#except the stuff from like 2020s
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laceandhalos · 2 months ago
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You seem quite sweet. I have not had the opportunity to really speak with you without so many others about, but you seem extremely kind. It has been lovely to have your presence at Fancy Cakes. I hope to see you there more often.
"Why thank you! I try to be kind to all and treat others as I would want to be treated. I am sorry but I fear that I do not know who this is. You are most welcome to write me anytime, maybe I can set aside some hours for a little coffee and conversation. That would be lovely." "However, I tend to have a hard time being social. Years of being a single mother of two and working has left me kind of trapped in my habit of work, tend to children, sleep, and repeat." "I do understand if because of that, there are others you would wish to get to know! I am really not all that exciting anymore."
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flipchild · 2 months ago
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new PFP and banner bc I dug up my old notebooks for no good rzn when I've got other stuff to do. feeling overtaken by memories. I haven't had the sideburns or the earbuds depicted in the left bottom image for at least a year anymore 0_o
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boag · 17 days ago
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i didnt love i saw the tv glow but your take feels quite bad faith? the director is trans who transitioned well into adulthood, the point isnt to transition as early as possible, its to not let life slip past you. its very easy for life to just grow faster and faster and to forget your own dreams
I can understand that but idk maybe I just wasn’t a fan of how heavyhanded the symbolism was so the messaging read as more abrasive than it was meant to for me… I am v happy for people who connected with the movie and felt seen by it I just… idk I feel like there should’ve been more sensitivity and maybe a bit of joy! And I didn’t like how cartoonishly miserable and humiliating the ending was. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I was watching the ending like oh they’re really going this route…..
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phinjeet · 4 months ago
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* the air smellz vaguely like summer itz sunny outside and the sky iz actually blue again itz got me feeling some kinda way
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brodyfoxxsmassivetits · 4 months ago
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aminals!! WOW!
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a redraw of a redraw...PLUS! with baggage! double redraws with baggage are the best kind :)
I don't remember exactly why I chose the animals I did, except for like..matt cause that's obvious bat because vampire. Only guy I changed from og designs wassss Jon, who all times before was some sort of pug mix to match with tom. They're still both dogs though!
edds a platypus
matt eastern bat
tom jack russel/pug mix
eduardo dingo
laurs a tasmanian tiger..why are they blue??..uh
jons a bull terrier
marks a kit fox
image formatting kept getting fucked up for some reason..what the eff tumblr
yap city
eep so I had this here yesterday but removed it n forgot to re-add because of image format fuckery
i am!! Horrible at shading,not in the technical sense(though I mean probably) but In the sense that I overthink doing anything with my art ever
Why do I mostly only sketch and doodle???well..I want to for one BUT FOR TOO having to color stuff is stressful I'm terrible at deciding what to do with art I get decision paralysis!!
4 2023's redraw it's dry as hell and desaturated AND maybe it sucks a little BUT BUT I do still like shading desaturated, also it took me ages to finish it because I kept psyching myself out about it
Same thing happened for this years!
I finished two of the freaks couldn't tell if I liked them and then didn't touch them for WEEKS...until I saw it in my ibis gallery and was like "..oh wait this is fine actually"
If there's a moral here I can't find it
trust the process maybe??? except like even when stuff turns out bad, trust the process because even if it's bad atleast you'll learn from it..or smth.
Idk have anything to say about the dubious 2019/2020 one uhh...it's cute :3
2021 I was really into flat shading but I fucking HATE flat shading now
actually all shading really
.. do still try to do it though.. growth n all🤕
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secretsnowclub · 30 days ago
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Building a Time Machine to Review Lancer
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This article begins with Snow completing a time machine and traveling back to the year 2006. Snow appears in her childhood bedroom with her Fourteen-Year-Old Self [from now referenced as 14].
Snow: I’ve come from the future to ask you some questions. I’m struggling to review this book.
14: I become a girl?
Snow: We don’t have time for that. I’m only here for the book.
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Snow holds up Lancer, the 2020 Mecha TTRPG from Massif Press. Funded on kickstarter in 2019 to the tune of $432,029 on the back of a long beta-phase, facilitated by the Lancer subreddit, and the vibrant illustrations of Tom Parkinson Morgan, creator of Kill Six Billion Demons, the wildly successful web comic.
Snow doesn’t tell this to 14 because it would take too long to explain that, in the future, people could have a job like that and make that kind of money. And if 14 knew, then the entire trajectory of her life would change.
14: Makes sense. It’s really big. What’s a Lancer?
Snow: Like 500 pages, but It’s not important. It’s like a Gundam.
14: Like Gundam SD? Zaku Zaku hour?
Snow: No.
14: Like G Gundam? With the horse guy?
Snow: No. I thought you were cooler than this.
14: Shrugs. So it’s just a mecha thing? Mechs are cool. That art’s really sick. Can I be that guy on the front?
Snow: Ideally. It’s like 4th Edition. Has that come out yet? Never mind, you’ll like it. Here. Hands 14 the book. I want you to read through it and tell me what you think.
14 opens the book, flipping a few pages, then cuts the book in half, flipping quickly through the front and middle.
Snow: What’s that? What’re you doing?
14: I never read the front stuff. I tried with D20 Modern, but it’s all just kinda boring. I wanna make a mech. In the Naruto game we played, making your ninja was the best part.
Snow and 14 sit on the floor with some paper and make their mechs.
Snow: It says here that all new players start with the same basic frame, the Everest.
14 flips to the Everest.
14: There’s no picture for it.
Snow: Well, my guess is that they let you make it look however you want since everyone starts with it.
14: The others have pictures though, and look how cool they are. The Blackbeard, the Drake, the Nelson. I wanna be the Nelson. Look at the cape!
Snow: Can you make sense of the stats and stuff?
14: I mean, it mostly makes sense. I don’t know what Repair Cap is. Or Heat or anything like that. But the traits are cool. Boost is probably an action. Immobilized or Slowed make sense as conditions. And the Skirmisher ability is so cool. I’m like, gliding through the battlefield with a spear, cutting down mechs and backflipping away.
Snow: Okay so…
Snow bookmarks page 140 with a finger and flips back to page 30. She does this several times before reading through to page 36.
14, bored, tries to draw a mech.
Snow: Um, ah, I see. So these things are your stats, like in Star Wars or Pathfinder.
14: What’s Hull?
Snow: That’s like your strength. It says “Roll Hull when smashing through or pulverizing obstacles.” But you won’t know what your Hull bonus is until you make your pilot. They get mech skill points to put into your mech stats. We need more bookmarks if we’re gonna do this..
14: Mom’s got the printer. A lot of books are big and confusing, so I just print off the important pages. You really only need like 20 of them to figure out the game I bet.
