#drunkstext

[lcstblues]

closed lyric starter for : @drunkstext

' it's always on the tip of my tongue but i stop myself from saying it ... but then you kiss me like you do and we're right back where we started from . '

[wrecksme]

                   can't      help      but      laugh     ,      this      little      cat      and      mouse      game      they      were      playing      ―      would      simply      be      lying      if��     he      said      he      didn't      find      it      entertaining     .      “      i'm      just      saying      ...      waltzing      around      with      him     ,      around      me     ,      like      you      weren't      bent      over      my      mattress      last      night      is      a      bit      excessive     ,      hm      ?      you      don't      got      any      shame      ?      ”      he      certainly      didn't     ,      didn't      mean      he      wasn't      above      fucking      around      with      her     .      “      next      week     ,      huh      ?      ―      sure     .      i'll      pretend      like      i'll      believe      you      when      you      pretend      like      you      can      wait      that      long     .      ”

' last time i checked . . . i wasn't in a committed relationship with you . you're awfully curious about a broken commitment that you aren't even a part of . ' sure , it wasn't the best decision she's ever made — but the guy was boring . . . and carly perez never cared too much for a boring lifestyle . ' tempting — really . ' her eyes look at him , shamelessly searching as a grin plasters on her lips , ' you're good , but not two nights in a row good . . . maybe next week ? '

[c0zys]

" i'm just saying , it sure as hell sounds like he's into you . "

[lcstblues]

closed lyric starter for : @drunkstext

' i am no longer funny , 'cause i miss the way you laugh . you once called me forever , now you still can't call me back . '

[dietpepzi]

eyes   flutter   closed   as   it   begins   to   sink   in   how   much   homme   had   royally   fucked   up.   he   wasn't   thinking,   harry   didn't   do   this   type   of   thing   ––––   from one   girl   to   the   next   was   male's   usual   deal.   this   feelings   shit,   it   was   all   so   foreign   to   him   and   he   really,   really   adored   hannah   which   made   the   situation   so   much   worse.   his   fuckboy   idiot   brain   let   his   ego   do   the   talking,   had   him   convinced   that   a   girl   he   really   liked   played   him   like   a   fiddle.   as   if   she   were   his   bad   karma,   doing   to   him   what   homme   has   done   to   others.   but   clearly   that   was   his   guilty   conscience   manipulating   him.   '   that's   not   what   i   meant.   '   male   replies,   a   shake   of   his   head   in   irritation.   '   i   haven't   thought   about   being   with   anyone   else   either!   all   i   can   fuckin'   think   about   is   you,   hannah!   '   harry   admits,   pushing   himself   off   of   the   back   wall   of   the   club,   the   muffled   pulsating   music   inside   pissing   him   off.   wasn't   in   the   mood   anymore.   '   i   wasn't   thinking   when   i   kissed   her,   okay?   not   about   moving   on   or   wanting   to   be   over   you   anyway.   i   just   ––––  i   let   my   insecurities   get   to   me,   i   guess.   i   hadn't   heard   from   you   in   weeks,   it   was   as   if   you   ghosted.   i   didn't   know   when   or   if   i   would   hear   from   you   again.   and   it   was   driving   me   fuckin'   crazy   because   i   didn't   know   what   i   did   wrong   and   at   the   lowest   moment   of   my   life   i   just   said   fuck   it,   if   she   doesn't   care   neither   do   i.   '   he   blinks,   slightly   surprised   at   himself   as   it's   the   most   honest   male   has   ever   been   in   his   life.   '   but   i   was   lying   to   myself   because   i   did   care,   i   still   do.   '

she couldn't help but laugh at the question , crossing her arms over her chest as she imagined that she had that choice as well . do you realize how much i stuck out my fuckin' neck for that fuckin' bitch ? . . never again , never again and if i ever catch you ---- the fit her father throwing on the phone that night ran through her head , as she sat in her car for over an hour at harry's place , listening to her father go on and on and she quickly realized --- continuing the relationship wasn't an option . ' and you think i didn't want to ? i mean fuck ---- if what i wanted was a choice we wouldn't even be here . ' lets out a frustrating sigh . homme was the first in a long time that hannah cared about , more than she cared to admit . the feelings were overwhelming at times , which made this hurt more than she could explain in words . the sight of the two stung deep , and while she knew he was upset with her , she never thought he would go that low . ' oh , well that makes it all better harry , thank you so much for that . ' shakes her head , jaw clenching slightly . ' i haven't even thought about being with someone else . it's the last thing on my mind , but i guess it's good to know where you stood . ' laughs softly , ' it wasn't there for you like it was for me . '

