#didnt make it to the cast recording...
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
nerdyspies · 10 months ago
Text
i dont thinm we as a socisty talk abt dirty dudes must die enough ESPECIALLY THE LAST HALF (this part ⤵️)
like even ignoring the story telling angle of how this ending is such an interesting way to take grace's character, the song itself is just SO bone chilling. like.. theres a reason npmd (the song) is a fan favorite but smth abt this part of the song coming from grace makes it hit harder. the religious character who spends the entire play spiraling due to a sinful act she commited singing about how nobody will pray for you when you die due to these being the consequnces of your actions is so ??? and even ignoring THAT angela puts in an oscar worthy preformance. her "run you little bitch" is SO good and im sad its not in the cast recording.. hell even how her high note basically became an unhighed scream and transitoon into manical laughter.. its a good way to show how the events of the play literally brole her mind withput having to outright say it. LIKE IM SO OBESSEDDDD
316 notes · View notes
reel-fear · 1 year ago
Text
Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:
The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.
Tumblr media
2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]
3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.
4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]
Tumblr media
5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]
At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]
6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]
8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!
Tumblr media
So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.
Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?
So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.
I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.
The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.
anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.
As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.
Also the books, the books slap.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#bendy and the silent city#bendy the cage#for the record another reason Im making this post is bc some of the only good resources to learn abt why the bendy devs suck are some old#very longer videos and this is a very long post but I thought it was important to document the recent shit theyve been doing alongside some#of the worst past things theyve done bc Mike has been trying to misinform people on what happened but those videos are still great resource#if you want more info n such#long post#mike D#for anyone who doesnt wanna hear abt him since he doesnt go by mood anymore#sorry if this is rambley or emotional Im just so sick of these guys fr dskjhgskdfjghskdjhgkjhsd#I miss when I didnt spend my days stressed about the awful shit mike is gonna say next and how I would have to disprove it in a post later#or explain why its bad to have a cast of nothing but cishet white guys n constantly fight back against any push for diversity in said cast#genuinely its just tiring esp when u see other bendy fans give ignorant or very silly defenses/takes on those things#n then u lose a lot of respect for them bc they are speaking on stuff they dont know much abt so confidently and therefore misinforming#people or even encouraging very bad views on stuff like diversity n its importance#Im not saying people like that are bad people but it is stressful n upsetting when u see someone u thought knew better do that sort of thin#it makes it hard to trust them again on other issues bc u now dont trust they know what they r talking abt!!#like please think twice before telling young artists making norman white was a tough and complicated decision it was fucking not the bendy#devs just think all their humans are white by default and dont wanna change that its been proven time n time again thats all it is#and defending them just bc u like a franchise they made is very very bad!! They are not ur friends!! they suck and we seriously need to#stop pretending they dont!! toxic positivity is only gonna make the fandom an absolute nightmare its not gonna make ANYTHING better#it just means people will be forced to PRETEND they never have negative thoughts abt the franchise n therefore make them burned out#just look at other similar fandoms please lets not make those same mistakes!!#sorry can u tell Ive been having just. A time recently#anyways back to making my queer ass bendy fan game full of so much diversity mike will prolly shit when he sees it DKFJGHKSDJHGKJHSD
82 notes · View notes
thetimelordbatgirl · 1 year ago
Text
If it really turns out to be Wiccan/Billy Kaplan in Agatha All Along, stans of him have my prayers and sympathy for how the MCU is about to fuck up his character completely.