Snow: Speed is movement, Evasion is kind of like Armor Class, Sensor is your range to detect enemies and use hacking things on them, and E-Defense is Armor Class for hacking, but Heat is like HP for hacking, and then Stress is like Structure but for hacking, so, like, Structure and Stress are, like, if you drop to 0HP, you lose a Structure and regain all HP and kinda do it all over again, so it’s like extra lives, except you might get a scar or something, same for Stress–
14: Mom’s got the printer.
14 sits at a buzzing Dell computer on the enclosed front porch while the bulky printer spits out some pages in jagged black and white ink.
Snow reads about combat.
Snow: Do you still have the old gundam figurines? I think we put them in the basement. I don’t remember when.
14: I’m not sure, why?
Snow: First of all, don’t let mom throw them away. She’s gonna throw away a lot of your stuff and you’ll wish you still had when you get to where I am. Secondly, we can use them for combat. It’s grid-based, so we’ll have to figure that out. Get a map or something.
14: I hate grids.
Snow ignores 14 and continues to read.
14: Figure all that out yet?
Snow: Yeah, I think so. I think it’s actually really simple, just that everything’s spread out. You’re just rolling a D20-plus-stuff against the static numbers to see if you hit. Then your attachments can raise the static numbers. Accuracy and Difficulty are like additional modifiers that can happen with cover or if you’re affected by a status. It’s just like D&D. But with mechs.
14: It does just kinda give you a buncha numbers.
Snow: We also just flipped to the mechs though, so–
14: But that’s why we’re here though, right? I don’t want to read about all this random stuff. I want to take the mechs and play the game in as little time as possible. If I have to sit and explain all this to the guys, they’re gonna be so bored. They’d rather play Star Wars or something.
Snow: You think it would be better if you opened the book and it was just mechs right up front?
14: It sounds kinda silly when you say it like that. It’s more that, it being a big book you already know it’s going to be boring, right? They always are. I feel like the good version of such a big, mecha book is that it would be filled with mechs. It should be filled with pre-built pilots and just, like, the rules for making your own if you want to. The art is so cool, why would you want to start by building your own mech when you could pick this cool gunslinger one? If I opened this book and it was just like “pick a pilot and pick your mech, here’s a grid so you can fight and here’s the one page with all the basic rules on it,” then I could play it right now and we wouldn’t be sitting here waiting for these pages to print.
The printer stutters.
Snow: Would it make you feel any different if I told you this was made by just two people?
14: What? Really? Why?
Snow: Well, not only two people. Miguel Lopez and Tom Parkinson Morgan wrote and designed the whole thing. Tom and a bunch of others did the art. It was edited by Melody Watson and the layout was done by Minerva McJanda.
14: I don’t know who any of those people are.
Snow: It was a small team, is what I’m trying to say.
The printer whirs to a stop.
14: But look, I just put together the important parts so that we can actually play. And I’m fourteen.
14 and Snow continue talking, sitting at the dining room table.
Snow: What about the GM section? Won’t you need it to run the game?
14: No. I’ve seen Gundam Seed and Patlabor and Appleseed. I’ll just do that but with, like, a Death Star or something.
Snow: Just take a look. I want your opinion on it.
14 skims the section.
14: GM Principles. Facilitate fun, no duh. Renounce control? That’s a no brainer. Just last week the group killed the big bad in the Star Wars campaign in the first session. Funniest shit that’s ever happened.
Snow: Haha, I remember that.
14: Consider your players… I’m sorry, but what is this? Is this book trying to teach me how to be a good friend to my friends?
Snow: Well, maybe you’re not playing with friends?
14: Why would I do that? And why would playing with strangers make me act like a jerk all of a sudden?
Snow: Shrugs. Remember that game at the card shop when that new worker ran a game and was killing everyone’s characters for fun?
14: Yeah…that sucked. But that guy was just a jerk. He got fired for stealing Magic cards or something, I think.
Snow: Well, maybe the idea is that if this is in the book, stuff like that won’t happen or can be stopped. Y’know, like a kid reading this might feel comfortable enough to speak up.
14: The only reason we didn’t speak up was because he was an adult. We knew he was a jerk the whole time, we just wanted it to be over so we could go do something else. Maybe if adults weren’t assholes things would be better.
Snow: I understand.
Beat.
Snow: I kinda like the questions here under Eliciting Responses. Those are actionable and could be nice for awkward pauses.
14: Yeah, those are alright.
14 and Snow sit at the table having just finished making pilots.
Snow: How’d you like that?
14: That was kinda fun. The pilot portraits are really cool. There’s a lot of cool art in here that makes me really want to be those people. The backgrounds remind me of D20 Modern, but they’re actually useful here. I like the Triggers and I want to make a bunch of them. I can’t wait to see what the group ends up making.
Snow: My favorite part is that all skill checks are just trying to beat a 10. I’ve stolen that for some of my own games.
14: Wait, you make games?
Snow: Yeah. It’s sort of why I’m doing this interview with you.
14: Oh, so this is your job?
Snow: Thinks for a moment. No, this is just sort of a compulsion. But my job is making games. I’ve made a few.
14: That’s really cool. I didn’t even know that could be a job.
Snow: You’re gonna like it. It’ll be a while before it happens though. You’ve gotta go through some things first.
14: Ignores her. But yeah, I really like the pilot stuff. I could honestly see us using that for its own game. I don’t know, my mind has like six different ideas for a campaign right now. You could use this as like pilots for fighter planes, or race cars, or like even some kind of Code Lyoko situation.
Snow: Is that important to you? Being able to reuse ideas or think of new ways to use what’s in the book?
14: Well…I think it’s more that the book showed me an easy way to make ideas I already had into a reality. Like, we always wanted to run a zombie game, but with D&D it didn’t feel right. After we read D20 Apocalypse though, it felt more natural.
Snow: That’s a good thought. What about Section 2: Missions and Downtime?
14: I probably won’t use any of it.
Snow: Why not?
14: I don’t know. Like I said before, I’ve seen Gundam. I already know the stories I want to have. I think that’s the easiest part.
Snow: What’s the hard part then?
14: Um, maps, enemies. Cool rival pilots. Things that give me more ideas. I don’t really need it to tell me how to do a mission or whatever. I’ve watched Saving Private Ryan and I’ve played Medal of Honor, so… the only thing missing is the inspiration. Stuff I couldn’t think about by just sitting and watching T.V.
Snow: And what about the downtime actions?
14: I don’t know.
Snow: No opinions?
14: Shrugs. Same answer, I guess.
Snow: Do you think the rest of the book is used well?
14: I don’t really know what you mean by “used well.” But it’s a lot of information to parse. They can’t expect I’ll read this all at once, or even read it all before I play the game. There’s so many templates and different types of NPCs. Tons of symbols for weapons and attacks. It’s just a lot of information that my brain can’t really make sense of right now.
Snow: Do you wish it were simplified?
14: I think we both agree that the game is rather simple, the actual rules are easy to learn, but the way it’s presented makes it hard to grasp.
