you—like he’s memorising every move. 
And when you land a solid hit against his open palm, his smile turns molten. “Damn. Maybe I should be worried.” 
“You should always be worried,” you mutter, blowing a lock of hair out of your eyes. 
He steps in close, lowering his voice. “You’re better than you think.” 
You swallow. Hard. Because now he’s too close, and you can smell him—sweat mixed with something warm and spicy, like cinnamon, cedar, and something darker, something dangerous. His eyes flick down from your face to your body, not even trying to pretend he isn’t checking you out. 
“You’re staring,” you say, a little breathless. 
He smirks. “So are you.” 
The space between you shrinks, and suddenly the air feels thick—too warm, too charged. 
“You’re dangerously close,” you tease, trying to keep your voice steady while your heart beats like a war drum. 
He leans in just a little more, hot breath ghosting over your damp skin. “Close enough to hear your heartbeat,” he murmurs, voice low. “It’s fast.” 
Your breath hitches, and you force yourself to look anywhere but at his lips. 
“Careful,” you murmur. “I might start thinking you want to spar for real.” 
He grins wickedly. “Oh, I’ve got moves that don’t involve gloves.” 
You laugh, but it’s shaky. “That a challenge?” 
“More like a promise,” he says, eyes darkening with mischief. 
He steps even closer, just enough for your bodies to almost touch, the heat radiating off him setting your skin alight. Your hands twitch, itching to reach out, to feel the solid strength beneath those muscles. But instead, you bite back the impulse, take a breath, and jab forward, aiming a quick punch at his bicep. 
He’s faster—too fast—and his hand catches your wrist, grip firm. “Not bad,” he says, voice rougher now. “But you’re getting distracted.” 
You glance down at his fingers wrapped around your wrist—strong and warm—then back up at him. “Maybe I like being distracted.” 
He chuckles, low and throaty. “You have no idea what you do to me, cariño.” 
Your cheeks flush, and suddenly the gym feels smaller, the world reduced to just the two of you—the thud of your hearts, the quick intake of breath, the heat humming beneath your skin. 
He leans in again, his breath warm against your lips. “One more round? Winner gets to decide what happens next.” 
You bite your bottom lip, eyes flicking down to his mouth, then back to his gaze. “You’re on.” 
You throw yourself into the next round, fists flying, breath ragged—but he’s relentless, every move calculated to push you harder, closer. He’s not holding back anymore; his feet are quick, his hands even quicker. You feel like you’re flailing, only landing punches when he lets you. 
Then, without warning, he ducks a blow and catches you from behind, one arm wrapping tight around your neck. Not enough to choke—just to claim. His other hand finds your hip, fingers digging in, pressing bruises into your flesh. Your pulse spikes as your body freezes, caught between wanting to fight and drowning in the heat of him pressed against you. 
Your breath hitches as you recognise the undeniable length of him digging into your ass—heavy and hard. His mouth hovers just at your neck, warm breath teasing, lips barely brushing. “Careful, nena,” he whispers, voice thick with something dark and urgent. “You’re playing with fire.” 
Your hands tremble, heart pounding in your throat. Every second, every shallow breath drips with desperate hunger. His fingertips dig into your skin, pulling you impossibly close—his hips grinding slow and deliberate against your ass. 
You want to say something, anything, but the only sounds are your uneven inhales and the thump of your racing heart. Then—just as your resolve begins to crack— 
The gym door swings open, and Sam bursts in. “Alright, what’s the verdict? Lunch or more sparring?” he calls out, completely oblivious to the heat hanging thick between you two. 
Joaquín straightens, sliding his arms away with a slow, wicked grin, eyes sparkling with amusement and something more primal. He moves off to the side of the ring, turning away from Sam—no doubt hiding the bulge in his gym shorts. 
You’re burning up, cheeks flushed crimson, every nerve screaming as you struggle to breathe normally. 
Sam quirks his head, brows furrowed. “You alright? Is he pushing you too hard?” 
God. Something is too hard. 
You shake your head. “N-No. Just... sparring.” 
“Right,” Sam says, not sounding fully convinced. “Well, go clean up. I’m starving.” 
After a shower—a very cold shower—a quick lunch, and several meetings, you’re back in your office combing through security tapes from Club Calavera, scanning for any familiar faces that might compromise tomorrow night’s mission. 
You’re midway through last Saturday’s tape when Joaquín pops his head in the door, grinning like he hadn’t pressed his hard dick against you just a few hours ago. 
“Sam’s hungry,” he says. “Again.” 
You clear your throat. “Already? It’s—” You glance at the clock, brows lifting. “Oh. It’s nearly seven.” 
“Yeah,” he says, stepping in and closing the door behind him. “He wants wings.” 
There’s nothing overtly threatening about the way he stands in front of your only exit—but it still feels dangerous. Being alone with him in this tight little four-by-four office, with nothing between you but a desk and a couple monitors, feels very dangerous. 
You’re not sure what changed while he was away on that last mission—all you know is that something did. And now, the tension between you is almost impossible to ignore. 
“Wings,” you echo, dragging your eyes back to your screens. “Got it. The usual?” 
“Yep,” he nods. “Extra ranch.” 
You smirk as you open a new tab—typing in only a few letters before the URL auto-fills. 
Joaquín frowns. “What’s that look for?” 
“Nothing,” you say quickly, shaking your head. 
His eyes narrow, but he doesn’t press. He just stands there, back against the door, watching you order the food with his bottom lip caught between his perfect teeth. 
“There,” you say, clicking submit order. “Death wings for Captain America, and a baby batch for The Falcon.” 
His eyes widen as he tries—and fails—to fight another grin. “I knew you were laughing at me. It’s not my fault I was born with a spice intolerance.” 
You lean back in your chair, rolling your lips to suppress a giggle. “I wasn’t. I swear.” 
“I’m brave in other ways,” he mutters, folding his arms across his chest. 
“I know.” 
You stare at each other for a beat too long. The air thickens, tension crawling over your skin, heavy and charged. Your eyes trace the line of his jaw, the sharp slope of his nose, the curve of his cupid’s bow beneath that maddeningly hot little moustache. 
Your fingers twitch over your keyboard, itching to touch him. To grip his shoulders. Tug his hair. Wrap around his hot, hard— 
Bang, bang, bang. 
Joaquín startles as Sam shoves at your office door from the other side. 
“Move your ass, Torres,” he calls, voice muffled. 
Joaquín exhales a shaky breath and steps aside—and you swear you see him subtly adjust himself in his jeans. 
“Wings ordered?” Sam asks, pushing the door open. 
You nod. “Death by buffalo coming right up.” 
He grins. “Good. Now get your asses to the conference room. Tactical support wants to run one last debrief.” 
“Ooh,” you say, jumping to your feet. “Do I get any weapons?” 
Both men whip toward you—eyes wide, brows drawn—and in perfect unison say, “No.” 
You sit in the meeting, pretending to listen, while mostly ogling the way Joaquín is testing out his gear. Without the wings, he’s going to be packing an assortment of easily concealed weapons, and something about the way he handles everything with practiced ease has you squeezing your thighs beneath the table. 
His hands are sure and precise—strong fingers wrapping around grips, forearms flexing subtly with each flick and pop. There’s a quiet confidence in the way he inspects every piece, the kind of focused intensity that makes your pulse quicken. 
His jaw tightens slightly, eyes narrowing in concentration, brows drawing together just enough to highlight the sharp line of his cheekbones. It’s like watching a master at work—every subtle motion deliberate, effortless. The way his muscles tense and relax, the small, almost imperceptible shifts in his stance… it all speaks of someone who knows exactly what they’re doing, and how much power he wields beneath that calm exterior. 
You can’t help but admire the rhythm, the flow, the way he seems to command the weapons almost as if they’re extensions of his own body. Your gaze lingers longer than it should, tracing the sinew in his forearms, the curve of his wrists, imagining what it would feel like to be touched by those hands—steady, confident, and undeniably capable. 
“You need a napkin, or are you just gonna keep drooling on the table?” Sam asks, startling you out of your daydream. 
You whip toward him, brow furrowed, one hand swiping instinctively at the corner of your mouth while the other smacks his bicep. 
He chuckles. “Wow. I could call HR, you know.” 
You roll your eyes. “Do it.” 
“Actually,” he says, tilting his head, “I think Joaquín should call HR, with the way you were eye-fucking him across the table. But the boy’s too stupid to notice.” 
Your eyes snap to the front of the room, expecting Joaquín to still be there—but he’s not. In fact, it’s just you and Sam left in the conference room. Even the weapons have been packed up and hauled off. 
“Oh,” you blink. “Is it over?” 
“Been over for a while,” he says with another soft chuckle. “My wings here yet?” 
Your eyes go wide. “Shit. The wings.” 
You jump up and dart out of the room, jogging down the hall to the front reception where you told the delivery driver to leave the food. Thankfully, it’s still there—and when you pick up the bag, it’s warm enough that Sam won’t kill you. 
With a relieved sigh, you carry the wings back through the building, past the now-empty conference room, and straight to Sam and Joaquín’s office at the very back—the one with the giant, obnoxious Captain America symbol frosted onto the window glass. 
“Special delivery,” you say, walking straight toward the table surrounded by low blue lounges. 
You pull out the Styrofoam containers and start sniffing each one to determine which is which. Sam appears beside you with three cans of beer, and Joaquín flops onto one of the lounges, grabbing the bag to pull out a wad of napkins—because you always ask for extra. 
“Shit. They forgot the wet ones,” he says, glancing up at you. 
“Don’t worry,” you mutter, “we’ve got enough wet wipes to stock a preschool.” 
Joaquín chuckles as you cross the room toward Sam’s desk, opening the middle drawer of the cabinet and pulling a fistful of wipes. 
“God, I’m starving,” Joaquín groans. 
You turn back just in time to see him sliding one of the containers toward himself. Your brow furrows, eyes narrowing, and just before realisation hits—before you can say anything—he opens it and lifts a wing to his lips.  
“Joaquín—!” you yelp, eyes wide. 
His gaze flicks to you, confusion creasing his brow—then it hits. 
His cheeks flush immediately, sweat prickling at his hairline and sliding down the side of his face. His eyes go wide, his body locking up—the wing still caught between his teeth.  
“That’s Sam’s!” you exclaim, rushing over. “Spit it out, you idiot. You’re gonna go into cardiac arrest.” 
“Wait,” Sam leans forward, eyes bright. “Did he just—?” 
You nod. “Yeah.” 
“One of mine?” 
“Yep.” 
“Holy shit.” 
“Joaquín,” you say firmly. “Spit the goddamn wing out.” 
He does, letting it drop back into the container with a wet plop. 
“Gross,” Sam groans, sliding the container away from Joaquín. 
“You okay?” you ask, biting back a grin. 
He looks like he’s been pepper-sprayed. Face red, eyes watery, lips puffy, breath coming and going in shallow gasps. 
“Uh uh,” he groans, shaking his head slowly. “Burns.” 
“I know, baby,” you giggle, unable to stop yourself. “I’ll go get some milk.” 
He nods slowly, tears slipping from the corners of his eyes. 
You let out another laugh—louder this time—as you run out of the room and jog down the hall, pivoting into the kitchen. You yank the fridge open, pull out the bottle of milk, and retrace your steps. 
By the time you return, Sam is grinning like a demon, face smeared with sauce, and Joaquín is full-on wheezing, fanning his mouth with his hand. 
“What happened?” 
“He drank the beer,” Sam says, clearly very entertained. “Made it worse.” 
“My god, Joaquín,” you sigh, dropping the milk in front of him. “Didn’t you smell the hot sauce?” 
He shakes his head, already chugging from the bottle. Milk dribbles from his lips and down his jaw, sliding down the column of his neck—and suddenly, you’re having thoughts. Filthy ones. 
You drag your eyes away, cheeks hot. 
Jesus Christ. Even watching him drink milk is hot now? 
“I just don’t understand how your tolerance for spice is so bad,” you mutter. “You’re half-Mexican for crying out loud.” 
He stops long enough to gasp for air—then burps like a frat boy. “That’s racist.” 
“It’s not racist,” you say, rolling your eyes. “I’ve been to your house. Your mama’s tamales are hot. And delicious.” 
“Ooh,” Sam smirks. “Tell me more about his mom’s tamales.” 
Joaquín shoots him a slow, deadly look over the milk carton as he continues drinking. 
“His mom makes the best food,” you say, finally opening your own container of wings. “The rest of his family can handle heat just fine—but this pretty boy always gets a custom serving. Mild.” 
“Wow,” Sam snorts. “Way to let the ancestors down, Torres.” 
Joaquín finishes the entire bottle of milk—though it was only half full—before he’s finally able to breathe normally again. His cheeks are still flushed, his hair a little damp, but at least he no longer looks like he’s about to explode. 
“Better?” you ask, smirking behind a half-eaten wing. 
“You know,” he says, leaning forward, that stupid, smug grin back in place, “might help if you kiss it better.” 
You raise your brows. “Your mouth?” 
He shrugs, eyes sparkling. “Probably a couple of places you could kiss that’d help.” 
Your eyes go wide, pulse spiking. Across from you, Sam chokes on a mouthful of chicken. 
“No,” he says between coughs. “Stop it. Both of you. I am not sitting here while you do your weird flirting shit. Leave me out of it.” 
Joaquín just grins, completely unaffected, and opens his container of mild buffalo wings. It shouldn’t be sexy, the way he sinks his teeth in and tears the meat off the bone. Or how his tongue flicks out to catch a drop of sauce at the corner of his mouth. Or the low, satisfied groan he lets out, like it’s the best thing he’s tasted all week. 
But God, when it comes to Joaquín Torres, you are well and truly screwed—just not in the way you want to be. 
Your heart is in your throat. Your hands are trembling. Your back is sweating. 
Every step you take deeper into Club Calavera brings you one step closer to puking. 
The inside of the club is soaked in red light and velvet, thick with smoke and perfume. Velvet booths line the walls, half-hidden in shadow, crowded with people who look like they have knives in their boots and secrets in their smiles. The bar glows low and warm on one side of the room, casting amber light across bottles arranged like trophies. 
The music is bass-heavy, slow and deliberate, and the dance floor pulses with bodies moving close—too close. Everything sparkles—sequins, sweat, the occasional flash of a watch or the glint of a gun tucked just out of sight. 
It’s the kind of place where everyone’s watching, everyone’s working an angle, and no one’s here by accident. 
You feel completely exposed without so much as a headset or earpiece, but Sam insisted—strictly no comms. It’s too risky in a place like this. 
Teddy from logistics is ‘in the chair’ tonight, doing what you’d usually be doing—watching live feeds, monitoring heat signatures, keeping an eye out for trouble. You all know the signals. The procedures. Where to meet if it all goes sideways. But none of that is making you feel even remotely safe in this den of criminals. 
You take a slow, deep breath and continue weaving your way through the crowd, keeping your chin up—confident, not cocky. Your movements are measured. Deliberate. 
You know where you’re going. You’re not nervous. You fit in. 
“Hey, gorgeous,” someone murmurs beside you. 
You offer a small, coy smile, then duck away, putting several bodies between you and whoever that was—for good measure. 
The club is crowded enough to disappear in. You just have to make sure you don’t move too fast. Don’t draw too much attention. 
Not that this goddamn dress is making it easy not to draw attention. 
It’s gold and slinky, catching the light with every step, made from a breathable stretch-knit lamé mesh—fine metallic threads woven into silky, weightless fabric. The outer layer is a sheer gold sparkle mesh, densely packed with glittering micro-sequins that flash like fire under the club lights. 
It’s cut obscenely short—the hem grazing your upper thighs—with a scooped neckline just low enough to tease, and long flared sleeves that shimmer from shoulder to wrist. It doesn’t cling—but it follows your shape with a sleek, deliberate grace that leaves no doubt it was tailor-made for you. 
Beneath all that glitter, the bodice is reinforced with a discreet layer of ballistic fabric—a Kevlar-knit that’s thin and flexible enough to contour to your body, but strong enough to slow a small-calibre round or deflect a blade. So, as long as any would-be attackers aim for the dress and not your legs, you might just have a shot at making it out alive if things go sideways. 
“Excuse me,” you murmur, voice low as you squeeze between two people who were definitely not excusing you. 
You pop out of the crowd at the edge of the dancefloor just as the music shifts. It pulses low and slow at first, a sensual rhythm driven by a deep reggaeton beat. Then a plucked guitar winds through the bassline—sharp, teasing, almost flirtatious—while maracas and other percussion add a soft shimmer beneath it all, like heat rising off pavement. 
There’s a slinky sway to it, like hips rolling in time with every beat. The tempo is deliberate, confident, impossible to ignore—each note coaxing movement, inviting bodies closer. It’s the kind of music that wraps around you like smoke, warm and heady, and refuses to let go. 
You don’t see him at first—just feel it. That ripple in the air. A subtle shift in energy that tells you someone is watching. 
And then you spot him. 
Joaquín steps through the crowd like it’s parting just for him. He’s traded his usual tactical black for loose tan trousers that hang low on his hips, a gold chain draped from the belt loops. A crisp white shirt is thrown over a fitted tank, sleeves rolled up like he’s halfway between saint and sin. His hair’s slicked just enough to look intentional, a single curl falling over his brow, and there’s a glint of gold at his throat that catches the light every time he moves. 
He doesn’t just look good—he looks dangerous. Not in the gunmetal, locked-and-loaded way you’re used to. This is softer. Smouldering. The kind of danger that tempts instead of threatens. The kind that makes your breath hitch and your knees weaken. 
And he’s looking at you. 
Head tilted, tongue grazing the inside of his cheek like he knows exactly what he’s doing to you. Like he’s been thinking about this all night. All week. About you in that barely-there dress. About what’s underneath it. About how many people are in this room—and how little he cares. 
Your stomach flips. 
Your whole body hums with anticipation. And you haven’t even touched him yet. 
You're still catching your breath when he reaches you. 
No words. No warning. 
His hand slides around your waist, the other catching your wrist, fingers brushing the underside of your arm like a question. Your body answers before your mouth can—yes. Whatever this is, yes. 
The music throbs through the soles of your feet as you move deeper onto the dancefloor. His hand drops lower, finding the curve of your hip. He steps in—chest to chest—warm breath grazing your cheek. 
You take a deep breath, reminding yourself that you’re working. This is work. Just a distraction so that Sam can get to Navarro. 
But right now, with Joaquín’s fingers splayed across your lower back, guiding you into the sway of the beat, your focus is wrecked. 
And this doesn’t feel like work. 
His body moves against yours with practiced ease—hips rolling slow and sweet. The rhythm is deep, deliberate, and he follows it like it’s stitched into his bones. His thigh slides between yours as he guides you, hand firm at your waist as you pivot together—tight, fluid, seamless. 
You loop your arms around his shoulders, fingertips grazing the back of his neck, and his mouth is suddenly very close to your ear. 
“Hola, mi vida,” he murmurs, “estás espectacular.” 
You might not know much Spanish, but you’ve spent enough time around Joaquín to know exactly what he just said. 
You tilt your head just enough to meet his gaze. “So do you.” 
He laughs under his breath—low, dangerous—and dips you. Hard. Your spine arches, body bending back over his arm, one hand clutching his shirt for balance. His mouth drops to your chest. Breath ghosting over your skin—warm, damp, too much. 
He lingers there. Like he's waiting for permission. 
Then— 
His tongue darts out. Wet heat against your chest. 
You yelp—then freeze. 
The crowd around you stills. Heads turn. All eyes on you. 
“Showtime, cariño,” he mutters, low and smooth, just for you. 
He pulls you up again—slowly. His hand drags from your spine to your waist, fingertips digging in like he knows exactly what he’s doing to you. And if it weren’t for his grip, you’re not sure your knees would hold. 
He doesn’t even glance at the crowd. He just smirks. 
Because this was his plan all along. This is why he hasn’t practiced with you all week. Why he refused to rehearse. 
Because Joaquín Torres knew exactly how he was going to play you—just like he’s about to play this entire room full of criminals. 
The music builds again, deeper, filthier. That slinky reggaeton rhythm thickens with every beat, and Joaquín takes the cue. His hands slide down your waist, anchoring you as he rolls his hips into yours, slow and smooth—grinding to the beat like he’s got all the time in the world. Like no one else is here. Like the two of you don’t have an entire operation riding on this moment. 
Your hands grip his shoulders, then slide up to the back of his neck. The world narrows to the heat between your bodies, to the heavy pulse of the music, to the way he leans in close and breathes against your skin. 
“You’re doing so good, baby,” he murmurs, lips brushing your ear. “Just like we practiced.” 
You snort—soft, breathless. “We didn’t practice.” 
“Exactly,” he smirks. 
He spins you suddenly, one arm looping around your middle to keep you close as your back hits his chest. His hand splays across your stomach, pulling you flush against him, and he starts to move again—grinding up behind you in slow, rhythmic thrusts. Filthy. Hypnotic. Perfect. 
Someone in the crowd whistles. 
You tilt your head just enough to meet Joaqu��n’s eyes over your shoulder. He’s looking down at you with heat, with purpose. Selling it for the crowd—but that look doesn’t feel like an act. 
Your gaze flickers past him, scanning the shadows—and there. You spot Sam slipping through the crowd, unnoticed, just as planned. 
Good. 
You drag your eyes back to Joaquín and grind back into him, slow and intentional. He groans—quiet, but real—and dips his head to the crook of your neck. His lips skim your skin, his breath hot and shallow. 
“Still working?” he murmurs. 
You bite your lip. 
“Because if this is just a mission…” He trails off, tongue flicking just beneath your jaw. “You’re the best actress I’ve ever met.” 
You laugh—shaky, hushed, raw. “Shut up and dance.” 
So he does. 
He drags one hand down your thigh, slipping briefly beneath the hem of your dress, just high enough to make your breath catch. Then he spins you again, facing him, and pulls you back into his chest with a practiced flourish—showy enough to earn a cheer from the sidelines. The lights flicker like heat lightning across his face, casting gold in his eyes, sweat glinting at his hairline. 
The air between you crackles. 
Then—he leans in, voice low, mouth ghosting yours. “Tell me when this stops being a game.” 
You don’t answer. You can’t. 
Because you’re not sure it ever was. 
“Confía en mí, mi amor,” he murmurs—trust me, my love—and you barely have time to register the words before he spins you out with a flick of the wrist, one hand still gripping yours. 
Your body twirls away from him, dress shimmering beneath the lights, the crowd around you gasping at the drama of it—and then you’re pulled back in just as fast. 
He catches you tight. 
One hand at your back, the other sliding low as he grabs your thigh and lifts—hitching it high against his hip, his fingers digging into your flesh. Holding you there. Staking a claim. 
Your breath punches out of you, caught between the sudden closeness and the weight of his grip. His eyes are dark, gleaming with heat and purpose, and you’re not sure which part of this is still the performance. 
His lips are inches from yours, breath warm, tension thick between you as the music pulses around your locked bodies—sweat, sequins, heat, and hands, everything glittering under low crimson light. And still, the crowd watches. Spellbound. 
So you decide to give them something to watch. 
You swallow hard, gather what’s left of your composure, and let your hand slide slowly down his chest—fingertips tracing the line of his sternum, dragging over warm fabric, feeling the beat of his heart beneath your palm. You sway your hips with the music, then pivot—smooth and deliberate—until your back is flush to his chest again. 
His breath catches. You feel it. 
You roll your hips back into him, slow and sinful, and his grip tightens on your hips. 
Your hand snakes up behind you, into his hair, curling tight just enough to make him tilt his head. Then, with a smirk tugging at your lips, you twist to whisper against his jaw—soft, breathy, just for him. 
“Papacito… ay, qué rico tú.” 
You feel the way his whole body reacts—his inhale sharp, his fingers flexing against your skin, his composure cracking for just a second. Just long enough for you to feel victorious. 
But then—he snaps. 
He grabs your hand and spins you back around to face him, hard and fast. His grip is sure, his eyes burning. He’s flushed now, lips parted, chest rising with every breath like he’s trying to get a grip—but losing it. On you. 
And then he drops. 
Not suddenly—deliberately. 
His hands trail down your sides as he lowers himself, eyes never leaving yours. Not until his breath hits your chest, lips ghosting over your damp skin. 
His mouth moves lower—hot, open, dragging over the glittering fabric until it settles just below your navel. The pressure is maddening. More suggestion than kiss, but it sets your nerves on fire. 
He rests on one knee. His breath is hot through your dress. His grip, searing. 
You feel his nose graze along the line of your panties, the heat of him soaking through the fabric. He lingers—mouth parted, exhale shaky—and you know that if he moves even half an inch lower, you’re going to moan out loud. 
Your knees almost buckle. 
So you do the only thing you can—you throw your arms up, eyes fluttering closed, and let the music carry you. You sway to the rhythm, pulse thudding in your ears, hips shifting just enough to brush against his mouth again. 
And when you dare to look down… 
He’s still there. On one knee. A hand branding the back of each thigh. 
Looking up at you like you’re the only thing in the world worth getting on the floor for. 
And God help you—you want him to stay there forever. 
But after a few beats, Joaquín lifts his head slowly, mouth brushing over your dress on the way up, trailing heat with every inch. His hands slide up your thighs, over your hips, gripping tight as he rises. 
You meet him halfway. 
Your fingers sink into his hair. Your body moulds to his. Breath mingling. Lips so close—so heartbreakingly close—you could count the seconds before they meet. You can feel the heat of him, taste the want on his breath. 
His mouth hovers over yours, a whisper away. The music fades. The crowd vanishes. It’s just him. Just you. Just this. 
Then—he pauses. 
His eyes flicker. Something cracks beneath the surface—heat, hesitation, hunger. 
And he pulls back. 
Not far. Not fast. Just enough to tear the moment in half. His gaze locks on yours, sharp and steady, full of something unspoken. A promise, maybe. Or a warning. You’re not sure which—only that it leaves you aching. 
Your breath catches. Your chest tightens. You blink up at him, dizzy, throat thick, trying to smile like it hasn’t cost you something. 
He leans in again, lips grazing your cheek—not your mouth—and whispers, “Sam’s clear.” 
You nod—barely, heart pounding so loud it drowns out the music. 
Then he steps back, slow and sure, every muscle coiled like he’s holding something back. 
You follow his lead, putting just enough distance between you to play the part. You sway with the rhythm—two agents, two dancers, nothing more. 
But your body still burns. 
And the ghost of his mouth still lingers, like a secret you’ll never know. 
Eventually, Joaquín leads you off the dancefloor and toward the bar, his hand warm and steady at your lower back. 
Eyes follow you—hungry, speculative. You feel them trailing over your thighs, your back, the glitter of your dress. Men watch like they’re waiting for their turn, like they saw the performance and think it was an invitation. But you don’t care. You’re too distracted by the phantom of Joaquín’s mouth, the ache of something unfinished still pulsing behind your ribs. 
At the bar, he flags the bartender down with a subtle nod and orders for both of you—something cold and sharp that might steady your nerves. You rest your hands on the counter, trying to slow your breathing, trying not to look at him, trying not to feel too much. 
“Pretty bold dance out there,” a voice says beside you, too close. 
You turn your head to find a stranger leaning in, all confidence and cologne, eyes skimming your neckline like he owns it. 
“How about a private encore?” 
Before you can respond, Joaquín shifts. Not aggressively. Not even visibly angry. But his body angles between you and the guy with a quiet finality, one arm draping casually across the bar behind you. 
“She’s not available,” he says, voice low but pointed. 
The stranger laughs like he’s not threatened—like he hasn’t realised the mistake he's made. “Didn’t look like that a minute ago. Looked like she was auditioning.” 
You barely see Joaquín move. Just the way his jaw tenses, the slight twitch of his fingers curling at the bar, the heat rolling off him in waves. But it’s enough. 
You touch his arm gently. “We should go.” 
He doesn’t look at you right away, not until the guy finally backs off, muttering something under his breath as he fades back into the crowd. Then Joaquín turns, his gaze softer now—but his hand is still tight on your waist. 
“Yeah,” he murmurs, voice thick. “Let’s go.” 
Getting out of the club, into the night, and down the street is all a blur. Your feet move, but your mind is still back on that dancefloor—on Joaquín’s wandering hands, his breath hot against your skin, his eyes burning. 
Your chest aches at the memory of his mouth hovering over yours. Close enough to taste. Close enough to make you believe. He could’ve kissed you. He should have. He was going to. But he didn’t. 
And you can’t stop asking yourself why. 
By the time you reach the van parked a few blocks away in a shadowy side street, you’re grateful one of you is paying attention, because you don’t even remember the walk. 
Joaquín opens the passenger door and helps you in like you’re breakable—like you’re something valuable that needs securing. He reaches across and buckles you in, knuckles brushing your thigh in the process, lingering just a second too long. 
Then he’s gone again—door shut, around the van, into the driver's seat. He jams the key in, turns the engine, and starts reversing slowly out of the alley. Like nothing ever happened. Like you didn’t just nearly shatter years of friendship in a single, heated moment. 
You stare out the window while he drives, lost in your thoughts and the lingering warmth of him on your skin—sweat, spice, and something that feels specifically made for you. Something that makes your heart race and your knees weak. 
“Where did you learn that?” he asks suddenly, voice low and rough. 
You frown, turning to face him. And God, is it a sight. Flushed cheeks, sweat-damp skin, eyes glittering even in the dark. 
You clear your throat. “Learn what?” 
“What you said to me,” he says, glancing at you before turning back to the road. “When we were dancing.” 
“Oh.” You shift in your seat, dragging your gaze away from him. “Just one of those songs you always play.” 
“Right,” he mutters. “Do… do you know what it means?” 
There’s a beat. Only the soft hum of tires on asphalt fills the silence. 
Then you murmur, “Daddy, oh, how delicious you are.” 
His breath hitches. His knuckles go white around the steering wheel. 
You wait another beat before adding, “That’s right, yeah?” 
He nods. “Right.” 
He shifts in his seat—subtle, but telling—and you don’t dare let your eyes drop to his lap. 
He clears his throat. “The—uh—the pronunciation was good. Accent could use some work.” 
You snort—sharp and dry. “Thanks for the feedback. I’ll be sure to pencil in some extra Spanish practice.” 
“Let me know if you need a tutor,” he says, smirking now. 
Your heart thuds—heavy, too hard. You want to tease back. You want to slip into the familiar rhythm, the easy banter. But you can’t. Because now you’re confused, and a little wrecked, and everything feels off. 
“Oh, you don’t have time for that these days, Falcon,” you say, forcing a lightness you don’t feel. “I’m sure Gabe or Ceilia would be happy to give me lessons.” 
Two of the engineers you’ve often heard Joaquín arguing with in lightning-fast Spanish. 
“Gabe or Ceilia?” he repeats, tone unreadable, eyes fixed on the road. 
You don’t answer. You’re not sure what you could say. 
So you just turn your head back to the window, watching the quiet city blur by, willing yourself not to cry. Not yet. 
Not until you’re alone. 
You wake up to a bright streak of sun slashing across your face. 
Your eyes are sticky—thanks to all the tears—and your body aches. You stretch your legs out and roll onto your back, careful not to slip off the couch cushions you curled up on last night. 
After regrouping at the office, both Sam and Joaquín offered to drive you home. You declined them separately—telling each you’d already agreed to leave with the other. It took some careful phrasing and a few weirdly timed trips out the front door, but it worked. And eventually, you were left alone. 
You stripped out of your dress and showered—because of course Sam has a shower at the office—before changing into a spare set of clothes you keep in case of emergency. Which, as it turned out, meant an old pair of loose gym shorts and one of Joaquín’s worn Air Force shirts. 
Then you settled in front of your computer and worked until it felt like your eyes were bleeding. You filed mission reports, checked maintenance logs, combed through security footage, and even tried digging deeper into Matías Navarro. But by four a.m., you were in Sam and Joaquín’s office, curled up on the low blue lounges and crying yourself to sleep. 
Partly from exhaustion. 
Partly from heartbreak. 
Mostly because you have no idea what to do about Joaquín Torres now. 
The sound of your phone vibrating against the table forces you to sit up. You rub at your eyes, yawn widely, and reach for it, flipping it over to see Joaquín’s goofy caller ID photo lighting up the screen. 
You stare at it, gnawing on lower lip until the call ends. Then a notification pops up—missed call from Joaquín—followed by a flurry of texts asking how you are, where you are, and if you want to hang out today. 
It’s Sunday. Which means usually, you’d be dragging him to a market or a movie—something sickeningly wholesome, the kind of thing real couples do on their days off. But you’re not a real couple. You never were. And you really need to remember that. 
So you slip the phone into your pocket without replying, deciding to do it later—when you’re less raw. 
With a heavy sigh, you push off the couch and head for your own office, pausing only to start up the coffee machine on the way. You wake your computer, rubbing at your temples as the screen flickers to life. While you slept, it’s been classifying intel, parsing Navarro’s comms for patterns, links, anything actionable. And surprisingly, it’s found some. 
Good. Now you have something to show Sam so he doesn’t kill you for working all weekend. 
You skim the new data for a few minutes before deciding that no amount of international weapons trafficking can be dealt with without caffeine. You’re halfway out your office door when— 
The alarm blares. 
You flinch. “Fuck!” 
Then you jog down the hall, push through the doors into reception, and swing around the desk. You punch your code into the alarm panel and silence the sirens—leaving only the sound of your pulse hammering in your ears. 
The system has been glitching for weeks—tripping randomly, resetting itself, spamming your phones with false alerts. But still, you drop into the chair and run a security check just in case, scanning for any open doors or tripped sensors. 
Once you get the all clear, you sigh and head back to the kitchen—now in desperate need of that goddamn coffee. 
You spend the next half hour glued to your screens, sipping coffee like it’s oxygen and stretching your sore back every five minutes. You’re so deep in the data that you don’t even hear your office door open. 
Not until— 
“Did you sleep here, cariño?” 
You jump, knocking your chair back a couple inches and sending your coffee mug clattering across your desk. 
“Shit, Joaquín,” you mutter, reaching for the tissues. 
“Sorry,” he chuckles, stepping in and snatching the box before you can. 
Luckily, the mug was nearly empty. There’s only a small puddle to mop up—which he does for you, dabbing at the spill with a clump of tissues, careful not to let anything touch your electronics. 
“There,” he says, tossing the wad into the bin. “Now, are you gonna answer me?” 
You frown. “Answer what?” 
He rolls his eyes and sits on the edge of your desk, invading your space and flooding your senses with the sharp, fresh scent of his cologne. He’s clearly just showered, and God, it’s almost rude how good he smells. 
“Did you sleep here?” 
Your cheeks burn. “Maybe.” 
His smile fades, eyes narrowing. “You told me Sam was taking you home.” 
“And I told Sam you were taking me home.” 
“So you lied.” 
You shrug. “Embellished.” 
He groans, tipping his head back. “Por Dios, me vas a matar algún día.” 
You squint up at him, lips pursed. “Something about God and dying?” 
He looks back at you, amused now. “You really need those Spanish lessons, mi amor.” 
“Well,” you sigh, dragging your eyes back to your screen, “I’ll try to squeeze it in, but I’m a field agent now. My time is valuable.” 
He chuckles again, low and warm, and shifts on the desk—just enough for his body to inch closer. Close enough to feel. Close enough to make your skin heat and your heart race. 
“What are you doing here, anyway?” you ask, forcing yourself not to look at him. 
“The alarm went off,” he says, holding up his phone. “Then I checked whose code turned it off and saw that you’re working. On a Sunday. You know Sam’s going to kill you, right?” 
You frown at your screen. “So if you figured I was working… why are you here? To watch me type?” 
He pauses, eyes fixed on you. You feel the weight of it, even as you refuse to meet his gaze. He knows something is off. He’s not stupid. He probably knows you better than you know yourself—and this? This isn’t normal. Not your usual rhythm. Not your usual banter. 
“Actually,” he says, sliding off the desk. “I’m here for your Spanish lesson.” 
That gets your attention. 
You glance up, brows pinched. “What are you talking about?” 
He moves toward the small whiteboard on the wall beside your desk and plucks the marker from the tray. 
“Joaquín,” you sigh, spinning in your chair to face him. “I don’t want a Spanish—” 
“Ah,” he cuts in, brow raised. “En español.” 
You give him a deadpan look. “I don’t know it en español.” 
He smirks. “Then it sounds like you really do need a lesson.” 
You exhale hard and lean back in your chair, crossing your arms and then your legs. “Go on, then. Maestro.” 
His eyes light up. “Muy buena, cariño. Now you’re getting it.” 
You don’t reply. You just stare at him, lips pressed into a flat, unimpressed line. 
He turns to the whiteboard and scribbles a phrase. You try not to look at his forearm as it flexes with each stroke of the marker—but God, it’s hard not to. 
“Alright,” he says, turning back with a smirk. “Go on.” 
You squint at the words, digging through years of memories—listening to Joaquín talk, watching him text his mother, the cheeky little notes he used to write in your birthday cards. 
“Estás... muy... guapo... hoy,” you say slowly. 
He chuckles, stepping closer. “It’s not ‘ess-tass.’ Loosen your tongue, cariño. Eh-stás. More breath. Less bite.” 
You roll your eyes, but try again. “Estás muy... guapo... hoy.” 
“Don’t chew it,” he says, folding his arms—and Jesus, do his biceps have to be so distracting? “It’s not gwaah-po. It’s cleaner. Crisper. Guapo. Let the ‘g’ glide. The ‘o’ is round. Like your mouth when you—” 
He stops—and laughs quietly, eyes gleaming. 
“Never mind. Try again.” 
You scowl at the board, determined not to let his arms—or his mouth—throw you off. 
“Estás muy guapo hoy.” 
He doesn’t say anything at first—just looks at you. Then that slow, dangerous grin spreads across his face. 
“Eso, mi amor,” he says. “You’re getting it.” 
Your lips twitch, but you don’t let him see it. You roll them together and raise your brows instead—quietly daring him to give you the next one. 
He turns back to the board and quietly writes out three more phrases. Each scribbled letter winds the tension tighter, threading the air with heat and anticipation—but you don’t know why. Not yet. You recognise some words, sure, but you can’t piece together the full sentences. 
“Me vuelves loco,” he says, overpronouncing it like a smug high school Spanish teacher. 
You sit up a little straighter, arms still folded tight across your chest, and echo, “Me vuelves loco.” 
He quirks an eyebrow. “Bien. De nuevo.” 
You know he’s just told you to say it again—more from the look on his face than his words. 
“Tell me what I’m saying first.” 
He grins, eyes darkening with something dangerous. “You drive me crazy.” 
Your breath hitches, pulse spiking—but you manage to keep your cool. 
“Me vuelves loco,” you repeat. 
He nods. “Very good, cariño. Next one?” 
You drag your gaze away from his stupidly handsome face—ridiculous facial hair still perfectly intact—and squint at the next phrase. You don’t recognise it. 
“Ponte… de… rodillas?” 
He chuckles—low, throaty—and steps forward, stopping directly in front of you. “It’s not a question, mi amor. Say it like you mean it.” 
Your brow furrows as you look past him at the board. 
“Ponte… de rodillas.” 
He moves closer, voice dropping. “The ‘r’—you’re swallowing it. It should roll. Just a little. Ro-dí-llas. You’re saying it too flat.” 
You try again. “Ponte de… rodillas.” 
He tsks. “Softer on the ‘ll’. It’s not rod-ee-yas, it’s ro-dee-yas. Let it melt. Let it glide off your tongue.” 
You give him a look. “If you think I’m going to get turned on by grammar—” 
“Not grammar,” he smirks. “Just me.” 
You roll your eyes—but he’s stepping even closer now, towering over you, eyes gleaming with that same reckless hunger he wore last night. 
“Say it right,” he murmurs, “and maybe I’ll listen.” 
“Listen?” 
He nods once. “Maybe I’ll do what you’re telling me to do.” 
You’re breathing harder now, your chest rising and falling beneath crossed arms. Your legs feel heavy, unsteady—too tense to stay crossed—so you shift in your chair, uncrossing them as Joaquín watches every movement like a predator tracking prey. 
“Look me in the eye,” he says softly. “Say it again. And mean it.” 
You clear your throat and meet his gaze. “Ponte de rodillas.” 
There’s a beat—one, long charged second where he just stares. 
Then—he sinks to his knees. 
His hands slide up your thighs as he settles between them, a wicked smirk curling his lips. He looks entirely too pleased with himself—and something else. Something darker. 
“See?” he murmurs. “Estoy de rodillas por ti, mi amor.” 
Your heart is in your throat, pulse pounding like a war drum. It fills your ears, thrums beneath your skin. Every nerve ending burns where his hands rest—just above your knees—like he's branding you. 
“Next one,” he murmurs, leaning in. 
Your voice catches before you can speak. You’re frozen, eyes locked on him as he lowers his face between your thighs, gaze fixed at the apex. 
You force yourself to look away—back to the board—blinking until the letters come into focus. 
“I… I don’t know.” 
“Just try it, baby,” he says, breath hot against the tender skin inside your thigh. 
You swallow, voice shaking. “N-Necesito… sentirte… adentro.” 
He draws a sharp breath, jaw tightening like he’s barely holding himself together. His hands slide higher, fingers slipping beneath the hem of your shorts. 
Your whole body tenses. 
“Joaquín, I—” 
“Uh uh.” He pulls back slightly, just enough to make you ache. “Dilo de nuevo.” 
You blink down at him. “What?” 
“Say it again,” he murmurs, dark eyes dragging up to meet yours. “And I’ll reward you.” 
Your head spins. He’s still there, between your legs, looking at you like you’re something holy and wreckable all at once. This has to be a dream. There’s no way this is real. 
But the heat is real. The ache. The want. 
“Necesito,” you say slowly, breath shaky, “se—sentirte adentro.” 
He groans low, sliding his hands higher, fingertips brushing the edge of your panties. 
“Better,” he mutters. “But I know you can do it right, cariño.” 
You clutch the arms of your desk chair, grounding yourself, trying not to move. Trying not to beg. 
“Necesito sentirte… adentro.” 
His hands move again—slow and sure—one hand pushing your shorts aside, the other tracing down your centre, teasing along the fabric of your panties. He lets out a deep sigh before pressing slow, open-mouthed kisses to the inside of your thighs, moving higher with each wet press of his lips. 
“Better,” he mutters against you. “But it’s not ‘sen-teer-teh’—you’re flattening the ‘i’. It’s sentir—longer. Feel it in your throat. Let it roll.” 
His thumb drags gently along the crease between your thigh and your core, teasing the elastic. 
“You want it?” he whispers. “Say it right.” 
Your grip tightens on the arms of your chair. You close your eyes, suck in a breath, and try again—voice lower now, weighted with need. 
“Necesito… sentirte adentro.” 
A sound escapes him—almost a growl—and he dips lower, mouthing you through the fabric. You gasp, hips twitching. The heat of his breath, the shape of his mouth—it’s overwhelming. 
