#darling... really doesn't have that kind of security

[wildflowercryptid]

barely 2 chapters into a semi-charming kind of life and i'm already screaming over the parallels i'm seeing between darling and apple, oh my god...

[dontbesoweirdkira]

Platonic Yan! Batboys x Batsis darling

A/N: I want to talk about the concept of batsis having a s/o or a crush and how the family would react to that. I'm sure this concept might've been done but if i may speak-

Warnings: Obsession, relationship sabotage, overbearing family dynamics

Requests: always open.

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Dick Grayson

I think he's kind of complex about this issue. I don't think !yan Dick would have a problem with you dating in itself. Like there is so many siblings and no way to keep all of these hormonal teen and young adults at bay. He's been there, he gets it.

But there's some conditions. You have to have a good relationship with dick, first. It you are close, that means you tell him...everything. He can easily monitor you and the progression of things. You'll be trusted to tell him is something goes wrong and he can step in. You won't mind Dick tagging along or being generally invasive. You won't forget about him or the family, he knows that you'll drop everything and come running. His grip is already secured firmly around you and your mind so theres no reason to worry. Have fun, be safe.

If you're anything like my previous posts where batsis is not close with dick in the slightest, he'd sabotage that relationship. He's not having it at all. Your dating is a threat to the family. You already have an apprehension of him, so anyone can swoop in and take his sis away. He doesn't want that. He doesn't trust your judgement or decision making skills enough. Dick knows that if someone hurt you or was dangerous, you'd hid it from him. You refuse to give Dick any sort of access to your life so therefore dating is a no. Sorry baby bat, it's for your own good!

But maybe i'm wrong. Maybe Dick doesn't want any of his siblings dating..especially his batsis. I've said before that Dick has given up his previous relationships among other things for the family. His siblings are his most important priority and he's willing to do whatever it takes to make sure they're properly provided for. What if he expects the same. He's jealous over the fact you all get to go out and date and he cannot because he's stuck playing dad? What if he's jealous that you're spending all your time with someone else? You don't have time for your older brother anymore

He's hurt when you embarrassingly hide your partner from him. You're critiquing everything he does and tells him not to call you by the nicknames he gave you. Yan! Dick hates being discarded. And maybe, none of this happened? Maybe you gladly show off your brother to your partner? Maybe just the thought of you one day getting married and leaving him fills his mind. He overthinks about being left here alone like Bruce was...he doesn't want that. He cannot have that. You cannot date for your own good...for his own good

Jason Todd

I don't think he'll ever vocalize his true feelings. and reluctantly allows it. Jason is rather against you dating, but because he doesn't trust anyone outside of the family. Plus he doesn't like that he gets to see you way less now.

Jason would be the brother that'd be cleaning his guns while you're introducing you partner to him. His tone is sharp and he doesn't embrace them once. He wants them to know there is someone in your life that'll kill for you if they hurt you.

I think if Jason sensed the person you were dating wasn't any good, he'd handle it privately. Your partner ghosts you for three days then sends a "i don't want to see you ever again." text. Weird. Everything was going great. Luckily your brother Jason just got back from his three day trip to comfort you.

If the partner is good but he doesn't really get any time with you, i think he's get a little out of character. Suddenly he's a lot more clingy to you when you're there. He's just following you around the entire house and wanting to spend every second with you. If it gets bad enough he will have to intervene with his other siblings. He misses you. This whole dating things sucks, who needs them when you have a perfect family. They're all you need.

Damien Wayne

He doesn't like change. At. All. This family is perfect as it is.

So don't mess it up by changing the natural order of things. This partner of yours is a nuisance. An incompetent, brain dead loser who is dragging you down with them. You don't need them. Damien is rather offended that you felt like you even needed something more outside of the family. What does this prick have that they don't?

He's weary of the fact that this person wanted to date you. Not that you're not enough but you're a Wayne now. People always wants something, if not money, its something else. You're foolish for this.

On a deeper level, Damien feels like he's loosing a parent. It's clear that your partner doesn't like your younger brother or even want him around. He misses you driving him around, reading together and sneaking out. You've never taken his often impolite banter to heart, you loved him as he was. He felt drawn to you. You were like a mother figure to him..don't do this. He;s sad and thinks you don't love him anymore.

Tim Drake

Maybe the least closest to you. You probably think he doesn't even like you but it's not true. He's just an observer more than a hands on type of person. He's just as yandere as the others, he cares. The second he got the name of your partner, he spends all day searching up dirt on them. He has a file of blackmail sitting pretty on his hard drive in case that person hurts you.

He's not confrontational like the rest. He's a bit too socially awkward for that but if he seriously felt you were in danger, he'd stop you. I think he'd mainly plot with the others to sabotage the relationship.

Like Damien, he doesn't understand why you need someone so badly. The family is more that fulfilling to him so why not for you? Time misses the little things like when you'd bring him food to his desk, or usher him to take a break from his computer. He misses your laughter and interactions with the rest of the family. He doesn't feel safe with you being out so much. The world is a dangerous place, it's safer here, where everyone can protect you. They all love you, and their love combined is far stronger than your partners.

[yanderes-galore]

dirk anon here finally with request 5 (my final request!!!!!!) again, all gender neutral :3

Fandom: Cookie Run Kingdom Character(s): Shadow Milk Cookie and Pure Vanilla Cookie (sharing reader, id prefer if theyre not shipped together but if you'd like to write otherwise das ok :3) Pairing: Romantic/Rivalry/Harem(?) Type of Fic: Concept/Headcanons Other Info: i love the idea of these two sharing a darling. or a rivalry that becomes sharing. i have no idea what else to say i think it will be fantastically chaotic /lh (you can choose if it stays a rivalry or if they end up sharing :3)

I don't ship CRK so I get it. At least... I have exceptions. These two are NOT shipped together in this. No worries!

PV = Pure Vanilla

SM = Shadow Milk

TR = Truthless Recluse

Yandere! Pure Vanilla + Shadow Milk HCs/Discussion

Pairing: Romantic - Rivalry/Sharing (Sorta)

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Manipulation, Jealousy, Stalking, Sabotage, Clingy behavior, Overprotective behavior, Possessive behavior, Dubious/Forced relationship(s).

Honestly, I do find the idea of writing HCs of the dynamic between these two fun (also I was given a lot of requests to write for them both).

The two don't need to be together to have a rivalry or share.

I personally just like to view them as opposites.

Yandere-wise they're opposites too.

I typically write PV as submissive, gentle, and kind... even as a yandere.

PV dedicates himself fully to his love... Even if it gets himself hurt.

SM, obviously, is completely different.

SM is dominant, cruel, and rough at times with you.

He wants control, not to be controlled.

However... I do think SM is occasionally submissive on his own.

Yet if he's competing with PV, he doesn't plan on being vulnerable.

I feel like with normal PV, sharing between them isn't really... sharing.

It's more like a rivalry that's barely hidden.

Tolerance would be more like it.

PV doesn't feel secure just leaving you with a Beast like SM.

SM already feels you're his... Yet uses PV's affection to... well... hurt him.

Actual sharing would be between TR (Truthless Recluse) and SM since SM would want TR to help him corrupt you.

Yet since I already have a draft planned for that, I won't spill that here.

Instead, this is a rivalry before Truthless Recluse.

SM still very much despises PV for replacing him and being all heroic.

So when SM finds out PV has someone he loves... It gives SM ideas.

Considering how SM thrives off manipulation and likes to take his anger out on PV...

You can imagine how the rivalry started.

It starts as SM using you against PV to hurt him.

SM thinks he's above love... However...

You still manage to make him obsessive about you in the end.

PV is trying his best to protect you from his beastly counterpart.

Unfortunately, there's times it feels like an uphill battle.

The rivalry probably takes place once you all get The Spire officially.

Yet when the seeds are planted are probably when you first arrive in Beast-Yeast to help the Silver Kingdom.

This is where SM gets his first look at you.

You knew PV first, the hero having been by your side as you traveled Crispia.

He may have not even been yandere... although it's hard to tell with him since he's so gentle.

His yandere behavior doesn't kick in until there's a threat like SM, the beast locking his many eyes on you with sadistic glee.

Even when he's driven off... It isn't the end.

No, SM plans to watch you with PV until you get to his Spire.

Then the real fun can begin.

Despite these two being opposites... There's traits they have in common.

What comes to mind is their clingy and manipulative behavior.

While PV is protective and SM is possessive... They are both smothering.

PV wants to keep your attention on him to protect and love you... He wants his affection to be gentle and sweet.

SM, however, wants you to be a delightful little toy or puppet.

He sees you as someone to 'play' with and the jester hates sharing toys.

So, for the most part, they have a rivalry.

It's even worse when SM drags your group into his games, making you watch in his Spire so he can watch your reactions.

He's mostly focused on making PV suffer... all the while he gives you affection, knowing it will make everything sting more.

So... While I imagine they have a rivalry... I will admit they tolerate things between each other.

SM only promises to share you if PV gives into his games... and even hands over the Soul Jam.

SM exploits PV essentially, so unless PV becomes TR... There isn't a lot of sharing.

... Beast-Yeast story wise.

If you want an AU where you have them both in your Kingdom and SM is forced to play nice... Then they have more opportunities to tolerate each other.

PV is still protective due to what happened in Beast-Yeast, even in his awakened form.