[c0zys]

" i'm just looking forward to how you're going to lie your way out of this one . "

[drunkstext]

* drunkstext , writing blog for tastesme . all starters and replies will be posted here . sideblog . do not interact if you are under the age of twenty . xoxo .

[cravemorearchives]

pain    contorts    against    her    features    at    the    breathy    admission    &    she    hadn’t    realized    her    own breath    had    hitched    until    she    gently    gasped    for    air.    it    was    everything    she    wanted    to    hear    and    everything    she    had    no    right    hearing.    against    better    judgment,    lena    finds    herself    closing    the    distance    between    them,    hues    shining    with    emotion    as    she    gazes    up    at    cason.    “    it    could    never    be    anyone    else,    ”    for    her,    she    means ( hopefully him as well ).    “    tell    me    —    does    she    kiss    you    the    way    i    used    to    ?    [    …    ]    does    it    feel    the    way    we    did    ?    ”

couldn't help the grin that moved across his lips , a single moment flashing through his mind , followed by multiple moments that confirmed why things have taken a turn for the worst . he stood on the other end of the island , stomach turning as his arms itch to reach . . . nauseousness settling when he remembers that he can't . ' it's always gonna be you . ' he speaks , quietly --- as if there was someone else listening , ' i just wish it wasn't so damn hard . '

[dietpepzi]

homme   sighs,   running   a   hand   through   his   hair   as   he   chases   fem   throughout   the   party   before   grabbing   her   wrist   gently,   was   growing   more   frustrated   with   each   passing   moment.   hated   being   in   this   position,   hated   that   teagen   had   somehow   managed   to   twist   things   around,   making   him   feel   like   the   villain   when,   in   his   mind,   he   hadn’t   even   done   anything   that   bad.   '   tee,   i'm   not   saying   it   didn't   hurt,   okay?   '   his   timbre   softens   slightly,   but   there's   still   a   sharp   edge   to   it.   '   i   get   it.   you're   mad   because   chloé   and   i   had   a   thing   before.   but   before   ––––  that's   the   key   word.   i   never   cheated   on   you   with   her.   you   can't   punish   me   for   something   that   happened   before   you   even   existed   in   my   life   as   a   potential   relationship.   '   glances   at   the   blonde   fem   again,   feeling   her   presence   but   also   a   bit   numb   to   it   all   now.   this   was   between   him   and   teagen,   and   chloé   was   just…   collateral   damage   at   this   point.   '   but   you,   you   hooked   up   with   your   ex   while   we   were   together,   '   he   continues,   voice   hardening   again.   '   i   know   you're   sorry,   but   you   didn't   deal   with   it,   you   didn’t   talk   to   me   –––  you   just   went   behind   my   back.   that’s   the   part   i   can’t   get   over.   you   could've   been   honest   with   me   about   feeling   slightly   insecure   about   chloé   and   i's   situationship,   but   you   didn't.   '   asher   takes   a   step   forward,   staring   her   down,   feeling   the   tension   in   his   body   bubble.   '   i'll   take   responsibility,   fine.   i   kissed   chloé   after   finding   out   what   you   did.   that's   on   me,   but   it's   not   the   same   and   i   know   you   know   that.   '

eyes closed in a habit of frustration , letting out a soft exhale at his words . she knew no matter how many times she tried to explain , how many different ways & in every form imaginable — it doesn't change what she did . hooking up with an ex because she got her feelings hurt wasn't right and she knew it . . . but it's how she deals with things . self sabotage , one would call it . ' it still hurt , asher ! either you were dating her , or you weren't — there is no in between and according to her , you two were very much together , so what did you expect me to do ? ' it was a cat and mouse game that didn't seem to have an end , and teagen will never understand why she chooses to come back every time . ' right — sure , asher . whatever makes you feel better . at least i know how to take responsibility for the shit i do wrong . ' finishes her drink and drops the cup , turning and walking away because clearly — she wasn't drunk enough for this party .

