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#ruby rose#rwby#my art#for one of my assignments where we could chose any fictional character of our liking to render#wanted to go for weiss but#sweet baby bastard is so bloody white. i am not rendering all that white. naw#might draw her on my own time lol#ruby's v7 hair still greatly confuses me lmao#the ear is so fucked up hghhhh#this could've been better but im too tired to give any more fucks hjhhhhjh#one more week sth until sem break again!!! à„§(>ç<à„§)#gonna go barf out the remaining work i gotta do byee
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Fallout Spring Secret Santa Q&A:
(I will be updating this with any generic questions Iâm asked, added to the form or think are useful)
Q: Will there be an Ao3 collection for fan fiction, or would they be standalones?
A: I would love to make an Ao3 collection for all of these! When creating starts (April 20th), I will make one, but please donât publish anything until gifting day (June 20th)!
No matter what youâre creating (art, fic, comic, etc) posting it in the Ao3 collection would be awesome! Iâm not the best versed in doing much other than reading on Ao3 but Iâll be able to help with any issues since I like brute forcing issues
Q: Would it be possible to post them on Ao3? Who would need to give permission?
A: Ideally the collection would be public, with every creators permission, but if youâd like your own work to be only accessible in the collection/not in the collection thatâs okay! I say itâs up to the creator whether to publish or not but if you as the receiver really donât want anything public then please put that into the form somewhere
Q: Would there be a min/max word count?
A: I donât want to force anything, or be too strict. I would say itâs about putting in effort- like with IRL gift giving, is it a nice gift? Last time I did one of these I did some photo editing + a fic a bit over 1k words
Q: Do I have to write a fanfic?
A: No! Fanfic is just an example Iâve used a bit because itâs the area Iâm most versed in read my Ao3 fics ezekiel_13 but, to be serious, anything goes! If itâs a nice gift, that is. Fanart, fanfic, a cross stitch, a comic, a poem, photo editing, a mod? Literally anything, so long as itâs a gift youâd like <3
Q: Are you taking part?
A: Yep! With my OC/best girl Silvia <3
Q: Iâm worried I canât draw certain things (e.g. Ghouls)?
A: Donât worry! Thereâs a bit where you can put that in the form and Iâll try my best to give you a not-ghoul character!
Q: Could we ask for our oc to be written/drawn/etc for our secret Santa?
A: Short answer: ânoâ. Long answer: If you want to specify a preference, you can, but I do not know what the gifters will be making (art/fic/etc) and as such canât assign a person specifically, but they may chose based on a preference. I cannot guarantee anything except that youâll get a reward
Q: WAIT! What if my guy doesnât make me anything?
A: Well while I am hoping for fandom integrity, if someone is either unable/unwilling to making something I will make you something. It may be after the delivery date (June 20th) depending on when I find out theyâre not making anything.
Q: Can we submit multiple characters?
A: Yes! Your creator might only use one (say you submit 2 OCs, you might get art of one of them or both). But submit multiple if you so desire <3
Q: Are there any guidelines for what to create?
A focus on the character(s) provided. But other than that, itâs just put in the effort and make sure itâs done by June 20th <3 Steer clear of smut/sexually explicit stuff because some entrants are minors, etc.
Q: Excited for this to start!
A: ME TOO!!!
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II.AQUAMARINE
JEON WONWOO X READER
WORDS: 7k+
GENRE: ARRANGE CONTRACT MARRIAGE AU! ENEMIES TO LOVERS!
ANGST, (obviously lol), Fluff, Smut (in future chapters not this one).
This is my original work for free comsumption because fuck capitalism but please do not steal it. All characters are orginal except The members of Seventeen, I do not own them. This is purely a work of fiction with no similarity with real life whatsoever, If any incident feel familiar, That is purely a coincedence. Please drop your feedback as it helps me feel motivated and improve. Happy Reading!
Previously On
CHAPTER 1
Here's the Picture that inspired this chapter.

CHAPTER 2: A RELUCTANT AGREEMENT
Ten years ago
Through the corridors of yesteryear, you recall the day when, in that bright classroom, red chairs and whiteboards, your professor's voice echoed through the room. The chirps of the birds could be heard from outside the window. Silent and attentive, like a gust of wind, he burst into the classroom, a whirlwind of energy and presence. Brown hair, tousled like a cascade of autumn leaves, His eyes bore the stories yet to be told; gentle and expressive, his brows arched as if to frame his emotions, a canvas upon which his feelings painted their masterpieces. And that smile, my goodness, that smile, a warm sunbeam peeking through the clouds, a constant presence on his lips, as if kindness itself chose to reside there. He tilted his lean body as he excused himself through the narrow passageway between the tables without knocking over the laptops or catching the professor's eyes.
Professor Stevens spun the pointer in his hand, expounding on the intricacies of change management. ''So as we can see from this point, change is an inherent part of life because the ability to adapt to a new circumstance is a hallmark of human resilience. From personal transformations to shifts within organisations, the psychological aspects of change and adaptation play a pivotal role in our ability to navigate unfamiliar'' His voice drew out and lost its trail when the movement at the back of the class disrupted his lecture. Catching sight of the intruder, voice laced with reprimand and amusement, he said, ''Stop right there, Mr. Mouse. Where are you attempting to sneak into?'' following his line of vision, all twenty pairs of eyes looking back at him. Through the collective attention of the classroom, Joshua could feel the burn of it as its evidence slowly rose to his cheeks. His embarrassment was palpable, an eloquent smile tucked away, and his gaze cast downward as if the most interesting object in the world were now on the floor beneath him. ''The class started twenty minutes ago, young man,'' the professor's voice resonated. With a sheepish grin and the shoulder strap of his backpack clutched tightly over his shoulder, Joshua lifted his head, his fingers finding refuge at the back of his head. ''Sorry, Dr. S,'' Â a hint of apologetic charm twinkling in his eyes. A swift retort danced in the professor's gaze. ''Party went too long,'' he quipped, and a ripple of chuckles traversed the classroom. ''Come here and sit in your assigned seat'' and went back to the lecture. Reclaiming the reins of the lecture, he went back to highlighting the nuances of adaptation, echoing through the walls. But his words faded into the background as you stood in the midst of that moment, your heart beating in a newfound rhythm. Your gaze was an unwitting lighthouse, locked onto him, and the cadence of his movement to his seat enveloped your senses. Your reverie was broken by a nudge from your best friend. Pulling you back from your daydreams. Her voice, laced with playful jes, reached your ears. ''I get that he's cute, but stop doorling.''
A smile adorned your lips. Rolling your eyes, you forced your eyes back to your professor. Unbeknownst to you, a pair of the same brown eyes got fixated on the person right next to you.
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Present day
Laughter flowed like a melody, woven into the golden threads of the lamps and chandeliers above the table. Amidst the opulent splendour of the dining hall, the clinking glasses and the delicate harmony of forks and knives became the soundtrack of the evening. Your parents are mainly leading the conversations, engaging in animated conversations about Mr. Hoshimoto, the CEO of Tiger Baby Media, and his inexplicable obsession with tigers. ''I tell you,'' your father declared, his voice filled with mirth and the boost of wine. '' One of these days, he'll start adding 'rawr' at the end of every sentence.'' The collective laughter that followed enveloped the room with shared amusement.
And there, across the expanse of the table, was him. His eyes, as sharp and inquisitive as a fox, a shade of black as deep and enigmatic as the night sky, held stories untold, a universe of thoughts and emotions concealed within their depths. His gaze was both intense and preceptive, as if he possessed an innate ability to see beyond the surface and to delve into the hidden corners of the soul. met yours in a challenge, a dance of determination that played out in unspoken verse. With a lazy smile gracing his lips, he laid down his fork, reaching for his glass in sync with your movement, like a subtle mirroring of your actions. A silent duel of wills, a tug of intentions, unfurled between you both. His words echoing in your head: the information you believed was unbeknownst to the whole world, he is aware of it. You steeled your resolve; no matter what, you would not let him breach your composure. You will not let him have the benefit of doubt that he got under your skin. You gave a subtle cheer to the glass and brought it to your lips.Â
But the universe had other plans. For your mother's voice, a beacon of redirection cut through the atmosphere, dissolving your silent standoff. A victorious grin danced on her lips, a know-it-all grin that spoke volumes of maternal triumph. ''Mrs.Jeon is asking you something,'' she announced, her words pulling you from the magnetic pull of his gaze. You redirected your attention, a reluctant withdrawal from the battlefield of gazes, only to meet the warm and understanding smile of Mrs. Jeon, who encouraged familiarity with a dismissive wave of her hand. "Call me Sunmi," she insisted, her tone one of amity. "So, Y/n, I've heard you completed your education and now handle your father's business in Switzerland. Any particular reason?" Her inquiry hung in the air, a canvas upon which you painted your aspirations and your reasons for charting your own path beyond the shadows of legacy. "I like the weather over there," you offered, your chuckles echoing like a chorus that surrounded you. "On a serious note," you continued, eyes glinting, determination set like steel. "I wanted to expand my horizons beyond the family's shadow, learn about the world, experience life, and make friends." And then, the audacity in his gaze pierced through, his mocking remark barely veiled, ''who feel like family'' a reminder that he was present in every corner of your world, even here. Your gaze, unwavering and defiant, shifted from Mrs. Jeon to him, a smile that whispered "Fuck off" without uttering a word. And then came the probing question that shifted the airâa playful inquiry about your romantic inclinations.
So, Y/N, do you have any boyfriends or girlfriends? '' "Suniâ"
"Honey, it's the 20th century. A girl can have options." Sunmi's voice, cheekily defiant, carried an air of rebellion, a mischievous smirk playing on her lips as she leaned on her palm and elbows on the table. a posture that didn't sit well with your mother's etiquette-driven sensibilities.
"We're all friends here, aren't we?" she mused, her gaze challenging the boundaries of decorum. With a calculated tilt of your head and your voice a blend of wit and audacity, you responded, "Not sure. I'll have to check my dungeon in Switzerland to see if he's still there." The room held its breath, a suspended moment, a tightrope between jest and earnestness. Then, like a storm breaking, the room erupted in laughterâa deep, soulful laugh that enveloped you, drawing you into its embrace. Among the harmonies of shared amusement, his laughter stood outâa sonorous echo that mirrored the rhythm of your own mirth. He has a nice laugh, you thought to yourself. And amid the laughter, Sunmi's declaration washed over you like a gentle tide. "I like you," she confessed, her words an embrace of shared connection. "I knew I was going to like you." As the conversation flowed seamlessly back to its course, you found yourself excusing your way from the tableâa retreat to solitude in the powder room. Yet even as you left, your curious eyes met his, his amused smile leaving a lingering trace on your thoughts.
In the realm where awareness transcends mere information, a deeper truth takes root. Information, like fleeting gusts of wind, is consumed and forgotten, but awarenessâah, awarenessâunfurls like petals, revealing what lies beneath the façade presented to the world. It's the art of observation that grants one the privilege of peering beyond the surface, uncovering the hidden layers waiting to be unveiled. Such was the state that Wonwoo found himself in on a Thursday morning, stirred by a curiosity that had lain dormant for far too long. As your graceful figure retreated from the opulent dining hall, a realisation swept over him like a gentle breeze. He became acutely aware that the waters of your persona ran deeper than what shimmered on the surface, and an inexplicable urge surged within him to plunge into those depths. A subtle clearing of the throat snapped his thoughts back to the present, a reminder that it was impolite to let one's gaze linger too long. Such introspective musings were often doubled in embarrassment when witnessed by the lady's father. Caught in an unspoken exchange with your father, their eyes locked briefly, and an unspoken recognition passed between them. Your father then addressed Wonwoo, ''Young man,'' he began. ''I have to tell you, you make your father very proud. He was telling me how you have a keen eye for property.'' ''He flatters me, sir'' "Good work deserves appreciation," your father said, his words carrying the weight of wisdom. "It fuels productivity and fosters competition among peers. Learn to seek what you want, my boy, and when you find it, treasure it." With a tender gesture, he kissed your mother's hand, a symbol of the appreciation he spoke of. The secret smiles exchanged between them held volumes of shared understanding. Wonwoo's father chimed in, ''I agree'' his smile echoing his agreement. Amidst these exchanges, a restlessness began to claw at Wonwoo's insides. He excused himself from the table, his fingers twitching with a subtle anxiety. He needed solace, a moment of respite, and smoke. And so he rose from his seat, excusing himself from the company and the conversation that had entrapped him.
"Would you like someone to show you the way?" Your mother's voice offered assistance, kindness colouring her words.
Politely declining the offer, Wonwoo left the room, his destination veering not towards the washroom but towards the haven of the balcony. The open air beckoned to him, a refuge to sort through the whirlwind of thoughts that spun within him.
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The tendrils of moonlight that wrapped around you, a heavy ambience of anguish clung to your soul, reminiscent of a night shrouded in sorrow. Your feet, as if drawn by the moon's silver strings, carried you into the night, and with every breath of cool night air, you felt a weight on your chest that hadn't pressed down so heavily since the night you lost a piece of your world. As the moonlight bathed you in its ethereal glow, you found solace in its tranquil embrace, a moment of respite from the tempestuous memories that surged within you.
Two years ago
The echo of heavy footsteps reverberated through the halls of your home, carrying with them a grim aura that painted the scene as it unfolded before you. In the doorway stood police officers, their expressions etched with sombre gravity. A voice, tinged with urgency, pierced the silence as one of them addressed you.
"Do you know Noella Bulavia Hong and Joshua Hong?" The words hung like a haunting melody in the air.
"Yes," you replied, urgency tightening your voice. "She's a very close friend of mineâNoella'' Oh my Ella.
It was the dreaded moment when reality turned into a nightmare. "I am sorry to inform you, Ms. L/N," the officer's voice held the weight of crushing news, "but today at 1:30 am, there was an accident at the Bahnhofstrasse. Two cars collided, and a gas leak ignited a fire that resulted in an explosion. The occupants of both cars lost their lives."
No--- Your world spun in disbelief, and your mind was a maelstrom of chaos. Numbness spread like a winter frost, as if you were detached from the very ground beneath you. Tears flowed involuntarily, and your senses dulled as if robbed of their essence. A heart-wrenching void opened within you, an emptiness so profound that it felt like you were falling endlessly into an abyss. The weight of the night pressed upon you, suffocating your spirit.
'Noella, the girl with the most resplendent eyes,' your thoughts whispered, each memory a fragile touch that warmed your heart. Every laugh, every shared moment, is all fading into the bitter reality of the present. You have heard that when a soulmate departs, a part of oneself fades away with them. Today, you understood that agony.
Why her? Why her? What did she do to deserve this? Your thoughts spiralled into an anguished chorus. "When she finally found the love she always yearned for and the family she deserved,"
Sobs clawed at your throat, but you continued, driven by a desperate need for answers. "Officer, they had a son, Noel Hong. He's five years old; was he... He has blue eyes and
Words faltered, and incomprehensible emotions swirled within you. Officer Batch, a familiar face, placed a comforting hand on your shoulder, guiding you inside. The tea cup in your trembling hand was a lifeline, a futile attempt to find solace amidst the storm. But your thoughts slipped back to that dreaded call from Jeonghan, informing you of the accident.
