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Pro tip: having full tactile sensation in dreams is not all it's cracked up to be.

Had a dream last night that was some Point Blank gang b.s. (which is a kintype that hasn't given me much in a long while) mixed with some Absolute Asset Nonsense (is2g I have some form of a permashift for that fucker :V gahd)

Anyways it was some real nasty hand-to-hand and like. After the fight, sitting down heavily on some steps, checking self over to see how bad the wounds are, feeling real sore...

Wake up.

Immediately gently touch face like "broken nose?!? No. Split lip??! Also, no. Okay it was dream. We good."

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Had a staff meeting at work tonight

My sleep ambient choice got brought up

My manager, listening to it like "... well that's probably an indication of something-" (paraphrasing but u get the idea)

Everyone - "how tf do u sleep to this"

Me, lying thru my teeth - "idfk!!"

I am not telling everyone it's probably bc of kinnie b.s. that I sleep better w distant gunfire and/or creepy secret base type ambient sounds alkfjrkdkskkala

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The VR game "Pistol Whip" is a good time for several parts of my Kin Brain lmao

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★BE A BOSS: OBJECTIVE COMPLETED

General Content Warning for: Violence, blood, guns, knives, smoking, drugs, alcohol, wounds, fire, possible body horror, etc.

Just another kin bastard out here.

Don't mind me. Dont worry about it lol

fyi for u 3edgy5me kids - Im an adult. fuckin. stay in ur lane and be safe bc ur only a kid once. dont make my mistakes. seriously.

➥ Myth / Wraith / some kin names work (namely Zeitgeist or Infinity)

➥ it/its or he/his

➥ 1997. so. adult.

➥ Got a memory span like a goldfish on a bad drug trip

➥ just a fuckin weird bastard tbh

other blog tags + list under the cut of who/what I was lol

Other Blog Tags

#Shit I Sent In Yo - #DeepDarkConsumption.txt

#Aes - #Art of me - #Decor - #Fashion - #Food - #Haunts - #Info - #Kinfession - #Positivity - #Self Care - #Shit to buy - #Shitposting - #Stim - #Stimboard - #vid

My Theriotypes + Otherkin (alphabetical)

➥ Black-Billed Magpie - #magpie

Having multiple 'types that had wings is a pain bc getting the feeling of astral wings doesn't HELP especially when 3 of the 4 were all feathered wings. heck-

➥ Deep Sea Monster - #dsm

A bio-luminescent catfish-gator-serpent creature. (Best way I can describe my appearance lol.) Very large/long. Rarely came up to or near the surface. If I did, it was at night and usually to sink any passing ships or submarines. I lurked in caves deep underwater and hoarded stuff from sunken ships and subs.

➥ Demon - #idt

Super unconventional demon here. Like not in the hellfire and brimstone sense - like the inter-dimensional traveler who liked fucking shit up and messing with others, to the point where it often resulted in disaster and death.

➥ Miniature Goat - #goat

➥ Yellow Mongoose - #mongoose

I do feel a strong connection to any mongoose, however.

➥ Void - #void

ohman how to explain- I was some kind of void-dweller. I can feel wings of some kind, nothing really like birds or bats or bugs, just wings? When I get anxious in a shift, I get a glitchy, staticy, spaced out feeling, in my body, in my brain, moreso than normal. It also feels very militaristic which doesn’t make sense like ??? maybe its b/c another kintype? Maybe not?

My Fictiotypes (alphabetical)

➥ Claudia Donovan - #Donovan

Warehouse 13, mostly canon compliant? I think?

Still working out if I was in an AU or not but so far, the events of the show seem fairly accurate?? IDK man memories are a bitch tbh. Should probably rewatch it again-

➥ Cut-Out - #roughnecks

Starship Troopers: Invasion, noncanon fictiotype.

Do NOT follow if this exact fictiotype is shared.

Mobile Infantry Soldier. Rico’s Roughneck’s platoon. Nick-name was Cut-Out. I remember I had screwed up somehow & getting my unit killed. I was the only one who survived. The war lasted about another decade afterwards. I was forced into training new recruits, despite my protests.

➥ Flametrooper - #Flametrooper

Star Wars sequels, noncanon/background.

Just another background flametrooper, really. All I remember is the heat of the fire, and the harsh smell of chemicals. Mostly sensory memories, nothing visual of note.

➥ Flint - #Necro

Dragonfable, noncanon fictiotype

Unsure on doubles, please ask.