Snow: Yeah, I agree. But when I actually stop to read any of it, the ideas are pretty good and usable. Like, reading the Sniper NPC gives me an idea for an encounter. But you’re right, it is A LOT. But I don’t think it’s any more or less than, say, what the Monster Manual has, for instance.
14: Yeah, but there’s so many optional things. The Monster Manual really just gives you one instance of a thing, so you can take out, like, a dragon, and just use it right then. You don’t have to build it or be selective about it. I don’t really know if one way of doing it is better, I just know that I feel overwhelmed by the book right now and will probably just make a lot of stuff up on the fly as we play.
Snow: I understand.
Beat.
Snow: I wish mom would take you to the doctor.
14: Huh? Why?
Snow: It’s nothing. There’s so many things I wish I could tell you–so many things you’ll learn between now and when you become me–
14: A girl?
Snow: Unphased. And you’ll wish that maybe someone paid more attention. So many things that would help you make sense of who you are and how your brain works.
14: Wait, are you crying?
Snow: No, no.
14 and Snow run a few rounds of combat, just the two of them. 14 pilots the Nelson, decked out with a Custom Paint Job, Expanded Compartment, and Manipulators. The last of 14’s SP is spent to get the Type-1 Flight System. So now the Nelson counts as flying while it boosts towards enemies, War Pike at the ready. Sides strapped with two pistols and a shotgun in case things get hairy.
Snow builds out Horus’s Pegasus model but doesn’t use it for the combat. Instead, they control a few squads of infantry and an Archer NPC with the Flier Ship Template.
Snow sets the scene: 14 is sent behind enemy lines to take out a ship that holds a nuclear armament. It’s set to leave the atmosphere this evening and must be grounded.
The fight is slow and methodical. They listen to the Halo 2 Movement Suite the entire time.
Snow: That was fun.
14: Yeah, that was epic. I don’t normally like grids, but it kinda makes sense with mechs. It’d be really fun to, like, be the pilot and do Gundam Wing stuff before getting into this big conflict that’s, like, really intense.
Snow: I bet it might get a little monotonous with all the guys here.
14: Naw. They love it when combat takes forever. I think it’ll be even better with more people. You can use strategy and talk to each other about where you’re gonna go and who you’re gonna attack. Coordinate stuff. I’m sure there’s a limit to how many people you can add before it’s too much, but that’s true of everything.
Snow: Good point.
14: I can’t wait to play some more tonight.
14 and Snow sit quietly for a moment.
Snow: Well I should really get back. Do you think I should leave the book with you or take it back with me?
14: If you need it, you can keep it.
Snow: It’s your choice, kid. I came here for you.
14: I’ll definitely keep it then.
Snow hands over the book to 14. They don’t hug or anything. They just stand there as awkward reflections of each other.
Snow: So…you like it after all?
14: Yeah. It’s really cool. I’ll probably read it all some day. Or not. I’ll probably just make up the stuff that makes my brain all fuzzy.
Snow: Good plan.
Snow says goodbye to 14 and steps back through into the present.
When they return, on their desk is a beat-up copy of Lancer. The pages are torn, some removed completely. Spine bent. Water damaged. Notes written in the margins. Black marker crosses out enough to make it look like poetry.
And atop it, a solitary Gundam figurine sits waiting.
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purplishalien · 29 days ago
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Finally finished with Bonnie's Bullworth ID thing. Okay first things first, yes those are stickers he put on his ID himself and second he's actually an oc I've had for a long time but I'm too lazy to make a new oc for every fandom I join. This is basically an AU (let's treat this as a window into his youth cuz in the early 2020s* he's an adult already), so as of this Bully AU he'll be treated with his respective canon to here and every other AUs I subject him too. *his canon timeline he's in his 20s
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Bonnie is an eccentric one and believe it or not even odder than the residents of Bullworth: He's an exchange student from a different school from a different town known as Sunny Isles.
A Program was initiated that 1 student visits a school to experience how the school's curriculum is and if the program students think the school is good to be advertise to more foreign students looking for other school with the desired programs. AKA The Academy can get a lot of money and benefits.
Dr. Crabblesnitch accepted and personally picked out of 100 foreign exchange students that he felt Bonnie wouldn't be too out of place in Bullworth. (Spoilers he was kinda right)
He needed a place to stay, obvious answer was the boys dorm but he's a little bit of a clean freak and what he's seen from the Résumé he is not taking chances and begged his father to put him somewhere but there.
His family is very well off but not ultra rich as the preps are, still more money than the average bullworth student that's not a prep will never see. His father and Dr. Crabblesnitch had a bit of back and fourth but finally settled if they can convince Harrington estate to house him til his program ends.
Somehow they accepted him even though half of the house didn't want some outside commoner to invade their private abode but somehow he got in and now they have to reluctantly provide for the boy.
The moment he got into the school he wasn't fazed some students were trying to kill him, being the cheery freak he is nothing got passed him even when the Bullies were throwing slurs his way. Ngl it creeped some of them out he was so...resilient and odd even for Bullworth standards.
The Prefects were giving him a strong talk down over him not following dress-code, Ms. Denvers the most giving him the nastiest talk that he'll get in trouble if he keeps this up. They gave up after a few hours of not a single change of shame in Bonnie's giant brown eyes. (Dr. Crabblesnitch was letting it happen anyway cuz Bon's father paid double that his son is as comfortable as he can be.)
Bio class isn't his forte as he was a bit squeamish over anything once alive. Everything else he's okay with it.
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Small stuff about his thing with some of cliques
Preps: Tad Spencer became his closest prep friend as this not-so-commoner commoner intrigued him. He mostly was amused to watch what antics Bonnie pulled out and pretty much just treated him as his window into the middleclass.
The other house members didn't care as much and mostly ignored him except Pinky who saw him as a new pet to the house, he reminded her of the little porcelain doll her mom bought her once during Christmas.
Pinky treated him just like a doll and put him in her old clothes or gave him all of her outdated accessories as "They were so 5 hours ago".
Spent most of his time in the Harrington House Botanical garden outside despite the rest of the preppies insulting him over becoming a second gardener if he keeps this up, he still sat behind the giant hydrangea's doing his homework besides the bugs.
Greasers: They're mostly hostile to any preppies but today they decided to ignore the new kid that isn't even heavily associated and is just being housed by these snobs.
Lola can't put the charms on him, noticing he's very not interested in girls. She is interested in what lip gloss shade he's using though.
Overall the same sentiment as the other students, a little odd but he's harmless.
Nerds: Oh no, they don't know what's coming especially when the new odd little guy does seem like a nerd like them.
Immediately accept him into their circle for games and nerd stuff, Bon is pretty good to all of them but he's got his eyes set on their nerd leader.
Earnest doesn't even noticed Bonnie's making everything in his power to get the nerd to noticed he wants him. Took the idiot two weeks realized someone actually digs him.