SM is also still as chaotic as ever, but is reduced to a jester playing cruel jokes if he wants to stay around you and not get thrown out.

This could be an example of the two sharing with PV as his usual yet awakened self.

The two would tolerate each other because they want your approval in this AU.

SM still does questionable actions... stalking you with his magic eyes when he's unable to be around to watch you.

Although... PV isn't much better with how much he sticks around you.

The two are definitely obsessive about their feelings towards you....

Yet neither can make a move without the other one sabotaging the other.

SM is, ironically, the king of sabotage.

So they're both forced to keep their personal feelings to a minimum, like a stalemate.

This stalemate forces the two to tolerate sharing.

Or... more accurately, force SM.

I say that because now that I think about it... Awakened! PV wouldn't mind sharing.

PV would probably think using their shared affection over you would be a good way to convert SM to good.

So... It would be a rivalry right up until Awakened! PV happens.

In that case, it's only a rivalry to SM.

Overall I feel rivalry or sharing could work depending on certain situations.

It would be a rivalry with original PV, but it would be "sharing" with TR or Awakened! PV.

SM sees it as a rivalry regardless though.

Their overall dynamic is fun to discuss.

I like the idea of them trying to manipulate their obsession to the side of truth or lies.

PV means well, saying not to trust the beast.

Meanwhile, SM just likes to gaslight you into not trusting anyone.

After all... He's a master of lies.

If he and PV are so similar... Can you really trust PV?

I actually feel the rivalry would mostly conclude with PV awakening and trying to negotiate sharing you with SM.

Yet when it comes to SM... Who knows if he'll listen?

Sharing with them could easily become a rivalry again if SM tries anything.

Ironically, I'd describe their dynamic as chaotic all due to SM....

Sure, SM will tolerate PV's plan just so he can sneak in a few cuddles or possible kisses.

But someday... SM may just steal you away if PV doesn't change him.

Which, obviously, strikes the match on the rivalry again.

So, even when sharing, there's always that subtle tension...

A warning that things could go wrong regardless of who you choose.

[l0sercat]

Yandere alphabet with/ Logan Howlett

A/n: Obviously this deals with yandere stuff which is dark, but only is r*pe mentioned in the letter H so just skip that if it makes you uncomfy. MDNI for my safety and yours.

Affection — how do they show their love and affection?

Pet names/Nicknames and light kisses and touches. He wants to respect your boundaries, but he just needs to touch you. Don't worry though that's about how far as it goes unless you want him to go further!

Blood — how messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

He will kill everyone in his way and everyone who wants to hurt you. You will always be safe with him, no one is spared <3

Cruelty — how would they treat their darling once abducted?

Your treated really nice sure your locked up in a cabin miles away from life. But hey it could be worse and at least it's cozy. You get to keep your clothes and the shackle on your ankle is long enough so you can go anywhere in the house. It also is padded so it doesn't bruise you! Logan may not be a good cook, but his eggs and toast are decent! He will always make sure your fed properly<3

Darling — aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

Calling them names reserved for lovers, touching them briefly and kisses. A light touch on the hips or back and a quick peck on the forehead or lips. Nothing extreme because he knows anything else is to far.

Exposed — how vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

He may be softer with you but he still doesn't let all his walls down. He smiles more but he is self aware that you don't want this and don't love him for real which hurts. But when is very sleepy or drunk he is really open and vulnerable.

Fight — how would they feel if their darling fought back?

He doesn't enjoy it at all and he just shakes his head. It's pointless he doesn't know why you do it. You harm yourself more than harming him.

Game — is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

It's not a game and it freaks him out when he sees you've tried to escape. He finds you quickly and his heart aches when he has you caged in his arms kicking and screaming for help and for him to let you go.

Hell — what would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

You scream insults at him and bring up all his faults. You mock him and bring up the fact how he was to scared of rejection he had to kidnap you to secure you. He doesn't take to kindly to that and slaps you hard and pins you to the bed and.... Yeah that was the first and last time he took advantage of you. He still feels bad about it and he hates how you barely talk back to him. You just give into him, but at least your more compliant to his touches.

Ideals — what kind of future do they have in mind for their darling?

Where your just the sweetest thing that is loyal to him the way he is loyal to you. Your always hugging him or at least have a hand on him. You cook the meals while he goes to his job. He just wants a simple life with you <3

Jealousy — do they get jealous? How do they handle it?

If he does get jealous he'll just kill the person or beat them up badly. They're talking about you inappropriately well expect them to be found in the alley torn to shreds.

Kisses — how do they act around or with their darling?

He is sweet and treats you with care. He may put up a persona with other people but with you he is his real self to an extent.

Love letters — how would they go about approaching their darling?

He tries to run into you normally, but he intimidated you so brushed by him. He tries to stop but you but the words get stuck in his throat and decides he'll just take you because this was too difficult lol.

Mask — are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Duhhhh he is a stone to other people and comes off standoffish. But with you he is so caring and is always calling you pet names hoping you'll call him one back.

Naughty — how would they punish their darling?

Slaps here and there wether on your face or ass, you can choose. Deprive you of your senses is reserved for when you do something terrible. He will never do anything that will leave lasting marks.

Oppression — how many rights would they take away from their darling?

Just a few. Your freedom is one, only he gets to decide where and when you go places. He will bathe you from time to time.

Patience — how patient are they with their darling?

His patience is stretched thin but he tries to keep it composed. If he can't hold it together don't blame him please he has a bit of a anger problem :(<3

Quite — if their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

If darling dies he is distraught and no longer himself. He drinks 24/7 and prays for death so he could see you again. He doesn't stop blaming himself. If darling leaves he is tracking you down. He is finding you in less than 48hours thanks to his good sense of smell and hearing.

Regret — would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling?

Yes he'll occasionally reflect on it and it stings, but he tries not to dwell on it. Because I'm the end you ended up with him and who could ask for more!

Stigma — what brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Probably his past, he lost one partner he doesn't want to lose another. So when someone catches his eye he just needs to make sure they are safe and what's safer than at his little cabin.

Tears — how do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

He doesn't like them screaming it loud and annoying and crying he enjoys (he finds it hot) Your not able to isolate your self but if you try he'll just laugh at your attempt tell you stop the nonsense. If you don't he'll leave you alone for a day to cool off.

Unique — would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

He wouldn't hurt your family and friends. He may threaten them to silence you, but he would never hurt them. He knows how it feels to lose people that are close. He doesn't want you to go through that. He will occasionally let you visit them, but if he thinks anything fishy is going on he is running outta there with you being held bridal style.

Vice — what weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

How he can be a softy for you and only you. If you play your cards right you may be able to have him let you hang out with your friends and hope they'll be able to help you escape.

Wit’s end — would they ever hurt their darling?

Maybe a slap and a little slice from his claws, but nothing permanent and too painful. He loves you even though you act out from time to time.

Xoanon — how much would they revere or worship their darling?

He doesn't worship you, but he would go to hell and back for you. He would burn the world down for you. He priorities your safety above all else.

Yearn — how long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

I give it two weeks or a month, but no longer than five months. He's never been a patient man. He can't help it! He just wants you safe in his arms!<3

Zenith — would they ever break their darling?

I don't see him breaking them, but in the multiverse there may be a broken darling. But only because he was too rough with them and kept them chained in a basement. Poor baby is scared and traumatized that you may leave him or you accidentally get hurt and die. :'( <3 If darling does break he will be hurt and try to help them and if letting them go means helping them he will let them go. Hopes they get better over time(he is always watching) and when they do get better he is taking them back.

[coffee-and-tea-time]

 Lovesick! Patient x Reader.

Can't you stay longer? ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨♡

Yes, you can…ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨♡

Coffee speaking! This is planned as a unwilling to willing but this part is with a full unwilling reader and Tea is healthy again :D so y'all also are less likely to find weird things in the posts lol

Hello! Tea speaking! Since 7UP is already uploaded (we gotta find them names later), it's now turn for my favorite! (Pepsi is better than Coke and you can fight me on that)

tw: yandere behavior, threats, this place should have better security, kidnapping?, deaths of a random person, unwilling reader, written in you/yours

It was only a cold, you just need to go to the hospital to get the certificate and maybe some paracetamol and then leave, easy, isn't it?

As you walk through the hallways of the hospital, you turn left, having a hard time trying to find your way yourself in this big hospital. It seems like your sense of orientation failed this time, as you bump into a man who is dressed in one of those hospital gowns patients wear.

“I’m so sorry sir, I-”

When you were just about to explain your situation, the look of the man before your eyes makes you shut the fuck up really quickly, his blue eyes looking at you seem off but the toothy smile creeping out of his face makes it looks even scarier… oh dear, what have you stepped into?

“I can’t believe they let you in without somebody to guard you… I’m really happy, I can’t believe I found my darling in such an abrupt manner”

You don’t understand half of his words, but one thing is for sure, you have to run as far as you can from this lunatic, but an unexpectedly quick grip on your wrists and a forceful pull towards the room he came from makes it impossible to scape.

The room is the usual hospital room with stretcher for patients to sleep on and medical equipment, you wonder how it can be that there's no doctor or nurse in sight to ask to supervise their patients, but you don’t have a lot of time to meditate about how bad the personal of the hospital is as the man makes you sit on a chair that was close to one of the beds.

