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some of my fave buddie fics for anon in no particular order! please mind all the ratings, tags, and warnings of these works while browsing:
plot-focused:
about the present series by Amiril
The day of the shooting, Eddie got stuck in a time loop. But that was three months ago. He's completely fine now.
boys, when my baby found me by nondz (pinkjook)
Three months later, things are mostly back to normal.
And then there's an accident.
the city is a jungle and iâm a beast by putanauhere (TRUST ME.)
âThere are no wolves in Southern California,â Buck states, another bit of trivia. He just doesnât know itâs a lie.
The Things All Come and Gone by moodlighting
âI didnâtâitâs not that I couldnât be alone,â Buck explained, pausing to find the right words. âI just. Wanted to be here.â
I Broke What You Gave Me, But You Kept Giving More by rcdwings
Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.
lonely little love dog by littleghost
When the 118 is closed for reconstruction after an earthquake, Buck is a floater for different stations around the city. He tries not to let it get to him. Much.
kerosene by mandolare
He doesnâtâ need more of Eddie. This is enough. This is plenty. This is more than anyone else has of him; he can deal with the marrow-deep want thatâs begun to choke him every once in a while.
all my little words by youbetsya
Eddie:Â Did you just send me an email??
Buck:Â yeah lol
Eddie: WhyâŠ
I dont think youâve ever emailed me actual words before. Just stuff to print when your printer is broken
Buck:Â did you read it?
Eddie:Â Not yet
Too busy trying to figure out why the fuck youâre emailing me
Buck:Â just read it dude đ
instructions on not giving up by Wildehack (tyleet)
Eddie gave up in July.
Live and (Don't) Let Die by xylodemon
The guy gets straight to the point, asking, "What do you need?" in a dull, bored voice.
"My best friend is going to die. I want that to⊠not happen."
"No small feat, bringing back the dead. And it comes at a cost."
It's Eddie. Buck says, "Yes," without a second thought.
good pretender by likeshipsonthesea
âOkay, but what are the rules?â
Ravi stares. âThe rules forâŠ?â
âCasual sex.â
Ravi continues to stare. It is 5:39 in the morning.
i can tell just what you want (you don't want to be alone) by Talls
In which Eddie keeps secrets and Buck is incredibly normal and rational and even brave about his reaction to this.
hereâs my hand, thereâs the itch by signetsealed
"I wasnât kidding when I said I could talk about Chris all night,â Eddie says. His voice is quiet and close in Buckâs ear. âBut thatâs not why I called.â
been lost for a while by trysetmeonfire
Eddie's wife has been dead for two weeks. There's a firefighter in bed five. These are not necessarily related facts, but Eddie will have a hard time separating them out, later.
Downward Facing Doggy Style by Survivah
Eddie and Buck pick up a new hobby while Chris is in Texas.
slaughterhouse by kithmet
Eddie announces heâs leaving. Buck, naturally, begins a slow descent to madness.
Choosing Joy 'Verse series by ithilien22
In which Eddie mends fences with Chris, starts something new with Buck, and navigates the complex emotions he has around his parents.
 the sweetest apparition by hyruling
Eddie moves to Texas. Buck keeps accidentally telling people Eddie's dead. It goes about as well as you'd expect.
pluperfect by unreckless
Buck is always good for a ride to the airport. Heâs good at lots of things, like being a good friend and goodbyes.
beating the horse by doitgently
Eddie is moving to Texas. Buck finally figures out what he wants.
Burn a bridge, learn how to swim series by WatermelonShots (AvocadosUnderTheEaves)
In which there is some unexpected making out, some pining, one third of an existential crisis and a lot of unhelpful advice. Not necessarily in that order.
you drew stars around my scars by ladieslunching
Someone at the 118 doesn't know how to leave Buck's clipboard alone. Buck would be a lot more upset about it if it didn't bag him the love of his life.
Hot Ghost Problems by ebjameston
The ghost would prefer to go by Buck, if Eddie wouldnât mind.
ripples all the way down by iriswests
This is the tumultuous road to finding out what Buck truly wants, paved by pebbles.
throw a bone, iâm finally home by fleetinghearts
âOh, Buck,â Eddie says softly, torn between unbearable fondness and an ache that threatens to crack his breastbone.
when everything's on fire by beartowns
Eddie and Chris move in with Buck after a fire. Buck breaks up with his boyfriend, buys a house with Eddie, and realizes he's in love. In precisely that order.
ice cream before dinner by cloudydaisies
The problem isâwell.
Actually, backtrack for a sec. There were a few problems.
Eddieâs got a whole lot of them, lately, and maybe that was The Problem.