The ongoing game of "will Earnest fumbled this badly?" has now commence. (Okay I'm tired that's enough writing for my small brain can handle)
Bonus fun fact: in game he has his own visual glitch: the lace tassels in his winter outfit are an entirely separate texture but was coded poorly so he shows up in winter without them, making it a 10+ mystery until modders coded it back in.
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Moodboard and memes that make me think of him 🍡🌷💕
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elv-doodles · 6 days ago
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Have a sketch dump of old ass stuff from like 2019/2020 regarding my old transformers au/continuity thing. A lot of this is outdated, and a lot more context exists in notes files and old notebooks, but I was proud of a lot of this at the time + never really showed anyone except occasionally my brother. I feel like I'll keep picking at this intermittently for a long time lol Recently I watched tf one which is about the same time period this is focussed on, and I'm currently watching tfp which was one of the main inspirations for it along with idw, so it got me thinking about my versions of all these guys. Blorbos from my au <3 Feel like I could improve on this now, but we'll see.
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summitprinter · 3 months ago
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Emma Langevin's Quarantine Fall Off
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Seems once famous e-girl Emma Langevin has had quite a change since her time in the spotlight during early half of 2020. Like oh so many others, Ms. Langevin had taken the opportunity that quarantine had given her to relax and let loose. Being on lockdown meant that it was completely acceptable and even encouraged to just sit back and take a break from all that was going on in the world at the time. Unfortunately, our poor e-girl from New Jersey took it a bit too far. Day after day was spent mindlessly gorging on fast food delivery and unhealthy snacks while lounging around doing not much of anything except making the occasional TikTok post to stay relevant. The change was subtle at first, with Ms. Langevin developing a small but unnoticeable soft belly. The posts and live streams continued however, her weight problem quickly snowballed, with thousands of lard filled calories causing the internet star to blimp up rather fast. Soon, Ms. Langevin stopped posting pictures and videos of herself once she couldn’t fit into her favorite outfits, much to the confusion of her audience. She took up mostly streaming with no webcam. This too eventually had to be stopped, as her diet of greasy food had done quite the number on her stomach, with Ms. Langevin being completely helpless to her gassy interruptions, unable to hold them in. With no content being posted for months, her audience began to drift away, looking for the next parasocial internet relationship to latch onto. Becoming depressed from her internet fame fall off, Ms. Langevin began to binge uncontrollably. She’d order hundreds of thousands of calories worth of family fast food meals and would stuff her face to deal with the stress, only widening her waistline. These unhealthy binge sessions would go on for days, with Ms. Langevin not stopping to bathe, change clothes, or even move from her spot. Even once lockdown ended and most people returned to normality, Ms. Langevin was far too gone to ever stop. This brings us to today. Barely recognizable from the once small figured e-girl, Ms. Langevin has become a complete and total slob. Years of wolfing down hormone-filled, greasy fast food has done irreparable damage to our poor girl’s body. Her once perky boobs have turned into two saggy, large useless lumps. Unable to fit into any size bra, she has completely given up trying to support her massive tits, letting them fall out of an ill-fitting t-shirt and on top of her massive gut, which has become so large that it nearly swallowed the room. She had become so wide that her ass took up the entire width of her couch, which was one bad day away from snapping in half from the hefty girl’s girth. Mobility was clearly out of the question for Ms. Langevin, her fat feet dangling uselessly off the couch. The only part of her that did move was her chubby hands and fat mouth. Because of this, the state of her house had become quite disgusting, with piles of unwashed clothes, old shoes, dirty food containers, and trash bags cluttering every area of the home. Her body, slicked with sweat and grease stains, created a terrible smell that wafted around the house, mixing in nicely with her horrible farts. It’s a sad thing really. To see such a bright and up-coming internet fad just fizzle out like poor Ms. Langevin did. Of course, she really has no one to blame but herself. She had a choice and she made the wrong one. So as the tears roll down her fat cheeks while she stupidly stuffs yet another burger into her mouth, don’t feel too bad for her, but take it as a warning. Try not to become too comfortable for too long, or you might find yourself in a similar predicament as our poor Emma Langevin…
ALTS:
Clean:
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Crying:
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Sweat:
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Sweat and Crying:
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Sweat and Slob:
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Sweat, Slob, and Crying:
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Sweat, Slob, and Gas:
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Sweat, Slob, Crying and Gas:
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Sweat, Slob, Gas, and Body Hair:
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absolutebl · 1 year ago
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BLs with Strong Historical Elements
Costume dramas, historical BLs, and BLs with time travel or flashbacks to historical locations & times.
These are in order of my personal preference, best at the top.
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I Feel You Linger in the Air
2023 Thailand
IFYLITA is an exquisite BL, from filming techniques to narrative framework (much like Until We Meet Again). It's about a gay man from our time who falls into the past, becomes a servant to a noble house, and falls in love with the heir. It turns out this has all happened several times before. Steeped in history and family drama it edges into lakorn (but not as much as To Sir With Love and with way less scenery chewing). This is an elegant and classy soulmates BL... from Thailand which normally doesn't even try for classy. The main couple (both as a pair and as individuals) were excellent, particularly Bright (Yai) whose eye-work acting style is a personal favorite of mine. Pity about the ending. Oh it wasn’t that sad but it wasn’t good either. This show could easily have earned a 10/10 from me except that it fumbled the… erm… balls in the final quarter. Argh. Whatever.
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Nobleman Ryu's Wedding
2021 Korea - WeTV
A boy cross-dresses to take his runaway sister's place as a bride to a shy scholar, turns out they like being married. A historical setting allowed this BL to use some seriously old fashioned romance tropes (arranged marriage, evil step-sisters, Cinderfella) but also modern BL stylings like fake relationship & secret identity (drag) plus some cute gay panic. It reminded me of 12th Night more than anything else which just happens to be my favorite Shakespeare play. For all these reasons, I adored it.
(the ghat kiss!)
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Tinted With You
2022 Korea - Viki
Fun stylish time travel meets portal fantasy with a likable cast, historical setting, and two actual kisses that mitigate the rough plot and issues around anachronisms.
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Word of Honor
2021 China (censored) - Viki/YouTube?
I don’t rec Chinese stuff often, because I believe in censoring the censors, but this show is one of my favorites of the post 2016 censored bromances. It’s two murder-gay assassins (pining sunshine/tsundere), and they are so insanely gay for two boys who will never be allowed to kiss. Tropes include: wuxia, soulmates, paranormal, historical, and fantasy elements.
