#day1415

[deathimselfart]

nightcrawler

[yourflowersfirst]

day 1,415

pages 41-43

"i'm drunk, i'm drunk, i'm drunk!"

"shh, shhhh, take it easy," i tried to soothe him. to no avail.

"any man who looks at you, i'll fight him, i'll fucking kill him," he stumbled over uneven sidewalk. "oops. spend the night with me. wanna wake up next to you tomorrow."

"we'll see," i sighed. he stopped abruptly. i tugged at his hoodie sleeve. "let's keep going, dude, i'm freezing my ass off."

"kiss me," he demanded, and invaded my space so quick i couldn't react. if he were sober, i might have found his insistence somewhat endearing. my body went on autopilot dissociation mode and i tried to kiss him back, but it proved useless. he was so uncoordinated our lips didn't even line up, no matter how hard i tried. "jesus, you're a bad kisser, j-dawg."

i scoffed. "not true. i am excellent. you're just drunk, you ass, you clearly don’t know your limit for rum. let me drive you back home before you fall and crack your skull open."

"kiss me again."

"no."

"come onnnn."

"no. it's almost 1 in the morning, i have to drive an hour back to columbus."

"you said you'd sleep over, you're a fucking liar."

i was dragging him to the car at this point, my eyes squinting trying to find his subaru i'd driven and parked somewhere in the downtown area. "just gimme a kiss," he tried to get in my face quickly, our lips meeting for just a second before i heard him burping.

"ugh. you're gonna barf."

"maybe... maybe a little..."

i stroked his back while he threw up his red robin lunch in a bush. 2 men walking by stared, both clearly disgusted. shame washed over my body.

he didn't protest once i finally found his car, sat (more like shoved, but gently) him in it, and clumsily drove him home. one of the headlights were out, making me drive overly slow around the random scattering of construction, even though it was the middle of december. a light rain began as soon as i pulled into his driveway.

"okay. go inside, drink water, get some sleep," i huffed.

"i would have done it, ya know," he looked at me for the first time all evening. my soul ached. "i'd kill any man who looked at you. that guy in the bar who kept staring wanted to fuck you. i almost fought him."

"ew. don't talk like that, and that's probably not even true," my face burned. "you get so volatile when you're fucked up."

he leaned his head against the passenger window, cheek smushed. "yeah, i know. come inside and sleep with me. we can just lay together in bed or have sex, i don't even care."

i got out of his car and walked to my sisters'. i heard his parents' dogs barking and saw a light pop up in his rich ass house. my hair immediately froze thanks to the cold rain. "i'm going home. text me when you’re sober, so i know you’re okay. good night." his parents did not want me there. if i stayed, id have gotten screamed at even more than i already had been that night.

the drive back to hilliard was tedious, and my eyes kept watering with tears. i don't know when he went inside his house, but he must have. the next morning i got a text that said, "i don't remember anything from last night except the terrible stand up comedy. had fun tho!! :)"

i decided, reading that text, one thing was certain: i hate dayton.

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every version of me is dead and buried in the yard outside my old childhood home. dig up my corpse if you must. just look at me. please.

[kabunaluna]

February 7,2024 My sister thinks her jeweller in NY can fix my rings

[russellolsonart]

2021 Daily drawing no.:319 Daily drawing no. to date.: 1,415 . . . . . . day319of2021 #day1415 #1415 #november #november2021 #sketch #random #procreate #onedrawingadaychallenge #onedrawingaday #dailydrawing #drawing #illustration #russellolsonart https://www.instagram.com/p/CWUl-bql-et/?utm_medium=tumblr

[marcmadej]

#rsd1415 #day1415 #dailyrun #runstreak #nrc #fvrj #foxvalleyrunjunkees #runjunkees #goingfor2000 #dedicatedtoChad #rip #godspeed #daily5kplus #blessed #drawwithyourfeet #brooks #lifeisgood #harvestnewbeginnings #loggingmiles #quarenteenedrun #yorkvilleil Got my 6 plus more today #amplaunchweek #kennedyroad (at Yorkville, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_oagbLAqglicTR952S4VdOlzl13AjlDLwxHRs0/?igshid=89fo6behfsz5

[nakatateyama]

『Day1415-3-068』 Day02 for making fermented soybean pastes with village elders. 昨日から引きつづき、味噌作り。 昨日煮込んでペースト状にした大豆に麹を足して混ぜ混ぜ、塩を足して混ぜ混ぜ。 その後、樽に入れて、昨日大豆を煮込んだときの煮汁を足しながら、再び、混ぜ混ぜ。 最後は手拭いを被せて、隙間を塩で塞いで重石を載せて蓋。 春になったら1度かき混ぜるとのこと。 「春？」 すでに今日は春みたいなんですけどと思いつつ確認したら、黄金週間明けくらいとのこと。 秋になったら味見しつつ、寝かすものは寝かす。 味噌作りと言えば、味噌玉！と思っていたら、味噌玉にはしない仕込みスタイルだった。 さてさて。楽しみ。 #rurallife #slowlife #notslowlife #countrylife #snowcountry #田舎暮らし #スローライフ #ノットスローライフ #雪国 #豪雪地帯 #xpro2 #fujifilm #fujifilm_xseries #3歳 #threeyearsold #あおの棚田米 #百姓 #棚田 #移住 #ぎっくり腰 #味噌づくり https://www.instagram.com/p/B8gXTiMlKTp/?igshid=kt8az72bnsl

[bellascreativity]

#100happydays #Day1415 Accidental beauty in disaster. Today was a day for me to take a break from my brain, time to focus on myself/let my mind wander. (at Monmouth, Oregon)

[marcmadej]

#rsd1415 #day1415 #dailyrun #runstreak #nrc #fvrj #foxvalleyrunjunkees #runjunkees #goingfor2000 #dedicatedtoChad #rip #godspeed #daily5kplus #blessed #drawwithyourfeet #brooks #lifeisgood #harvestnewbeginnings #loggingmiles #quarenteenedrun #yorkvilleil Got my 6 plus more today #amplaunchweek #kennedyroad (at Yorkville, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_oagbLAqglicTR952S4VdOlzl13AjlDLwxHRs0/?igshid=k34yrkrnvvg6