Something in the Air (Is Giving Me Bad Ideas) by paramountie
After Christopher comes back from Texas, Eddie makes an important decision: he is not going to blow up his life anymore.
crossed the muddy line by Anonymous
Eddie Diaz is from El Paso, Texas; a fact which accounts for both more and less than he ever expected it to.
the tortured poets department by colonoscopys
The first time Buck touched him, Eddie blew an ambulance up.
still by brewrosemilk
For the first time, Buck longs for a bullet wound to treat. Dirt to dig at. A door to break through. Something. Thereâs nothing.
somewhere to stand and stay by teaspoon
âWhat are you doing right now?â Eddie asks. He sounds distracted; Buck can tell immediately that heâs driving.
authentication by v_greyson (greyson)
"Yeah, Eddie picks the guys so I don't make stupid decisions," Buck says, flicking through menus to pick a new racetrack.
The combination of Hen munching peanuts and looking back and forth between them makes Eddie feel like he's a zoo exhibit. Best Friends, captured in the wild, still feral, exhibiting behaviors heretofore unknown to science.
"Well, good luck with - all that," Hen says pointedly to Eddie. She is definitely not talking about the video game.
keeping score by arcanaphora
After getting dumped, Buck is left with two tickets to a weeklong cruise. Eddie steps in to support a friend in need, but complications arise when his friend becomes his fake husband. All's fair in love, war, and trivia.
if i said you could never touch me by marviless*
Eddie pulls back from him with a half-confused, half-concerned furrow in between his eyebrows. âBuck?â
Buck sags against the wall. âSorry,â he says, wiping the back of his forearm against his forehead in a mixture of frustration and newfound exhaustion. âSorry.â
Counting Pulses by tinyydancerr*
Eddie Diazâs life is going great. Heâs in therapy, heâs got a great girlfriend, a great kid, his friend is getting married to the woman of his dreams, and his best friend just came out to him.
Now his best friend is dating their new friend.
Things are going great. He promises.
porn-heavy (only a few of these are straight up pwp though):
Feel You Forever by semperama
âIs thisâŠâ Eddie meets his eyes again. âIs this new?â
a mess of my creation by Anonymous
Theyâre in the fucking bunk room. Thereâs someone snoring in the bed over by the bathroom, a good twenty feet and two beds away, and Buck doesnât know if itâs Hen or Chimney or Bobby, but theyâre in here, theyâre asleep, and this is awful, this is so fucking unprofessional and if they get caught they are going straight to HR.
blood in the highs and count the stars by seachanged
âGo on,â Eddie says, nosing into the soft spot under Buckâs jaw.
Buck laughs, a little hysterically. âYouâre not serious.â
look straight ahead if you like it slow by hattalove
âThis gets you going, huh?â Eddie grins, propping himself up on his elbows so he can move higher on the bed, reach the pretty pink bow of Buckâs mouth. âDevotion? You being it for me?â He stretches up toward Buckâs ear, whispers: âMonogamy?â
hang me up on your bedroom wall by eddiegettingshot
âYouâre going to be a great father someday,â Eddie says eventually, because heâs worse than he used to be and Buckâs reverent eyes make him feelâthey just make him feel.
âEddie, Iââ
âYou are,â he repeats, firm. âDonât you think Iâd know better than anyone?
buck and eddie's red hot infidelity summer series by cranberrymoons
Heâs not thinking about it. Heâs not. Heâs definitely not.
the moon like a spotlight by dykeries
Three months after Eddie moves to El Paso, Buck comes to visit.
this ecstasy, this forgetfulness of living by glorious_spoon
"You guess," Eddie repeats under his breath, but he sounds amused. He sets the boxes down and kicks the door shut behind him to wind through the chaos of Buck's half packed away kitchen. "You're insane."
love's not a game by thatbuddie (talktothesky)
âSo that goal, huh?â
Buck groans, his hands clawing at the sheets beneath him as his toes curl up, the fire thatâs been building up inside him for what feels like hours sizzling and uncontrollable in its path through Buckâs body.
i might kiss you on the back of your neck (because itâs christmas time) by sibylsleaves
Five Times Captain Diaz and Recruit Lieutenant Diaz fail to sleep together and one time they do.
would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? by brattybuckley
Evan Buckley is currently on cloud nine.Â
Wellâ
Honey on the Vine by sirencalls
Buck wakes up to an Eddie with stubble for the first time in months and refuses to let a good opportunity to go waste.
lock me down tonight by lecornergirl
Buck tells everyone Eddie talks him into it, but when it comes to Eddie, heâs never needed much convincing.