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To Sir, With Love AKA Khun Chai
2022 Thailand - YouTube?
This is a true lakorn (basically Thai tellenovella or soap opera) with scenery chewing performances, especially from the mother characters. Gone With the Wind + Days of Our Lives but gay. That said? I loved it: A glorious central brother relationship (the best, made me cry), het romances, class divide + gay *gasp* main romance - oh my word, the campy drama of it all! Arranged marriage, rebellion, cut sleeves, over-the-top death with curses and regrets, beautiful if inaccurate costumes, secrets unraveling, cover ups, sparkle murder, sex herbs, coils within coils including snakes and murderous green metallic sequins (is anything gayer on this earth?). It’s a WILD ride but it does end happy for our gay boys. A man cries when he finds DEATH GLITTER. Come on! You haffa watch it. That said, like Manner of Death I struggle to rate something on a BL scale when it patently isn’t a BL. So I ended up giving this exactly what I gave that show, 7/10 I enjoyed it a whole lot, but not as a BL.
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The Untamed (Special BL Edition)
2020 China (censored) - YouTube
Censored wuxia bromance, amorphous ending. Probubly the best known BL of its kind out of China and responsible for bring many fans to the BL side.
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Our Skyy 2: Never Let Me Go
2023 Thailand - YouTube
I was nervous to watch this PondPhuwin vehicle but I liked it a lot! Doomed soulmates + paranormal time travel to fix the past. I’m happy for the outfits and the dancing (if not the singing). It’s not a bad premise and it’s nice to see GMMTV lean into its high production values for a change. I'd adore a full historical starring these two and this was definitely the best of the second series of Our Skyy. I don't think you have to have watched the original Never Let Me Go to enjoy this.
Legend of Long Yang: Rebirth
2017 China
Gaga
Whipping boy trope... literally, servant character takes the strap for the prince, who then makes him his bodyguard and lover when he becomes king. Low budget historical, comes off as kind of cosplay wuxia version of Irresistible Love, but we get (in the credits) an actual kiss, and they both live. So yay for small mercies.
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The Director Who Buys Me Dinner
2023 Korea (historical flash backs)
iQIYI
A new employee at a film company encounters a director who claims to have lived 300 years and insists that they have to date (eat, hug & kiss) if baby doesn't want to die. It has a lot of Japanese elements, not the least of which are: an office setting, the fact that every character in this show is unhinged, and a killing of the gays. Featuring a gorgeous & stellar cast, TDWBMD should have utilized them less for melodrama and more for chemistry. This BL surprised me by going there with a lipstick mark AND an actually gay idol. But (you knew there was a but) while it's a unique twist on an office romance it is NOT a unique twist on the doomed red thread trope, resulting in it feeling less than the sum of its parts and ultimately unsatisfying. This might have also had to do with the fact that this was one of those KBLs where I felt how very short it was the whole time I was watching, like I was missing something constantly, in every episode. Worth watching for some but seriously flawed.
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First Love Again
2022 Korea (historical flash backs) - Viki
A popular novelist who remembers his past lives meets his soulmate for the third time, only to find she has been reincarnated into the body of a man. This one started out a touch mean-spirited, but we eventually got a good kiss. The confession/rejection scene was justified and the reconciliation and ending was... fine. All in all, the pacing felt rushed and the romantic arc was underdeveloped. They go from like to love to boyfriends in a red hot minute. But that’s par for the course with Korea’s short form. If you don’t mind a heavy does of melodrama in your BL this one has a solid story with a strong concept that’s well acted and produced, making it a classic KBL with better than average chemistry but ultimately a touch forgettable.
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Love in Spring AKA Spring of Crush
2022 Korea
This show was all over the place with uneven acting, narrative, and focus (sometimes it wanted to be a slapstick comedy, sometimes a depressing melodrama) which meant no one, actors or viewers, took anyone or anything seriously.... AND it’s a bromance. I was left wondering if SalHyung is now code for “they were roommates” in Kdrama historicals but otherwise largely apathetic and unimpressed. Korea, I now know you can do better. Do better.
Mermaid's Jade
2019 China (censored-esk) - Gaga
Kills the gay.
The Male Queen: Han Zi Gao
2016 China - Gaga
Kills the gay. Schrodinger's BL, both a BL and entirely not one at the same time.
Diary of Heong Yeong Dang
2014 Korea
Kills the Gay
I was gonna do a top 10 list, but there aren't enough by my metrics, so many end sadly.
This post at the behest of @verymuchof thank you for the idea!
Dated April 2023, includes only BLs that had finished their run by that date. Not responsible for cool costume flix that come after that. But you should check the comments to see if any have been added by others!
I might have missed a few that only have time historical elements since I don't always track those.
Also I would like to point out a decided lack of Japan on this list. My ninja yaoi consuming tiny past self is VERY upset about this void.
WHERE ARE MY GAY NINJAS??!!!
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mechanisedsandcastle · 4 months ago
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So Irving B was fired in quarter 882, which puts the show's events 220.5 years after *something* happened.
Kier Eagan was born in 1841, and founded Lumon in 1865, so some possibilities are:
- Kier's birth marks the beginning of the Lumon calendar, and the show is set in 2061
- Lumon's founding marks the beginning of the Lumon calendar, and the show is set in 2085
- The show is set in "the present day" (around 2022-now), and Lumon's calendar begins from some point before Kier's birth (???)
Or SECRET FOURTH OPTION:
- The timeline of history in Severance isn't that important to the plot (boooooriiiing)
The first two seem most likely, except the outside world doesn't reflect that. Irving's outie putting coins into a payphone seems like it'll be totally unsupported by 2061 (last time I used a payphone, it was definitely card-only). Also, the cars don't exactly look new by present-day standards, and everybody needs to replace their car every few decades.
I guess it's already clear that the severance world must have had a very different 20th century from our own, but to the extent that everyone in the 2060s is using basically the same stuff we were using in the 2020s or earlier? That would seem weird.
So what could have happened in 1802 (or earlier) that Lumon considers so important?
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duexnuts · 3 months ago
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twitch streamer inumaki, viewer y/n
fanon inumaki, HE TALKS!
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you had recently started watching twitch streams again. there was this one guy, you couldn't stop watching his streams-- maybe him being faceless subconsciously reminded you of the days you would watch CorpseHusband play among us– his name was sawcondeez– his entire stream was themed after mcdonald’s.
after a very invigorating valorant stream, you decided to join his discord server.
“welcome to our server, y/n! #36th member”
he had a small, but loyal community so they instantly noticed that a new faced had joined. people instantly started welcoming you, and you quickly felt how tight knit of a community they were.
y/n: hii ^_^ i just started watching these streams and thought it would be nice to join
sawcondeez: welcom
that’s the only message you got from the streamer for month the while you got to know the other people in the server. over time, you got to learn more about him indirectly. he didn’t talk a lot in his own server, but you do know how about how much he owns a lot of shirts with wolves on them..? and how he collects pokemon cards, but specifically only weezing cards. he has three binders full of them— he even paid $200 for a card once.
you really liked being apart of the server. you started donating to him sometimes, too, just a few dollars here and there to show your support. his reaction to your money was kind of cute, so there was more than one plus to donating.