9 notes · View notes
sonknuxadow · 1 year ago
Text
im generally not a fan of the idea of any of the early 2000s sonic games being remastered because i think those games not having the most updated looking graphics or the best voice acting ever is part of the charm i dont want them to be changed to look and sound exactly like every other sonic game thats come out in the past 14 years
8 notes · View notes
nomaishuttle · 2 years ago
Text
sometimes u put yr playlist on shuffle a song comes up and you have to put another song in the queue immediately as soon as it comes on bc it makes you think of that song
#this is abt aura by ghost and pals Sry everytime i hear it im like a fiddle This is just like devil went down to georgia and then i have to#put devil went down to georgia in the queue#i think its a fiddle innit.. it sounds like a fiddle but im also NOTORIOUSLY bad at telling instruments apart. <- guy who once couldnt tell#if something was a guitar or a piano i actually rly rly rly rly dont wanna get into it okay.#i guess you didnt know it but i am a fiddle player too 😏😏#sry. the other thing this post is abt is kiss me and ladies in their sensibilities sweeney. obviously those r connected#but if ladies in their sensibilities comes on by itself i quite literally couldnt be assed so everytime i have to put kiss me on instead an#add lits to the queue. bc them together is like the best song i ever heard its just that the beginning of lits is just kind of boring It#does get stuck i my head sometimes but the supreme part is the end thats Basically just a reprise of kiss me#but also theyre kind of the same song anyways at least o wowww i was just typing in tempo with the fiddle that was awesome. at least on the#2012 soundtrack aka the best one talk to the hand or dont i dont wanna hear it. well i do want to hear it it being the 2012 london cast#recording of sweeney todd starring michael ball and imelda staunton. ANYWAYS!! in that one the songs lead in to eachother#ive listened to all the other soundtracks but idr if they do that.. well ill tell u the movie doesnt bc it doesnt have kiss me. which is#just so. the johanna anthony romance doesnt rly have much substance in the first place and yr taking away like. their duet together. ok....#AND yr taking away the end part of lits? the best part of that song? whatever its fine its fine.#if anybody is curious my ranking of casts is 2012 > obc > movie > 2006 i fucking hate 2006 or 2005 or whatever i hate it sm it makes my#blood literally boil im sry. i fucking LOATHE it idk what it is well i do but this post is already 5000000 years long. idt the new one is#out fully yet... i was ok with the songs i have heard but idk where id rank it yet. i should prolly check if the full things out yet omg so#me and my lampstie (way of saying my siblings name if theres something deeply wrong with you) can listen :]
6 notes · View notes
lipstickontheglass1985 · 1 year ago
Text
so yeah seems like "list of hills i am willing to die on in the year of our lord 2024" opens with "heathers west end >>>>> heathers off broadway"
0 notes
northboreas · 2 months ago
Text
Highlights from the Hachetfield Series Recap livestream for those who couldn't make it this morning:
- The Recap of all the Hachetfield lore also came with a game where the cast had to summarize each story, answer trivia questions, and avoid getting tokens
- The chat got to be apart of the game by donating to the kickstarter to help the players
- Each summary or question answered wrong got you one token, and getting 5 tokens made you a Clivesdale Chemist, there were also sudden death rounds
- Mariah Rose Faith listed all of the NPMD characters in her summary and only forgot about Ruth
- Joey Richter forgot the name of the Hachetfield High mascot Zeke despite playing Ezekiel the nighthawk in Nightmare time 2 (he named that bitch chauncy)
- Will Branner said he's a Black Friday stan :)
- During the blackout in one of the NPMD shows Nick Lang was sitting in the audience, when he stood up to address everyone else Angela's friends thought he was just some random guy
- "Jamie, we gotta go to church" --Joey Richter out of context
- Lauren Lopez later joined the stream and called Mariah a misogynist for forgetting about Ruth
- Then James Tolbert chimed in with "I love women"
- Everyone bullied Jon Matteson on stream and accused him of cheating multiple times, #freejon2025
- Curt Mega didnt have pants on during the recording of Nightmare time episode 1 (The Hachetfield Ape Man), he showed off the picture to the livestream
- To the question "Will we ever see Lucy Stockworth again?" Matt Lang said "No, I think her story is finished"
- Joey Richter got every single summary correct, he carried ngl
- Snoozle town (A song in Watcherworld) was recorded by Angela Giarratana in a closet
- During Black friday the cast started a prank club and destroyed Jon's life by giving him a fake cease and desist letter from Andrew Lloyd Webber's estate because Jon was promoting Cats on twitter at the time
- There was talk of Starkid having ideas for an immersive theatre experience based off of Blinky
- Nick lang once did the whole TGWDLM show with blocking entirely by himself just to time the length of the show
- We got MULTIPLE Diane cameos!!!!
- Jeff Blim was the first to get 5 tokens, he got saved from being a Chemist by telling a story about writing the Time Bastard theme
- Everyone teamed up halfway through the game and then still proceeded to get The Witch in the Web summary completely wrong
- There's a cut song from Black Friday called "Everywhere I Look I See My Dad" and the president was going to sing it while in the Black and White
- Jamie Lyn Beatty once pitched an ending for Black Friday where after "What If Tomorrow Comes" all the lights went out and you could hear Santa's sleigh
- They spun the wheel for sudden death and it landed ON THE CHAT. WE BECAME CLIVESDALE CHEMISTS.