"Fortunately, their son was not with them," he had said. "He was with his babysitter. Right now he is with Ms. Ashley, a child services officer. He's in the car sleeping."
Oh, Noel. Your mind groaned in anguish as you rested your head in your hands, trying to process the pain that gripped you. There was a honk outside, followed by a loud slam of the car door. A few beats later, Jeonghan rushed into the room, gathering you into a tight embrace. Sobs wracked both of you, two souls mourning the loss of the most important people in your lives.
"They're gone, JJ," you choked out, tears a torrent between you. "They're gone."
Victor, Jeonghan's partner, conversed with the officers before heading out to retrieve Noel from the car. "Where's Noel?" Jeonghan's voice trembled, brokenness painted across his face.
"Tante," a small voice roused you both. Noel's sleepy inquiry cut through the air like a blade, his innocence contrasting with the devastating truth. "Why are you crying? Where are Mama and Appa?"
Your heart shattered at the innocence that clung to his voice. You walked over to him, scooping him into your arms. Holding him tightly, you mustered a smile through your tears. "They went somewhere, little one. It's late; why don't Tante and Noel have a sleepover?"
"Without mama?" his voice trembled, mirroring your own.
"Yes," you whispered, your voice catching. "Today, it's just you and me."
You led him to your room, laying him down beneath the covers. He clung to your finger, his tiny hand a lifeline amidst the abyss of grief. In his slumber, he echoed the pain that reverberated within you. ''Tante, when will Mama and Appa come back'' for the first time in a while? You prayed for the first time in a while to know the answer to that question. ...
Descending back downstairs, the scene had changed. Officer Batch remained, as did Jeonghan and Victor. Ashley, the child services officer, stood, straightening her attire. Her condolences were heartfelt, and her sympathy was genuine. As she prepared to leave, her words lingered like a balm on your wounds.
"Firstly, I am extremely sorry for your loss."
The weight of her words hung heavy in the room. You looked around; the officer who had delivered the news had excused himself. It was now just the three of you, the grief englufing the room and the reality setting in.
Ashley's words took a practical turn, discussing procedures, cooperation, and the logistics of what lay ahead. But your thoughts drifted, images of Joshua and Noella surfacing like ghosts. You realised the danger Noel might be inâthe very real threat that could have stolen him too.
"Jeonghan," you interjected, your voice calm yet resolved. "Noel's existence should remain hidden from the Bulavia family."
The room went quiet, the implication lingering in the air. ''The Bulavias are his only blood relatives,'' he cried, but you understood the darkness that lurked within their legacy. Victor's words echoed in your mind, urging you to see beyond the façade of their societal stature.
"They are murderers. Are you truly that naive to think their deaths were mere accidents?" The words tumbled from your lips, filled with an understanding forged from the past. "Come to your senses. We know what they are at the core; they may be arms manufactured for the world, but we all knowâ-'' you drew a deep breath, lowering your voice, '' they never cared for Noel. I am certain you can recall what happened when they learned of her pregnancy'' Jeonghan was now pacing as you sat down on the same chair as the officer Batch was once seated, recalling that horrendous sight when Joshua was beaten to pulp and Noella's brother slapped her to the groundâthe horror she lived through till she came to the university. You were certain that if they got their hands on Noel, then one could only imagine the horrendous things they would do to that child. unshaken eyes and a composed voice, ''till the time I am alive, I won't let anyone touch Joshua and Noella's child''."
Jeonghan and Victor exchanged glances, their unspoken agreement cementing an unbreakable pact. A silent oath was shared among the three of youâNoel's protection was is and will be your first priority. Because every child deserves a childhood and no one will deprive him of it.
Present.
Your musings were interrupted by the persistent vibration of your phone against your dress. The moonlight cast a sombre glow, your thoughts mired in the past, and your heart still carried the weight of those memories. You glanced at the caller ID, Rema's name catching your eye.
Your phone stirred in your hand; its vibrations were a stark interruption to the calm. Your heart quickened, for her calls often held weighty matters. You answered, your voice soft yet tinged with an undercurrent of anticipation.
"Rema?"
Her voice carried a mixture of empathy and concern, her words threading a tapestry of news that would unravel your tranquilly. "Y/n, I'm sorry to disturb you, but there's a new development. A notice from the Swiss court has arrived."
Your fingers tightened around the phone, an invisible tension sweeping over you. "What is it?"
A heavy pause danced on the line, a prelude to a storm of emotions yet to come. "They're suing you, Y/N. The Bulavia family is filing a lawsuit against you, claiming that you've kept their grandson away from them."
Your breath caught, a tempest of disbelief swirling within you. Their intentions bore a weight that you couldn't ignore, and the accusation against you was an unwelcome intrusion into the sanctuary of your solitude.
"They're also alleging that you're an unstable person, unfit to care for Noel." Rema's voice carried a note of frustration, mirroring your own feelings.
The words hit you like a tidal wave, a surge of anger and desperation intertwined within your chest. The moonlight seemed to dim, the world tilting on its axis as the weight of their accusations pressed upon you.
As you processed the news, your back remained turned towards the entrance of the balcony. Little did you know that within the shadows, another presence lingeredâWWonwoo, a silent observer in your moment of vulnerability.
Amidst the turmoil of emotions, your voice wavered as you spoke, your words a mix of resilience and defeat. "Rema, I... This is... it's unjust."
Her response was a reassuring echo in the night. "We won't let them tarnish your image, Y/N. I've already contacted our legal team, and the evidence is in our favour. We'll fight this with everything we have."
Your grip on the phone eased, and the connection between you and Rema felt like a lifeline in the storm. As you absorbed her words, the door leading to the balcony creaked open, but your attention was so consumed that you remained unaware of the presence that had joined you.
In the shadows, Wonwoo stood, his eyes upon your figure, his heart stirred by the depth of your emotions. Your strength and vulnerability were on displayâa portrait of resilience in the face of adversity.
"We'll weather this storm together, Y/N." Rema's voice was a promise, a lifeline to hold onto in the tumultuous sea of uncertainty.
With a small nod, you replied, your voice a blend of determination and gratitude. "Thank you, Rema. I... I don't know what I'd do without you."
As the call ended, you remained standing on the balcony, seeking solace amidst the twinkling stars. The tendrils of cool air wrapped around you like a gentle embrace, a balm for the restless thoughts that stirred within. Unbeknownst to you, a presence approached, a shadow converging with your own.
A soft spark illuminated the darkness as a cigarette was lit, the warm glow revealing the figure that had joined you. Wonwoo's towering form, standing at a commanding 6 feet, casts a silent yet powerful presence. The tendrils of smoke that curled from his lips seemed like ethereal wisps of thought floating into the night.
"You're quite the enigma, aren't you?" His voice was a low rumble, a testament to the depth of his emotions.
Startled by his sudden appearance, you turned to face him, your eyes meeting the soft ember of the cigarette's tip. Your brows furrowed, and a mixture of surprise and accusation laced your voice. "Were you eavesdropping?"
He quirked an eyebrow, a hint of amusement in his gaze. "Eavesdropping would imply a certain level of secrecy. I believe the word you're looking for is 'overheard.'"
Your lips curled into a wry smile, and you crossed your arms, meeting his gaze with a mixture of defiance and curiosity. "Semantics. What's the difference?"
He took a leisurely drag of his cigarette, his eyes never leaving yours. "The difference, my dear, is that eavesdropping implies a certain degree of intentionality, while overhearing is simply a matter of being in the right place at the right time."
The banter between you was a dance of words, a subtle clash of wills that echoed in the night air. The moon above seemed to glow a little brighter, as if captivated by the exchange unfolding beneath its watchful gaze.
As the cigarette dwindled to a mere stub, his final exhale mingled with the evening breeze, a symbol of conclusion. He flicked the remains away, the glowing ember dissipating into darkness. "Well, my unintentional overhearing has come to an end. Shall we return?"
You nodded, a mix of annoyance and something else settling within you. The two of you turned to leave the balcony, making your way back to the warmth of the dining room. The moment you stepped inside, you were met with the knowing glances of your parents, their exchanged looks laden with unspoken implications.
With an inward sigh, you were about to find your seat when Wonwoo's actions surprised you. He pulled out your chair, a gesture both unexpected and oddly courteous. The corners of your lips twitched, an amused yet sceptical glint in your eyes. "I can sit down on my own, you know."
His lips curled into a faint smile, his gaze meeting yours with an air of playful challenge. "I'm aware. But isn't it polite to assist a lady?"
You rolled your eyes, unable to suppress a chuckle, despite yourself. "Chivalry isn't dead, I see."
As you settled into your seat, he took his own place across the table. The room was steeped in the echoes of your exchange, an unspoken understanding threading between you. The dance of words, the spark of banterâiit was a tapestry woven from different threads of emotion.
The clinks of silverware and hushed conversation enveloped the room once more, a symphony of togetherness and shared moments. Amidst it all, you and Wonwoo exchanged a fleeting glance, a silent acknowledgment of the dance you'd shared, a dance that had brought you both a little closer, even in the midst of your verbal jousting.
The evening had unfolded like a symphony of shared moments and whispered laughter. As the dinner drew to a close, the air held a blend of both familiarity and anticipation.
Mr. Jeon's eyes held a mixture of admiration and genuine warmth as he leaned forward, his words an echo of sincerity. "Y/N, my dear, your accomplishments are nothing short of remarkable. I sometimes wish I had a daughter like you."
A smile played upon your lips, a mixture of humility and gratitude. Beside him, Mrs. Jeon's gaze was softer yet equally sincere. "Indeed, dear, though we might not have had a daughter, there's always room in our hearts for someone as exceptional as you."
The words lingered in the air, like petals of praise carried by the wind.
And now, the time had come to bid adieu. Outside, the night awaited, and as the group made their way to the grand entrance of the mansion, the atmosphere was charged with the bittersweet awareness of departure.
A soft breeze brushed against your cheeks as you stood beside your parents. One by one, your parents exchanged pleasantries and farewells with the Jeon couple. When it was your turn, a sense of both anticipation and trepidation took hold.
Wonwoo's approach was graceful, his every step resonating with a quiet confidence. He first pressed a tender kiss upon your mother's hand, a gesture steeped in old-world charm. Then he shook your father's hand with the kind of firmness that conveyed respect.
And then, it was your turn. The air seemed to hum with charged energy as his eyes locked onto yours. The anticipation was palpable, and you felt his thumb gently trace the outline of your knuckles, a touch that sent ripples of sensation down your spine.
However, unlike how he bent to kiss your mother's hand, He raised your hand to his lips, but just as the moment seemed poised to unfold into something more profound, you made a choice. With a swift shift of your hand and a mischievous smile, you transformed the kiss into a handshake. His chuckles joined yours, a moment of shared amusement that danced like fireflies in the night.
The sound of his engine roared to life, a powerful crescendo that echoed the energy of the evening. Both cars began to glide down the drive, the mansion's gates awaiting their passage.
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The road stretched before him, each mile carrying him further away from the evening that had etched itself deeply into his thoughts. The engine's low rumble echoed through the empty streets, a symphony of solitude that seemed to resonate with the weight on his mind.
You. The name seemed to echo in the quiet chambers of his thoughts, a refrain that he couldn't escape. Those eyes, your eyes, had held a certain fire that intrigued him, an ember of challenge that stirred his curiosity. The conversation he had unwittingly overheard in the corridor replayed in his mind like an elusive melody, each word resonating with a melody of its own.
As the penthouse came into view, its sleek lines and imposing presence a beacon in the night, he parked his car with the precision of someone accustomed to control. The lift carried him to his sanctuary, the living room, an oasis of shadows and scattered moonlight. The vast window transformed the cityscape into a tapestry of twinkling stars and luminous hues, a world outside the reach of his contemplations.
A figure graced the couch, legs crossed in a display of elegance that masked the complexity beneath. Eleanor Calder, a name that carried the weight of a past he couldn't quite shed, was a habit he yearned to break. He approached, the tension between them palpable, words unspoken yet hanging in the air like a tempest.
"Good evening, Wonwoo." Her voice was honeyed, a mixture of familiarity and ambiguity that had once ensnared him.
"Evening," he replied curtly, his gaze fixed on her as he took in her features illuminated by the faint glow. Glossy hair framed an alluring countenance, pouty lips, and eyes that held secrets of their own.
"How was the dinner?" Her question cut through the silence like a dagger, a reminder of the evening that refused to relinquish its hold.
"Fine," he replied tersely, the monosyllabic response a shield against the tides of memories.
"Is she as pretty as they say?" Eleanor's question was laden with a blend of curiosity and a hint of insecurity.
He let out a soft breath, the temptation to reveal his thoughts just shy of his lips. "Beauty is subjective," he said with a flicker of a smile.
She leaned closer, a sultry grin playing on her lips as she attempted to close the distance. "What about us, Wonwoo? Aren't we a beauty worth cherishing?"
His hand gently stopped her advance, a silent refusal that hung in the air. Her frustration surfaced, her lips trailing to his neck with a bite of aggression that carried echoes of their past.
"Why don't you like me anymore?" Her voice held a tinge of desperation, a question born from the shadows of uncertainty.
"You made your choice," he replied, his voice a mix of resignation and detachment. "Now you have to live with it."
Her retort was laced with bitterness, a blend of anger and longing. "That's never stopped you before."
The sound of shattering glass punctuated her exit, the remnants of a vase littering the ground as she left his presence. A sigh escaped him, a mixture of relief and exhaustion.
Slipping off his jacket and rolling up his sleeves, he loosened his tie and unbuckled his belt, the insignias of formality discarded as he sought solace in his sanctuary. With practised ease, he dialled Chan's number, a weary smile tugging at his lips as he heard the groggy voice on the other end.
"Late night, Chan?" he quipped, his voice tinged with amusement.
"You may think I don't have a life outside of you, but I do have a routine, you know," Chan responded with a hint of mock annoyance.
Without missing a beat, Wonwoo shifted gears. "Get the construction company under a pseudonymous name, the one we'll be using for the Oasis project, to contact me. There's something I want to discuss."
The connection remained for a moment, a silent agreement shared in the darkness. As the call ended, a wistful smile played on his lips, a plan unfolding in his mind.
The path of water droplets on glass mirrored his thoughts, his gaze fixed on the city lights that danced beyond the window. And as he moved towards the sanctuary of his private space, his mind held a singular focus that burned as brightly as the moonlight.
....
....
The morning embraced you with its crispness, each step propelling you forward along the winding path of the park. The rhythm of your breath is synchronised with the rhythmic beat of your heart. Amidst the rhythmic cadence of your run, your thoughts were momentarily interrupted by the chime of your phone. With a brief pause, you pulled the device from your pocket, and the voice of your assistant, Rachel, filled your ears like a familiar tune.
