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There are two Davids here, one aged 25 and one aged 29, unless itās the same one and heās lying about his age. Or maybe the interaction in the second image takes place years laterā¦? Iām choosing to believe he had a long-lasting relationship with Kate, but one day she tragically got lost bc she didnāt have a map. Now heās back on the app, searching for love again after heartbreak. Good for David
#sorry I woke up at 2:30 for a flight and Iām like delusionally sleepy rn#ellyposting#anyway I want to know more about THEO CHAMPION.. whatās his story
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been ellyposting a lot. no ones complained which is correct and i will be continuing to ellypost regardless
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Forget ā9/11 caused Ellen Degeneresā cancellation.ā Can we talk about how socialism caused us all to have to witness Jojo Siwa cheating on her partner with a man on live TV? The commies have done it again smh
#JOKING ABOUT THE LAST BIT. BTW. LOL#anyway yeah I canāt stop thinking about how Jojo Siwa just SO explicitly cheated on Celebrity Big Brother#and then broke up with her partner immediately after#I donāt usually care about celebrity drama#and when I first heard about it I was like š bc like. come on. friends can show physical affection#and queerplatonic relationships exist etc.#BUT LIKE. APPARENTLY HER PARTNER HAD NO CLUE? š DESPITE IT BEING LIVESTREAMED?#and Jojo kept telling the guy that she was going to BREAK UP WITH HER PARTNER IN 48 HOURS? LOL????#they also kissed and shared a bed and cuddled and whatnot. and I donāt like to judge based on that for obvious reasons#(aroace)#but like. the evidence is. a lot š and then her partner basically confirmed it also#anyway Iām all for atypical relationships and expressions of love! just not cheating LOL#also Jojo Siwa kind of sucks. I know sheās young so I wonāt fully condemn her or whatever#but damn has she done a lot of crazy shit in her 21 (?) years on this earth#ellyposting
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My mom leaves one of our cats outside most of the time (which I hate and have always tried to get her to stop doing, especially bc that is my baby. that is MY cat) and she just told me TODAY that heās been gone for a WEEK. Jfc
#also for context today was my first day back at her house in a while so I wouldnāt have known#I just hope heās okay out there somewhere#ughghgehehrhgjhh I canāt even cry rn. wtf :(((#ellyposting
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I love sending emails. Nobody can stop me from sending emails. Author whose books I enjoyed? You get an email! Musician whose songs I cried to? You get an email! Random PhD student whose dissertation I found interesting? You get an email! Game devs who made my new favorite game? YOU! GET! AN! EMAIL!
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I really want to like being a woman but I donāt. But Iām not dysphoric either; I like my body fine and I donāt want to change my voice or my mannerisms or even my pronouns really. So I donāt think Iām transmasc. Sometimes I just really wish I was born and raised a man. But itās more of an āin another lifeā dream kind of thing. I think itās just internalized misogyny idk
#I guess I feel extra confused bc a lot of my friends are trans#and specifically some of my closest friends are transfem#and they like. actually LIKE being women and feel Anything about gender#whereas āI just feel apathetic about it I guess?#I like being āfeminineā but more of the time itās closer to like. being āeffeminateā#which is why I always say I would probably be gay if I was born a man#but in this life I am just an aroace girl and thatās fine I guess#idk maybe this is eggposting and Iāll look back on this in a while and laugh#my friends (the aforementioned ones) always joke that I am like the worldās most durable egg#it will NEVER crack šŖ heheheha#cis-adjacent 4ever#I just donāt really care enough to transition and maybe part of that is just bc I hate everything about gender and it makes me feel sick#like I truly just wish we lived in a genderless society#but I donāt like seeing myself as non binary either or using they/them.. Iāve tried that trust me lol#and again I donāt want to take T or even socially transition or anything like that. I donāt want to be transmasc#idk. smart people pls give me advice. fix my brain pls š lol#ellyposting#wackyposting#<- bc this is silly and Iām crying about it at work again lol#also this was prompted by OCD shit I think#which I wonāt go into bc itās Silly but yeah
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Sorry Iāve been gone Iāve been sick. and also depressed. and also DELTARUNING IT ā¼ļø
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Should I write/finish six poems by the end of the month (so ten days) to submit and try to get published in an online journal. I will make $10 if I do LOL
#but it would be really cool to be published#Iām published but only as a journalist#so news articles are all that come up when you Google me#which. I do not like š#Iāve been looking into a lot of literature and poetry magazines lately⦠I have a ton saved that Iāll submit to Somedayā¦..#anyway the due date for this one is the end of the month#and they accept up to six pieces at a time soooo#might as well increase my chances by submitting six :3#most other magazines pay WAY better but this one has a cool theme so š#ellyposting
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FOUND THIS IN MY NOTES APP ALSO???
