#dsmp is a prison and yet watch me as I willingly (begrudgingly) go

[tragedy-with-a-melody]

Okay, so, fair warning. I've been trying to separate from source for almost a year now (maybe over a year even), but that shit is so hard you have no idea. In the end, I've just been sucking up other random sources while still feeling very attached to personal headcanons and certain things about lore. I hate ccWilbur so much I practically froth at the mouth. I hated that one "fanfic" he wrote so much, but somehow, that man made a character devastating and relatable enough that my brain decided to sink it's fangs into them and never let go. Now, I'm mostly stuck on content that I've made/imagined myself regarding the character, and other people's art of course.

CcWilbur really did fuck things up with cWilbur near the end of the lore in my opinion. Though I could argue that there was always fuck ups, but all's fair in love and minecraft roleplay war. CWilbur has essentially become my oc/persona at this point, but I know that's not new within the realm of the dsmp fandom.