Mind Blowing Mess by EtoileGarden
"Iâd like to have a threesome. I think.âÂ
âYou think?âÂ
âYeah,â Taylor eyed him for a moment, and then leaned a little further over the table, her chin in her hand. âHave you ever had one before?â
songs and poems and promises by lesbianrobin
âItâs crazy how different sex is with men,â Buck says, and everyone around him groans.
rodeo queen by okanus
âWhatâs the saying again? Save a horseâŠhm, yâknow, I don't quite remember the rest of it.â Eddie canât help the smile curving up the corner of his mouth.
âYouâre an asshole,â Buck says, scowling. The tips of his ears are pink.
yes god don't speak by detectivemeer
âYouâre staring.â
âWhat.â Eddie says. âNo Iâm not.âÂ
#sorry that tumblr ate your ask and my og response!#also sorry that this is just a short sample but otherwise i'd never get this done.#buddie#911 fic#911#fic#fic rec#anonymous#a response#please let me know if any link is broken!#and please appreciate that this took Ages on mobile đ#like. literally about three hours and i'm not counting the three (3) drafts i'd lost before this đ#long post#eta: two recs here don't have links bc apparently i'd reached the limit of 100 links per post. fuck. and sorry.#hopefully you can google the links yourself!#those are the fics marked with *. apologies to the authors i didn't know about this limit đ#buckeddie#oh and also i kept it 1 work per 1 author#but as usual i encourage everyone to check out the authors' other works
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it is still never you
#trekedit#seven of nine#kira nerys#b'elanna torres#ezri dax#what do you mean on my birthday I can't do exploration or identities and mirrors and finding yourself#it's my birthday I'll post if I want#**#anyway I don't know where the quote is from and google did not help#so if anyone knows pls let me know but I think it's from disco elysium
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because it apparently needs repeating i will say it again: if you're a harry potter fan in 2025 then please don't interact with me. if you are then i assume you also support jkr and this is not a place for you. no i don't know shit about marauders and i don't care to but if you still interact with harry potter at all now get off my blog
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saying they made this because they've been holding back info and tmi's is so funny. if you scroll through their đ«§ posts for two seconds you'll wish they held themselves back more
#xdinary heroes#there's just. so much random shit on there#today jungsu was complaining about how he was pissed off for no reason and then he was fine after the manager gave him a sandwhich#yesterday was about his socks slipping down and how he needed new ones#okay so it's jungsu with the tmi's sumi posting photos that don't match the captions every day and junhan using villains like google#joo is just pokemon and annoying the others#jiseok is mostly cheer up messages and that he's either going for a run or to bed#and gunil is either food or going to the hospital (which he posted about today. please take care of yourself damn dude)#there's a lot going on. wouldn't say they've been holding back đ#but this was very fun to watch#chewy ramblings
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So. Gen alpha is almost halfway done being born, and it just occurred to me that, you know. After alpha. It's Gen beta right? 2035-2054. The betas.
Depending on whether or not the beta v alpha male thing has died out yet they might be able to get off without too many beta jokes. But tbh, they aren't who I'm worried about.
Because I know none of you fuckers are letting go of omegaverse before Gen Omega starts happening in 2055.
#'but ill be dead-' and youll be reading omegaverse fic wherever you end up don't lie to yourself or me.#Personally i dont plan to die so i will be prepared to welcome the omegas while teaching them to not google jackshit#about the word omega in like. 2060 when they start being able to read well enough to do proper internet searches
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every so often i think about the "neve's outfit uses the colour teal, snakes, and the lotus symbol, to reference abolitionism in Hindu Culture (exactly the same as india ofc!!! they're interchangeable!!) trust me, i read A Primer online đ„°" post, floating around ominously through dragon age tumblr with like 400 notes, all completely uncritical of the Absolute Misinformation. and i become the ben affleck smoking meme.
i'm not going to say anything about it, bc it is functionally not a huge deal, i have done my time on "getting called slurs online" bit years ago and i'm very into quietly blocking people now, but ohhh jeez. folks. you have GOT to read a wikipedia article before taking these things as fact, especially when it is coming from someone who openly declares themselves to be not a part of the culture that they're describing with such confidence.
please do not accept any random shit like that into your worldview without checking first. in this case, i'm only this steamed bc it goes beyond mild inaccuracy, over the line into malicious ignorance and whitewashing of fascist symbols. lmao. đ
#hello new followers i am sorry if you expected art but i often just yap at random ahah#it was a while ago but it does 1 hp of delayed psychic damage to me at irregular intervals...#ohhh that's not what the lotus symbol means. actually the opposite.#people really do just say anything about countries they don't know about...#hit google translate on almost any tweet with a lotus emoji and 80% chance it's advocating for mass deportation of muslims or something#this is NOT a niche topic. it is quite obvious and even many of my white friends are aware of the gist lmao. no excuses.#as there is once again renewed violence over ramadan#and kashmir remains under occupation#and the bjp has made inroads into fucking delhi and kerala (đ)#please please even in a goofy fandom context: try to read a wikipedia article about a country before Boldly Wading In#to declare whether a symbol is ~abolitionist~ or not or what it means culturally#đ#we all have limited scopes of knowledge of what's going on in many countries but it does cost $0 to not#unilaterally nominate yourself as a cnn foreign correspondent about them
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hello, i have a question. what is the difference betwwen a hard and a dangerous racer? is there some sort of characteristics like how succesful a racer is or is more of a "a dangerous racer races on the limit and that's dangerous. a hard racer races on the limit but. its just a hard racer". thank you for answering!