"Good morning, Rachel. Early morning?"
"Morning, boss. It's about the Vanguard Builders project. They're refusing to work under the current terms of the contract. They want adjustments made to accommodate our engineers, and there seems to be a lack of cooperation between the architects, engineers, and workers. It's turning into quite a mess."
The tinge of irony that life often offers "Weren't they the highest bidders for this project? Why the sudden defiance?"
"Beats me," Rachel replied with a hint of exasperation.
"By the way, who's heading the Oasis department now?" You inquired, a sense of curiosity weaving through your words.
"William Holmes," Rachel promptly answered. "Here's a fun fact about William Holmes: Jeon Wonwoo and he graduated in the same class."
The gears of thought spun in your mind, pieces of a puzzle falling into place.
"Rach," you mused, "who's the owner of Vanguard Builders?"
"Well, the acting head is Roland Thomas," she began.
"And the real owner?" you pressed further.
There was a pause before she answered, the realisation dawning on both of you simultaneously. There were a few clicks on the keyboard. "It's a subsidiary of JJ Group," Rachel replied.
"Jeon Wonwoo." You echoed the name with a mix of astonishment and determination.
"Rach, put the project on hold," you commanded, your tone unyielding yet composed. "And get in touch with his office. I need an appointment as soon as possible."
With a nod that only you could sense through the call, you concluded, "I'll see you at the office."
As you continued your run, the weight of the situation settled on you. What was it about that particular project, that particular place, that had him so resolute in its pursuit? With each stride, you felt the anticipation and tension growing, a prelude to the battle that lay ahead.
Upon returning home, you couldn't shake off the sense that this was going to be a long and intricate day.
....
....
In the seclusion of his office, Wonwoo perched on the corner of his desk, a solitary figure framed by the expansive window that offered a view into the bustling world beyond. His gaze was drawn downward, watching the city's heartbeat throb in the form of fast-paced cars and the hurried lives of its inhabitants. The city's rhythm was a stark contrast to the moment's stillness, his thoughts a tempest swirling in the calm.
As if sensing the weight of his contemplation, the door creaked open, and Chan, with a sprightly demeanour, stepped into the room. A subtle dance marked his steps, a rhythm of his own that added a touch of buoyancy to the space. With a cordial smile, Chan informed him about the call from your assistant.
"Sir, Ms. L/N's assistant called. They want to arrange a meeting," Chan shared, his words carrying an undertone of intrigue.
Wonwoo turned slightly, his gaze shifting from the window to rest on Chan. "What time did they suggest?"
"Anytime that's convenient for you, sir," Chan replied.
A calculating glint sparked in Wonwoo's eyes, and a faint smile touched his lips. "Tell them this. I don't want to meet her in my office. Arrange for a meeting at the restaurant in my hotel. Inform the staff there that I'll be dining with her. Confirm the details with her, of course."
The pieces of the puzzle were slowly falling into place, and Wonwoo found himself musing about the unbinding knots of destiny. As Chan nodded and left to carry out his instructions, Wonwoo's thoughts continued to wander. The game was afoot. The city continued its rhythm outside the window, and Wonwoo knew that within its cadence, a melody of possibilities was beginning to emerge.
....
A monstera plant stood sentinel by the door, a hint of nature's wildness juxtaposed against the sleek, orderly decor. An aquarium to your left provided a soothing contrast, an aquatic symphony of colours and life.
Rachael's entrance echoed with purpose, her heels punctuating the marble's silence. "Boss," she addressed, her tone threaded with urgency, "Mr. Jeon has agreed to the meeting, but not in his office. He's opted for the hotel's restaurant, Lyden."
You muttered an exasperated "son of a bitch" under your breath. Wonwoo's manoeuvring was a subtle art that kept you on your toes. The enigma surrounding his intentions was matched only by his persistence.
The thought crossed your mindâwas he trying to be overly familiar, or was this merely a strategic ploy? His determination to procure the land was palpable, but his methodsâoh, his methodsâremained enigmatic.
Sighing, you confirmed the dinner for 7. The sooner you navigated this web, the quicker you could retreat to familiar ground. And marriageâwell, that was a topic that had lost its novelty.
...
As twilight painted the canvas of the city, you found yourself within the opulent embrace of the Lyden Hotelâa sanctuary of luxury nestled in the heart of urban chaos. The clutches of your office attire remained steadfast, for the effort to change felt extraneous. Lavender notes wafted in the air, a soothing touch to your racing heart, and the art that adorned the lobby resonated with the lively atmosphere. The hotel's colour palette resonated with hues of purple and lavender, a tranquil dominance that contrasted with the usual gold and red. The gleam of lamps and chandeliers, cast in ethereal white instead of conventional gold, danced around you as an attendant, average in height and likely in his mid-40s, approached. His warm smile invited you to navigate this orchestrated rendezvous, his presence a gentle anchor to the surging tides of anticipation. But then a presence sidled up to you, and you met those dark eyes again. Wonwoo, your enigmatic companion, surveyed you with an intensity that mirrored your first encounter. A tinge of humour danced on his lips, shared only with you. He leaned in slightly, his voice laced with a jesting tone.
"You know, Ms.L/N, I've heard rumours that Swiss chocolate is so irresistible that it once convinced a diplomat to give up an entire country just for a taste."
You chuckled, playing along. "Is that so? Well, Mr. Jeon, I've also heard whispers that Swiss watches are so accurate that they can predict the future."
He raised an eyebrow in mock surprise. "Predict the future, you say? I must have missed that feature on my watch."
"It's a hidden setting, only activated when you're running fashionably late," you replied with a grin.
His laughter mingled with the ambient sounds of the restaurant, creating a melody that seemed to synchronise with the beating of your heart. "Ah, so that's the secret! I'll have to try it out sometime."
"Mr. Jeon," the manager began, addressing Wonwoo, "I apologise for the wait. And you must be Ms. L/N. Please, this way, your table is ready."
As the evening unfolded, a tapestry of conversation weaved between you. They served wine, but you abstained, aware of your responsibility on the road. Wonwoo, that audacious man, prodded you "You know, Ms.L/n, I've heard rumours about these smile police," he quipped, a playful glint in his eyes. "Apparently, they're quite strict when it comes to ensuring that everyone's lips are on an upward curve." You saw through his whimsical façade, demanding to know his true intentions.
''What is it that you truly want, Mr. Jeon?''
With a practised lean and a wry grin, he revealed his interestâyour Oasis project.
You chuckled.Â
The weight of his intent hung in the air as he proposed a partnership, a 30-70 arrangement.
You, unperturbed, countered his proposition with grace.
''How about 40%?''His reaction was a study in composureâstillness giving way to a wry smile. He inquired ''What's the catch?'', arching an eyebrow.
The pasta found its way to your mouth, providing you with a moment's reprieve. Washing down with water, you said, "Would you like to marry me, Jeon Wonwoo?"
A few hours ago
"Rach!" you grumbled, rubbing your temples. "Rema's on line two." A quizzical look passed between you as to why she would call the office line, and then realisation dawnedâyou'd left your phone on the dresser, charging.
Rema's voice trickled through, laced with fatigue and worry. As she detailed the developments, a storm brewed within you. The lawsuit, the custody battleâthe magnitude of it all pressed against your chest.
"They're claiming your lifestyle is unstable," Rema informed, her voice tinged with sympathy.
You scoffed. "Define unstable."
"Frequent moving, long absences, andâwell, they highlighted the lack of a husband."
"Bullshit," you spat. "I don't recall the law stating that a single woman can't adopt her ward, bestowed upon her by the child's parents."
Rema's understanding tone resonated with the receiver. "I know, Y/n."
The conversation pivoted to the notion of marriage, and your disbelief was palpable. "So, I should get hitched just for a legal battle? That's absurd."
"Y/N, I'm your lawyer," Rema asserted, her voice unwavering. "I can't suggest illegal activities. But I can ponder the 'what ifs.'"
Your mind whirred, emotions settling into resolution. Closing every avenue that the Bulavia family sought to exploit. Even if it means Jeon Wonwoo,
Present
His reaction was a symphony of amusement,his eyes glinting with intrigue. He leaned back, beckoning you to elaborate.
"I don't like owing anyone," you began. "It seems I'm in a bit of a predicament. I find myself in need of a husband. If you agreeâ"
A grin played on his lips as he interjected, "So, when do you want to get married?"
You spluttered, momentarily caught off-guard. He was swift in his response, crafting a clever solution out of thin air. "You said you wanted a husband, and there's pressure on me to find a wife. Killing two birds with one stone" He shrugged and said, "Do enlighten me, Ms. L/N. I'm curious to hear about these circumstances that demand such a drastic solution." and you did. ...
In the car, As you drove Wonwoo to his place, the air was laden with silence, your thoughts whispering secrets only the wind could hear. The plans for Noel, your mutual benefitâit all tumbled through your mind. The contract, the call, and your parents
"Are you always this persuadable?" you inquired, your words filling the silent car.
"Only when it involves a beautiful lady in distress," he retorted, causing you to roll your eyes.
As you navigated through the city streets once again, you spoke of Noel, his significance, and the impending legalities. Wonwoo remained thoughtful, his demeanour subdued. With his apartment in sight, his voice resounded, seeking answers.
"So, he's not your son?" he queried, a sliver of vulnerability seeping into his tone.
"No," you affirmed. "Your informant was not as efficient as it seems, but he's like a son to me."
His curiosity blossomed further. "Do your parents know about it?"
You chuckled. "About what?"
"About Noel," he reiterated.
"No," you confessed, "they believe he was with Noella and Joshua that night, as they couldn't attend the funeral."
He nodded in understanding, his thoughts churning in the silence. . As he watched your car fade into the distance, a sense of purpose filled him. The evening's discussions had ignited a fire of determination within him. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone, dialling his mother's number.
As the line rang, his thoughts swirled like the city lights below. The memories of his grandmother, a regal and wise woman, were as vivid as ever. She had worn a unique ringâa family heirloomâthat he had admired since childhood. He could still hear her stories, her voice rich with history and love.
The call connected, and his mother's warm voice flowed through the line. "Wonwoo, dear, how are you?"
He smiled, her voice a comforting balm. "I'm well, Mama. I was actually calling to ask Do you know where Grandma's ring is"?Â
tbc
A/N: Phew! its was a long chapter, hope you all liked it. Please drop your feedback in the comments or reblogs with tag or in the inbox as it motivates me and help makes the fic better.
xx
msh
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[fic, wip] Let It Stand | chapter one
Let It Stand
Ikemen Prince | Chevalier Michel x Main Character (Emma) | T ao3 link
Emma gets a new editor. This editor doesnât like her that much.
A/N: Here it is! The Novelist AU Nobody Asked For. I confess that I know very little about the publishing industry; this was just written for fun. Originally this is supposed to be a one-shot, but I'm having a difficult time writing the second half, so I'm splitting this into three parts. I was gonna title this Stet as a pun, but I ultimately chose its definition lol. Emma's novels in this fic are Ikemen games lmao but it's been a while since I've played the alluded routes.
chapter one
âWhat do you mean my editor suddenly disappeared?â
There was silence at the other end of the line, punctuated by a heavy exhale then followed by a distant scream. Emma didnât know who it was and why they did. She imagined that Sariel was in his office, and that there was probably some poor intern who bungled up the photocopying machine and was now facing Sarielâs slithery wrath. She silently prayed for the internâs unfortunate soul.
âNot to worry,â Sarielâs baritone voice came back on. âWeâre conducting an international manhunt right now, so itâs not going to be a problemââ
âWait, international manhunt?!â
ââin the meantime, weâll assign another editor to you as a substitute for Luke. We donât want our schedules derailed just because one of our editors thought it nice to have an unannounced vacation.â
Emma was still stuck in âinternational manhuntâ. âExcuse me, Sariel, what do you mean by âinternational manhuntâ?â
Sarielâs voice was cheerful, which was an indication. âExpect an email from your new editor any time this week.â The line clicked.
Emma stared at her phone, willing for Sariel to materialize from the aether, just to explain what he meant by international manhunt. It sounded ominousânot for her, but for Luke. She hoped that wherever Luke was right now, heâs happy and enjoying life, because the moment Sariel found him it would be game over.
Outside the storeroom where Emma remained staring at her phone, the door chime jingled and Rio greeted the customers with bubbly energy. Itâs a slow day, but the weather was nice. Emma thought about inviting Rio later to boba tea and telling him about Luke. Rio might be able to decode what Sariel was saying. She really couldnât move on from âinternational manhuntâ; it was going to drive her insane, she just knew.
âEmma!â Rio called. âSpecial order pickup!â
âComing, coming!â Emma pocketed her phone and sighed. Work first, worry later.
âïž
Emma was a reader first and writer second.
Her first book was about a girl who became a princess, and it stamped an indelible mark on six-year-old Emmaâs mindâthe magical transformation and the swell of true love. The climactic kiss between prince and princess after defeating the evil dragon. It was all so grand and exciting that she made her parents buy all the fairy tale books they could get, which filled half a wall in her room. Each book was an adventure, a journey, a window to all the things she couldn't experience and feel but wanted to someday.
In her teens she tried writing. At first: fanfiction. Exploring some untouched aspects in the stories she liked, Emma learned how to translate her imagination into words. It was a heady feelingâall the possibilities. After graduating from college she went on to original fiction, having enough encouragement from her readers and a few published stories here and there.
Rhodolite Press took her in with her debut novel, about an aspiring fashion designer who time traveled five hundred years into the past and met a haughty but competent feudal lord. It sold wellânot to the point where it became a bestseller, but well enough that it ensured Emma the possibility of writing a second novel. Her readers, most of whom emigrated from her fanfic days, were solid and loyal, and she enjoyed interacting with them.
Luke was her editor, a towering teddy bear with the discipline of a lumpy bedsheet. If it werenât for her literature degree, Emma would have floundered with an editor such as Luke. Though to be fair to him, while he forwent the technical aspects of fiction writing, Luke had impeccable intuition when it comes to storytelling. It would be nice if the warlord panicked over the main character so I can see that heâs already fallen for her, he had once said, after returning the original manuscript to her, pages clean and unmarked. It boggled Emma back then, expecting a thorough commentary of her characterization and narrative choices. But she noted Lukeâs observation and revised the manuscript anyway. The second time they met, Luke was smiling and said, I really liked how he cried after he lost her. That was when Emma realized that she could work with this, with him.
And now, with Luke vanishing to who-knew-where, Emma was worried. Who could be her substitute editor? She hoped that theyâd get along well. Sheâd adjust her work ethic, if need be.
âïž
The email came on Wednesday, terse and to the point:
from: [email protected] to: [email protected] subject: Manuscript Editing Iâm taking over while Four-Eyes is looking for Jumbo. Read my comments. Send the revised version in two weeks. CM
Emma blinked at the message. Then blinked again. Rubbed her eyes and blinked some more. The words didnât change.