“Oh, you are so so precious, for the first time in my life I’m really grateful for my luck; I promise to take care of you, the nurses can bring anything you want from outside the hospital gates… We can always break out of this place”

He says such a terrifying thing in such a loving tone that it makes you doubt your own mind for a moment, he doesn't seem like he's gonna harm you as he kneels to wrap his arms around you in a tender and caring hug as you keep sitting.

You take the chance, since he is too focused on hugging you and murmuring sweetly, to take a peek around the room to see if there's anything you can use, it seems like a room that was used some days ago, your eye catches some broken things on the corner of the room, making you wonder what happened here, but you can't afford be lost in your thoughts here, it may end up badly if you make the wrong move, you don’t have that much of an option though since you don’t know how stable this man is.

So, you scream, you scream bloody murder until you almost go out of oxygen in your lungs.

what a useless attempt to seek for help

“Mm? Did something happen Darling? Why did you suddenly scream so loudly? Did you get hurt on any part of your body? Do you need something? Maybe you want some kisses to ease your mind?”

Is he dumb?

You can’t help but look at him dumbfounded as he holds your face reassuringly. Then, a nurse enters the room and you don't waste the opportunity and start talking to them in a quick peace due to the nervousness of what will come.

“Excuse me, I had an appointed but ended up kind of lost and then here in this weird situation, I probably should go head home already”

The nurse looks kind of confused by the situation, but the pity in their eyes is noticeable as they quickly get closer, eager to help.

“I’m so sorry about this, I’m new here so I don’t know much but for some reason there is a warning about not wandering around here more that necessary, you must have been in a panic to see that no workers come here”

You foolishly calm down by their gentle voice as they attempt to get closer with a sympathetic smile from the black haired man, which gets up to stand in front of you while facing the nurse, preventing them from getting close to you.

“You are not gonna take my darling anywhere, my dear just got a little scared for a moment, we don’t need you here to bother”

“Sir, you need to go to your room, this person is not an inpatient, they have no reason to be here, there’s no need to make a fuss about this, so now you need to move aside so I ca-”

oh

You watch in shock as the man takes out a scalpel, the world seems to go into slow motion for a moment just to turn into high-speed a second later, you end up front seat to see how the man stabs the nurse’s neck and then quickly go for their chest, aiming for the heart, without blinking as his white clothes gets stained with red.

“Please forgive me Dear, it wasn’t my intention to show this kind of gruesome spectacle to your pretty eyes, let me guide you to my room, you can sleep there to forget all about this annoying insect, I can sing you a lullaby if that helps, I'm pleased to help”

He says as he gets closer to you again leaving the corpse behind him, lifting you up into his arms, not even seeming to be struggling with your weight, which took you by surprise as you grip him fearing you'll fall off, you don’t trust this man but you really don’t want to taste his patience or self proclaimed ‘love’ for you.

sorry for any misspellings or weird sentence structure ❣

images from pinterest

[punkpandapatrixk]

Full Flower Moon in Scorpio ♦︎ Moon Magick Pick A Card

Full Flower Moon this year was in Scorpio on May 12/13💐Themes of 'fear' are strong with this one! One way or another, old fears find their way back to creep up your spine, rattling every trauma bone in your body...all for you to really take a good one last look...and then release them all to the skies above, the earth below and the waters beyond🌊On that note... Of course, themes of 'karmic justice' are also strong with this FM!⚖️It was interesting that I heard this as the 'main channelling' of this Scorpio FM:

Whatever fear is creeping back in to your consciousness, realise that it serves a higher purpose for re-appearing at this current stage in your spiritual evolution. That fear might hold some information about what kinds of things you do truly value in this lifetime. The fear is showing you what you shouldn't want to perpetuate or let happen in your personal reality nomo. You see, the mastery of fear is the mastery of the wheel of your Ship! Acknowledging your fear and navigating strategically and calmly will make you wiser~🚢

-I'm young and unwise, so I really dunno what I've just channelled lmao-

On another note, I'm also hearing, to assist you in navigating or sorting out fears and anxiety in your mind/body, it helps to regroup first before you rush to take ANY action to eliminate/soothe that fear. You got that?🥶People who've been traumatised a lot most likely deal with a scattered mind, because we were 'forced' into observing, noticing and anticipating all kinds of possible doomsday scenarios☄️

This Full Flower Moon in Scorpio is inviting you to re-learn, again, to re-train your brains to be able to focus on just one good thing at a time, before you move on to the next good thing. Or at least, focus on that one important thing until it is at least half done, or 60-70% taken care of... Something of that nature🍍Pssst...

Don't you think that the advent of the Internet and social media has hijacked people's minds, making us more scattered in our focus because there's a lot of BG noises from...maybe...notifications...? Yeah, turn that shit off when you're needing to regroup is what I'm hearing! Back to primitivity(?) for a few hours a day doesn't sound so bad lmao

spirit: no more words by Hamasaki Ayumi

gnosis: Treating Matter with Loving Care: Marie Louise von Franz | The Jungian Aion

deck-bottom: XI Justice Rx, Gold Alchemist (Roger Bacon) & Priestess of Ritual

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Pile 1 – No More Fear of Losing Shit

d e a t h – 6 of Pentacles

You've been through a multitude of lack periods up until this year, it seems. I'm picking up on an aenergy signature that feels pure and childlike, like a faery. Due to extreme empathy and compassion, you'd allowed other people's lack mindsets, so to speak, to wrap around your mind and belief systems. Their beliefs about how difficult and effortful Life's achievements have got to be became your limitation as well, even if on the inside, you kinda knew Life didn't have to be that hard...

Up until this year, the transmutation of this typa belief system—again, transmutation, you weren't just eliminating this bs—has been the theme of your spiritual healing. Your karmic justice this season will be assuredly abundant, my darling! Security and stability for LYFE! Coz you've done so much with so little; now you can do anything with nothing! In effect, you ain't afraid nomo of losing shit—not things, not people, not time or opportunities, not even money or health—because...

p u r g a t o r y – 4 of Cups Rx

You simply know now, that whatever must transpire in this mortal realm, you're always gonna be good. You know you've got the power. So then, in this coming season, you'll see just how gooooood Life gets to be for you! You've done so wonderfully well to transmute the consciousness surrounding lack, hard work and hardship! From here onwards, your Life experiences are elevated. You'll know that with certainty because there ain't no mistaking your blessings now. They ain't shit in disguise nomo!

This Full Flower Moon in Scorpio is ushering in a new era of abundance for you that surrounds more than just the idea of money. Now, you will finally see and feel what security and stability look like. It could be in terms of relationships/communication, money and the ability to buy higher quality food or tissue (lmao), the ability to afford real pleasurable/luxury travels, etc. Your Life is regaining its colours that were dropped during survival and transmutation. This time around, more vibrant, more quality, with sanity.

'Now, money is safe with you and you're safe with money,' my fave YouTube reader said <3

r e b i r t h – Knight of Wands

Creation, creativity, fun times and good times, networking and socialising, maybe even partying and dating. These are some main themes/keywords for you this whole year. You've become the embodiment of the Empress herself—well, a smaller embodiment, maybe, but you're HER nevertheless. You'll see just how you turn heads whenever you enter a space. Your energy is becoming ever closer to being the aenergy of your Higher Self; this is who you were always meant to walk as <3

You're right now coming to understand, and accept, your true personal power. You've got this pure abundance aenergy that's making it easier to secure opportunities or charm the living shit out of people. You're the IT person! Everybody wants to serve and please you, they want to help you, buy you things, take you places and show you off to others who would only want to do the same! You may be finding yourself becoming sneakier or slickier... But, it's all just a Game, right? Ain't nothing evil about not showing your cards~

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Gold Geographer (John Dee) & Priestess of Purity

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Pile 2 – Two… Two… Duality Shifting and Balancing into Unity

d e a t h – 2 of Wands

Whoa, 'TWO' and 'DUALITY' are strong for this Pile TWO! I get that you may resonate heavy with having, at least, two people inside your mind—giving you counsel and being your voice of reason when things were tough or deeply confusing. This may have developed as a coping mechanism and to varying degrees, may be a milder manifestation of depersonalisation or multiple personalities? Well, you just needed to give yourself a good talking to! They're very likely just your Spirit Guides and/or Higher Self! <3

Many of you tuning into this as your main pile, I'm hearing that you're 'learning to live again'. You may be in the middle of being highly inspired by morning/night routine vlogs and some such, and right now giving yourself the permission to try some new things out, for your continued betterment. This may be a slow and gradual process whereby you're finding yourself occasionally overwhelmed by the smallest things/acts. That's perfectly understandable—trauma is stored in the body, after all.

p u r g a t o r y – 2 of Pentacles Rx

Some days, you may find your body totally crashing or collapsing after doing the bare minimum. Know that this is perfectly expected if your body and mind have been through multiple cycles of narc abuse, death magick attempts, and other kinds of traumatic events that you may resonate with. That body works so much to achieve 'regular' feats with what amount of trauma stored inside it. Be patient with yourself; love your body, love yourself, love your process, always <3

This period/phase of your Life is all about Integration. That's literally your main theme if this is your main pile. You're integrating the light and the dark, the trauma and the healing, the stupid and the wise, the wild and the in-control. You're becoming more whole, more deep, as a spiritual being having a Human experience. At this time, you may be feeling out of balance every now and then, but you're just learning to walk again before you can run steadily! You're going to a really good place, trust that~

r e b i r t h – II The High Priestess Rx

You may have felt like up until now, your whole entire Life is just a buzz of confusion. Like you never really knew what was going on, or you felt like events just took place and you weren't even an active participant in the drama of your Life's script. Strange, wasn't it? I'm not sure how to make sense of that myself, but with the High Priestess herself being in reverse, I'm getting that all of that confusion or not-knowingness or not being control thing is passing away.