I mostly used Necromancy with some Pyromancy at times. I remember a mostly dark blue and black colour scheme and I know that damn dragon was black with deep blues. Fucked if I know anything else about it.

➥ Point Blank Member - #gm

Saints Row, noncanon fictiotype.

Do NOT follow if this exact fictiotype is shared.

I didn’t really work with pimping and drug dealing, though I would escort others at times. I worked more in enforcement and similar. I wasn’t a gang boss, but I was sorta high up in the ranks. Rival gangs did not like me lol I was a vicious bastard :p

➥ Project M6, Codename: Infinity - #asset

Marvel Cinematic Universe, noncanon fictiotype.

Do NOT follow if this exact fictiotype is shared.

Originally I thought M6 was just a sona but NOPE I was wrong about a kintype oops. I absolutely did not volunteer for experiments. I was kidnapped by Hydra and they ended up experimenting on me a lot, and brainwashed to the point the only identity I had was what they gave to me. I ended up being captured by SHIELD prior to CA:TWS. This whole life was a shitshow lol

Usually at least in some form of a partial kinshift for this one. Def would say this is my strongest one. Welp.

➥ Zeitgeist - #Acid boy

Deadpool 2, mostly canon compliant?

Do NOT follow if shared

I don't recall how I died but I also don't recall much of the canon shown? So I think the outcome of X-Force was different than shown in the film. I was a bit of a jerk, and I know I didn't consider myself to be a nice person despite having a mostly chill yet chaotic vibe. I also remember smoking a lot, because it was the only thing that got the taste of that acid vomit out of my mouth.

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filling my queue up with posts from my other blog @/MythKinned cause Im gonna nuke it eventually and move all this sorta stuff to be purely this blog :p

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I got a pair of those cheap-ish printed costume wings - ya know, these ones?

anyways even tho theyre waaaayyy smaller than my wings were and not exactly the same coloration (similar, tho)

seeing my silhouette with wings again was such a wonderful feeling... I miss them so much and so often. I'd give anything to fly again.

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Things @bitter-cxld and I do at 3 in the morning: shitpost and make fun of Hydra.

Him: hydra memeing sounds like a watersport

Me: if you could see the face I'm making right now...

Him: you know what I mean-

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self indulgent stimboard for myself bc I was bored and felt like trying to make one I guess 

pls dont reblog if ur a double, thank u

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Made myself an aesthetic - Im not sure if the design Ive got is 100% correct but w/e it seems to be right 

pls do not tag as kin/me

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Lol did a lil more draft cleaning :V there's a few more but just got some old ones out of there I had meant to reblog back in like. 2020. Shit :/

Why can't I do that on my sideblogs w 800+ drafts fuckin hell- I need to tag em and queue em all jfc-

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Meant to post earlier but, had a dream last night that like

Kinda nightmare-ish but like? Not badly??? Not in a wake up panicked way?? Anyways my noncanon asset kinnie ass is like "hmmm... suspicious... do not like..."

Bc the place was def a high clearance level base kinda place, a complete maze of corridors with That Lighting (you know the kind in secret bases) and just

Me, simultaneously hunting someone down in the base while also being hunted by that someone who had gone rogue during I think a conditioning process or something? They broke out of some containment of some sort, that's for sure, it was... freaky

Got thrown thru a wall tho- ow...

Some parts def felt familiar as heck and other parts were just "yeah lmao nope-" bc that wasnt a thing that would happen

Weird memory not memory blends are like, trying to pick out all the bits from a food mix and sort them into piles and it's annoying as heck!!!

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I went on one of those spinning swing rides at the amusement park this week when I was travelling and I love them they make me feel like In flying again bc of the wind in my face and hair and its WONDERFUL God I miss my wings

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Aesthetic I made for my Saints Row kintype, a noncanon gang member from a noncanon gang called Point Blank.

(pls dont tag as kin/me)

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this Asset... would very much like to fly again... give me back my w i n g s

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GOD okay Ive been meaning to reblog a bunch of shit here for a fickintype Ive known for a couple years almost now (wow time flies-) 

but LOOKING at it threw me in one hell of a shift and now I’m; - doubting name change choices when Ive always been pretty sure of it before - also really craving a smoke but like I caNT bc of where Im living rn + also $$

anyways Im dying inside and out, so lemme SCREM 

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hahahahah that weird dream thing mentioned last post? IT HAPPENED AGAIN LAST NIGHT but as some dream within a dream bullshit and I just

“you’ve gotta be fucking joking”

hey kin gods turn on ur location I just wanna talk-