She opened the attachment; it was her draft manuscript littered with highlighted passages and comments. Thereâs less white and more color. Not a single page was spared from scrutiny.
She randomly picked one comment and it read:Â The mechanics of the portal is unexplained. If anybody can access that portal, how come only a few do that? Everybody would get curious about it, donât you think.
Another one:Â The antagonist is weakly written. Motivation is vague; his goal is underwhelming. It does not match well against the motivation of the male lead.
And another:Â It is unclear whether this important scene happened within a dream or reality. How consequential is a dream in this world? And why is it brought up near the end of the story? There is no buildup at all. Review your world structure.
Emma read and read and read the comments. By the time she had reached the end of the document sheâs ready to challenge C. Michel to a fistfight. The notes were less a review and more an execution. Was C. Michel a legitimate editor? Emma thought about the other writers who were assigned to this jerk.
She closed her laptop without replying. A walk to clear her mind was in order. It wouldnât do her good if she replied right now, with her mood ready to erupt like a volcano. It wouldnât be professional, and sheâs also scared of Sariel anyway.
âRio, Iâm going for a coffee break,â she called out. With Rioâs affirmative, Emma donned a light jacket and went outside.
âïž
Thirty minutes later and a white chocolate mocha on hand, Emma decided that C. Michel maybe had a point.
There were some parts, she felt, in her manuscript that required revising and restructuring. She wasnât too keen on the world building aspect of this particular novel, but perhaps she had to flesh out the mythology and history in order to have a better grasp of the magic system embedded in the narrative.
If only C. Michel had been kinder with his words. They needed the editing more than hers.
The ringing of her phone jolted her out of her thoughts, and her brows raised when Sarielâs name appeared on the screen.
âDid you find Luke?â
âThere had been a slight mistake,â Sariel said, which didnât bode well for Emma.
âUm, what mistake?â
âApparently somebody meddled with the names of editors available to handle youââ There was laughter in the background, and Sariel let out a resigned exhale. Emma could feel the exasperation coming through despite the mechanical filter of the speaker. âChevalier isnât supposed to be your editor.â
âChevalier?â Thatâs what the C stood for?
âThatâs right. Chevalier has enough work to last for ten years. I donât want to saddle him with another task. I was actually thinking of asking Leon to guide you. Heâs closer to Luke in approachability than to Chevalier.â
So. Chevalier was always like that, huh. Was it because he had a lot on his plate and the stress morphed him into a rude asshole?Â
Then Sariel said: âIâll make the necessary arrangements.â
Emma didnât know what possessed herâher smarted pride, perhaps, or the sheer number of Chevalierâs offensively incredible commentsâto hastily say, âWait, Sarielââ
There was a pause. âHm?â
âIf itâs all right with youâwith Chevalier, if he agreesâthen Iâd like to stick with him as my editor.â
That pause became a deafening silence, as if the air was sucked out of the room. Emma could picture Sariel taking a moment to stare at his phone and confirm what heâd heard. She didnât blame him.
âThis is âŠâ He hesitated. âThis is quite a surprise. Iâd like to ask why.â
Why, indeed.Â
Emma bit her lip and groped for the right words. âTo be honest, I got upset with Chevalierâs feedback on my manuscript. He could have worded a lot of things differently. But when I finally understood what he was saying, it dawned on me that I truly wanted to improve my novel. Iâm going to revise it according to his remarks. I think ⊠I think I need that kind of guidance.â
She waited for Sarielâs response, tense amid the evaluative quiet. When Sariel finally said, âI see. Iâll talk to Chevalier about it,â Emma released a relieved sigh, before realizing that she voluntarily offered herself to a bossy snob.
âAre you sure about this?â Sariel asked, telepathically sensing Emmaâs burgeoning regret.
âIâam,â she said, almost sounding like she swallowed something bitter. âBring it on.â
That elicited a chuckle from Sariel. âFine. Iâll call you when something comes up.â
âRight. Thank you.â
The moment she hung up, doubt filled her very core. What was she thinkingâwhy would she willingly enter a tigerâs den? To hell with proving somethingâshe didnât need that level of stress in her life!
Emma frowned at her already-lukewarm drink. Sheâs beginning to anticipate a lot more coffee in her future.
âïž
from: [email protected] to: [email protected] subject: Re: Manuscript Editing Four-Eyes asked me if Iâll continue being your editor. All that time and energy I spent reviewing your work would be wasted if you pulled out. I have no patience for a blustering writer.
from: [email protected] to: [email protected] subject: Re: Re: Manuscript Editing Dear Mr. C. Michel, I hope this email finds you well. I have expressed to Mr. Sariel my desire to have you remain as my editor while the search for Luke is ongoing. I have found that your wisdom in editing is crucial for my growth as a writer, and thus seek your continuous guidance. I am currently revising the parts you pointed out in your comments and will do my utmost to send you the edited version on the date youâve provided. I look forward to our prosperous partnership. Have a nice day! Sincerely, Emma
âïž
Rio offered to look into Chevalier Michel.
âHe probably has a profile page on the website, but Iâll ask around for some further information if you want.â
He and Emma stayed in the bookstore after it closed for some inventory, with Emma crouching by the romance section and Rio starting with nonfiction. The fluorescent lights flickered, which nudged Emma into noting that they need to replace them soon.
âThatâs sweet of you, Rio, but it feels weird to do it behind his back, you know?â
Rio paused midway in taking out a hardcover and shot Emma a funny look.
âItâs not weird at all! He shouldâve introduced himself in the first placeâhe shouldâve been professional about it!â
Rio had a point. If it were other people, acting the way Chevalier did would result in getting fired, but Chevalier had held on to his and, based on what Sariel had revealed, juggled more workload than other editors. Emma never recalled any dark undereye circles or stress lines maligning Lukeâs carefree face, which meant that he took only what he could handle. Chevalier tackling work âto last for ten yearsâ would imply that he was competent at his job; plenty of people relied on him, and that included Sariel.
Rio had been tinkering with his phone while Emma agonized over Chevalier and job stability, and she was about to remind Rio to go back to work when he cried in triumph and rushed towards her, phone screen tilted in her direction.
âLook, I found him! Letâs see ⊠it says âŠâ
The sunny tone in Rioâs voice petered off and he suddenly went quiet. Emma craned her neck to see where his gaze was trained on andâoh.
âOh, no,â Rio whispered.
âOh, no,â Emma agreed.
On the screen was Rhodolite Pressâs website, displaying the information page of one of its editors. A profile picture was affixed on the top-left of the page, and in that picture was the most beautiful man Emma had ever seen. Blond hair framing his ivory face, with eyes the color of the sky reflected on a placid lake, an aristocratic nose and steel-set lips embraced by a magnificent jaw. He was all elegant curves, sublime geometry. Emma was certain she would never meet another one as beautiful as him.
âEmma, youâre blushing!â Rioâs voice was frantic. âDonât fall in love with him!â
He snatched his hand back and Chevalierâs radiant face disappeared before her. It was ridiculous for Rio to think that a pretty face would sway Emma quick and easy; she only had to remember his manuscript comments and her simmering ire for him would rekindle like it never went away.
âI wonât, Rio, donât be silly.â She glanced at her inventory list; she doubted theyâd finish work tonight. âWhat are his credentials?â
He read Chevalierâs profile overview aloud, and Emma felt her brows rise and her eyes widen.
ââbest editor of 2018, 2019, and 2021. In just three years, he singlehandedly catapulted Rhodolite Press onto mainstream radar to the point that Obsidian Publishing expressed interest in acquiring them in the past. Edited consistently bestselling books. Hm, hm, graduated top of his class, has masterâs degrees in publishing and comparative literature ⊠O-Oh, Emma, Iâm seriousâdonât fall for him!â
âHonestly, Rio! Stop that. Iâm not going to fall in love with him. Heâs my editor who writes mean comments that drive me mad! How could I fall for him when heâs my primary source of stress?â
Rio seemed appeased by that, but a pout still lingered.
âAnyway, what else can you find? Are there any bad rumors about him?â
âWell âŠâ Rio kept scrolling on his phone. âIt says here that he started out as a writer and published a few books, but now heâs focused as an editor.â
âOh? What books did he write?â
âNo. No, Emma.â Rio pocketed his phone definitively and adopted a chastising tone. âWeâre behind work and need to finish our inventory.â
The panic that settled over Rio had Emma laughing. It was cute, in a sisterly kind of way, that Rioâalmost comicallyâwas keeping up with the facade of an aspiring husband around Emma. Itâs one way of easing her worries, and Rio knew that, so he wore that role like second skin. Sometimes, Emma wondered if Rio was serious about it because it felt at times that he was being too sincere.
âFine, fine, letâs get back to work.â And because she couldnât help it: âYou know that Iâll just google him later, right?â
Rioâs wailing could be heard throughout the street that night.
âïž
And Emma did. Google Chevalier Michel.
One novel, one nonfiction, and three translations (one on philosophy, one on politics, and one literary novel). Emma checked if the bookstore had copies of any of Chevalierâs books; there were none, and she found that his books were no longer reprinted, which was unfortunate. Fascinatingly enough, his books were published by Rhodolite during its pre-mainstream days.
His nonfiction book was interestingly a monograph about historical literature. It was most likely an expanded version of his masterâs thesis, based on the back cover description. The summary of Chevalierâs novel, titled A Solitary Moon, launched Emma into an upright sitting position.
A Solitary Moon was about an art historian who fell in love with the woman in a painting and spent the rest of his life searching for her. It piqued Emmaâs curiosity, more so because never in her entire exchange with Chevalier would she peg him as a romantic. How could a man like himâcurt, gruff, and irritatingâconceive, much less write, a love story?
The novel had a Goodreads page, with a couple of reviews dated some years ago. It had an aggregate of 4.6 out of five stars. Impressive.
Most reviews praised Chevalierâs prose and his talent for imagery. Some had high hopes for his writing career. Few lamented his stoic approach to emotions, but overall, the readers enjoyed his novel. Emma belatedly realized that her mouth hung open in shock.
There was one bizarre review that captured her attention, though:
My boy Chev wrote a novel! This is great! Have to give it 1 star though, just to even things out hahaha
It was from someone named Lulu SH, and it had three likes. Emma just chalked it up to the nature of the internet.
Now she wanted to read his novel. She wanted to know what the fuss was about, even if sheâs late to it. She wasnât certain if reading his novel would shed light on Chevalier, but there had to be something she could glean from it.
If the bookstore didnât have any copies of the novel, maybe the public library did.
âïž
He came in like a whirlwind of bad news.
Emma had a healthy, functioning radar for trouble; it helped her on a number of occasions when she had to bail Rio out from picking a fight with customersânot to mention those whoâd bother her on the way to work.
When the door chime tinkled and a streak of purple flashed in her periphery, alarm bells rang inside her head, loud and frenzied. It confused Emma, who had no reason to suspect the color purple, so she tore her gaze away from the logbook and redirected her attention to the source of her sudden discomfort.
A handsome man stood in front of her wearing the most suspicious smile in the world.
âFinally we meet,â he declared.
Emma weighed her options: there was neither a bat nor a stick in proximity to her, so should the man make a move to harm her Emma had no weapon to bludgeon him with; her phone was tucked away beside the cash register, three shelves between her, but sheâs a slow runner so the man could have caught her long before she could reach the counter; Rio was out on an errand and there were no other customersâshe could stall for time until Rio returned, and they might have a greater chance of overpowering the man.
She chose to stall for time.
âIâm sorry,â she began, silently proud her voice didnât tremble, âbut should I know you?â
If anything, the manâs smile grew wider. âThe Four-Eyed Fiend would say you shouldnât, but Iâve always wanted to meet you. We have a mutual friendâhaâChev, Rhodoliteâs beloved editor. Letâs bond over him.â
âChevâ? Did he meanââChevalier Michel?â
The man clapped his hands in delight. âAre you having a difficult time with him? He may be your temporary editor, but I can share with you some secrets to win him over. I know a cafĂ© that makes excellent mille-feuille. We can talk about him there.â
His suspicious smile became winning as he talked, like heâs used to getting his way through life. He did give off an air of being spoiled, indulgentâhis movements languid that bordered on sensual.
âNo, thank you. You havenât even told me your name.â
âI havenât, have I?â His eyes narrowed in amusement and the alarm bells inside Emmaâs head rang louder and louder. âMy name is Clavis. I already know who you are, so you donât have to introduce yourself to me. Now that weâre acquainted, off we go.â
He grabbed Emmaâs wrist and panic set in. âWait, Clavis, waitâRio hasnât returned yet! I canât leave the store unmanned!â
Clavis paused, glancing around the bookstore and finding no other people. He released Emma and pondered over this development as if it was some national security problem, a hand migrating to his chin, humming in deep thought.
âWell, if we canât go to the cafĂ© âŠâ Clavis began. Emma had a wishful thought that Clavis would drop his attempt to âbefriendâ her and leave the store, never to return.
Of course, her wish went unheard.
âThen Iâll just have to bring the cafĂ© here, hahaha!â
Emma blinked, wasnât sure if she heard right. âI beg your pardon?â
âïž
Rio returned to the shop forty-five minutes after Clavis arrived, but by then Clavis had already: 1) set up a makeshift coffee table and chairs for him and Emma; 2) filled said table with the most mouth-watering pastries and the most heavenly coffee Emma had tasted; 3) ordered somebody else to entertain customers as they passed by Clavis and Emma, shooting them curious glances as they did so; and 4) spoke about Chevalier like he was some walking encyclopedia of the guy, regaling Emma frame by frame of what Chevalier had done to a young but arrogant writer who took offense at Chevalierâs admittedly brusque manuscript comments and thought it wise to disparage the editor. Emma winced at the story; even if she hadnât personally met Chevalier, she agreed that it was in character for him to flay people alive for something theyâd foolishly done.
âRight, right?â Clavis laughed, and something in his laughter jogged a memory from Emma.
âHeyâyouâre that guy! The one who Sariel said meddled with the list of my editors!â
Clavis grinned, rakish and gleeful. âHow did you know?â
âI heard you laugh while I was talking to Sariel on the phone. You sounded like you enjoyed giving Sariel stress ulcer.â
âHaha, itâs all very exciting, isnât it? You have me to thank for arranging Chev as your editor.â
âI wouldnât go that far, Clavis.â For emphasis, Emma took a large bite of chocolate cake. It tasted divine. âHe may have given me helpful feedback on my novel, but he couldâve been nicer about it.â
âNice? A nice Chev? I canât wrap my head around the idea of a nice Chev. The world would end before that happens.â
âEmma, whatâs going on?! Whoâs that guy with you?â
âRio!â Emma was midway to standing before she thought the better of it; the pastries and the coffee called to her more strongly than she expected. âClavis and I were just talking about, um, work. Heâs from Rhodolite Press.â
Clavis did nothing to alleviate the suspicious look Rio tossed his way; in fact, he seemed to stoke it further by waving and wagging his fingers, as if to taunt Rio that he got to disrupt whatever normal day they should be having.