You're actively dying and perishing to so many old cycles of misery and trauma, which explains the push and pull of, possibly, suicidal ideation or the sheer desire of giving up. Things may feel like they're fucking with your mind right now but trust your Spirit Guides when they say: 'You're actually being rebuilt, it's only natural there's a lot of clanking noises right now. Sorry. Bear with us just a little more~!' By the end of it all, there's a high chance you could be meeting a Soulmate, Destined Person, or even a Divine Counterpart <33

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Pile 3 – Your Gardens Nourished by Fiji Water!

d e a t h – XIV Temperance Rx

Wow, this is probably gonna be the greatest channelling I'll have ever done for a Moon PAC so far lmao But, it's because your aenergy is so PURE like shit, babe~ No, I mean, like seriously, some of you may have the recognition of your not having lived a perfectly innocent Life, but shut the fuck up, bitch—I know that you're a good person whose heart is simple: you just want to have a good time here, as much as possible without hurting anybody. Though sometimes, it's hard because Humans are weird anyway...

Perhaps it's because you've always been this way, that some kind of abundance has been quite hard to come by. This 'abundance' can be about money, but could also be about Love or cleanliness, or healthy relationships or whatever resonates, really. 'Mercy... Why is it love is never kind to me...?' lol Looking at this Major Arcana, the whole time, it wasn't that you couldn't manifest good shit for yourself; it was that on a Soul level, you always wanted the Fiji Water typa abundance...

p u r g a t o r y – King of Pentacles Rx

Your whole Life, most people had either gutter water or sewer water to offer you. As you grew older and learnt to respect and love yourself, you were beginning to manifest people and opportunities that offered you tap water, finally; and as you grew some more spiritually, now you were manifesting regular-but-fake ass bottled spring water, which in reality was just treated tap water. Your Soul couldn't sit with those typa 'abundance', you get it? Your conscious mind wanted to be OK with that; your Heart couldn't let you...

So then, you decided to work on creating your own channel for the real Fiji Water typa purity and freshness to flow towards the pond in your Heart. You, refused to drink from impure waters. Water here is literally the frequency of wealth, joy and happiness, prosperity and abundance~ When you see other people seemingly doing well with whatever money or relationships they have, they look OK drinking tap water, but that's not the quality your Soul would be OK with... You got that? <3

r e b i r t h – Ace of Pentacles Rx

So you see now, your 'delays'—especially in comparison to your peers' progress—were always your protection and blessing. In disguise? Not really. You probably just didn't know that you were 'working' spiritually to get only Fiji Water to nourish the gardens of your wealthy existence on Planet Earth. Naturally, it's about time all of that hard work bears fruit~ I don't even have to tell you anything; I'm sure you're already seeing your abundance—the pure kind—flow into your pond and spread throughout your gardens.

You worked so hard for all of this mechanism to be foolproof, leak-proof, quake-proof, theft-proof, siphon-proof, and all that stealing shit. You're good for Life, honey. Not regular good. Luxury water good on a spiritual level. Ain't that the best water any person could secure for themselves, huh? XD Karmic justice, is sweet and nutritious. You ain't getting toxic chems from your water source now; you're getting natural minerals what would ensure a happy, healthy Life for the rest of your days~★

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hii! i was thinking, after seeing your who's-your-fav-clone post ,about who would be their darling's favorite & i just wanted to 2share my thoughts.

honeslty my fav has always been urogi and in real-life context, i would be drawn to think that he would be the best yandere choice. like, he is the embodiment of positive emotions; everyone would like that, right? he fluffs up when he sees you, is happy to keep you company and loyal to his bird-like side, whenever he would see some shiny piece of something, let it be a jewel or radom metal or anything he likes, really, he would bring it to you and offer it as a mating gift^_^ so everything's perfect, right?

wrong😖 i mean all of the things above r still true, but urogi can get super overwhelming and your drawings + the you-mention-a-new-name post lowk highk made me scared of himm LMAOO like he is just so menacing, his devotion and love feel just super threatening no matter how sweet he tries to appear.

then, maybe the most gentle one, aizetsu? 🙅 nuh-uh, no. i actually really love your aizetsu cs i never thought about him in like this passive-aggressive manipulative/victim-complex toxic boyfriend light but it just fits him soo much! out of all the 4, he'd probably b the most emotionally drainig to be around.

sekido doesn't seem like a bad option too, if you put aside his bad temper... meaning, putting all of him aside lol. i mean, he seems like a guy who's dealing for the first time with very intense romantic feelings and his first instinct is to raise his guard up at like maximum security level🙁 all of his worries and uttered love confessions come out the wrong way and it just makes his darling withdraw from him, wich makes him panick. he tries to 'make things right' only scaring them further. his darling doesn't want to see him, spending all of their time w the others and he eventually lashes out on them and his siblings. even though he's only trying to look out for everyone..

soo i really think karaku is the better option. hes just a chill guyTM who might or might not be trying to get under his darling's pants sometimes, but he's so carefree (convinced that they won't never ever manage to escape since everyone is always watching them 24/7) that he just kind of lets them do whatever. like yeah you wanna go out? sure. have fun. if their darling is coming to seek any of them for comfort, it would most likely be him.

ultimately, i think the ranking would b this:

1. karaku

2. urogi

3. aizetsu

4. and much to his dismay, sekido

All pros and cons you stated are pretty accurate but you missed Karaku's cons. Surprise, he also is awful like the rest! Yes, he does let you go out and about, but not without consequences. He does things that could get others (or you) hurt on purpose or to save you from problems (that he made) You probably won't get overwhelmed if the others are there to regulate everyone, so you'll be a semi regular couple. Harem?

Too much of a good thing can be a bad thing as the saying goes. Karaku is too carefree. He's too confident that you'll bounce back if wounded. He's too confident you'll still come back to him at the end of the day.

They're parts of a whole at the end of the day, they need each other so they dont make you lose your mind, and life. The worst of them can end up being your saviors and vise versa.

As for our special hedonist, Karaku likes to PORTRAY himself as a pretty relaxed guy, to you specifically. He's not too pushy unless he knows you won't be too put off by it. But that damn thrill seeker side.....

He gets bored easily and constantly seeking pleasure like an addict. How do you get the best hit? After a disaster, of course! A disaster he made since things can get pretty quiet without a push.

Karaku wants your praise and favor, but he's not going to ruin his image in front of you. (Un)Fortunately for him, he knows you aren't able to have your eyes on him 24/7. In that downtime, he can do whatever he wants, like causing disaster around you or others. Little things that snowball and have you calling them (specifically him) to "save" you.

It's a good day if all Karaku does is try seducing you.

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I threatened to write something for Butchlander week and well... I have written, uh, something. *skulks back into the abyss*

Written to accompany this wonderful art I commissioned from @semains whom I love dearly-- thank you for indulging my requests for setting and exact pose as well! Commission them!

Butchlander Week NSFW Saturday prompt: Roleplay/Roles. Because it might be the role of a lifetime for Butcher, but you know Homelander is having the time of his life pretending he can't escape / pretending it hurts sooo much.

(yeah, double dipping) Cozy Corner Kinktober prompt #5 Buttplug (sort of. I can't explain myself. I have no excuses. It might be disturbing, so apologies in advance. Pure Id, aka wtf).

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"Harder." Homelander's tone is haughty and whiny all at once–  so grating that Butcher wishes he could deliver on the request. Who'd have thought that this grandiose straightedge little cunt would get so hard having a stranger smack him over and over? Who'd ever guess that this supe celebrity– maybe the world's most famous person, and definitely the darling of the American public– would be into this kind of shit behind closed doors? That he wouldn't be bloody ashamed of himself whisking Butcher off to his bizarrely decorated apartment every single night.  Bypassing all of Vought security, so that Vought's public enemy number… if not #1 then at least top 10… could make himself comfortable sitting on his bed. Not all that comfortable, since the bed is a strange upholstered leather number and stiff as hell, but Butcher supposes a supe might not feel the difference between this and a Tempur-Pedic.

He brings him here every night, and every night the script stays largely the same. Homelander plies him with some alcohol, sometimes a glass of whiskey, but more often just a bottle of Heineken. Butcher sits down, Homelander eagerly drapes himself over his lap, pulls and folds his cape underneath him, as if he doesn't trust Butcher enough to spread it out next to him. wiggling his hips, insisting Butcher pull down his pants and spank him. And Butcher obliges every time, even though it's clearly hurting his hands much more than it hurts Homelander– they alternate sides every night but Butcher suspects he already has stress fractures that don't heal because his hands ache all the time and never quite recover between sessions. But despite the pain, and despite the very little to no pain he's actually inflicting on the spoiled brat who always asks to be hit harder, there's just something irresistible about it. About finally being allowed to take out his aggression on the man he hates most in the world. The man he hates most in the world, who also happens to have a surprisingly perky ass that jiggles hypnotically if you hit it hard enough and just right, so Butcher hits him with his full strength not because of the cunt's whiny demands, but because he just wants to see the flesh wobble.