- We saved ourselves by raising 415k for the kickstarter and became Nighthawks once again
789 notes · View notes
raisinchallah · 3 months ago
Text
sorry my evil take is i actually think the most likely show to do a planet of gays episode would be enterprise like they have a track record of some really bad embarrassing lgbt metaphor episodes under their belt and actually my biggest evidence for them doing something like this is the almost unwatchable episode bound where theyre like surprise this is a sexy matriarchy exact energy they would take to a planet of gays episode and it would be worse than bound i didnt put my best foot forward imagining this episode to everyone in the post so i shall try again because i do actually think it could happen so anyways they go near this random planet and t’pol is like dont go there the vulcans have labelled them no contact due to their strange and fucked up ways but archer is like we dont listen to the vulcans lol lets beam down and so archer t’pol trip and reed end up on planet gay and everyones at first having a lovely time tho slightly weird theyre hanging out with governor speedo and his sexy half naked entourage of men and archer asks we would love to meet your wife and the governor is appalled and is like you think i would flaunt such a disgusting lifestyle like this dont tell me your people are .... heteros and archer is like wow oops but on my planet we think your lifestyle is kind of weird i guess thats cultural relativism for you and t'pol is like wow captain archer you have really grown and matured anyways despite the various faux pas everything goes about smoothly and theyre invited to beam down for shore leave on the planet trip and malcolm decide to go bar hopping and keep getting grossed out at all the men who keep hitting on them and make a few rude homophobic jokes they leave the bar but theyre cornered in an alley by a strange man whos like i saw how you looked at those men i understand you are like us you understand us youre... straight and ask for asylum on the enterprise and this group of random aliens in denim (as opposed to the planets lycra only dress rules) and theyre brought back to the ship one of the straight refugees would of course start to fall for trip and he would be like oh but you see im already committed and shes like oh of course how silly of me to think you could support my disgusting sinful lifestyle who is he and then trips like no i mean t'pol and shes like wow.. you live so openly and brazenly despite how wrong our love is you are my hero and hes like what in most of the galaxy its the gay people who are weird and the straight refugees are like wow... you are so brave on this stupid planet its like gay is straight and straight is gay and everyone is required to wear sequins and have dyed hair you are required to listen to disco... we just want the freedom to have a beer by the lake and listen to country music like any good heterosexual and trips like wow i understand you completely this is just like when the vulcans...
t'pol would do diplomacy with the soon to be revealed as evil lesbian faction but talks break down when they realize due to her psychic sensitivities and studio required rock solid heterosexuality she is completely immune to their ambient gay mist in the air that is revealed to be the source of gay majority on the planet she fails to communicate this to the crew quickly enough tho and the viewer is subjected to some deeply embarrassing and unwatchable sequences as the various cast start acting comically gay due to the saturation of gay chemicals building up in their systems when t’pol tries to explain this to captain archer he says dont worry about it darling and winks this is a sign he has fallen prey to the gay chemicals and has now also become gay she returns to the ship to talk with phlox who is like well you know being gay can be normal but forcing everyone to be gay via mind control like this is fairly unethical they have a meeting with the straight refugees who explain theyre all straight because of a mutation making the gay chemicals not work on them which has made them extreme social outcasts but phlox thinks if he studies their genome he can figure out how to create a gay vaccine to return the planet to its normal hetero state which t’pol orders to be released into the atmosphere because archer has been spotted in a speedo and the time for diplomacy is over once the planet has been re heterofied it comes out a small shady group of gays decided to hijack the government and turn the whole planet gay as part of a sinister plot but now the straights are freed and no longer misunderstood and they will now open their planet up to negotiations with other worlds now that they dont have to hide the existence of heterosexuality the dominant and normal way of being in the universe from their populace they get a few last homophobic jokes in about their behavior on the planet before the ship blasts off nobody likes the episode and its never rebroadcast
175 notes · View notes
restlessn1ghts · 4 months ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Let Me Love You Pt.1 ೃ࿔*:
Choi seung-hyun x fem!reader
summary: when you feauture in bigbangs new song as a famous female soloist, you go on tour with bigbang, but rumours start online after seeing two of the members being rather close with you.
Part 2
warnings: fluff
____________________________________________________________________
You were a very well known girl soloist kpop idol, for your vocals and your looks mainly. All of your adoring fans and the media went crazy when your new song was released with bigbang. And streams for the song went through the roof also making it top in the charts, meaning obviously you had to thank your fans for the streams on the song by a long awaited tour.
You and bigbang had arranged to meet at your rented out dance studio to practice your choreographed dance for the tour, so you picked out some baby pink joggers, white strappy tank top and some white trainers.
You enter the dance studio as you put your hair in a low bun, to see g-dragon, top, taeyang and daesung sat on a bench in the corner chatting and sipping water. As soon as g-dragon saw you he immediately got up to embrace you in a friendly hug and greet you. You and g-dragon were closest when recording the song so it was obvious you were both happy too see eachother.
“Y/N!! My favourite girl how you doing?”
“Im great, have you seen the dance choreographed yet?”
“Yeah, weve all practiced our parts a bit already”
“Good, so have i at home.”