“y/n has donated $5: can u play ow next :3”
“thanks for the $5 y/n! i really appreciate it,” he said, “i’ll play ow just for you, okay?”
it was nice getting to know him— yeah, you did feel a bit parasocial at times, but at the end of the day, you were close to him in some way.
then, he messaged you, privately. at first, you just stared at the message, thinking he got hacked. so you had to confirm, obviously.
sawcondeez: hi
y/n: oh my god sawcondeez
u got hacked someone stole ur account
wair only the hacker can read this
sawcondeez: no its me lol
do u wanna duo w me on val rq
and that’s how you ended up on a 2 hour call with him, playing valorant. you don’t even find valorant fun, but you made an exception for him. somehow, he made it fun, too. he didn’t really talk in the call— it was mostly you telling him about random interests that you had and him replying with one or two word responses, but it was sweet. you liked his listening skills.
this ended up becoming a daily habit— he would message you after his streams and you would tell him about your day as you two played a random game. your minecraft world got very complex at one point, until he died and lost all his stuff. the world was never touched again after that. eventually, he started talking more, too. you got to know the real him— inumaki toge— not sawcondeez.
“you have to promise not to tell anyone about my identity, y/n,” he told you, “i will literally quit twitch and delete all my sawcondeez accounts.”
so, you promised not to tell anyone. as his trust in you built up, you got the classic edater face reveal and moving off of discord onto imessage. it was silly, you felt like you got transported back into 2020 when you would mess around on discord servers to get nitro, but this time it wasn’t just playful flirting. it felt real.
“hey inumaki are we ever gonna meet up?” you asked.
he paused for a moment before answering, “we’re only like a 20 minute drive from each other, lol. i was waiting for you to ask.”
“wait so you’ve been making me feel like a stupid edater when we could’ve been seeing each other irl this entire time.”
“i had to build up the tension, y’know?”
he got a scolding that night. but you also made plans to meet up at a cafe nearby as well.
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a/n: been thinking abt this for awhile… i think i just have smth for nerdy discord gamer guys woops…
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reading update: january 2025
I'm a bit behind on getting this posted, so I'm gonna do it quick and dirty. this is not the most elaborate reading round-up I'm ever going to do, and that's okay!!! january has gotten off to a weird, uneven start in terms of reading, and that is what it is!
The Extinction of Irena Rey (Jennifer Croft, 2024) - this book is great for anyone who likes dark academia but wants to see what those students will be like when they’re adults who have to get by outside of college. in this case, they become translators for an enigmatic woman who makes them gather in a remote Polish forest and then disappears. pure vibes all the way down; truly things just happen in this book. the gimmick of the novel itself being a work by one of the characters, told from her perspective, and then translated by another character that the narrator despises, is soooo rich and interesting, and I deeply wish it had been used much more extensively.
Darknesses (Lachelle Seville, 2022) - is this book good? I couldn’t possibly say. it was very fun to read on vacation with like 12% of my brain operating. the best way I can possible explain it is that by the time the book is over it feels like Seville is running one of those old ask blogs where artists would have their blorbos and their OCs answer questions and hang out and stuff. do you know the kind I’m talking about? it’s like that, it’s dissociative identity disorder Dracula and the descendants of the human Dracula characters and Norse mythology werewolves and a vampire bunny and a dragon and Satan who’s a teenage girl with pink hair and they’re all hanging out in New York City. don’t think too hard about it. 
Become Your Own Matchmaker: 8 Easy Steps to Attracting Your Perfect Mate (Patti Stanger with Lisa Johnson Mandell, 2009) - I’m not proud of this and I can’t really justify it except that my housemates and I have gotten really into watching old episodes of Patti Stanger’s terrible TV show, Millionaire Matchmaker. the show is atrocious and so is the book but in my defense it’s extremely funny.
Queen Takes Rose (Katee Robert, 2020) - guys I can’t stand Katee Robert. I really can’t. I thought it was going to be fun but god this just sucked.
Adam & Evie's Matchmaking Tour (Nora Nguyen, 2024) - after that last one I really needed a good, normal romance novel to get me back on track, and this delivered! I don’t think it’s going to be one of my all-time faves, but the characters are lovably realistic losers and I was really rooting for them—especially Evie, who feels like a messy bitch I would love to hang out with. plus the setting, a romping tour across the sights of Vietnam, was so fun and I’m always willing to award points to a romance novel that supports telling your awful to fuck off right to hell!
Mystery Lights (Lena Valencia, 2024) - here’s the thing. every short story in this collection is a well written, coherent short story. thematically there are really clear throughlines; you’ll get a lot of mileage out of this if you like middle aged women who have complicated relationships with their daughters between the ages of 13 and 23. I really wanted to like this! and yet, I feel like this collection just isn’t going to stick with me very well. there are some cool concepts and ideas (there’s a creepy story involving a little girl who disappears into some underground caves and comes back Weird that actually spooked me pretty good) but overall I feel like it’s just not going to stick with me :/
Is Love the Answer? (Uta Isaki, 2021; trans. Sawa Matsueda Savage, 2023) - huge thanks to the person who sent me an ask to recommend this manga! it’s a very quick, sweet read about a university student coming into her aroace identity with the help of a circle of newfound friends supporting her along the way. I really liked the way it delves into the way anxiety can have you second-guessing and overthinking your sense of self even after embracing an identity. this was my Heartstopper (I say, without having ever read Heartstopper).
The Last Report on the Miracles at Little No Horse (Louise Erdrich, 2001) - I picked this up at Erdrich’s bookstore, Birchbark Books & Native Arts, last summer while I was briefly in Minneapolis, on recommendation by an employee at the store. I was initially hesitant about the novel’s focus on spirituality and religion, given that it follows a Catholic priest working on an Ojibwe reservation throughout the 20th century, but man, this was an incredible introduction to Erdrich’s work. Father Damian Modeste is an incredible character and one of my favorite depictions I’ve ever seen of a woman living long-term in disguise as a man, and how the line between those identities blurred. there’s a scene I don’t think I’ll ever forget, in which Modeste is asked, essentially, “Are you a man or a woman?” and answers firmly “I’m a priest.” and all the while, despite the fact that he’s supposed to be an agent of colonization and the destruction of indigenous culture, more than anything he is changed by the Ojibwe people he works with. it’s a surprising, elegant book, and I was shaken to find myself crying at the end. 
A Magical Girl Retires (Park Seolyeon, 2022; trans. Anton Hur 2024) - this book is a short, rapid-fire read that’s a dry, funny take on the magical girl genre. our protagonist starts the book so mired in credit card debt that she’s considering jumping off a bridge when she’s summoned to be a magical girl, and things will only get weirder for her from there as Korea’s magical girl union recruits her to help them combat climate change. a fun read, easy to polish off in a single sitting at less than 200 pages.
salt slow (Julia Armfield, 2019) -now THIS was the short story collection I was waiting for! it reminded me so much of why I loved Armfield’s novel Our Wives Under the Sea. she has another new novel out this year and I’m really looking forward to reading that as well! she has an incredible way with love and melancholy.