completely in the eye of the beholder, I'm afraid. it's a perpetual debate, and one where everyone draws the line differently... very much a case of one man's dangerous manoeuvre is another one's hard but fair overtake... that being said! I'll have a go at coming up with a general framework with which people assess this stuff
let's bring in two strawmen, which feels like the most direct way to illustrate the possible stances you can take on this debate. to be clear, nobody really fits neatly in either ideological category - but, well, these are pretty much the two most extreme positions anyone could have:
when people are describing something as 'hard racing' (as opposed to... idk, 'clean' racing), they are usually talking about a) contact between the two bikes, and/or b) an action that forces the other bike to take evasive action. what constitutes forcing evasive action? well, this is all very nebulous and hard to define - there's crossing another rider's racing line, making them pick up the bike mid-corner, forcing them wide/off-track, not yielding in situations where one of you will have to yield to avoid a crash... but this is always an assessment that will depend on the specific circumstances. not every block pass is considered hard racing, for instance, even though you are quite literally 'blocking' the other bike. contact is the more straightforward one... if you initiate a move that leads to contact, then most people would agree this is 'hard' racing
so say you are in the 'A' camp. according to this line of thinking, pretty much every contact is 'dangerous' riding and should not be allowed. here's what gibernau said about jerez 2005, included in the sete post:
let's not discuss the merits of the jerez 2005 move specifically here - this is an expression of a broader ideological position. "this is not a contact sport" "it's not about hitting another guy"... so, according to this stance, actions that knowingly result in contact should not be acceptable and as a result need to be penalised. taken to the logical extreme, any and all 'hard racing' is dangerous
let's go to the other extreme, 'B'. let's say you're very pro-hard racing, to the point where you think that contact is more than fine and that it is unreasonable to call it 'dangerous'. sure, of course it is dangerous, but inherently all motorcycle racing has a lot of risk attached. racing that involves contact is basically acceptable. even within this extreme, my lovely venn diagram allows for some actual 'dangerous' riding - either behaviour that is wholly irresponsible during races... or stuff that doesn't count as hard racing because it's not 'racing'. here are some examples:
stuff that happens during races but is like... egregious misbehaviour. cf romano fenati pulling a rival's brake lever during a race - obviously dangerous and no longer really exists within the confines of actual racing
in either races or non-race sessions - not following proper safety procedures like for instance ignoring yellow flags. again, should be pretty obvious why that's dangerous
poor behaviour in non-race sessions,the general tag for not exhibiting appropriate care, awareness for your environment, all that stuff... the extreme example is marc barrelling into the back of another rider after the chequered flag had been waved in friday practise at phillip island 2011 (more on that here). it's also things like faffing about on the racing line, see the pecco mugello dramatics
so, yes, everyone will agree that there's some stuff that counts as 'dangerous riding' that's distinct from 'hard racing' just because it's not actual racing. that's the most straightforward stuff... but yeah, anyway, those are basically the two extreme positions you can take. you can say that all contact is bad and dangerous, that any time you're forcing another rider to take evasive action and are making a pass that isn't 1000% clean, you are putting others at unnecessary risk. or, you can say, hey, everything goes, rubbing is racing on steroids - sure, there's a small category of things that aren't acceptable, mainly stuff that isn't actually racing, but otherwise you should be allowed to brute force yourself past riders whenever you please
obviously, they're strawmen for a reason. basically nobody holds either of these positions in their entirety - and in race situations, there's always going to be actions that are seen as hard racing by some and as dangerous by others. so, unfortunately, we're going to have to dig a little deeper here, and figure out by what metrics people draw the line between hard and dangerous. let's... hey, how about we bring in casey stoner, just this once. as a treat. here's what he said after laguna '08:
âIâve been in hard racing all my life, some very aggressive racing, but today was a little bit too much. I nearly went in the gravel so many times and I donât think it was necessary.â
hard racing? casey's done that before. some very aggressive racing? no issue. but what valentino did at laguna was "a little bit too much" and not "necessary". the specific thing casey cites is nearly going into the gravel - and indeed, forcing other riders wide/off-track is one of the types of racing behaviour that most finely straddles the line between 'hard' and 'dangerous'. for other examples, see suzuka 2001 in which biaggi forced valentino off-track and valentino flipped him off when he eventually got past (a few more details here), qatar 2012 where marc forced luthi off-track and got slapped after the race (here) and sepang 2015, where... uh. you know. or how about argentina 2018 where... look, I think you get the point - plenty of controversy comes from forcing your opponent's bike into places where it's simply not supposed to be
while we're at it, let's throw in a little excerpt from casey's autobiography about the race:
A lot of it was fair racing, he was out-braking me on the inside and riding better than me around a lot of the track. If it had all been like that I would cop it sweet. But a couple of moves off camera added to my frustration. I risked running off the track, and racing at the limits like that as we were I even became worried about my safety.