#ellyposting#sorry for the wojak#but lmaoo????????#the high school senioritis was really getting to me I guess lol
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Ohhhh random queer-adjacent high school coming-of-age story I found in my local thrift store for 99Ā¢ ⦠š I canāt believe how quickly I DEVOURED this book despite being so busy this week omfg. I bought it on TUESDAY and I havenāt finished like a full real book outside of school in YEARS. But now I have a (very small) shelf full of thrift store books and more coming in the mail :3 yayyyy
#ough Iām ill#the book in question is King of the Screwups by KL Going btw#itās just a silly fun time about a straight guy who wants to be a model and his judgemental dad and his cool gay uncle#itās very much a short and sweet high school book#but also like. ouh god. it made me WEEP like a baby#the characters are Really Good too. theyāre all so flawed but still compelling. ugrhrhfhs <3#Liam Geller you are everything to me#ellyposting#bookposting#<- ??#idk if this should be on my fandom blog or not#probably not. Iām just gonna keep the tag on this blog
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Reading a book I got at the thrift store yesterday, and the words āsilky butterfly kimonoā are spread out across two lines so thereās a hyphen like ābut-terflyā and I guess I mustāve skimmed over the hyphen bc I thought it said āsilky but terfly.ā Like terfly is some kind of adjective meaning āwith a manner suggestive of a TERFā and somehow not typically silky (because it is silky BUT terfly, not silky AND terfly) š Awful AND baffling, since this book is from the 00s and the character who owns the kimono is a gay crossdresser
#ellyposting#ANYWAY enjoying it so far.. I have to go to rehearsal in a few mins here though#and then Iām gonna meet with that composer and hear the song with my lyrics for the first time. SCARY. Iām excited though
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In honor of April Foolsā I will be extra serious and genuine today. Everything I say will be 100% literal
#^ light-hearted but also like. serious a little. pranks are annoying and Iām bad at tone so LOL#I will be disregarding the fact that itās April Foolsā Day#ellyposting
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Got all the way to campus for my first therapy group session, got a last minute call from the group leader telling me it was canceled, and turned around and went all the way back home š I am so sweaty and tired. Oh well.. at least now I can shower and write and work on schoolwork before class :3
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Bro why is tart cherry juice the most delicious beverage on the planet and WHY is it like $9 a bottle š My mom has been wanting me to try it forever (bc apparently it helps you sleep and she's all about holistic stuff) and idk if it will help but IT TASTES SOOOO GOOD WHAT THE FUCK. I'm so sad bc I know I won't be willing to buy this for myself when I'm back at my apartment... but goddamn it's good
#ellyposting#highly recommend if you like painfully bitter stuff (like I do :))#I also love cherry flavor (although not cherries on their own strangely) so heehee#I'm also drinking it out of a wine glass to be fancy lol
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Sitting in the sunshienā¦.. cure to all my ails āŗļø
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We did it Joe (OCD diagnosis)
#cried my eyes out but it went well I think#psychiatrists are kinda scary but she was nice. just like. I felt like she was judging me in the moment š#but in retrospect (sitting in the parking lot lol) she was niceā¦#I didnāt really verablize everything I wanted to buuut I still got a prescription soooo šŖ#weāll see how it goes. Iām really scared of medication lol but Iām gonna take half a pill at first bc I am a Baby#anyway feeling good (?) now :ā) itās a weird feeling#yay#she also ordered ADHD testing for me so ummm. weāll see! I think itās gonna be super expensive copay#even now Iām really worried about how much the copay for this is gonna be bc theyāre just billing me o_o#she said the prescription was cheap but didnāt tell me how much soooo⦠š¤š
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