“Good girl,” he says softly, lips dragging over you. “Almost perfect.” 
You whimper, your body arching involuntarily. “Tell me,” you whisper. “Tell me how to say it.” 
He chuckles against you, the vibration sharp and sinful. “You’re rushing it. Slow down. Let me hear you want it.” 
His hands are steady on your thighs now, anchoring you open as his mouth hovers just above your pussy. Breath hot, cheeks flushed, dark eyes locked with yours—waiting. 
You draw a breath, forcing your voice to steady, and say, “Necesito sentirte adentro.” 
“Sí,” he groans. “Eso es todo, mi amor.” 
Then his fingers hook around the fabric of your panties and shove it aside. His mouth is on you just as quick, tongue hot and slick and merciless as he finally rewards you—lapping at your wetness like a man starved. 
You break—letting out a broken cry. One hand flies to his hair, threading through the curls, while the other grips the edge of your desk. Your hips lift into him as his broad tongue licks a slow stripe from entrance to clit. He groans into you, the vibration sending sparks shooting up your spine. 
Your thighs shake, breath coming hard and fast, but Joaquín doesn’t let up. He works his tongue in slow, devastating circles around your clit—just light enough to drive you insane, just heavy enough to make you twitch with every pass. Then he flattens it and licks up again, long and firm, before closing his mouth around your clit and sucking—slow, purposeful, obscene. 
“Así,” he growls into you, voice low and ruined. “Así me gusta verte.” 
Your hips buck. Your fingers tighten in his curls. 
“Joaquín—” 
He slides one hand higher, fingertips trailing over your inner thigh before gliding straight to your entrance. He drags two fingers through your folds—slow, deliberate, torturous—coating them in your slick, collecting the wetness, then finally pushes in. One knuckle, then two, sinking deep into your heat, his breath catching as he feels how ready you are. 
You gasp—sharp and high-pitched—and he groans into you like the taste is making him drunk. 
“You’re so wet,” he murmurs against your cunt. “Mierda.” 
You whimper something incoherent, every nerve in your body screaming, and he curls his fingers just right—hooking them inside you, hitting that spongey spot that makes your thighs spasm and your mouth fall open. 
And still, his tongue doesn’t stop. He licks and sucks and flicks, lips wrapped around your clit like a prayer, and when he groans into you—low and wrecked—it sends a full-body shudder straight through you.  
“Say it again,” he pants, fingers pumping deep and slow. “Say it. Dímelo otra vez.” 
You’re half gone—hips jerking forward, body sliding closer to the edge with every wet, filthy sound echoing between your thighs. 
You choke on your breath, trembling as you manage to say, “Necesito sentirte adentro.” 
He growls—honest-to-God growls—and his fingers speed up, curling faster, thumb brushing your clit just as his lips close around it again. 
“Buena chica,” he rasps. “I’m going to make you cum with my mouth, with my fingers—todo lo que me pidas.” 
Then he sucks—hard. One long, deep pull with tongue and fingers working in tandem, filthy and focused and fucking lethal. 
You cry out, hips bucking, the hand on his hair holding him against you as you grind on his mouth. 
He groans into the mess he’s made, lapping it up like it’s sweetest thing he’s ever tasted, fucking you with his fingers while his tongue traces lazy, hungry circles. 
Your body shakes. You grip his hair like a lifeline, breath shattered. 
“Joaquín,” you pant, tugging on his curls. “Joaquín, I need—I need—” 
“Gonna cum, baby?” he murmurs, curling his fingers again. “Gonna cum on my tongue?” 
You let out a strangled moan as he licks you again, the tip of his tongue swirling around your clit as his fingers pump in and out with an obscene squelching sound. 
“Joaquín,” you say again, firmer this time. 
His eyes flick up, meeting yours. 
“Necesito sentirte adentro.” 
He freezes. Everything stops. His fingers stop mid-thrust and he just stares at you, lips glistening, eyes wide. 
“Joaquín Torres,” you say, breathless, chest heaving. “I need you inside me. Right fucking now.” 
For a moment, he doesn’t move. Doesn’t breathe. Just stares up at you like you’ve broken something in him—something sacred. 
Then, slowly—deliberately—he pulls his fingers from your body and rises to his full height. 
You whimper, aching at the loss, feeling hollow. 
His face is flushed. His lips are swollen and slick. He looks wrecked, staring down at you now with wide eyes and an expression so raw it makes your chest tighten. 
“Are you sure, cariño?” he asks, voice quieter now. “We don’t have to. I—” 
“I’m in love with you,” you say, rising from your chair to stand in front of him, a small, sheepish smile tugging at your lips. “And I’d really like it if you fucked me right now.” 
He just stares. Lips parted. Eyes wide. Brows drawn like he’s trying not to cry or laugh or do both at once. 
Then, slowly, his lips curl into that familiar grin. The one you know too well. The one you love more than anything else on Earth. 
“I knew it,” he says. “I fucking knew it.” 
You roll your eyes, biting back a grin. “Oh, did you now?” 
He nods, arms sliding around your waist, pulling your body flush to his. “Why do you think I just gave you the best head of your life?” 
Your brows lift, and a laugh bubbles from your throat despite yourself. “Of my life?” 
He nods again, grinning like a kid on Christmas morning. 
“I don’t know,” you murmur, gaze dipping to that stupid moustache—still glistening with your slick, making your thighs clench. “I didn’t even cum…” 
His grin drops, and he growls. A deep, guttural sound—low in his throat and hot on your skin—as his hands flex around your waist. Then in one fast, fluid motion, he twists your bodies and slams you back against the desk. 
You gasp, hands flying to grip the edge for balance. But before you can speak, his mouth is on yours. 
And fuck. 
It’s not sweet. It’s not soft. It’s not careful. 
It’s years of holding back, years of wanting, all pouring out in one searing, breath-stealing kiss. His lips crash against yours, tongue demanding entry, teeth nipping at your lower lip like he’s angry he waited this long. 
Your arms wind around his neck, pulling him closer, tighter, until there’s nothing between you but heat and desperation. He kisses like he wants to devour you—like he’s trying to rewrite every second you spent not doing this. 
His hands fumble at your waist, tugging at your shorts, pulling them down as you shift your hips to help. Once they fall to the floor, he starts yanking at his belt with shaking fingers. 
“Fuck,” he mutters against your lips, breath ragged. “Fuck, I’ve wanted this—I’ve wanted you—for so long—” 
You reach down to help, fingers brushing his as you undo his fly and push his pants and briefs down just far enough. His cock springs free, thick and flushed and already leaking against his stomach. 
Your hand wraps around him on instinct—hot, hard, pulsing in your grip—and he curses again, burying his face in your neck. 
You stroke once. Twice. Just enough to hear him moan against your throat. 
Then—he pulls back, eyes wild, teeth clenched as he grabs the base and drags himself over your still-covered core. Nothing but the soaking wet scrap of lace left between you. 
“Feel that?” he rasps. “That’s what you do to me.” 
He pushes again, the thick head of his cock dragging over your clit through the soaked fabric, the pressure maddening. Your hips jerk, mouth falling open. 
“Fuck, baby,” he mutters, dragging the tip down your slit again. “You’re so fucking wet.” 
Your hand grips the desk, the other tangled in his curls as you breathe out, “Joaquín—please—” 
He looks at you like a man on the verge of losing control. Then he nudges your nose with his, resting his forehead against yours, breath mingling, eyes blazing. 
“Say it again,” he breathes. “One more time. Necesito sentirte adentro.” 
Your breath shudders as your eyes lock on his, your voice barely more than a whisper—raw, pleading. “Necesito sentirte adentro.” 
He groans—low, filthy, possessive—and grabs your thighs, lifting you onto the edge of the desk so fast it knocks the breath from your lungs. Then his hands are under your shirt—palms searing as they skim your stomach, over your ribs, until they find your bra. 
Without hesitation, he shoves it up—then your shirt—baring your breasts. He groans, deep and guttural, eyes locking on you. “Fucking perfect,” he mutters, voice reverent and wrecked. 
His mouth latches to your chest, hot tongue flicking over your nipple before his lips wrap around it and suck—hard. His other hand is already at your soaked panties, pulling them to the side again, and you feel the head of his cock notch against your entrance. 
“Please,” you gasp, one hand tangled in his hair, the other clawing at his bare back. “Joaquín—now.” 
He lifts his head, eyes burning, forehead resting against yours again. 
“You want me?” he asks, cock dragging along your folds. “You want every inch?” 
You nod, breathless, trembling. “Yes. I want you to fill me up. I need to feel you inside.” 
He curses under his breath, grips your waist, and thrusts forward. 
All the air leaves your lungs in a strangled cry as he slides inside—slow, thick, relentless. He doesn’t stop until he’s buried to the hilt, your bodies pressed tight, his mouth open against your throat. 
“Jesus, baby,” he groans, “you feel so fucking good. So warm. So tight. So perfect around me.” 
You whimper, legs wrapping around his hips, pulling him deeper—closer. He starts to move, hips rolling forward, dragging his cock nearly all the way out before driving back in with a filthy, wet sound that echoes in the office. 
“Fuck,” you gasp, nails raking down his back. “Just like that—don’t stop.” 
“I’m not stopping,” he growls, thrusting harder now. “Not until you scream my name. Not until everyone in this damn city knows you’re mine.” 
His hand slides up again, squeezing your breast, thumb flicking your nipple as he pistons into you—faster, deeper, every stroke hitting that spot that makes your vision go white at the edges. 
“You’re gonna cum for me now,” he pants, “and I’m gonna feel every second of it. You hear me?” 
You nod—wild, breathless—but it’s not enough. 
He thrusts hard, dragging a moan from your throat. Again. And again. Every push deeper, rougher, angling just right. Your head tips back, your hands scrambling for purchase—on the desk, on his shoulders, anywhere. 
“Fuck, Joaquín—” you gasp, already so close. 
But suddenly, he stops. 
Buried to the hilt and breathing like he ran a marathon, he stills, chest heaving. 
“Look at me,” he growls, his hand catching your chin and forcing your gaze to his. “I said look at me.” 
Your eyes snap open, dazed and wide, vision blurred. 
“I fucking love you, cariño,” he says—raw, desperate. “So fucking much. You feel that?” He rolls his hips, just once, dragging a broken sob from your lips. “That’s what love feels like. Me, inside you, losing my fucking mind.” 
You whimper, thighs trembling around his waist, and he doesn’t wait. He starts to move again—deep and punishing, hitting every spot that makes you see stars. 
“Tell me you love me,” he growls, one hand sliding up under your shirt again to squeeze your breast, fingers pinching your nipple until you're writhing. “Tell me, baby. Say it.” 
“I love you,” you gasp, voice breaking as he thrusts deeper, harder. “Fuck, Joaquín—I love you—I love you—” 
“That’s it,” he mutters, pressing his forehead to yours, fucking you like he means it—like he needs it. “Say it again.” 
“I love you.” 
His mouth crashes to yours mid-moan, swallowing the sound as he pounds into you, the desk rattling beneath your ass, every stroke sending shocks of heat down your spine. You can feel it building—tight and dangerous—coiling deep in your core like a spring about to snap. 
“You gonna cum for me, mi amor?” he rasps, lips dragging along your jaw as his thrusts start to stutter. “Gonna cum on my cock like a good girl?” 
Your entire body is shaking, one hand in his curls, the other clawing down his back as you choke out, “Yes—yes, I’m so close—don’t stop—” 
“I won’t,” he promises, voice wrecked. “Not until I feel you lose it. I want it all, baby. Cada maldita gota.” 
His hand slides down your torso, fingers finding your clit and rubbing tight, filthy circles in perfect rhythm with his hips. The pressure hits you like lightning—sharp, electric, blinding. 
“Oh my God, Joaquín—" 
You break. 
You fall apart. 
Your orgasm hits with devastating force, tearing through you in waves, pulsing around him as he groans—loud, low, carnal. He thrusts once, twice more, then stills inside you with a harsh, broken shout of your name, spilling deep as he holds you close like he’ll never let you go. 
You’re both panting, chests heaving, grinding slowly to ride out the high and clinging to each other in the aftershock—sweat-slicked, breathless, totally undone. 
He doesn’t pull out. Doesn’t move. Just presses a soft kiss to your temple and stays buried deep inside you. 
“I’m so fucking in love with you, it hurts,” he whispers. 
You let out a breathless laugh—half delirious, half disbelieving—and tip your head up to look at him. His hair is a mess, his face flushed, his lips swollen from kissing you stupid. He looks wrecked. Ruined. Beautiful. 
“I can’t feel my legs,” you murmur. 
He grins, still inside you, still pressed so close you can feel his heartbeat hammering through his chest. 
“Good,” he says, smug and a little dazed. “Means I did my job.” 
You smack his shoulder, giggling now, and he catches your wrist—pressing a kiss to your palm, then the inside of your elbow, then the curve of your jaw. 
“You’re such an idiot,” you say, fingers carding through his curls while his lips assault your neck. 
His nose nuzzles into your skin. “Yeah,” he whispers, “but I’m your idiot.” 
“God help me,” you mumble, smiling into his shoulder. 
He pulls back just enough to look at you, his expression so open it makes your stomach flip. “You okay?” he asks, voice low and sincere. “Not just physically—I mean, really.” 
You nod, heart suddenly so full you feel like it might burst. “Yeah. I’m better than okay.” 
His smile softens. “Good. Because I’m not pulling out until I get at least one more necesito sentirte adentro.” 
You bark a laugh, head falling back. “You’re insatiable.” 
He shrugs, hips shifting just enough to make you gasp. “And you’re going to be fluent soon.” 
You tip your head forward, looking at him through your lashes, voice dropping to a sultry murmur. “Necesito sentirte adentro.” 
“God,” he groans, dropping his forehead to yours. “Vas a ser mi muerte.” 
He rolls his hips again, and you suck in a breath—he’s still hard, still thick and hot, dragging through your slick with maddening pressure. Your fingers twist tighter in his hair as you lift your chin and kiss him—hard and soft all at once, pouring everything into it. 
But then— 
You stop. And pull back. 
That sharp little ache flares behind your ribs, reminding you why you were in this office on a Sunday in the first place. Why you cried yourself to sleep. Why you weren’t even sure you could look at Joaquín today, let alone fuck him. 
He blinks, brow creasing. “What’s wrong, mi vida?” 
“Last night,” you murmur, eyes dropping to where your hand is fisted in his shirt. “Why didn’t you kiss me?” 
He gently hooks a finger beneath your chin, guiding your gaze back to his. “On the dancefloor?” 
You nod slowly. 
“I didn’t kiss you on that dancefloor in front of a hundred criminals because I didn’t want our first kiss to be undercover,” he says softly. “Didn’t want you thinking it was just for show.” 
“Oh.” Your lips twitch into a smile. 
He chuckles, soft and low. “Is that why you were upset? Because I almost kissed you and didn’t?” 
You nod again, slower this time. Cheeks burning, heart thudding. 
“Oh, mi amor,” he sighs, voice warm with laughter. “What am I going to do with you?” 
“Well,” you murmur, fingers curling tighter in his hair, “you could start by fucking me again.” 
That’s all the encouragement he needs. His lips are back on yours in a second, hips rolling forward, his hard length pushing into you with the most delicious stretch. You moan against his mouth, hiking your legs up higher around his waist to feel him deeper. 
His hands grip your hips with bruising intensity, searing fingerprints into your skin—marks you know will make you squeeze your thighs every time you see them. 
And then— 
Ping! 
The sound of your phone cuts through the soft whisper of skin on skin. Neither of you can help but glance at it, sitting screen-up on the desk right beside where Joaquín is fucking you slowly. 
“What’s that?” he asks, eyes narrowing. 
“Just a motion alert,” you reply. “I set it up a while ago when I was working a lot of weekends because Sam would come in and scare the crap out of me.” You look back at him, eyes trailing over his face so close to yours. “Doesn’t help though. I didn’t see the notification when you came in.” 
He frowns. “So it alerts you when someone enters the building?” 
“Yep.” 
“Right.” His eyes flick to the phone, then back to you. “So... someone just entered the building?” 
Your eyes go wide. “Fuck.” 
You grab the phone and unlock it with shaky fingers, bringing up the security system app and quickly flicking through the camera feeds until you find movement. 
Your breath catches. “It’s Sam.” 
“Shit,” Joaquín hisses, pulling out so quickly it leaves you winded. 
You let out a pathetic little whine, and he can’t help but chuckle as he fumbles with his pants. 
“Later, baby. I promise,” he says, stealing one last kiss. “But Sam is going to be here in a few seconds, and he’s going to know what just happened in here if we don’t—” 
Knock, knock, knock. 
“You in there, kid?” 
You both whip toward the door, seeing Sam’s blurred silhouette through the frosted glass. 
“Quick, cariño,” Joaquín whispers, helping you off the desk. 
You scramble into your shorts, yank your bra and shirt into place, then turn to Joaquín, raking your fingers through his wild curls—both of you stifling laughter like love-drunk fools trying to clean up a crime scene. 
Knock, knock, knock. 
“I can hear you.” 
You clear your throat, nod at Joaquín, and step around the desk toward the door. As you grab the handle, you glance back—and spot a little pool of evidence on the desk. 
“Joaquín,” you hiss, pointing at it. 
His eyes go wide, and he quickly sits on it, trying to look casual—as if he hadn’t just been buried inside you right there thirty seconds ago. 
Then you yank the door open, plastering on your most innocent smile. 
“Hey, Sam!” you say, probably a little too brightly. 
His hand was poised to knock again, but he drops it slowly, eyes narrowing as they bounce between you and Joaquín. 
“Hi,” he says, slow and suspicious, stepping into the room. 
You shuffle back toward the desk, sliding in beside Joaquín, praying to any god that might listen that Sam can’t read the Spanish on the goddamn whiteboard. 
“What are you two doing?” Sam asks, brows raised. 
“Working,” you both say, in perfect unison. 
Sam cocks his head, clearly unconvinced. “Really? On a Sunday?” 
You nod. “Yep. I was running data on Navarro all night and found a few leads. He frequents this deli in Washington Heights, owned by—” 
“Why does it smell weird in here?” Sam interrupts, sniffing the air like a police dog. 
“Weird how?” Joaquín asks. “I came straight from the gym, so if it’s sweat, that’s probably—” 
“Did you two have sex in here?” Sam exclaims, eyes wide—locked on that fucking whiteboard. 
“No,” you say quickly. “I was learning Spanish. Joaquín was teaching me—” 
“I know what that says,” he cuts in, pointing at it, brows drawn and lips pursed like he’s trying not to gag. 
“I was just being funny,” Joaquín says, tone light. “Nothing happened.” 
Sam raises a brow. “Oh, okay. So if I check the security footage, it’s not going to show anything?” 
Your heart lurches, your cheeks burn, and you turn toward Joaquín, burying your face in his chest with a groan. 
You hadn’t even thought about that stupid little security camera in the corner of your office. 
“I knew it!” Sam cries. “I can’t believe you two. This is a place of work,” he goes on, already climbing onto his high horse. “You just violated my trust—and the trust of everyone on this team. This is an environment for professionalism, not sex. I can’t believe you’d do something so reckless, so—” 
“Didn’t you bring a date back here the weekend after we started operating?” Joaquín asks suddenly, brows raised. 
You lift your head, blinking. “Oh my God. You did! What was her name—Kylie? Casey?” 
Sam freezes. His expression drops. 
“You know,” Joaquín continues, turning to you, “we could probably find the footage from that night. I think I remember the date.” 
“Wouldn’t take long,” you add, grinning now. “Could scrub through it before we erase ours.” 
“Okay!” Sam blurts, throwing up a hand. “Okay. You heathens win.” 
Joaquín grins, wide and smug, wrapping an arm around your shoulder and pulling you closer. 
“Go through the cameras,” Sam instructs, already backing toward the door. “Delete the footage. Both incidents.” 
“No offense, Sam,” you mutter, grimacing, “I really don’t want to see that.” 
“I’ll do it,” Joaquín says cheerfully. “I’m actually a little curious about how Captain America—” 
“Enough,” Sam snaps, pointing at Joaquín—but the twitch in his lips betrays him. “Do it. Go home. Take tomorrow off. Hell, take the whole week if you’re going to be all over each other like this. Just don’t defile any more government property.” 
Then he’s gone. Out the door and down the hall, muttering something about kids these days. 
Joaquín hops off the desk and wraps his arms around you, smiling like a sinner who just got a free pass to heaven. 
“You think we should keep a copy?” he asks, eyes gleaming. “I bet it’s hot.” 
Your thighs clench instinctively, and you wrap your arms around his neck. 
“Oh, definitely. And Sam’s too—for blackmail. Just in case.” 
Joaquín laughs. “God. Could you imagine if Captain America’s sex tape got leaked?” 
“Might boost his approval rating,” you snort, moving to slide into your chair. 
He stands behind you while you pull up the security system app, his arms around your shoulders, lips brushing over your hair again and again. 
He murmurs it at first—I love you, I love you, I love you—until the words melt into Spanish, growing filthier, hungrier. You can’t understand all of it, but it doesn’t matter. 
Because you’ll make him teach you. 
Slowly. Thoroughly. 
Between your legs. All fucking night. 
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Hey girl!!! I was just wondering if I could get a Joaquin x Reader fic where Joaquin gets caught in an explosion and gets temporary amnesia?
I absolutely adored writing this fic. Thank you so much for you request, Rowan!
The Heart Always Remembers
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You met Joaquin Torres on the first day of basic training. The moment the squad assignments were read out, your names were called back-to-back—Torres, then yours. A nod passed between you—brief, professional, curious. No handshake. No words. Just a shared look that said, All right. Let’s do this. From the very first drill—the first scramble through knee-deep mud, boots sloshing, voices cracking with effort as the drill sergeant barked—something locked into place. You didn’t need a learning curve. No awkward trial runs, no figuring each other out. 
While others stumbled over timing or left gaps in formation, you and Joaquin moved like twin currents in the same stream. You covered each other’s blind spots without hesitation. Backed each other in hand-to-hand combat, even when paired with opponents twice your size. You pivoted in sync during live-fire exercises like you’d choreographed the whole thing in advance. You didn’t speak. You didn’t have to. It didn’t take long for people to notice.
“Instructors kept watching us,” Joaquin once murmured to you, after lights-out, both of you wide awake and staring at the ceiling of the barracks. “Like they were trying to figure out the cheat code.”
Your squad noticed too. At first, it was side-eyes and whispers. Nothing direct, nothing hostile—just the kind of wary curiosity people get when they can’t explain what they’re seeing. One guy, Powers, tried to break the tension during downtime.
“So… you two like psychic or something?” he joked, trying to keep it light. You just shrugged, and Joaquin didn’t even look up from cleaning his rifle.
Another time, after a particularly brutal obstacle course that ended with the two of you dragging half the squad to the finish line, someone muttered, “They’ve gotta be cheating.” No one replied, but the air got tight for a moment. You were still catching your breath, mud streaked up your arms, lungs burning. You heard it—felt it, more than anything. The weight of accusation dressed up as sarcasm. The kind of comment that didn’t need to be serious to sting.
Your eyes flicked up. Joaquin’s jaw flexed, subtle but sharp. He didn’t say anything either. Just stood there beside you, breathing hard, fists still half-clenched. His gaze didn’t even shift toward the guy who said it—but you knew him well enough by now to read the shift in his stance. He was pissed, but he wouldn’t rise to it.
That was the thing about the two of you: you didn’t waste your breath on people who couldn’t keep up. You didn’t need to defend what you’d already proven in sweat, bruises, and hours. Still, your pinky twitched by instinct nudging his pinky, like a quiet prod. Let it go, it said. We’ve got bigger things to prove.
Without looking down, Joaquin hooked his pinky with yours, just for a second, just enough. Then he let go, exhaled slowly, and took a step forward. You followed without a word, side by side as always, leaving the tension behind in your wake. Because the truth was, it didn’t matter what they said. You weren’t here to impress anybody. You were here to survive—and do it together.
There were bets, theories. Rumors that maybe you’d trained together before enlisting. That maybe you’d grown up in the same town. Shared a childhood. Shared more. But every time someone asked, you both gave the same answer: Nope. Met on day one.
Still, it didn’t make sense to anyone how you always seemed to anticipate each other’s moves, how you never needed to speak. Even in chaos, even under pressure, your rhythm stayed intact. And that confused people. Sometimes confusion looks like admiration. Sometimes, it looks like resentment.
There was a stretch where a few squad-mates tried to break the pattern. They tried to insert themselves into the formation during drills, edge their way between you two during tactical exercises. It didn’t work. It never worked and not because you pushed them out, but because it was like your bodies and instincts rejected the interference. The timing collapsed; the symmetry vanished.
You weren’t cold about it, just focused—and focus earned results. You passed every exam, every simulation, with scores that made even the instructors squint. If there was a partner exercise, your names were locked in before the sergeant even called them.
During group tasks, everyone started looking at you two first waiting to see how you’d move, what call you’d make, how you’d fall into formation. Respect didn’t come overnight. It came slowly, quietly. The jokes thinned out. The jabs stopped. One by one, your squad-mates stopped trying to figure you out and started trusting you instead—started following your lead.
By the end of month two, no one asked anymore why it worked. They just made room for it. Because whatever this was—whatever you and Joaquin had—it got results. And in basic, that was the only thing that really mattered. No one knew how to counter it.
In combat sims, you swept through rooms like a storm, without a word spoken. You traded weapons mid-fight without looking. Communicated in eye contact and shoulder nudges. When one of you went down during training, the other made it their mission to carry both of you across the finish line.
It didn’t take long for instructors to start using you as examples.
“Move like The Ghost.”
“Cover your six like they do.”
“Train until you’re even half as coordinated as The Ghost.”
One of them, Staff Sergeant Morales, said it loud enough for the entire class to hear after a brutal room-clearing exercise: “If I had ten more just like them, I could win a war with my damn eyes closed.” He didn’t say it like a compliment. He said it like a warning. Some recruits hated it. Others watched in awe. Instructors admired it. Leaders feared it. Regardless, no one stayed indifferent for long.
The bond followed you into active duty. By the time you deployed, people knew to look for you two together. You sat next to each other on transport flights. Shared gear. Shared rations. Picked up each other’s slack without being asked. He knew how you took your coffee; you knew how to spot when he was hiding an injury. Your squad placed bets—first on who’d screw up and break formation (neither of you ever did), and later, on when you’d finally cave and admit you were in love.
You pretended to be annoyed by it, but the truth was … they weren’t wrong. It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t dramatic. It was a quiet understanding that grew over late-night fire watches and adrenaline-soaked post-mission come-downs. You looked at him and felt steady. Looked at you and saw home. Joaquin never said it outright, not at first. He didn’t have to because you just knew.
So when the explosion hit—when the world erupted in fire and dust and you watched Joaquin vanish under a collapsing roof top—it felt like someone had ripped the oxygen from your lungs. You didn’t think. You ran. You ran through fire, through shouts, through people trying to hold you back. You found him crumpled under half a collapsed wall, suit blackened and wings mangled, blood streaming from a gash across his forehead. You dropped to your knees, shaking hands pressed to his pulse point.
Joaquin’s heart was still beating but barely. You whispered his name over and over. When they carried him off in the evac chopper, your hands were still stained red from holding him together. You were too stunned to move, and your two best friends had to quite literally drag you after Joaquin towards safety.
Joaquin spent three days in a medically induced coma. You sat by his bedside the entire time. You didn’t leave except to wash off the ash in the ensuite bathroom. You didn’t sleep except in 30-minute intervals. Every beep of the monitor, every shift of his fingers, every flicker of breath—you memorized it all.
Until finally, on the third morning, his eyes fluttered open. You surged forward in the chair beside his bed, your heart catching in your throat. But the second he looked at you—truly looked at you—you knew something was wrong. Joaquin didn’t smile. He didn’t reach for you. He blinked slowly and said, in a hoarse, confused voice:
“¿Dónde estoy…?” Joaquin croaked, his eyes panning the room. Your breath caught. And then—barely audible, like it cost him everything to say—“Who… who are you?”
The words hit harder than the blast had. Harder than the moment you saw him fall. Three words. Who are you? They split something open in your chest.
You’d prepared for wounds, for rehab, for months of physical therapy. You’d braced yourself for the nightmares, for the scars, for helping him heal. But not this. Not him waking up and looking at you like a stranger. Not the emptiness in his voice where your name should’ve been. You gripped the edge of the bed, knuckles white, willing yourself not to cry—not yet. Not when he was alive. He was here. He was here with you, even if he didn’t remember you, even if he didn’t remember The Ghost Formation.
Before you could speak—before you could shape the reassurance that had been burning in your chest for three endless days—Joaquin’s face crumpled. His breathing hitched, shallow and uneven, chest rising too fast.
“I don’t—” he rasped, eyes darting around the room like he didn’t recognize any of it. “I don’t know where I am. I don’t—why can’t I remember—”
His hands trembled. His voice cracked.
“I’m—I’m scared,” he gasped, the words tearing out of him between labored breaths. “Why can’t I remember anything?”
You were crawling into his bed in seconds, legs hanging off the side, torso hovering over his, hands hovering just above his arms—close enough to comfort, not close enough to overwhelm.
“Hey—hey, it’s okay,” you said, voice low and steady, the way you used to talk to him in the field when the adrenaline got too loud. “You’re safe. Breathe with me, okay?”
Joaquin’s eyes found yours again—wide and wet now, tears slipping down his cheeks. A fresh ache bloomed in your chest, but you pushed it down. Swallowed it. Because this wasn’t about you.
“I don’t know you,” he whispered, voice cracking like it hurt to admit it. “Why don’t I know you?”
“You do, Quino,” you said gently. “It’s okay if you don’t yet. I’m not going anywhere until you remember me.”
His hands clenched weakly into the blanket. The monitor beeped faster as his breaths became shorter, more panicked. You reached out—slowly, carefully—and set your hand over his. The touch was electric for both of you. It was warm, solid, and real.
“Just breathe with me,” you whispered. “In and out. That’s all you have to do right now.”
Joaquin listened and followed you. His breaths were ragged at first but became steadier. Then, barely audible but certain enough to break the tension, he repeated, “You’re here …  and I’m okay … I’m because you’re here.”
As he said it, his fingers twitched—almost unconsciously—and slowly, he intertwined your fingers. Your thumb instantly traced over his knuckles. His grip was tentative at first, then with growing strength. Joaquin squeezed your hand hard, not letting go. The words trembled out of him again, shaky and unsure, but they were yours. His words were a lifeline thrown across the darkness. You smiled through the tears you’d been holding back. You heard a nurse jog into the room, their steps rushed to a halt when they realized what was happening.
“Yes,” you assured him quietly, your fingers tightening gently around his. “I’m here. And I’m not going anywhere.”
You stayed right there, never breaking eye contact, never letting go of his hand.
“I’ve got you,” you told him softly, anchoring both of you with those three words.
You weren’t leaving. Even if he didn’t remember. Even if he was scared. Even if your name didn’t mean anything to him—yet. Somewhere beneath the panic, the confusion, the fear you saw something in his eyes: a flicker. Not quite recognition but undisputed trust. It was instinctive, unexplainable—like something in him still knew. You held onto that. You held him through the shaking, the tears, the jagged breaths. You would keep holding on until he remembered everything you were. Until he remembered everything you still are. 
For the rest of the day, nurses came in and out, checking vitals, adjusting equipment, but they never tried to pry you away. Their hearts were breaking for you. And even if they wanted to, they couldn’t bring themselves to ask you to step aside. Joaquin didn’t let go of your hand for at least an hour—not until one nurse carefully said she needed to place a pulse oximeter on his index finger. He hesitated, fingers curling tighter for a moment as if he was afraid. 
Then, reluctantly, he let go, but his gaze never left yours. Was he worried you’d be angry? Worried you’d vanish if he loosened his grip?
“It’s okay,” you whispered. You gently placed his hand on his knee, just above the blanket.
That small gesture seemed to settle him as he slowly let the nurse take his hand. You settled onto the bed for the rest of the day; stretched your legs out toward the headboard so you could watch him from near the foot of the bed. Your knees bumped lightly against his in quiet solidarity, an unspoken connection. 
As visiting hours approached late that evening, the attending doctor stepped in. None of the nurses had the heart to ask you to leave—they all knew you didn’t want to leave.
“It’s time to leave now that he’s awake,” the doctor said softly.
Your mouth twitched, ready to protest, but deep down, you knew. You should leave. You should give Joaquin the space he needed… After all, he didn’t remember you. Then, quietly, low and sure, Joaquin spoke:
“She stays.”
You and the doctor both whipped your heads toward him, mouths open in stunned surprise.
“It’s okay, Quino,” you stammered, your voice shaky. “I—I can leave—you need to rest—”
But he was firm now: “You stay.”
Joaquin’s hand reached for yours, but he hesitated. His fingers hovered, confused, unsure if he should bridge the gap again. And then, softly, almost shyly, he said, “You said we’d watch that movie about the lion fighting his uncle.”
A lump caught in your throat. That memory—the movie you both loved, the one you’d promised to watch together as soon as he woke from the coma—was buried deep beneath the fog. Somehow, it was still there. It was a beacon, a thread back to you. You squeezed his hand, voice thick with emotion.
“I’m here,” you whispered, “and I’m not going anywhere.”
And for the first time since the explosion, you saw something more than confusion in his eyes. You saw hope. At that moment, the cracked door swung wide as two nurses filed in quickly. One held the TV remote, fingers already tapping to pull up The Lion King online. The other came bearing sheets and pillows, her arms full, setting about making the room more comfortable.
You glanced at Joaquin, who was watching them with wide, curious eyes. Before you could say anything, two more nurses appeared, wheeling in a cot. They placed it carefully between Joaquin’s bed and the window, creating a small, cozy space for you to rest. The room, once sterile and tense, softened instantly. It felt less like a hospital room and more like a place where you could start reclaiming your life together.
You settled in next to Joaquin, the familiar opening chords filling the air. As the movie began, you held his hand tightly, ready to rebuild every memory, every promise—one scene, one smile, one heartbeat at a time.
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The doctors called it traumatic retrograde amnesia. They explained it carefully, their voices clinical but tinged with gentle caution. It was likely temporary, they said, but no one could say for sure. The explosion, the crushing force, the head trauma—all mixed with prolonged oxygen deprivation—had scrambled his memories like a shattered puzzle. The pieces were blurred, missing, scattered beyond recognition.
His long-term memory had been fractured. They warned you not to push him. They warned you to take it slow, to let his brain find its way back on its own terms. You nodded, smiled politely at their advice, but inside—inside you broke. Because when Joaquin looked at you for the first time since waking—when his eyes settled on your face—you were a stranger. Not the partner who had moved with him in perfect sync through every mission. Not the friend who had shared every secret, every laughter-filled night beneath endless stars. Not the soulmate who had bled and fought by his side.
None of it was there. Not the spark in his eyes when he looked at you. Not the private grin he reserved just for you after a mission went sideways and you both limped back in one piece. Not the playful bickering or the quiet moments that once said home better than any place ever had. Now, there was only a blank canvas where your history should have been; a raw, untouched surface that stared back at you with no recognition, no anchor.
But still—you stayed. You never actually left, not once. You didn’t ask to stay. Joaquin never begged the doctor, never pleaded with the nurses. Neither of you had to bring it up at all. It became a quiet, unspoken agreement among everyone involved—medical staff, command, even Sam—that you would be there. You’d stay at least for a few days. No one challenged it. No one wanted to challenge it. Sam showed up the second night with your go-bag slung over one shoulder. 
He had stuffed your bag with changes of clothes, travel-sized toiletries, your phone charger, and a battered paperback Joaquin had tried to convince you to read a hundred times before. Sam didn’t say much. He set the bag on the empty chair beside you, gave your shoulder a squeeze, and left without making you speak.
The nurses began folding extra blankets at the foot of the cot without asking. One of them quietly replaced your coffee with fresh mugs when yours had gone cold. Another started bringing you a second tray at mealtimes, no matter what the hospital’s policy was.
You slept in half-hour bursts with your head on the edge of Joaquin’s bed, your hand tucked in his. You learned the rhythms of the monitors like lullabies. The quiet hum of the machines, the occasional beep, the steady whoosh of the oxygen line—all of it became the soundtrack of your new reality. You filled the silence with the pieces of your life he’d forgotten.
You turned on the music you used to dance to in your kitchen. You started with the playlist he made for you after your first joint deployment. It was the one with soft Latin ballads and throwback pop and that ridiculous ‘80s synth song you used to mock but secretly loved. Joaquin didn’t recognize the songs at first; he didn’t respond immediately, at least not with words, but his fingers twitched against the sheets now and then, like his body remembered what his mind couldn’t.
You wore his favorite hoodie—the soft one that hit you mid-thigh, sleeves too long. The one he used to say made you look like you'd “stolen his wings and weren’t planning on giving them back.” Joaquin didn’t say anything about it the first few days, but by day four, his gaze lingered a little longer when he looked at you in it. You told him stories. You recounted all kinds of stories.
Funny stories like the time you accidentally wandered into a drill formation and almost got tackled by a training dummy before Joaquin swooped in with a ridiculous cover story about a “classified base scavenger hunt.” 
Sad stories about family. About missing home. About that one guy in your unit who used to sing lullabies in Tagalog on night watch, just to keep everyone grounded.
And the quiet ones—the stories you only ever told him. The ones about your childhood. Your fear of heights. Your dreams of opening a tiny bookstore in a coastal town once this life—the military life–was done.
You called him mi amor—not out of habit, but because it still felt true. At first, he didn’t even blink, didn’t flinch when you said it. In fact, he didn’t respond at all. You thought he didn’t react out of pity, afraid of offending you if he showed any negative reaction to the affectionate term. But you kept saying it. You whispered it like a thread tying you back together … and by the end of the first week, it landed.
You said it softly—“Buenas noches, mi amor”—and turned to gather your bag. Then you heard it. A breath. A shift. You looked back and found him watching you, eyes softer than you’d seen them since the blast. And then came that slow, crooked smile—the one that never reached his face unless it was real.
“I… think I like when you say that,” he mumbled, voice raspy but honest.
Your heart nearly stopped. Your knees almost caved. It wasn’t everything, but it was something. And in this quiet, in-between place where love held steady and memory had gone wandering, something was more than enough. You smiled back, tears in your eyes, and said it again—stronger this time.
“Good,” you murmured, setting on the side of his bed to brush his bangs off his forehead, “because I’m not going anywhere.”
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The breakthrough came on a stormy night five weeks after he woke up. You hadn’t stayed the night for at least a week, and the nurses agreed to let you spend the night again tonight. Lightning flashed outside the hospital windows, and thunder shook the building. You were curled up on the couch in his room, half-dozing, when you heard him whimper loudly. You bolted up right in seconds. He was sitting up, drenched in sweat, chest heaving.
“Joaquin?” you gasped. You crossed the room in two steps, crawling into his bed.
“I saw you,” he whispered. “In a dream. We were dancing. You were laughing. We were—we were happy. And I think—” he swallowed, voice cracking, “I think I loved you.”
“You still do,” you said, voice breaking. “You just forgot for a little while.”
He stared at you like the sun had risen in the middle of the night.
“Your name, it’s…” he murmured. You nodded, tears falling freely now. “And I called you ‘vida mía,’ didn’t I?”
“You still do,” you whispered. “Whenever you’re ready.”
It all came back, little by little after that night. The smell of burnt coffee on your first night deployed. The time you patched up his arm with duct tape and a broken compass. The way your voice sounded in the dark, steady and calm, when everything else fell apart.
Eventually, he remembered your first kiss—after a mission gone sideways, covered in bruises and laughing in disbelief. He remembered whispering that he didn’t care if anyone else knew, that you were the only thing that mattered.
And on a quiet morning, months later, he turned to you in the apartment you’d shared long before the explosion, wrapped his arms around your waist, and murmured: “I remember everything.”
You pressed your forehead to his and whispered, “So do I.”
People still talk about The Ghost Formation. It’s in after-action reports, highlighted in red ink and circled twice. Instructors still cite it during training sessions, pointing to old footage and whispering to recruits, “This is what real trust looks like.” It’s even been immortalized in the rumors that echo through enemy channels—those who survived long enough to tell stories of the shadow-pair who moved as one. Who never spoke but always knew. Who cleared rooms like ghosts and left behind nothing but silence and stunned disbelief.
But for you, it’s never just been a nickname. It was never just tactics or coincidence. It was a promise. A vow forged in the dirt of the training field and tempered in the fire of every mission, every shared wound, every look that said I’ve got you without needing to speak. It held strong when everything else fell apart, when the blast hit, when the memories vanished… When the boy you loved looked at you with empty eyes and no trace of the thousand moments you’d built together.
Even then, The Ghost Formation held. Because it was never just in his memory. It lived deeper—in his instincts, his bones, the pull of his heart that still knew yours by feel.  And now? Now, Joaquin is back and he’s not just breathing and not just surviving. But he’s here—with you—eyes clear, smile familiar, arms wrapping around you like they were made for that purpose alone.
You still fight side by side, still fall asleep tangled together on long flights, your heads bumping lightly as the engine hums. You still argue over whose kill count was higher on the last mission, and you still laugh so hard your ribs ache when he does that ridiculous impression of your old drill sergeant. But there’s a softness now, a stillness.
The kind that comes after weathering the storm and knowing you’ve earned every second of peace that follows. Sometimes, late at night, he’ll reach for your hand without a word and you’ll squeeze back—just once—like always.
The Ghost Formation didn’t end in that explosion or in the hospital or when the world tried to shake it loose. It survived because it was never about memory. It was about choice. You chose each other every day in every way that counted. And you still do.
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emeraldserenade · 1 day ago
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Eternity ~ Joaquín Torres
synopsis: You got dusted, Joaquín stayed
tw: fem!reader, angst, mentions of suicide (please read at your own discretion and please seek help if you have these idealizations), I gave it a happy ending as an apology, barely edited.
fic, ficlet, drabble, request
Blame Alex Warren for this, it was inspired by his new song Eternity that's coming out next week (the fics will only get worse when I have the whole song, I can promise you that). I also have surgery tomorrow so I can't promise I'll post anything, I'll try but I make no promises.
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Joaquín's known you since you were in middle school, when he was still the small scrawny kid that got picked on for speaking more than one language. You were his light, the reason he had a friend. "You don't belong here, Torres," a kid would sneer.
"Joaquín belongs here, just like you, just like me," you told tell them, your voice strong, your hand holding his as if he were a life line. If your hands shook, if you had fear flashing in your eyes, if you weren't as strong and sure as you made people believe, that was only noticed by Joaquín.
Maybe it was wishful thinking, maybe you two had more dreams than reality, but you truly thought you had forever and a day together. Then it happened, you were sitting on the couch, your head resting on Joaquín's shoulder as you two watched the next episode of your show. A whispered, "I love you," came from your lips before you were just gone. Maybe you knew it was happening and you didn't want to freak him out, maybe you truly just wanted to say it, but Joaquín broke.