Rio tore his eyes away from Clavis and then did a double take. âEmma, whoâs the guy behind the register?â
âAs I was saying,â Clavis intervened, denying Emma a chance to answer, âI thought it would be fun to put your novel in Chevâs editing pile. Iâm so glad you liked it!â
ââLiked itâ? He said that my protagonist was an idiot!â
âHaha! Classic Chev.â
Clearly Clavis was living in a different reality from her. He deliberately misinterpreted anything Emma said about her experience with Chevalier as her editor.
âHe wanted me to delete a whole chapter! A whole chapter!â
Clavis nodded in sympathyâor in schadenfreude, because that seemed more consistent with his personality in the forty-five minutes Emma had known him.
âIn another chapter, he said that I had the main character and the male lead fall in love with each other so quickly it didnât seem realistic. But my goal was exactly thatâthe magic of love!â Somehow the cake on Emmaâs plate disappeared; ranting about Chevalier took a lot of energy. She procured another slice of cakeâcookies and cream this time. It was equally divine. âHow would he write about love?â she continued, waving her fork like it was some metronome for haranguing. âI want to know. I canât rely on his Goodreads reviews alone. I have to read his novel.â
As if magic words themselves, her last sentence froze both Clavis and Rio. Clavis, sensing blood, perked up in predatory glee, while Rio clicked his tongue in irritation.
âNoâyou really googled him, Emma!â
âYou want to read Chevâs novel?â
Their piercing and expectant gazes discomfited Emma. She shifted on her seat and took a huge gulp of her coffee, which was tragically lukewarm now.
âUm,â she said, convincingly. âIt stopped reprinting, if I recall correctly.â
âWell, Miss Writer, today is the best day of your life,â Clavis announced, his excitement vibrating out of him like a defcon 1 alarm. Emma debated whether to decline him outright or inch away from him until sheâs outside the bookstore altogether. âFirst youâve met meâa very handsome, very attractive man; and second youâre going to get Chevâs novelâcourtesy of me! No need to thank me, of course. I already know that Iâm kind as much as Iâm handsome. Now, do you want an autographed copy? Because I can needle Chev into signing a book. Donât be shyâsay, âYes, please, Master Clavis, youâre my hero!ââ
âNo thank you, Clavis. I can always go to the library to borrow a copy.â
Itâs Clavisâs turn to click his tongue. âTch. Youâre no fun at all. But Iâm still giving you one, because Chev has some extra copies in his office that I can pilfâask for.â
âWere you about to say âpilferâ?â
âOf course not, you mustâve been mistaken,â Clavis said without missing a beat. âAll right, ladies and gentlemen, Iâm afraid I must leave you now. Busy man and all. Donât miss me too much.â
He made a show of bowing with exaggerated flourish, like a circus ringmaster, and then strode towards the door, patting Rioâs shoulder along the way. The sound of the door shutting was a relief that had Emma heaving an exhausted sigh, and Rio took over Clavisâs place across the table.
âHe paid for this, right?â Rio asked, as he hoarded all the bread. They were, unsurprisingly, soft and divine as well.
Emma sighed once more.
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war of hearts | bakugou katsuki
prologue | masterlist
a/n: in lieu of king explosion murderâs big day, iâve decided to go ahead and publish a fic thatâs been gaining dust since last year. hope ya like it!
There was a time in our history, ancient but not yet forgotten, where clans reigned supreme and kingdoms rose from the ashes of an unmitigated anarchy. From them descend the stories of war and chaos we now know todayâ
âYou get the gist,â droned the professor, skipping the lengthy summary as the books were passed around the class. His half mast eyes pinpointed the eagerness of some students and the utter boredom weighing on the faces of others. History was only ever important to a good few, anyway. He still wasnât sure if he was a fan of it himself, and he was teaching the damn subject.
Grunting under his breath as a hand shot into the air, he relented. The placement of the perfectly poised fingers were familiar. He didnât need to see their face to know who had a question.
âWhat is it, Iida?â he called, flipping to his notes on the new topic.
âSir Aizawa! Am I to assume this is the English-History assignment you and Professor Yamada spoke of last week?â
âYes.â
Another hand rose, scarred and hesitant, even somewhat quivering as if ready to collapse at a moment's notice if the teacher moved on. He didnât. He nodded to the timid student of his as the boy met his sunken stare with an inquisitive gaze.
âIf this is a double class assignment, does it count as one grade or two?â
âIâm getting to that,â he said, watching Midoriya sink further into his seat, clearly embarrassed, âbut glad to see you care. Some of you should be worrying about this with your current grades.â
As Midoriya deflated in relief, his coevals stiffened in fear.
âHereâs the set up,â Aizawa began, making sure all eyes were focused on him before continuing. âThis assignment is based on two things: reading comprehension and historical fact. Your job for my class is to pick historical fact from historical fiction as the author we chose caters to students your age and mixes reality with fantasy to spice things up and keep you interested.â
âSo the fantasy aspect is for Professor Yamadaâs class, then?â
âRaise your hand, Kaminari,â Aizawa warned dryly, âbut yes. There are writing styles and whatnot he wants you to learn and take note of throughout the story. Obviously, we are grading you on separate things, so youâll have two separate grades from this assignment which can help a lot of you who are behind right now. Any other questions before we get started?â
âDo we have to read this trash on our own time?â
âWhat part of âraise your handâ did you not hear, Bakugou?â
The temperamental student clicked his tongue in annoyance, not bothering to follow the simple command to the rhetorical question.
âNo. This is in-class only as thereâs just a few weeks left before spring break.â
The rise in the classâs volume after that statement had him wishing it was already here. It had been a long school year. Not the worst class heâs taught, fortunately. Heâd never admit it was his favorite to date. Except for that kid, Mineta. Him he could do without for the rest of his days at this institute.
Allowing them to release a modicum of the annoyance that was their youthful energy, Aizawa was soon settling them down with his signature glare. The silent threat of detentionâor worseâhad everyone shutting their mouths and staring straight.
âSir? Are there any actually historical figures in this book?â
The professor blinked at a befuddled Midoriya, not surprised he was already flipping through the pages of the novel. That kid had always been fervent in regard to his education.
âSome of the characters have monikers that will help you connect what historical person theyâre modeled after, other than that its up to you to know the differenceâanother reason why we chose this novel. Any more questions?â
Sweet and utter silence. If only he didnât have a class to teach, then he'd get some shut eye.
âAlright, let's get started then.â
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The Girl that fell From the Sky
Shoto Todoroki x Reader
Summary: You fell from the sky. Literally
Warnings::: Profanity, abusive mother, throwing of glass bottles, cigar burns
You closed the door to your moms beat down apartment. The scent of booze and smoke thick in the air. You quietly made your way to your room hoping that your mother was not in the living room. But to your dismay, there she was, hunched over with a cigarette in her hand.
âY/nâ She spoke. âLook at what youâve done to meâ
You rolled your eyes and tried to escape before she could continue. But with a grip to your arm, you were stopped.
âLet me goâ you struggled.
âYouâre the reason your father left me. 16 years later and your still here instead of him. I shouldâve aborted youâ The middle-aged woman spat.
âHe left because your batshit crazyâyou cried as you tried to loosen her grip on your arm.
She inhaled her cigarette and presses it against your arm. You hiss in response to the burn. You finally tug your arm away and quickly walked to your room. Ignoring the insults your mother spewed.
âSame shitâ you huffed closing your room door âdifferent dayâ.
You inhaled the aroma of vanilla that heavily scented your room. Your plugin air freshener doing the job it was intended to do. Which is to keep the smell of your mother out.
You made your way to your bed, which is covered in unfinished manga books. You absentmindedly picked up the closest one to you and start reading. You smiled at the illustration of All Might and Midoriya. Your smile dropped into a confused frown as the illustration started glowing a bright light.
You run your fingers against the glow, only to make the light shine brighter.
âWhat the hell?â You cursed. You watched as the light spread throughout the pieces of paper. Your sight blurred as the light shun brighter. And then everything went black.
You woke up to a bright light shining in your eyes. You rapidly blinked and held your hand up to shield yourself from its rays.
âGoodâ a voice spoke. âYouâre awakeâ
You sat up on the bed you were in and rubbed at your eyes.
Where were you? And what happened to the book?
âCan I please have your first and last nameâ the voice spoke again.
You turned to see where the voice was coming from. You were met with an old lady. Not just a normal old lady. THE Recovery Girl. You opened and closed your mouth like a fish out of water. You were speechless!
How could this be? Were you transported into their world? Are you dreaming?
âUm miss? Your name?â Recovery Girl asked again.
âOh shitâ you mumbled. âMy apologies. Iâm Y/N L/Nâ
The woman nodded her head and typed away on her computer. âWell Ms. L/N. Thereâs no record of you existing anywhere Japan.â
âWell you seeâ you started. âIâm not even sure how I got to Japan maâam.â
âShe came from a reality rip. Of course sheâs not in the systemâ another voice spoke.
You turned to see Principal Nezu on an irritated looking Aizawa Senseiâs shoulders. Your eyes widened at the two and you were speechless for the second time today.
Wait. Did he just say reality rip?
âWe must keep her here in case she manifested a quirk on her trip down.â The principal spoke again. He then turned to you and smiled. âIâm Principal Nezu. And this is Shouta Aizawa. He will be your senseiâ
âI-Iâm Y-Y-Y/N L/Nâ you struggled to get out. âIâm sorry did you say reality rip?â
âYes. A rip was seen in the sky yesterdayâ the middle aged hero spoke âThen we saw you fall from it. Itâs a good thing that Todoroki saw you and acted fast. Otherwise..â
âIâd be deadâ you finished. âWell itâs an Honor to finally meet you Aizawa Senseiâ
âWhat do you mean âFinallyâ?â
âââ
âClass this is L/N Y/N. She will be staying with us for while as her quirk manifests.â Aizawa introduced. You stood at his side as you looked around the common area.
âSensei, is this the girl that fell out of the skyâ Yaoyorozu asked, raising her hand slightly.
The class looked at Todoroki as the man nodded his head.
âDude. You saved her lifeâ Denki exclaimed.
âThatâs so manlyâ Kirishima whispered.
âOi stop fangirling over icy hotâ Bakugo yelled at his best friend.
âSilenceâ the teacher yelled while activating his quirk. âI think L/N has something to sayâ
It was your turn to be stared at by the famous class 1-A. You nervously smiled at the hero. âWell um... first, you can call me Y/N. Second, Thank you Todoroki-kun for saving me.â
The boy nodded in your direction as if telling you âyouâre welcomeâ.
âAlsoâ you started again. âI think I should tell you why I was falling out of the sky to begin with. Iâm sure some of you were wondering.â
The class all mumbled in response. You looked at Aizawa Sensei, who only nodded his head for you to continue.
âI came from a reality rip. Meaning, Iâm not from this timeâ
âSo youâre a time travelerâ Denki asked.
âNo Kaminari. Not quiet. Where Iâm from, thereâs no quirks. Theyâre fictionalâ You stated. âJust like you allâ
The class was both shocked and confused. They were flabbergasted. What did you mean they were fictional?
âHey dumbass what do you mean that weâre fictional?â Bakugo screamed.
âWell dumbassâ you mocked the blonde. âI mean that you are all characters in a manga I read. Well a manga I read before being teleported into it.â
âWow. Thatâs so cool. And kind of disturbingâ Midoriya stuttered.
âSince weâre âcharactersâ in your worldâ Shoji spoke âdoes that mean you know our backgrounds, favorite food, and all of that stuff?â
Your face flushed at the question. If you told them yes then youâd look like a stalker.
âWell um... kinda?â You winced. You groaned and squeezed your cheeks together out of habit. Your anxiety was reaching its peak and you felt like you were going to burst into tears at any moment.
âThe book goes into detail about a lot of things Iâm sure you guys donât want anyone to knowâ you glanced at Midoriya and Bakugo. Both had a shocked expression on their face.
They know you knew about OFA.
âFuckâ you mumbled â Iâm sorry that makes me sound like a weirdo. I have no ill intentions to use the information I know against you guys in a negative way. I only know ABOUT you. I donât necessarily KNOW you.â
The students faces were unreadable. Besides Midoriya who was shaking like a salt shaker in his spot on the couch.
âWell since your quirk is bound to manifest at some point.â Todoroki spoke for the first time today. âI can help you adjust to the new environmentâ
âYea me tooâ Uraraka joined in with a smile.
âAs will Iâ Iida chopped through the air.
One by one, the class vowed to help you adjust to your new life and you couldnât be more happier. You looked up at Aizawa with teary eyes.
He put his hand on your head and said âyouâll fit in kidâ
ââââââââââââââ
After sleeping in a bed that wasnât decades old, you woke up to the sound of knocking on your room door. You straighten the pajamas yaoyomomo lent you and your hair before opening the door.
âGoodmorning Aizawa Sensei. Is something wrong?â You asked sleepily.
âNo. Here are your uniforms, bath necessities, and some extra clothes. Class begins in 30â He responded. He handed you your items and rolled away in his sleeping bag.
âNever gonna get tired of seeing thatâ you laughed to yourself. You made your way to the womenâs shower to prepare your self for the day. The center of your forehead throbbed but you chose to ignore it.
âGoodmorning y/n-Chanâ Mina squealed âyou look so cute in your pajamasâ
âThank you Minaâ you smiled.
You did your morning routine witch consisted of showering, brushing your teeth, and talking to the girls.
You smoothed the skirt to your uniform as you walked behind the group of girls...struggled with tying your tie. Youâve never worn one before so of course you didnât know how to tie it! In the midst of throwing a tantrum, you bump into something hard. Before you could fall backwards, you felt arms wrap around your back stopping you from hitting the ground.
âIâm so sorry. I was trying to tie this damn tie. Are you alright?â You rambled. You look up at the stranger and was met with a dual colored stare.
âI can help you with that if youâd likeâ he suggested.
âYes pleaseâ you sighed.
You watched as his large fingers worked at the tie. He held a focused expression as he finished tying the piece of fabric.
âToo tight?â
âNo. Thank you Todoroki.â You smiled as the two of walked into home room together.
You spot your assigned desk, which was covered in cards and balloons, and made your way to it. You sat in between Midoriya and Mineta, who was unsurprisingly checking you out. You turned to face him with a faux smile. âYou know itâs really ugly being a pervert. Everyone in my reality hates youâ
The grape boyâs face fell. His eyes followed the buttons on your jacket and fell on your breast. You flicked the perverted boyâs forehead out of disgust. You faced foreword in your desk and listened to whatever Aizawa had to say.
âToday youâll be sparring against eachother. Quirks are allowed. Y/N will be monitoring you and adding necessary commentsâ The hero instructed. âGo get changed and meet in gym gamma. You too Y/Nâ
ââââââ
You stood in the middle of the gym with a clipboard in your hands. It was the latch match of class and it was the most anticipated one of the day.