(does have to be said that the pair of them spend... relatively little time off-camera, never when the bikes seem to be particularly close - but of course the problem this statement creates is that by definition you can't judge any footage you don't have access to)
so, let's strip away the details and think about what casey is actually talking about here. it's a risk/reward calculation. this is what's at the heart of this riding standards debate: what level of risk is acceptable for what level of reward? there are situations in which there is inherently a higher level of risk in a way that isn't caused by either party - influenced by the circuit layout, what the weather is like, how hard you're both pushing aka how much on the 'limit' you are, and so on. but even if that risk isn't your 'fault', if you are riding at very high speeds on a dangerous track, you can still be considered a dangerous rider if you're not exercising appropriate levels of caution
so, let's break it down even further and try and come up with some basic criteria by which people judge whether a specific move is 'hard' or 'dangerous'. how about this: (1) does the action have a reasonable chance of coming off, (2) is the risk you're taking proportionate to the reward, and (3) is the move likely to cause serious harm to you or the other rider. let's take them one by one
listen, it needs to be plausible that you're going to be able to pull this move off. if you're firing the bike from fifty miles back into a gap that doesn't exist, then this is by definition an unnecessary risk. you are not going to do yourself any good and you are also not going to do the other rider any good. (sometimes it might be in your interest to crash the other rider out so you might as well, but unsurprisingly this is frowned upon. see the 1998 250cc title decider.) obviously, this is going to be affected by your skill level - if you're a mid rider, there will be fewer moves that are 'plausible' for you than for the best riders
this is basically the common sense metric. if you are riding in a pack, make sure to keep in mind that crashing in this situation could get ugly. if you are fighting for p5, maybe a different approach is fitting than fighting for p1. if you can make an overtake a lap later as long as you're patient, in a way that's a lot safer than doing it now, perhaps just do that instead. don't be silly in the wet! this comes down to stakes, whether it's worth it, how likely the move is to succeed... and also what the consequences would be if you got it wrong, for both yourself and other riders. you're making an overall judgement based on all of those factors... sometimes you need to take risk, but it's better to make sure that risk is reasonably sensible
however high the potential rewards are, there's a certain level of risk that is no longer acceptable, where the 'risk/reward calculation' stuff has to be thrown out of the window because the reward no longer matters. this is basically the catch-all for 'wholly irresponsible riding' - anything that's just going too far
so, uh. obviously everything described above is super subjective... but that's what people are judging in my opinion, this is the standards they are using in their head to determine where they draw the line. so, as an example, to bring back the stuff from this post about the inter-alien ideological differences:
and again, this is also what the debate after aragon 2013 was about:
if you think aragon 2013 is unacceptable to the point of being dangerous, then you probably take quite a hard line view and think pretty much any action that could lead to contact needs to be stamped down on. while that contact did have unpleasant consequences for the other party (dani wasn't able to walk for several days and his title bid was basically over), it is perhaps a little worse than could have been reasonably expected in that situation. in that sense, there's a bit of surface level similarity with jerez 2005... there, valentino made the pass for the win at the last corner, knowing he would probably bump into sete while doing so. neither rider is knocked off their bike (though sete has to leave the track) and it is at a slow corner, with relatively 'light' contact. unfortunately, as a result of where valentino's bike impacted sete's body and sete's preexisting shoulder issues, it ended up injuring sete (see here for valentino learning of this perhaps a little later than was ideal and only after he'd taken the piss out of sete for dramatically clutching his arm). at aragon 2013, marc was harrying dani and sticking very close to his rear tyre as he applied pressure to his teammate before he made a small misjudgement, getting his braking a little wrong and clipping the back of dani's bike. he happened to cut a crucial wire in the process, causing dani to highside a few moments later
these aren't equivalent situations and each have their own risk/reward profile. but the basic point is this: inviting contact with another rider will always generate more risk, and can always have unintended consequences... even when the action is relatively innocuous and the rider would not have expected this outcome. if you are in the 'all passes should be clean passes' school, this risk is fundamentally unacceptable. even trickier - what if contact is made as a result of a move you initiated but the other rider could have avoided? of course, you started it, but they could have yielded... and maybe they should have, maybe that would have been the wise, the sensible thing to do in that situation. it's always important to remember that at least two riders are involved in all these situations - and there are many cases where contact and/or crashing is not 100% the fault of any one party. so, for instance, there are several moments in laguna 2008 that are so risky in part because casey is also refusing to yield. that's not to necessarily imply any blame or fault! of course, it might not be ideal for the most aggressive riders being able to bully everyone else as they please because they know they can generally rely on everyone else being more sensible and yielding. but the differing outcomes resulting from the choices made by the 'other' rider will always help influence perception of any race situation - a move that is seen as 'hard but fair' might have been seen as considerably more dangerous if the other party hadn't yielded