He kept the dust, ashes, that you turned into in a small vase. The house was empty, Joaquín went into the Air Force. So what if he told people he only joined to help people in the dusting, so what if the real reason was because he couldn't be in the house that feels empty without your presence.
Your laughter no longer followed his stupid jokes or silly mistakes. You no longer nagged at him to do his chores. You no longer told Joaquín about your day while he tried to distract you from the annoyance you felt with soft kisses and sweet words. You no longer stood in the kitchen while Joaquín made breakfast, a soft smile on your face, wearing his shirt, giving him soft and sweet kisses every now and then. Joaquín no longer got to fall asleep with the warmth of you pressing into his chest or back.
Everyday felt like hell, his home was empty, the stars weren't shining as bright, it felt like an endless goodbye. This was all he knew now, sure, he was known to be nice and boyish at work, but at home he walked around thinking about you. How he would give up everything to see you, how you went somewhere he couldn't follow.
He was alone in the world, a different man that you knew. A different man than the person you fell in love with. Maybe if he didn't have people depending on him, he'd follow you to paradise. He'd take the dramatic leap and stop living without you.
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Years passed, Joaquín was a changed man. His smile wasn't as bright or wide anymore, he didn't watch the show you two were watching, he didn't go out anymore. He would go to work, take a run, come back home, shower, eat, and sleep.
There was an edge in the world when Joaquín woke up, one that felt like he shouldn't go to work. But he did, he always did, the good and bad days. It was late day when something was wrong, there were more people around than normal. "Everyone go home," Joaquín's CO yelled out. "If you had a friend or love one dusted, call them. They're back!"
Joaquín hadn't wanted to get home so bad in the last five years. He sped down the road, every red light was a curse, every green a blessing.
You were outside when Joaquín got home, fear gripping your chest and written across your face. "Joaquín?" You called out to him, your boyfriend who was there one minute and gone the next.
"Mi amor," Joaquín practically fell into your arms, tears running down his face. He was different, he was firmer in your hold and he had something so different behind his eyes.
"What happened?" You asked, both of you walking into the house, the one that suddenly didn't feel so empty.
"You were gone for five years, they call it a dusting. No one fully knows what happened, just that it happened because of a purple alien," Joaquín explained.
"No, what happened to you?" You reiterated, you didn't care about yourself. Only about the man you were in love with that clearly wasn't the same.
"You've been gone for five years," he whispered softly, falling onto the couch with your pressing into him. He wanted, needed, your weight pressing into him. Telling him that it wasn't a dream, it was real. "I didn't know what to do, so I joined the Air Force. I did everything but focus on how empty it felt without you. How each day felt like another day in eternity since you were with me," Joaquín broke, pressing his face into your hair. You smelt the same, smelt like safety and home.
"I'm so sorry, love," you told him, tightening your hold.
"It's not your fault, you didn't leave me willingly."
"And I never will," you told him, both of you relaxing in each others hold. The world could wait, the chaos of life returning to normal could wait because nothing was more important than you in Joaquín's arms.
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jazziejax · 15 days ago
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I caved….
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pullmecloseman · 2 days ago
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Hi!! I just started following so I’m a little nervous to request😅 but can you pls do 14 with fanboy? I love him so much and there’s not a lot of fics with him🥹 I love your writing!!!!
Mickey “Fanboy” Garcia x Reader One-Shot
Prompt: 14.”Don’t look at me like I’m your favorite secret.”
The squad doesn’t know… but they’re starting to suspect.
Word count: 2.8k
A/N: i’m sorry if the fanboy and coyote request are a little shorter, it’s kinda hard trying to figure out how they would react to certain things since they are not seen THAT much in the movie
Warnings: Warnings: Secret hook-up, mutual pining, squad-level teasing, soft tension, inappropriate jokes, chaotic banter, suggestive dialogue (no actual smut but implied) slight angst
The squad had two sacred rituals: pre-mission briefings and post-mission brunches. You only actually looked forward to one of them.
Rooster had snagged the corner booth at the café down the block from base, the one with the sticky menus and the bottomless coffee refills. You and Phoenix had arrived together, sunglasses on, hair still damp from post-flight showers. Payback was already there, nursing an orange juice like it had wronged him.
You slid into the seat next to Natasha and tossed your sunglasses on the table. “Please tell me they have pancakes today.”
“They always have pancakes,” Phoenix said. “You just never remember because you’re too busy flirting with the waiter.”
You opened your mouth to argue, but the front door jingled before you could say anything.
Mickey Garcia walked in like he didn’t know your whole world tilted a little when he did.
He looked too casual for someone you’d had your hands all over less than twelve hours ago—joggers, a t-shirt stretched across his chest, and his usual half-grin that said I know something you don’t.
He also didn’t sit next to you.
Instead, he dropped into the empty chair across the table, right between Rooster and Payback, and gave you a brief glance like he didn’t spend the night with his hand in your hair, murmuring one more time, baby, like you were the only thing tethering him to earth.
Fine. Two can play that game. You reached for the menu, flipping it open like you weren’t burning under his gaze.
Phoenix nudged you under the table. “You okay?”
“Yup,” you said brightly, not looking up. “Starving.”
“Same,” came Mickey’s voice, casual. “Didn’t get much sleep last night.”
You dropped your menu. Phoenix blinked.
Payback looked between the two of you, one brow raised. “Wild night?”
Mickey shrugged. “Something like that.”
You picked up your water and took a sip, very calmly. You did not kick him under the table. Not hard, anyway.
“New girl?” Rooster asked.
Mickey kept his eyes on you as he replied. “Nah. Not new. Just… complicated.” You choked on your water. Phoenix smacked your back.
“Sorry,” you said, coughing. “Went down the wrong pipe.”
Mickey was smiling into his coffee cup like the smug bastard he was. You pulled your phone out and texted him under the table:
seriously?
His reply came instantly.
😇
miss me already?
You locked your phone and smiled sweetly at him across the table. “Eat your hashbrowns, Garcia.”
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Thirty minutes later, after the world’s most suspiciously flirty brunch, Rooster went to pay the bill, Payback left to take a call, and Phoenix cornered you by the door.
She raised both brows. “You wanna tell me what’s going on with you and Fanboy, or should I guess?”
You played dumb. “What do you mean?”
“That whole brunch was basically eye-fucking with a side of toast.”
You laughed, brushing her off. “We’re just friends.”
“Friends who do… what exactly?” she asked, crossing her arms.
You hesitated.
“We’re just… keeping it lowkey.”
Phoenix squinted. “Lowkey like ‘we hooked up once’ or lowkey like ‘we’ve been sleeping together for weeks and pretending we don’t want more’?”
You stared at her.
She stared back.
“That’s what I thought,” she said, grabbing her sunglasses. “You’re so obvious.”
“I am not.”
“You choked on your drink when he said he was tired. That’s daytime drama levels of obvious.”
You groaned. “Please don’t tell anyone.”
“Tell anyone what?” she smirked. “As far as I know, nothing’s going on.”
You exhaled, relieved.
Then she added: “But you know Payback’s not blind, right? And if Rooster finds out, Hangman’s gonna turn it into an Olympic sport.”
You groaned louder.
As you stepped out into the sun, your phone buzzed.
Mickey:
come over later?
I’ll bring food
and dessert if you’re good 😏
You stared at it for a beat too long.
Phoenix peeked over your shoulder. “Yeah. Super subtle.”
-
Mickey showed up at your place with takeout, a six-pack, and a grin that could’ve powered the entire city.
You tried not to smile when you opened the door.
You failed.
“You always this smug after pancakes?” you asked, stepping aside to let him in.
He leaned in to kiss your cheek—totally casual, totally not boyfriend behavior, except… it lingered. His lips grazed the corner of your mouth before he pulled away. “I’m this smug when I get to spend the night with you.”
You rolled your eyes. “Flattery gets you nowhere.”
“That’s a lie and you know it.”
He set the food down on your kitchen counter and tossed his keys in the dish like he lived here. Like this wasn’t a secret you both swore you could keep uncomplicated. Like he belonged in your space.
You told yourself not to read into it.
Then he pulled two beers from the fridge without asking.
Okay, your brain muttered. Maybe panic just a little.
After dinner (Chinese, Mickey’s favorite—he always let you steal the eggrolls), things shifted. Like they always did.
He kissed you on the couch, slow and warm, hands slipping under your shirt, thumbs brushing the edge of your ribs. You tugged his hoodie off. He lifted you onto his lap. It was easy, always easy, and when you ended up in your bedroom, his mouth dragging down your spine, it felt like muscle memory.
You weren’t supposed to fall asleep with him still in your bed.
But you did.
And when you blinked awake, it was to the soft sound of Mickey humming in the kitchen and the smell of coffee.
Your chest ached.
You padded out into the kitchen wearing nothing but one of his old Academy t-shirts. He was leaning against the counter, reading something on his phone, the sleeves of his hoodie pushed up to his forearms.
He looked up when you entered.
And he smiled.
Not flirty. Not cocky. Just… soft. Like he was happy to see you.
You froze.
“What?” he asked.
You crossed your arms over your chest. “Don’t look at me like that.”
He tilted his head. “Like what?”
“Like I’m your favorite secret.”
The words slipped out before you could stop them.
Mickey’s smile faded. His eyes searched your face.
You cursed yourself internally and turned to grab a mug. “Forget it.”
“No,” he said, voice low. “I don’t want to forget it.”
You swallowed. Hard.
He stepped closer. “You think that’s all you are to me?”
You shrugged, still facing the coffee pot. “We said no feelings.”
“Yeah,” he said. “And I lied.”
You looked at him.
“I’ve been lying for a while,” he admitted. “Because it’s easier than saying I think about you all the time. Or that I don’t like seeing you flirt with other guys at the Hard Deck. Or that every time I leave your bed, I wanna turn around and come back five minutes later.”
Your throat felt tight.
Mickey reached for your hand and laced your fingers together.
“I look at you like that because you’re my favorite,” he said. “Secret or not.”
You didn’t say anything for a long moment.
Then you whispered, “This is getting dangerous.”
He leaned in, brushing his nose against yours. “I know.”
And when he kissed you that time, it wasn’t about sex or secrets.
It was just you and him, and something that felt dangerously close to love.
-
It was supposed to be just a game night.
Rooster had cleared out his living room to make space, Payback brought three types of chips (and zero dips), and Hangman came armed with enough energy to fuel a kindergarten classroom.
Cards Against Humanity was spread out across the carpet. A crime scene of bad jokes, worse combinations, and the sound of Phoenix fake-gagging every five minutes.
“Who played ‘Grandma’s ashes’ with ‘My sex life’?” Payback asked, holding the two cards up like damning evidence.
“I stand by it,” you said proudly.
Phoenix pointed a chip at you. “You’re unwell.”
“Thank you.”
Across the room, Mickey was lounging on a pillow against the couch, legs stretched out, laughing harder than anyone else. You caught him glancing at you, one of those slow, lazy looks that made your cheeks feel like they were on fire.
You looked away quickly.
But not fast enough.
“You good?” Phoenix whispered next to you, leaning in with narrowed eyes.
You busied yourself with your next card. “I’m fine.”
“You’re sweating.”
“It’s eighty degrees in here.”
“It’s sixty-five.”
You refused to look up. “Shut up.”
Mickey snorted across the room.
He knew exactly what you were dealing with, and the bastard was enjoying it.
The next round started. You reached to play your card just as Mickey did, hands brushing.
Electric.
You pulled yours back like you’d been burned.
Hangman caught it immediately.
His eyes narrowed. “Huh.”
You ignored him.
“Just saying,” he continued, sipping his drink far too slowly, “I’ve been watching people all night. Body language tells you everything.”
“Oh my god,” Rooster groaned. “Not this again.”
“No, no, seriously,” Hangman said, pointing at you and Mickey. “They’re suspicious.”
“I’m literally just sitting here,” you deadpanned.
“Exactly,” he said. “Too chill. It’s unnatural.”
Mickey raised a brow. “You accusing us of a vibe?”
“I’m saying something’s going on,” Hangman said. “You two are either secretly dating or plotting a murder.”
Mickey smirked. “Can’t it be both?”
The room exploded in laughter, the attention shifting just enough for you to breathe again.
But the moment stuck with you.
Mickey caught your eye from across the room and winked. It was quick, nothing anyone else would catch, but your whole body flushed warm.
The kind of warmth that was getting harder to hide.
-
Later, when everyone was focused on arguing about whether or not Payback could stack a Draw Four in UNO (he couldn’t), you wandered into Rooster’s kitchen for more drinks.
Mickey followed a minute later.
He reached around you for the fridge, caging you in for just a second too long. His chest brushed your back, and you had to clench your jaw to keep from reacting.
He handed you a drink with a smirk. “We’re being obvious.”
You didn’t look at him. “Then stop looking at me like that.”
“Like what?”
“Like you already know what I taste like and you’re remembering it.”
He choked on his own sip.
You grinned. “Exactly.”
He leaned in. “Keep talking like that and I won’t wait until we’re alone next time.”
You blinked. “Mickey.”
“Hmm?”
“You’re terrible at keeping secrets.”
He smiled, soft and dangerous. “Maybe I don’t want to anymore.”
You stared at him, heart thudding.
You should’ve said something serious. Something about how this wasn’t the plan, how it wasn’t supposed to go this far.
Instead, you touched his hand. Brief. Quiet.
Then walked away before he could say anything else.
-
It started like usual.
You didn’t even text him this time—he just showed up. You left your door unlocked, and he let himself in, as if this had become your routine without either of you saying it out loud.
He kissed you like he missed you. Like it had been weeks, not days. Like he was worried you might stop letting him in.
It should’ve just been another night.
But somehow, the way his fingers brushed through your hair felt different. The way he laughed into your skin when you tickled his side. The way he whispered “you’re so pretty like this” as if he wasn’t trying to destroy you.
You didn’t ask him to stay.
He didn’t ask if he could.
He just didn’t leave.
And when you woke up sometime past midnight, sweaty and tangled in the sheets, you found his arm slung around your waist, breath warm on the back of your neck, one knee shoved between your thighs like he’d always belonged there.
You lay there for a while. Still. Wide awake. Feeling him breathe.
Then, because you hated yourself, you whispered, “This is a terrible idea.”
He didn’t answer.
But his fingers curled softly around your hip in his sleep.
-
The morning light bled in warm through your curtains. Your alarm hadn’t gone off yet. The bed was still warm beside you, but empty.
You found him in your kitchen.
Wearing your hoodie.
Making your coffee.
He didn’t even notice you at first—he was too focused on trying to find the sugar you kept behind the tea canister. You leaned against the doorway and watched him quietly, stomach twisting.
It wasn’t fair how easy this felt. How easy he felt here.
When he turned and caught you watching, he grinned. “I didn’t know how you take your coffee.”
“I didn’t know you were staying,” you said softly.
He held out a mug. “I hoped I could.”
You took it.
He leaned on the counter, cradling his own mug. “You don’t talk much after.”
“Neither do you.”
“Yeah, but I’m not the one looking like they’re about to run.”
You looked down into your drink.
“Hey,” he said gently. “I’m not trying to scare you. We can keep things exactly how they’ve been.”
“But you don’t want to.”
Mickey blinked. “Do you?”
You stayed quiet.
He scratched the back of his neck. “I’m not asking for anything you’re not ready for. I just—sometimes I think about how this started, and then I look at you now and it doesn’t feel casual anymore. Not really.”
Your heart pounded.
“I make you coffee,” he added, a little smile tugging at his lips. “I leave my shirt here on purpose. I kiss you and I don’t want to stop.”
You tried to look away.
He caught your chin gently. “Do you really not feel it too?”
Your voice barely worked. “I don’t know what this is.”
“I think it’s something,” he said. “And I think it’s ours, even if no one else knows.”
You looked at him—hair still messy from sleep, your oversized hoodie swallowing him up, eyes warm and soft and so full of hope.
And you caved.
“I want to stop pretending,” you whispered.
Mickey let out a breath of relief and tugged you forward, pressing his forehead to yours. “God, finally. I thought I was gonna lose my mind.”
You laughed, a little shaky. “You’ve been walking around like we weren’t just barely keeping it together.”
“I was trying to be cool.”
“You failed.”
“I’ll live.”
You kissed him, slow and easy. Like a promise.
-
The Hard Deck was packed, loud, and glowing with the kind of late-summer energy that made everything feel a little looser. A little warmer. The music was good. The drinks were cold. And the Dagger Squad was packed into their usual corner like they owned the place.
You sat on the bench near the jukebox, half-listening to Rooster and Payback argue about 80s power ballads, sipping your beer and pretending not to notice Mickey watching you.
He was at the bar with Coyote, laughing at something — but you felt it. That soft, magnetic pull of his eyes.
You didn’t even need to look to know.
You smiled anyway.
Then Hangman slid into the seat beside you with all the subtlety of a brick through a window.
“You know,” he said, tilting his beer bottle toward your chest, “you’re not very good at hiding things.”
You raised a brow. “Come again?”
“Don’t ‘come again’ me. You and Fanboy. You’ve got a whole thing going on and you think you’re slick.”
You choked on your drink. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“You’re in love with him,” he declared. “It’s honestly kinda cute. In a gross way.”
Across the table, Phoenix and Payback glanced over like they’d been eavesdropping the whole time — because of course they had.
Phoenix gave you a look. “He’s not wrong.”
You groaned, sinking back into your seat. “Is everyone secretly a detective now?”
“We don’t have to be,” Payback said, grinning. “You two are so bad at this.”
“We’ve been watching you do the whole ‘just friends’ thing with bedroom eyes for months,” Phoenix added. “It’s like watching a slow-burn romcom in real time.”
“I didn’t know you were rooting for us,” you said.
“Oh, we weren’t,” Hangman said. “We were just waiting for one of you to crack.”
You rolled your eyes. “Nothing’s happened.”
A beat.
Then Mickey appeared beside you, bottle in hand, standing close. Too close.
You looked up at him automatically. His hand brushed your back when he leaned in.
“You okay?” he asked quietly, voice low so only you could hear.
You nodded, smiling before you could stop yourself. “Yeah. You?”
He grinned. “Much better now.”
And that was the moment Hangman lost it.
“OKAY,” he practically shouted. “That’s it. Nope. I’m done. You guys are so together.”
Rooster whipped around. “Wait, what?!”
Phoenix just raised her drink. “Called it.”
Payback cackled. “I want ten bucks from everyone who said it wouldn’t happen before August.”
Mickey blinked, then looked at you.
You looked back.
And in the quiet that followed, he just… reached for your hand.
Laced your fingers together. Gave your palm a gentle squeeze.
Soft. Unapologetic.
The room didn’t explode. No one fainted. No drama, no fallout. Just laughter, teasing, and the warm buzz of something real.
“So,” Hangman said, squinting. “You were really just gonna never tell us?”
You shrugged. “Well, we weren’t sure what it was at first.”
“And now?”
Mickey looked at you like the secret didn’t matter anymore. Like he’d never needed to hide it in the first place.
“Now it’s ours,” he said.
You didn’t let go of his hand for the rest of the night.
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andy-15-07 · 6 days ago
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Hi love! Can do you one of danny where he watches his favorite team playing and they're losing and he's a little upset so after reader notices it she tries to distract him by giving him soft kisses all over his face and sitting on his lap ( it can be fluff or smut). Please and ty!!
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“Dude,” Danny groaned from the couch, arms folded tight over his chest. “What the fuck was that defense?”
You peeked your head out from the kitchen, holding a bowl of popcorn and a soda. “Still losing?”
He didn’t even look at you , just stared blankly at the TV, jaw tight. “We’re down two and it’s not even halftime.”
You set the bowl on the table and crossed to him, amused. “They can still come back.”
Danny didn’t blink. “Not with that midfield. Bro, they’re playing like they just met this morning.”
You climbed onto the couch, settling beside him. His brows were drawn, lips pursed, his whole body tense like he was on the damn roster himself.
“Baby…” you cooed, sliding a hand onto his thigh.
He flinched slightly, then exhaled and leaned back.
You smiled. “You're adorable when you're sports-angry.”
“I’m not adorable,” he muttered, though the corner of his mouth twitched.
“You’re kinda sulky,” you teased. “But like, hot-sulky.”
He side-eyed you. “That’s not a thing.”
“It is now,” you declared, crawling over his lap. “Let me see the face again. Go on. Full pout.”
Danny narrowed his eyes. “You’re trying to distract me.”
You straddled his thighs, looping your arms loosely around his neck. “I’m trying to save you from a rage stroke over eleven sweaty men not kicking a ball the way you want.”
“They’re doing more than kicking," he began, then cut off with a sigh when you pressed your lips to the space between his brows.
“What are you doing?” he asked, voice low.
“Kissing the stress away,” you murmured.
Another kiss. This time on his cheekbone.
Then his jaw.
Then the corner of his mouth.
Danny didn’t move. Barely breathed.
“You’re seriously trying to make me forget Inter Miami is getting clowned on national TV?” he said softly.
“Yup,” you said, kissing down his throat. “It’s working, isn’t it?”
He huffed a breath. “A little.”
You pulled back just enough to cup his cheeks. “What if I stay right here for the rest of the match and just… love on you?”
His hands found your hips. “That’s not a fair trade.”
You pouted. “No?”
He grinned lazily, eyes dropping to your lips. “No. It’s better.”
You kissed him then , fully , lips slow and soft against his. Danny leaned into it, finally relaxing beneath your weight. The game kept playing behind you, voices shouting, the crowd roaring, but his hands stayed locked on your waist like you were the only thing worth watching.
When you pulled back, his eyes were lidded. “You’re evil.”
“I’m sweet.”
“Same thing,” he mumbled, tugging you closer. “You got magic lips or something?”
You kissed his nose. “Maybe.”
Another kiss. And another.
He groaned when you kissed beneath his ear. “That one doesn’t count. That’s cheating.”
“I’m distracting you,” you whispered. “It’s supposed to be unfair.”
His hands tightened on your thighs. “You win.”
You blinked, faux innocent. “Already?”
He laughed, dropping his head back. “I give up. You’re too good at this.”
The next time you kissed him , slower, deeper , he kissed back harder. His tongue swept against yours, his hands sliding beneath the hem of your shirt. You sighed into his mouth, your fingers threading through his curls.
He broke the kiss to catch his breath. “You know I’m not mad anymore, right?”
You smirked. “Yeah. I noticed.”
His hips shifted slightly beneath you. “You’re a menace.”
You rocked into him gently. “And you love it.”
He stared at you for a long moment, all teasing gone.
“I really do,” he said quietly.
You blinked. Your chest fluttered.
“You do?” you asked, voice small.
He nodded, brushing his nose against yours. “Was kinda hoping you’d say it first. But yeah. I do.”
You kissed him again, slower this time. Not to distract. Just to say me too.
The TV kept playing in the background, long forgotten.
You slid your fingers through his hair as he rested his forehead against yours, both of you quiet now, breathing the same air.
“I love you,” you whispered.
Danny blinked, then smiled softly. “Say it again.”
“I love you,” you repeated, kissing the corner of his mouth.
He chuckled , this low, quiet sound that vibrated through his chest. “Say it one more time and I might never be sad about soccer again.”
You kissed his cheek, his eyelid, his jaw, saying it each time. “I love you. I love you. I love you.”
He melted underneath you, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you down so your chest was flush to his. His head dipped into your shoulder like it was home.
“God,” he mumbled, voice muffled. “You're dangerous when you're sweet.”
“I thought I was dangerous when I was a menace,” you teased, brushing your fingers down his spine.
He shivered, smiling against your collarbone. “You’re both. A sweet menace.”
You snorted. “That sounds like a Disney villain who gives out hugs.”
He looked up at you. “If the hugs are like yours? I’d let the villain win.”
You kissed his temple. “You’re such a sap.”
“You made me one,” he muttered.
You laughed and shifted, rolling onto your side and pulling him with you. He let out a long sigh, settling in with his head tucked beneath your chin, one hand over your stomach and the other curled around your wrist.
“This is good,” he murmured. “Better than winning.”
You hummed. “You know they still have a second half, right?”
“Don’t care.”
“You’re not gonna check the score?”
“Not when I’m cuddling my girl,” he said, eyes already drifting closed.
Your heart fluttered.
My girl.
You swallowed around the grin on your face and held him tighter. “That’s the first time you said that.”
He tilted his head up, smirking. “It’s true, isn’t it?”
You nodded, cheeks warm. “Yeah.”
He kissed your chin, then rested his head right over your heart. “Cool. Just makin’ sure.”
Minutes passed like that , in silence, just the hum of the TV in the background and the slow rise and fall of his chest against yours.
You ran your fingers through his hair lazily, pressing soft kisses to the crown of his head.
“You’re really out,” you whispered.
“Mhm,” he answered, barely conscious.
“I’m gonna keep kissing you.”
“Good,” he muttered.
“On your forehead.”
“Love that.”
“On your ear.”
“Please.”
“On your,”
He peeked one eye open. “If you say my elbow, I’m throwing you off this couch.”
You giggled. “Spoilsport.”
“I’m comfy,” he said, voice all gravel and warmth. “You’ve got me wrapped up in your magic or whatever. I’m not moving for anything.”
“Not even if Inter Miami scores?”
“Let ‘em lose. I’ve already won.”
You buried your face in his curls, grinning so hard it hurt.
The game ended. You didn’t notice. Neither did he.
You were both asleep on the couch, wrapped in each other, hearts steady, arms tangled , warm and safe and home.
And even if Inter Miami lost that night, Danny Ramirez swore it was still the best night of his life.
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❝ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐣𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐨𝐜𝐨𝐥. ❞
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┊ 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: by anonymous — amidst the avengers feud, you and joaquin are going steady in your relationship. you decide to sneak him into the watchtower while the team is away on a mission.
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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: joaquin torres x fem!thunderbolts!reader.
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 9.4K (long one!)
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: smut (mdni), smut/fluff, established relationship, sam wilson cameo, inexperienced reader, making out, body worship, mild dry humping, oral sex (fem!rec), lots of praise, unprotected p in v sex, missionary position. aftercare + cute ending.
𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: my brain is filled with joaquin torres, I’m in love with him sm !! this was so, so much fun to write, I hope you all enjoy! 🫶
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“You’re thinking about something.”
Sam’s inquiring statement sliced through Joaquín’s thoughts like a hot knife, tinged with an underlying jolt of humor.
Sitting sideways on the couch, the both of them were in his apartment — bunker, more like. He affectionately took to calling it the ‘Cap Cave’, which Sam always groaned at.
Swiveling around in his chair, Joaquín blinked owlishly, brows lifting in surprise. “I’m always thinking about something,” He counters, seemingly perplexed. “Are you saying I don’t think?”
On the coffee table, Sam’s got a stack of files, names of enhanced and non-enhanced individuals to recruit for the Avengers.
He’d gotten Jennifer and Shaun onboard with restarting the Avengers Initiative — he didn’t care about Fontaine’s new group running around. Sam pretended not to be bitter, but it still hurt anyway.
It stung knowing that people out there still didn’t think him worthy of the mantle, and worse, knowing that Bucky was there, too.
“Nah, I’m not saying that,” Sam mused, perusing through files. He was still waiting on a response from Shuri, who’d assumed the mantle of the Black Panther. “You look like a guy who’s thinking about a girl.”
Joaquín gawked, idly rolling the chair from side-to-side, palms getting sweaty. He was definitely thinking about a girl. “What if I am? You can’t police that, Sam.” He muses.
There’s a lapse of silence as Sam contemplates, brows pinching together. He knows it’s about you, and Joaquín’s face gives everything away.
He found out about the relationship unwittingly one morning, when Joaquín had come home at four o’clock, all cheery and stealthy like a teenage boy.
It wasn’t an intelligent move on his part — it was dangerously reckless, Joaquín knew this, but he couldn’t help himself.
“Joaquín, you gotta be smart about this,” He starts in with a fatherly tone and a certain sternness that makes Joaquín wither. “She’s in Fontaine’s pocket, and I know you’ve been sneaking over there to see her.”
“I’m being careful,” He vows, staring down at his lap to avoid the scrutiny of Sam’s stare. “I don’t think she’s in with Fontaine like that, man. She doesn’t seem that way.”
With a begrudging sigh, Sam doesn’t attempt to refute his claim or dissuade him. He can’t stop him from seeing you, even if he thinks it’s a bad idea.
Unconvinced, silence fills the momentary gap between the both of them, and Joaquín is swift to defend your honor; and you aren’t even here.
“She’s different, Sam. I want you to meet her sometime — she’s unlike anybody I’ve ever met.” He sighs, and Sam can practically hear the swooning in his tone.
“Whatever you do, don’t get involved in Fontaine’s business,” It was more of a precautionary measure than a threat. He didn’t want Joaquín to be taken hostage or something worse. “Got it?”
“I got it, Sam. I promise.” Swearing up and down, his phone vibrates in his pocket, catching both of their attention. His smile is light as he spins back around in the chair.
“If you’re gonna talk to her, take it to your room, Romeo.” Sam chuckles, and despite the circumstances, he’s being cordial about everything.
He didn’t want to heighten the tension if Joaquín couldn’t see you. Sam didn’t know you, but he knew how his partner talked about you — like you were the sun, the center of everything.
If you made him happy, he wasn’t going to interfere.
Flashing a smile, Joaquín clamors from the chair when he sees your name flash on his phone, and he waves in-passing. Sam scoffs and grins, but he doesn’t make any lasting remarks on the matter.
Admittedly, Joaquín hadn’t intended for all of this to happen in the way that it had; it just did.
He’d gone to the Watchtower about five months ago with the mission of trying to talk to Bucky, wanting to do right by Sam. He managed to get past the extensive security measures before it all came crashing down.
He met you.
Joaquín still remembered how you looked that day, wide-eyed and curious, wearing a shirt two sizes too big and floral-patterned shorts. You were eating from a bag of grapes, and you called him Falcon.
From then-on, you’d formed an unexpected friendship, and two months ago, he got the stones to ask you out.
Despite the newness of the relationship, he was loving every second of it, even if you couldn’t see one another as often as you wanted. It was all meetings in neutral places, at first — the park, going out to dinner, a museum.
Then, he started using his new suit to fly over to the roof of the Watchtower after you dismantled the surveillance system. He taught you how to do that, too.
The both of you started to get bold with how far you could test the limits of him “coming over”. The rooftop escapades merely scratched the surface.
It turned to midnight dates on the helipad, shooing him away when the others got back from a mission. It turned to him getting as far as the common room, giggling on the couch together at two in the morning.
Tonight, it was turning into your room.
Typically, Joaquín was the one pitching all of these ideas, and the both of you were all giddy, sneaking around like two teenagers. Now, it was really getting serious when you posed the idea of smuggling him into your bedroom.
The plan was all set, laid out to perfection, and the timing couldn’t have been more perfect.
Team’s gone on a mission, Bob included — no one else in the Watchtower except you and him. That got him excited; maybe a little too thrilled about the whole thing.
You planned on dismantling the surveillance systems beforehand, knowing that if Bucky went back and checked, he’d probably find evidence of your house-guest.
He scuttled into his room, kicking the door closed when your text popped up.
YOU (my girlfriend <3): hey joaq :) are you still wanting to come over tonight?
JOAQUIN: you’re really asking? I’m still coming over! coast still clear?
YOU (my girlfriend <3): yes, still clear! talked to lena today, said they won’t be back for two days! means we have tower to ourselves 😚
Joaquín huffed a laugh at the emoji you used, nose wrinkling with amusement. He had no idea what he did to get so lucky, other than break a few dozen rules and hijack the New Avengers headquarters.
In his eyes, no one could hold a candle to you; you were so beautiful, so kind, full of a liveliness that brightened everything around you.
The both of you were mutually understanding of the whole feud between two Avengers teams, and as long as that remained intact, everything would be perfectly fine.
JOAQUIN: do you think I could get away with spending the night?
Maybe a little brazen of him to say, or even assume, but if your teammates wouldn’t be back for a few days, he decided to take his chances. Sam wouldn’t be happy about it, but he’d apologize later.
YOU (my girlfriend <3): like a sleepover? lol! I think you can :) don’t want sam to be mad at you, tho!
JOAQUIN: if I text him and tell him what’s going on, he won’t be as mad 😇
On the other end of the phone, you were giggling at your screen, perched along the edge of your mattress. Your relationship with Joaquín was going splendidly, especially with it being a secret — from your teammates, anyway.
He’d blown his cover with Sam awhile back, and you were grateful that he was relatively amiable about the whole thing.
A hush had fallen through the Watchtower with the absence of the team, save for some folk ballad you had playing from the speakers in your room. It was late afternoon, closer to evening.
YOU: don’t think you can bat your eyelashes out of this one, joaq 😭 also gonna order carryout tonight! what do you want?
JOAQUIN: it only works on you ig 😏 the beef and broccoli with noodles :)) thanks babe!
YOU: very funny! come over around five? will disable cams on helipad for a sec
JOAQUIN: sounds good miel :) can’t wait to see you tonight, missed you a ton 🥺
A soft snort escaped you when you caught the emoji he’d tacked onto the end of his text, heat curling around your spine. He made you feel so special, beautiful — you weren’t used to having that constant in your life.
When you closed your eyes, you pictured him on the other end, grinning at his phone, black curls framing his temples, a hand pressed against his jaw. It filled your stomach with butterflies.
Hopping off of your bed, you made sure to send another quick text, springing towards the shower. It was a little reckless, having him over like this, but love had made you a little stupid, too.
YOU: missed you more! ❤️ text me when you’re near the helipad, falcon :)
Joaquín grins at his phone, shoving it into his pocket before rifling through his wardrobe. He wants to find something nice to wear, something to fit under his Falcon suit.
The cologne he haphazardly throws into his overnight bag is a scent you’ve complimented him on before. Anticipation twists into knots in his stomach, excited to see you.
He does get some thrill out of all of this — of sneaking off to see you, getting smuggled into the Watchtower. He figures that all of this good luck is bound to cause whiplash, eventually.
His phone buzzes in his pocket as he gets his stuff together, attempting to be quiet about packing.
CAPTAIN AMERICA: Do not wear the Falcon suit over there or I’ll lock it up for good.
Deadpanning at the screen, he lets out a sigh, figuring you’ll have to disable lobby cameras, instead. Joaquín groans theatrically into a bunched-up shirt, brows furrowing together.
JOAQUIN: You got it, boss.
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It’s four-thirty when you get a text from Joaquín.
JOAQUIN: so no helipad, had to ditch the wings :( lobby safe to come through if cams are off?
YOU: let me disable on main system and come get you! give me ten ❤️
The clothes you wear are modestly comfortable, a pair of leggings with a baggy shirt thrown over, showered and smelling like a flower shop.
After you slide on your slippers, you make your way to the Tower’s mainframe system, disabling cameras in the main lobby and in the elevator, too. It’s simple to turn them off temporarily with the access code — you’d stolen it from Bucky.
Giddy, your ride down the elevator shaft is riddled with excitement and a constant bouncing of your leg. Outside, the New York cityscape begins to ignite with an eclectic nightlife, between the glow of skyscrapers and the hum of cars.
Downstairs, the lobby is polished, corporate — there’s banners of the New Avengers strewn over the walls, massive and theatrical.
Pale tile clashes with the dark furniture that had been set up to resemble something modern, business-like and suave. Valentina had a knack for making everything look very sterilized.
Joaquín is lingering just outside, waving at you with a pearly smile and a bouquet of flowers. Bursting at the seams, you jog over to let him inside, putting in your clearance code before the door slides open.
“Joaquín!” Overjoyed, you’re nearly leaping into his arms as soon as he crosses the threshold, feeling him wrap you up in a tight hug.
A laugh bubbles from his chest, warm and inviting, curling over your bones as he cradles you against his chest. He presses a kiss to your crown, catching a whiff of your perfume; you smell incredible.
“Hey, pretty girl,” He hums, peppering your face with a myriad of kisses, pulling a soft laugh from your mouth. “I missed you.” Joaquín’s got a lovestruck look in his eyes, akin to a puppy.
“I missed you too,” Draping your arms around him, the closeness is something you’ve craved, absorbing his warmth as if he’s his own sun. “No wings? Did Sam clip them or something?” You tease, nose wrinkled.
Embarrassed, he lets out a begrudging groan, features tinged with a scarlet hue as he shrugs. “He didn’t want me using them to come over, figured I’d respect his wishes.”
“He’s nice enough to let you come over here, given the circumstances,” You point out, gaze drifting toward the bouquet of brightly-colored flowers he’s carrying. “You brought flowers?”
“I know. I want you to meet him sometime, I think he’d like you.” Joaquín stands a little taller, resolute as he presents you with your gift. “It’s an apology for not seeing you in a while.”
“You’re sweet,” Flustered, you accept the bouquet with a beam on your face, feeling his lips press against your cheek. “Mm, move your mouth an inch or two to your right.”
“Yes ma’am.” A smirk spreads across his mouth before he kisses your lips instead. He’s enthusiastic yet disarmingly tender, kiss infused with an underlying passion.
Joaquín leans down, closer to you as he slings an arm around your hips, heartbeat stuttering beneath his sternum.
You make him nervous sometimes, in a good way — you make him want to be the best man he can be.
As the kiss slows to a crawl, he draws away with a contented hum, lips still quirked into a grin. “I want more of those, please.” He muses, hand lingering over the small of your back.
“There’ll be plenty more, I promise.” You laugh, tugging on his hand as you make for the elevator. The door bears the Avengers emblem — slightly modified, but the spirit is still there.
Once the both of you are inside, Joaquín peers around in awe, never having seen the whole interior of the Watchtower before. He’s been as far as the common room.
“You got your own superhero banner?” He remarks, brows lifting with amusement. He wished he got his own Falcon banner — maybe Sam could get the new team one, once he finished recruiting.
“Yeah. Valentina wanted it to be marketable and palatable for people who were reluctant about the whole thing,” You shrug. “I still use my old suit. The one she had made for me is uncomfortable.”
With a click of his tongue, he stifles a mischievous grin. “You look really good in it though, miel,” Joaquín lets out a low, playful whistle before you smack his bicep. “Seriously!”
Shooting him a sideways glance, he’s all smiling and chipper, attitude never dimming. It was something you really loved about him — he was good at his core, selfless and wickedly intelligent.
“Thanks,” Another laugh tumbles through your diaphragm. “Maybe I can get you one to hang up in your room back at the Cap Cave.”
He swallows the slight lump in his throat, biting back the urge to make a raunchy remark. Filtering himself, he plants a kiss against your cheek. “Yeah? Shit, I’d love that.” He murmurs, sly as ever.
“You’re bad,” You counter, and he holds one hand up in surrender. As you reach the main level, the elevator chimes open, and you’re greeted by the sprawling floor of the common area. “Here we are.”
The evening glow spreads through the windows, sunlight whispering over dark tile, bathing your features in downcast embers.
Joaquín refuses to look away, gaze reverently tracing across visage as you coax him into the Watchtower’s main room. He swallows, and the sudden coil of nerves settles in.
“I thought we could eat dinner here, or in my room,” You propose, but he’s thoroughly distracted, breath hitching when he absorbs your beauty. Time slows to a crawl the longer he lingers, lips parted. “Or we can eat on the helipad.”
Uncharacteristically hushed, he doesn’t answer you right away, dark lashes kissing the skin beneath his eyes as he blinks. It’s slow, and he’s too busy ogling you, mesmerized; he can’t believe that this is real.
When you catch him gawking, he awkwardly clears his throat and straightens up, mumbling a low apology. “Sorry. You’re so gorgeous, and I can’t stop looking at you.” He states, straightforward.
Surprised, you become smitten almost instantaneously, fingers toying with some of the plastic wrap curled around your bouquet. “You’re so sweet,” You mumble. “Thank you, Quín.”
With a suave smile, he nods, a hum snaring within his throat when you rock up on your toes to kiss him. He doesn’t recoil, reciprocating your kiss with one of his own, passion overwhelmingly obvious.
The smile that spreads over your mouth is palpable when you kiss, and he drops his duffel bag, wrapping his arms around you fully.
Lips meld together seamlessly, fitting a perfect mold, bleeding with passion. He’s rather charming about it, endlessly confident; he knows he’s suave, and it has you hooked.
He kisses you again after you reciprocate, peppering his lips all over your face. The sound of your laughter makes it all worthwhile, a grin tugging at the corners of his mouth.
“Are you hungry?” Giggling against him, he plants another kiss to your brow, smoothing his hands across your hips.
“Yeah,” Joaquín bats his eyelashes, dialing up the swagger as he draws you close, chest-to-chest. “Not for beef and broccoli, though.” He remarks, kissing your jaw with a smirk.
“Joaquín,” A sharp gasp punctures your lungs, and you’re burning with embarrassment. Gentle lips continue to string along your jaw, over your chin, around your neck. “Easy there, Falcon.”
He laughs, and it sounds like sunshine; like everything warm and comforting about the world. “Okay, okay,” There’s still a shimmer in his eyes, one of ardor. “I am legitimately hungry.” He concedes.
“It’s in the fridge,” You muse, lips gracing his jaw before you untangle yourself from him. He’s all grinning and happy, chest puffed out, retrieving his duffel bag from the floor. “I’ll reheat it and then we can go to my room.”
“Deal,” Joaquín follows you to the open kitchen, letting out a low whistle. He’s in awe of everything — the Cap Cave is cool, but the Watchtower is incredibly advanced. “This is impressive.”
He follows you closely, hovering beside the island, bag still slung over his shoulder. “She wanted it to be ‘top of the line’ for investors.” You shrug, removing white containers of Chinese takeout from the fridge.
Admittedly, you still felt like you didn’t really belong on the team, unworthy of the mantle — you were inducted at the wrong place, wrong time.
Like Bob, you had superpowers; not as powerful, but enough for people to take an interest, look at you like a curious object.
Joaquín never looked at you like that, but he looked at you with something else; in awe, as if you’d moved mountains and hung stars.
He tapped a hand against polished granite, a smile toying at the corner of his mouth. “Thanks for smuggling me in, by the way,” He murmured, tone warm. “I know this isn’t ideal.”
Scooping the contents of each container into large bowls, you reheated a bag of egg rolls too, lobbing a pair of colorful forks onto the island.
“It’s okay,” Smiling, you met his gaze, affectionate as you placed everything into the microwave. “You’re worth it, Joaquín — you’re worth everything.” Your cadence softens.
Typically, he’s the smooth one; flirtatious, coy, and always coming in with the suave remarks. It was his turn to blush, and he can tell that you’re genuine, sincerity bleeding from every syllable.
“Baby,” He mumbles, a touch flustered before he rubs at the back of his neck. “You’re perfect, you know that?”
Smitten, you quietly remove a steaming bowl of beef and broccoli, wincing when the ceramic burns your palm. “I don’t know,” Cheekily, your brows lift in amusement. “Remind me again.”