"I said harder!" Homelander's voice cuts through Butcher's thoughts, and Butcher can't help it any longer.

"You want me to hit you harder, you're gonna have to find a paddle."

Homelander's breath hitches and he says nothing in reply. No, this sick cunt clearly craves skin on skin contact to get off, Butcher already knows this, which is why he knew what to threaten him with to get him to shut up.

But he does wish he could hurt him. The achy joints of his hand plead he stop. Butcher stares down at the well defined muscular globes, skin turned a nice blush color where he's been hit but Butcher wishes he could turn it black and blue. Purple and green. He wants the cunt to really feel the intensity he's supposedly asking for, just to prove how wrong he is.

"I'm waiting," Homelander reminds him.

"Just taking a breather, alright? Enjoying the view." Butcher tries to squeeze a handful of flesh, but it's never as soft as it looks. "Look like one of 'em marble statues you got out in your lounge area."

Butcher hears Homelander's breath hitch and sees him take a peek at the mirror above, clearly checking himself out. This is all a game to him. It flatters his vanity that Butcher does this for him. Butcher would like nothing more than to turn this around on him, make it less of a game and more of an actual punishment.

A strange idea creeps in. Butcher leans back to reach for the Heineken bottle he emptied earlier and put on the nightstand, always on a coaster Homelander insists he use. God forbid he get a water ring on the antique looking furniture, with the creepy little cameo portraits of people who died last century. The beer is mostly just to take the edge off before Homelander lies down over his legs– he and Homelander mutually figured out the session goes better if he's slightly buzzed and maybe just a little numb to the pain in his hand. And they figured this out because Homelander happened to whisk him away right after he stumbled out of a bar on a late Saturday night, after which point Butcher understood that Homelander would come and find him wherever he was– even if he wasn't at home past midnight. It's sexual slavery, is what it is. Butcher would resent it more if he didn't somewhat enjoy getting to beat this cunt on a nightly basis before being dropped off at home.

Homelander shifts, growing impatient while waiting for another round of spanking to start after the breather. "Come on!" he says through gritted teeth, and he sounds angry, and fucking self-righteous, as if he's complaining about customer service he's paid for. It's not Butcher's fault that the cunt only seems to come after he's gotten spanked for minutes straight, at some point his body finally deciding that this is such an enjoyable moment that his hips start grinding forward into Butcher's leg and he comes, the same pathetic little hitched moan escaping his lips every time, the same toe-curling Butcher can see because the cunt does take off his boots to lie on the bed. Thank god he never pulls his pants far down enough, because he never gets any jizz on Butcher's jeans. Homelander seems to think Butcher doesn't notice, or at least they both pretend they haven't. As if Butcher can avoid noticing his leg being humped violently, wondering if this is the night the cunt breaks one of his limbs out of pure excitement. As if it's not clear what just happened from the flushed face and glazed over eyes the supe has when he rises off the bed, finally satisfied. But if no one tells and no one asks, it didn't necessarily happen, and both seem content to keep it at that. Homelander takes a quick shower and suit change before dropping Butcher off at his apartment, without any further ceremony or pleasantries, and by morning Butcher is half in denial about any of it even happening.

"Are you fucking deaf? Why did you stop?" Homelander says and starts to turn his head to look back at him, but Butcher shoves his face back to face forward. 

They have an unspoken agreement not to look each other in the eye when they're doing this, ever. Homelander almost broke the agreement, but obediently looks away again after the lightest push.

"Shut your fucking trap already. I heard you the first ten times just fine," Butcher growls under his breath, and his mind is made up about what he was hesitating to do. He forces the neck of the empty bottle into the cunt's tight crack, moving it around, looking for give.

Homelander's back arches, clearly not expecting the sensation. "The fuck are you doing?"

"GIving you something harder, like you were whining for, you spoiled brat." Butcher gives up doing it blindly and pulls one of the cheeks towards him. "Now where's your fucking chocolate starfish? You even have one?" And as if to punctuate that last word, Butcher finds the place and  breaks the initial resistance resistance, the bottle neck beginning a slow slide in.

Homelander breathes harder. "I don't like it," he mutters, and his ass flexes in protest.

"You better like it and accept it, or else you're going to end up with a pile of glass shards inside you."

Butcher is skeptical that glass could really do anything to this supe's internal organs, but it seems Homelander wants to avoid the mess anyway, and his muscles relax.

"That's right. Now stop whining and take your punishment."

He tries to push the bottle in even further, feeling more and more protest.

"I don't like it," Homelander repeats, sharply this time, as if it means something.

"You ain't supposed to like it," Butcher says and decides to finally smack him on the ass with his other hand after keeping him waiting. Butcher doesn't anticipate that Homelander's body will convulse, shatter the bottle, grind into him, and come all at once.

"The hell was that?" Butcher asks, pulling back the jagged bottle's bottom half that survived. Homelander's body is still twitching underneath him and he's panting. Maybe this was going to be it. Butcher overstepped the line. Homelander was probably immersed in some unresolved childhood trauma or fantasy or whatever the fuck about having a father figure who would discipline him with a firm but loving hand. This must have ended the illusion for him. Maybe enough that Butcher is about to meet his end– sometimes it's hard to remember that the whimpering quivering pathetic mess draped over his knees is the selfsame terrifying force of nature that can take out an entire army if he ever just chose to do so.

But the cunt won't even pick his head up. He's buried his face in the crook of his elbow. Is he fucking crying? Butcher wonders for a second if it's possible that he's actually fucking done it. Actually hurt him. Maybe a plug of C4 won't kill him but maybe it'll make him feel the hurt? A whole assortment of images races through Butcher's mind. He wants to try everything now. His crowbar, a bat studded with rusty nails, maybe the same bottle but a Molotov cocktail this time. Payback for thinking he can just force Butcher to indulge him, to make every night about getting him off. This opens up a whole new world of possibilities.

But Homelander stirs and starts to sit up, and Butcher winces and his teeth are set on edge when he can hear the crunching sound of glass grinding against glass, and tiny green shards start dropping out of him as Homelander tilts to sit back on his heels.

"That was— amazing…" Homelander whispers, breathless. His hands are folded demurely in his lap as if he didn't just orgasm to being diddled with a bottle of Heineken. "You want another beer?"

"No!" Butcher says, sounding more emphatic and more disturbed than he intendedto let on. "No, you sick fuck."

"Does your hand hurt?" Homelander asks, and it's without any impatience in his tone, maybe even a note of real sympathy, completely ignoring the insult just lobbed at him. Before Butcher knows what's happening, Homelander leans down and licks the hand that had just been spanking him. Butcher jerks it away defensively, but Homelander follows it licking it, laving each finger with his tongue before leaning into it with his brow ridge, then his nose, rubbing himself into it. It feels soothing and takes away some of the sore feeling, Butcher is loath to admit.

But he needs to regain what little control he has in this arrangement. "You want me to pet ya? Then lie back where you belong," he says. It's gratifying to see the supe cunt immediately obey him. He stretches himself back into his former position, and Butcher kneads the flesh of his ass.

"We can do the bottle again if your hands hurt," Homelander says, sighing contentedly and breaking the rule– looking back at Butcher with a look that is disturbingly similar to fondness.

"We can," Butcher agrees, trying to ignore the glass that's spilled out on the sheets and forget the crunching sound the bottle made when it snapped in half at the neck.

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Today I've been hit once again by the realization that, for all his charm and cockiness and flirtatiousness, Eames is actually kind of aloof.

He doesn't really interact much with his teammates unless it's necessary for the job itself, like to illustrate the steps they're going to take. But all that is actually rather impersonal.

(And that's part of what makes Eames so fascinating and yet so difficult to understand, for me at least, and it makes me wonder about his past, what might have happened to make him so distant.)

But then there's Arthur. Arthur is the exception to his usual behaviour. He's the one with whom Eames interacts the most casually with, even though the topic is always only the job. He actually throws out little comments to Arthur that have no other purpose but tease him a bit (speci-what?).

More than that, he actually seeks these little moments. He seeks Arthur's company just for the mere enjoyment of it. He stays around during Arthur's trials with the Somnacin even if it's not really necessary, and he finds a way to capture Arthur's attention while explaining Ariadne about the kick. And both times he smiles and chuckles genuinely! Which is actually bloody rare! And Arthur seems so used to it, he's kind of annoyed but never really gets angry at Eames. Also Eames genuinely cares about Arthur's opinion (though he tries to hide it as it would show too much vulnerability). It all speaks to me of deep, if reluctantly built, familiarity and trust between them.

And yes, we all talk, and rightly so, about their 'dream a little bigger darling' and security's gonna run you down hard' interactions. They show how much they care for each other, how much Eames is concerned about Arthur, adding to how different and important Arthur is to him. But it's in their smaller gestures that you can see the bond and history between them.

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💭 @multifandom-hcs Hello!! I hope you are having an excellent day / night! May I request some dating Macaque hcs?? Please and thank you! ^^

💬: Thank you so much for the request. I'm sorry I have taken so long to finish. I hope you enjoy : )

➨ Let's be real here. Macaque has never been in a relationship before. Probably a fling or two with someone in the past, but didn't have enough experience to understand deep connection romantically.

➨ So he's just as new and awkward as you are. But he doesn't want you to know that. He'd hide his awkwardness and nervousness behind his charismatic charm in the beginning of your relationship.