Todoroki V. Bakugo.
âDIE HALF AND HALFâ The blonde screamed.
You watched in horror as Todorokiâs right side slowly covered in frost.
âDAMN ICYHOT. USE YOUR LEFT SIDE DAMNITâ
âBakugoâ the poor boy huffed a puff of cold air from his lungs.
âIâm gonna call itâ you told the middle aged man beside you.
âNo. Let them fightâ
âBut his right side-â
âJust watchâ
Todoroki trapped Bakugo in another sheet of ice, which the blonde blasted out of. Without hesitation, the young Todoroki set his left fist aflame and punched the angry teenager.
âOh damnâ you gasped.
âTodoroki wins. Now Y/nâ Aizawa called looking down on you. âSpar with Todorokiâ
Your eyes almost fell out of their sockets. He wants you to do what? You donât even have a quirk! The teacher pried the clipboard out of your hand and nudged you towards the mat.
âNo quirks obviouslyâ
ânO qUiRkS oBvIouSlYâ you mimicked as you walk towards the center of the mat. Todoroki looked at you with a shit eating smirk, which faded into a focused stare.
âReady?â Aizawa yelled. âStartâ
The boy charged at you with his fist cocked back. You dodged left and jabbed him in the chest. Todoroki stumbled back at the hit with his eyes widened. âYouâre strongâ
âNow you donât have to go easy on meâ you smirked.
The two of you exchanged a number of hits before the match was over. The match ended with Todoroki sending a kick to your side, which caused you to fall to the mat.
âTodoroki winsâ
âFucking shitâ you huffed. Todoroki offered you a hand, which you graciously took.
âYouâre a better sparring partner than Bakugoâ the dual hair colored boy spoke.
âI heard that you bastardâ the blonde yelled behind you. âYou. I want to spar with you after schoolâ
âYes sir Mr. Boom boom manâ you salute. He growled at the nickname and stormed off. You turned on your heel with your arms crossed and walked to the locker rooms.
âââââ-ââââââ»
You sat in the common area while everybody else were either in their room or out training. Everyone except Todoroki, who was currently sitting in front of you with a bowl of cold soba, starring right at you.
âCan I help you Todo?â You asked looking up from the book you were reading.
âI find you fascinating. You fell from the sky and youâre adjusting wellâ He stated. Slurping on his noodles.
âThis is a better life than my old one. So Iâm satisfiedâ you shrugged.
Todoroki scrunched his eyebrows together. Confusion visible on his face. âWhat do you mean a better life?â
You sighed as you closed the hard covered book. âWell, my life before any of this happened was completeâexcuse my languageâ shitâ
The boy nodded his head as you spoke.
âMy father left right after I was born. Heâs the lucky one in this storyâ you joked. A small smile formed on Todorokiâs face. âHe left because when I was born my mom got abusive. She drank and drank and took out all of her anger on us. Cigarette burns here and there. Beer bottles thrown, wine bottles on a good day. My whole life story is bullâ
âWow. And I thought my dad was a dickâ He laughed. You chuckled at his joke. âIâm sure you already know...â
ïżœïżœLike I said before, I know about your story. Youâve never told meâ. You made your way to his side of sofa as he placed the empty bowl on the table in front of you.
âWell itâs really no different from what youâve probably read. The way he used to breed my mother like she was some show dog.â His face scrunched in disgust. âThe way he drove her crazy. Itâs really a shitshow. I barely see either of my siblings anymore due to the fact that the thought of them resenting me plagues my mind.â
You looked into eachother eyes as he spoke. The trauma and anger that his bicolored eyes held as he spoke tempted you to hug him right then and there. You arms hesitantly wrapped around his neck.
You felt his tense shoulders relax in your hold as his arms wrap around your waist. He buried his face in between your neck and your shoulder.
âItâs always that one parent who has to be a bitch. Thatâs why sonâs of bitches are a thingâ you joked, trying to lighten the mood. Todorokiâs shoulders jumped as he laughed at your corny joke.
You pulled away from the boy and smiled. The two of you wished eachother a goodnight and went your separate ways. On your way to your room you see Midoriya and Bakugo outside of your door, waiting.
âUmâŠhi guys?â You smiled nervously.
âSo you know?â Deku hesitated. His hands visibly shook with anxiety.
âI guess I do. I wonât tell anyone. I know youâll get in a whole lot of shit if I doâ
âLike hell you wonâtâ Bakugo growled âIâll blow your ass into oblivionâ
âThatâs a big word for a asshat like you. I just said Iâm not going to tell anyoneâ you growled back playfully crossing your arms with a smirk. You turned back to the baby broccoli with a smile âYour secret is safe with me. Have a goodnight. Both of youâ
You walked into your room and fell backwards onto your bed. You moaned at how good it felt to finally lay down and go to sleep.
ââââââââââââââââ
Todoroki was woken out of his sleep by light knocks on his door. He rubbed the sleep away from his eyes as he opened the door to reveal a h/c haired girl with an unreadable expression.
âY/n? Itâs 4 in the morning. Why are you-â his question was cut off by you grabbing his hand and dragging his half asleep body towards your room.
âAsk questions after I show youâ you said. Expression still unreadable. Once you entered your room and made sure the door was locked, you pushed the heterochromatic eyed boy down on your bed.
He looked at you with worry. Weâre you hurt? Should he take you to see Aizawa? Or recovery girl? His thoughts went blank as he watched you closed your eyes as a third one opened in the middle of your forehead. He watched in awe as you created a void of darkness in the space between your two hands. Everything in your room began to float as the void got bigger. Even the bed Todoroki was sitting on. His eyes widened as you then ball your fists which caused everything to remain still while they were still afloat. You dropped everything back to their original placements by clapping your hands together with a toothy smile plastered on your face.
âLook Todoroki. I manifested a quirk.â You squealed happily. The boy smiled at how excited you were about your quirk. Heâs only known you 2 days but he couldnât stop thinking about the girl that fell out of the sky and her smile.
âThat was really cool y/nâ he clapped. You jumped into his arms causing the both of you to fall backwards on the bed. The position you two landed in had both of your faces beet red.
âUh...sorry. I got a little too excitedâ you laughed nervously. You stood again brushing off you pajama bottoms with a smile.
âItâs fine. Iâd be excited too if Iâd just manifest my quirkâ he chuckled. âWhatâs your hero name going to be?â
âI have no ideaâ you yawned. âWe should probably go back to sleepâ
âGoodnight Y/nâ
âGoodnight Todorokiâ You watched as he closed your door silently not wanting to wake up your classmates.
The teenage boy smiled hard on the other side of the door. His thoughts swarmed with vivid pictures of you as he walked back to his room. Maybe Midoriya was right. Maybe he did have a crush on the girl that fell from the sky.
ââââââââ
You skipped into the common area mentally preparing yourself for your âpresentationâ. It was Saturday evening meaning that almost everybody would be there.
âHey y/n-chan. You look happier than usualâ Denki chirped, causing everyone to look in your direction. They watched as you walked into the middle of the room with a toothy smile.
âI am. I want to show you guys somethingâ Everybody watched as you closed your eyes. They didnât expect a third one to open in the middle of your forehead. They all gasped as everything around them covered in black goo and began to float. Everybody except Todoroki. He was just as happy as you were.
Once you disabled your quirk everyone screamed in joy.
âWHEN DID IT MANIFEST!?â Mina asked
âWHAT DO YOU CALL IT?â Izuku chimed in.
âGuys give her some spaceâ Todoroki sighed pushing through the crowd. âYouâre going to be an awesome hero y/nâ
âââââââââââââââââââ
You held the bouquet of red and white roses tightly as Aizawa walked you down the aisle. All of your friends were fawning over how beautiful you looked. Even Bakugo was speechless.
When you reached the alter, you hugged Aizawa and whispered a faint âThank youâ. When you pulled away the man wiped a stray tear that had fallen on your cheek.
âDoes Y/n have her familyâs blessing to marry Shoto?â The officiant spoke.
âYes. Yes she doesâ Aizawa smiled. He took his seat in the front row as the ceremony continued.
You wiped at the stray tears that fell from your eyes and smiled at your soon to be husband.
âThe couple will now recite their written vowsâ
Shoto looked you deeply in your eyes and spoke. âY/n ever since you fell from the sky 5 years ago youâve always found your way into my thoughts. From the smile you sent me on your first day to the tears you shed when Aizawa adopted you Iâve always been star struck by your beauty. You fought by my side during all my battles. Mentally and physically. Iâm no good at words but I mean it when I say I love youâ
You didnât even bother to wipe the tears that were flowing. You just smiled at the man before you. You tried to compose when it was your turn to recite your vows.
âShotoâ you said softly âitâs no secret that Iâm not from here. But you and all of our friends made me feel at home. I cherish every last memory we have made. From our late night talks in each otherâs rooms to teaching me how to make your cold soba. I canât wait to make more.â
The both of you were teary eyed as you both slipped each otherâs rings on your fingers.
â I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now-â
Todorokiâs lips were on yours before the officiant had the chance to finish. Everybody cheered and threw flower petals your way.
âY/n Todorokiâ Shoto smiled at you.
âI love the sound of thatâ
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Things that fanfics pretty much always get wrong about WangXian.
Lan Wangji is gay. Um, no. He's actually demisexual pan, and demi romantic. I know people don't understand this and are almost never willing to think of this demography as a part of the wheel, but yeah. They (we) exist. There are people who've never felt any sort of romantic or sexual attraction to people, except for maybe one person? Or two? The whole thing about Lan WangJi was how he was famously ascetic. That's literally his arc, breaking his untouchable-ness for that one person. His one person. And the proof of this is how he never thinks twice about the body Wei WuXian was in. It could've been a girl that resurrected Wei WuXian, and the moment Lan WangJi knew, he would've shifted his perception to that and dragged Wei WuXian back to Gusu. I'll even go as far as to say that he might even be a sapiosexual, which as one myself I totally feel like he is, because he is almost always, completely turned on when Wei WuXian is being a smart ass.
Wei WuXian is almost always a flamboyant gay or bi. Um.. No? I mean his entire arc was literally flirting with girls and then there is Lan Zhan. Like literally he's like I wanna travel with Lan Zhan like my parents did, and we'd live in one house and he'd do the weaving and I'd do the farming, and we'd spend our retirement like that, and then holy shit this body has turned me gay! How does that translate into being gay? Or bi? He's actually always shown to be very flirty with girls, but never holding any attraction or romantic feelings for anyone? Also why do fan fics always make him flamboyant? Don't get me wrong, but except for when he's actively attempting to act like a lunatic cut-sleeve, he's actually a very simple guy? Even when he was under Jiang Cheng, he was very dramatic with his gestures, yes, but he was still dressed very practically and simply? That's literally his whole, ya know, aesthetic?
Wei WuXian crying. I get this. Trust me, we all want to see characters who are more emotional, but canonically, unless like he was a baby who was facing down dogs larger than him, he cries twice in the whole book: once after YunmengJiang burns down, and second after Jiang YanLi dies. And I won't lie, I hate when I see fictions where he just you know, cries at the drop of a hat. I totally click out of it. I'm always like why are you butchering his fucking character! Why is it so hard to show that a person is angry or sad without them crying? Between Lan WangJi and Wei WuXian, I'd say Lan WangJi is the one who cries, because he totally cried after Wei WuXian confessed. Wei WuXian on the other hand was just very emotional? But not crying? I just wanna tell the fan fic authors, there are so many other ways to show that the character is feeling something very powerful without them crying. Explore.
Wei WuXian is tiny compared to Lan WangJi. Um. No. This is a factual no. In his original body, Wei WuXian was 2cm shorter than Lan WangJi, which is a negligible height difference, and in the Mo XuanYu body, he was 8cm shorter than Lan WangJi, which is like about 3/4th of a head difference depending on the head size. So if you're writing a fanfic where either Wei WuXian doesn't die, or is a modern fanfic, don't make him fucking tiny! Don't call him the shorter man or Lan WangJi the taller man, or that he looked up to Lan WangJi or Lan WangJi bent down to kiss him. None of that is needed for that height difference!
Jiang Cheng needs therapy and cuddles after the book ends. Which, I won't lie, I won't deny entirely, because every single one of the cast needs therapy after that, but yeah no, Jiang Cheng is literally one of the last people I'm sympathetic towards. And I have good reason for that. Hear me out. Since we're reading the book from Wei WuXian's perspective, we don't feel the passage of time, but it was 13 years for the rest of the people. 13 years to move on from that whole shitz of the Nightless city massacre, and almost everyone does. To a great extent. Even Lan WangJi. They all move on with their lives without hanging on to dead people, because that's the thing about living. But not Jiang Cheng. Even 13 years later he defines his life by Wei WuXian, and that is so fucking unhealthy I can't even. And I cannot feel sympathy for that. For obsessing so hard over one person who has died, in one of the most brutal of ways, more than a decade ago. He CHOSE to hold on to that. To that hatred. When Wei WuXian says after the second siege, what else can I give you. I have died once, and not even my body remained on this earth, its not a plea to ask for forgiveness. It's literally him pointing at the fact that he died and their all consuming hatred should have died with him. Because after that, he's not responsible. When Jiang Cheng ruined relationships in his life after Wei WuXian's death, it wasn't Wei WuXian's fault, because then, moving on was his duty. Blaming Wei WuXian for all the miseries in his life 13 years after everything ended is literally pathetic. And I won't apologise for thinking that. Yes, Jiang Cheng is painfully human, but he's the extremity of humanity that we're all warned against. The fandom collectively condemns the father of the Twin Jades of Lan, for obsessing over his wife a decade after her death, and still do not think of how Jiang Cheng is the repetition of that in the present life. The emotion may have been different, the method and behaviour different, but the outcome the same.
Wei WuXian is insecure and believes the worst about himself. Okay this we need to have a conversation about, because yes, this is something that most people think is canonical, but like the whole "thirteen years of inquiry", is not. And if you believe in this, I can't blame you either. But here's a reason why I believe it's not.
After the whole slaughtering the fake XuanWu of slaughter, when Jiang FengMian and Yu ZiYuan have the fight and Jiang Cheng is like, my father hates me, Wei WuXian responds with "my parents are real people in this world, and I don't want anyone assigning me to their households." Which to me just sounds very confident and proud of his blood and family. And a lot of that credit for that confidence should go to Jiang FengMian, who took a broken street boy and taught him how to be comfortable in who he is and comfortable in his place in the world. And when he did not have something, he was taught that he could fight for it to get it. Yu ZiYuan did not teach Wei WuXian that. The streets did not teach Wei WuXian that. Jiang FengMian did. And its doing disservice to that teaching about self-worth if you think anything otherwise.