Joaquín laughs, the noise bright enough to light up a room, and you’re falling hard. When the bowl begins to cool, he picks it up, following right behind you with your food, too.
“So your room is on this level?” He asks through a mouthful of seasoned beef, making noise when he realizes it’s still too hot for him to eat.
“Mm-hm. I share a floor with Bob and Ava, the rest are on two. The training room is up there, too.” As the both of you make your way toward the sleek labyrinth of corridors, Joaquín clears his throat.
“You guys got a training room?” He wants to see it, but he also isn’t expecting a fully-fledged tour as part of your date night. “What else did Fontaine put in this thing?”
“I think Alexei is trying to vouch for a pool,” A huff of laughter escapes you. “But there’s a debriefing room, a lounge and a bar, extra rooms, a medical ward, and a laboratory.” You name it all off like an extensive list.
“I should ask Sam about getting a bar.” Joaquín grins, nipping at your heels as you turn a corner into a long, hushed stretch of hallway. Outside, it’s nearly twilight, concealed by tinted window-panes.
Stopping in front of your door, you enter in your code before it hisses open, revealing a rather expansive, lived-in bedroom.
It smells like you; floral scents intermingled with everything saccharine, strung with hanging lights, comforter wrinkled over a queen-size mattress, bathroom door ajar.
Everything is warm, blanketed in a low, orange glow that swallows the room whole, a fluffy chair draped over with a woven canopy. It was relatively tidy and organized, but comfortable — it all felt organic.
“Sorry if it’s messy, I tidied up before you got here.” As you settle down on the edge of your mattress, Joaquín nudges his duffel bag onto the fluffy rug below, bowl in-hand.
“Messy? Babe, this room is pretty spotless,” He snickers, watching you bat your eyelashes before eating a forkful of noodles. “Food’s delicious, by the way. Where’d you order from?”
“Takeout place down the street,” Your mouth is full when you answer, prompting you to clear your throat. “Eggroll?” Wax paper crinkles within your grasp as you offer it to him, still-warm egg rolls inside.
“Thanks,” Joaquín immediately placed it into his mouth, halfway wedged as the other half fell unceremoniously into his bowl. “Hm, s’good.” He mumbles, watching as you stifle laughter.
Silence trickles in between the both of you, eating within a comfortable silence, occasionally stealing glances at one another.
He smiles, countenance one of tenderness as he clears his throat, lodging another hefty bite of beef and broccoli into his mouth.
“Want to watch a movie afterwards?” You hum, legs tucked beneath you, squinting through the waning sunset that trickles in through the windows.
It isn’t anything exciting, but basking in his presence matters most to you. There’s something gentle and clean about your relationship — you know he’d do anything for you, be anything for you.
You don’t want him to change — he’s perfect the way he is, and that’s more than enough.
“Yeah,” Through a light cough, Joaquín swallows, fork scraping over empty ceramic. “What are we thinking? You know what I’m gonna say.” He muses, nose wrinkling.
“Fast and Furious?” Sharp, your mouth quirks into a grin before he lets out a theatrical groan.
“Second choice,” His smile never wavers; he’s so handsome, something warm and ebullient, incandescently bright. “Interstellar.”
“That’s a long movie,” Another laugh leaves you when he shakes his head, scraping the remnants of his food into his mouth. “We can watch it. I know you think it’s amazing.”
“One of the best movies of all time, right next to The Princess Bride,” Joaquín chuckles, his laugh light and effortless, teeth glinting through glimmering sunshine. “You’ll love it.”
“I’m trusting you.” Teasingly, you finish up with your food before motioning to take his bowl. You stack them right outside of your bedroom door, assuming you’ll circle back in the morning.
“You mind if I change?” He asks, grabbing his duffel bag from the ground. “I brought you some stuff, too.” Dragging the zipper down, he tugs out a few old t-shirts to give to you.
“You brought me your clothes?” Delighted, you’re visibly ecstatic when he hands you three shirts, two of them old Air Force tops, the other an oversized Nike hoodie.
“I know you like wearing them to bed,” Joaquín plants a kiss to your brow, fingertips tracing over the small of your back. “You’re so beautiful, you know.” He hums, tone lowering.
“You are too,” You mumble, and you catch him blushing, lips parting. He huffs a laugh, mouth carefully tracing across your face, buried against your soft skin. “Very cute.”
“Gonna change, babe.” Joaquín hums, planting another kiss against your cheek before grabbing a bundle of clothes, including something you can’t make out.
After he disappears into your bathroom, door clicking with a soft thud, you scramble into something else. Tugging off your leggings and shirt, you slide into his hoodie; it smells like his cologne, like sandalwood and whiskey.
You’re applying a spritz or two of perfume as if you hadn’t layered enough on already, switching on your flatscreen before fumbling with the remote.
On the other side of your bathroom door, Joaquín is furiously brushing his teeth; he’d already brushed them before he left, but it’s a precaution. A hand is roaming through his dark curls, trying to push them into place.
It’s boyish; it’s something extra, valiant attempts to impress you and not ward you away.
Scrolling through streaming services, you locate Interstellar, settling down into bed as you wait for Joaquín to come back out. You can hear water running, shuffling fabric; it piques your curiosity.
When he comes out, cool and collected, he’s wearing loungewear, glint of a silvery chain dangling around his neck. A rosy flush settles into his face, and he’s still smiling.
It wavers when he sees you — no more pants, just his sweatshirt, sitting cross-legged in your bed. His heart stutters, mouth dry as he attempts to form words, ogling you.
“Everything okay?”
The sound of your question nearly makes him jump, lashes fluttering as he hastily clears his throat. He looks a little dazed, jaw unhinged before he waves your concern aside.
“Yeah, yeah.” He coughs, too busy wrapped up in the sight of you, especially as you sprawl out. The hem of his sweatshirt kisses your thighs, and he’s hyper-focused, tongue darting over his teeth.
Joaquín joins you, mattress dipping slightly as he crawls over, feeling you curl up against him. He’s more than happy to hold you, propped up on a mound of pillows, arm draping over your side.
His biceps flex beneath the material of his spandex shirt, sun-kissed like warm caramel, and your mind derails entirely.
“I’m really glad that we could do this,” You hum, tracing your fingers over his chest. “I know I’m breaking a thousand rules, but I missed you a lot, Joaquín.” Those words alone break open a barrier inside of him.
Admittedly, he’s been clinging to restraint as soon as you were kissing in the kitchen; he wants you so terribly that it hurts, and your perfume doesn’t make anything easier.
“You’re my light,” He’s quick with a reply, voice honey-thick and a touch husked, fading into you. “You mean a lot to me, miel — you’re perfect, inside and out.” As he lays on the compliments, you find yourself enamored.
Interstellar suddenly seems so inconsequential when his mouth is ghosting over yours, hand drawing circles into your ribs.
“Can I kiss you?” He whispers, hot breath fanning over your lips, unwilling to budge until you’ve given him consent. When you do, nodding fervently and unable to catch your breath, he doesn’t hesitate.
It’s sparks, tension brewing beneath the surface when you kiss him, palm splayed over his chest. The other rests comfortably near his neck, fingers toying with the necklace he wears.
For weeks, he’d been all wound-up over the thought of you — not being able to see you all the time had made him unbearably needy.
You can feel it rippling beneath his skin when he kisses you, coiled-up want knotted into something he wants to untether. You want it too, but part of you fears your own inexperience.
Joaquín kisses you as if you’re the only one he’s ever wanted, drawing a tremulous exhale from your lungs, making you shiver. His hand finally settles over your thigh, idly massaging your skin, fingers teasing the hem of your sweatshirt.
“Still want to watch the movie?”
It’s you who asks him, attempting to gauge his reaction, like a deer in the headlights. His kisses slow to a crawl, and he pulls away enough to catch your smile, obviously smitten.
“Would you be upset if I said no?” He murmurs, mouth quirking into a slight grin. His tells are so easy, but he owns up to it — he’s not ashamed to admit he wants you.
“Mm-mm,” Shaking your head, you curl closer, hand wandering until it steadies atop his bicep. He flexes for you, chuckling when you get all flustered; you’re easy to rile up. “You’re unbelievable.”
Joaquín smiles, planting a kiss against your jaw. “I know,” He murmurs, inhaling a gust of your scent, perfume sizzling through his senses, through his resolve. “But I’m yours.”
His hand continues to knead along your thigh, savoring the feeling; you’re too beautiful for him, and he knows it. You angle yourself enough to turn inward, face-to-face, lashes fluttering in rapid succession.
Mouths entangle with one another, each kiss deepening, blurring the line of desire. The more it progresses, the more you don’t want to stop — and he doesn’t want to, either.
Digits trail through his dark curls, stroking along the nape of his neck as you adjust yourself again, nearly slotted in his lap. An excitable noise bubbles from his throat, hands finding your hips.
A hush blankets your bedroom, save for the sounds of labored breathing and the subtle groan of the mattress beneath you.
Your palms climb higher, both hands gathering to perch atop his shoulders, feeling sinewy muscle tense beneath your fingers. Lips continue, unhindered, charged with a wave of passion.
“Hey,” Joaquín mumbles, his smile one of amazement as his kisses slow to a crawl, nose brushing against yours. “I don’t have any expectations for tonight.”
Stilling, you sit back for a moment, allowing yourself some composure. “Me neither,” You assure, gooseflesh crawling over your spine. “I want you, Joaquín — I do, I just … I’m not exactly experienced.”
With a tumultuous past and enhancements, your life was anything but normal. You didn’t get to live like everyone else until recently.
Intimacy was something you’d experienced in slices — never the whole thing, and never with someone who saw you in the way that Joaquín did.
When you tell him that you want him, he blushes; maybe he wasn’t expecting it, or it took him by surprise, but his need only continues to burn. It’s burning so hot that it’s scorching him, searing his bones.
“We’ll never do anything that you aren’t comfortable with, miel,” He assures, kissing at the inside of your wrist, lips akin to a warm brand. “I don’t want you to feel any pressure. We’re going at your speed.”
That makes you want him even more.
“I want to,” The cadence of your voice softens, pitched with something breathy, exhilarating. “There’s no one else that I’d ever want this with.” You murmur, and his heart stammers.
Joaquín nods, dazed and yearning, dark lashes kissing the skin beneath his eyes. “Me too,” He confesses, hands rubbing circles over your hips. “You’re it for me.”
A smile spreads over your face, dazzling as you ease yourself into his lap, slotted over one of his thighs. The closeness smolders, and his pupils dilate enough to warrant your attention.
Slowly, he cups your jaw, rough digits stroking over silky skin, bringing you in for another kiss. It’s agonizingly sluggish, intended to savor as your chest brushes against his.
Peach-ripe sunset pools into your bedroom, giving way to the first inklings of twilight. It strikes you at the perfect angle, leaving Joaquín stunned, absorbing your features, committing you to memory.
Each kiss is deep, passionate; you move in an idle dance, and you shiver when his hand slips beneath the hem of your sweatshirt. He finds your back, caressing along your spine.
You aren’t wearing a bra underneath, he realizes, and that makes him flustered. He doesn’t know why, but it does — he’s itching to see you.
The pressure of his muscled thigh wedged between your legs fills your body with a muted buzz, and when you shift, it makes it worse. Pinpricks of bliss shoot through your belly, however slight.
Lips tangle together, again and again, and he feels your body roll into him, flush against one another. He steadies you, hand skirting from your spine to your chest, lightly kneading at your breast.
It’s gentle, a feather-light touch that starts as experimental, testing the waters. You shiver from the contact, skin to skin, kissing him one more time until he untangles your lips.
Instead, his mouth finds your jaw, kissing a trail from the delicate bone to your throat, the pad of his thumb brushing over your nipple.
“Joaquín,” A soft, throaty moan slips past your mouth, hips rolling forward, gathering friction against his thigh. He handles you so tenderly, as if you’re some precious gemstone or artifact.
“You’re so pretty, cariño,” He mumbles into your throat, lavishing kiss after kiss there, occasionally suckling at patches of skin. “Can’t believe you’re mine.” It’s partially disbelief; like he’s still realizing how lucky he is.
It’s more than just sex; it’s intimacy, the closeness, the delight of euphoria you find in one another, hearts twining together.
He wants you in ways that transcend physicality — he wants your future, wants to be the person you wake up to in the morning. Joaquín doesn’t know how badly he wants it all until he’s looking at you.
When his sweatshirt rides up to pool around your hips, his gaze catches on your thighs, over the soft plane of your body. His hand still kneads into your breast, drawing out another moan from your lips.
Sheets ruffle beneath your bodies, and he’s shifting enough to peel his shirt off, leaving you visibly flustered.
He’s beautiful; a chiseled adonis whose muscle is raw and well-earned, something he’s worked tirelessly for. His skin turns warm, like melted caramel dusted with freckles, silver chain glinting around his neck.
He’s got a tangle of scars on the right side of his throat, a few peppered across his abdomen. You want to kiss every single one, tell him how perfect he is.
“You’re gorgeous,” You murmur, listening to the subtle hitch in his throat. Delicate digits trace the lines of his musculature, drinking him in, lashes fluttering in rapid succession. “Just perfect.”
Preening beneath your compliments, Joaquín doesn’t shy away from the scarlet flush that slithers around his face. Instead, he kisses your neck fervently in response.
His other hand drops to skirt beneath your sweatshirt, holding onto your hip, palm still kneading at your breast. “You look so good in my clothes,” He murmurs. “Mind if I take this off?”
“Mm-hm.” With a soft hum, you adjust your arms, letting him peel off your sweatshirt with ease, draping it toward the foot of your bed. His tongue flicks over his teeth when he sees you.
God, you’re perfect; everything about you is beautiful and he can’t help but drown in you.
Pastel-hued cotton clings to your hips, the last article of clothing that covers you. A slight draft slithers over your hot flesh, goosebumps following suit as your mouth returns to his.
A husky groan stirs in Joaquín’s chest when you shift against him, friction producing a heat that settles within his stomach. He kisses you back, passionate and needy, hands touching you everywhere.
He caresses you with rapture, reverence; it’s a reminder of how he sees you, how much he loves you. Mouths entangle, and he slyly lets his tongue trace over your bottom lip.
There’s another shift when he begins to ease you back onto your mattress, over soft sheets and pillows. Your legs part for him without a second thought, letting him stay there.
“Damn, you’re so beautiful,” Joaquín murmurs against your mouth, nestled between your thighs. He props himself up on one forearm, the other stroking across your ribs. “Can’t get enough.”
He catches a whiff of the perfume clings to your flesh, an amalgamation of something saccharine and fresh; he loves it; drinks it in.
His mouth wanders over your jaw, layering endless kisses over your skin as he climbs toward your throat. A low moan fizzles past your lips, leaving you wanton, desperate for more.
The cold metal of his necklace grazes your collar, a bite of ice, knees squeezing at his hips. Your line of sight drifts toward the soft tent in his sweatpants, causing you to lick your bottom lip.
Joaquín is relentless, wanting to map every inch of your skin with his mouth, tongue; he kisses fervently toward your collarbone. Fingers tease the waistband of your panties, feather-light and gentle.
Warm lips graze your sternum, dipping toward your right breast, kissing your chest with a thinly-veiled passion. “You okay? Can I keep going?” He asks, tone husked and pitched with affection.
“More than okay,” You huff, squirming slightly underneath him, hands drifting to rake through his dark tresses. “Please keep going.” After vocalizing your enthusiasm, he’s more than happy to continue.
With a nod, he starts to take your nipple into his mouth, kissing at the sensitive bud, hand skirting to grope at the other. A moan escapes you, jaw slack and mouth agape.
He’s so gentle; there isn’t a single rough or harsh movement, everything concentrated with an oozing affection. Ardor is laced into every kiss, every caress of his hand, every stolen glance.
Arousal pools between your thighs, hot and honey-thick, slick cooling along your core. Hips grind together, and the friction is enough to elicit pleasured sounds from the both of you.
Exploratory, Joaquín commits all of you to memory, letting you sink your talons into the deepest parts of his mind. Your perfume gets on his skin, and he doesn’t want it to come off, either.
He briefly teases your nipple with pearly teeth, planting wet, open-mouthed kisses around your breasts before he descends.
“Joaquín,” You moan, hips jolting forward, absently grinding against the swell of his erection. He lets out a low groan in-turn, lips carving a path along your body. “Feels so good.”
When he peppers kisses across your stomach, you suck in a sharp breath, knowing exactly where he’s going.
He mumbles something in Spanish, and it scratches something raw inside of you, belly twisting into a coil of excitable knots. Reaching the waistline of your panties, he looks at you again.
You’re already nodding several times over to tell him it’s okay, and you catch the little stutter in his exhale, pupils dilating.
“Yeah?” He whispers, breathless when you nod again, shivering when his fingers curl into the thin elastic. Easing your panties down, he looks like a man starved, razed by affection and desire.
Joaquín crawls down, head settling between your thighs as he guides your legs onto his broad shoulders, palms kneading their way toward your haunches.
As your panties leave your legs, he kisses hot brands to your calves, stringing them along your knees, cresting over your thighs. The exhilarated wobble in your exhale makes him excited.
“Been thinking about this,” He confesses, and it floods your insides with molten heat. There’s something effortless about the way he says it — you know he means it. “Wanna taste you, miel.”
His gaze is incendiary, staring at you as if you’re the prettiest thing he’s ever seen, tongue absentmindedly swiping over his bottom lip.
“Please,” It’s all you can manage to squeak out, legs flexing beside his face, fingers fisting at the sheets. “Please, Joaquín.”
Steady hands hitch beneath your thighs, holding steadfastly to your hips, haunches braced on top of his shoulders. He caresses near your waist, fingers stroking in repetitive motions.
“Look at me, pretty girl,” Joaquín murmurs, and it’s merely a suggestion, not a demand. When you do, it’s him who blushes, lips kissing a trail to the slick coalescing over your pussy. “Gorgeous.”
The sweetly-spoken praise rips through you, sending waves of pleasure throughout your body as his tongue laps at your slit.
Pleasure sizzles through you suddenly, hot and wanton as his mouth explores your cunt. He’s tender, painstakingly passionate when he strings kisses over your core.
Maintaining eye contact is something that has you squirming, lips parted, heat curling over your bones like wildfire. Joaquín’s stare doesn’t waver, mouth buried deep into your pussy.
His tongue is vigorous, flicking from your entrance to your clit, causing you to quiver. Wordlessly, he reaches for one of your hands, keeping them interlocked atop your hip.
He eats you out like he’s deprived, hungry for you; for all of you, body, heart, everything.
Your thighs twitch, curling around his head, stomach twisting into knots. Arousal coalesces heavily between your thighs, oozing onto his tongue.
Mouthing at your pussy, he slows to a crawl, taking his time to savor every inch of you, feeling your legs quiver. He groans, musculature shaking, gaze eclipsed with desire.
You say his name as if it’s a prayer, the only words worth memorizing. A shiver traces through his spine, joined hands squeezing tighter, and you feel your pussy clench around nothing at all.
With a broad stroke of his tongue, he raked hot embers over your core, hands steadying you, eager to please without an ounce of hesitation.
The bridge of his nose ghosts over your slick folds, causing you to tremble. There’s a fire in your belly that demands to be extinguished, nerves set ablaze, a fervent buzz humming in your skin.
“I’ve got you, baby.” Joaquín sighs, hot breath pluming over your cunt. His tongue is a thing of beauty, working through you in the way that you deserve.
Eager lips kiss their way along your pussy, from your aching entrance to your clit. Your thighs tense, twitching when he stimulates that clutch of nerves, listening to you moan.
He tries again, using his tongue this time, slowly working it over your clit in languid patterns, intended to savor.
You want to melt, back arching, hips jolting forward as you grind into his face. Joaquín welcomes it without recoil, groaning as he eagerly laps over the clutch of nerves.
The sight of you razed, jaw slack and visage one of bliss, body on-fire for him; it’s picturesque, an image that’s emblazoned in his mind for the rest of his life. He can’t imagine anyone else like this.
Through the low glow of your bedroom, he strings kisses around your clit, tongue circling afterwards, one hand caressing your thigh. You let your free hand drift to run over his scalp, and he hums.
When he focuses on teasing your clit, your hips jerk again, prompting you to whine out a breathy apology, but he doesn’t seem to mind.
“That feel good? Want more?” Gruffing from between your thighs, your boyfriend ensures that you’re getting everything you want and more.
“Y—Yes, Joaq, please,” You moan, and the use of his little nickname makes him preen. He shuffles closer, tongue deep in your pussy as he begins to lightly suck at your clit. “Right, mm — Right there!”
He provides without question.
His lack of hesitation makes you all hot and bothered as that coil in your stomach begins to unfurl, dragging you toward the edge.
Each pulse of his mouth sends shockwaves of ecstasy hurling through your bones, hot and blissful, like static surging in your brain. You begin to see stars when he keeps the pace, throat ragged with another moan.
To relieve his own arousal, his hips rut helplessly into your mattress, finding some reprieve, but it’s slight. He’s too busy wrapping himself up in your own pleasure, and it outweighs his own.
It’s how he wants things to be, focusing on you, ensuring that you’re taken care of before it ever comes down to him. His cock twitches when you squeeze his hand again.
White-hot spots float through your vision as he brings you to your peak, lips lightly stimulating your clit even when your legs rattle.
His tongue eagerly laps across your throbbing cunt, cleaning you up, the taste of you ambrosial, intoxicating. Joaquín’s brain is filled with static as you grind your hips into his mouth a time or two.
“Joaquín!” A pleasured whine rips through your diaphragm, lungs stinging as you catch your breath, euphoric high still rippling through your body.
He works you through it, stringing kisses over your pelvis, flush against the inside of your thighs, over the crook of your knee. A rosy pallor clings to his features, chest tight with excitement.
“So pretty when you cum, cariño,” Joaquín hums, kissing up along your body as he slots himself between your legs, his erection firm against your aching core. “Did so well.”
The praise makes you preen, a lackadaisical smile floating across your face as you arch forward, shyly wiping your slick from his chin.
“You’re so handsome,” You sigh, and he’s kissing your jaw, letting you feel what you do to him. He’s painfully hard and ready to feel you, hand shifting to tug at his sweatpants. “Need you, Joaquín.”
“You’ve got me,” He murmurs, his suave cadence dripping with adoration, and the look in his eyes rips the air from your lungs. It’s clean, gentle love — loves you so much. “Always.”
When he discards his sweatpants, the spandex of his boxers leaves little to the imagination, and it makes you swallow.
Lips find one another, and you taste yourself on his tongue, drawing a moan from his chest when you’re eager to savor it for yourself. Your hands trace over his biceps, perching around the nape of his neck.
“Still want to keep going? We don’t have to.” Joaquín is incredibly reassuring about everything, and it makes you want it all the more.
“I do,” You swear, fingertips tracing patterns over his hot skin, over freckles and now-faded scars, over the plane of his muscles. “I want you more than anything.” His breath hitches when you say it.
He nods, planting several kisses along your throat, feeling your legs constrict near his hips. There’s another light scuffle of fabric, and he adjusts himself enough to kick his boxers off.
They join his sweatpants, scattered somewhere along the foot of your bed. Joaquín stares down at you with wide eyes and a slightly nervous smile, as if you’re the center of his universe.
A shiver passes through the both of you when the flushed head of his cock nudges against your slick folds. He swallows, beautiful through the sienna glow, lashes fluttering a time or two.
You’re perfect — beautiful beneath him, breathtaking in every way imaginable. The lapse of silence lasts for a moment, with him adjusting himself between your legs.
A shiver grips his spine when his hips fall flush against yours, cockhead splitting past your folds, still oozing with precum.
“Ready?” His voice is low, pitched with want as he attempts to keep composure. Splintering at the seams, Joaquín stifled a groan when you moved against him, wanton.
With a nod, you give him your consent, trembling from exhilaration as his hips push forward. There is mild resistance at first, tip of his cock prodding against your entrance.
He’s sluggish, making sure that you’re comfortable first before progressing. “I’m okay.” You assure him, the sensation stinging yet blissful.
Shifting closer, you suck in a sharp inhale as his hips urge forward, cock sinking into you. It takes a moment of adjustment, cunt clenching around him with ripples of ecstasy.
Halfway inside of you, he stops to let you feel it all, every twitch, every muscle-deep quiver. Joaquín swallows a groan, forehead pressing against yours as he kisses your lips.
“Good, s’good.” Reassuring, you want him to continue, nearly clawing out of your flesh to have him in you completely. His cock is perfect — it’s pretty, as if it were molded for you.
“Yeah?” He huffs, mouth messily tangling with yours. Again, you’re nodding, spurring him on as his hips sink forward completely, cock fully buried inside of your pussy.
You’re tight, and it’s driving him crazy in the best way possible. He’s head over heels, so desperate for you that he might’ve been a beggar.
There’s a moment of hesitation from his end, and before you can comment on it, he begins to pull his hips back, and push forward. He’s disarmingly tender, making love instead of fucking you.
Sighs of passion tangled together, hot and fervent, breathing in the sweet air of one another. His cock kisses your pussy with each drawn-out thrust, dragging over your walls.
His chest burns with a string of needy grunts, holding you tightly, feeling your skin flush against his. Braced on one forearm, the other hand moves to hold yours, pinning them into the pillow.
Muscles flex, taut and sinewy, and you’re momentarily distracted by him; all of him.
Pupils dilate with desire, amber hues turned molten by the low light, jaw loosened, features flushed. He’s gorgeous like this, when he’s all over your mouth and needy.
Each rock of his hips is meaningful, cock buried into your tight heat. He’s good at it — makes you feel wanted in every way imaginable, like you’re something worth worshipping.
“Joaquín,” You pant, and the sound of your voice makes him buckle, trembling above you. Delicate fingers stroke over the nape of his neck, reaching into his tresses.
“You’re perfect,” He groans, inhaling a gust of your scent, hips stuttering slightly before regaining their confidence. He’s exceptionally passionate; not rough, not harsh, just desirous. “So pretty.”
His cock kisses your walls with each thrust, well-timed and intentional, driving himself into you. Your arousal makes it all easier, hips rolling over one another, friction simmering.
The silvery glint of his necklace dangles from his throat, mouth ajar, inhabiting a host of low, throaty groans. He’s vocal about how much he’s enjoying this, savoring every second of it with glee.
He smooths a hand over your thigh, gripping at your haunch to angle himself, joined hands squeezing beside your head.
The slow, drawn-out thrusts make your body melt, succumbing to heat. Sometimes he can’t believe that you’re real, that this is real; you’re a vision, a fantasy made flesh.
Joaquín doesn’t change course — he’s steady, passionate as he continues to rock into you, letting you feel everything properly.
Digits wander from the nape of his neck toward the silvery chain that dangles from his throat, hitching a finger in to drag him down.
A tremulous moan splits your diaphragm, shuddering as your cunt pulses, clenching around his cock. Lips collide, and you’re moaning into his mouth.
Each kiss makes your head dizzy; it’s all passion, bleeding heat that coagulates in the pit of your stomach, coil wanting to unfurl. His cock continues to slip inside, and then back; a push and pull.
Hitching your leg around his hips, it gives him leverage, a new angle to thrust into. He never gets rough or invigorated, letting passion override everything else.
Foreheads press firmly together, noses ghosting the other, mouths still joining in slow, needy kisses. “Mi amor,” He sighs, causing your cunt to clench around him. “Gettin’ close.”
There’s a slurred pitch in his voice, drunk on desire, drunk on the feeling of your body flush against his, on the sensation of you.
Pleasure floods your insides, the coil within your stomach having unfurled, treated to the loving thrusts of his hips. His cock moves deeper, kissing your walls, pulling another moan from your mouth.
Something tightens in his abdomen, pulled as taut as a bowstring, threatening to snap into two. Joaquín’s thrusts tick up in speed, just enough to make his head go static with desire.
Hot, breathy pants escape him, feathering over your mouth, and your noises spur him further. He keeps pushing, motions languid and loving, dragging out each thrust so that the both of you shiver.
“Joaquín!” A low, shaky whine tumbles from your lips, mouth pressing against his jaw as you lavish him in kisses. He shudders, teeth clenched as he gently fucks into you, again and again.
He’s there, and it’s euphoria — he groans, countenance contorted into bliss, chest shaking with low, pleasured sounds.
Hot ropes of cum flood your pussy, the aching sensation crawling through your skin. His movements begin to stutter and slow, hands twined together, his knuckles turning white.
Your name rolls from his tongue a time or two, dark curls tousled, wisping over his temples as he loses his composure.
For a moment, his thoughts are blank; the only thing he wants to think about is you.
With a drawn-out exhale, his hips shift, cock beginning to soften inside of you. He looks thoroughly pleased, razed and delighted, flashing a pearly smile at you.
“You okay?” Joaquín mumbles, leaning in to plant a kiss against your brow. Perspiration glitters over his skin, bitten by scarlet, muscles beginning to unravel the tension.
“Yeah,” A smile spreads over your face, and it makes his heart buzz with something warm. “That was amazing.” You don’t have much to judge it off of, either.
“Amazing, huh?” A twinge of playful cockiness creeps into his tone, characteristically upbeat. “That’s gonna go straight to my head.” He muses, kissing at your shoulder.
“I’ll revoke my compliment,” The faux threat makes him laugh, followed by your fit of giggles. It’s that sound he clings to — it’s everything. “You’re so perfect, Quín.”
There’s a sparkle in his gaze when he meets yours, swimming with affection. He’s always strived to prove himself, be better; to you, he’s flawless, sunshine in living flesh.
“Mm-mm,” He kisses your jaw. “That title belongs to you, miel. You’re everything I want,” There’s a sudden sincerity that saturates his tone. “Got my heart in your hand.”
A hitch forms within your throat when you realize how serious he really is about you. You aren’t used to it, accustomed to only pain and misery, of being isolated.
You lose that fear with him in ways that you never thought possible. Unable to keep from smiling, you kiss him again, hands squeezing at his biceps.
“Maybe we can make breakfast in the morning,” You suggest, and he’s already over the moon about the idea. “Lena said something about tomorrow night, so we’ve got time.”
“I’ll make you breakfast,” Joaquín insists, all doe-eyed and dazzled, showering you in another playful barrage of kisses. He moves off of you not long after, wanting to help you get comfortable. “You a pancake type of girl?”
Laying on his back, he gently grabs your hips, pulling you into his chest, propped up against your heap of pillows. He’s smiling still, painfully handsome as continue to stare.
“French toast, actually,” You muse, and that stumps him. His nose wrinkles slightly, arms still cradling you close. “What’s that look for?”
“Nothing,” He chuckles, warm and tender, fingers drifting to cup the nape of your neck, thumb tracing along your jaw. “I’ll learn how to make french toast tomorrow.” Joaquín won’t back down, either.
“You don’t have t—” Before you can finish your sentence, he’s kissing you, affectionately squeezing at your hip. “Joaquín.” You mumble, visibly flustered.
“Making you breakfast,” He insists, kissing your mouth again, a second time, and then a third. “My beautiful girlfriend deserves it.” You know there’s no protesting him.
“Your girlfriend wants to take a shower,” Giggling, you’re moving off of him, body sticky with perspiration and the aftermath of your escapades. “And you’re coming, too.”
Visibly excited, he huffs a laugh, swift to scramble after you, hastily grabbing a bundle of clothes in the process. As you move off of the bed, you give your phone a quick glance.
There’s a new text that’s popped up, one you didn’t notice while you were with Quín.
YELENA: Nice of you to ask if we wanted any takeout. Tell little Falcon we said hello :)
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fuck this destroyed me 😭
Can you write a smol fic for Joaquin Torres with younger reader (early 20s) where she got caught in the crossfire of someone else's (probably a villian) mission to retrieve potential candidates to turn into assassins and she ended up getting kidnapped to and was trained for a short while to be one
Maybe Joaquin (and Sam, maybe Bucky but thats up to you) was on a separate mission and found her, maybe like one of the few remaining assassins left, and just takes her in
Maybe she didn't think about staying and was planning to leave him and just hide and pretends she doesn't exist because she feels so guilty and feels like shes weak because of the incident and had a normal life leading up to it
Maybe she sees her mourning friends/family in the distant and doesnt go and tell them shes alive and sage because of the issue and instead just watches in the background, feeling like it'll be safer that way
Heeeey, so I'm really sorry that I take so long to reply to asks and all, but honestly, I really enjoyed this request and needed a good chunk of time to do it justice. Also sorry that it turned out being a not-so-smol fic.
I hope you like it!
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Vaporized
Joaquin Torres x Reader (but kind of more reader-centric)
You weren’t supposed to be seen.
That was the rule—your only rule, really. You moved through the world like vapor, slipping past eyes, past cameras, past consequence. That’s how you liked it. That’s how you’ve stayed alive.
But that night, something caught.
A sliver of glass beneath your boot. A breath misting too warm in the cold air. The wrong kind of silence under the warehouse floodlights. You knew before they looked up. Before the first shout broke through the quiet. Before the van doors slammed open and the boy—skinny, oblivious, earbuds in—was grabbed and gone.
You'd been watching for him. For them.
It was supposed to be your clean extraction. Quiet surveillance. In and out. Follow the trail, find the nest, tell no one. You didn’t work with SHIELD. You worked under them, around them, behind their backs when needed. You took the cases that came with no files, the ones no one wanted their names on. There was no backup. No handler whispering in your ear. No one even knew you were there.
That was the point.
But this—this was a mistake.
And you never made mistakes.
———
When you wake, the lights above you are too white. Too still. The air has that sharp, chemical chill of medical spaces—no scent, but you know it in your bones.
You're lying flat on something cold. Limbs heavy. Head full of static.
Not restrained. Not quite.
But watched.
The door opens like a sigh.
She steps in like she owns the world.
Tall, pale-suited, with a face that tells you she hasn’t had to raise her voice in years. Everything about her is tight, sharp, pristine. A blade that’s never dulled.
She doesn’t ask your name.
“You’re not one of ours,” she says, eyes flicking to the thin tablet in her hand. “No record. No origin. No heat trail.”
She looks up. “So tell me. What were you doing there?”
You stare.
She smiles, thin as a thread of wire. “It doesn’t matter. You’ve seen too much. You’ll stay.”
You manage to speak, though your throat feels like it’s wrapped in gauze. “You’re making a mistake.”
“Probably,” she murmurs. “But I make them well.”
———
They give you a name: Stray.
You let it stick.
They think you were an accident, another body swept up in the wrong place at the wrong time. But you were already hunting them before they touched you. Already building a map in your head. Already turning threads into patterns, patterns into something closer to truth.
You fall in line, because it’s easier to watch from the inside.
They train you like the others—recruits mostly young, most of them raw, confused, angry. The kind who slip through cracks and don’t get looked for. They break them down, build them up again. Clean. Sharp. Obedient.
You pretend to be one of them. You bleed just enough. Sweat just enough. Hold back just enough.
But in the dark, when the lights go out and the facility hums low like a sleeping thing, you move.
You slip past the cameras you’ve already memorized.
You mark access points, record names, time the rotation of guards. You hack into systems they think are closed. You collect data piece by piece—slow, careful, quiet. And you wait.
Because this isn’t just a training facility. It’s a hub. A pipeline.
You’ve seen the files now—lists of names flagged for recruitment, assessments marked with things like conversion potential and mental pliability. You’ve seen cities pinned on digital maps with red pulses like heartbeats. You’ve seen shipments labeled in code, moving in and out like blood in a body.
They’re not just making weapons.
They’re building an army.
———
She comes to you again one night.
No guards. Just her, a shadow slipping under the doorframe.
You’re sitting cross-legged on the floor, reassembling a combat knife with deliberate care. Every piece placed with calm, mechanical grace. You don’t look up.
“You’re not like the others,” she says, voice soft. Thoughtful.
You keep your hands moving. “I learn fast.”
“That’s what concerns me.”
That earns a glance. You meet her gaze—still, unreadable.
“Where did you train before this?” she asks.
You let a beat hang in the air.
“I didn’t.”
A lie. But not a big one. Not in the way she means.
She studies you for a moment. “No fear. No hesitation. No questions. Most come here screaming or silent. You—” She tilts her head. “You seem like you’ve already been through something.”
You smile. Barely. “Maybe I have.”
She stands there a moment longer, the silence folding between you like cloth.
Then she nods, turns, and walks out. Her heels echo like punctuation.
———
You count the days in heartbeats. In the flicker of overhead lights. In the quiet blink of data sliding into your stolen drive.
You’ve almost got what you need.
You know now where the next base is. How they move recruits. What they plan to do with them.
But you can feel her watching you more closely now. The woman in gray.
She doesn’t know.
But she suspects.
And suspicion is dangerous.
You’ll have to move soon.
Before she confirms what you are.
Before she realizes she didn’t catch a stray.
———
You’d nearly given up on the signal.
It was a foolish hope, really—sending out fragments of Morse in the cracks of facility surveillance, hiding them in power surges and machine glitches, tapped through loose pipes and stripped wires. Just a whisper through the noise. Too faint to register. Too random to decode unless someone wanted to find it.
But you sent them anyway.
Because something inside you refused to stop trying.
Somewhere, in the fractured spaces between fear and fury, you hoped someone might still be listening.
You didn’t expect it to be them.
They were running their own mission. Quiet op. Classified enough that Sam hadn’t even told anyone at SHIELD what they were doing near a supposedly inactive zone.
Joaquin was the first to notice.
They were holed up in a safehouse—some dusty room above an auto shop outside city limits—when he paused mid-sentence and tilted his head. “You hear that?”
Bucky looked up from his weapons check. “What?”
Joaquin was already crossing to the wall, fingers brushing the old radiator. “That tapping.”
“It’s a pipe,” Bucky muttered.
“No.” Joaquin's eyes sharpened. “That’s code.”
He tapped it out against his own wrist, quiet and steady. Repeating sequences. Timed intervals. Not random.
Not noise.
Someone was sending a message.
They traced it.
Not easily. Not quickly. But enough to triangulate a source—somewhere in the industrial sector, buried beneath half-finished construction sites and false utility records. Hidden on purpose.
Sam ran it through SHIELD’s encrypted maps. “Nothing’s supposed to be there.”
Bucky just stared at the coordinates and muttered, “Then we go.”
Just the two of them and Joaquin, dropping off-grid, moving fast and quiet toward the ghost signal buried beneath the city.
———
You were pacing your cell again—routine, familiar—when the shift in power drew your attention. A flicker. A second longer than usual.
Too long.
You knelt by the vent where you’d hidden the cable. Tapped twice. Then three short bursts. A longer pause.
Static.
And then—
Three quick taps in return.
You’d tapped the code again, heart hammering in sync with the flicker of the broken vent pipe. Twice. Three short bursts. Then waited—silent, breath held, every sense straining for a sign.
Three quick taps.
Someone was listening.
You froze.
That was a response.
———
They found the compound’s outer ring just before dawn, tucked in fog and silence, masked under layers of false infrastructure.
Sam stayed high, overwatch, wings primed.
Joaquin slipped through with barely a sound, eyes scanning every wall like they could betray him.
Bucky went straight for the entry point—he’d been in places like this before. Too many. His steps were purposeful, quiet, like he’d known these halls in nightmares.
When they found the camera grid, Bucky hissed low. “Someone’s been rewriting this from the inside.”
Joaquin’s face lit up. “Then we’re not just here for recon.”
You were ready to make your move.
———
Your escape was a chain of stolen codes and rewired doors, forged access from a guard you’d blackmailed with the right silence. You didn’t know where you’d go. Just that you would.
You had to.
But then, the door hissed open ahead of schedule.
You didn’t flinch.
Bucky didn’t lower the gun.
Behind him, Joaquin leaned into the frame, gaze scanning you like he wasn’t quite sure what he was seeing. “You’re the one who sent the signal.”
You rose slowly. “I didn’t think anyone would hear it.”
You didn’t wait for introductions.
Instead, you grabbed your stolen drive, tucked it into your jacket, and jerked your head toward the north wing.
“There’s a vault,” you said. “I haven’t cracked it yet, but everything else I’ve found? It points there. Data logs. Recruitment records. Future targets. SHIELD needs this.”
Sam’s voice crackled through Joaquin's and Bucky's comms. “Security’s lighting up. You’ve got maybe seven minutes.”
“Then we go now,” Bucky said.
You moved as one, a shadow-unit forged in urgency.
You led them through the halls you’d memorized, rerouted them through systems you’d quietly corrupted. Lights blinked in warning. Doors slammed behind you.
Alarms didn’t matter now.
You were nearly out.
———
The corridor was burning.
Not fire. Not yet. But something louder. Sharper. Mechanical screaming clawing at your skull. Warning lights flashing in fevered rhythm—panicked eyes of red and white. Steel doors groaning shut, inching closed like a tomb. Minutes left—maybe less—before the whole facility sealed you in forever.
But still, you moved.
You found them.
The children.
Dozens—lined in rows like broken dolls forgotten in a toy box. Some glassy-eyed, minds scrubbed and drugged. Others awake, but too hollow, wearing silence like armor. One—the smallest—maybe nine or ten—locked eyes with you and reached for your hand.
You took it.
They followed without question. No words, no fear. You were the first unfamiliar face they’d seen in too long.
You led them down twisted halls, bypassing surveillance you’d sabotaged, looping through tunnels and hollow ducts. Your voice low, commands clear—careful not to terrify more than they already were.
Because they were the mission.
They had been all along. This was never just data. Not to you.
They were the mission.
The truck waited in the loading bay, engine idling beneath layers of concrete and steel. Joaquin counted heads, his usual dry humor muted by urgency. Bucky paced the perimeter, a coiled wire ready to snap. Sam stood high above, wings folded tight, voice calm in your comm.
“Three minutes before lockdown. Get in now or don’t get out.”
You didn’t move.
Instead, you crossed to Joaquin and pressed the stolen drive into his vest.
He blinked. “Wait. What—”
“I’m not coming.”
Bucky stepped forward, tense. “What do you mean, not coming?”
“I have to finish this,” you said. “The woman running this—she’s still inside. She won’t get out. Not while I breathe.”
Sam offered from above, voice steady, “We can extract her later.”
You shook your head. “No. Not if she’s allowed time. She’ll wipe every trace. Every name. This is the window. You get the kids safe. You get that drive to SHIELD. I’ll take her.”
Joaquin looked to Bucky. “We don’t know who you are.”
“Good,” you said. “That’s why we're all still alive.”
They hesitated, weighing instincts and losses. Bucky’s gaze sharpened, soldier’s calculations flipping through odds and regrets.
“Do you even have an exit plan?” he demanded.
“I’ll find one.”
“You hope.”
“No,” you said. “I know. I’ve survived worse than this. I don’t need permission. I need time.”
Sam’s voice crackled, “She sounds real.”
“Damn right I am. Now move.”
Bucky didn’t shift.
You met his gaze steady and cold. “I have no one waiting for me. You do, Senator Barnes. I’m the only one here who can afford not to come back.”