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nevertoomanyspiders · 8 months ago
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it's a Wheeler!
for literally no goddamn reason, have an assortment of Wheelers from various adaptations and depictions ...that aren't John R. Neill's art or Return to Oz stuff, everyone already knows those, haha.
...well ok except this one from the endpaper of Ozma of Oz because it's new to me, at least, and the gutenberg.org copy doesn't have it.
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what a dang dork, bless. glad he and Tik-Tok set aside their differences to watch the race.
Illustration
from 1976 Polish edition of Ozma of Oz with art by Zbigniew Rychlicki, via Reddit:
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these lads are so stylish and their oversized heads are pretty freaky, dang.
a very 17th century Wheeler from 1970 Japanese edition of Ozma of Oz, art by Sonoko Arai, via Hungry Tiger Talk:
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a dang goofy Wheeler by Vlada Stolikovich, 1976. also via Hungry Tiger Talk:
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anyway, fuck, um, everything else is under a cut because this post ended up a bit too long oops.
something I have a hard time finding information on beyond that what I assume to be a Korean translation (?) of an Indonesian edition (???) of Ozma of Oz with 3D CGI illustrations. would be fun to see if there's more images within. not a damn clue who made these illustrations, either.
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gosh those Wheelers. dunno what the artist was going for but there's a bit of a renaissance vibe. what if this was an animated thing? on that note...
Animated adaptations
the 1987 direct-to-video short Dorothy Meets Ozma of Oz has uh. these fuckers. seemingly there's only two. probably because of low animation budget, lol.
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well, I say there's two, but it's just one design with a palette swap one has blonde hair and pink coat, the other has black hair and orange coat or something. also it's not evident from the screenshots but these dorks have long, pretty eyelashes and GAWD the voice acting is. well. hear for yourselves.
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one of my favourite moments is Ozma turning up, saying "Enough." and bonking a Wheeler on the head with her scepter. here's the time stamp.
oh yeah I'm sure a bunch of folks have seen the Wheelers as seen in Oz Kids courtesy of this post. they appear in the episode Who Stole Santa. (and no it wasn't the Wheelers, obviously, they're just here to be annoying and trying to prevent the characters from taking a specific path.)
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the guy in purple, who I'm calling Squeky Wheel, looks a lot like the Wheeler in this Ozma of Oz chapter art by John R. Neill. poor guy got walloped pretty hard.
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anyway only Squeaky talks while his two buddies remain silent. these guys are such pushovers and the kids aren't scared of them at all.
Dorothy and the Wizard of Oz (2017-2020) has these little bobble-headed goobers.
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can't say I'm crazy about how they look but their characterization as reckless speedsters is a fun one. in one episode they even make friends with Tin Man after he replaces a busted wheel.
Ozu no Mahotsukai (オズの魔法使い, 1986-1987) has a... very strange interpretation of the Wheelers, but then, the series does play fast and loose with the source material as it is, which I don't mind! an adaptation doing something fun with the source material adds an element of unpredictability which I like... so, I'm not terribly surprised by how much they deviate from the book descriptions.
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they wouldn't look too out of place in the B.C. comic strip.
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and this segues perfectly to...
Comics
the Marvel comic adaptation of Ozma of Oz by Eric Shanower (writer) and Skottie Young (artist) probably has some of my fav depictions of the Wheelers, and I really like this variant cover (I believe it's by Eric Shanower?)
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these guys are utterly freaky but also dang silly. watching these fucked up abominations bumble around defuses the terror.
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there he go
so, there's the ones I've seen so far. if there's more that you know of, SEND THEM TO ME I NEED THEM SO BAD HELP
edit: OK there were some earlier Wheeler things I forgot about!
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this Japanese edition has these kinda menacing looking Wheelers. I like the Osamu Tezuka influence here.
another Japanese version also covered by Hungry Tiger Talk with more robotic looking, super evil looking Wheelers, lol.
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also as far as illustration, there's this old Italian edition of Ozma of Oz.
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not exactly the most menacing looking Wheeler but he does have a fancy embroidered jacket.
and Billina has an adorable bonnet!
anyway that's all for now, at least.
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Nicole Reads A Lot of Fanfiction (and she's gonna share it with you): Week 3
eventually I'll make myself a banner I am making my way though fics that have been buried in my tumblr likes for a long long time (think over 10 years in some cases...) so you'll see a surplus of Sterek from the olden times in the coming weeks :P
Enjoy!
Sterek: 8 and Buddie: 4
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The Key by aussiebee | @aussiebee (2019•GA•7.4K)
Eligible bachelor Derek Hale has announced that whomever can take the key from around his dog's neck will be the person he marries. Stiles Stilinski think this is utterly ridiculous.
Hot Pocket Ratio by ShippersList (2016•M•12.3K)
At the threat of the alpha pack, all Derek wants is to keep his pack safe and alive. As the last resort, he tries summoning a demon to help with fighting the alpha pack. He gets a bit more than he bargained for. Or, the story where the classic demon deal of "Will you pledge your firstborn to me?" takes some unexpected turns.
reGuardless by raisesomehale | @raisesomehale (2015•M•3.4K)
The president had been to the point when he explained to Derek the rules of the job. Stiles was in the room while these rules were recited: Never take your eyes off of him in public. That’s how he liked to dodge his last bodyguards. No more than an arm's length apart. He’s more slippery than you’d think. Escort him to and from appearances. Intervene in any situation that might tarnish the Stilinski image... The list went on and on. As did the games of chicken Stiles initiated to test Derek with these rules.
The Key to Your Heart by HaleHathNoFury (My_Trex_has_fleas) | @halehathnofury (2020•E•35.6K)
Stiles Stilinski has come to the small town of Beacon Hills to write a feature on Derek Hale, son of Senator Talia Hale and one of the most sought after (and elusive) omegas in the U.S. He's got drive, persistence, charm and a plan to get Derek to give his first and only interview about his cunning plan to have his suitors try to win his hand by managing to get the key to his heart from the alpha of his rescue wolf pack. Stiles is most definitely NOT going to fall in love. Nope, not even a little bit. Dammit.
The Wolf Den by BigBadLittleRed (DonnyPhantom) | @star-shuttle-scout (2015•NR•33.6K)
Stiles Stilinski works for the Sheriff's Department in Beacon Hills County. He considers himself a rather invested young father to his only son, Spencer. He knows everything about the boy, except maybe he doesn't. On a day where Lydia's caught up in work for too long, Stiles has to take his son to a weekly event at the library he knew nothing about. He's especially confused when he finds out it's hosted by a young man his age with rather eccentric style, and a service dog. His name is Derek, the kids call him Dee-Dee.