➨ I feel like Macaque would most likely have tons of boundaries for you to respect until he allows it to be surpassed. Since you know, his previous strongest relationship ended so badly, he doesn't want to talk about how bad it affected him.

➨ So go soft on him. He's trying his best to be there for you, but he does want to be respected for his privacy. Wait until he's ready.

➨ But I think, if you manage to break down those walls he’s build up, he eventually become more open and try to is willing to be a lot more genuine with his affection towards you, as being a tease and flirtatious were the most romantic he could ever be before trusting you with listening to his problems.

➨ Also I'd think he wouldn't show that kind of vulnerability in front of anyone else except you. He is NOT going to put up with Wukong and his nonsense.

➨ I headcanon that Macaque is more touch starved than Wukong. Don't get me wrong, Wukong is touch starved for sure, but I believe he's been surrounded by adoring fans as they see him as the ‘hero’, and no one really pays attention to Macaque.

➨ Macaque is definitely an introvert, but does consider taking you out for dates somewhere in Megapolis or somewhere isolated for the both of you to not get interrupted. I think he preferably wants to either cuddle or Netflix and chill at his dojo or your place.

➨ I'd assume as you and Macaque got to hang out with each other and understand your likes and dislikes, he would be able to do things to make you blush, smile or laugh; whether it's a little joke or a thoughtful gift.

➨ Macaque loves being intimate with you. Like, once he gets comfortable being physical, he'd start cuddling or pulling you close by the waist as he gently holds you.

➨ He won't say it out loud, but he will let you know that he adores you when you give him the same kind of treatment he does for you. Like if you were to seek the security of his arms as you casually on the couch, cuddling. Just you know that he internally cherishes that moment forever. Or if you shower him with kisses, Macaque will absolutely melt from the affection.

➨ I wouldn't say that he is extremely possessive over you (as much as most people seem to headcanon) I'd believe he entrusts you with defending yourself, but whenever things get too serious, then he steps in and protects you.

➨ When it comes to nicknames for each other, if you were to create nicknames that refer to his shadow abilities or moody demeanour, Macaque would eye roll, but deep down, feels flattered.

➨ However, the nicknames that he'd give to you would be like babe, sweetheart, darling and lovely. These were the default pet names in the beginning before he got creative, like referring to you as cutie, babycakes, sugar, doll, and his personal favourite: ✨sugarplum✨ (I'm bad with coming up with nicknames)

➨ Judging from his liking to shadow plays and performing in general, I'd headcanon that he observes the romantic aspects to the play, and tries testing them on you to see which one you would like or not.

➨ While observing these plays, he developed his romantic language as he learned new compliments and picked up lines to use on you. But don't test him. If you try to be snarky about your flirting skills, he will immediately turn the tables and it will end up you losing and as red as a tomato.

➨ On the topic of Macaque being a theatre fanatic, BIG fan of music, especially musicals and classical music. He'd show his interest with you by letting you listen, and if you like his genre of music, both of you would end up talking about your favourite musicals or opera or whatever it is you like, and probably rant about the remakes that aren't as good as the original.

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Hello 😍

Can I ask you to write some headcanons for bsd? How would they act in a relationship with a s/o who was previously in love with fyodor? if you dont mind, please include Ranpo and Kunikida 🥺🥺

Thank you in advance and please, keep doing this amazing blog!!!!!!!

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↬[A/N]•⊰ Hey darling🫂 How are you doing? Hope you are well and healthy.

Thank you for being patient so I can write your request and also thank you for giving me such kind words 💕

I hope you enjoy my writing. I'm sorry though, I can't write about characters I don't feel close to, I feel it's better to remove them than to have to write boring stuff for them.

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[Atsushi]

If his s/o used to be Fyodor’s ex, Atsushi will likely have mixed feelings about their relationship.

On one hand, he may be curious about the nature of their relationship and how it ended. He may also feel a hint of jealousy or insecurity, wondering if his s/o still harbors feelings for Fyodor or if they compare him to their former partner.

On the other hand, he may be understanding and supportive, willing to listen to his s/o and let them share their past experiences with him.

After the initial shock of learning that his s/o had a history with Fyodor, Atsushi’s relationship with them will likely become stronger and more trusting.

He will likely appreciate that they were able to share their past experiences with him and feel that they trust and care about him enough to be vulnerable with him.

This may lead to a deeper emotional connection between the two, and Atsushi may feel more secure in his relationship with his s/o now as a result.

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[Dazai]

He knew (as always) He wanted to use you because of that, but he finally fell for you.

Dazai is not the type to get jealous, but thinking about seeing you with Fyodor will put him on the edge. Dazai is extremely protective of you.

Sometimes... he feels like you might leave him for Fyodor...

He tries to be very loving, very caring and protective.

He has a soft spot for you,  he is very possessive and has trouble being without you.

He is also clingy,he is more physically affectionate than usual, he doesn't hesitate to shower you with.

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[Chuuya]

Chuuya would absolutely flip out over the fact that you're Fyodor's ex (dramatic choke on his expensive wine),

he'd have a complete mental breakdown, he's already extremely jealous, but knowing that his dear y/n was with a person like Fyodor... beforehand would only make his jealousy go up through the roof.

He'd be on edge all the time, he'd be pretty clingy, very possessive, wouldn't allow you to be alone with Fyodor, ever!

Extremely wholesome and sweet, yet quite intense. He tends to get very over possessive and jealous over her to the point where he can seem pretty controlling, but his heart is in the right place, his clinginess and possessiveness just stem from his deep insecurities and fear of losing the person he cares about.

But... he's a big romantic, who goes through great lengths and makes many sacrifices to make you when it's needed.

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[Akutagawa]

Well he would be very confused on how and why his s/o was Fyodor's Ex. Once he found out about it he'd probably try to figure out why they broke up and how long (or short) their relationship was.

He probably feels quite possessive, like he has a need of showing that now his s/o is his and not anybody else's and would be quite protective and a really jealous af.

After some time he'd probably still feel very possessive and protective, since they used to be with Fyodor.

He'd probably also be jealous as hell because why should his S/O stay with him when they also liked the rat man. (yeah he definitely calls him a rat man)

But his relationship with his S/O is overall not that bad, he's just very extra protective and clingy around them at times and also really really damn jealous.

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[Tetchou]

He would be in complete shock to say the least. He would feel that his s/o betrayed him by even getting with someone as dangerous as Fyodor.

That would also make him have a strong dislike for Fyodor. If he ever meets Fyodor, he knows he won’t be able to stop himself from trying to kill the man.

If it is straight after he found out, then he’ll have a cold and distant attitude towards his s/o, not really wanting to look or talk to them as it only brought him pain.

If it is after the pain has gone down, he’ll be back to his usual, more warm and calm mood towards his s/o. Still a little colder than before, but he’s trying...

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[Jouno]

Saigiku would constantly find himself comparing his s/o to Fyodor due to the thought of his s/o being previously together with him.

He would attempt to keep them close to him, refusing to let them leave his side for fear of them going back to Fyodor, to which he would get jealous.

As a result of these feelings, he would also act much more possessively and a bit more protective toward his s/o. As of now, his relationship with his s/o is more of a complicated, somewhat toxic dynamic.

Because of the feelings of jealousy, fear, and possessiveness, he has for his s/o, he can't help but act cold and snarky towards them while also keeping a careful eye on them, refusing to let them stray too far from him.

He wants to have them all to himself, which has made the relationship between them become strained.

His s/o, however, is not all that pleased at how the dynamic has changed between them.

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[Nikolai]

Nikolai would be quite insecure and try to compete (and get the better of) Fyodor to prove that he's the better partner for his s/o.

Nikolai would also definitely act more clingy than usual and try to cling onto his s/o to make his claim and make sure his s/o was really his, and not still interested in Fyodor.

Nikolai's relationship with his s/o is probably pretty good. Nikolai's a very affectionate and caring person, so he tends to be quite loving towards his s/o.

He'd probably be quite jealous, but in a cute way (it's a lie, he really wants to tear Fyodor apart).

Nikolai is a very clingy person and probably wouldn't leave his s/o alone, wanting constant attention from them.

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[Sigma]

Sigma knows that Fyodor used to have an ex. He also knows that Fyodor isn't the kind of man who ever had any romantic feelings.

Even though Sigma knows this, he still feels a pang of jealousy over the thought of his s/o and Fyodor being together at any point in the past.

Although he'll never admit it out loud, he always has that nagging feeling in the back of his head.

His relationship with his s/o is good, although he does still have a nagging feeling in the back of his mind about their former relationship with Fyodor.

He can't help but worry sometimes that if given the opportunity, y/n would choose Fyodor over him.

Even though he tries to push these thoughts aside, they still linger within him, and he has to work to suppress them. Despite this, he is genuinely happy being with his s/o and shows affection and love towards them.

[anxiousnerdwritings]

I can totally imagine that, after getting absolutely no where, Jokerized!twin darling just has an Azula-level breakdown. Especially if the Batfam or God forbid Damian somehow manages to subdue the unpredictable mess. There's no way that Twin!Reader doesn't resent Damian to a degree, especially after everything he put them through... so seeing his twin brother not only be accepted but also find a family that was willing to have him? While Twin!Darling was just used and abused in some shape or form? Absolutely breaking down!