Bucky turned with a swift nod, lifting a trembling girl like she was glass. Joaquin helped the others into the truck. He turned back to you, concerned, voice low.
“You sure?”
“Absolutely.”
He nodded unsurely—almost as if he was riddled with some kind of regret.
Then the truck doors slammed shut. The engine roared.
You watched it disappear beneath the tunnel, gates grinding closed behind them.
———
You never wanted this. Never wanted someone close enough to break through the walls you’d built around yourself — walls made of silence and scars, thick enough to keep the world out. You wore that silence like armor, something familiar, something safe. But then Joaquin came — bright and stubborn like sunlight pushing through a crack in a locked door — and slowly, without mercy, chipped at those walls. You wanted to pull away, you really did. But sometimes, just sometimes, his presence was the only thing that stopped the cold from swallowing you whole.
There were moments, brief and fragile, when you believed you could breathe a little easier. His laugh, warm and soft, pushed back the weight pressing down your chest. You almost forgot what it was like to feel something other than the endless ache. Almost forgot you were broken. Almost believed that maybe, just maybe, you could be normal again. But the shadows never left. They waited. Quiet and patient, they crept back in the cracks — twisting your gut with memories you’d rather drown than face. Their silence pressed down on you like a fist squeezing the last breath from your lungs. Your hands shook in the quiet, your breath caught and rattled like it might break.
Then came the call — the one you knew you weren’t ready for. Another solo mission. Dark and messy. The kind you took because no one else would. But that day, everything collapsed beneath your feet. Every move was wrong. Every step was a gamble. Like you were stumbling blind in a storm that tore at your skin and soul. Mistakes piled on mistakes until the chaos swallowed you whole, dragging you to a place where control was just a ghost you’d lost. You fought — not just the mission, but the war inside yourself. When it was over, you weren’t sure who you were anymore. The person who emerged was a stranger. Hollowed out. A shadow of the girl who believed she could do this alone.
So you made a choice — brutal and unforgiving. The kind that leaves scars deeper than any bullet wound. You reached out just once. Whispered to Fury through static, your voice cracking like broken glass. “Tell Joaquin… tell Sam and Bucky. This case... it broke me. I got lost in the fight.”
You didn’t say goodbye. You didn’t ask for understanding. You vanished. Folded yourself into the shadows where no one could find you.
From a distance, you watched the wreckage you left behind. Joaquin’s light — once so bright — dimmed slowly, painfully. His shoulders curved inward, carrying a weight you’d never wanted him to bear. His laughter, once easy and full, cracked like fragile glass. You felt it, even from the distance — his grief, raw and jagged, tearing him apart piece by piece.
He mourned you in silence no one else could hear, in moments only shadows witnessed. You wanted to reach out. To tell him you were still here. But you stayed silent. Because ghosts don’t get to choose when they disappear. Because you were becoming the very absence you’d feared — the cold, empty silence you’d wrapped around yourself for so long.
You became the absence you dreaded. Not because you wanted to, but because you had to. And somewhere deep inside your shattered heart, a flicker of hope lingered. Maybe, someday, the pieces could come back together.
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fireinmoonshot · 2 months ago
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plus one | joaquín torres x reader
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Pairing: Joaquín Torres x Reader Summary: You help Joaquín get ready for a gala that he and Sam are attending – though because of the 'no plus ones' rule, Joaquín would rather stay with you instead... and he intends to convince you to let him. Warnings: I don't think I use any pronouns or gender specific terms in this (please let me know if I do and I'll fix my warnings) but it is mentioned that reader has hair long enough for Joaquín to tangle his hands in. There are references to nudity. It's also slightly suggestive at times but nothing specific. Word Count: 3.2k A/N: Surprise! It's been a whole month since I last wrote for Joaquín, and then this morning I woke up to those photos of Danny at the Mission premiere and he is so Joaquín in them that I was inspired. I was literally plotting this out at work cause I couldn't stop thinking about how good he looked in that outfit and then I started working on this the second I got home. I'm actually so happy with how it turned out considering I haven't written for Joaquín in a month, but I have missed writing for him so much. I really hope all of you will love this! 💗
“Angel, I really don’t think that Sam would mind that much,” Joaquin calls from the bathroom, fresh out of the shower. He hooks a towel around his waist and moves to stand in the doorway so he can see you, sitting cross legged on the bed, staring down at your phone. “I seriously think he’d be cool with going alone.”
You look up from your phone, eyes falling on your half-naked boyfriend, and forget how to speak for a moment. His hair is still wet and so is his chest – he’d clearly forgotten to dry himself off properly, wanting to talk to you so badly and attempt to convince you to let him stay home again.
Ever since he’d found out that there were no plus ones allowed at the gala he and Sam had been invited to, he had decided that he didn’t want to go. Sam was going to be there too, so it wasn’t like he was going alone, but for some reason, the simple fact that you couldn’t go made it so that he didn’t want to go either.
“Are you listening to me, angel?”
You blink, tearing your eyes away from his chest where you’d apparently been staring, and nod. “I am, but you’re still going to the gala, Joaquin. You made a promise to Sam.”
Joaquin pouts a little and walks across the room towards you. You try not to focus on the fact that the towel around his waist is tied incredibly low and instead, look at the wet footprints he’s leaving as he walks.
“Baby, you’re gonna get the carpet wet!” You scold him, standing up from the bed just as he reaches you. You place your hands on his chest and start to push him backwards towards the bathroom. “Dry yourself off before you come out here. You know better.”
Joaquin’s pout turns into a grin as he’s pushed backwards by you. He finds it adorable when you get so frustrated over the small things like that, and the fact that your hands are on his bare chest is just a bonus. “Well, stay with me in the bathroom while I dry off, then, cause I don’t wanna have to yell at you just to talk to you,” he says, allowing himself to be pushed back to the bathroom. 
“Fine,” you sigh, moving to take a seat on the toilet lid. 
You try your best not to stare as Joaquin undoes the towel around his waist and gets to work drying himself off. It’s nothing you haven’t seen before – the man does have a habit of wearing nothing or very little around the house – but it still has the same effect on you every time. You make an effort to look at his face instead. 
“I can just text Sam and tell him I’m sick or something,” Joaquin suggests, trying to get back to the topic of the gala. “He wouldn’t know if I’m lying or not.”
You groan and lean back against the cistern. “Baby, you are not lying to Sam about being sick. It’s just a few hours. You’ll probably really enjoy yourself when you’re there. It’ll go so fast and then you’ll be home.”
Joaquin picks up his boxers and pulls them on, frowning to himself as he does. He’d really thought that maybe, you watching him dry off after his shower might give you a reason to finally relent and let him stay home… he’d clearly underestimated your ability to stay true to your word. “You won’t be there, though. It’s not going to be as fun if you’re not there with me.”
“So you never had fun before you met me?”
He turns to look at you, a cheeky smile on his face. “Never.”
You roll your eyes and pick up his dress pants, sitting beside you on the vanity, and throw them at him. “Just get dressed, silly.”
“I’m just saying,” Joaquin says, catching the pants and pulling them on. “I’d have so much more fun if I stayed home with you. I’m sure I could could come up with something we could do. There are so many options.” 
He does the button on the pants up and looks at you, eyebrows raised. You can tell by the look on his face exactly what he’s thinking and shake your head, trying not to laugh. 
“C’mon, angel. What do you say?” He hums, taking a few steps closer to you and reaching down to tuck a piece of your hair behind your ear. This is definitely going to work. He knows that you’ve always been susceptible to his touch. 
Joaquin almost smiles as you stand up and place your hands on his chest. He places his own hands on your waist and tugs you a little closer to him. 
“Baby,” you start, and Joaquin nods at you, his eyes wide and full of hope. “I love you, but I swear if you don’t pick up that dress shirt right now, put it on and finish getting ready, I’m never touching you again. That means no hugs, no kisses, no–”
Joaquin groans and steps back away from you. “You’re killing me here, angel.”
“You’ll live,” you laugh, sitting back down on the toilet lid.
He picks up the dress shirt from the vanity and pulls it on, maintaining eye contact with you the entire time. The pout on his lips is so cute that you almost stand right back up and kiss him, but you know that if you do, there’s no way Joaquin is leaving the house.
“I might not,” Joaquin huffs, starting to do the buttons up on his shirt. “It’ll be hours without you. I’ll be all alone in a giant room full of strangers.”
You watch as he does the buttons up all the way to the top and can’t help yourself from standing up and taking a few steps towards him. The pout on his mouth stays in place. 
“You’re the most social person I know, Joaquin. Since when do you fear a room full of strangers?” You ask, reaching up to the top button of his shirt. “Anyway, I’ll be eagerly waiting for you to come home if that makes you feel any better.” 
Joaquin’s hands find your waist again as you unbutton the top button of the shirt. His breath hitches. Has he finally won you over just by being fully dressed and pouty? His grip tightens on your waist as you unbutton the next button. Then, you drop your hands.
“Angel.”
“There, all done,” you smile, leaning up to peck his lips. “Now, come on. I’ll dry your hair and style it for you and then you’ll be all ready to go. Sam will be here soon anyway.” 
You move to step away from him and walk out of the room but Joaquin is quick to pull you back to him. Before you have a chance to object, his lips are on yours. You moan a little at the contact which only spurs Joaquin on more. His hands slip underneath the fabric of your pyjama shirt as he manoeuvres you up and onto the vanity behind you. He uses one hand to push your legs apart so he can stand between them. The other hand moves to tangle in your hair.
It takes every ounce of control not to start unbuttoning the rest of Joaquin’s shirt as he kisses you. You can’t even fist the fabric in your hands, not wanting to crease it when he’s about to leave for a fancy gala. His hair, though, is open territory. Despite the fact that it’s still damp, one of your hands weaves its way into it and you can’t help but tug a little. The noise he makes into your mouth is one you wish you could hear over and over again.
Reluctantly, Joaquin has to pull away to breathe soon. His forehead falls against yours, his breathing heavy. One of his hands rests on your thigh, the other one that had been in your hair now gently holding the back of your neck. 
“You ready for me to dry your hair now?” You ask, voice a little teasing.
Joaquin rolls his eyes and stands up straight. “You can’t seriously expect me to still go to the gala after that, can you?” 
Smiling, you put your hands on his chest and push him back a little, just enough for you to stand up off of the vanity. His hands stay firmly on you, the one that had been on your thigh now resting on your hip instead. 
“You say that as if I’m the one who initiated that, baby.”
He can’t help but laugh a little at that. You were right – he had been the one to initiate the kiss. He just hadn’t expected you to get quite as into it as you had. “Okay, fair call.”
You reach down to take one of his hands. “C’mon, baby.”
Joaquin allows himself to be dragged out of the bathroom by you and smiles a little at the fact that only minutes ago, you’d been pushing him back into the bathroom and now you’re dragging him out of it. He allows you to dry his hair, enjoying the feeling of your fingers running through it and the warm air from the hairdryer. He especially enjoys the fact that you lean down once it’s all dry and kiss him just behind his ear. He almost turns around and tugs you down onto his lap then and there. He’s surprised he manages to stop himself.
It’s not too long later that you’re standing beside him just inside the front door of your house. There’s a limo outside waiting to pick up Joaquin to take him to the gala. Sam’s already waiting inside, probably very impatiently.
“You sure it’s too late to back out?” Joaquin asks, his arms wrapped around you, hands resting on the small of your back. “I could still pull the ‘hey, I’m feeling sick all of a sudden’ card.”
“No, Joaquin,” you shake your head. “You’re going.”
He groans and throws his head back. “Ugh, fine.”
You take advantage of the situation to stand up on your tip-toes and press a kiss to his neck, right above his Adam’s apple. You can feel him tense up at the sudden contact and feel satisfied that you’ve succeeded in your intentions as you see the look in his eyes.
“What was that for?” 
“I’m just giving you another memory to think of when you’re out tonight,” you shrug your shoulders. “You look so handsome that I couldn’t help myself. You should wear shirts like this more often.”
Joaquin chuckles. “Thank you, angel. I think I need another memory though.”
He leans in and kisses you again. It’s only a quick kiss, even though he’d like nothing more than to make it more than that, but it’s good enough for him.
As soon as you break away, there’s the sound of the car horn honking outside – Sam’s way of telling Joaquin to hurry the hell up.
“Now, you really have to go,” you laugh, pulling yourself out of his arms to open up the front door. You shiver a little at the cool evening air and it makes Joaquin want to wrap you up in his arms all over again. “Baby, come on.” You reach out and grab his hand, pulling him forward until he’s finally out on the doorstep. 
Joaquin smiles at you, just enjoying the feeling of holding your hand. 
“Okay, you go out and have a good night, okay? Text me when you’re on your way home. I’ll try and stay awake for you as long as I can,” you give his hand a squeeze and then let go.
“I won’t be late, I promise. I don’t wanna keep you up,” he says. Joaquin isn’t going that easily, though. He steps forward and gives you another quick kiss. “I love you, angel.” The words are murmured against your lips. “I want more kisses when I’m home, okay?”
Laughing, you gently push him away from you. “Hurry up, you’re keeping Sam waiting!”
“Only when you say you love me too!”
“I love you too. Now go!”
Joaquin grins and finally turns around, starting to walk down the path towards the car. He’s about half way there when he turns on his heel and starts running back to you. You watch him, amused, as he makes his way back towards the house. Unsurprisingly, he meets you with another kiss – this one a little longer and a little rougher than last time.
Instead of being interrupted by a car horn honking this time, it’s the sound of Sam’s voice that makes Joaquin pull away from you, his hand still resting on your back. 
“I swear if you don’t get into this car right now, Joaquin, I’m replacing you as Falcon!”
Joaquin’s eyes widen almost comically, but even though a part of him really believes that Sam would do it, it doesn’t stop him from leaning in to peck your lips again before he turns back around and starts running towards the limo.
“I love you, angel!” He yells as he’s running.
“Love you too,” you call back through your laughter.
You watch as he gets into the limo and then notice the window rolling down. He waves to you until the house is no longer visible and then finally looks at Sam for the first time since he’d gotten in. 
“Next time, we’re negotiating for plus ones.”
~~~
It’s late by the time Joaquin comes home – much later than you’d anticipated. You’d attempted to stay up as long as you could, but when you hear the key in the front door, you’re half asleep in your bed, the room only lit by a lamp on your bedside table. 
“Angel, are you sleeping?” Joaquin’s voice wakes you up a little.
Stifling a yawn, you push yourself into a seated position as the door to your bedroom opens and Joaquin walks inside, a smile on his face the second he sees you. His hair is a little messy, likely from a night of dancing or other tomfoolery, and his shirt is creased like you’d expected it to be when he came home. 
“Hey, baby. What time is it?” You ask, rubbing your eyes a little. You’re pretty sure you’d fallen asleep for at least a little bit there, but you have no idea when or for how long. “Did you have a good night?”
Joaquin crosses over towards the bed and is about to sit down on it when you stop him. 
“No outside clothes on the bed.”
He chuckles and starts to undo his belt. “You just trying to get me naked, angel?”
“If I wasn’t about to pass out, I’d say yes.”
He removes his dress shirt and pants, leaving them in a pile on the floor and leaving him in only his boxers before he climbs up onto the bed beside you, his phone in one of his hands. He slides underneath the covers and wraps an arm around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him so he can lean in and press a kiss to your cheek.
“It’s like… one a.m., I think,” Joaquin starts, answering your earlier question. “And I had the best night. You were right, angel. I really enjoyed myself once I was actually there.” He pauses for a second, then his eyes light up as he remembers something. “Oh, they had a whole room full of ice sculptures! Have you seen them before? It was so cold in there, like a giant walk-in freezer. They even had a sculpture of me! Wait, I took a picture…”
You smile, leaning into his side as he unlocks his phone and opens up the camera roll. He swipes past about ten selfies of himself before he gets to the ones he wants to show you – the ice sculptures. You’re definitely gonna be asking for copies of the selfies tomorrow.
“I took photos of everything so I could show you,” he explains, stopping on one ice sculpture that is unmistakably Falcon. “How cool is that! I’m an ice sculpture. I mean, not anymore. I���m probably just a puddle of water now but still.”
It’s sweet, the way he’s so excited about how much he’d enjoyed his evening. Even though it’s one in the morning and you wish you were fast asleep, you’re glad to be experiencing the wonder in his eyes and the joy in his voice. How he can be so energetic so late at night though, you don’t understand. 
“That’s super cool, baby,” you hum, no longer looking at the photo but up at him.
Joaquin locks his phone and sits it on his bedside table. “Honestly, I think it might’ve been one of the best nights of my life,” he admits.
You raise your eyebrows. “Oh, that’s funny coming from the man who didn’t even want to go in the first place,” you chuckle, amused. You’re a little more awake now, simply from seeing how happy he is. “So, you don’t need those kisses you asked for anymore, then? I can just go back to sleep then.”
He looks down at you. “Okay, so I didn’t say that.” 
One of his hands moves to cup your jaw, his thumb gently swiping over your cheek, as he leans in to kiss you again. Despite the fact that he had had a really great night at the gala, it would’ve been made a million times better with you there. And after the kisses you’d shared while he was getting ready, he’s been waiting for this one all night.
The kiss is different to all the ones you’d had before. It’s slow, soft and gentle. It doesn’t last very long, though. Joaquin can tell how tired you are and the last thing he wants is to keep you up any later, especially when he’d been out later than he’d intended on. 
“That was nice,” you mutter after he pulls away from the kiss.
“It was,” he agrees, then tilts his head downwards to briefly capture your lips in his again. His teeth nip at your bottom lip, unable to help himself. “But you should get some sleep now, angel. It’s late and you were falling asleep when I came in, I could tell.”
You stifle another yawn and shake your head. “No, I wanna stay up with you longer. I missed you tonight.”
Joaquin’s heart clenches in his chest. You’d been so adamant for him to go, but all this time you’d been at home missing him. You’d even tried staying awake until he’d come home and had barely achieved it. 
“I’ll be here when you wake up, angel,” he says, pressing a kiss to the corner of your lips. “I missed you tonight, too. Every second that I was at that gala I wished you were with me.”
You smile sleepily as you shuffle down so you can lay down in the bed. Joaquin moves to lay beside you, putting his head on his own pillow, the hand that had been on your face moving to rest on your hip. 
“You looked really handsome tonight, baby,” you murmur. 
“Thank you, angel,” Joaquin replies softly. 
“Next time,” you yawn, unable to stop yourself this time, and shuffle closer to him, burying your head in his chest. “You should negotiate for a plus one.” 
Joaquin can’t help but chuckle as he wraps his arm around you. “One step ahead of you, angel.”
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astraljedi · 19 days ago
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Papasito (Joaquin Torres)
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Summary: I saw him across the dance floor and knew—I needed him. And being with him? That's something I'll never recover from. Warnings: explicit sexual content. Oral sex (female recieving), mentions of drinking alcohol, sexual tension, voyeurism (in an alley, but no one sees), Spanglish, dirty talk. Word Count: 2.05K A/N: Oops, I said I wasn't going to write it but I JUST HAD TO. Also, I think this is the first fic I fully incorporate my culture and roots, and I'm so happy with it. I hope you guys enjoy and let me know what you think! -
Papacito, ay, que rico tú Te quiero pa' mí, no pa' un ratito
The moment I walked into the bar, my eyes land on him instantly. He stands close to the dance floor—not dancing, just laughing and singing with his group of friends. He looks good, the most handsome in the room in a neat white shirt with a couple of buttons undone, part of his tan chest exposed. 
God, and the way his smile glistens under the lights, the way he holds the cup of beer in his veiny hands—the cup looking so small under his grip. The wildfire that spreads through me isn’t from the alcohol running in my system, but from the way his eyes meet mine.
Even from across the bar, those brown eyes almost make my knees buckle. His gaze roams over my body and returns to mine. And I don’t dare look away, lost in a trance.
Our gaze lingers, and I lick my lips, swaying my hips to the rhythm of the song, feeling Gianna behind me doing the same. I throw my head back, letting the beat control my moves, running my hand all over my body.
The rush. The need.
It makes me lose my mind for him, spiraling just from one look across the dance floor. I want to feel his body against mine, feel his tight grip on my hips. I want to feel his lips brush over my skin. I need to taste him until it makes me dizzy and then beg for more. 
The bar is packed with flowy colorful dresses twirling between linen shirts and a group of tourists trying to learn the steps to basic salsa in one corner. The live band is electric, playing their hearts out under the glowing string lights. It’s salsa night on the back patio, and every Friday, the girls and I never fail to show up in our best colorful dresses and dancing heels to relieve our beautiful culture from back home in the caribbean.
A mural of El Viejo San Juan stretches across one wall—flor de magas, coquis and the colors of my beautiful island and home decorate the other. Behind the bar, a line of Latin American flags hang over the tall liquor shelf, celebrating our cultures all together in one small bar. 
I turn, facing Gianna. “Are you going home with the congas guy?”
“I might. Are you eyeing someone?” Gianna smirks, taking a sip of her mojito.
I nod, scanning the crowd. “Where’s Casey?”
“She went to make out with that girl she bumped into earlier.” Gianna tips her chin toward the bar. I spot Casey’s pixie-cut jet-black hair, tangled up with said girl from earlier. 
“Do you have your location on?”
“Always,” I take a sip of my drink, more for courage than thirst. “Tell them to play something hot y con mucha pasión.” I wink at her, smacking her ass as she makes her way toward the small stage. She looks back, blowing me a kiss before the lead singer helps her up stage.
The space around me crowds the moment Gianna leaves, more bodies joining the packed and hot dance floor. I move through the crowd, my way to brown eyes, getting closer to those hypnotizing brown eyes, unaware of me closing in on him. His back is still to me, just a few feet away when the band changes to a sultry, sensual rhythm. The crowd lights up, people cheer and scream excited.
I glance at the stage, Gianna flashes me a thumbs-up as she settles close to the congas on stage. 
Never underestimate Gianna. Ever.
The familiar buzz spreads through my veins. The ache in my feet from the heels fades under the adrenaline rush.My heart drums in my ears, beating fast against my chest with the hum of the congas and bongos on the stage. 
I bump my body into his side—accidentally.
I saw you there looking so good tonight
I swear to God, I'm dying to kiss you
The music is perfect, sensual, dirty y apasionada. The gritty and soulful voice of the lead singer takes me back home, the fiery and fast paced rhythm has my body gliding and moving effortlessly, melting with the velvety music. 
I feel him turn, his hand lands on my waist, and he spins me around to face him. Then he grabs my hand, interlacing our fingers as the hand on my waist slides down to my lower back, pulling me close to him. 
Our noses brush, my hand slips to the back of his head, fingers diving into his dark curls. Up close, he smells good—dangerously delicious, so good I want to drown in it. My eyes nearly roll back when I feel his cheek graze my temple, the heat of his body pressed to mine as he leads the dance.
“Where have you been all night?” he growls in my ear.
“I’ve been looking at you,” I say over the music. “Trying to get you close.” My name slips from my lips, brushing against his jaw.
“Joaquin.” I feel the warmth of his breath on my neck, his hand now on my lower hips, guiding me exactly how he wants. I’m already his, ready to be used, handled. 
I would let his biceps crush me. No. I would beg him to do it. 
It doesn’t feel like much time has passed. We stay on the dancefloor, teasing each other, moving to the intimate songs the band plays, no space between our bodies as we dance across the floor. His hands stay low and hot on my body, my fingers still tangled in his hair. Joaquin’s lips linger near my ear, singing the lyrics like a prayer—like a promise of what he plans to do to me. 
I cradle his jaw with one hand, our lips hovering close but neither of us move to close the gap. Joaquin spins me, pulling my back into his chest, switching our positions. His face nuzzles into my neck, and he smooths his hands slowly down my arms, somehow still leading the dance with ease and in control. 
I bite my lip, fighting back a whimper as his breath heats my skin. His nose brushes down the curve of my neck to my shoulder, where he leaves quick, wet kisses before trailing lower along my spine. My whole body shivers as his palms settle low on my hips, guiding them side to side matching the rhythm while I glide my arms through the melody. 
I look over my shoulder, watching him stare as my hips move under his control effortlessly.
He straightens behind me, chest pressing to my back as his palms graze my skin, and I feel the hard strain in his pants against my ass. I arch into him, lips parted as his breath hits my ear.
“You trust me?” His voice is rough, like he’s barely holding on.
I nod. Not a single scared bone in my body. Not with him. He takes my hand and pulls me off the dance floor. My stomach twists with anticipation as we pass groups of people, stumbling towards the back of the bar. He pushes the side door open, the music fading behind us as the squeaky door shuts, leaving us in the soft dim narrow alley. 
The cold air brushes my skin, the red mini dress I’m wearing barely covers my chest or thighs—but that’s the last thing I care about. Joaquin crashes his mouth onto mine and I moan, melting into the kiss instantly. His tongue slips between my parted lips, taking ownership of me. 
Joaquin cages me between his body and the brick wall, one firm hand gripping the side of my neck while the other hooks under my thigh, raising my leg over his hip. I tangle my fingers into his curls, pushing him closer with the leg I’ve wrapped around him. 
“Fuck, mami.” he mutters, dragging his lips from my jaw down to my neck. His teeth graze the skin before pressing slow, wet kisses on my burning skin. 
I laugh, breathless. “Ay, papasito, qué rico.” 
Joaquin kisses his way down to my cleavage, then pauses to look up at me. “Papasito?” He grins.
“¿Quieres que te llame por otro nombre?” I play with his curls, looking down at him. Joaquin licks his lips. He places a firm hand on the side of my thigh, squeezing hard until I gasp.
“No,” he says, resting his cheek against my cold breast. “Tú me puedes llamar como tú quieras, mami.”
Then he bites down on the swell of my breast, his tongue flattening over the mark he just made. I tug on his curls, the air escaping out off my lungs as I watch him sink to his knees in front of me. 
He hooks my leg over his shoulder, bunching up the material of my dress, exposing the black lace thong I wore underneath. 
Joaquin growls, nose brushing against my soaked center as he inhales, like he’s memorizing this moment. A whimper escapes my lips, heat flooding my entire body.
His eyes darken full of lust and desire. Joaquin pushes the lace aside, and the cool air hits my exposed sex. I’m already trembling, and he’s barely touched me. 
“Fuck, you’re so wet for me.” He growls, spreading me wider before crashing his mouth into my folds. I moan loudly, throwing my head back to the rough brick wall, his tongue sucking on my clit without mercy. 
I yank his curl, rough, showing him how I like it. He picks up the pace quick, fingers pressing and teasing my soaked entrance. I part my lips, feeling him ease two fingers inside, stretching me open as his tongue sucks relentlessly on my clit. 
“Ay, amor.” I whimper, his fingers curling up into that sweet, perfect spot that makes me tremble. I grind down on his face, chasing the pleasure building up rapidly. His fingers press deeper and harder, knuckles deep. I arch my back, the coil inside me desperate to snap.
“I’m so close—fuck, Joaquin.” I chant his name, my voice echoing in the alley, not caring if someone hears me. My skin is on fire, sweat sticking to my body. 
Joaquin grips my hips hard, fingers digging into my skin roughly, but I didn’t care. 
I want to have his hands dented onto my skin, a souvenir, a savored memory. There’s no way I’m letting this man go. I’m not letting this be another one night stand. 
I glance down at him, watching him devouring me like a starving man. His eyes flick up to meet mine and my walls clench tight around his fingers. Joaquin chuckles, the low vibrations from his laugh sending me right over the edge as he watches me.
I fall apart, crying out his name. My body jerks as the hot wave of my orgasm crashes through me. My vision blurs, his face stays buried in me, tongue lapping every drop of my release as soft, overstimulated moans escape my lips. 
Joaquin pants against my skin, resting his cheek on my thigh that’s on his shoulder. “I just discovered my new addiction.” He breathes, pressing a tender kiss to the inside of my thigh. 
He gently lowers my shaking leg off his shoulder, hands sliding up my body as he stands up from the concrete. It’s like he can’t fathom a second without touching me. I rest my forehead on his chest, trying to catch my breath. 
“No rehab can help me,” he murmurs. “Let me stay addicted to those desperate, pretty whimpers and moans you make when I have you coming on my tongue.” He presses his hard length against me, and I whimper, already aching for more. “Tu mirada es una que nunca quiero olvidar. No hay cura para superarte.” 
“Then don’t.” I grin, grabbing his jaw in my palm. “I want you—and not just for a little while.”
I pull him in, our mouths crashing together again as his hand tangles in my hair. My other hand slips down between us, palming the thick bulge in his pants. He groans, grinding into my touch. He melts into it, alive and hungry for more.
“Not here,” he mumbles against my lips. “If I’m going to sink into you—stretch you out with my cock—I don’t want it to be in an alley. I want to get lost in you. I want to treasure every sound, every clench, every time your walls suck me deeper into oblivion.”
For that addiction, I would need rehab
I grip his biceps, body already needy for more. “Take me home, papasito.” 
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The Ache Inside the Hate | m.a. x reader
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Summary | When a blizzard hits and the group gets separated, you and Manny are stuck waiting out the storm together.
Warnings, Tropes | 18+, fem firefly!reader, possibly ooc manny (idk dude has like 5 mins of screen time), smut, forced proximity, acquaintances-to-lovers, requited-unrequited, oral (f receiving), dry humping, some dirty talk, unprotected p in v
Author's Note | Danny Ramirez is haunting me so now I have to write fanfics for all his characters 🤷‍♀️
WC | 12.6k
!!! MINORS DNI !!!
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Harsh, howling winds rattled the windows of the resort, glacial air seeping in through cracked glass and walls eaten away by time. You could hear the building creaking with the severity of the storm, shingles flapping on the roof over your head, wayward doors swaying opened and closed somewhere on the floors below. As you sat bundled up in moth-eaten blankets, a stained and ripped paperback folded in your hands, Manny stood at the window facing the road, his shoulders rigid and foot tapping with impatience.
You had known a storm was coming as the team trekked through the Payette Forest - the temperatures were frigid, even by mountain standards, winds blowing crisp through the pines and woodland. For days, you encouraged Abby and the rest of the group to make camp in any of the nearby towns, as this had been a harsh winter already, but she kept putting it off, determined to make it to Jackson as quickly as possible.
It wasn’t until snow began to first fall delicately that you raised the matter again - after all, you were the pseudo-meteorologist of the group, for lack of a better title, so you knew how to predict the calm before the storm. And finally, they relented, hiking out of the forest and into the nearby cookie-cutter town of McCall.
The resort made the most sense for you to set up a base. Along the north side was a lake that had filled more and more through the years, flooding parts of the lower floor in a couple inches of icy water; the building was set back from the main roadway, allowing some isolation, and you could see for miles from the suite on the top floor, making it the ideal high ground.
Once the building was checked and secured, you all set out for a supply run, hoping to make it back before the storm hit. Knowing that time was limited, you decided to split up to cover more ground - you and Manny went south, Abby and Nora west, Owen and Mel south.
You’d gotten used to being paired off with Manny, as that had always been the case over the course of the past five years. For lack of a better word, you two were more akin to acquaintances than friends despite all your time together, the both of you not terribly interested in getting too close to anyone on the Firefly crew.
That shared attitude of detachment made you and Manny a good team - you could read one another and predict the next move, you could communicate easily through glances or gestures. Ironically, that also meant that you knew more about each other than anyone else, which wasn’t saying much in the grand scheme of things, but it bonded you nonetheless. Sure, he could annoy the hell out of you half the time, but if you had to pick someone to trust, at the end of the day it could only be Manny.
So, your partnership made the McCall supply run easy - the two of you rummaged through abandoned homes and a local game store, trying to find any possible provisions that you may need for the last leg on your trip to Jackson. Despite not finding much, you held out hope that perhaps the rest of the group may find things of more use.
But, as you’d come to learn, nothing was ever as easy as you expected. Considering your limited resources, your weather predictions weren’t an exact science - one moment, the snow was slow and beautiful, and then the next you couldn’t see more than five feet in front of you. You and Manny managed to make it back to the lodge, but now - some six or seven hours later - the rest of your group had yet to show up, and he was getting antsy, worrying over the lowering sun and the promise of nightfall.
“We should go looking for them.” Manny finally spoke for the first time in well over an hour. You took a deep breath through your nose, mouth tightening with agitation, though he couldn’t see the look with his back turned.
“We’re waiting.” You answered plainly without looking up from your book.
Manny turned to stare you down; you didn’t have to see his face to know that he was glowering at your seemingly nonchalant answer, “Something bad could’ve happened, and you sound bored?”
Here we go. Sometimes, you absolutely hated being left alone with him for more than an hour because it always ended up in some bullshit squabble over your attitude or Manny’s temper or something else completely irrelevant. Effective teamwork be damned, the two of you were nonetheless very different types of people.
Sighing, you dog-eared your page and dropped the book into your lap, matching Manny’s sour look with one of your own, “I’m not bored, asshole. I’m just following the rules that we made as a group. Or did you forget those already?”
The golden rules amidst the last remaining faction of Fireflies was simple: have a base to return to, wait there for each other when separated, and don’t go searching for anyone until twelve hours have passed. It stemmed from some kind of scout or camp guidebook, with a few tweaks, and it suited you all thus far. Everyone was more than capable of fending for themselves if need be, so it was better to avoid putting the whole group in danger whenever possible.
Manny’s eyes darkened a little as you stared at one another, neither wanting to be the first to look away, “By that time there’ll be no light left.”
“They know how to take care of themselves.” You countered, crossing your arms to retain a bit of warmth, “Abby said--”
“Doesn’t matter what Abby said.” He cut you off quickly, “None of us considered a goddamn blizzard when we set those rules up. Anything could happen to them out there - you just don’t care.”
An unamused laugh escaped you, rolling your eyes as sarcasm laced each of your words, “Wow, Manny, you’re so right, I never would’ve figured it out; I don’t care at all, that’s why I’m here and have been here all these years.”
“Stop with the attitude.” His jaw clenched as he took a step toward you, though he seemed hesitant to move too far from the window; he’d been practically glued to it since you got back, waiting for any sign of the rest of your team, “If you cared we’d be out there looking for them right now.”
You bit the inside of your cheek, trying not to continue mocking him the way you desperately wanted to right now. Eyes blazing, you stood, dropping your blankets and paperback carelessly while marching across the room towards Manny. You jabbed him firmly in the chest, but refrained from matching his temper; you were never one for arguments and confrontation, and nothing was ever resolved from your spats with Manny in the past.
“You really think I’m not worried out of my mind right now?” You asked through your teeth, “I’ve been stressed this entire trip just waiting for something bad to happen. Sure, I don’t feel good about sitting here reading a goddamn harlequin novel to pass the time, but it’s safer that we stay put, got it?”
Manny shook his head judgmentally, stepping back from you with a faint scoff, “You’re unbelievable. Why you’re still here is beyond me.”
Your brows shot up in stunned vexation at his hostility, “I’m still here because I give a shit, contrary to what you think.”
“Could’ve fooled me.”
“Fucking asshole.” You hissed under your breath while turning away from him, “We’re on the same side, so why do you keep fighting with me?”
“Because you’re willing to let them die out there!”
“That’s not what I’m doing!”
“Isn’t it!?” Manny grabbed your elbow, spinning you around to face him again, “I know we have rules, and I know why. But the storm isn’t letting up, and they could be in serious trouble out there. And we’re doing nothing.”
“And what about us?” You hadn’t intended to raise your voice, yet your words came out in a strained yell nonetheless, “What happens if we go out there looking for them? Stop trying to be a hero and think about all the variables involved. What if we get lost out there, or we get attacked, or our own friends accidentally shoot us because they can’t see through all this fucking snow? Have you thought about any of that?”
You shook off Manny’s hand, continuing before he got the chance to intervene, “If we go out there, we could be putting ourselves at greater risk than any of them are in. We’re smart, that’s why this group works. Owen will do literally anything to keep Mel safe, Nora and Abby are the best survivalists I’ve ever seen. And we should stay put because we’re supposed to have enough confidence in their ability to stay alive.”
Manny looked between your eyes with a harsh glare, working his jaw as your words sank in. After a long beat, a scornful grin spread across his lips as he leaned towards you, voice low, “I guess you do care.”
You scowled up at Manny through your lashes, turning away again to go scoop up your book and blankets, intentionally keeping your back to him, “You’re not going out there, got it? We need to stick together. So, why don’t you cool off a little.”
Heading for the door, you had to resist the urge to turn and look at him; considering you were trying to make a point, you had to be more stubborn than usual.
“Where are you going?” You paused, hand resting on the doorknob.
“Anywhere to get away from you.” You answered harshly before throwing open the door and walking out into the hall.
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It was pushing nine hours since the blizzard started. And no one was back yet.
You holed yourself up in what was once a game room, arcade cabinets with cracked screens and broken buttons lining one wall, billiards and foosball tables covered in dust and cobwebs lining the floor-to-ceiling windows. Miraculously, this half of the building wasn’t puddling with water, which couldn’t be said for some of the other rooms you wandered through.
All things considered, the furniture was in half-decent shape; you’d been curled in the corner of a couch since you found your way down here, trying and failing to focus on your contrived, though somehow charming, paperback’s narrative. Once night fell, you pulled out your flashlight in a half-assed attempt to try to read, but eventually you gave up, staring blankly at the pages for god knows how long.
Manny always assumed you didn’t care; he always assumed nothing mattered to you. Since the massacre at the hospital five years ago, when you all came together, the two of you were always pushing each other’s buttons in such little, inane ways.
You, who liked to have a plan and to keep a level-head, were so opposite to Manny’s action and emotion-driven attitude, that you were bound to have your disagreements. He was a soldier, ready to throw himself at anything he had to, willing to get his hands dirty; you were made for the backlines, planning and mapping and researching before you’d ever think to pick up a weapon. With the group all together, it was easy to balance out your personalities, easy to maintain order. The two of you had never been left alone together for this long, though.
Despite what Manny might think, you didn’t hate him. You never did. He was irksome and frustrating, but at the end of the day you respected him - his skills, his loyalty, his drive. Perhaps in another life - one in which you all weren’t forced to grow up in a dying world - things could have been different, you two could have been… well, something.
You thought about it from time-to-time, what life would be like if the last of the Fireflies could live those ‘normal’ lives you’d read about in books or seen in movies. You figured that your personalities clashed enough that maybe none of you would have befriended each other, considering that you came together as a means of survival rather than out of kinship.
But then you’d think about the good moments you shared. When you would stumble across something strange in an old magazine and immediately show Nora. When Mel would bring back little odds-and-ends that she thought were interesting. When you and Manny would actually laugh together at a joke one of you said that the others didn’t find quite so funny.
Maybe normal wouldn’t have been so bad.
Somewhere nearby, a door creaked on its hinges, startling you out of your reverie. You shot up in your seat, eyes wide as you looked left and right and behind; forgetting about your book, you clicked off your flashlight and reached for the knife strapped to your thigh, just in case the noise wasn’t friendly.
Heart beating rapidly, you prayed that it was everyone else managing to make their way back despite the dark of night. You carefully stood, taking light steps towards the door, ducking behind furniture and posts as you went.
And then you heard Manny’s voice calling your name, his tone frustrated; your chest deflated with ease as you sheathed your knife. You flicked your light back on and wrenched open the heavy door, drawing his attention from across the expansive lobby; you weren’t sure if you were imagining it, but it looked as if he let out a sigh of relief.
He lifted his arms, indicating the building around him, the beam from his own flashlight dancing aimlessly across the wall, “Had me searching this whole damn place for you.”
Manny’s mood seemed to have calmed, if his easy tone was anything to go on; maybe you wouldn’t have to take anymore attitude with him. One of the nearby windows, though still mostly intact, was missing a corner of glass, the bleak night air making you tug your collar up as if that could protect you from the cold.
You shrugged ruefully, “That was kinda the intention.”
Manny studied you, eyes searching your face and looking you up and down; it made you wonder what the hell was going on in his head. His jaw flexed as he nodded, accepting your reasoning, while looking about the lobby - toppled over furniture, icy floors from where water flooded in, shelves layered in cobwebs and dust.
“We stick together,” he said simply, echoing what you’d said to him a couple of hours ago, “you’re right about that. So long as it’s just the two of us here, we aren’t splitting up again.”
You nodded in agreement, chewing at the inside of your lip thoughtfully as your gaze dropped to the floor. There was a part of you that wanted to discuss your earlier argument, but neither you nor Manny were the type of people to apologize, so you refrained.
“Any sight of them yet?” You asked as your eyes trailed to the wall of windows facing the lake - endless darkness, no lights for miles and miles. Not even the shine of the stars and reflection of the moon was visible through the heavy snowfall, which caused a wave of stress to roll up your spine; the weather hadn’t let up in the slightest.
“No.” You looked back at Manny, studying his face as best you could with the harsh light and shadows obscuring it. A sigh left you as he slowly crossed the room, “They’ll be okay.”
His tone wasn’t terribly convincing, but you were under the impression that he was saying it in an attempt to reassure the both of you. As he drew closer, you held his gaze, realizing that - despite everything - his deep brown eyes were a comforting sight right now. So, you straightened your shoulders, bolstering yourself to the best of your ability.
“They’ll be okay.” You repeated with far more conviction than Manny had, though you were still trying to make yourself believe it. For a long, tense moment, the two of you stood there in silence until Manny dropped his gaze in consideration.
“Let’s go back upstairs,” he instructed simply. You knew without him saying so that the high ground made him feel safer - from there he could see anyone coming, friend or foe. So, you nodded in agreement, following after him until the two of you were back in the top floor suite that was your temporary camp.
The two small flashlights you had were barely useful with how heavy the blizzard had gotten outside, beams illuminating your respective supply bags, shifted furniture, a small stack of shockingly pristine blankets sat atop a chair. You raised a brow at Manny, but he didn’t notice the look.
“Where the hell did you find those?” You questioned, because they definitely weren’t here earlier.
Manny knelt over his bag, steadying his flashlight between his shoulder and cheek as he dug through his belongings, “Searched some of the other rooms. Guess hotels used to keep them in plastic, so they were covered all this time.”
“Plastic?” You muttered to yourself, before determining that maybe it was a cleanliness thing and moving on; you had been far too young to remember what the world was like before it collapsed. Walking up behind Manny, you peered over his shoulder; he was digging out what food you two managed to find before the storm hit, which wasn’t much - mixed nuts, some kind of canned meat that you didn’t quite trust.
He held the bag of nuts up to you, “Hungry?”
Honestly, you weren’t. You probably should have been, but considering the stress that had been gnawing at you for hours, it didn’t seem possible for you to have an appetite right now. Glancing at your face, Manny must have read as much, shrugging as he closed his bag and situated himself in one of the chairs that he’d moved to face the window. Ripping open the bag, he scooped a handful into his mouth while gazing out into the haze of snow.
You stared at the back of Manny’s head, mindlessly studying his silhouette; there was strain in his shoulders, a slump to his posture. Was it because of his worrying over the rest of the crew, was it your fight earlier, was it something else entirely? You ruled it was most likely a combination of all the above.