[gre3dy]

almost    sure    she    manages    to    hook    male    back    into    her    clutches    only    for    negativity    to    swipe    the    smile    right    off    angelic    features    .    ❝    but    .    .    ❞    scoff    escapes    from    between    her    lips    and    sigh    follows    shortly    after    ,    still    unable    to    truly    wrap    head    around    the    attitude    that    she’s    faced    with    .    ❝    i    don’t    want    anyone    else    .    i’ll    drop    the    antics    or    whatever    ,    just    don’t    —    don’t    say    things    like    that    if    you    don’t    mean  it    .    ❞    practically    refuses    to    accept    defeat    and    equal    parts    rejection    ,    evident    by    the    pout    that    occupies    space    on    her    lips    .

the two were a force that was damn near unbreakable , something always pulled them back to one another . despite time passed , committed relationships — it was nothing but an blind obstacle . digits connect to his skin and he looks at her , as the frustration of the whole situation he's found himself sucked into begins to boil . ' i'm serious this time — use your fuckin' tactics on someone else . it's gotten old , and i'm over it . '

[dietpepzi]

a   small   part   of   her   wished   she   never   came   over,   wished   she   made   the   decision   to   let   him   be;   to   let   him   go   and   she   could   continue   with   her   own   life.   of   course   the   question   of   why   would   always   be   hovering   in   the   back   of   her   mind,   why   he   ghosted   after   seemingly   falling   for   her   as   much   as   she   fell   for   him.   but   that   situation   would   be   less   painful   than   the   one   zuri   had   put   herself   in   right   now,   having   zale   almost   physically   pushing   her   away   and   rejecting   his   supposed   feelings.   as   she   connects   their   hands,   homme   tears   his   gaze   from   her   .   .   .   moments   before   refusing   to   answer   the   question   she   poses.   and   even   though   his   actions   further   break   her   heart,   dark   brown   hues   sparkle   with   a   diminutive   amount   of   hope.   he   didn't   say   no.   if   zale   didn't   have   feelings   for   her,   he   would   just   say   that,   in   fact   things   would   have   never   gotten   to   this   point   if   male   had   no   feelings   for   her.   chemistry   would   have   fizzled   out   long   ago.   hands   soon   drop   hers   and   he   tells   her   to   leave,   vision   becomes   slightly   hazy   as   eyes   begin   to   fill   with   tears,   he   had   refused   to   admit   the   truth   but   it   hurt   just   as   much   knowing   that   zale   wanted   fem   to   leave   him   alone.   she   doesn't   move,   only   looks   at   him   with   both   pain   and   distaste   in   her   eyes   ––––  she   wished   she   could   loathe   him,   the   amount   of   hurt   homme   was   causing,   he   deserved   to   be   hated.   but   she   just   couldn't.   '   you're   so   selfish,   '   are   the   first   words   to   fall   from   her   lips   in   a   whisper   while   eyes   still   linger   on   his.   '   i   don't   know   if   you   think   you're   doing   this   to   make   my   life   easier   or   your   own.   if   it's   for   me...   '   fem   pauses,   palm   reaching   out   in   order   for   her   index   finger   to   cup   his   chin,   gently   pulling   his   face   in   her   direction.   he   could   at   least   look   at   the   pain   he's   causing.   '   ...   you're   making   things   ten   times   harder.   because   i   love   you,   or   at   least   i   could   love   you   and   if   you   were   to   leave   my   life   like   this,   it   would   break   me   and   i   don't   know   how   i   would   rebuild   myself   again   because   i've   never   felt   this   way   about   anybody   before.   '   brunette   removes   the   finger   from   his   chin,   granting   homme   permission   to   look   or   walk   away   once   again   if   he   wanted   to   but   she   hopes   that   he   doesn't   ––––   her   mind   is   pleading   with   him   to   feel   the   same   way.   '   i   don't   know   if   you're   scared   or   whatever   but   we   can   talk   about   it   ––––  work   through   it?   i   don't   want   to   just   leave,   or   for   you   to   leave   and   have   the   past   six   months   essentially   be   for   nothing.   that's   a   waste   of   both   of   our   time.   '