and yes... yes, there is absolutely a question of your success rate. this links back to point (1) - is the move plausible? there are moves that aren't really considered examples of 'hard racing' and certainly not dangerous... because they worked. take valentino's last corner move at catalunya 2009, at a corner where you don't traditionally overtake (remember, before the race jorge was going around tempting fate by saying that if you're ahead by that point you're sorted). sure, he goes for a gap that exists, but it could easily have gone wrong - and if a lot of other riders had tried that, then it would have. how do you think yamaha would have felt if valentino had taken both yamaha riders out at the very end of the race to allow ducati to claim an unlikely victory and an increased championship lead? here's another one: misano 2017 and marc making a last lap move in treacherous conditions to snatch the win. no contact required to make that risky as shit - and if stuff like that goes wrong too often they call you an idiot at best and dangerous at worst. of course, both valentino and marc have had moments where they very much did not pull off moves they were intending, which is how we get ambition outweighing talent and 'I hope he can learn from this one and improve for the future', among other hits. but, relative to the amount of risk they're regularly taking in their racing, they get a lot of reward for their troubles... because they're very good at what they do. the risk/reward calculation is one that they... uh, can both be very adept at, but it's also one that's fundamentally easier when you're skilled enough to pull off a lot of moves that would be beyond the capabilities of other riders. it's when you don't know how to judge your moments, when you keep trying moves that you can't pull off - that's where other riders will start having a problem with you
which is where we get to reputation! how different incidents are judged will also depend on the existing reputations of the riders involved and whether they are seen as 'fair' racers or not (an even more nebulous term, if possible), versus hard racers, dangerous racers... often, this is a question of quantity too - with certain riders on the grid, you will notice they're involved in controversial incidents disproportionately often. how likely people are to pay you the benefit of the doubt... how likely they are to believe you as to what your intent was in a certain situation, perhaps the most nebulous concept of them all. 'hard' and 'dangerous' aren't assessments that are made in isolation, and how severely riders are judged will often depend on their pasts and how those pasts are perceived by others
where you get into really sticky territory is... okay, both valentino and marc have more often than not (arguably) been able to stay on the right side of 'the line', where their moves might be hard but aren't putting anyone else in active danger - but that's because they are at least theoretically capable of exhibiting a good sense of judgement and are also good at what they're doing, as covered above. here's a question: do they bear any responsibility for when younger and/or worse riders copy their moves and/or general approach to racing, with worse consequences? when they have been criticised, when they are called dangerous, at times it's not just what they're doing in the moment... it's what they're inspiring. so you've got stuff like this from sete:
even more drastically than that, after the death of a fifteen year old rider in supersport in 2021, one of his fellow rider said this about marc (which marc unsurprisingly strongly pushed back on):
(just worth remembering, this is a rider who did walk away from the sport as a result and was clearly deeply affected by what happened - the marc comments were part of a longer statement that got overshadowed by this part and the resulting controversy)
setting aside the merits or lack thereof of these specific assertions, what of the general questions they raise... can you be a dangerous rider in an indirect fashion like this, by the very nature of your legacy? are riders who helped bring about a more aggressive baseline standard of racing in any way responsible for anything that happens as a result of this standard? (even worse, there's a line of succession here - after all, who was marc's biggest inspiration?) or does individual responsibility reign supreme here? athletes are by design only interested in their own successes, aren't they - and 'legacy' is so abstract, how can anyone know how others will be influenced by what they do? how can we even begin to assess how big an influence individual riders really are? let's not forget that there will be other factors - riders in the past have discussed how particular characteristics of the moto2 class have bred more aggressive racing, or the influence of the size of motogp bikes, or how difficult it is these days to overtake in a completely 'clean' manner, or the rules themselves and to what extent they have actually been enforced etc etc... maybe there's also an element of people focusing on the easiest, most visible explanation in the form of star riders, without giving proper consideration to the underlying factors that will influence an era's style of riding. again, how you feel about all of this will vary from person to person - but part of the hard vs dangerous debate is inherently forward-looking. and it's hardly just legacy... your hard/dangerous moves may also be setting a precedent in the present. to what extent is it the duty of riders to worry about that?