Glancing towards your own bag, you began to make a mental list of all the stock you had between the two of you - the food, batteries, some scarce hygienic supplies, knives and guns and bullets. Did you still have fresh water? Would you run out of food while waiting out the weather? A surge of panic shot through you at all the variables that you simply couldn’t predict.
As if it would help anything, you clicked off your flashlight - at the very least, you could control how many batteries you blew through. So, you might be stumbling around in the dark for a while? There were far worse things than that. Manny either didn’t notice or care about the absence of an additional light, his own resting upon a table and shining into the room, casting harsh shadows across walls and furniture. You were nearly surprised that he wasn’t using it as a beacon for the others, but then again, it could just as easily be a beacon for less than desirable guests.
Swallowing down the anxious lump in your throat, you approached Manny, dragging over another heavy chair to sit beside him. Plopping down into it, you glanced over, but his gaze remained forward. You took the opportunity to study his profile - brow furrowed like it always seemed to be, jaw clenched, eyes intently staring into the dark night. Since you met him, Manny always seemed to have a wealth of tension in his body, like an animal ready to pounce if he ever had to.
Your gaze trailed down the length of his body studiously, his elbows rusting atop his knees, fingers knotted tightly together, heel tapping with that usual impatience you’d come to associate with him. Sympathetically, your brow turned down, as if you could suddenly see all his years of agitation and restlessness and irritation.
“Stop doing that.” Manny’s low voice surprised you; he still had yet to pull his eyes away from the flurry of snow.
Your expression knotted slightly, “Doing what?”
Did the corner of his mouth upturn ever so slightly? Maybe you were just seeing things. He sighed faintly through his nose, “Doing that thing you do.”
The confused furrow of your brow deepened. Sensing your confusion, a small huff left Manny as he finally swiveled his gaze towards you, straightening in his seat just a little.
“The way you watch people.” He said as if it were obvious, “It’s like you’re… seeing right through them, digging around in their heads until you figure them out.”
You could see, now that you were staring at each other, something akin to amusement in Manny’s eyes as he continued, “I’ve watched you do it dozens of times, but it’s different knowing that you’re doing it to me. I don’t like the idea of you seeing something that others aren’t supposed to.”
Suddenly self-conscious, you dropped your gaze, biting your lip, “I didn’t realize it was that… intense.”
“It’s why you’re good at what you do; you're observant. We wouldn’t be here without it.” He said almost dismissively, as if it pained him to give you anything even resembling a compliment. Despite your nerves, you smiled faintly to yourself, glancing back up at Manny through your lashes.
“I didn’t think anyone noticed. That I watch people, I mean.”
Manny worked his jaw in consideration, as if he had a response on his tongue but was hesitant to share it. Though, a moment later, he caved to his thoughts, “Not sure if anyone else has. Just me, far as we both know.”
That smile of yours grew just a little bigger, eyes narrowing slightly. Really, you wanted to ask him why and when he ever noticed it in the first place. Considering just how much he disliked you, you’d figured through the years that he’d want as little to do with you as possible.
As if reading your mind, Manny turned his gaze back out towards the sky; you could see the tightness in his expression even better now that he was looking away.
“So, what are we gonna do?” He asked firmly; he almost turned his eyes back towards you - you could see it in the faint twitch of his head - but he refrained.
You took a deep breath as you mulled it over. It’s probably been ten hours now without any sign of the crew, and the both of you were well beyond concerned about it. Per the rules, if they weren’t back in another two hours, then you and Manny should technically go looking for them. But considering the weather was only growing meaner and uglier, that seemed like the worst thing you could do right now.
You followed Manny’s lead, staring out at the heavy snow, listening to the harsh wind blasting against the building, rattling windows and paneling. You always seemed to run cold, but just the sound of the storm’s severity made you shiver.
“We wait out the night.” You finally said. You only briefly considered how strange it was that Manny was allowing you to make the calls, but then you figured it was his soldier mentality - he wasn’t the decision maker, though he was a devoted follower, “There’s nothing we can do with the weather like this. We rest, we prep, we head out once the sun’s up, and we find them. Storm can’t last forever.”
For a long stretch, the two of you sat in agreeable silence, watching the snow fall for lack of anything better to do. Briefly, you wished you hadn’t forgotten that paperback downstairs - didn’t matter how bad it was, it would have at least given you something to do.
You tried not to let your gaze drift back towards Manny, wary of making him feel uneasy under your eyes again, but you couldn’t help stealing glances. From his hard set brow to his lips, down to his tense hands and bouncing knee; if anything, he could use something to keep him preoccupied even more than you could.
“When you searched the rooms,” you started simply for the sake of creating conversation again, “did you find anything else? Anything we can use?”
Manny shrugged as if none of it mattered, “Couple bars of soap, bottle of water, half a dozen bibles.”
The both of you huffed out a faint laugh, “Well, if I’m feeling really desperate for something to read, I guess I know where to look.”
Manny glanced back towards you, looking you up and down once, “What, already finish that stupid book you’ve been carrying around?”
You gave him a teasing glare, “Forgot it downstairs.”
He hummed quietly, “Must not have been that good… If you want, we can go back and get it.”
A surprised smile graced your lips at Manny’s offer; you weren’t expecting such a simple kindness from him. Though you considered it for a moment, you shook your head, “We should stay put.”
“Suit yourself.” He shrugged, making a measly attempt at relaxing in his seat. Another beat of silence passed between you, “What was it about?”
Your brow furrowed, another half-assed laugh leaving you, “Oh, you must be bored if you’re asking about some romance novel.”
Manny laughed as well, “What else are we gonna talk about? The weather?”
You gave him a faux affronted look, though you appreciated his ability to joke about the one thing causing you both intense stress. There was something in his expression that you couldn’t quite place, almost companionship or admiration or something else you couldn't name. Grinning, you, too, settled into your seat, curling up to keep your body heat in; if it got any colder, you’d be bundling up in every single blanket the two of you had.
“It was some old-timey story,” You started, trying to find the right word, “not, uh, Victorian, but something else like it. The guy’s a lord or a duke, butting heads with his love interest the entire book. The tension was pretty good, all things considered.”
You looked back towards Manny, chewing at your lower lip as you recalled the plot. Remembering what was next, you diverted your gaze bashfully, “I got distracted somewhere after the wedding - hard to focus on it while being worried outta my mind over everyone else. Things were just about to get sexy, too.”
Manny snorted slightly, “I thought those books were all sex.”
You shrugged with an amused grin, “Guess not this one. Maybe that’s what the second half is gonna be. Might have to grab it before we leave tomorrow, and let you know how filthy things get.”
“Looking forward to it.” He joked, laughing smally in his chest, “Might just have to borrow it once you’re done.”
“Oh, you’ll love it.” You continued to jest, finding ease in the calm between you two, your anxieties briefly lifted as you laughed together.
A huge gust of wind blew against the building, causing the windows to rattle again; from another room, you heard glass break, shards tinkling to the floor, and with it the suite was suddenly colder. You and Manny both straightened in your seats as a door creaked, swaying back and forth with the draft.
Cursing under your breath, you rose to your feet, feeling Manny a step behind you, following the sound of groaning hinges till you found the culprit. One of the bedroom windows had already been cracked, and it finally gave in under the strain of the storm.
You peered into the room, eyes having adjusted to the dark just enough to make out the shine of snowfall and glass littering the floor. Backing up, you bumped into Manny’s chest, not realizing how close he’d been behind you; muttering a quick apology, you yanked the door closed, hoping that the latch was still intact enough that you wouldn’t have to worry. Again, you shivered - were you actually cold, or was it simply because you knew the harsh weather had gained one more small way to seep into the building?
You and Manny were still practically standing on top of each other, so he must have noticed the tremble of your shoulders or the clatter of your teeth. He tugged up the collar of your jacket again, checking that it was zipped up all the way; you would have thought it intimate if it weren’t for the harsh, instinctive way that he did it.
“You can’t be that cold all the time; been shivering like a wet cat since we left Seattle.” His tone seemed mildly jesting, yet there still seemed to be something mean about it.
“Shut up, I’m fine.” You bit back, brushing past him, “We should check the other bedrooms; probably best to just close everything up in case any more windows decide to give up on us.”
You didn’t know what hotels or resorts were supposed to be like, but you knew this suite was big, considering it’s four bedrooms and full kitchen; you’d read somewhere about deluxe rooms, or something like that, so now you knew what the hell that was describing.
Splitting up, you both checked the rooms, closing each of the doors as you went. This place seemed sturdy, but it was still nonetheless worn away by time. Returning to the front hall, you checked the front door seal on the off chance that maybe the lock still somehow worked, though you were soon let down, as it was jammed and unable to be secured. You made a mental note that you two needed to be extra mindful before you turned your attention back towards Manny.
He’d left his flashlight atop a table, so you could only make out his silhouette; you had the feeling he was staring back at you, too. With a faint sigh, you tried to find the pile of blankets he’d set aside earlier.
“We should try to get some sleep.” You instructed, despite the fact that you were wide awake. Though, curling up in all those blankets sounded nice, and maybe you’d finally be warm. 
“You rest.” Manny answered with a small shake of his head, “I’ll take first watch just in case; wake you up in a few hours.”
He had a point - considering there were only two of you, it wouldn’t be wise for you both to drop your guard. But you nonetheless protested, “I can take watch, I’m wide fucking awake as it is.”
You heard him sigh, probably irritated with you yet again, “Then I guess we’re not sleeping at all tonight.”
“Manny--”
“I’ll sleep when I’m tired.” He interrupted, returning back to that damn chair of his, “Do whatever you want.”
You stared as he settled back into his seat, squaring his shoulders; you couldn’t help but roll your eyes while crossing your arms at him. For a long stretch, the both of you were silent, though you were unable to hold back the question that you’d been wanting to ask since the two of you made it to the resort, “What’s your problem with me, honestly?”
You heard Manny laugh without humor. Turning his head, you could vaguely make out his profile, that familiar sharp nose and strong jaw. Suddenly, you didn’t like that you’d asked the question, feeling a wave of anxiety wash over you. Silence stretched out between you, longer than you would have liked - Manny wasn’t the type to hold his tongue.
Finally, he took a breath, his voice less assertive than you were expecting, “I don’t have a problem with you…”
Now, it was your turn to give a deriding laugh, “You sure?”
Manny shook his head and sighed, returning his attention back to the storm outside, much to your annoyance. You continued to stare at the back of his head for a few long moments, before giving up; guess you’d let him take the first watch after all. Considering that your two options right now were to either sleep or sit around stressing out, you may as well sleep.
So, you began to arrange some kind of make-shift bed out of the blankets and a couple pillows that weren’t completely moth-eaten. You pushed the tattered couch, using it as a barrier between you and the door, with Manny and the window opposite of it.
You worked quietly, settling into the blankets, trying to ignore how uncomfortable it was to be wrapped up while fully clothed and on the hard floor. By now, you should have been used to this kind of sleeping arrangement, but maybe the stress and tension were just causing every little thing to bother you.
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“Hey,” Manny urged in a hushed whisper. You knew for a fact you hadn’t been sleeping long because you could feel the groggy discomfort in your head. Groaning, you stirred, realizing that you could feel the weight of his hand on your shoulder, “You good?”
Your expression knotted as you came back to consciousness. The darkness was the same now as it had been when you lied down, though at some point Manny had clicked off his flashlight. As your eyes adjusted to the dark, you tried to find him in the shadows, tugging at the blankets as the cold somehow seemed to penetrate right to your core. Your voice came out hoarse and whiny, “What?”
“You were moaning in your sleep.” He explained, fingers squeezing your shoulder faintly as you shuddered from the cold, “Jesus, you still cold under all that?”
“Shut up…” You groaned, already wide awake again. That was the nature of living like this, always moving and on high alert - rest and relaxation were an impossibility, “I’m fine.”
Manny sighed before clicking his tongue decisively. He took his hand back, and you could make out the way he brushed it across his forehead and eyes as if he was already feeling peeved at you all over again.
“Scooch.” He instructed.
“Huh?”
Another irked sigh left him, “Make room. You’ll do better with some body heat.”
You scoffed, “Don’t, it’s fine--”
“Just do it.”
With an exasperated huff, you shuffled over, tugging and shifting the blankets around yourself as Manny sat beside you. Under your breath, you grumbled incoherently, growing tense at the feel of his body settling in right there next to yours, shoulder bumping against yours. He rested his back upon the uncomfortable floor, laying like a board as you continued fussing with the blankets as some measly form of distraction.
But you knew you couldn’t be avoidant forever, so you eventually forced yourself to lie back, body just as rigid as Manny’s beside you. Your arm brushed his, and you attempted to shuffle away.
“Will you stop moving?” He urged, pushing closer to you intentionally, “Defeats the purpose, I’m trying to help regulate your temperature.”
“I told you I was fine.”
“You’ve been chattering all damn night,” Manny pressed his arm against yours, knee nudging you as he grumbled in irritation, “Be thankful I didn’t suggest skin-to-skin…”
Much to your chagrin, you felt a small jolt through you at the idea, your imagination too vivid for your own good sometimes. Picturing - even if just for a brief moment - the feel of Manny’s bare skin on top of yours, warm hands and tangled legs, mouth exploring every inch…
“Gross.” You spat out despite that obnoxious little sensation that stirred in your stomach. No, you were not about to picture Manny, of all people, in a compromising position like that. Maybe that stupid paperback had gotten to your head - after all, you didn’t read quite far enough to get to the good stuff, leaving you hungry to know what happened next.
It was like you could feel the way Manny’s eyes rolled at you as he scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest stubbornly. You did the same, glowering up at the ceiling as if it had personally offended you.
For a long couple of minutes, the two of you stayed put, like two stubborn children unwilling to come to an agreement. Not that you would admit it, but having him there next to you did help warm you up, though you may also have your own dirty mind to blame for the flesh of heat through your body.
As the wind picked up even more aggressively outside, the creaking and rattling of the building around you sent another shudder through your body. Dutifully and without hesitation, Manny inched closer to you in response; you hoped the way you leaned towards his touch was subtle enough for him not to notice.
“We cool?” Manny asked in a low tone, causing your brows to raise.
“Why wouldn’t we be?”
“Because it sorta seems like we never are.” He countered instantly, as if he had guessed exactly how you would respond. In your periphery, you could feel the way he turned his head to gaze at your profile, which caused you to tense up even more. An unamused laugh passed through his lips, faintly fluttering against your cheek; you had to refrain from sighing at its warmth, “You never really liked me. Sometimes it seems like you can barely tolerate me.”
Surprised, you turned your head as well, trying to make out his expression in the dark, “Says the guy who hates me.”
This time, you shivered with nerves, though Manny couldn’t have known the difference, as he tried to press closer to you again. He didn’t answer for a brief moment, mulling over his response before muttering dismissively, “Hate you? No mames…”
“Oh, come on,” feeling wide awake now, you rolled onto your side, propping your head in the palm of your head, “for five years we’ve argued over stupid shit, poking at each other all the time. What else am I supposed to think?”
You could vaguely see Manny’s lips turn down in consideration before he teased, “Maybe I just like arguing with you? Keeps things interesting.”
“Yeah right,” you laughed while shaking your head, “Why you so worried about it all of a sudden?”
This time, the pause between you was different, hesitant and strained. Though you couldn’t quite discern Manny’s expression in the dark, his head turned down slightly, jaw flexing. Something about it made you uneasy.
His voice was just above a whisper, serious and contemplative, “Well, on the off chance that something bad happened out there…”
He briefly stalled, as if he didn’t want to finish the sentence. It gave you just enough time to let the words sink in, the weight of them heavy upon you. Yes, for all you knew, all of your companions could be dead or sick or buried in snow out there. For all you knew--
“--you might be all I have left.” Manny’s confession had a somber quality to it, causing a pressure in your chest that was a confused mess of dismay and want and unease. You sucked in a breath, trying to maintain your calm.
Because Manny was right. You might be all he has left, just as much as he might be all you have left. The past few years aside, what would you two do if it were only you? Despite being able to keep a level-head, despite being rational, you couldn’t help but entertain those fears; in order to stay sane, you also had to be able to look into the mouth of the beast, so to speak.
In all this time, your group had never been separated this long unless it had been planned - for five long years, the last of the Fireflies had become the closest thing you had to family.
“Manny,” you whispered reassuringly, leaning towards him to make your point, chest lightly pressing against his shoulder and arm, “everyone’s okay. You and me, we’re good together; if they can’t find us, we’ll find them. And if for some fucking reason it is just you and me now, we’ll take care of each other.”
He faintly laughed, the sound uncertain, his warm breath tickling your cheeks again, “Like we always do…”
“I haven’t let you die yet,” you teased, hoping a bit of levity might put him at ease.
“I’m sure you thought about it at least once.” He quipped.
“Well, only when you were being really annoying.” You smiled contently, appreciating the sincerity between you two. With Manny, you’d always put up fronts or used jokes against one another - really, you’d never had much of a serious one-on-one conversation, even after all this time. There was another charged pause between you.
“I never hated you, you know.” Manny’s tone was so frank and warm and… perhaps affectionate, strange as that seemed.
You startled as his hand brushed your shoulder - you were so focused on his face that you hadn’t realized he moved. His fingers slid carefully along your collarbone, hesitating at the base of your neck; your body became tense, taken aback by the knot in your chest, by the tenderness of his touch. What the hell was this about?
With a sharp, sad breath, you leaned back, hoping Manny would allow his hand to fall away from you. Instead, he gently pressed his palm to the side of your neck, keeping you close, “Don’t.”
You could feel the intensity of his eyes staring at you, fingers lightly flexing against your skin, “Don’t what?”
Shaking your head, you tried to calm the skip of your heart, the spike of nerves that swelled in your body. It was like a surge of heat from head to toe, a part of you aching for it while another part wishing to get away from it.
“We’re not doing the ‘all hope is lost’ thing. Don’t project feelings onto me that aren’t there, it isn’t fair to either of us.” You managed to sound more assured than you felt, your resolve already wavering.
You never ever hated Manny, either. Of course you never hated him; you wouldn’t have tolerated his bullshit otherwise. Yes, the two of you bickered and poked fun at each other, threatening to trade foraging partners when one of you was particularly irksome to the other. But neither of you ever followed through with it, because at the end of the day, neither of you would ever want to work with anyone else.
You and Manny fit together. He was resourceful, you were knowledgeable; he knew when to act first, and you knew when to plan ahead. You’d learned to read each other without speaking a single word; how to fight together seamlessly when shit went south. So what, you’d never had a serious, heartfelt conversation, even after years working side-by-side? Didn’t the knowing glances and elbow jabs and shared laughs make up for that? Hell, you knew for a fact that no one understood you like Manny did, and vice versa.
And, fuck, that was the problem, wasn’t it?
“I’m not doing that.” Manny insisted in that tone you knew so well - earnest and cross, adamant because he didn’t want to be brushed off. Allowing his hand to fall, he propped himself up, resting his elbows on the floor to be eye level with you.
“Aren’t you, though?” You argued, though your tone had no conviction to it, “All this time and you wait till now to, what, make a move?”
Manny scoffed and shook his head, but it seemed a measly attempt to protect himself rather than a reflection of any upset he felt. He took a deep breath, his attentive eyes searching your face candidly, “You ever think that maybe I’ve liked you this whole time, nena?”
The question caused you to inhale sharply, an anxious jolt shooting through your chest. Your mouth hung slightly ajar as you tried to believe him before you swallowed your nerves, asking quietly, “This whole time?”
Manny shifted before reaching towards you again, thumb brushing along your jaw before his hand tentatively returned to the back of your neck; a very faint, unamused laugh escaped him, “Think about it?”
And you were. You tried to recall all the times you two argued, only for you to realize he had a charmed glint in his eyes; all the times he was the first person you looked to whenever things went bad. When being in each other’s space went from being a necessity to being a comforting familiarity; when Nora started mocking the two of you for acting like an old married couple.
Those times you’d catch Manny staring at you, only for him to look away. How he’d whisper a stupid joke in your ear that he didn’t want anyone else to hear. Those little unnecessary touches - a hand at the small of your back, knees brushing when you sat side-by-side despite there being more than enough room for you both. You’d wake up sometimes in the middle of the night with an extra blanket draped over you. Or on foraging hunts when Manny would bring you a little something just because he thought you might like it.
Fuck, you were an idiot. How was it all so painfully obvious, yet managed to go completely over your head all this time?
A laugh of realization and disbelief escaped you, yet it was also a laugh of relief - like some weight you weren’t even aware of had finally been lifted from your shoulders.
“I’m so stupid…” You muttered, shaking your head at yourself.
Sensing your shift in attitude, your walls coming down, Manny jested quietly, drawing just that little bit closer to you, “Well, I didn’t want to be the one to say it, but…”
You giggled again nervously, rolling your eyes and biting your lip. Your nerves were like an electric current, static through your limbs, heart pounding in your chest. Hesitantly, you reached towards Manny, gently resting your hand to his chest, fingers splaying over his collarbone. To your relief, he leaned into the touch, resting his forehead carefully against yours while taking in a deep breath.
“For the record, I never hated you, either.” You murmured. Manny’s grip tightened ever so slightly on the back of your neck.
“I know.”
His mouth found yours urgently, a surprised hum rising in your throat; he tasted bitter and sharp, utterly intoxicating as you savored him. You could feel Manny’s smile against your lips, charmed by your reaction as his fingers flexed eagerly on your skin. Pressing closer, you wound your arms around his neck, kissing him as if you’d been starved and he was the only thing that could satiate you.
The two of you were in-sync just as you always were, hands groping, mouths insistent, bodies slotting together as Manny laid you back on the pile of blankets, his weight atop you warm and comforting like he belonged there. Just like all your silent glances, it was as if you knew what the other was thinking, moving together as his tongue slid across your lower lip, your hands tugging desirously at his curls.
Shamelessly, you opened your mouth to him, tongues swirling together as you moaned; Manny’s grip on you grew tighter, incited by the sound. He blindly groped around, fingers brushing over your breast and collarbone till he found the zipper of your coat, yanking it down in one fluid motion before sliding both hands inside it. You arched into the touch, tugging faintly at his hair as a searing coil knotted in your stomach.
Manny groaned salaciously, pushing up the hem of your layered shirts, his touch a scorching fire on your skin. Your hips bucked, heart thumping wildly in your chest. Gliding your hands down his neck and chest, you fumbled with his coat as well, causing him to laugh into your mouth as you struggled with it. His breath hot against your face as he pulled back, sitting up on his heels to rip the layer away, your chest heaving as you watched. Manny’s hands were on you again in a flash, swooping in to capture your lips again.
Propping up on your elbows, you hastily pulled off your own winter coat, not willing to break away from the kiss again so soon. Once your hands were free, you slid them over Manny’s firm torso, humming contently at the feel of him.Sliding your hands beneath his shirts, your body tightened at the guttural sound in his throat, your fingernails grazing over his abs and sides amorously. His hips twitched against yours, causing you to sigh with want.
Manny’s hands traveled down your neck and chest and waist, grabbing as if desperate to feel every part of you all at once. He kissed you ardently before withdrawing his lips, blazing a hot trail along your jaw and neck, sucking at the sweet spot just above your collarbone; the mewl that left you was downright sinful, causing Manny’s faint laugh to vibrate against your skin.
“Oh, that’s the spot, huh?” He teased in a growl that made your body clench wantonly, back arching into his touch, “Should’ve done this years ago…”
Fuck yes he should have. You should have, instead of letting all this want and desire pent up inside you. You were ravenous for Manny’s touch, finally having tasted the forbidden fruit, nails digging into his sides just enough to draw a sigh from him, mouth continuing to nip along the expanse of your neck. You pushed his shirts up higher, desperate to feel every inch of his soft skin, to memorize each curve and blemish with your fingertips.
As Manny rolled his hips far too alluringly against yours, you keened and scratched your nails along his sides, spreading your legs so he could slot between them more easily. The press of him against your center was maddening, making you realize just how long it had been since anyone aside from yourself had touched you. Your pussy clenched with anticipation, Manny’s body making your head spin as you imagined all the things he could do to you.
You groaned incoherently as his teeth gently bit your skin; Manny went rigid for just a moment, enthralled by the sound before he continued ravishing your neck.
You insistently began to tug at his clothes, deciding there were far too many layers between you. It should not have been this erotic to help someone strip, yet his hot breath on your skin and the feel of his body flexing beneath your fingers was dizzying. When finally his chest was bare, Manny leaned back, allowing your hands to explore, although you quickly knotted your fingers in his hair again and drew his mouth back to yours. He smiled against your lips, hips grinding longingly in response.
Manny pulled back after one more sweet kiss, mouth dragging down your neck and chest, hands sliding your shirt up to your breasts to expose your abs to his frenzied lips. His teeth grazed over your stomach, kissing along the curves of your body as your hands tangled in his hair.
Reaching between you, Manny undid your pants swiftly, hooking his fingers into the waistband as his lips hungrily nipped at your skin, biting and sucking feverishly. Your eyes crossed, feeling just how bad that hickey would be later.
Manny gave your pants a quick tug down to your knees, finally breaking his lips away from your skin with an audible pop. Breathing deeply, he shuffled lower, nose grazing over your panties as he pulled at your pants again, helping you out of them before they were tossed carelessly aside. You inhaled sharply at his warm breath so very close to your center, wet and needy and waiting for him.
“Shit…” He muttered, lips brushing over the thin fabric of your panties, your hips rolling instinctively, “Not fair that you smell that good.”
The compliment made you whine hungrily, nails scratching through his hair. He pressed a kiss to the fabric between you, causing you to buck again with a gasp. Resting his hands firmly on your thighs, he trailed down that little bit further, breath hot and moist along your slit, causing your eyes to roll back. His fingers dug faintly into your flesh as he took in the smell of your desire, making you squirm with anticipation.
And then he pressed his tongue flat to your pussy, spit soaking through your already damp panties as you moaned unabashedly, causing Manny’s own hum to rock against you. Your grip on his hair tightened as he began to lap at you slowly, tip of his tongue flicking over your clit over and over, making your toes curl.
“Oh, fuck…” You muttered, grinding your hips against Manny’s mouth in time with the strokes of his tongue. Another growl sounded in his throat as he held your thighs firmly as if to keep the both of you at a slow, steady pace. Your body jolted when he teased at your entrance, the measly layer of fabric the only thing keeping you two apart and causing you frustration.
As if he could read your mind, Manny slid a hand up your leg, hooking a finger around the fabric of your panties and pulling them out of the way, his mouth pulling back a mere inch. His hot breath teased along your slit, making you ache for him.
A desirous sound of approval rumbled in his chest before Manny pressed his mouth to your pussy, causing you to yelp at the feel of his wet tongue bare against you. The hand on your thigh tightened its grip as he hungrily ate you out, mouth ravenously sucking on your clit, tongue diving between your folds insatiably. You threw your head back with a vulgar cry, already seeing stars as you rolled your hips greedily, causing Manny to splay his hand across your pelvis in an effort to hold you in place.
“Slow down, baby…” He groaned into your pussy, the roughness of his tone doing nothing to make you any less wet and desperate, especially when he went back to devouring you in the same breath. Your legs were already shaking on either side of his head, five long years making it damn near impossible to keep yourself from coming undone.
It was like an electric spark each time his tongue teased at your clit, your whimpers growing only more desperate and carnal. Your legs began to clench around him, forcing Manny to firmly grip both your thighs, fingers digging into your skin to keep you from tightening around his head. You trembled in his strong hold, rutting desperately against his mouth, the both of you moaning with a drunken pleasure.
“Oh god--!” You stuttered with a gasp, Manny’s mouth unrelenting on your clit, eating you out like you were his goddamn last meal, “Manny--!”
You felt him tense before his mouth grew even more frenzied, the sound of his name on your tongue sinful and encouraging. Your breath came out short and gasping and desperate, head swirling with bliss, body trembling as you rode his tongue closer and closer to your release.
And then you spiralled abruptly, cumming hard and intense as your body tightened, moans spilling from your lips like prayer. Manny lapped at your desire, taking another deep breath of you as his hands held so tight to your trembling thighs that you knew it would bruise. You shook in his hands, body melting as he continued to cruelly tease at your clit with his tongue, incoherent words of pleasure falling from your mouth.
When your hands finally untangled from his hair, Manny relented, pulling back to catch his breath as you rode the high of your orgasm, eyes crossed and head fuzzy. His nose brushed along your inner thigh, causing you to twitch; an airy laugh tickled against your skin in response.
“God…” He grumbled, resting his forehead against your leg for a moment. The distinct smell of sex reached you, sweaty and sweet and musky, as your chest heaved with steady breaths. Though your limbs felt weak, you gently brushed your hand over Manny’s curls, staring up at the ceiling as you composed yourself.
Manny began a slow crawl up your body, lips grazing over your skin wantonly until you were nose-to-nose, tasting your own sex in the air between you two. He firmly pressed his groin against your sensitive core, drawing a faint whimper from your lips, which he captured in a deep, impassioned kiss.
Your hands explored his body, delighting in the flex of his muscles, the heat of his skin. His tongue slid into your mouth zealously, tasting you with a deep moan. For the first time in days, you finally felt warm, sweat dampening the small of your back. Without breaking away from Manny’s lips, you began to tug your shirts up, only splitting for half a second so you could yank them over your head.
Manny cupped your breasts, squeezing eagerly and groaning as your nipples hardened under his touch. He drew his lips away, kissing down your neck until he could tenderly bite the soft flesh of your chest; your toes curled as he sucked another hickey to your skin, hooking your heels on the backside of his legs while rutting your hips again.
Satisfied with the bruise he left, Manny captured your lips fiercely, rolling his hips, his erection strained and beguiling within his pants. Your legs tightened either side of him, using the leverage to move with him, grinding against his cock slowly, drawing an illicit groan from his lips.
Manny grabbed firm hold of you, flipping your bodies around in one fluid motion to put you on top. Sitting up, he practically devoured your lips, the kiss sloppy and salacious. In his lap, you continued grinding your hips, arching your back as the friction caused you to whine, your sex dampening through your panties to his jeans.
God, the feel of him swollen and hard against your clit was mouthwatering, your pace growing more urgent and needy as Manny groped at you with feverish hands, squeezing and rubbing and scratching like he was afraid someone might steal you away from him. He reached around your back, unclipping your bra and tossing it away; prying his lips from yours, he took one of your peaked nipples into his hot mouth, tongue swirling and teeth grazing. You cried out, head falling back as you leaned into his touch, your pussy slick with want as your hips stuttered.
You muttered achingly as Manny fondled your breasts, his hips bucking needily beneath you as he growled with impatience. Your fingers knotted in his hair again, tugging just hard enough to make him hiss as you rut against him.
Feeling like a tightly wound coil again, you pried yourself off Manny, much to his protest, shuffling down his legs just enough to undo his jeans, pulling them away before crawling back to him. You cupped his erection through his boxers, sighing sharply at his size and girth; you gave him a gentle squeeze, causing him to groan while grinding himself into your hand. You began to stroke him through the underwear, hand slow and firm as it teased along his length, thumb running over his tip, hitting a spot he must have loved given the way he twitched and groaned.
You grabbed the waistband of the boxers and drew them down, the head of Manny’s cock bouncing against his stomach with a dull thump. You stroked him again, lightly squeezing as you went from head to hilt at a cruel pace, teasing along the vein on the underside of his length. As your hand began to bounce at a steady rhythm, Manny lied back, mouth ajar and eyes closed.
“Baby…” He grumbled, hips bucking up to meet your hand, causing his thigh muscle to tighten beneath your pussy, making you moan right along with him.
Giving into your impatience, you yanked off your panties, crawling over Manny so you could press a fierce kiss to his lips. As you tried to pull away, he cupped the back of your neck, tongue sliding into your mouth as he kissed you like you were the air he breathed, moaning desperately in his throat. His opposite hand slid between you, fingertips swirling your swollen clit and causing you to shiver.
When finally your lips broke apart, you were gasping for air, Manny’s cock twitching against your inner thighs, your knees slightly trembling thanks to the lazy winding of his fingers on your sex. The glint in his hooded eyes caused you to smile affectionately, repositioning yourself till you were centered over his erection, his hands gliding along your thighs and hips and waist like you were something coveted.
Manny dug his fingers into your hip, grinding your wet pussy along the length of his cock, whispering endearments so low that you could barely make them out. Steadying your hands upon his firm chest, the friction between you nearly made you whine. Manny took a deep breath as he shifted you so that he was lined up with your entrance, the two of you lingering for a moment as you stared into each other’s faces.
And then you slowly lowered yourself onto him, groaning in unison as you stretched around his girth. You were so wet already, taking him hilt deep with a shudder at the feel of him inside you. Manny held still, composing himself as you adjusted to his size - five years without dick make you feel like a damn virgin all over again, the twitch inside you causing a yelp of pleasure to jump from your lips.
You stayed like this a moment longer before you unhurriedly rut against Manny’s hips, another raptured cry escaping you at the pressure against your clit. Manny’s grip became even more firm against your skin, deep breaths inflating his chest as he ground up into you, finding that sweet spot deep inside you far, far too easily. Your hips moved together, jerky and uncoordinated, desperately chasing the delectable sensation coursing between your bodies.
Manny’s hands drift around to your ass, squeezing encouragingly as he rolled his hips, your name hot on his tongue. He lifted you just a couple inches off of him, cupping your rear so he could thrust up into you, skin clapping together while your nails dug into his pecs. He hit you nice and deep over and over again, the thrust of his hips growing more unyielding with each mewl and cry that slurred from your mouth. Fuck, his dick was intoxicating, the way it stretched you out and filled you up, making your eyes cross and your limbs trembled.
Hungry for more, you began to bounce on your knees, stuttering until you matched Manny’s rhythm, bracing your hands either side of his head to get a deeper angle. You exhaled sharply as he buried himself inside you, thrusts growing feverish, skin slick with sweat. A growl rose deep in his chest, craning his neck to capture your lips in a sloppy kiss, teeth clashing and tongues swirling. You moaned into his mouth, rolling your hips erratically.
Manny’s greedy hands trailed back up your body, fondling your tits, tweaking your nipples between his fingers. A fierce little “come here” rumbled in his throat, drawing your chest towards him so he could bite at your flesh again. The new angle of your hips caused pressure on your clit that made you cry out, body shuddering with pleasure as Manny drove his cock deep inside you over and over again.
“Fu-uck--!” You whined loudly, grinding your hips as Manny became more frantic, thrusts hard and lecherous and like a drug. His breath was hot against your breasts, your back arching as his hands explored your body, gripping firmly at your waist as he pushed just that little bit deeper.
Manny drew his knees up to press against your back, using the angle to bury himself in you, hand trailing down to massage your clit with the pad of his thumb. Your hips faltered with a yelp as you groped at his arms to keep yourself steady.
He rut his hips hard into you, the slick sound of your skin slapping together causing your pussy to clench tight around him, drawing another hiss from between his teeth. Your body became frenzied, hips rolling and toes curling, a string of gasps spilling from your mouth as his thumb returned to swirling your clit, sending jolts of desire through your body.
“Fuck, you’re falling apart, huh?” Manny growled with a dazzling grin, enthralled by the sight of you as he fought not to come undone himself, “Taking me so good…”
God, his voice made you squirm and moan, riding his cock with a hungry zeal, bouncing on shaky legs as your pussy tightened around him. Drool began to pool under your tongue, eyes rolling into the back of your head as your pace grew sloppy and graceless.
“That’s right, baby…” Manny breathed out, applying more pressure to your clit, stilling the upward thrusts of his hips so you could ride him until you fell apart. You bounced and rutted, chasing the cusp of another orgasm, nails racking harshly along his body before digging into his thighs, which still pressed firmly into your back, using him as leverage for your rapacious grinding.
You managed to find Manny’s intense gaze in the dark, the two of you staring intensely at one another, eyes hooded and mouths hanging open. Under his breath, he murmured a string of “come on, come on” like a mantra, thumb continuing its unrelenting pattern on your clit as your legs began to shake, nails scratching at his skin forcefully enough that you dared to draw blood.
And then it was like a white hot flash of lightning, an obscene cry leaping from your mouth as you clenched tight around Manny’s cock, throwing your head back as everything within you trembled, your release frenzied and wild.
You shook while bracing yourself, orgasm rocking your body, stars behind your eyes as a weak string of moans fell from your tongue. Manny held you tight, squeezing your skin in his hands, watching you with utter awe and ecstasy, the clench of your soaked pussy drawing guttural moans from his chest. His cock twitched inside you, desperate for release, but he resisted the urge so he could focus on how goddamn incredible you looked cumming all over his dick.
When you finally floated down from cloud nine, your body racked with pleasure. Manny’s cock was still buried inside you, rock hard and twitching, sending shocks of euphoria through your body. The tension accompanying your orgasm melted away, legs like pudding as you balanced your hands atop his chest again.
“Fucking hell…” Manny murmured, enthralled by you. A goofy smile graced your lips as you slowly lowered your lips back towards his, moaning into his mouth at the way his full cock shifted inside you. The kiss was deep and sloppy, breathing each other in with such ardent want, molding together as if you were made for it.
Manny gave a slow roll of his hips, hands exploring your hot skin as you continued to whimper against his lips. Slowly, he pushed up inside you, delighting in your gasps and spasms, his tongue delving into your mouth again with desperate desire. You held his jaw tenderly, pulsing around his thrusts; eventually, he pulled back, lips brushing against yours as he spoke.
“Got one more in you, cariño?” He whispered wickedly, smiling triumphantly as you moaned, walls clenching around him again. He was so close, feeling how desperately his body wanted release. When you nodded, nose bumping gently with his, Manny’s arms encircled you, flipping you onto your back faster than you could blink, the motion and accompanying friction making you gasp sinfully.
Manny sat back on his heels, hands stroking down your legs, cock still buried inside you as he positioned your bodies. He spread your legs, pushing them up either side of you, hands holding your knees as he bottomed out, moaning huskily at the feel of you. He rolled his hips steadily, hitting deep inside your wet pussy, fingers digging into your skin. You grasped at the mess of blankets beneath you, body curving up to meet Manny’s thrusts as skin slapped skin, hair sticking to your sweaty neck and forehead.
Manny grunted praises through his teeth, slamming deep into you with rapid strikes. Already so sensitive after your orgasms, you moaned wildly at the way he slid in and out of you, body starting to tremble again. Manny pushed your legs even higher and wider, eyes closed and brow furrowed as he used your body, burying into you with a hungry fervor.
You threw your head back as your thighs tried to clench either side of Manny’s torso, but his grip was firm and strong, holding you in place as your entire body shook with intense pleasure. His thrusts grew even more insistent, fast and deep and mouthwatering.
“That’s right, baby--” He hissed as he slammed into you, “so fucking good--”
His words made you whine delectably, pussy clenching around him, rhythm unrelenting. His breath began to come out in deep shudder, hips stuttering on the edge of release as he stole a few more deep thrusts before abruptly pulling out of you.
It was a shock to be so empty all of a sudden, a loud cry leaving you; in the next moment, Manny was spilling warm seed onto your stomach, his groans overlapping with yours. His hands shook as he clung tight to your legs, his head lulling forward as the last of him pooled on your hot skin, sweat gliding down his taunt muscles.
For a long beat, neither of you moved as you caught your breath. Eventually, you lowered your legs either side of him, reaching trembling hands up to cup Manny’s jaw as he balanced above you, swooping in to steal a needy kiss. The both of you moaned at the taste of each other, your body still yearning for him despite the three orgasms he already gave you. Pulling back, he pressed his sweaty forehead to yours, breathing you in deeply for a minute.
“Be right back.” Manny whispered roughly, grunting as he pushed back on his heels before rising to his feet, legs still shaky. You hummed in acknowledgement, watching his silhouette move through the dark, listening as he rummaged in his bag and opened a canteen. He returned moments later, kneeling beside you and pressing a damp cloth to your stomach, causing you to faintly gasp at the chill of it cleaning your skin of his mess.
“Thanks,” You giggled, cock-drunk and giddy, once Manny was done. He sat down beside you again, huddling himself in the blankets as a sweet laugh met your ears.
“For what - the mindblowing sex?” He teased, to which you gave him a half-assed punch in the arm, which only made him laugh again.
“Shut up, asshole.” You smiled fondly, eyes fluttering shut contently.
Your body had finally relaxed, a thin layer of sweat glistening over your skin, which finally allowed for the blizzard outside to chill you to the bone again, your teeth chattering. Looking about in the dark, it was hard to tell where exactly any of your clothes had ended up, but before you could even crawl away from the comfort of your blankets, Manny gently grabbed your arm.
He tugged you into him, muttering against your hair, “Worry about it in the morning.”
“And freeze in the middle of the night?” You countered, though being curled in his side and huddled together was doing wonders for your temperature. It reminded you of what he said earlier, which already felt lifetimes away, causing you to huff out a small laugh, “Guess we’re doing the skin-to-skin thing after all, huh?”
Manny laughed, too, arms tightening around you as he grumbled again, echoing your words back at you, “Shut up, asshole.”
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“Sheesh, look at these two.”
A voice and accompanying snickers pierced through your unconscious, causing you to start abruptly, instinctively reaching for your knife that was nowhere to be found. The warm body beside you shot up with a gasp, seemingly fumbling around for something as well, which caused even more raucous laughter.
And then, of course, your mind caught up with you as you recalled last night, eyes straining to open against the harsh sunlight reflecting off the snow outside.
“So, this is what you were doing instead of searching for us?” Nora’s familiar voice taunted, your vision still heavy with sleep. Mortification shot through you like a bullet, feeling your neck and ears grow hot as you slumped under the blankets as if to hide your shame.
Manny’s body was warm beside you, his morning voice gravelly; despite yourself, it caused a faint stirring in your stomach, “Fuck off.”
The sheet over your head was tugged away, Owen’s teasing face there to greet you as you shivered at the cold, “Aw, don’t tell me you’re embarrassed.”
“Stop…” You whined sleepily, crossing your arms over your chest on the off-chance that you may end up more exposed than you would like.
Eyes adjusted to the light, you looked from one face to the next - everyone seemed to be amused, even Abby, who tried to hide that behind a glare. Fuck, this is just what you needed first thing in the morning.
Manny clicked his tongue, pulling a blanket around his bare shoulders and torso, “We were gonna look for you today.”
“Just had to get some first?” Mel asked with a laugh, rolling her eyes before shooting you a wink.
“Get dressed.” Abby chimed in before either of you could rise to the bait. Curling into yourself, you pressed closer to Manny to steal some of his body heat, “We gotta make some progress before another storm hits. Right?”
She looked at you with raised brows, as if you could simply predict the weather like some kind of magician. You sighed while weakly nodding, attempting to stifle a yawn.
“Yeah, yup, before another storm.” You answered roughly, raising your hand to wave it in the direction of the door, “Will you all go please?”
“Oh, she wants some privacy.” Nora continued to tease, even as she began to slowly back up towards the door, the others following suit.
