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mustangs-flames · 6 months ago

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Fluffy Siam headcanon: When they cuddle, Cian likes to be the big spoon because it makes him feel in control and safe, and Sam likes to be the little spoon because it makes him feel loved and cared for, and even though they didn't feel that often growing up, they get to feel it with each other <3

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#hail true body #mustang answers!#htb sam king #htb cian daniels #htb sian #was thinking about them and how they behave with each other more intimately once they're together #like. cian is definitely the only other person to have ever touched sam's surgery scars. ever.#cian is the only person sam feels is safe enough to allow that with #goes for anything intimate/close like that really #sam still deals with dysphoria a lot. not because he's unhappy with the surgery he's had done #but bc his parents words/comments about his body and who he is has left him terrified to be intimate with other people #like. he is so scared to let another person in like that. he is convinced that anyone he ends up with will also think the same things-#his parents did about him #i guess it could be called internalised transphobia?#but yeah. cian is the only person to have ever been allowed that close #when cian tells him he's beautiful then sam is actually inclined to believe it even if only for a little while #sorry fo rambling. it's been on my mind a lot because Part 6 has some intimacy moments lol #first mark gets to experience love with caleb and overcomes his shame #then sam does with cian #good for them. good for them <3 #figuring out how much of said scenes like that to actually write and when to let it fade to black has been hell lol

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