Everytime people blame Wei WuXian, he fights against them. Be it verbally or physically. Wei WuXian is very aware of his actions, and he takes them knowing the consequences they could give rise to. Example, saving the Wen remnants and defecting from the Jiang sect. But never once, not even after his resurrection, does he ever think he was wrong. Yes he knows he crossed a line when Jin ZiXuan died and then the Nightless city massacre followed with the death of Jiang YanLi, and he feels guilty and responsible, but never once does he think he was wrong in saving and standing up for the Wen sect remnants. His whole thing is the path to hell is paved with good intentions. Like literally. Saying that he believes the worst about himself is casting a doubt in his believe in doing good.
After they get married, when they overhear how Lan Qiren is gonna lose it if Lan WangJi doesn't return, Wei WuXian is the one who suggests that they should go back to the GusuLan, and that Lan WangJi should smuggle him in and hide him with the jars of emperor smiles, and if that doesn't work then they can just leave. What we're supposed to take from that is that he's so confident in his relationship with Lan WangJi that he knows, push come to shove, Lan WangJi would chose him. Saying that he is insecure, is literally making a mockery of their relationship, which did not happen overnight. It grew gradually. During the second siege, when he asked Lan WangJi to stay with him, that was him, from his perspective being like let's fight, if we die, we die together. And then for readers to go on and say that he could be insecure in a relationship with a guy who was willing to die with him and willingly ruined his reputation for him is so ridiculous to me.
Um I feel like I should apologise if I offended any of the fanfics writers, you guys are great! But I just felt like these are things that needed to be out there in case someone forgot what the actual book feels like.
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POST THE FUCKING ESSAY KOAL/DUSTY I SWEAR TO GOD
WAIT I THOUGHT YOU READ IT ALREADY??? DID I SERIOUSLY NOT SEND IT TO YOU WHEN I INITIALLY FINISHED IT??? GOD WHAT THE FUCK
Well I canât NOT post it now.
So for some background, the assignment was to write a short essay arguing as to why a childrenâs series of our choosing could be classified as horror, based on some article we had to read. I chose Wow Wow Wubbzy because I thought it would be funny and. man. So anyways this is VERY poorly written because I did most of it between like,,, midnight and 3 am. Itâs very ranty and way longer than it needed to be. For ease of reading I went back and fixed up the shitty formatting and fixed a few spelling errors, as well as linking my sources.
So uhhh this is about horror so,, warning for horror ig?? Itâs not scary like, at all, but better safe than sorry.
Wow! Wow! Wubbzy!: The Horror Within
Introduction
âWow! Wow! Wubbzy!â is an American TV show originally aired on Nick Jr. From the mind of Bob Boyle, this educational kidâs show was very memorable for a lot of kids growing up at that time. The show features Wubbzy, a yellow, square, animalistic character, with a curly, âspringyâ tail; as well as Wubbzyâs various friends. Most episodes feature Wubbzy and his pals, Widget and Walden (as well as Daizy in later episodes), dealing with an every day situation, or well, depends on your definition of âevery dayâ. The situation spirals out of control because of the actions of various characters, and it is resolved by the problematic character of the episode learning a lesson and fixing their mistake. Seems like a typical kids show, right? Well, there may be more to it than that. What if I told you that Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! could be interrupted as a horror show about horrifically mutated beasts struggling to survive the post apocalyptic world they are forced to inhabit? Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! fits many categories described in Sharon A. Russellâs literary criticism in âWhat is the Horror Genre?â. In this essay we will discuss how Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! could possibly be classified as a horror series. Â
Asking the real questions; what is everyone?
First of all, a very important question. What exactly are the characters? There are claims that Wubbzy himself is some kind of gerbil, but frankly I donât see it. Also, whatâs the deal with the inhabitants of Wuzzleburg in general? Wubbzy and his friends are supposed to be anthropomorphic animals, but they seem more like horrific monsters, mutated from normal animals. Monsters are a very common and important element in horror. Not all monsters are vicious killers, and not all of them are obvious in appearance. Some monsters are small and cute, but itâs almost always a facade.Â
There are also some âregularâ animals running around, but yet they arenât ânormalâ by any stretch of the imagination. Some are very obviously not normal, others seem mostly normal. âFlutterfliesâ are a common, non-anthro animal seen in Wubbzy, with their most prominent appearance being in the episode âThe Flight of the Flutterflyâ. Flutterflies seem like normal butterflies, but why are they called âFlutterfliesâ instead? Are they in any way different to the butterflies of our world, or is that just what the inhabitants of Wuzzleburg call butterflies? What about the more blatantly odd non-anthro animals? In âAttack of the 50 Foot Fleegleâ Wubbzy acquires a pet âFleegleâ. It appears to be a small, purple, almost hamster like creature. It remains small and happy if you feed it the right kind of food, but Wubbzy foolishly feeds it candy and sweets. When fed candy, the Fleegle increases in size in increasingly large increments. After a time, it becomes so big that it rampages all over Wuzzleburg. The only thing that could shrink it back to normal size was carrot juice. When fed bologna, they multiply, and the solution to this is unknown, as the episode ends there and this is never brought up again.Â
There are plenty of strange animals, both anthropomorphic and not; yet no humans. Not a single human character in sight. This begs the question, what happened? Why are all these animals how they are? What happened to the humans? Obviously, these questions were never answered, as this is a kids show. Here is a thought to consider: what if all the humans are dead, and all the characters are mutant abominations, or, monsters as theyâd more fittingly be called. Humans have been wiped out, and the animals who survived mutated in many different ways. Some animals became intelligent, and capable of building their own society similar to what once was our own. That society is what we know as Wuzzleburg. In conclusion, all the creatures seen in the show are the result of something terrible; mutated abominations passing as animals. This fits the âmonsterâ category of horror as described in Russellâs article.
Whatâs the deal with Wuzzleburg?
Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! takes place in the fictional town of Wuzzleburg. Wuzzleburg and its surrounding locations look very odd. Everything is unnaturally geometric. Everything- from houses to trees- is very odd in appearance. Tree branches are often bendy, always at a right angle, with the edges being smooth and rounded. In Wuzzleburg, many houses look like completely normal houses, yet Wubbzy lives in a tree house. Another common thing is that houses and buildings of importance are usually designed based on a specific object. Daizyâs house, for example, is shaped like a flower.Â
Outside of Wuzzleburg, the locations only get weirder. There is an island, shown to be somewhere off the coast of Wuzzleburg, called âDino Islandâ. As the name suggests, this island is inhabited by dinosaurs. So apparently, dinosaurs are not extinct in this universe; at least on this island. As far as other towns go, there is Wuzzlewood, clearly based on Hollywood, where all the biggest celebrities in the Wubbzy cinematic universe (WCU) live. Everything in Wuzzlewood is covered in stars, a clever spin of the celebrity theme. Another interesting location is Plaidville. In Plaidville, everything is plaid; the trees, the ground, and even the inhabitants. I donât have to explain what is unnatural about that.Â
Now, back on the topic of Wuzzleburg, since it is the main location seen in the show, and is where Wubbzy and his friends live. It has been stated that Wuzzleburg was founded in 1853 by âHeinrich van Wuzzleâ. The specific year being given is an odd detail, that you wouldnât normally expect in a show of this nature. Wuzzleburg is clearly a town in every sense of the word. It has plenty of stores and restaurants, an airport, houses, residents, a mayor, a rich history, annual festivities, reliable transportation, schools, and even a stable economy. All of this being made by what we have already established as horrific monsters. Thatâs impressive. There is common debate in the Wubbzy fandom on whether these locations are in a parallel universe, or perhaps if they exist on our Earth. In the episode âFly Us To The Moonâ, the place where they land back on âEarthâ appears to suggest that Wuzzleburg is located somewhere in or near Washington state, in America, or possibly somewhere in British Columbia.Â
My theory is that the events of Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! takes place on Earth, but certainly not our Earth. An alternate Earth, where humans may have lived before. Some horrible nuclear accident wiped out all human life, and caused all the animals to mutate into the many strange creatures of the WCU. This also explains the unnatural features of the setting. Post-apocalyptic Earth? Sounds like a perfect horror setting to me. This fits perfectly with the criteria described in Sharonâs article.
The beast within; Wubbzyâs true villain
Finally, the matter of the deep internal conflict hidden deep within the show. In the show, you can expect every episode to have a lesson or moral, as many kids shows do. Most episodes feature one of the main characters (almost always Wubbzy) making a mistake, followed by them learning the lesson of the episode and using their newfound knowledge to make things right. What if I told you that this is sign of a much deeper internal conflict going on far beneath the characterâs cute exterior? Would it be so far fetched to believe that every episode is focused on the anthropomorphic abominations struggling to fight against their beastly instincts? Their own organized and civilized society goes against their very nature, and they constantly fight to uphold the standards they set; both for themselves, and each other. It's a constantly uphill climb. Wubbzy is undeniably a flawed character. He messes up constantly, often learning the same lessons over and over again, as if itâs more of a reminder than a lesson. Itâs Wubbzy against himself. This fits Sharonâs criteria of internal horror, but thatâs not all.Â
Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! is also the story of a quest for self improvement, as well as a good vs evil scenario, which are two of Russellâs other criteria. I mean, think about it. Every character is open to self improvement once they realize the harm theyâve caused. Every character is on their own quest, seeking to better themselves. Every character is going through their own internal battle. They fight their own flaws. Their own evils. The true villain of Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! is the evil within all of them, the beastly instincts lurking within all of Wuzzlebergâs monster inhabitants. And they may not always be perfect, maybe they donât know how to be âgoodâ, maybe being good just isnât in their nature; but they try their best despite all the challenges, to be better, and improve themselves.Â
In that way I think we can all relate to them. We arenât always âgoodâ, we arenât perfect, sometimes we donât know how to do the ârightâ thing, but our flaws are what make us human. It may not be in our nature to be flawless, but it is in our nature to seek self improvement, and thatâs what Wubbzy is really about. The struggles we all go through to be better people, because inside? Weâre all just monsters trying our best to be civil, and conform to our moral code. And really? Thatâs enough.Â
ConclusionÂ
Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! is undeniably a kidâs show at heart, but if you really stop to analyze it, you find a much darker horror series. It would be fittingly classified as a psychological horror. It fits almost all of Sharon A. Russellâs criteria as described in the article âWhat is the Horror Genre?â. What is Wubbzy? In fact, what are all of the showâs characters? Their vaguely animal appearance appeal to young children, but I believe that they may actually be normal animals mutated into horrible monsters. Freaks of nature created by a nuclear incident. There is not a single human seen in the show, but plenty of abnormal creatures. This suggests that we are long gone. The monsters we left behind built their own society.
 Not only were the animals affected, but also the earth itself. The odd nature of the setting supports my nuclear devastation theory. Finally, is the true conflict of Wubbzy. The show itself is about nuclear monsters trying their best to adapt to the society they built for themselves, even if it goes against their own nature. Itâs beasts on a quest where the only objective is the betterment of the self. An internal conflict. There is no physical villain in the show. The only antagonist out to get Wubbzy, is Wubbzy himself. In that way, I think we can all relate. In conclusion, Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! is actually about horribly mutated animals fighting their inner demons, on a metaphorical journey to be better than they are. For that very reason, I believe it could be interrupted as a horror series.Â
Sources:Â
Wubbzy Wikipedia page
Wubbzy Fandom Wiki, which I did NOT know existed before this project and honestly the comments on the page were the funniest fucking thing, I highly recommend it
And uhhh various episodes of Wubbzy I had to watch
I apologize for my crimes
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Finally completed my short story assignment. My classmate tore into it and call it confusing and that I should just throw it away but I still love it :)
As preface, this still is not a complete story. I need to heavily emphasize that itâs just the beginning, middle, and end. All the connection bits arenât included since this is just a showcase. I distinctly separated it using a boarder. So, it will be confusing if you read it straight as if itâs the complete work. I needed to say this since a lot of people didnât understand the formatting and why I should redo it.
Once every century, it is said that the planets of the solar system align perfectly. In a perfect row, they cast upon the ultimate shadow upon one another; opening the gates to other realms far from our own. It was said that the fallen god rose from this gate and set his sights on destroying our system just like his own. But where evil went, goodness was sure to follow. Out from this gate came the Holy Maiden and her summoned knight. Together, they sealed away the fallen god and cast light back into our system. The two understood that the battle was far from over. âCatch a fish for a man, he would eat for a day. Teach the man how to fish, and he eats for a lifetime.â Despite their love for each other, the Holy Maiden and her summoned knight agreed to go on separate pilgrimages to spread their teachings. The Holy Maiden remained in our system and founded us, the Holy Order, to pass on her teachings and traditions to future Holy Maidens. Her summoned knight, on the other hand, returned into the gate and spread his words to the numerous realms behind the gate. With their sacrifice, we have prevented the fallen godâs awakening over a thousand timesâŠâ
âAy yo⊠so, like⊠cool lore but like⊠pretty cringy not gonna lie. You lost me at the âaligning of the planetsâ bit. It went from horoscope bullshit to cliched pre-teen novels with a bit of JRPG elements in there,â a voice spoke out, breaking the breathtaking spell that weighed heavy in this beautifully painted dream.
The wind blew soft through the empty courtyard as no one said anything. In a walled-off garden stood seven bodies, each facing each other in a circle with a pond that separated each figure. Each stood on their own path that was surrounded by the water on each side but behind. A mini pier if you wish to imagine. The water was clear, yet the light was too blinding to see past the surface. All seven figures were outlined well enough to show that they were all women, yet a shadow covered their faces to remain a mystery to one another. Sitting above all this was a pink-haired woman. Her hair was braided back and looked far too youthful to be talking like an elder. Her prink eyes scanned each woman to search for the back talker, a glare like a dagger and on edge. Despite that, she kept an icy façade.
âWho cut me off? Head Nun of the Holy Order?â the pink-haired woman spoke up, looking down at the crowd of women below her.
âUh, me.â
Slicing through the air, the Head Nunâs eyes locked onto the woman who spoke up; her hand raised slightly while maintaining the image of being smaller than what she was. Her limbs were tightly held together like a defensive turtle yet flashing a Chester cat grin as acceptance of the attention. âNo offense lady but I felt like I heard this exact same plot with some gacha game I played last month. Can we just skip all this tutorial nonsense to get to the fuckinâ point already?â the woman continued, her blunt and straightforward words not matching the lowkey appearance she was trying to give off.
âOh! You played Fate/Grand Order too? Iâve been trying to pull Gilgamesh for my team for months,â the woman on the right of the back talker chimed in. Though she was covered in shadows, the third party was animatedly clapping her hands together in excitement that she found a companion who played the same game.
âEh, I stopped after two months. The drop rates are insane for that game and you donât get enough of the in-game currency. I prefer Epic Seven since you actually win the gamble in summoning a strong hero-â
âSilence!â
Slamming her hand against the armrest of her chair, the Head Nun demanded all attention back onto her. The sound of flesh against marble echoing throughout this supernatural courtyard. Zeroing in out the outlier, the Head Nun sized her up before letting out a scoff. Receiving this judgmental look was a young woman of 21 years. If she never stood by herself, she might have blended in with a crowd with her rather ordinary looks. Brown hair, matching brown eyes, and a pair of glasses. Tell that description to any sketch artist and they would draw any other woman. One in five women looked exactly like her. Was that statistically correct? Of course not, but most would believe it these days.