“Five minutes.” Abby instructed, still fighting to hold in her own mirth at your predicament, “Any longer and we’ll drag you out.”
You and Manny watched as they trickled out of the room. Nora stopped to shoot you a big thumbs up, causing another wave of laughter through the group as they closed the door behind them.
Alone again, Manny looked down at you, dark stare taking in your disheveled appearance with a faint smirk. Sighing heavily, you sat up, shivering as the cold air hit your bare back, shoulders shrugging up to your ears.
“Fuck!” You chattered, catching the mischievous glint in Manny’s eyes, your brow knotting, “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“I mean,” he leaned towards you as if to whisper a secret, “we can do a lot in five minutes…”
You laughed abruptly at his insinuation, rolling your eyes as you leaned in as well, lips lingering just out of reach, “Shut up and put your clothes on.”
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geminiwritten · 1 month ago
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safehouse ; joaquín torres
fandom: marvel
pairing: joaquín x reader
summary: you're an ex-assassin trained by hawkeye and black widow, and your old friend sam needs your help on a mission alongside his new protege... but things don't go exactly to plan and you end up indefinitely stuck in a safehouse with joaquín
notes: danny ramirez has me in such a chokehold, he made me write smut!!! kind of... upon reread, i feel like this might flop? and i'm a little extra nervous about it because it's my second first attempt at smut, so i hope it doesn't suck! please, please, please let me know what you think! i need feedback! and also, sorry if it's shitty, i'm so out of practice with marvel, i'm just feral for this man...
warnings: swearing, sexual tension (lots), mention of guns / weapons, very minor descriptions of violence, italics, mention of a toxic ex and toxic behaviour, very out of date marvel knowledge, super horny, and SMUT-ish? (masturbation, dirty talk, thigh riding) so 18+ ONLY MDNI!!!
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“I’m going to do a quick sweep,” Joaquín says. “Make sure we weren’t followed.” 
You nod once, doing your best to flash the hottest man you’ve ever seen a cool, easy smile. 
“Copy,” Sam says as he walks further into the house. “Echo, you’re with me. Let’s clear this place.” 
You roll your eyes and follow Sam deeper into the safehouse, forcing yourself not to glance back as Joaquín slips out the front door. 
“That’s not my name anymore,” you mutter, sheathing a dagger in your thigh holster. “And would you slow down?” 
Just an hour ago, you were waiting at a secret meet-up spot for Sam to fill you in on this special mission he needed your expertise for. You weren’t keen on coming out of retirement, but he’d practically begged you over the phone—and you had no excuse good enough to say no. 
So there you were, waiting, when all hell broke loose. You don’t know who they were, but they came at you hard and fast, raining hellfire just as Sam—and his stupidly gorgeous protege—showed up. You fought your way out and found refuge in this safehouse. Now all you need to do is make sure you’re actually safe before figuring out what the fuck just happened. 
“All clear,” you tell Sam as you return to the landing just inside the front door of the old townhouse. 
He nods. “Looks like we’re good.” 
You tuck your gun away and start fiddling with a strap on the sleeve of your jacket, keeping your gaze locked on Sam beneath a furrowed brow. You’ve always been particularly good at death stares, and if Sam was a lesser man, he’d probably keel over by now. 
But instead, he grins. “What’s that look for?” 
“You know damn well what this look is for,” you mutter. 
He raises his brows, waiting for you to snap. 
It doesn’t take long. 
“What the fuck is your problem?” you hiss, just in case Joaquín is within earshot. “Two weeks ago you just happen to be in town, we catch up for a drink, and I drunkenly confess that I think your little protege is hot. Then all of a sudden, there’s a mysterious mission that requires both of us?” 
He chuckles quietly, eyes sparkling with amusement. “I’d call that a coincidence,” he says. “Oh, and I think your exact words were a walking wet dream with a stupidly perfect smile.” 
You narrow your eyes. “Whatever you’re playing at, stop it. I’m here now, so I’m going to help us get out of this mess—but that’s it.” 
“Would you calm down?” he sighs, leaning back against the wall—awkwardly, thanks to the shield on his back. “The kid has a thing for you too, so I just thought—” 
“What?” 
He rolls his eyes. “He’s like... obsessed with you. As soon as he found out I was catching up with you the other week, he wouldn’t shut up about it. Kept saying how he used to track your missions when you were working off-book with Hawkeye and Widow.” 
You raise your brows, crossing your arms. “Oh, cool. So he’s a stalker obsessed with a version of me from years ago? When I was training every day and hadn’t just been dragged out of retirement.” 
Sam gives you a flat look. “Would you stop calling it retirement? It was an elective hiatus—at most—and you’re still in your physical prime.” 
“Yeah,” you scoff. “Tell that to my knees.” 
Sam smirks. “I’m sure Joaquín won’t mind if you can’t get on your knees. Laying down would be just as—” 
You cross the room in one step and punch him in the shoulder. “Dude! Seriously?” 
He chuckles. “Okay, look, I wasn’t lying about the mission. I really do need your help on this. And so what if maybe you find a little love along the way? You’re both into each other and I know you both very well. You’d be great together. Plus, you’re both equally irritating, so really, this is an entirely selfless act. Why would I want to double your annoyingness?” 
You sigh and lean back, propping one arm on the post at the end of the stair banister. “It just doesn’t work like that, Sam. Not for people like us. We don’t date—it’s not realistic.” 
He rolls his eyes again and pushes off the wall. “Whatever you say, Echo. But I can see the way you’re looking at him. So if you want me out of the house, just say so. I’ll go for a walk or something.” 
Then he winks and turns into the small living room, making the cheap furniture look ridiculously tiny compared to his broad, geared-up physique. 
After a hot minute of seriously considering whether or not you could get away with ditching this mission entirely, you sigh and follow Sam—stripping off your gear as you go. 
You unzip your jacket and shrug it off, tossing it over the back of the couch as you pass through the living room. There’s a narrow archway leading into the kitchen, where Sam is already cracking open the fridge like he owns the place. You stop at the island counter and reach up to slide your weapons harness off your shoulders. It drops into your hands with a familiar weight before you set it on the bench. 
Next, you unclip your belt and bend down to unfasten the straps of your thigh holsters, tugging them free one at a time. You reach lower, dragging a short dagger from your boot and adding it to the pile. Then your gloves—peeled off and tossed carelessly onto the heap of weapons—before grabbing the hem of your long-sleeved tactical shirt and yanking it over your head. 
You’re down to your compression shirt—tight, unforgiving, and clinging to your body like a second skin—as you lean one hip against the counter and finally let out a breath. 
“Damn,” a voice says behind you—Joaquín. 
He’s standing just shy of the archway, making it look comically small with the bulk of his gear. His cheeks are flushed, dark curls damp with sweat, and his lips curved into a soft, crooked smirk. 
You want to say something snarky—ask if he sees something he likes, maybe point out a non-existent drop of drool on his chin. But you can’t. Because you’re giving him the exact same look—all heat, all want, no shame. 
Joaquín isn’t just gorgeous, he’s fucking badass too. You nearly lost your cool when he wrapped you in his arms during the earlier ambush, just before rocketing into the sky. You weren’t scared—just absurdly, wildly horny for the hot guy with mechanical wings flying you to safety. 
“Alright, you two,” Sam says, dropping a half-empty bottle of orange juice on the counter. “Save the saucy looks for later. First, we need to get in touch with the Secretary of Defence—see if we can start an investigation into whoever attacked us. Then we’ll figure out how long we’re stuck here.” 
Joaquín eyes the juice suspiciously. “How do you know that’s not expired?” 
Sam lifts it up. “Oh, it’s very expired.” Then takes a swig anyway, grimacing as he swallows. 
“Gross,” you mutter, turning toward the sink. 
You twist on the tap and squirt a half-crusted blob of soap from the sad little pump bottle on the windowsill, scrubbing the dirt and dried blood—thankfully not yours—off your hands. 
“Alright,” Joaquín says, “how do we contact the Secretary?” 
Two weeks. It’s been two whole weeks of living in this godforsaken townhouse in bum-fuck suburbia, with barely any information on the assholes who forced you into hiding. 
All you do know is that they were after you. 
Yep. Someone’s been holding a serious grudge, just waiting for you to crawl out of retirement to make a move. So Sam made the call—told you to lay low at the safehouse, use an alias in case any nosy neighbours came sniffing around, and to simply wait while he tries to dig up more information on whoever sent the thugs. 
And the worst part? He assigned Joaquín as your full-time protection detail. 
Which means not only are you stuck in this crusty old house, but you’re stuck with one very attractive, very tempting man who apparently has no idea just how goddamn gorgeous he is. 
“You finished with this?” Joaquín asks, brows raised as he slowly reaches for the plate in front of you. 
You’re standing at the kitchen island, bent forward with your elbows on the bench and your chin resting in your palms. Across from you, Joaquín is washing dishes. Shirtless. Wearing nothing but a loose pair of grey sweats, skin still damp from the shower, curls sticking to his forehead, and looking like every fantasy you’ve ever had come to life. 
“Hello?” he says, waving a soapy hand in front of your face. “Anyone home?” 
You blink and force your eyes away from the absurd perfection of his body, dragging them up to his equally unfair face. 
“Sorry,” you mutter, cheeks warming. “Yeah, I’m done.” 
He flashes that boyish grin, picks up the plate, and turns back to the sink—letting you go right back to ogling him in peace. 
Your eyes drift over the muscles in his back, watching them roll and flex as he scrubs. You’re nearly tempted to dirty another dish just to keep the view going. Because this? This right here—domestic Joaquín, shirtless and glistening—is enough to keep your imagination busy for a very long time. 
Not that you’ve had much opportunity to indulge those fantasies, because Joaquín is here all the damn time. He only leaves when Sam calls him out—usually for groceries, clean clothes, or a quick intel drop. 
You’re almost never in the house alone. 
Which means your fantasies have been... limited. Mostly to rushed moments in the shower or late at night, when you’re pretty sure—hoping—that he’s asleep. 
“You know,” he says, breaking you out of your dazed—and admittedly filthy—thoughts, “if someone told me a few weeks ago that I’d be stuck in a safehouse with the Red Echo, I probably would’ve fainted.” 
You frown curiously, a small smirk tugging at your lips. “Really?” 
He nods. “Really.” 
When he turns around, your breath catches. Yeah, okay, you saw his abs like five minutes ago, but that doesn’t make them any less ridiculously sexy. 
“Why’s that?” you ask, determined not to let him fluster you any more than he already has. 
His cheeks flush, eyes dropping to the dish towel he’s drying his hands with. “I was, like... obsessed with you. I’m sure Sam mentioned it. Used to track your missions with agents Barton and Romanoff. Thought you were the coolest assassin ever.” 
You let out a soft laugh, straightening up and leaning a hip against the counter. “Do I live up to the legend, then?” 
His eyes widen as he nods. “Oh, yeah. You’re badass.” 
You feel your cheeks heat even more, quickly dropping your gaze to hide the stupid smile trying to sneak its way onto your face—just because he called you badass. 
Despite living together for two weeks, you’ve mostly avoided getting too personal. Most of your time has been spent in companionable silence, watching TV or reading. When Sam’s over, you all talk and joke, but when you’re alone, you let the tension do the talking. Exchanging nothing more than heated glances and softly spoken words. 
You’re not entirely sure why you’ve kept your distance—maybe because you know this is temporary, and you don’t want to get too attached. But it’s getting harder by the day. Joaquín is charming. And so painfully attractive that playing it cool is starting to feel impossible. 
“It wasn’t that badass,” you say, folding your arms. “Working with Clint and Nat, I mean.” 
He frowns, unconvinced. “I find that hard to believe.” 
“No, really,” you insist. “It was brutal, mostly. I got beaten up, like, a lot. I wasn’t raised an assassin like they were—I had to learn. So if I wasn’t getting my ass handed to me in combat, it was one of them kicking my butt during training.” 
He chuckles. “Really? Who was worse?” 
You bite your lip to keep from smiling—his grin is stupidly infectious—and tilt your head in thought. 
“Hm,” you hum. “I know I should say Nat, but... it was probably Clint.” 
Joaquín raises a brow. “How?” 
“Oh, he was like a drill sergeant. Had me learning everything, all at once. My hands were bleeding from archery, my limbs were bruised from hand-to-hand, and my head was always throbbing from getting slammed into mats. And he didn’t let up. Told me the enemy wouldn’t, so why should he— unless I was genuinely wrecked. Nat was a little more forgiving. I think her childhood made her more empathetic when it came to training. She didn’t want to push me too far. Clint, though? He needed me to be tough. It was a good dynamic—very good cop, bad cop.” 
“Wow,” Joaquín murmurs, eyes a little dazed as he just stares at you. 
You pause, brow furrowing. “What?” 
He shrugs, tearing his gaze away as he turns to hang the dish towel over the oven handle. 
“Nothing, just...” He looks up at you again, all warm eyes and stupidly perfect cheekbones—like he doesn’t realise how dangerous he is. “You’re really cool.” 
“You’re pretty cool too, Falcon,” you say, letting a small smirk curl your lips. “With or without the wings—I know you’re a badass too.” 
He meets your stare with dark eyes full of challenge. “I am pretty badass. Could probably give you a run for your money.” 
The mood shifts, the light teasing between you pulled tighter—tension creeping in, hot and deliberate. 
You arch a brow. “You think?” 
He nods, arms crossing over his bare chest in a way that makes your thighs clench. “I do.” 
“Bold, Torres,” you murmur, narrowing your eyes. “Care to prove it?” 
He steps around the kitchen island—two strides and he’s in your space. “Name a time and place, cariño.” 
“Right now,” you say, holding his heated stare. “Backyard.” 
That panty-melting smile flashes across his face as he leans in. “You’re on.” Then his voice drops—lower, rougher, almost lethal. “Be lying if I said I haven’t been dying to get my hands on you.” 
Your heart lurches, then takes off, sending a hot rush of blood straight to your head. 
“Professionally, of course,” he adds quickly, and you might’ve believed the cool confidence if it weren’t for the blush creeping up to the tips of his ears. 
“Of course,” you echo, your voice soft—breathless. 
The air between you thickens, crackling with heat as your eyes lock—tension simmering, slow and dangerous. 
Then his phone chimes, and you both flinch. 
He moves to check it while you step back, letting out a breath you hadn’t realised you were holding. 
“Just Sam checking in,” he mutters, glancing up. “Should I tell him I’m about to kick your ass, or...?” 
You roll your eyes. “Try it first. Before claiming victory.” 
Then you turn and head into the small living room, taking a right at the front landing and making your way down the hall toward the back door. 
The backyard isn’t much—patchy grass, some cracked pavers, and a chain-link fence that barely shields you from nosy neighbours. But right now, with Joaquín standing across from you, shirtless and barefoot in the glow of the setting sun, it might as well be an arena. 
“You sure you’re ready for this?” he asks, bouncing lightly on the balls of his feet, all cocky grin and coiled muscle. 
You roll your neck and stretch out your arms. “Oh, I’m ready.” 
He waits a beat before making the first move—a quick step in, testing you with a light jab. You dodge easily, grabbing his wrist and twisting, using his momentum to spin him around. He grunts, surprised, but recovers fast, sweeping a leg toward yours. 
You jump, laughing as you land and press your body into his from behind, locking an arm around his throat in a loose hold. “That all you got, Torres?” 
He chuckles, low and warm. “Just getting started.” 
He bucks back hard, breaking your hold, and in the scuffle, you both stumble—him catching your waist, you grabbing his shoulder—and suddenly, you're tangled, chest to chest, breathing hard. 
“Careful,” he murmurs, his breath hot on your skin, “you might enjoy this a little too much.” 
“Speak for yourself,” you shoot back, but your voice is ragged, traitorous. 
He smirks and tries to pin you, but you twist at the last second, hooking your leg around his and taking him down—landing right on top of him. 
Straddling him. 
You both freeze. 
Your thighs press against his hips, your palms on his bare chest, heat sparking where your skin meets. His hands hover near your waist, not quite touching, but God, you can feel the tension in his fingers, the flex of restraint. 
“Not bad,” he says, voice low and uneven. 
You smirk, grinding your hips just slightly—for dominance, of course. “Say it.” 
He looks up at you like he’s starving. “You’re dangerous.” 
“And?” 
His hands finally settle on your hips. Firm. Possessive. 
“And you’re really, really hot when you’re trying to beat the shit out of me.” 
Your next breath shudders out of you. 
And then the back door creaks open. 
“Am I interrupting something?” Sam asks, arms crossed as he stands on the porch. 
You jump off Joaquín like you’ve been burned, nervously brushing non-existent dust from your knees. 
“Nope,” you say, way too fast. “Just sparring.” 
Sam raises a brow. “Sure. Sparring. What’s that move called? Cowgirl?” 
Joaquín, still on his back in the grass, just grins up at you. “Maybe we could try reverse later.” 
You narrow your eyes, pursing your lips to keep from grinning. “Without an audience, preferably.” 
“Promise?” he asks, his gaze shameless. 
You can’t stop the quiet laugh that slips out as you shake your head, leaning forward to offer him a hand. Joaquín takes it, and you help him off the ground before turning back to Sam. 
“So, Cap,” you say. “What’s up?” 
“Just checking in,” he replies, eyes flicking suspiciously between the two of you. “I texted Joaquín to let him know I was dropping by.” 
Joaquín scratches the back of his neck, sheepish. “Yeah... not gonna lie, I didn’t fully read the text.” 
Sam raises his brows. “Distracted?” 
His tone is playful, but you catch the underlying suggestion—it’s a test. Joaquín is still on duty. He’s your protection detail, and he’s supposed to be focused. 
“It was my fault,” you jump in. “I bet him he couldn’t take me in hand-to-hand.” 
Sam snorts. “Please. All you’d have to do is flash him a smile and he’d be on his knees.” 
Joaquín’s jaw drops, his cheeks going a deep, furious red. 
You turn to him, grinning. “Is that true?” 
He stares at you with wide brown eyes. “I—I mean, well—no, but—” 
“Save it, man,” Sam laughs. “You’re just digging yourself deeper.” 
Despite the nerves fluttering in your chest, you keep your cool. You pat Joaquín’s bare chest—your palm lingering just long enough to feel the heat of his skin—before turning back to Sam and walking toward the porch. 
It takes Joaquín a full minute to remember how to move, but eventually he follows. You all make your way inside and settle into the cramped little living space, listening closely as Sam delivers a brief—and rather disappointing—update. 
They still don’t know much about who ordered the hit on you, but they’re not giving up. New leads might turn up in New York, and they’re even considering reaching out to the Winter Soldier and his new team. 
“So what does that mean for us?” you ask, gesturing vaguely between you and Joaquín. “We’re surviving just fine, but I’d really like to get back to my life. And I’m sure Joaquín would—” 
“Actually,” Joaquín cuts in, flashing that crooked grin that threatens to short-circuit your brain, “I think I’m having more fun here.” 
He even throws in a wink for good measure. 
You feel your cheeks warm, but Sam keeps talking, mercifully ignoring the exchange. 
“I know it’s not ideal,” he says, “but it’s the safest place for you right now. And I’d never forgive myself if something happened to you. I was the one who dragged you back to work, so I’m going to be the one to find these guys and stop them.” 
You take a deep breath and let it out slowly, sinking back into the couch. “Alright, fine. But if we’re stuck here indefinitely, I’ve got a list of demands.” 
Sam nods. “Anything. Just say the word.” 
The next afternoon, Sam returns with everything you asked for. He brings a large duffel packed with the exact clothes you requested, a trunk full of groceries—including all the pantry staples that the house has been lacking—and the box from under your bed containing... personal items. 
“I had a Secret Service agent swing by your apartment,” Sam says, setting the box on the coffee table. “No one opened it, but something definitely started... buzzing on the way over.” 
Your eyes go wide as you snatch the box off the table. “What the fuck, Sam?” 
He chuckles. “Hey, you’re the one who needed it.” 
“Yes,” you snap, cheeks burning. “Because it’s got personal shit like tampons and pads—which I’m going to need if we’re stuck here for another two weeks.” 
Joaquín’s laugh carries from the kitchen, where he’s putting away the groceries. “What else is in the box?” 
You shoot him a look over your shoulder, eyes narrowed and lips twitching. “Wouldn’t you like to know.” 
“Cool it, you two,” Sam says. “You might be stuck with each other for a while. Don’t make it weird.” 
The next week is nothing if not weird. And tense. And so full of heat and frustration, you’re surprised the walls haven’t caught fire. 
Because after that little spar in the backyard, something shifted—snapped, like a rubber band pulled too tight. Now, you and Joaquín just can’t seem to stay out of each other’s way, no matter how hard you try. 
He’s everywhere. In the kitchen when you’re trying to make coffee—shirtless and smug, all lean muscle and unintentional teasing. He’s always leaning in too close, brushing your waist with his fingertips, pressing his body against yours to reach for something he absolutely does not need that badly. 
And the couch. That small fucking couch that leaves no real space between the two of you. His leg against yours. His arm slung casually behind your shoulders. The whole tiny room suddenly suffocating with his heat, his scent, the sheer proximity of him turning your brain to static. 
Then there’s the time you turned the corner just as he was grabbing his towel out of the dryer—both of you freezing as you came face to face with damp skin, low-slung fabric, and absolutely zero shame in his smirk. 
In that moment, you decided—two could play at this game. 
So, you stopped wearing pants. Not all the time—just before bed. Sometimes it’s little booty shorts, or cute boyleg underwear. But mostly, it’s just an oversized tee and nothing else. 
And the way his eyes track your bare legs like he’s a man starved? Yeah. You’ve noticed. 
But then there was the morning you’d opted for a bath instead of a shower—to deal with the ever-building frustration twisting low in your belly. You were already settled in the steaming tub, surrounded by bubbles, one of your favourite toys waiting on the vanity… when he fucking walked in. 
You both froze. Eyes wide. Lips parted. His gaze drifted to the magenta-pink silicone on the counter. And then he grinned—slow, wicked, and impossible to look away from—before dragging his eyes back to yours. 
You shouted at him to get the hell out. Which he did. Eventually. Without even pretending not to sneak one last glance at the toy. 
That was the final straw. 
You need boundaries. Rules. Anything to help you survive this unbearable, unrelenting tension crackling between you. Before one of you snaps and professionalism goes flying out the window. 
“I think we need to set some ground rules,” you say, planting both hands on the kitchen island. 
Joaquín turns away from whatever he’s stirring on the stove, brow raised and an amused smirk tugging at his lips. “Rules?” 
You nod. “Yes. Boundaries. Something—anything—if we’re going to survive this.” 
He chuckles under his breath. “Alright. What kind of boundaries?” 
“First,” you say, narrowing your eyes at his bare chest, “you need to start wearing shirts.” 
His brows lift, brown eyes sparkling with mischief. “Really?” 
You nod again, firm. 
“Okay,” he says, “then you have to wear pants.” 
“Fine,” you mutter. 
“Fine,” he echoes, turning back to the pot on the stove. 
“And you need to knock,” you add. “I don’t care what room it is, or if you just saw me walk away. Knock.” 
He laughs, shoulders shaking as he stirs. “Noted. Must knock.” 
“Good.” 
You hesitate, debating how to phrase the next rule without admitting just how badly you want it. 
“And no—” you clear your throat, “no touching.” 
That gets his attention. He turns back around, smirk softer now, more curious than cocky. “No touching?” 
“Exactly. If you need to get past me, just say ‘excuse me.’ And we can get Sam to bring over a bean bag or something. That couch is way too fucking small.” 
He watches you closely, tongue dragging slowly across his bottom lip before he catches it between his teeth. The sight alone steals your breath—but then he moves. He steps away from the stove and toward you, all heat and intention, bringing with him that warm cinnamon scent that scrambles your thoughts and short-circuits every nerve ending in your body. 
“You really don’t want me to touch you?” he asks, voice low. 
“There’s…” you swallow, “there’s no need for you to touch me, so…” 
He tilts his head. “Nothing you need that might require a little contact?” 
You freeze, like your brain just blue-screened—unsure whether to slap him, kiss him, or straight-up combust. 
“No,” you manage, though your voice is breathy. Traitorous. 
“Okay,” he says easily. “I won’t touch you.” Then he leans in, voice low and smooth. “Not until you’re begging me to.” 
Your breath hitches, eyes narrowing. “Excuse me?” 
He straightens, grin cocky. “You heard me.” 
“You think I’m going to be begging you to touch me?” 
He nods once. “Oh, yeah.” 
You scoff. “No chance, Torres. If anything, you’re the one who’s going to crack first.” 
“That so?” he says, arching a brow. “Sounds like a challenge.” 
You take a step back, crossing your arms. “You’re on.” 
His gaze tracks your face like he’s memorising it, heat pulsing between you. One wrong move and this whole damn place could go up in flames. 
“Any other rules?” he asks. 
“Not yet,” you reply, letting your eyes drop to his chest. “Now put on a shirt.” 
He arches a brow, gaze dropping as he steps back just enough to get a better look. “Then you better put on some pants.” 
“Fine,” you huff, turning on your heel and storming out of the kitchen. 
Behind you, he lets out a low whistle, voice pitched just loud enough for you to hear. “You are fine.” 
And the worst part? It still makes you blush. That smug little comment sparks something inside of you, heat curling low in your belly—warm, aching, and impossible to ignore. 
You’re pretty sure you’ve just made the dumbest bet of your life. 
After pulling on a pair of sweats and giving yourself a whispered—but stern—pep talk in the bathroom mirror, you head back downstairs. Joaquín’s got a shirt on now and is ladling something hot and delicious-smelling into a bowl. 
“Smells good,” you say, stopping on the other side of the island counter. 
He wipes the edge of the bowl with a dish towel before sliding it toward you. “It is good.” 
Then he hands you a spoon before fixing his own bowl and standing across from you at the bench, just as you’re gently blowing on your first spoonful. 
“Sopa de fideo,” he says. “Mexican noodle soup.” 
You take a cautious taste—and nearly moan, just barely stopping the sound from crawling up your throat. But Joaquín isn’t stupid, he sees the way your eyes glaze over and your shoulders ease in quiet bliss. 
“Told you it was good,” he says, wearing that infuriatingly smug look. 
Your cheeks warm under his gaze—those big brown eyes locked on you as he lifts his spoon to his mouth. It shouldn’t be erotic. And yet, the way his lips close around the spoon before dragging it out again sends heat straight between your legs. 
You swallow hard and prepare your next spoonful, letting it cool while praying he can’t read you as easily as you suspect he can. 
“So, you cook and you fight. What’s your angle?” 
He cocks an eyebrow as he swallows. “My angle?” 
“You’re almost too good to be true,” you say, fighting the urge to melt at that stupidly gorgeous smirk. “So why are you single?” 
He shrugs, casual as anything. “Just waiting for the right girl.” 
Your brows lift. “Oh, really?” 
He nods and takes another spoonful like it’s no big deal. 
“What’s she like, then?” you ask, trying to match his calm confidence. 
He grins—mischievous and warm, with a spark behind his eyes that makes your chest tighten. 
“Oh, she’s awesome,” he says. “Total badass. Ex-assassin. Worked with the Avengers. Can definitely kick my ass—it’s super hot.” 
You roll your eyes and shovel more noodles into your mouth before your smile gets out of hand. 
“She’s stupid pretty too,” he adds. “But obviously doesn’t know it.” 
Your face heats to an impossible degree, and you drop your gaze to your bowl, pretending to study the swirling noodles. 
“And she’s smart,” he goes on, completely unperturbed. “Witty as hell. The verbal warfare? Honestly, it’s better than foreplay.” 
You almost choke, barely managing to swallow without incident. When you look up, he’s just standing there, all cheeky and red-faced like he didn’t just soak your underwear with three lines of dialogue. 
“Wow,” you mutter. “She sounds pretty great. Sure you’re up for the challenge, though?” 
“Oh, I’m sure,” he says, leaning forward and bracing his elbows on the counter. “I know her weakness.” 
You lean forward too, the corner of your mouth twitching. “Kryptonite?” 
He shakes his head slowly, eyes darkening. “Me.” 
It’s just one word, but it slides in sharp and smooth—curling under your skin and lighting you up from the inside. 
You want to reply—say something snarky, or at least tell him he’s full of shit—but you can’t. Your voice is stuck somewhere in your chest, tangled up with the fire burning hot and bright for the man grinning at you. And goddamn, he might just be right. 
You finish your dinner in mostly comfortable silence, too flustered to manage much more than the occasional hum of agreement while Joaquín talks. His smile never fades, and that infuriating sparkle doesn’t leave his eye—not for a second. He knows he’s got you breathless, rattled, right where he wants you. And if you’ve got any hope of winning this bet, you’re going to need to flip the script. 
“I’ll wash up,” you say, already rounding the island toward the sink. 
He steps aside, placing his empty bowl into your outstretched hand with a note of hesitation. 
“You sure?” 
“You cooked,” you say with a nod. “I’ll clean.” 
He moves a few more steps around the bench, trading places with where you’d eaten your dinner. 
You turn to the sink and start the tap, sliding the plug into place before adding a generous squirt of dish soap to the growing pool of hot water. Then you move to the stove, wiping it down with a sudsy cloth and scrubbing at a few stubborn spots where the sauce had dried. 
Once the sink is full, you plunge your hands into the bubbly water and start with the cutlery. You keep your head down and your eyes on the task, refusing to give in to the weight of Joaquín’s stare burning into your back. 
“So,” he says after a beat, voice laced with something devious, “you clean and you fight. Why are you single?” 
You roll your eyes, grateful he can’t see the stupid smile tugging at your lips. 
“That’s kind of a long story,” you reply. 
He chuckles. “Baby, we’re stuck here indefinitely. No story could be that long.” 
Your heart stutters at the pet name. It’s tossed out casually, with no serious intent—but it still leaves you feeling way too warm. 
“I guess not,” you say with a breathy laugh. “I’m single because I choose to be—after a series of poor decisions. And I became single after my last boyfriend because... well, apparently my taste in men needs work.” 
“How bad are we talking?” he asks. 
You shift a handful of soapy cutlery into the empty side of the sink and rinse them under the cold tap. 
“Short version? He was a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent turned HYDRA,” you say, glancing over your shoulder. “The long version involves a lot of weird behaviour, some questionable kinks, too many fights to count, and probably one of the most violent breakups in history.” 
Joaquín raises his brows. “You kicked his ass, right?” 
“Oh, yeah,” you reply, turning back to the sink. 
“Good,” he says simply. 
You reach back into the water, feeling around for any remaining cutlery when— 
“Fuck,” you hiss, yanking your hand out of the sink. 
Blood smears across your knuckles and trickles down your wrist in a messy streak of crimson and bubbles. 
“What happened?” Joaquín is beside you in an instant, his eyes wide, hands hovering like he wants to help but isn’t sure where to start. 
“It’s fine,” you say quickly. “I’m fine. It’s not that deep—it just looks worse with the water—” 
“Pause the bet,” he says firmly, cutting you off as he steps in and gently wraps his hand around your wrist. 
“Joaquín,” you sigh, “I’m okay. I’ve had worse.” 
He doesn’t look up. His eyes stay fixed on your hand, brow furrowed. “I don’t care. I’m helping you.” 
He leaves your side for only a second to grab the first aid kit from the cupboard above the stove. Then, without a word, he takes your uninjured hand and leads you to the lounge. 
“Sit,” he says, voice low. 
You do as you're told, sinking into the cushions as your heart thunders in your chest. He sits beside you—close. Too close. His thigh presses against yours, his warmth wrapping around you like a blanket. And his scent—ugh—like fresh-cut cedar and rain-damp leaves. But there’s heat beneath it, too. Something rougher. Like sweat, smoke, and the kind of trouble that finds you even when you hide. 
“You alright?” he asks, opening the kit on the coffee table. 
You straighten, quickly realising that you'd been slowly leaning into him. 
“Yeah,” you mutter. “I’m good. Sorry.” 
He chuckles softly, then takes your injured hand again—holding it in his lap like it’s the most important thing in the world. He works quietly, carefully, seemingly unaware of the tension crackling between you as his fingers graze yours with the utmost care. 
It’s almost hypnotic, the way he moves—cleaning the blood, dabbing antiseptic, wrapping your knuckles with gauze. But even when he’s finished, he doesn’t pull away. His touch lingers, his thumb stroking softly over the delicate bone in your wrist. 
His eyes flick to yours, then drop to your mouth—lingering there as he leans in. 
“You know,” he murmurs, “if it weren’t for this bet…” 
His hot breath brushes your lips, and your heart starts to beat so hard you wonder if you’ll survive it. 
"You’d what?" you ask, trying to sound steady—but your voice betrays you. 
“I’d kiss you,” he whispers. 
Your breath catches. Your chest aches. Your pulse is a drumbeat in your ears—so loud you can’t hear a single thought. 
You want to let him. You want to close the space between you and let him do every wicked thing he’s thinking. But you can’t. You won’t. You need to win. 
Instead, you smile—slow and dangerous. 
“Bet’s back on, Torres,” you say, standing as you slide your hand from his. 
You head back to the kitchen, steady and deliberate, refusing to let him see just how much he’s gotten to you. 
Behind you, he exhales a sharp, disbelieving laugh. “You’re gonna kill me,” he mutters. 
You don’t look back, but your grin is smug—and you just know his is cocky. He’s loving the chase just as much as you’re loving the game. 
Back at the sink, you crouch down to rummage through the cupboard for the pair of rubber gloves you know you saw earlier. Once you find them, you slide them on with a snap and return to washing up, ignoring Joaquín’s protests. 
Eventually, he gives up with a dramatic sigh and grabs a dish towel, falling into step beside you to dry and put things away. The air between you simmers with silence—thick and heavy, like steam clinging to your skin. You exchange the occasional quiet ‘excuse me’, the barest brush of hands, and a few glances that linger a second too long. But mostly, it’s just tension. Hot and unbearable. 
The kitchen is too small. The space between counters is too narrow. And Joaquín is far too fucking attractive to focus on anything else. That soft smile. Those gentle, dark eyes. The sharp cut of his jaw, dusted with just a hint of stubble. And his curls—God, those curls. They make your fingers twitch with the urge to sink in and pull. 
As soon as you finish wiping down the sink and peeling off your gloves, you open your mouth to say you’re heading to bed—but Joaquín beats you to it. 
“I think I’m gonna call it a night,” he says, already edging out of the kitchen. “I know it’s early, but I’m... spent.” 
You nod, heartbeat still a little too fast. “Yeah. Me too.” 
“I’ll be quick in the bathroom,” he adds, flashing a soft smile. “Good night.” 
“Night, Torres.” 
And then he’s gone. 
You wait a few minutes before following, keeping yourself busy by wiping down the benches—again—and tidying the lounge room. Once you hear the soft click of his bedroom door shutting, you quietly pad upstairs and slip into the bathroom. 
You’ve each got a drawer in the vanity now, and you’ve promised not to look in the other’s... though the curiosity is killing you. Not that you really care about toothbrushes and dental picks—because of course he uses them. Have you seen those teeth? No, what you’re more interested in is whether there are any... toys. Or condoms. 
Because really, why would he need condoms at a safehouse? 
To fuck you, maybe? 
God, you hope so. 
Barely clinging to your restraint, you brush your teeth, wash your face, and tiptoe into your room. 
The house is almost too quiet tonight. And oppressively warm. You’re not sure if it’s the creeping summer heat—or just the tension between you and Joaquín—but either way, you need to let off some steam. 
There’s only one thin wall between your room and his, which isn’t ideal for what you’re about to do—but you’re pretty sure you’ll go insane if you don’t. So you suck in a deep breath and quietly slide the box from under your bed, picking out your quietest—you hope—vibrator before climbing up onto the mattress. 
Every shift of the sheets and every sharp inhale feels too loud in the dark room. You try to stay still, to keep calm, but your body won’t listen. It’s too wound up. Too eager. 
You shimmy out of your underwear and toss them toward the foot of the bed, letting your knees fall open as you move the toy to the apex of your thighs. You’re just about to press the little button when— 
A groan. 
Soft. Clipped short. But it definitely happened. 
“Holy shit,” you whisper, scrambling onto your knees. 
You know Joaquín’s room mirrors yours—bedhead pressed against the same wall—so you inch up and press your ear to it, holding your breath. Listening. 
There’s the quiet rustle of sheets. Barely audible. The faint whisper of wind—your window, probably. And then—a sigh. Soft and breathy. 
Your eyes widen as you lean impossibly close. 
Another groan—louder this time. Not stifled. 
Oh, God. Is this real? 
Then you hear it. The quiet slap of skin on skin. A steady rhythm, fast and getting faster. 
Holy fucking shit. 
You drop back onto the mattress, toy still in hand, and resume your position. You suck in a breath as you press the cool silicone to your core, hissing it out through your teeth at the contact. 
Then—a hitched breath. Sheets shifting. Silence. 
Oh. He heard you. 
Fighting a wicked grin, you press the button and the toy hums to life in your hand—a soft whimper escaping your lips as you melt into the pillows. 
Through the wall, you hear a strangled, “Fuck.” 
Your heart leaps—racing now, pounding against your ribs. 
You squeeze your eyes shut and picture him. Sprawled on the bed. Eyes dark and dazed. Boxers shoved halfway down his thighs. Hand wrapped tightly around his cock. 
It makes your thighs quiver. 
Another groan rumbles through the wall, and you arch into the toy, pretending it’s him instead—his hand, his mouth, his breath hot on your skin. 
“Oh,” you sigh, all hesitation gone. “Joaquín.” His name slips from your lips like a prayer. Barely audible—but you know he hears it. 
Because his rhythm falters—then quickens. His breath is shallow and sharp now, rough and uneven. 
Normally, you’d take your time—drag it out until the ache is unbearable. But not tonight. You can’t stop. You won’t. Not with the image of him burning in your mind—eyes squeezed shut, brow furrowed, lips pink and parted as he pants. 
You’re already close. So close. 
And by the sound of his soft whimpers—threaded with your name—he is too. 
You bite your lip to hold in a moan, desperate to hear his sounds over your own, but it escapes anyway—soft and broken. 
Then you hear him. A low groan. Raw and wrecked. 
You writhe against the sheets, your hand shaking as it clutches the toy. Whispers. Sighs. Soft moans—some his, some yours. At this point, you can’t even tell. All of it winds tight behind your hipbones, pressure threatening to burst. 
Then his breath hitches. Stutters. Breaks. And your name—your name—leaves his mouth in a low, guttural groan. 
It isn’t quiet. 
It isn’t hesitant. 
It’s loud. And it’s enough. 
You break. 
His name tumbles from your lips, over and over, a reverent chant as you fall over the edge—boneless, breathless, and blushing. 
You wake too hot and far too exposed, sunlight spilling through the blinds you forgot to close. It takes a moment for your eyes to adjust, your thoughts still slow and hazy— 
Then you bolt upright, the memory of last night burning fresh in your mind. 
Fuck. 
The sound of the bathroom door closing—right across the hall—makes you jump. Your head snaps toward your own door, left ajar in your rush to get to bed. God, that was stupid. 
After a solid ten minutes of berating yourself for acting like a cat in heat, you finally drag yourself out of bed and pull out some clothes. You wait until you hear Joaquín leave the bathroom before darting across the hall and practically slamming the door behind you. 
You spend longer than usual in the shower, one eye on the door through the fogged glass. You’re not sure what you’re hoping for—maybe that he’ll walk in by accident again. Or on purpose. Maybe join you. Show you exactly what he’d been doing to himself last night. 
The thought alone makes you ache, your thighs pressing together instinctively. 
You shut off the water, dry off, get dressed, and brace yourself to face the man who starred in every hot dream you had last night. 
Maybe you need a new house rule: no mutual masturbation through the wall. 
“Morning,” Joaquín says the second you step into the kitchen. 
He’s leaning against the counter beside the coffee machine, one hand cradling a mug and the other braced casually behind him. His eyes are dark and wicked, glinting with something that makes your heart stutter. 
“Morning,” you mutter, keeping your gaze low as you head for the fridge. 
“Sleep well?” he asks. 
You swallow hard, willing your cheeks not to flush. The asshole knows exactly what he’s doing. 
“Yeah,” you say lightly. “Great sleep. You?” 
“Best I’ve had since getting here.” 
You nod, lips pursed as you pretend to study the fridge’s pitiful contents. “That’s good.” 
A beat of silence follows—thick and humming with everything you’re both refusing to say. 
Then he breaks it with a simple, “Coffee?” 
Your stomach growls in response, and when you glance over your shoulder, it feels like all the air has been knocked out of you by just how downright delicious he looks. He’s in a muscle tee, arms bare and still gleaming from the shower, curls damp and falling over his forehead. His smile is devastating—lazy and knowing—and has no business affecting the parts of your body that it is. 
You snap your eyes to the machine instead, clearing your throat. “Yes, please.” 
He nods, sets down his mug, and reaches into the cupboard for a clean one. You stay planted on your side of the kitchen island, knowing damn well that you might not make it out of this room with your dignity intact if you get any closer to him. 
It doesn’t take long before he sets the steaming mug of fresh coffee on the bench in front of you. 
“Thanks,” you murmur, wrapping your hands around it. 
He nods, watching as you blow gently across the surface of the liquid. 
When you glance up, he raises his brows—a silent question. 
“It’s hot,” you say simply. 
He chuckles, low and warm. “Like last night.” 
Your eyes go wide, and you nearly drop the mug. 
“The temperature,” he amends quickly. “Just couldn’t cool down. Summer is definitely on its way.” 
You narrow your eyes, carefully setting the mug back on the counter as you drag your tongue along your top teeth. He just stands there—smug and unrelenting. 
“What happened to boundaries?” you ask, arching a brow. 
He laughs again, and the sound is somehow hotter than the coffee. “What do you mean? A wall is a boundary, isn’t it?” 
Then he turns, drops his mug in the sink, and flashes you one last, infuriating wink before strolling out of the kitchen—like he didn’t just fry every nerve ending in your body. 
You spend the rest of the day avoiding him. 
You can’t so much as be in the same room without seeing mental images of him sprawled naked on his bed, getting himself off to the thought of you. 
And God, doesn’t he know it. 
The smug smile on his lips hasn’t faltered in hours. Every time you pass him—every time you glance at his stupidly handsome face—there it is. Those pretty pink lips, curled into the most delicious, insufferable smirk you’ve ever seen. 
If Sam doesn’t find whoever’s trying to kill you soon, you might just die stuck in this safehouse with Joaquín. 
Then it hits you. 
You’re out on the back porch, a book in your lap, pretending to read when the idea flashes through your mind like a lightbulb flicking on. Your eyes go wide and you shoot up from the old porch swing, your book dropping to the ground as you sprint into the house. 
“Joaquín!” you call. “Joaquín, I think I know who it is!” 
You turn into the lounge room—empty. 
Then duck into the kitchen—also empty. 