he'd always made it a point to not allow himself to get to this point , for this reason alone ---- attachments never ended well . a long strand of hurt , anger , and pure hatred have been in his path , and he could count on one hand the amount of people he had just simply for that fact . so why does he keep doing it ? the question he always asks and it never gets answered . but with zuri , god with zuri ---- it was different . he was chasing a dead end road himself with her , knowing it would end in the same way that it always would . the difference between this time and all the other times , is that his heart will hurt . oh will it fucking hurt . ' zuri --- ' he begins but she steps closer , her hands falling into his in a perfect way just like all the other times . he avoids eye contact , his eyes shutting softly as she speaks , and as she does he knows damn well that was impossible to do . ' you don't need the answer because it doesn't matter what it is . ' he avoids the admission , his voice soft as he leans into the touch for a single moment , simply because it will be the last . he pulls away , turning around so he doesn't have to look at her , knowing the longer he does , the easier his wall will break down . ' just --- go . '

[bittcrsuite]

briana nodded slowly, embarrassed that her vulnerability betrayed her. wearing her heart on her sleeve didn’t result in winning wesley back — all it did was make her emotional. “i’m not asking for that person back.” she spoke softly, gentle voice quivering. “you could be the worst man in the world and i still wouldn’t be able to let you go. i miss you — every version of you.”

emotions are running through his head a million miles a minute , and with everyone else it was easy . but with the one standing right in front of him — attempting to keep is composure was the hardest damn thing he's ever had to do . ' it's — good to see you . really , but . . things have changed . i'm not the same person i was . and i can't just — get him back . '

[bittcrsuite]

sebastian knew exactly what he was doing when he brought his ex to the last event he’d have to see hannah at. it felt like a never ending parade of birthday parties and brunches since they’d parted ways. he wanted to feel in control for once — a feeling that lasted right up until he ran into the blonde while getting a drink. “if i wanted to make you jealous, i would’ve brought someone you actually saw as a threat.” eyes drift over her delicate features, a smirk forming on sebastian’s face. “it’s cute that you think it’s that simple. not sure i’d sway as easily this time around.”

' what ? did you think bringing her around was gonna make me jealous ? ' tries to contain her laughter , her eyes moving to look at the brunette on the other end of the room , ' you seem to forget — i took you from her once , and if i wanted to , i can do it again . '

[hvrtcfx]

Amira's eyes narrowed at his words. She was sure their little game was going too long yet neither was going to give in. Clearly Cason currently had the lead. "Don't think I didn't clock that it was some friends of yours that taunted him." She hadn't even been tied to the latest flavor but he had certainly cut it short. "I have great taste in men, you're just a hater." She scoffed, stabbing a finger to his chest.

' don't you think you're being a little over dramatic about this ? ' questions , hands in his pockets as the loud music blasts through the walls of the club . ' the f.uck was clearly too intoxicated , causin' a scene . you think i'm gonna ignore that ? if you have a problem with it — have better taste in men or don't bring 'em to my club . '

[scftlightz]

"  you  always  assume  i  want  to  fight,  "  she  muffled  as  the  cigarette.  "  so  i  give  your  ass  a  fight.  i  try  to  mind  my  business  but  it  seems  like  you're  the  one  that  cant  leave  me  alone.  "

' fuckin' christ , you don't know when to stop do you ? i told you that you can't come here anymore . same shit happens every time you do ----- and i'm really not in the mood to fight tonight . go home . '

[kingdomsbed]

               “  well,  this  will  be  the  last  time  i  decide  to  give  a  fuck  about  how  you're  doing  if  this  is  the  reaction  i'm  gonna  get.  ”

' i'm well aware that she's my friend . . . ' she begins , pushing herself off of the wall as she looks at them . ' as are you , so if you're so worried why are you here ? '