Twin!Reader wholeheartedly holds an immense amount of resentment towards both Damian and Talia. I really like the idea that Twin!Reader was more akin to being that of a normal child born outside of a family full of assassins than to acting like one who was. Like, Twin!Reader was on par with Damian when it came to the proficiency of their training but the mentality just wasn’t there for them. They couldn’t just aimlessly kill, they couldn’t just walk away with someone’s blood on them and not feel something. Not only that, they just weren’t emotionless to any degree like how their mother and brother so easily were. They laughed, they cried, they felt fear, they felt hurt. Like, I’ve had this scenario in my head for a bit of there being a thunderstorm or a blizzard and Twin!Reader seeking out Damian because they’re scared, they sneak into his room and they just want comfort. They just want to be together with their twin brother in their moment of need. And Damian begrudgingly allows it cause they won’t go away no matter what he says but he still makes comments about how weak they are for something as ridiculous as a storm to have them acting like this and that the Reader better be out before mother finds out. I especially like this kind of scenario being what Twin!Reader holds onto when they need something no the better side to look back on. It didn’t happen often, nor did it come without berating, but there were a few moments that Twin!Reader had with Damian that they’ve held onto, that they’ve cherished.

I also really like the idea of Talia having tried to kill Twin!Reader behind Ra’s back, leaving them for dead only for them to survive and that’s where we go from there. I think it really adds to the whole familial betrayal thing and gives more to the Reader eventually going off the rails, especially as they’re in search of somewhere to belong, for someone who willingly and genuinely wants them for them. It makes it even more of a surprise and gut punch respectively for Damian, Talia, and Ra’s when the Reader pops back up. Especially, after being Jokerized.

All their life, Twin!Reader as been used and abused in some way, shape, or form. And even after being Jokerized that’s all they’re met with. Even if it isn’t to the same extent it was with Talia and Damian, these new people the Reader is trying to find belonging in all have ulterior motives. They want to use the Reader against Batman (or one of the other main people the Reader’s been associated with), they want something to have and hold over Batman’s (or whoever else’s) head. That’s all it is, at least in the beginning. Eventually these people do come to have some amount of care for the Reader but by then it’s too late and the Reader is in the wind and on to the next one.

I do really love the idea of Damian and Twin!Reader sharing their love for animals. I especially love the thought of the Reader’s first pet/companion being a hyena Joker and Harley (probably just Harley) gifted them after their initiation into the Clown Family. That hyena would mean the absolute world to the Reader, as far as the Reader was concerned it was their first friend and the first thing that ever stayed around for them. Wherever the Reader went, so did it. I love the thought of the hyena being protective of the Reader, sticking close to them for both security and comfort. The hyena very quickly becomes the only thing that Twin!Reader truly cares about anymore. Not to mention, there’s no doubt that after everything Twin!Reader’s been through before and after being Jokerized they have constant nightmares, even some night terrors, and the only one there for them is their loyal hyena. It’s there to curl around them protectively, to give them a warmth they’re not used to and a sense of being looked over that they’ve never felt before. I can even see the hyena bringing the Reader snacks to remind them to eat and take care of themself.

I can really see the Jokerized!Twin!Reader being thrown into an all out breakdown if their hyena died, especially if it died protecting them (whether from the batfamily or some rogue rando). That was their only friend, the only thing that truly ever cared about them and now they had nothing anymore. They had no one. They were lost all over again. If any of the batfamily members had anything to do with the Reader’s precious hyena’s death there would never be any forgiveness. If someone else were the reason for the hyena’s death than the Reader wouldn’t think twice about killing them and getting revenge for their beloved companion. Either way, no matter who caused the Reader’s hyena’s death I can see the batfamily all trying to subdue them from enacting any revenge on whoever. No matter how feral and berserk the Reader is in the moment, no matter how hard they fight, how hard they hit, I see Bruce, Jason and Damian especially not letting go of them. They hold the Reader the entire time, unrelenting in their grasp no matter how hurt they get in the process. If the Reader is as unrelenting as they are then they’ll have to knock them out. From there the family will take Jokerized!Twin!Reader home, where they’ll be safer, where the family can watch over and be there for them.

After their breakdown, there is no way in hell, Damian and Bruce especially will be able to go on with the Reader not being with them. Seeing how absolutely destroyed they’ve become, how much of a broken husk they’ve been turned into after everything they’ve been through, Damian and Bruce can’t allow anything more to happen to their sibling/child. No matter what it takes, how long it takes, Damian and Bruce aren’t giving up on Jokerized!Twin!Reader. They will save them, they will put them back together again. They will be the family that the Reader should have had all along.

God forbid if Ra’s was there to see his precious grandchild breakdown like that in front of him. Damian and Bruce be damned, he’s taking them home with him and Talia will be thoroughly dealt with for her part in all of this, in destroying his pride and joy.

[silkval]

♠】 find out what goes on behind the scenes with the darling of your choice!

send an ask with the name of your darling and the question numbers you would like answered, and you will get your request!☆

》 content desc/warnings

wanderer is a little posessive, and bratty, poor guy is a little traumatized, mainly just fluff, barely explicit, readers pronouns are not said, nor is anatomy mentioned,

★fujoshis, wlm and minors please fuck off- you will be blocked★

Ⅰ 》 what act of affection do they perform the most?

tsk, wanderer- as the possessive little thing he is- has the biggest thing for sitting in your lap. I'm not kidding, there have been times when he has refused to sit down unless you'd let him sit on your lap. his intentions are sweet, really- despite his seemingly neverending bratty retorts- you can tell when his shoulders relax and jaw unclenches when he finds security and comfort in your close presence.

Ⅵ 》 what is one thing that never fails to rile them up?

oh, it doesn't take much to get this pretty boy all flustered and squirmy- it's a bit saddening, but all it takes is just genuine affection. whether it's slipping an arm around his waist when you're walking through busy streets because you know he gets bristly around crowds to idly tracing your fingers up and down the soft planes of his thigh with a teasing, yet soft grin- he's practically melting, face flushed and stomach practically ignited with flames of desire in seconds.

Ⅻ 》 what pet names do they enjoy hearing?

will swear up and down that he hates any kind of nickname or pet name- which is an obvious lie, of course. anyone would be able to tell from how the poor boy goes all wide-eyed and scowly whenever you slip out a cheesy “sweetheart”, “love” or “handsome”- oh, but what really gets him all hot and bothered is when you use pet names to tease him; a prime example being “princess”. absolutely acts like he hates it and goes all defensive and teases you twice as much- but honestly, he loves the idea of being a little pampered and prized by you.

a little short, but at least got something out after 2 weeks of not posting :') anyway this mini birthday gift to the silliest little brat ever 💙

[angelic-dew]

Can I get yandere alphabet list with tanjiro?? Thank you babes <3

# yandere alphabet list !

✧༉‧₊˚୨ 🕸 ୧・author's note :: sorry for the delay, my posting schedule isn't the most consistent! I got this list from @dear-yandere to use as reference.

✧༉‧₊˚୨ 🔪 ୧・pairing :: Tanjiro K. x g/n reader — {you/your pronouns}

✧༉‧₊˚୨ ⛓ ୧・trigger warnings :: yandere. isolation. kidnapping. unhealthy obsessions. delusions. some ooc. mentions of drugs. mental abuse. manipulation. gaslighting. stalking. grammatical errors. ⁞⁞ LETTERS A—P

⚝. Just a reminder I don't tolerate nor do I encourage the following topics in reality; I like keeping it strictly to fiction.

[A]ffection :: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Tanjiro is an interesting individual when he becomes lovesick. His undying love for you only burns pure passion and lust into the deepest depths of his heart for you; so it's no surprise he tries to show you his affection in every way he humanly can. I see his main love languages being words of affirmation and quality time, of course, some others slip in as well, just not as much such as gift-giving and acts of service. So he's willing to go to many lengths for you, he always strives to give you his utter best and nothing less.

[B]lood :: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

Not much in particular, he would never hurt innocent civilians and villagers regardless of how much jealousy tries to tempt him into acting in such a manner. He would rather try to isolate you from that person(s) completely rather than kill them off, though, he does get sudden urges to act upon those deeds. Now, if it's a demon, then it's fair game. The brutality would really show in his actions if it were a demon, like a fire luminously burning in his chest as he fights it courageously, just for you.

[C]ruelty :: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

No, he would never dream of showing what's truly stored beneath the surface of his kind smile. Even though you got abducted by him, he would still treat you with the same vehement amount of endearment; if not, maybe a bit more since you have no one to go to besides him if there's any such issue. He likes this feeling of being depended on. Kamado would definitely make you dependent on him but also restrict some of your access to certain parts in your place of capture by keeping a heavy chain tightly secured to your ankle.

[D]arling :: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

Of course, he would, not intentionally though; he really doesn't mean to act upon it in these such ways but his self-control slips at certain times when rage begins to consume him entirely. I see him always wanting to be around you, therefore, that can translate to taking you on various missions with him with or without your permission. He lives and breathes you, it's no surprise he'd also tend to drug you from time to time with sleeping medication so you can barely remember a thing when you end up in a foreign location.