When you spin around to double back and check the other side of the house, you run right into him. Chest-first. Firm, warm… and damp. 
You glance up. “What the fuck?” 
He’s in gym clothes, sweat trailing from his cheekbone to his jaw, curls sticking adorably to his glistening skin. He must’ve been working out. Where? You have no idea. But whatever he was doing was clearly working his body, and it’s probably a good thing you hadn’t witnessed it. You might’ve dropped dead on the spot. 
“What’s wrong?” he asks, slightly breathless, a hint of panic in his tone. 
You step back quickly, dragging your eyes up to his face—away from the tight gym clothes that are making your mouth water. 
“I—I think I know who it could be,” you say. 
He frowns. “Who?” 
“Whoever’s after me.” 
“Oh?” 
“Yeah. Remember last night, I told you about my ex?” 
He nods. 
“Well… when we broke up, it was messy. He tried to get me to join HYDRA. Told me he loved me and couldn’t live without me. Said I didn’t know the whole story, but once I did, I’d want to join them.” You hesitate. “I told him to eat a bag of dicks. Then it got physical. We fought. He almost had me—but I got lucky. I couldn’t kill him, though. So I let him go.” 
You feel almost stupid admitting it, but Joaquín doesn’t look even remotely judgmental. 
“The last thing he said to me,” you continue, “was that he’d never give up. That he’d find a way to get me back or—” 
“Or what?” Joaquín prompts. 
“Or he’d kill me.” 
His brows shoot up. “Oh. Okay. Yeah, that’s probably something you should’ve told Sam earlier.” 
You shrug, sheepish. “I kind of forgot. I didn’t take it seriously. He always said stupid, dramatic stuff like that.” 
Joaquín blinks hard, like he’s physically stopping himself from rolling his eyes. “You really need better taste in men.” 
You glance up at him through your lashes, dragging your bottom lip between your teeth. “I’ve got much better taste now.” 
He inhales sharply, eyes fluttering shut like you’re dangling a drug in front of a recovering addict. 
“You’re going to kill me,” he mutters, stepping back. “We need to call Sam.” 
You nod, eyes shamelessly glued to his ass as he turns away. “Yeah. Call Sam.” 
A few hours later, under the cover of darkness, Sam arrives, and you all gather around the small kitchen island to discuss the possibility that your ex is behind the attack. 
It all seems to add up, and Sam quickly calls the contact in the Secretary’s office who’s helping him. He explains the situation, gives your ex’s name, and starts organising a team to locate and apprehend him. 
You want to ask if you can come along—this is your mess, after all—but you know he won’t say yes. And a small part of you wants to stay here, in the house with Joaquín, because suddenly this little townhouse feels a lot less godforsaken than it did before. And you don’t really want to leave… 
“Alright,” Sam says, sliding his phone into his pocket. “They’re looking for him now. They’ll let me know as soon as they have any leads, and then we’re going in. He’s been mostly MIA for the past few years, but when he’s popped up, it’s been suspicious.” 
You nod. “So, he’s still HYDRA?” 
Sam shrugs. “I’m not even sure HYDRA is still operating. But whatever he’s up to, it’s definitely nothing good.” 
“Why?” Joaquín asks, his eyes locked on you, a playful smirk trying to appear but looking a little forced. “Thinking about getting back together?” 
You narrow your eyes, lips pulling into a soft, amused smile. “Torres, are you irrationally jealous of my ex?” 
He scoffs. “No. Absolutely not. Just—” 
“Oh, man,” Sam sighs, shaking his head. “What the hell have I done leaving you two alone for this long?” 
You roll your eyes. “Shut up, Sam.” 
Joaquín chuckles. 
Sam’s eyes narrow at you, amusement written all over his face. “Did I hit a nerve?” 
You ignore him and turn to leave the kitchen. 
“You know,” he calls after you, “you have my blessing. If you two want to fuck, I don’t—” 
“I’m going to shower now,” you cut in, shooting a lethal glare over your shoulder before disappearing around the corner. 
You hear them both giggling as you ascend the stairs, rolling your eyes again when you reach your room. You grab some clean clothes and carry them into the bathroom—only to realize your towel is still in the dryer. You start the shower, letting it heat up, then duck out and begin heading downstairs to get to the laundry. 
But then you hear your name and freeze mid-step, leaning over the banister to listen closer. 
“So,” Sam says, “you two haven’t… you know?” 
“No,” Joaquín replies. “We haven’t slept together.” 
Sam chuckles. “You sure? Because you can practically taste the sexual tension in here.” 
There’s a brief pause, then a heavy breath—Joaquín’s, you assume. 
“Something… kind of happened last night.” 
Your eyes go wide. No way he’s about to tell Sam— 
“We could hear each other,” he says, “through the wall.” 
Another pause. 
“Doing what?” Sam asks slowly, as if unsure he really wants the answer. 
“You know,” Joaquín says. “Getting off.” 
“Oh, my God!” Sam exclaims. 
You drop your head into your hands, cheeks burning against your palms. 
“Shut up, dude!” Joaquín hisses. “I doubt she’d want me to tell you that.” 
“Then why did you?” 
“You basically asked!” 
Sam scoffs. “I asked if you’d slept together. Not if you’d jerked off on opposite sides of the wall. Jesus Christ, how old are you? Eighteen?” 
“Shut up,” Joaquín mutters, his voice muffled like he’s covering his face. 
You start quietly continuing down the stairs, deciding you’ve eavesdropped enough. Until— 
“Okay,” Sam says, “so if you’re into each other, why haven’t you slept together?” 
“I don’t know, really,” Joaquín replies. “She’s cautious, I think. And I don’t want to pressure her. But God, it’s so fucking hard.” 
Sam chuckles. “I bet it is.” 
“Dude,” Joaquín says, deadpan. 
“What?” 
Joaquín sighs, exasperated. “Look, I really like her. She’s so much cooler than I ever imagined. I don’t want to blow it by—” 
“Blowing it?” Sam cuts in. 
“How old are you?” Joaquín fires back, and you can almost picture him narrowing his eyes at his mentor. 
“Sorry,” Sam mutters, though he’s still laughing softly. “I’ll stop.” 
“Good,” Joaquín says, taking a deep breath. “I’m going to ask her out properly once all this shit is over. I want to try actually dating her. Like, romantic-styles.” 
Your heart thuds harder in your chest, your pulse pounding in your throat. 
“Romantic-styles?” Sam repeats. 
“Yeah. Like flowers and dates, stolen kisses, late-night talks, anniversaries, handmade cards—” 
“Making love under the moonlight?” Sam interjects, voice dramatically wistful. 
“Yes,” Joaquín says firmly. “I want to make love to her under the moonlight, goddammit. I want all the dumb, romantic, cheesy shit you see in movies. Because I like her. A lot.” 
Sam whistles under his breath. “Damn, son. I think you’re whipped.” 
“Shut up,” Joaquín mutters. 
You’re frozen halfway down the hall toward the laundry. Your cheeks are burning, your heart is racing, and you can’t remember how to breathe. Everything Joaquín said is possibly the lamest thing you’ve ever heard—in real life—but somehow, it’s making your head spin and your chest ache. 
Then you hear footsteps. 
Startled, you hurry down the hall, silently thanking your years of training for lightning-fast reflexes. You duck into the laundry, grab your towel from the dryer, check the hall is clear, and bolt back upstairs. 
Then you lock yourself in the bathroom. Panting like you’ve just run a marathon and blushing like a fool in love. 
After an intentionally cold shower, you throw on a pair of sweats and an oversized tee before making your way back downstairs. The house smells like roasted garlic with a hint of herbs—rosemary and thyme, you think—and the closer you get to the kitchen, the richer and more mouthwatering it becomes. 
By the time you step into the kitchen, you’re practically drooling. And not just because of the drop-dead gorgeous man at the stove, cooking like it’s his own personal brand of foreplay. 
“Damn,” you sigh. “That smells incredible.” 
Joaquín grins over his shoulder, flipping something in the pan without even looking. “Garlic and herb roasted chicken, with caramelised onion and sweet potatoes.” 
You lean forward and rest your elbows on the kitchen island, propping your chin in your hands. “It’s like you walked straight out of some lonely housewife’s favourite sexual fantasy.” 
Sam chuckles from across the room, one shoulder braced against the wall. “You sure it’s not your fantasy?” 
You roll your eyes. “Why are you even still here? Shouldn’t you be out looking for my asshole ex?” 
“I’m off the clock until we’ve got a confirmed location,” he says with a smug grin. “And Joaquín invited me to stay for dinner.” 
You stand upright, crossing your arms and scowling at him. “This is a safehouse, Sam. We’re supposed to be undercover, not hosting dinner parties.” 
He raises a brow. “If you want to talk about the stuff you’re not supposed to be doing in this house, we can—” 
“Okay!” Joaquín cuts in, just a little too loudly. “Dinner’s ready. Let’s plate up.” 
You and Sam both glance at him with narrowed, knowing eyes. His cheeks are pink, brows lifted, and his mouth is pressed into a tight smile. 
With a sigh, you decide to let it go and start laying out plates and cutlery while Joaquín serves. Each of you gets a full plate of the mouthwatering dinner he’s somehow whipped up, despite constantly complaining about the grocery situation Sam leaves him with. Then you all move into the dining room on the opposite side of the entrance hall from the lounge. You’ve barely used it since hiding out here. It’s small, just like the rest of the house, and wouldn’t comfortably seat more than four people around the circular table. 
It’s quiet at first—the only sound the soft scrape of cutlery on plates as you all dig into what is, frankly, an obnoxiously delicious meal. You can feel Sam’s eyes flicking between you and Joaquín, that annoying little half-smirk tugging at his lips. 
You can also feel the heat of Joaquín’s thigh brushing close to yours—because for some stupid reason, you decided to sit next to him instead of Sam. 
“She’s all tough now,” Sam says, leaning toward Joaquín and eyeing you as you sip your wine, “but just wait until she’s had two more glasses.” 
You set your glass down with a little more force than necessary. “I will bury you in the backyard, Wilson.” 
Joaquín chuckles, eyes still on you even as he mutters to Sam, “Pretty sure that’s the fourth time today she’s threatened someone with murder.” 
Sam raises his brows, that smirk deepening. “And you still want to date her?” 
Joaquín grins—all cocky charm and perfect teeth. “Are you kidding? That’s half the appeal.” 
Your wide eyes snap to his, heat rising from your chest right up to the tips of your ears. 
“What?” he says with a casual shrug. “It’s true.” 
You squeeze your eyes shut and pinch the bridge of your nose, silently begging the floor to swallow you whole—just to escape his stupidly perfect face… and Sam’s insufferably smug one. 
After a beat of silence—far too brief for your liking—Sam starts up again, eyes locked on you and sparkling with mischief. 
“So, what happens if it is this ex-boyfriend of yours?” he asks. 
You raise a brow, swallowing your mouthful of food before replying, “Isn’t that your job, Captain America? Last I checked, lowly civilians like me don’t get to decide the fate of the bad guys.” 
“But if you could,” he presses, propping one elbow on the table, “what would you decide?” 
You bite your lip, gaze drifting to a blank spot on the wall behind him as you consider it. 
“I’d probably kill him,” you say simply. “Or send him to the Raft.” 
Sam’s brows lift. “Really? That harsh?” 
You nod, stabbing a piece of potato like it insulted your bloodline. “He’s an asshole. And obviously a dangerous one. So if it’s between my life and his? I pick mine.” 
“Wow,” Sam mutters, glancing down at his plate. 
You frown. “Why is that surprising? He’s a dirtbag.” 
“I mean, now he is,” Sam says with a shrug, his eyes sliding—none too subtly—toward Joaquín, “but from what I heard, the two of you were pretty serious. Like, real serious.” 
“From what you heard?” you echo, incredulous. 
“Yeah. Barton and Romanoff used to mention it. Apparently, you were talking marriage. Settling down. Getting out of the game.” 
You drop your knife and fork like they’ve scalded you, lips parting in disbelief at the sheer nerve of the man across from you. 
Joaquín shifts beside you, visibly tense. His jaw works as he stares down at his plate, knuckles white around his cutlery. 
“Seriously, Sam?” you ask, leaning forward. “You’re asking me if I’m still in love with the man we think just put a hit out on me?” 
Sam just nods and pops another bite of chicken into his mouth, utterly unfazed. 
There’s a beat of silence. 
Then— 
“Are you?” Joaquín asks. 
Your eyes snap to him, brow furrowed. “No, you idiot. I’m not.” 
Then you turn back to Sam, who’s clearly seconds away from laughing. “And you—what the hell was that? Just because I once considered marrying someone I was in a committed relationship with doesn’t mean I’m still hung up on him. In fact, if he wasn’t actively trying to kill me, I wouldn’t even be thinking about him right now. Because you know what? The only goddamn thing on my mind lately is this—” you shoot a pointed look at Joaquín, heat blooming in your chest— “this unholy combination of soft curls and filthy intentions—which, by the way, you are one hundred percent aware of.” 
Sam makes a choking noise, but you don’t stop. 
“So don’t play dumb. Or coy. Or whatever little psychological warfare tactic you think you’re running to stir shit up. We don’t need your help turning up the tension in this house.” You stand abruptly, flustered and flushed. “It is already stifling in here. And I swear to God, I am this close to snapping.” 
Then you pick up your plate, turn on your heel, and storm back through the house toward the kitchen—heart pounding in your ears, and face so hot you’re amazed you haven’t already burst into flames. 
“What did she just call me?” you hear Joaquín ask. 
Sam chuckles. “I believe it was an unholy combination of soft curls and filthy intentions.” 
Joaquín laughs quietly, and you hate the way the sound alone makes you smile. 
“Damn,” he mutters. 
“She likes you, Falcon,” Sam teases. “The big bad assassin lady likes you.” 
You roll your eyes and drop your plate on the kitchen island, deciding to finish the annoyingly delicious dinner before cleaning up. 
Fifteen minutes later, once you’ve decided you’ve regained enough dignity to face them again, you move your empty plate to the sink and head back to the dining room. Without saying a word, you stack their plates in one hand and grab your wine glass with the other, downing the rest of it in two bitter gulps. 
Then you return to the kitchen to start washing up, half-listening as their conversation drifts from the dining room to the lounge. 
Once everything is clean, you refill everyone’s wine glasses and join them in the lounge room, dragging a chair in from the dining room since there’s no space left on the tiny couch. 
Thankfully, the conversation doesn’t stray far from work. Joaquín asks Sam about the plan once they manage to locate your ex, and Sam reassures him that they—whoever he’s working with—have it covered. You can tell from Joaquín’s steady stream of questions that he’s worried. And it’s not just the standard concern for civilian safety. He’s worried about you. 
And damn if that doesn’t make your heart ache a little. 
Eventually, Sam flicks on the TV and picks a movie. You can tell he’s had enough of Joaquín’s interrogation, so you play along and pretend to be invested in whatever crappy comedy he’s chosen. 
On your way to refill everyone’s glasses, you grab a spare blanket and lay it out on the lounge room floor. Then you steal two cushions off the couch and settle down on the blanket, wine in hand, pretending to watch the screen while trying very hard to ignore the weight of Joaquín’s gaze. 
An hour and almost two bottles of wine later, the movie ends, the screen bathing the dark room in soft white light as the credits roll. 
“Alright,” Sam sighs, tipping the last of his wine into his mouth. “No way I’m getting home now. I’ll crash on the couch.” 
You and Joaquín snap toward him in unison—eyes wide, lips tight. 
“What?” he deadpans. “I’ve had too many drinks and I don’t feel like catching a cab. You two can keep it in your pants for one more night.” 
Joaquín takes a long breath through his nose, his jaw flexing with tension. You’re not sure what shifted in the last couple of hours—maybe Sam’s meddling worked—but the tension in the room is unbearable. Your heart won’t slow down, your skin feels too hot, and honestly, if you don’t feel Joaquín’s hands on you soon, you might actually go feral. Claws out, back arched, hissing kind of feral. 
“Alright,” Joaquín mutters through clenched teeth. “Take the couch.” 
You collect the empty glasses and take them to the kitchen while Joaquín grabs the blanket from the floor and drapes it over Sam, who’s settling into the world’s smallest couch like he owns the place. Then you move quietly back through the lounge room and meet Joaquín at the bottom of the stairs. The air between you is practically humming—so thick with tension one spark might blow the whole house sky-high. 
“G’night,” Sam mumbles, entirely too smug. 
“Night,” Joaquín replies, clipped. 
“Night,” you echo, with a glare over your shoulder. “Hope your back hurts in the morning.” 
Sam chuckles behind you, completely unbothered by the two of you stomping up the stairs like thunder. 
You head straight for the bathroom, flicking on the too-bright light before stopping in front of the vanity and grabbing your toothbrush from the cup beside the sink. 
Your reflection is a perfect mirror of how you're feeling—which is absolutely and completely wrecked. Your hair’s a mess, your lips wine-stained, your cheeks flushed, and your eyes wide and dark with an unrecognisable kind of hunger. 
It’s almost laughable, the way your reflection exposes just how utterly undone you are by the man standing beside you. 
Joaquín grabs his toothbrush and silently takes the tube of toothpaste from your outstretched hand. Then you both take turns wetting your brushes before wordlessly starting to brush your teeth. 
You glance at him in the mirror, shamelessly studying the pretty features of his perfect face—soft curls, straight nose, sharp jaw, and those same wide, hungry eyes staring intently at his own reflection. 
His elbow brushes yours, but he doesn’t seem to notice—not in the same way you do, at least. A sharp jolt of electricity shoots up your arm and through your shoulder, making you shiver. 
He catches your eye in the mirror and pauses, quirking a brow—just the tiniest, stupidest smirk. But it still sends your heart vaulting into your throat. 
The heat in your cheeks intensifies as you duck your head and focus on rinsing. The water is cold as you splash it over your mouth, but it does nothing to cool the fire simmering beneath your skin. 
“This is torture,” he mutters. 
You dry your mouth on a towel before straightening, frowning at him in the mirror. “What?” 
He gives you a flat look. “This. You. Me. Captain fucking America sleeping on the couch.” 
Your breath stutters, and you have to grip the counter to steady yourself. “It’s one night. We can do one more night.” 
Joaquín blinks, then turns toward you—actually looking at you, not your reflection. “One more night,” he says quietly. “Then what?” 
Your eyes drop to his lips, lingering there as his tongue flicks between them. “You know what.” 
“Say it,” he mutters, stepping closer. 
Your breath hitches, still locked on his mouth. 
“One more night,” he repeats slowly. “Then… what?” 
You let out a shaky breath and take a reluctant step back. “Then…” You swallow, lifting your gaze to meet his. “Then you fuck me so hard I forget why we waited this long.” 
He stops breathing. 
His eyes go wide—impossibly dark. His whole body goes still. 
Your stomach flips. Your knees wobble. But somehow you keep moving, brushing past him and walking straight into your room. 
You feel the heat of his gaze on your back. The phantom drag of his fingers down your spine—even though he hasn’t touched you. Not properly. Not since you made up that stupid, wildly ineffective rule. 
You shut the door without looking back, not trusting yourself to survive what you’d see—him, still standing there. Mouth open, eyes black, foamy toothbrush dangling stupidly from his lips. 
God, even dental hygiene is sexy when he does it. 
You fall face-first onto the bed, groaning into the sheets. 
It’s going to be a long fucking night. 
You spend an hour trying to fall asleep. Tossing, turning, blankets on, blankets off. One pillow, two pillows, fluffed pillow, no pillow. Nothing helps. 
Sleep evades you. 
You’re too hot. Too wound up. The wine and the tension are thrumming through your veins like electricity. Your pulse won’t slow. Your breath won’t settle. All you can think about is Joaquín—his stupid smile, his eyes, his lips, his hands. The way all of it would feel against your burning skin. The way he’d unravel the knot sitting low and tight behind your hipbones, slow and deliberate and maddening. 
It’s too much. You can barely breathe. 
You need to do something. 
After what feels like an eternity, you throw the blankets off and lean over the side of the bed, reaching underneath until your fingers find the box. You slide it out and fumble through its contents for your little bullet vibrator. It’s not the quietest, but it’s efficient—and at this point, you don’t care what Joaquín hears. You just need release. 
You use your phone’s flashlight illuminate the box, but after a few seconds of empty searching, you remember… it’s in the bathroom drawer. 
Of course it is. 
With a quiet sigh, you swing your legs off the bed and pad softly to the door, careful not to let the squeaky hinges whine too loudly. You don’t bother with the lights as you tiptoe into the bathroom, stepping up to the vanity and slowly sliding open the top drawer—your drawer. 
You quickly find the small vibrator and wrap your fingers around it before gently shutting the drawer. Then you turn and tiptoe out of the bathroom, your bedroom door in sight when— 
Joaquín steps into your path. Shirtless. Curls a mess. Nothing but a pair of grey sweatpants slung dangerously low on his hips. 
You duck your head and try—feebly—to sidestep him, but he moves with you, crowding into your space until your spine meets the bathroom doorframe. 
“Couldn’t sleep?” he asks, voice low and rough. 
He steps in closer, slow and deliberate, and the hallway suddenly feels too small. Too warm. His face is cast in soft shadow, but you can still see every perfect line—sharp cheekbones, full lips, that frustratingly elegant nose. The kind of face sculptors dream of and sinners pray to. 
But it’s his eyes that undo you. 
Dark. Wild. Burning with something untamed. Hunger, yes—but barely restrained. Like he’s holding himself back with a single fraying thread, one you’re both terrified and desperate to snap. 
You manage the smallest nod. 
He edges even closer, his bare chest now just a breath from your peaked nipples beneath your thin cotton shirt. 
“You’re not wearing a shirt,” you murmur, voice embarrassingly breathless. 
His jaw ticks as he looks at you—like he’s trying not to do something reckless. Then his tongue slides slowly across his bottom lip. “You’re not wearing pants.” 
“Guess we’re both breaking rules,” you whisper. 
He lifts a hand to your face, knuckles grazing from your cheekbone down to your jaw. “What’s one more, then?” 
Your breath hitches, heart pounding in your throat. “Which one?” 
He hums softly, his eyes trained on his fingers as they ghost along your jaw and down the column of your throat. 
“Guess,” he says quietly. 
Then he grips your chin. Hard. Fingers digging into your jaw, forcing your mouth open. 
“You have no fucking idea how hard it’s been not to touch you,” he growls. 
Then he surges forward and crushes his mouth to yours, all heat and hunger and pent-up fucking agony. It’s not soft. Not sweet. It’s a collision—teeth and tongue and a groan so guttural it vibrates against your lips. You gasp into him and he swallows it whole, devouring you like he’s starving. 
Your head hits the doorframe with a soft thud, but you don’t care. You’re too far gone. His hands find your hips, rough and possessive, gripping you like he wants his fingerprints embedded in your bones. 
You whimper—and that’s all the encouragement he needs. 
He shoves a knee between your legs, pressing his thigh up against your core. The pressure punches the air from your lungs—hot and perfectly placed—and your hips grind down on him before you can stop yourself. 
He groans into your mouth, deep and wrecked, and then his teeth catch your bottom lip in a sharp, punishing bite. Not enough to break skin, but enough to make you gasp. 
“Shh,” he murmurs against your mouth. “Gotta keep it down, baby. We’ve got guests.” 
Then he kisses you again. Harder. Desperate and possessive. Like he’s trying to brand you with his mouth alone. 
You try to lift your hands—to touch him, to feel—but he’s faster. He catches your wrists and slams them above your head, pinning them with one hand as the other slides down and cups your breast, rough and reverent all at once. 
You gasp against his mouth, a shocked, breathless sound that he swallows greedily. 
Then he stills. 
His eyes drag up to where your hands are trapped. To the shape pressed between your fingers—small, hard, and anything but innocent. 
He pulls back just enough to uncurl your grip, slow and deliberate. You try to pull away, but he’s stronger—too strong—and within seconds, he’s holding the little vibrator up between two fingers. Right in front of your face. 
“This what you came out here for?” he asks, voice ragged, low, thick with disbelief and something darker. 
You can’t answer. You’re too stunned. Your breath is coming in shallow gasps, your chest rising and falling like you’ve been sprinting. 
He drops his gaze to your lips, then back to your eyes. And smirks. 
“Nah,” he murmurs, voice like smoke. “You don’t need that.” 
The vibrator drops from his hand, hitting the floor with a soft, humiliating thunk. 
For a moment, neither of you move. 
Then he’s on you again. 
His mouth crashes into yours—devouring, claiming—like he needs you more than air. Like kissing you is the only thing keeping him alive. 
You moan into him, fingers twitching with the need to touch, to claw. He releases your wrists and you drop them instantly to his shoulders, then into his curls, grabbing hard enough to make him groan. 
His hands find your hips again, rough and greedy, dragging you closer until his thigh slots back between your legs. The pressure is maddening. Perfect. You grind down with a gasp, hips rolling instinctively against the solid muscle. 
He pulls back just enough to smirk against your mouth, that dark, cocky glint flashing in his eyes. “Yeah,” he mutters, voice wrecked. “Just like that.” 
His fingers tighten on your hips, guiding you into another slow, filthy grind. The drag of fabric against your clit electric. You whimper and drop your forehead to his, your breaths mingling in the heat between you. 
Every rock of your hips sends sparks shooting up your spine, the ache between your legs growing unbearable. His thigh flexes beneath you—deliberate, teasing—and you feel his breathing start to match your own, ragged and fast. 
“Gonna cum on my thigh, baby?” he asks, breathless but teasing. 
You can’t form words. You just whine—a needy, broken sound that ghosts past your lips and makes him chuckle, low and dangerous. 
“That’s it,” he mutters, guiding you a little higher on his thigh. “That’s my girl.” 
You grind harder, chasing the friction, the pressure, the devastating edge that’s so close it hurts. His hands are locked on your hips, dragging you over him like he wants to leave bruises behind. 
“You feel that?” he rasps, mouth brushing your jaw as he speaks. “How fucking wet you are for me?” 
You nod—frantic, breathless—but it’s not enough. He growls low in his throat and suddenly pulls you down harder, his thigh flexing beneath you. You bite down on a cry, head tipping back against the doorframe as your body trembles. 
“You’re so fucking hot like this,” he breathes, watching your face like it’s the most obscene thing he’s ever seen. “Soak my leg, baby—come on.” 
One hand slips up your shirt, calloused fingers grazing the bare skin of your belly before cupping your breast—no bra, just heat and softness and a tight nipple begging for attention. He rolls it between his fingers, rough and greedy, and your hips jerk in response. 
“Jesus, you’re so fucking responsive,” he mutters, leaning in to bite down on the soft skin beneath your jaw. 
You gasp, nails digging into his scalp, dragging him closer. 
“Please,” you whisper, not even sure what you’re begging for—release, more, everything. 
He lifts his head, eyes dark and glittering with wicked intent. “You wanna cum for me, baby?” he asks, voice thick and taunting. “Wanna make a mess all over my thigh like a needy little slut?” 
You whimper—pathetic and wrecked—and he smirks. “Then take it. Rub that desperate little pussy on me like you mean it.” 
He moves his thigh up harder, fingers biting into your hips as he guides you, using your body like it’s his to play with. And it is. 
You’re grinding shamelessly now, panting into his mouth, broken noises falling from your lips as the heat builds. You’re close—so fucking close. Muscles tightening, vision going spotty— 
“Cum for me,” he growls. “Right fucking now.” 
And you do. 
With a strangled whimper, you break—hips jerking, thighs quaking, mouth falling open in a silent scream as pleasure tears through you like a live wire. You bury your face in his neck, biting down on a gasp, desperate to stay quiet. 
A muffled moan slips out anyway, ragged and breathy against his skin. He groans, low and wrecked, one hand fisting in your hair as your body trembles against his. 
“Shh,” he murmurs, lips brushing your temple, even as his thigh flexes beneath you to draw out every last wave. “You’ve gotta be quiet, baby. Sam’s just downstairs.” 
But you can’t stop shaking—your orgasm crashing over you in hot, relentless pulses—your nails clawing at his back, your teeth sinking into his neck to stifle another sound. 
He holds you through it, breath thick and uneven, a dark smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth as he feels you unravel. 
“So fucking good for me,” he whispers. “So sweet when you try to behave.” 
He kisses you again—slow, filthy, coaxing you through the aftershocks with soft praise and a hot tongue. His lips drag along yours like he can’t get enough, like he’s trying to taste every noise you made. 
“Fuck, you’re perfect,” he breathes, eyes half-lidded and burning. “So fucking sexy.” 
Then, without warning, he lifts you—strong arms locking under your thighs, making you gasp as your legs wrap instinctively around his waist. You cling to him, giggling breathlessly against his shoulder as he starts walking down the hall. 
His mouth finds your throat again, biting softly as he mutters, “You know I’m not stopping ‘til you’re ruined for anyone else, right?” 
You let out a wrecked little laugh, and he grins—dark and dangerous. 
“Gonna fuck you so good, baby,” he murmurs against your skin, voice wrecked and wicked. “Gonna make that pretty little mouth scream my name ‘til it’s the only word you know.” 
You shudder—helpless, breathless—and he chuckles low in his chest, kissing the hinge of your jaw as he kicks open his bedroom door. 
The door clicks softly shut behind you as you both step out into the hall, but neither of you move. 
Joaquín’s back hits it a second later, pulling you with him—your chest flush to his, breath caught somewhere between a laugh and a moan. 
“Joaquín,” you sigh, warning in your voice but no real conviction behind it. 
“Mmh?” He leans in, mouth already dragging along the curve of your jaw, his hands low on your hips. “Just one more.” 
You bite back a grin, threading your fingers through his messy curls as his lips brush yours—soft, slow, intoxicating. His tongue teases your bottom lip, coaxing it open, and before you can stop yourself, you’re kissing him again. 
Deeper this time. Greedy. Sweet. A little wrecked. 
His hands wander. Squeezing. Grabbing. Remembering every filthy, delicious way they unravelled you last night. 
He trails kisses along your jaw, down the column of your throat, sucking a bruise into the dip of your collarbone as he lowers himself slowly. 
Dropping to his knees. 
You tip your head back, lips parted and panting softly. 
“We—We have to go downstairs,” you murmur, though you don’t try to move. 
“I am downstairs,” he mumbles, lifting the hem of his shirt to kiss your stomach. 
You let out a shaky little laugh, your breath hitching as his tongue slides over your hipbone. 
His hands slip up beneath the shirt, fingertips dancing over your hot skin like he’s thinking about dragging you back to bed. Again. 
You’ve been trying to get downstairs for over an hour now. This is the furthest you’ve gotten. 
“You’re not helping,” you hiss, voice catching as his knuckles graze the underside of your breast. 
“I’m not trying to.” 
You thread your fingers through his curls and tug, reluctantly pulling his mouth away from you. He looks up at you through thick lashes, eyes dark and hungry, grinning like a man thoroughly satisfied with his own choices. 
“Come on,” you sigh softly, wanting nothing more than to have his head between your legs again like it was twenty minutes ago. 
He rises to his full height with a playful eyeroll, slipping one hand into yours and lacing your fingers. Then he uses his free hand to cup your head and pull you toward him, pressing a tender kiss to your temple before turning down the hall. 
“Let’s get this over with,” he says with a soft chuckle. 
You giggle quietly, biting your lip to stop yourself from begging him back to bed. 
Halfway down the stairs, he leans in, lips brushing your ear. “You realise I’m gonna spend all day thinking about what you sound like when you cum.” 
You nearly trip, but he catches you easily—smug and warm behind you, his laughter a hot puff of air against your neck. 
You elbow him, but you’re smiling, flushed and glowing and absolutely ruined. 
You let him lead you into the kitchen, fingers still laced together, cheeks flushed and lips swollen. You try not to look like someone who’s just had every bone in her body melted and rearranged—but the limp in your step and the heat in your cheeks aren’t exactly subtle. 
Sam’s already there, leaning casually against the counter beside the coffee machine, mug in hand. His eyes sparkle with that familiar, knowing mischief the moment you enter. 
“Well, well, look who finally decided to join the land of the living.” 
You pause at the edge of the kitchen, but Joaquín doesn’t. 
“Morning,” he says easily, strolling over to the coffee machine like he hadn’t just threatened to make you scream his name five minutes ago. “Coffee?” 
Sam takes a long, deliberate sip from his mug. “It’s probably cold by now. Didn’t think you two were ever coming down.” 
You press your lips together, fighting back the embarrassed smile tugging at the corners of your mouth. Joaquín just shrugs. 
“We got distracted,” he says, opening a cupboard and pulling out a mug. “Important business.” 
Sam snorts, shaking his head. “Yeah, I heard. Whole neighbourhood did.” 
You choke on your breath. “Oh my god.” 
Joaquín turns to you, mug in hand, a smirk spreading across his face—smug and utterly unrepentant. “She’s loud when she’s happy.” 
Your eyes go wide, and you’re surprised you don’t implode on the spot. 
Sam groans, setting his mug down with a thud. “Jesus Christ. I take it back. You’re officially banned from happiness.” 
Joaquín just grins wider. “Too late.” 
You drop your face into your hands with a soft groan. 
“At least one of you has the decency to blush,” Sam mutters as he walks past you. 
You drag your hands down your face and shuffle further into the kitchen, stopping at the island across from where Joaquín is pouring two cups of coffee. 
He nudges the mugs toward you, but neither of you makes a move to grab one. Instead, he steps around the island, slips his arms around your waist, and pulls you in—pressing you flush against him as he buries his face in the curve of your neck, breathing you in like he’s trying to memorise every trace of you. 
All of it completely shameless, even with Sam just a few feet away on the lounge, sipping his coffee and looking vaguely traumatised. 
Honestly, though? You can’t bring yourself to care either. 
Your hands drift up Joaquín’s arms to link behind his neck. 
“You hungry?” you ask. 
His head snaps up, eyes dark with immediate interest. “Yes.” 
You roll your eyes, thighs clenching despite yourself. “Not like that. I meant actual food. You know—sustenance.” 
“The other thing is sustenance,” he mutters, mouth finding your neck again. 
“I’m still here,” Sam calls. “And you’re still not quiet. Do either of you know how to whisper?” 
Joaquín lifts his head and glances toward the lounge. “We didn’t invite you to stay. Feel free to leave anytime.” 
Sam shakes his head, laughing in disbelief. “You two should be thanking me.” 
You frown. “For what?” 
“Introducing you,” he says, pausing like he expects applause. Then he sighs and adds, “And tracking down your shady ex.” 
That gets your attention. Both you and Joaquín straighten, turning toward him. 
“You have a location?” you ask. 
Sam nods. “We’re organising a strike team. Intel says he’s been renting this place under an alias. Plan is to hit him when he’s not expecting it.” 
“Tonight?” 
“Tonight,” he confirms, pushing off the lounge. “Which means I’ve got a team to prep.” 
He moves into the kitchen, drops his empty mug in the sink, and glances back at you. 
“If your hunch is right and he’s behind everything… you’ll be able to go home soon.” 
You nod, trying to ignore the tight knot forming in your stomach. “Great.” 
Joaquín slowly releases your waist and lifts his coffee, taking a sip to hide what you know is a frown. 
You wait for Sam to gather his things and bid you both goodbye, stepping out the front door with a knowing smirk and muttering something about ‘getting the house fumigated’ after you two finally move out. 
When the door clicks shut behind him, you turn to Joaquín, who’s settled on the tiny lounge, elbows resting on his knees and fingers steepled beneath his chin.  
“Hey,” you say softly, stepping in front of him. 
His hands immediately find your hips, like that’s where they’re meant to be. 
“Hey,” he murmurs, tugging you onto his lap. 
You straddle his thighs, hands pressed to his chest. “You know,” you say, resting your forehead against his, “if you wanted to stay here a while longer… I wouldn’t be opposed.” 
He huffs out a soft laugh, breath ghosting over your lips. “Yeah? You want to stay in this tiny house with paper-thin walls?” 
“I’d stay anywhere with you,” you whisper, so quiet it barely registers—as if saying it aloud makes whatever this is feel real. Too real. 
His breath stutters. His fingers tighten at your waist. 
“Really?” 
You nod. “Yeah.” 
“What about my apartment in D.C.?” he asks, leaning back to study your face with wide, hopeful eyes. “It’s not much bigger than this, but—” 
“Okay,” you interrupt, pressing your lips together to keep from grinning like an idiot. 
His eyes go even wider. “Really?” 
You nod again, giggling. “Let’s call it an indefinite sleepover. Just in case you get sick of me and want to send me back to my own place.” 
He laughs too, the sound rumbling deep in his chest beneath your palms. “I’m never gonna get sick of you.” 
“You sure about that?” you tease, shifting your hips to grind down against him. 
His breath catches, lips parting in a soft sigh. 
“Baby,” he whispers, “we’re just getting started.” 
Then, before you can blink, he lifts you, flipping you onto your back and pressing you into the couch cushions. He hovers over you, lips finding yours like they belong there—sliding against yours and stoking that slow-burning flame deep in your belly. The same flame he lit the first day you met. The flame that now blazes so bright, your whole body glows—burning beneath his touch. 
He pauses, forehead resting against yours, breath warm and uneven. 
“You know,” he murmurs, voice thick with promise, “I plan on making you forget your own name by the end of today.” 
You grin, tugging him down for one last kiss—soft, slow, but packed with everything you feel. 
“Good,” you whisper against his lips, “because I don’t want to remember anyone else’s.” 
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lastofdanny · 1 month ago
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watch // manny alvarez x reader
a/n: so who's alive after that season finale and that 2 second manny appearance lolll there's no way i can wait until 2027 to see him again i need him NOW!!!! this is kinda short and i wrote it with a f!reader in mind but i think it could be gn? anyway enjoy it!! ♡ MANNY COME BACK THE KIDS MISS U
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The cold wind howled around the Space Needle, sharp and relentless, as the city lay still – empty streets, shattered windows, and long shadows over the crumbling buildings. You were supposed to be alert, watching for Scars, patrols, or anything that might be a threat to the WLF.
But Manny had different plans.
He kept leaning in too close, that backwards cap shading his eyes just enough to make him even more distracting, drawing the attention to the smirk on his lips. Every time he leaned your way, his voice dropped into that smooth, teasing whisper that drove you crazy, and he knew it. He definitely knew it.
He stood casually against the railing, binoculars in hand, though his eyes kept drifting toward you more than the skyline. 
“All clear,” he said softly, a playful grin tugging at his lips.
“You’re not even looking.”
“I did,” he said, still watching you. “Saw you. Liked it. Mission accomplished.”
You rolled your eyes, turning toward him slowly. “Give me that,”
He held them up like an offering, but didn’t make it easy, holding them out of reach just long enough to make you step closer. His gaze flicked down to your mouth, then back up again, and your breath caught.
You brought the binoculars to your eyes, pretending to be responsible, but even then, focusing on the horizon, you could feel him move. He rested his chin on your shoulder, arms wrapping around your waist with an intimacy that made your skin hum.
“See anything interesting, cariño?” he whispered, soft kisses trailing along your ear.
“Manny,” you warned, but your breathless tone gave you away.
He chuckled. “What? Can't focus?”
He spun you around to face him before you could say anything, the binoculars dropping to your side as his eyes searched yours for a second before he kissed you, hot and urgent, one of his hands cradling the back of your neck while the other gripped your waist, pulling you tightly against him.
Everything else – the mission, the threats, the danger you were supposed to look out for – faded into background as he deepened the kiss.
Then the sharp static of the radio crackled in Manny’s pocket, cutting through the silence between you without any warning.
“Manny, you copy?”
The urgency of the voice snapped you both out of the moment, but Manny’s smirk hinted he wasn’t done just yet.
“You should answer,” you whispered.
Instead, he slipped his hand into his pocket, pulled the radio and lowered the volume nearly to silence.
“Didn’t hear anything,” he said, voice dipping into that warm, teasing tone again. His lips traced along your jaw, slow and soft and maddening. “Too much interference.”
You let out a shaky laugh, pushing against his chest as he kissed you again, lips crashing into yours with the kind of need that made your knees go weak. His hands slid firmly around your waist, guiding you backward with slow, deliberate pressure until you met the cold wall behind you. 
“Manny!” The voice came lower, but still sharp enough to cut through the tense silence between you. “Come in!”
He caught your bottom lip between his teeth, just enough to make you gasp, then soothed with a slow, lingering kiss.
“Manny, I swear to God-”
He smirked against your lips, unbothered, pulling back to whisper “Ignore it,” before kissing you again.
"Manny!"
You unwillingly reached for the radio, but Manny wasn’t done – not even close. His lips found your neck, tracing down as his hands slid under your shirt, his fingers moving slowly on your skin.
He made it impossible to think straight, but you still forced yourself to speak. “W-we’re good,” voice trembling as you fought to stay calm, Manny’s soft chuckle rumbling through the air.
There was a pause, just a flicker of static until the voice returned, more commanding this time:
 “We need a full status update. Over.”
Manny’s lips brushed your skin as he whispered with a playful smirk, “Tell them we’re busy.”
"Report. Now!”
You took a deep breath, trying to steady your nerves again as Manny’s lips still brushed your neck.  “Perimeter secure. No movement detected. We’re… engaged... in active surveillance. Over.”
The radio crackled with a teasing tone.
“Copy that. Try keeping your pants on during the next check-in. Over.”
But the rest of the voice on the radio was lost after Manny kissed you again.
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emeraldserenade · 3 days ago
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hii, can i ask for joaquin flirting with his shy girlfriend??
Flirting and Flustered ~ Joaquín Torres
synopsis: Joaquín likes to see you flustered
tw: fem!reader, none?, barely edited.
fic, ficlet, drabble, request
Hi!! You can ask for Joaquín flirting with his girlfriend (shy or not) always!! I'm sorry for this being short!!
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Joaquín knew you were shy, from the moment you two met, you could barely look him in the eye when he said something even close to a compliment. But he wasn't mean, he would keep his flirting to a minimum because, sure, you might be his type, but he wouldn't make you uncomfortable.
All bets were off when you finally had the courage to ask him out and you two started dating. Joaquín took every chance to make you flustered. Whether it was from him simply telling you that you look nice or a kiss to the temple, you were flustered and Joaquín loved it.
"You look gorgeously, mi amor," Joaquín told you as you walked into the kitchen.
"I'm just in my pajamas," you told him, glancing down at your outfit with the same flustered look you always had after he complimented you. "It's nothing special," you added on because it truly wasn't a special outfit, you were wearing a pair of shorts and one of his shirts.
"I know, but you're always so pretty," Joaquín said, pulling you into his arms and planting a kiss on your forehead. He could feel how heated your skin got after just two compliments. "Such a pretty girlfriend for me," Joaquín said against the skin of your forehead, wanting to make you even more flustered.
"Joaquín," you laughed, already so flusterd.
"Just telling the truth, mi vida," Joaquín said, pulling away to kiss your lips. "Plus, you're always so pretty when you're flustered," Joaquín added with a cheeky grin.
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