The cheoreographer walks over after talking with both of your pr, and tells you to get into position to start practicing. Following his orders, you stand in a triangle formation with you at the front, and the choreographer starts to guide you all through the dance moves and moving around. You move with precision and move backwards when told, what you didnt realise, was that the dance routine would be so close with the other members.
This you figured out when top was stood at the front and you were made to come up and dance around him as he would be rapping, moving your hands along his body as you walk around him, and singing whilst looking into his eyes.
When it came to what would be your solo, you stand at the front and dance, rolling your body, shaking your ass, and moving your hips.
Weeks later you had all perfected the choreograph just in time for the tour, and got ready for the fun to begin with fully sold out concerts.
Tumblr media
Your outfit for the tour ^^
As you sit backstage, you look down at your phone, filled with nerves you bite your fingernails until you taste blood. You curse under your breath as you suck the end of your thumb to numb the pain. You message your friends about the concert about to begin and they reply with how many fans are going crazy. You smile at your phone until suddenly a shadow is cast over it; you look up to see choi seung hyun stood infront of you, he holds his hand out and you look down to see a plaster/band aid.
“Hm? Top whats this for?”
“Your finger, and you can call me Seung-hyun”
He says as he unwraps the plaster/band aid, he suddenly grabs your hand and wraps it around your finger and you couldnt help but blushing, which he hopefully didnt see. He finishes aiding your finger as your managers come over and say its your time on stage.
You get into position at the front as the lights are dark in the arena. Backup dancers stand behind you and bigbang, as the lights fade in and the music starts, cheers and screams envelop you and the members as the familiar melody of the song plays.
You and the other members sing as you dance and move your hips. Your solo eventually comes up and you sing and fans scream along and the other members cant help but admire as you smoothly dance and sing effortlessly. You get into position again whilst singing the chorus but not top is infront of the triangle getting ready for his rap solo.
As he begins rapping you walk over and dance around him and run your hands around his body in the choreograph, you cant help but get butterflies as you see him grinning whilst singing and looking down at you.
Its your time to sing whilst he raps and you look into his eyes as youre both in perfect harmony, when all of a sudden he tucks a strand of hair out of your face out of choreograph and you keep singing but this time with a faint pink in your cheeks.
The chorus plays again and when g dragon walks to the front to sing his hand traces your waist as he walks past and seung hyun looks up slightly possesive along with you as fans scream louder.
Eventually the song comes to an end and you all walk backstage and as the rest of the group get ready for their next song, you walk to your makeup room where the makeup artists get you ready for your soloist song after.
After touching up, you walk out and greet your backup dancers and then you walk to the offstage and watch bigbangs performance.
They finish and walk past you one by one, as you fix your hair, g dragon walks past and winks, and then suddenly after seung hyun says good luck and smiles as he walks.
As the lights are off you walk onto stage with your dancers and get into place. Your song starts to play as the lights fade in and you stand in pose as fans cheer and jump.
You start to sing as seung hyun and g dragon watch from each offstage wing. In your song, you crawl and dance on the floor seductively and the fans go crazy as you kick your legs in the air and then the male backup dancers pick you up by your arms and keep you uplifted and lifting you up onto the middle of both their shoulders as you keep singing and they lift you down after spinning.
As your highnote in the song reaches you hit it with perfection, and both seunghyun and g dragon both think theyve found the one for them. You finish your song and walk off stage after waving to fans and the concert comes to an end.
After fan signings and photos, you get onto the tour bus that drives you to the hotel. As soon as you get back you jump onto your bed and check your phone.
__________________________________
bigb4nglover.xx
Tumblr media
Omgg saw y/n and bigbang live… is it js me or did top and y/n have chemistry, dont hate plz #concert
34,120 likes
comments:
y/nsfav: yall clutch onto anything bruh theyre performing its their choreograph 💀 plus gdragon literally touched her waist, i think thats more like tension than top.
╰┈➤ topdragon5: jealous much lolol why would it be bad for them together i think itd be cute
gdragonsthong: idk i thought they had something, i highkey ship tho…. theyd be so cute together no joke, is that bad?
╰┈➤ topsfan373: bruh wtf is your user i also agree tho ngl like the way y/n was touching top..
——
ilovey/n
Tumblr media
saw her and bigbang tonight it was actually life changing on god i love her #y/n #viral #bigbang
3,100 likes
bigbangtheory: literally i saw them too she is amazing
seunghyunnoticeme: i love her!!
__________________________________
You sigh and lay back in bed and smile looking up at the ceiling, you were glad people were having good reviews on the concert, and couldnt help but blush as you think of whats happened with seung hyun today, the band aid and him tucking your hair behind your ear. That couldnt have been in a platonic way, could it? You could see the bandaid in a friend way but going out of choreo and doing that to someone, you wasnt sure. But as you slowly drift off, you didnt care much.