so then, that's what I've got. how you draw the distinction between hard racing and dangerous riding will come down to your individual ideological position and what you think racing even entails. do you think all contact is objectionable? do you think only the most extreme of transgressions - most of which don't qualify as 'racing' per se - should be labelled dangerous? somewhere in between? everyone will draw the line in a different place, according to the situation and their individual biases and understanding of events. it comes down, generally speaking, to how you judge the risks and rewards of a certain move, whether you think what a rider attempted was 'worth' it. all of which depends on whether the rider could realistically have managed whatever action they were attempting, whether the potential rewards were proportionate to the risks, or whether the whole thing was just too flat out dangerous to ever be worth it... of course, none of these are objective standards by which you can assess the racing, but they should give you a rough indication of what people are even talking about when they're distinguishing between hard and dangerous racing. riders as individuals are also far from consistent in their stances (surely not!) so you do have to play it by ear a lot of the times... and while there are plenty incidents where the majority can agree whether it is 'hard' or 'dangerous', there are plenty more where you're going to get a lot of contradictory opinions. no definitive answers here - unfortunately a lot of the time you'll just have to make your own mind up
#is this actually coherent? please write in if it's not coherent#tried to mostly stick to examples I've discussed elsewhere but still feels a bit short on details in places... kinda wishy washy... eh. idk#this is SUCH a vibes thing I cannot stress enough what a vibes thing this is#please don't judge the venn diagrams they were made in two minutes in google slides... not my best work but it'll have to do#smolnerdz#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#I do find this stuff really tricky myself because. okay so you might not have noticed this but I'm rather fond of both marc and valentino#and I clearly do derive quite a lot of enjoyment from their racing not *in spite* but *because* of their aggression#which is all well and good but it's healthy to always just... engage with the other side of things. ruminate on it a bit#a morally tricky sport to engage with in lots of ways - doesn't mean it all has to be done in only the most self-flagellating of ways#but personally I do feel like you shouldn't just. shut yourself off from the critiques. idk it IS a dangerous sport with real victims#and yet several of the races I've mentioned here made it to a list of my all time favourite races I posted *yesterday*. so now what hm#anyways#//currt
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i just feel like aggressively attacking people for being poorly educated on a given topic, in a way that treats them as a bad person for a) not realising the things they 'know' are wrong and b) knowing how to correct this to be more in line with current thinking, is kind of a dick move.
#'educate yourself' was a handy phrase but it always seemed liked there's a lot of assumptions being made within it.#i can guarantee you that every person who thinks reptilian overlords lie to us about the roundness of the Earth 'educated themselves'#ie did a google search or two and were guided towards complete nonsense without the knowledge required to recognise it as such.#idk some days i just react poorly to the internet yelling at me about things that aren't actually my fault.#*do* you catch more flies with honey? i don't know i am unable to properly assess the experimental methodology.#if someone told me in high school that flies are drawn to cheese like iron to magnets i'd probably think it was true.#in fact it might be! how the fuck would i know!
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people will say "all trans women are beautiful" and then refuse to date us because they don't see us as real women
#ub original#text#like come on#honestly I'd rather they said nothing at all#performative activism like that does nothing to help anyone anyway#and especially âall trans women are beautifulâ. it's just a slogan intended to mean âI'm one of the good guysâ#that a guy that wants me dead but googles âtranny pornâ in the work bathroom could happily agree with#people have never been valued for their beauty. not really. prizedïŒyes. but not valued#âNooo don't kill yourself your so sexy ahaâ is better activism than this because at least that has âdon't kill yourselfâ in it
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three-way threads?? worldbuilding between multiple muses where we eventually get to throw them all into the same thread like a melting pot ?? still my favourite thing ever
don't get me wrong, everything on this blog will always exist in its own universe (especially romantic ships) unless discussed otherwise, but there is something so very rewarding imo about making everything feel connected
#* / be yourself. everyone else is taken ( ooc. )#this is why you don't plot with me on this scale because i will send you plotting paragraphs and make google docs just to keep track lmao
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I still remember that one time someone asked me if we still believe in the 12 greek gods here
#a simple Google search would have answered that actually#don't you love it when you are being put into boxes/stereotypes by white people who are more 'important'. more 'white' than you#white people are a spectrum and only the big whites really count. americans. french Russians Italians. Germans (they lowkey bully them too)#not art#text#me complaining#my point is. instead of instantly assuming anything just do the bare minimum and search it up for yourself instead of that#if you are still curious afterwards then you can ask
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I wrote an entire page because @thefoundationproject uno reversed my write three sentences post which, while effective at getting me closer to finishing this chapter, still feels like getting attacked in uno.