Promise You'll Look After Him by DiscontentedWinter | @discontentedwinter (2015•M•9.9K) [Less Sterek more Sheriff]
Sheriff Stilinski is used to dealing with victims of violent crime. He knows how to approach kids who've been beaten and sexually assaulted. Except this time it's his son. It's Stiles.
Walking Into Darkness by alenie | @alenie (2014•T•6.3K)
Derek hears Stiles before he sees him. There's anxious, wheezy breathing coming from the next aisle over in the grocery store, accompanied by a racing heart and the smell of unwashed sneakers and hair gel. He turns the corner and Stiles is standing frozen in the dairy aisle, knuckles clenched around the metal of his shopping basket.
The Trouble With Falling by o_hoechyeah (2024•GA•3.6K)
Derek has guarded many souls in his time. He didn’t usually care too much about them. He’d witnessed so many in his lifetime that they hardly seemed unique anymore. Except for him. Stiles. Derek found that he was absolutely taken with the little human.
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Five Years by aubrey_writes (2025•M•8.3K)
“It’s yours,” Eddie had finally said, looking down at it for a moment before handing the phone to him. “I… There’s a lot of stuff you might want to go through on there.” Buck frowned, confused, but when he looked down at the screen, he saw it. [250 missed calls][635 unread messages] “Wha–” “A lot of people used it as a… A way to communicate with you while you were gone.” Eddie’s voice was tense. Buck couldn’t stop staring, reading the top message from Eddie over and over again, the only one that he could see. It didn’t make sense. “You don’t have to go through it all but… We missed you, ba– Buck.” Buck slowly looked up from his phone, and there was that look again. Eddie had reached out, the same way he had when Buck came back, fingers brushing across his face gently. Buck wanted to melt into it. He did, later, but in that moment, he had to keep himself together. “I want to.” “Okay,” Eddie’s hand had dropped. Buck’s skin felt cold. “Come get me when you’re done.” OR Buck gets blipped. Eddie's left behind. A love story told through what Eddie did in his absence.
here’s my confession (I’m kind of hooked on you) by donationwayne | @donationwayne (2024•M•115K)
Buck is forced to go on a temporary medical leave after getting crushed by a flight of stairs. In the meantime, he works at dispatch while he recovers. One evening after work, Buck hooks up with a mysterious, hot, family oriented DILF. The following morning he’s mortified and a little love sick after discovering said hook-up aka Eddie Diaz is the newest (temporary) firefighter liaison--poached from a house in El Paso, Texas. Buck navigates becoming best friends and eventually work partners with his ex-hookup. In the meantime, he desperately tries not to fall in love. He fails. Cue: An adorable five year old, prank wars, gay offs, break room gossip, a fake dating plot, firefighting shenanigans, a packed summer of PTA responsibilities, karaoke, and copious amounts of cupcakes and thai food OR tldr: the hot dilf from the bar is my new work partner
Not Doing This Alone by carpediaz | @sofa-king-lame (2025•M•27.4K)
Things flow uncharacteristically seamlessly for Eddie over the following weeks. He eventually manages to only feel the need to check in on Christopher once each shift, twice if he’s on a double. Buck feels like part of the family so fast it makes Eddie’s head spin a little, especially when he comes home and Buck is waiting with a home cooked meal and stories of what he and Christopher got up to that day. or The one where Eddie hires Buck as a nanny for Christopher and has to navigate falling in love with someone he shouldn't want (who definitely wants him in return).
I Feel Like a Person for a Moment of My Life by serenelystrange | @serenelystrange (2025•E•13.3K)
“Must have been the wind,” he says to himself, hurrying over to the garage door and locking it closed before heading back towards the stairs. From the dark hiding spot inside the bed of the pickup truck, a pair of yellow eyes blink slowly, watching him go.
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so-i-did-this-thing · 2 years ago
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The pinned post
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With a few exceptions, I am pretty niche with my fandoms.
Expect a lot from AMC's The Terror (season 1), and Channel 5/PBS's All Creatures Great & Small (ACGAS).
Here's some things I'm pretty proud of:
Dragoncon 2023 cosplays | Francis Crozier (coat | goldner tins) | Valery Legasov | Sam Vimes
The Terror stitch projects: Hodge's Papist Aunties monologue | Blanky's Boat Axe monologue | Hickey's final monologue
Grumpy mushroom guy
Nick Valentine 50's clothing WIP | Fallout 4 inspired gladstone bag | Fallout matchbooks
Percy de Rolo cosplay
The sexy sexy Halloween costume costume
Armfish holiday card
Pacific Rim Coloring Book
DragonCon 2024: Mysterious Stranger Cosplay
Reconstructed leather desk blotter
I'm a middle-aged, married trans man! My "trans stuff" tag has a ton of stuff. It's a mix of moods, from humor to recent news in the US. Since the yoots seem to enjoy seeing older trans folks, I'm 48 -- started T at 33, did the top stuff at 40. This is a good post for comparison pics. Also, the beard timeline. My top surgery diary is here.
Fanfic: I like transing characters for my current fandoms, and my latest (all affirming trans masc stuff) for All Creatures Great & Small can be found here (locked for members only to mitigate scraping).
If you need to de-stress a little, I have several years of nightly photos of my cats under my “good night” tag. Dexter | Ada | Pidge
My wardrobe: Here's links to where I find most of my clothes.
My house: I recently moved from a 2000 condo into a 1940s cape cod. Decor is a WIP and you can see progress here.
Next cosplay: Siegfried Farnon, All Creatures Great & Small (2020 series) | WIP tag. I'd like to update The Mysterious Stranger, but my latest plans will now take me another year. It'll be worth the wait.
How I'm doing: If you haven't caught up with me in a bit, I fled Florida in late 2023 and now live in New England. So, expect lots of new hiking adventures. I have survived federal job cuts so far.
On Asks: I use my judgment on public/private answers to Asks, but if you have something particularly sensitive because you don't want to be outed or something, just ask for a private reply or go Anon/use a burner account. I try to answer all of them, but I do get overwhelmed sometimes, especially when my ADHD gets bad.
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Pet Peeve: Unless I am in cosplay or deliberately evoking a certain vibe, "hey, you look like so-and-so"s are some of the most derailing, annoying, often demoralizing (Villains? HP characters? Really?), and least interesting comments I get. Please stop doing it, especially where I am not OP. I have one main style icon and here he is but even then, I am my own person.
On Blocks: My petty block is people saying I look/dress like Sam Reich. Please learn how to read clothes. I don't watch his show; his wardrobe and mine are nothing alike. Seriously, I don't look like him, I look more like these guys if you really want to comment on a resemblance. Ultimately, the reason for blocking is too many of you are weirdos who tag him into my posts. Knock it off.
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