129 notes · View notes
soft-pine · 6 months ago
Text
spn20rewatch: 2.07 the usual suspects
i like the format of this episode! but i'm always a sucker for any vague gesture at the ole *record scratch* now how did i get here. or the classic 17 hours ago, etc etc. like yes the emotional weight that can be achieved with non-linear narrative!
anyway, my profile pic on every other side is from this ep. maybe i should change it on here too...?
Tumblr media
but what always sticks out to me about this episode is the sick twist in my gut watching dean, chained in the back of the police van, realizing pete is taking him out in the woods to kill him.
it's interesting because dean has been to some extent playing along with pete's narrative about him all episode. when his lawyer comes and tells him he could be facing the death penalty, dean is still more focused on solving the case. when he needs to make a scene to give sam a chance to escape, he pretends to be confessing. he is, superficially, not all that concerned with his own safety.
but it cracks a little...
DEAN: Can we make this quick? I'm a little tired, it's been a long day, you know, with your partner assaulting me and all.
and then a lot. when pete drags dean out of the van and dean can't even catch himself because the chains connect his wrists and hands. it's a visceral reminder that dean is, by our carceral societal metrics, disposable. he's had a string of murders he didnt commit connected to his name since episode 6. he has a whole heap of other charges that were unavoidable because of what hunting requires but don't look good on paper.
it reminds me of this interaction from 2.19 about how well dean is fitting in in prison
SAM: Dean, does it ... bother you at all, how easily you seem to fit in here? DEAN: No, not really.
dean has said and will say numerous times that he doesn't think he's different or better than anyone else. and i think it's important that dean is including even the parts of society that are more readily cast off and maligned.
i also want to point out that while pete is very much a cop gone rogue here, the episode makes clear that the outcomes for dean - or claire - aren't all that different whether is at the hands of the system or pete's alone.
dean is still facing the death penalty and though it might be more drawn out through the bureaucratic justice system, it still ends with him just as dead as he would be in the woods. claire too is murdered by pete but is also clearly a victim of a broken system that she's been cycling in and out of without the help and support she needs.
though there is nothing supernatural dean is being offered up to here, it still rings true with the theme of him as the sacrifice to the American Dream.
75 notes · View notes
ilovegeorgie · 7 months ago
Text
who knows how long i’ve loved you?
george harrison x reader
Tumblr media Tumblr media
genre: confort / fluff
warnings: self harm !
summary: george becomes concerned for a friend who has been struggling.
a/n: please be aware that this fic mentions self harm, i personally have been struggling with this for a while and know how bad it can get. if you are going through this, you are not alone, there’s a lot of people that care about you, my dms are open if you need to talk to someone :)
the soft hum of the guitar strings echoed through the quiet room, george’s fingers moved his guitar. it was a quiet evening, george has been playing for a while, but he couldn’t ignore the feeling that something was missing.
lately, he has been worried about one of his closest friends who was slipping further away from him, but he couldnt figure out why. He had known her for years, long before all of this "beatlemania" stuff was even a thing. they shared everything with eachother, but recently she has become distant, her pressence less vibrant and her laughter was quieter. george had come to realize that there was something different about her when she stopped acompanying the band to rehersals, she loved going and messing around with john and ringo.
it was late when george decided to visit her, he was seriously worried about her and despite the late hour, he couldn’t ignore the feeling that something was wrong. he grabbed his coat and stormed out of, heading to her flat, hoping that just seeing her would help put his mind at ease.
when he knocked on her door, there was no answer. he knocked again, a little harder this time, hoping that she was home. a few moments later the door opened slightly, and he finally saw the eyes he was long awaiting to see.
"george..?" her voice was soft, and there was a hint of surprise in her eyes, but there was something that george couldn’t place.
"darling" he said full of concern. "i was worried about you, can i please come in?"
she hesitated, looking down at the floor for a moment, then turning to see into the flat before nodding and stepping aside. "sure, come in" she said.
george stepped into her small apartment, the lights were dim, casting long shadows across the room. she had always kept her place neat and tidy, but it this time it seemed quieter, emptier. the silence between the two of them was thick, but george couldn’t just stand there, he knew something was wrong, and he needed to know what.
she sat down on the couch, loking down to the floor avoinding his gaze. her hands were clasped tightly in her lap, and george noticed her trembling. "darling.." he began, his voice low but full of concern. "ive been woried about you lately, i dont want to offend you or anything, but you’ve been acting... different lately. you know that you can talk to me about anything right?"
she stayed silent staring at the floor, biting her lip until she finally spoke, her voice barely above a whisper.