#chit chat#tbh some days the three sentence post gets reblogged by everyone on the dash#and it feels like everyone throwing down draw fours so that you don't get hit yourself#i am drawing 20 over here on the google doc#lmao#this is fun we're having fun we are all writing together our wips that are so fun :)#i am writing the continued saga of cody vs the telos amber alert :)
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1. why is it even an option to not try lol. like, yeah, I didn't feel like being awake any longer anyway and would prefer to stress out my already-stressed-out bf. goodnight, Saeran
2. bro.. you can't just get on top of me like that, looking like an actual angel, when I was just gassed and have no idea where I am... gonna make me lose consciousness again looking all pretty like that


3. actual jumpscare. I usually love horror, but V you gotta give us a content warning for that kind of thing. Jesus
4. undoubtedly highly important information that V and his dark web hacker-for-hire can weaponize against us


I bet Rika saw him practicing his villain repertoire and rolled her eyes into the back of her skull. V also said Rika smelled like manure, and she said she's bored by having only him as company. love how these two actually want nothing to do with each other but insist on ruining each other's lives anyway


I might really have to attack this man. not even for the reasons most players would, either, but because if he wants crazy, I am more than happy to oblige given the current circumstances. maybe then he'll realize what's good for him. but since he's a pacifist: it's because you need therapy. there. now go put that secretly-loaded bank account to good use, love yourself, and get out of here before something truly awful happens. like, idk, going to prison


Chairman Han route when. everyone's like "where's the Vanderwood route at" but by the time we get more content, like a reboot, we'll be looking at Jumin's dad a different kinda way. we can fix him if we try hard enough


not a misunderstanding. I am unfortunately in love with you, just as I am with Saeran, which is why this AE pains me more than most. I even - like the unfaithful player that I am - told you that I liked you back in a previous call and didn't tell you off for being weird. let's not play coy now.
there's probably an uncomfortable and confusing tension in the house due to our shamelessness, and we should all - Rika included - just accept it before things get actually uncomfortable and confusing on day 3
#i guess this is more like days 1-2.5#lb#mysme spoilers#long post#rika#v#saeran#his stickers#especially the giggle one#are so cute that i gotta take .5 seconds to recover whenever he uses them#it almost gives me that same (concerning) reaction you sometimes get from things like kittens opening their eyes for the first time#where your inner violent caveman instinct takes over and you scare yourself bc you kinda wanna squeeze it#i googled this and it is a thing#it's called 'cute aggression'#i feared it was uncommon and that there was smth seriously wrong with me#there might still be BUT i am not alone in this particular reaction#do people exist on tumblr on tuesday nights? my dash is dead. well no harm can come from speaking into the ether i suppose#if anyone actually read all this you get a huge gold star lol#rip me when v lowkey comes onto you and says he was interested in you... as if the love triangle elsewhere wasn't torturous enough#i feel like most players didn't care here bc they hate him lol but i don't#and with his route and poor ray#and now you're gonna do this to me-#unethical#also.. @ saeran.. i am so sorry for being disloyal in a call#i didn't mean it baby pls take me back
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can't believe yt thinks everyone will just accept the way ads have been increasing, like... tbh i was okay w tuning out for even as long as 30 seconds, when there was only one ad per video, but when i started getting an ad every five minutes, i got an ad-blocker SO fast.
and then after some months, yt blocked me from playing videos bc i was using an ad-blocker, so i disabled that one and got A BETTER AD-BLOCKER.
devs making these ad-blockers, i love you so much and so does everyone else. you're saving us from so much harassment.
#ads#adverts#adblock#bless the devs creating the blockers#they are gods#yt#youtube#fuck google and fuck ads#ads don't even work on this generation#they really should just give it up#corporate harassmemt#show yourself some love and download firefox
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Everyone loves to tell me about their buddy who makes 6 figures working as a developer for Adobe or whatever who never had a day of college in their life. But nobody loves to tell me about jobs they know of that are hiring less experienced software developers without degrees. Odd đ€
#if one more person tells me about their dropout buddy who makes bank at Google now..#well just don't#i don't want to hear it#unless you're planning on introducing me to them with the intention of them getting me a job where they work#the tech industry is effed right now don't even talk to me#don't talk to me about how easy it supposedly is to get a job as a developer unless you are planning to get me one yourself#everybody's info is like 5 years out of date#jobs are scarce now#anyway if you know anybody who's hiring junior front end developers let me knowwwwe#i swear despite my sillyposting i am a good corporate drone and a quick learner
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