[E]xposed :: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

Before your 'disappearance', I would assume he would be very subtle with his emotions towards you; of course, he would be a little too friendly towards you but what's the harm in that? You two are just best friends, nothing more or nothing less, sharing a close bond together is all that it is. Now, when his true colours are revealed, he'd be much more open with you concerning his feelings, reminding you every night that you're with him that you're his only true love, whispering words of compassion, professing his love for you repeatedly in hopes you'd see him in the same way he sees you. Very vulnerable indeed.

[F]ight :: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

He is not pleased in the slightest. Tanjiro loves you, why can't you just see that he means all well to you. His one and only radiant angel sent from above; he doesn't harm you even though he is edged to do so, his violent tendencies are getting worse and worse. He simply sees you being unhappy with the situation, he only attempts to console and softly mutter words of how much you mean to him. It's only for your own good after all, he's doing this for you, can't you see that? Hopefully one day you'll realize that your actions of lashing out are futile.

[G]ame :: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

This situation is far from comical to Tanjiro. There is no such entertainment in having his darling try to leave him when he desperately needs them more than ever. So, attempts to escape do enrage him to an extent but he could never actually get upset with you. Not all can bare with these types of experiences, so he doesn't blame you. All he has to do is up the ante in barriers and security in your place of capture. And maybe do the same for you.

[H]ell :: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

Hmm, if I had to pick, it would be the few times he deprived you of food and water as a form of punishment. Strengthening your restraints and such as well, causing nasty bruises to form along your wrists. That and the time he locks you up for long durations in pitch darkness as another form of punishment. But this treatment type only comes when you seriously cross the line.

[I]deals :: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

He planned everything out already! He wants an estate and to be married and four kids and a pet chicken named Kota! But in all seriousness, he sees himself falling for you further in the future and you doing the same to him. He sees you walking down the aisle looking utterly extravagant! That's the main thing he dreams of each night. To make it official with you. To tie you with him until death do you both part.

[J]ealousy :: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

Not really, but he can't control it when he does get this strong feeling. He usually tries to be passive-aggressive with his jealousy, uttering snarky remarks under his breath but never anything too direct. He usually sulks in his jealousy until he reminds himself that you truly belong to him and him only! It's pretty useless wasting emotions on those who aren't worth it.

[K]isses :: How do they act around or with their darling?

Fairly.. normal in public spaces. I mean, it is Tanjiro after all, he acts cheerful and sweet, comforting when he needs to. He acts like his usual self, however, there is a distinct possessive nature which lurks deep within him that comes out of hiding ever so often. He is keen on having your attention all to himself, and will become highly frustrated if someone were to even hold you in a conversation.

[L]ove letters :: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

Easy. I think that Kamado would definitely be a strong believer that all relationships last longer when they are friends or good acquaintances before pursuing an actual relationship; ergo, he would attempt to befriend you before dropping some hints on the matter.

[M]ask :: Are their true colours drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Not entirely, Tanjiro is Tanjiro, he will always be what he is, a good person deep down that wants nothing more than to help others in need, but you, you bring out something he could have never imagined himself being like - How hostile he could truly get around others when they've done nothing wrong, a sense of urgency always takes over him when he's with you, and he'd be very clingy, you must pay attention to him! and him only.

[N]aughty :: How would they punish their darling?

As I stated previously in [H]ell, I would say he isn't one for many punishments. The most he'll do (when you're finally abducted of course), is tighten your restraints to the point you feel like you're losing circulation to that area. The cold steel tightens around your wrists, almost making your hand feel completely numb; now that would be the worst. The second type of punishment is depriving you of food and water for at least a day or two, while you're stuck in the darkness, with only his voice to alleviate your whines and needs.

[O]ppression :: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

The most Kamado would do is restrict you from having much freedom; when he 'punishes' you, he cracks away at your basic needs: nutrients, food and water. So I would say that's bad by itself but your social interaction will also be limited, as expected. The only one you could ever truly see besides him is Nezuko, and even then, she has issues with her speech.

[P]atience :: How patient are they with their darling?

Extremely patient, it's kind of scary at times, he rarely ever snaps - and if he does it's not something noticeable. The only thing that would change is that his always soft smile would shift into more of a neutral frown accompanied by a blank stare. Another thing about Tanjiro is that he's incredibly understanding, which makes him more tolerable than other yanderes, in turn, he can see why you will not enjoy these circumstances. So take all the time you need to adjust.

© angelic-dew, please don't translate or reclaim without permission <3

[belit0]

how about an Uchihas react to trying the period cramps simulator with Y/N? (She's unbothered but how about them? lol)

First and foremost, hi darling, how are you?❤️‍🩹💫

Indra

- He has a good pain tolerance, yet it surprises him. Indra is used to receiving other types of hurt (a cut, a stab, a fist), but this doesn't compare. At first it's normal, and that gives him a false sense of security, but even when he really feels it and actually wants to take it out, he endures without making any kind of weird face, leading (Y/N) to believe it didn't work. Good actor.

Madara

- A single tear escapes from his right eye, just one, and it's enough to make (Y/N) laugh for life at him. Madara can't take it, and within 5 minutes he rips it out with no second thought. It is an invasive and strange pain, uncomfortable, incapable of quick resolution, and which, as he understands, accompanies many people frequently. (Y/N) has reason to make fun of him for a long time.

Izuna

- Nope. He poses as a champion who endures any type of pain and hardships, but all the airs and graces disappear within a full minute. Izuna can't stand such torture, a method that not even his worst enemies dared to use. When it starts, he quickly takes it off, and leaves the room without giving any words. He doesn't speak for three days after that.

Obito

- First he begs, because he knows the machine and knows what is coming. When his supplications are not enough to ward off the intentions (Y/N) have, he relents, and tries to do his best. The first few numbers make him think he was overreacting and that this is no big deal, of course, until the real pain comes and he cries like a baby. (Y/N) feels guilty.

Shisui

- Unaware of the existence of such a machine, he is actually excited to test his resistance levels. It turns out that Shisui can withstand even the best replica of menstrual pain, not flinching at all during all the machine's escalations to the highest pain. He even laughs because it tickles.

Itachi

- First, he rationalizes it, and his initial answer is no. Why would one want to voluntarily subject themselves to pain? He's already been through too many wounds to learn the lesson. Then (and after much retro-inspection of his awkward social side) he understands that (Y/N) wants it just to laugh at him, and he fakes pain even when the machine doesn't make him feel anything only to see her smile.

[yanderemommabean]

It's half angst and fluff. Idk why I'm scared but here's my request. May I have your ocs (your pick) with a darling who calls them on the verge of crying after getting the call that a pet of the darling's passed (my old dog actually died almost half a year ago. It'll be half a year tomorrow and I still miss him 😭) and just want comforting cuddles?

It's a painful call. That's all there really is to it. The pain from the loss, and the pain knowing you're in such a state of sorrow.

Jasper doesn't even try to be a menace or playful. He makes sure he's polite, but that's where the playful demeanor ends. You're not in hysterics, but this is still a time for honest comfort.

"Jas...did you bring all of that for me?" Jasper hums, confused, completely forgetting he had some bags in his hand. "Oh! yeah-sorry. I uh, I thought maybe some sweets and some dumb activities would be nice while we're here. I need stuff to do with my hands when things get tense, so..." You give a giggle, amused and wiping your eyes. He's so sweet even when he's trying to be serious. It's why you called. You knew deep in your heart he'd try his damndest to take care of you and make you feel secure.

You two sit on the couch, Jasper playing with your hair as you sniffle and talk about how much you loved your elderly dog. The grey hairs, the constant naps, how much they changed over the years and how mean it is that time flies so fast.

"They start out so small and you just...a decade or more passes and you wonder how to stop time. To just sit with them forever. They watched you go through hell and made sure to be there for you every step of the way. They watched you become more of yourself. I-it's cruel...That a being so loyal and full of love is taken so fast. " Jasper nods, gently carding his fingers down your scalp as he lets his breaths leave him slowly. These kinds of talks are never easy, but being a friend (or more. He hopes. Prefers, actually.) means you get to be there for the hard, ugly, and inconvenient. Its one of the more wonderful things about relationships. You get to see the monsters in the closet and see the actual person, and not the mask they have to wear constantly.

"It's not fair, and that's for sure. But Y/N, you didn't do anything wrong. They lived a long, love filled life with you. They knew they were safe when they left...even after all this time I'm sure they're just wagging their entire body just waiting to meet you again. But with me around, that ain't happening for a while. A century or more if I can help it."

You scoff out a laugh, rolling your eyes at that. It was sweet. It still hurt to lose them, but it was a comfort knowing they knew they were loved. But even still, you'd give anything to let that sweet baby know, just one more time, that they were loved, and that they were a good companion.

"...I uh...I had a few dogs, growing up. They become your closest friends when you grow up like i did...I understand that this ache isn't fun. But they love you. They're in a better place. They want you to be happy and give all those kisses and belly rubs to another one who ends up in your life. " You nod, sniffling, curling on your side to let your tears run off and drip onto Jaspers jeans. "Yeah...I just...I just miss 'em. A lot." "I know..." There's another fall of silence, his hands rubbing up and down your back in soothing circles. You peer up under your tear filled eyelashes, and give a half smile. "Thanks for coming Jas. It means a lot."

Jasper nods, kissing the top of your head, letting you even out your breaths. "Of course. Wouldn't ever leave you alone like this. I care about you way too much."

-Mommabean (I'm sorry for your loss, I lost a beloved animal back in April and i know how much it can hurt even after years <3 I hope you're doing ok!)