"look george, i’ve.. i’ve been going through some stuff" she admitted, her words trembling "i know that you and the boys have been recording lately and.. well, i just dont want to bother you with my stuff"
george sat down next to her, he wanted to say something to make her feel better, but didnt know what. he then gently placed his hand over hers. "darling, you will never be a bother to me" he said softly. "whatever it is, i’m here for you"
they locked eyes for a second before she quickly looked away again. "it’s just... its all too much right now, everything feels so heavy" she said, her voice cracking. george felt how his heart broke in that instant.
he placed his hand on her arm, trying to confort her. it was then when her sleeve shifted slightly, revealing a few marks along her wrist. george froze as his heart his clenched even more in his chest. her arm trembled slightly under his touch, as if she feared he might pull away, or worse, pity her, but he didn’t. instead, he tightened his grip on her arm, not wanting to let go.
“my darling, you don’t have to go through this alone, please. whatever’s going on… i’m here. you can trust me with everything, i’ll always be here for you” he said as her eyes filled with tears "i didn’t want you to see them… i didn’t want anyone to know"
george gently turned her arm over, his fingers tracing the scars. "you don’t have to hide them from me" he said quietly, his thumb brushing over her wrist "you don’t have to carry all of this by yourself. whatever it is… i want to help you"
she took a shaky breath "its just that.. sometimes.. i have all of this thoughts and it just becomes too much and... by doing this... it’s.. its the only way I know to make it stop. to feel something other than all of that".
"you’re not alone in this, okay? i promise that we’ll figure it out together. i’ll always be here with you no matter what”
she turned her head away shaking, george could tell she was trying to hold herself together and without thinking, he reached out and pulled her into a tight embrace, wrapping his arms around her as she cried. "i’m sorry," she whispered, her voice muffled against his chest "i just don’t know how to stop it"
"oh darling.." george whispered, his hand stroking her hair gently. as the night stretched on, her tears began to subside as she remained curled into georges embrace, her head resting on his shoulder. he gently shifted so they were lying on the couch, still wrapped in each other’s arms.
"i’ll stay with you. i’m not going anywhere." george whispered softly, his breath warm against her hair. she them turned her head slightly, just enough to look up at him. "why?" she asked softly. "why would you stay with me?"
"because I care about you" he said quietly. "i always have, and i know that i always will. you dont know how important you are to me"
82 notes · View notes
perfectlyoongi · 7 months ago
Note
hiii me again<3 the yoongi one was so good thank you so much ;(
i just came out with something new
yoongi who fell in love without knowing how x his inspiration
while working on his song he realized that he was talking about them in the lyrics. he didnt now how long he had been feeling this way but while writing the lyrics he was unknowingly thinking of them and fell for them hard
send me a ship dynamic for a drabble!
When Yoongi was busier with his work, he had a small habit that had long calmed his mind in such complicated times.
Close his eyes, breathe once, twice, three times and remember a memory that brought him serenity and the imagination he needed for his work. It was a basic ritual, which lasted mere seconds, but for Yoongi, this habit was enough to make his day more bearable.
Now, after so many times this custom has been repeated, Yoongi has started to notice a small pattern that his subconscious formed when he was most affected. Among so many memories and diverse stories, there was always a fraction of memory that shone brightly in Yoongi’s mind:
Your smile when Yoongi added a small pronoun before that affectionate name he liked to call you.
‘My dear.’
‘My.’
His.
The smile that formed on your lips was involuntary, a little shy even, but even so, it was something real, it was a brief vision of what Yoongi could experience every day if he wanted.
But wanted what?
What magic did you cast with that small smile that wrapped Yoongi’s heart in a blanket so warm he didn’t feel its beat? What witchcraft were created by the curve of your lips to be engraved on the papers worn by Yoongi? What spell was it that made your charms be recorded forever in Yoongi’s hurried handwriting?
‘My dear’, a smile.
‘My’, an eternal memory.
His, if he dared to ask.
sweet nothings 𓍯𓂃♡
OH HI AGAIN <33 that was so sweet like i can imagine him gathering all the lyrics abt u and keep them close to him until he gains courage and shows it to u
like his little rosy cheeks and shy smile and his heart beating so fast he thought u could hear it
hes so precious vfalfncaç i love him so much :<
79 notes · View notes
kerubimcrepin · 14 days ago
Text
LIVEREAD: WAKFU, THE GREAT WAVE [TOME 2, Chapter 8 part 1]
Tumblr media
Wow no way i didnt know that. Nice anime eyes btw ghsjdhgdf.
Tumblr media
He's so smug it makes me crazy. Genuinely, it makes me insane. God. "Kerub and I"... they make me sick. He's so proud of living with his dadsonthing for 600 years.
Tumblr media
Heartbreaking: kerubim infected him with being a hoarder.
Tumblr media
What the HELL are these flying books bro.
Tumblr media
WHAT.
IS THIS THE ORIGINAL BOOKWALKER
Tumblr media
So smug... dude.
Tumblr media
This manga confirms joris as the twelvian equivalent of A. lost media wiki; B. the fuckers that hoard lost media and never release it (choose the one that you think applies)
What's next? Wikipedia editor Joris?
Tumblr media
God fucking dammit. Btw I swear I didn't write the wikipedia remark on purpose. I hadn't reread this manga in months.
Tumblr media
A likely thing for a guy who based his entire identity around living with two demigods to say.
Tumblr media
TAP TAP :)
Tumblr media
WHY DO YOU HAVE THIS TO BEGIN WITH!!!!!
Tumblr media
Joris likes cartography truthers stay winning.
Tumblr media
AGAIN WHY THE HELL DO YOU HAVE THIS. DONT GIVE US THIS CHILL EXPRESSION.
Tumblr media
Of course they'd have secret passages... inside the secret library inside the secret portal. And of course this thing is only fit for Kerubim and Joris. Atcham please crash out.
Tumblr media
BJSDHFKBJHDKFJHDLFLBJKLDSJKLDGDFMT
Tumblr media
This really puts into perspective just how tiny he is... Trying to draw canon typical Joris is enough torture that I gave up ages ago.
Tumblr media
He's able to cast fire! Once again, insane shit I added to my fics turns out not to be out of the realm of possibility. Thank god.
Tumblr media
HE LITERALLY HAS NO CLOSE FRIENDS EXCEPT KERUBIM AND ATCHAM. FUCKING RIP BOZO.
Statuette of khan! Self explanatory why he'd have this.
A painting of Asalar. Maybe to keep record of how his enemy looks like?
Down from it, we see baby Joris's drawing of what he thought his parents might look like... Not a painting of Jahash or Julith, just his own ocs. I think it's cute that this place, that seems to be pretty important to him, doesn't have his actual parents. It's not like he knew them well. Idk, it's a neat detail that says something about Joris's feelings on them in a subtle way.
Saving the best and juiciest for last, we have Zabelle. When this comic first came out, multiple crepinjurgenites had mini-freakouts that Tot might have gone actually off the rails insane and might be giving Joris a love interest. Which would be bad given Tot's trackrecord with romance writing. And also Joris's whole shtick.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
However, I am very happy to announce they... REMOVED A (likely) IOP (Zabel) and made him into a sexy dragon lady queen. No fucking way. If they also don't give her an ex-husband/a dead husband/a far away husband/a son/a boyfriend... I don't know what would happen to the world, if that were to happen.
Tumblr media
I approve of this. I don't know what to think about the anime style (might be fun! might be bad! can't be worse than bestiale!) but it does have actually nice looking female characters. which is already a glow up from bestiale and s4.
I'm expecting fanart of Bechamel the Catgirl and Zabelle making out at my desk by midday, mister! Not because this is in-character or makes any sense. I just like to sexualize and objectify women.
Tumblr media
Joris being a newborn when this happened explains a lot about the timeline of events.
Tumblr media
[nodding sagely] the fucking yass twins.
Tumblr media
This too, I foresaw. Joris has similar opinions but understands the shitfucked reality of Yugo's life.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
VBSDFKBSDFOIGUOSDFIJGSFJGIDSKLFHGKDLF
Tumblr media Tumblr media
whatever you say cute.
Tumblr media
I choose not to comment on the lore retcon nightmares going on here because I dont car anymore.
Tumblr media
oh my god his grabbablle waist
26 notes · View notes
Note
About the overblot question...
After every overblot, Yuu gets to see the memories of the student who overbloted 
so does that mean they get to see readers memories, and if so, then who gets to see them?
I like to think it’s all of the students who actually overbloted get to see the memories (and I have this distinct vision of Leona just beating the absolute shit out of Yuu after he finds out)
But Ace/Deuce are also really interesting options since they’ve been there from the start so actually seeing just how bad the abuse was could really fuck them up 
Anyways, I really love your work!
I really like to think its those who didnt overblot- i mean, i think this is more of a go to, WAITTTT- so like, if the main cast can see reader's memories, can the overblotted ones like, feel the mental torment?
Okay so, the casts for those who didnt overblot, sees it and maybe sympathize depending on who [and you know who ryte?] Buttt, the OB!Students feels the pain, their loss, literally everything they've felt in that moment. That memory.
Each memory gets horrific, it starts out normal, then in comes the malicious yuu slowly, creeping their way in the reader's life, and destroying every ounce of things that made the reader feel like an individual, an living being not as a mask, a person. The abuse gets worse, the reader's identity starts to blank. Just like an empty canvas, made 'anew' of themselves. And the overblot boys felt it? The confusion, the constant emptiness, the constant fear of being looked at so much as being stalked, the fear of doing anything that makes you vulnerable, the frustration of being unable to do anything, the despair of losing a loved one that cared about you, deeply so. And it stabs their heart over and over and over again. It plucks feathers, no consent. Just like how they've been treated. Their wings weren't chained, it was ripped to fit someone else's that doesn't belong in the end.
And now, the other casts who hasn't overblotted, just the absolute terror of witnessing a helpless person in a situation where you just can't fight back because they're at a more advantage than you. It was horrifying to know they were speaking to it the entire time. Not the tweels, though. These hound dogs inside the deep ass-crack of the ocean will plan someone's disappearance. Oh, they'll make sure to record their new adventure with this dolphin and give you the results afterwards. They hope you'll like it and take it as compensation for the misery Yuu had caused you.
Rook MIGHT join in. Aye, I didn't say there was a possiblilty he wouldn't 🫶
43 notes · View notes
pinazee · 1 year ago
Text
Ohmygod ya’ll i finally looked into how to record your phone screen, you’re all doomed! Im making gifs of NPMD!
Heres some of my fave moments from the digital ticket that weren’t part of the pro shot on youtube! (is it okay if i do that? I don’t want to infringe on sales or anything. I HIGHLY recommend buying the bonus content if only for the digital ticket! BECAUSE I DIDNT EVEN INCLUDE THE BEST ONE for intrigue purposes haha.)
These are going to be out of order because the sizes were all over the place. Also,
SPOILERS (slightly) (just in case)
First of all, this isnt a gif i just wanted to point out how fucking cool this shot was!
Tumblr media
Pete grabbing Stephs hand! 🥹
Tumblr media
Curt angrily setting up the next scene is PRICELESS! Officer bailey is a delight :)
Tumblr media
And heres my Jon set because that guy embodies his characters every fucking second. i dont know what he’s doing here though haha Richies just stimming in the back i guess getting himself hyped
Tumblr media
That little shove to get into the waylon place cause richie is a sweet, precious, coward
Tumblr media
Pauls knowing smirk (cause fuck that kid lol)
Tumblr media
the fact that you can see this guys face drop from at least 30 feet away is an incredible feat of acting 👏👏 (this is zoomed in from where the camera was placed in the back for a slightly better quality)
Tumblr media
Lastly the queen herself! Ive seen a few people praise jon for his physical acting in the nerdy prudes song (justifiably) but look at this fall Lauren does! I fucking flinched! Ohmygod she looks so small next to branner it breaks my heart 💔
Tumblr media
Every time i try to say something like “everyone in starkid is so talented, but especially _____” i end up just listing the entire cast. They are an incredible team. I hope they get whatever they fucking want in life.
78 notes · View notes
piplupcola · 1 year ago
Text
The difference between College Humor and Watcher is that CH has a huge cast of people with mutiple shows releasing episodes extremely regularly. Not only just a huge cast of people but people the audience like. Sure there's the highlights like Brennan and such but people aren't gonna skip an episode of Game Changer just because Brennan isn't there. Watcher has only a few shows and they don't even put things out weekly. And other than Ryan and Shane no one really remembers who the other casts are. Even Steven is like meh to a lot of people, and you can tell just by looking at the views on their shows not including Ryan and Shane, the views are much MUCH lower than stuff like Ghost Files and Puppet History. You can even compare it to Roosterteeth who also started on a separate paid channel. Even they had a huge cast and though it got worst over the years they still kept their main cast front and center and made free content on YouTube for years and premium content was a separate show that didnt affect the youtube scene for a long time until 2020 where it all went downhill. Watcher is literally dropping YouTube altogether and moving to a paid platform and not touching YouTube ever again.
So Watcher:
1) doesn't make content regularly enough to be worth the high cost of their subscription
2) has only a handful of casts that would even interest people to move
3) is dropping YouTube entirely even though their audience was born from people watching them solely on YouTube
Of course people are gonna to be mad. These are the people who saw their potential during their buzzfeed unsolved days and gave them the support to make their own company as Watcher. Without these YouTube fans Watcher would not be where it is today. Dropping YouTube entirely and put on such an expensive paywall is just the dumbest narsarcistic thing they could think of when the economy is literally crumbling and their audience is made out of younger people. Idk who in Watcher thought this was a good idea, but clearly they need to learn from the mistakes of Roosterteeth and just don't. Trying to chase after College Humour when they both started in different ways is like trying to put a square into a circle hole. It's never gonna work, and if they try to force it, just like Roosterteeth, it's just gonna break all the work they did to build their company after so many years in a record amount of time.
117 notes · View notes