The nun craned her neck over these seven women, peering down with arrogance. Who would have thought that the bold one in this group wasnât the goth but this⊠loser. Despite not being affected by the spell, the rebel was overseen like the shadow of her chair or the trees. âAre you done speaking over me?â
âNo, actually. You arenât hurrying the fuck up and you rudely cut me off from having a pleasant and stimulating conversation from my neighbor here,â the woman said, âIf you arenât going to tell me what my horoscope is, I donât want to hear another hour of lore.â From her side, the woman could hear the reactions from the other women who listen to this back and forth. Some âtskâ from her disrespectful actions while others acted a bit shocked. Of course, some snickered at the show while one seemed to be rather disinterested. Tough crowd⊠To be fair, she wasnât normally as blunt as she was today. She knew when to keep things to herself but quite frankly, this lady was going on for the last hour about prophecies and cosmic evils. This nun sounds like those writers who only focus on worldbuilding and not writing their stories.
      âHurry up? Weâre talking about the end of the world- YOUR world. This âloreâ is vital. Peopleâs lives are at stake with this information, Two,â the Head Nun said.
      âShit, really? Then why donât you act it? Literally⊠no agency. This is the part where a creative writing teacher tells you âshow donât tellâ,â Two answered right back; sarcasm dripping from every syllable. She wanted to correct the hag. Her name was Mia, but she understood there was anonymity for a reason. She was tactless, not stupid. Well, Mia would argue she had some tact, but her patience ran thin for this grossly, mishandled magic society. She thought those campy young adult books with organizations ran by idiots were meant to be⊠you know, fiction?
It all started right when Mia got to bed. She just got home from a long shift at work and all she wanted was nothing more than lay in bed. And that she did once she took an evening shower before bed. It was normal, everyday stuff for the third-year college student. She had school tomorrow and Mia just wanted to rest her aching body. As soon as her head hit the pillow, she opened her eyes to a completely new world. Looking around, she found herself not alone. There was one other person with her face covered and the pink-haired woman as well. Mia was greeted as âTwoâ and was told to wait for the other five to show.
That was an hour wasted in waiting and add in the additional hour for the hefty speech, we got our recipe for an irritated Mia. She didnât go to bed just to stand up for two hours for some fantasy bullshit. Any other time? Sure. Itâs cool. But now??? WHEN SHE HAS A TEST TOMORROW?! INCONVENIENT! It killed Mia since this was pretty fucking cool and different from the norm. Everyone dreams of being picked the chosen one but, come on⊠this was too predictable. If you read a fantasy book or consumed any fantasy media before, then you know whatâs going on.
âRude child. This information isnât something as trivial as a novel,â the Head Nun spoke, looking down at Mia like a haughty teacher.
âIâm gonna assume that weâre all candidates in being chosen as the new Holy Maiden. We chose our knights or whatever. Compete and whoever wins must reseal the fallen god then tada! Happy ending! Yay!â Mia said. She even raised her hand at the âyayâ portion of her phrase. âListen, dude, I play too many games and read a shit ton of books for this. Can we please not do this while Iâm in my pajamas?â Mia said, practically begging to be released from this mild inconvenience.
â⊠You guys werenât exactly chosen. The universe brought you to usâŠâ the Head Nun spoke, not really arguing with what Mia said. There was a cocky grin on Miaâs face as she just couldnât help but find it funny how she got some otherworldly person tongue-tied.
âA lottery system huh⊠sounds about right. An NPC like me wouldnât be chosen normally⊠Iâm way too smart to be the main character,â Mia thought. She glances to the side for a moment before back on the show.
âWell⊠Iâll work with Two on this point and speed things up. Time is of the essence,â the head nun spoke, acting as if she was graciously fulfilling Miaâs wish. At this point, Mia didnât care. Whatever helped the nun feel powerful or whatever⊠âAs Two pointed out, all seven of you are candidates for becoming the new Holy Maiden. You will come into this realm three times a week for your lessons to strengthen your magic and during your regular days of the week, you seven will compete with one another. Your knights are the extension of your magic. When one knight trumps the other, they prove you are the strongest magic user and your defeated candidate is knocked out of the running. This continues until the last one is standing,â the nun explained, âWe have hidden your faces and names from each other to keep you guys from cheating and attacking each other when you arenât ready for combat. If you wish to fight, itâs up to you guys to discuss how to go about it.â
âA battle royal? I thought dystopian novels where kids kill each other in a game were out of fashion? I mean- they already got the Mirai Nikki vibe with the covered faces in the central hubâŠâ Mia thought. She laughed under her breath with mild amusement at this idiotic situation. Deciding that it was best to keep her thoughts hidden now, Mia turned her focus on surveying the competition. She wasnât sure if she was going to take this seriously, but she thought she should start hiding her thoughts on the matter now. âThe Head Nun never said we couldnât figure out each otherâs identity and jump them⊠nor any etiquettes of battle⊠how curious,â she continued her train of thought as she waited for the nun to finish.
âWeâll now do the summoning ritual. One, please kneel and place your hand into the water to help your knight rise,â the Head Nun spoke. One looked around confused by the order, but she soon nervously did as she was told. She knelt and placed her hand inside. There was a good pause before One jolted. Slowly, One stood up to her feet as a tall figure rose from the water. Just like the maidens here, his face was hidden from everyone else but his master, no doubt. But his figure was very much noticeable.
âYO! Did you just summon a furry?!â Mia exclaimed before bursting out laughing. She pointed a finger at the woman next to her in a mocking fashion. While she couldnât see the competition, Mia could at least see a pair of fuzzy dog ears on the knightâs head. But despite her words, Mia knew that, realistically, this knight was most likely a beast-man or even a werewolf. She simply didnât want to lose this chance to taunt her competition.
âTwo! Please restrain yourself and respect your fellow maidens and their knights,â the Head Nun spoke. The pink-haired woman coughing into her hand to break up the interaction. âNow, for the love of God. Please shut up, kneel, and summon your knight.â
âDamn, at least ask for my consent before forcing me on my knees,â Mia muttered before kneeling as instructed. She felt rather stupid but seeing how the first maiden got a knight, Mia decided to just trust the action. She submerged her hand in the opaque lake. It was wet alright. Yet despite being in spitting distance to the surface, Mia couldnât see past her reflection. âCome on RNG donât fail me now. A hot guy would do wonders for my mental health,â Mia joked, âI hope re-rolls are free.â
On the edge of non-existence and existence, a subconscious mind rose to consciousness once more. He drowns in nothingness and breaths in hopelessness.
There was no sky nor ground to define his abysmal prison. Not even a memory to keep him company.
A hand reached out from above. A hand surrounded by light and a promise of warmth. He attempted to reach for it, yet he was restricted from moving and was forced to watch another steal the opportunity from the shadow. He watched the pair of hands meet and just like that, the light was gone.
He sank deeper into the depths of this unholy waiting room.
Yet again, a hand was extended from the dark with the temptation of freedom. Cautious to reach for it after the first time, he looked around for others who wished to take it. Many came and all walked away. No one wanted to take this hand.
He attempted to take it, if only to escape but found that he was unable to pry himself free. Defeated, he decided to give up on the opportunity. It was pointless anyway.
Left unheld, the hand does not reel empty-handed. No. Instead, it curled its fingers until one finger remained up.
One big âfuck youâ.
What the fuck? So much for an inviting presence. Who did this person think they are? It wasnât like he didnât try to take their hand. But seeing this middle finger dangling in front of him like a fishhook with bait, he reached for it once more to drag the hand down into the depths with him. He was tied in place but after some furious tugs, he was freed with a pop.
Taking the hand, it became evident that the one getting snatched wasnât them but him. Curled fingers shifted forms into a vice grip around his wrist upon skin contact. The dark veil that covered him was ripped off in that instance. Lights, sounds, textures, tastes, and smells flooded his senses as he became a person once again.
Planting both feet on the ground, Mia used both hands to reel up her prey. This summoning was nothing graceful like the woman next to her. It was primal and chaotic as Miaâs partner was floundering under the water. So much for a knight in shining armor. This guy isnât fighting any dragons anytime soon if heâs having difficulty wrestling against an inanimate substance.
Letting out a battle cry, Mia used all her strength to bring her knight to the surface and onto the pier with her. It wasnât his entire body but enough of it was on land that it was easier to drag the rest of him out with less trouble. Mia fell backward on her butt and was slightly out of breath after that intensive ritual. Shiiiit. Carrying a body is a lot harder than it looks, kids! Donât trust what you see on TV.
Mia was the image of âtiredâ with her slightly flushed cheeks and skewed glasses. Fanning herself, she patiently waited for the man she pulled out to make the first move, yet he was belly-down, still as a doornail. For someone who had a lot of energy to fight against help, he suddenly became as complacent as a kitten.
Oh fuck... he isnât dead, is he? Cause thatâll be pretty awkward ngl
Mia leaned forward to inspect what she pulled out. She lifted his pale arm to search for a pulse. It was cold to the touch and she couldnât tell if the steady thud she felt was his or an echo of her own. Upon letting it go, it limply fell to the ground with no flinch from him. Crap. Donât tell her that she accidentally pulled out a dead body?! Well, Mia knew that pulling trash can happen during fishing mini-games but she thought that this more of a âguarantee knight summoningâ deal. Mia refused to believe that she waited five humiliating minutes waiting just to pull out a corpse. She wants a refund, god damn it!
Moving his head, Mia planned to check his pulse from his neck to double-check if he was dead. There was no resistance in the action, yet she found herself meeting a pair of responsive red eyes peeking from between snowy white hair. The two of them stared at each other for a moment as they both seemed like caught criminals in the middle of a crime. The manâs chest raised up and down as he breaths; a piece of evidence that doesnât escape Miaâs attention. HeâsâŠ
âHEâS HOT!!!â
Scrambling to her feet, Mia put both her hands in the air and let out her victory screech to the worried silhouettes surrounding her. No, wait- she should be yelling how he was alive, not his appearance. Yet here she was, doing a victory dance on top of her knight in a pair of polka-dotted pajamas. Give her a pitchfork and a tail then you got the image of an imp dancing on a grave. âBro! Heâs so hot... Edward Cullen lookinâ ass- I mean, not like the musty looking Robert Patterson version but how you imagine he looked like based on the description,â Mia explained to anyone listening with a wildly inaccurate and vague description of the man. She waved her arms animatedly as she gossiped with her peers with the person in question crawling to his feet.
âDude, that should be the last of your concerns,â Five said.
âI think you should make sure heâs okayâŠâ Seven said, joining Five in expressing concern.
âWhoa there! You canât really blame my maiden here for getting hung up on my dashing good looks. Dead or alive, youâll notice my face first before anything else.â
Laying a heavy hand on Miaâs right shoulder, the man wrapped his arm around the woman to stand in solidarity with her. Surprised by the action, Mia tilted her head to the side to look at her knight to judge which side he was playing on. She locked eyes with him once more but not on accident this time. His touch was uncomfortable, yet she doesnât push him away. They were a pair of souls with two different goals yet had a silent agreement to meet in the middle for the moment.
âGood to see you again, Catherine. You hardly look over two thousand years old,â Miaâs knight said, being the first to break their line of sight to look at the Head Nun. The nun sneered as the source of her stress doubled over the course of ten minutes.
âAshleyâŠâ the Head Nun said, nearly hissing out the name. Her knuckles were turning white due to how tightly she held onto her armrest.
âAsh,â he corrected her, with an equal amount of distaste in return. Ash was smiling but he was on edge just like the Head Nun. But this rivalry was interrupted when Mia pinched Ashâs hand to catch his attention. He looked back down to receive Miaâs disapproving expression at his brief quip with the Head Nun. It seemed hypocritical that Mia was suddenly policing his attitude considering she was flaunting on the competition, but Ash clocked on whatâs making her step in. âItâs okay,â Ash said, leaning down to whisper into Miaâs left ear, âThis was just between me and her. No one heard me use my name. Not like it matters.â
âIâm just disappointed that you donât have a chainsaw for an arm,â Mia whispered back, pretending she never had that concern by throwing out a seemingly random thought. Ash stared at her as if she was insane and as if to say âwhat are you talking aboutâ with expressions alone. âWhat? You never seen the Evil Dead franchise?â Mia whispered, âNot a fan of zombie movies?â
âYou watched me rise from the depths, fight other knights for a living, and youâre asking me if Iâve seen a movie?â Ash said, in disbelief at her question yet finding himself amused by it at the same time.
âI take it that you donât have Netflix in the void then.â
Watching the duo snicker and conspire with each other like a pair of high school delinquents, the Head Nun rubbed her forehead as a migraine began to surface. She was losing control once again thanks to double trouble. Even the other women who were patiently waiting began talking among each other. âOh my god⊠like I thought, this was the worst combination Iâve ever seen in my lifetimeâŠ,â the Head Nun muttered to herself. She covered her face as she shook her head slowly as if she was contemplating something. âI didnât realize it would be this bad⊠Out of all the times for that guy to make an appearance, he had to end up with her,â she continued muttering before ultimately lifting her head to look down at Mia and her summoned knight. The Head Nun needed to separate them. âAh, Two? I donât mean to disturb your⊠fun. But you summoned one of the more⊠troublesome knights considering his background. Iâll allow you to âre-rollâ. How does that sound?â the Head Nun spoke, her voice sickening sweet and fake.
Mia and Ash quickly turned to look at each other for how their partner would react. They wordlessly conversed with Mia gesturing the two of them then to the Head Nun. Ashâs only reply was an uncaring shrug but ended up nervously shaking off the water that stuck to his hair to appear distracted. âYeah⊠no deal, Howie Mandel,â Mia said, trailing off for a moment to gauge last-minute expressions from Ash before turning her full attention on the Head Nun. âYou doing that makes me want to stick with Mr. Abominable Albino even more,â she said.
âAbominable Albino?â Ash said. He had a hand over his chest and appeared almost offending by the alliteration. He was hardly offended by being called such a thing but the fact that Mia wasted a brain cell to make an awful pun in the middle of a fantastical end-of-the-world scenario was insulting all on its own.
âWhenever some untrustworthy figure makes some inflammatory comment about one of the main leads, theyâre obviously doing that to cause a divide between the leads for their own benefit,â Mia continued as she ignored Ashâs offense to her words. She waved her hand in the air as if to disperse the fog of misinformation. âYou even had a mini aside moment where you muttered to the readers that thereâs something more about Ash!â
âPardon?â
The Head Nun looked completely lost as Miaâs rambling turned to the meta and spoke about invisible audience members. But just like Ash, Mia ignored her words to continue her spiel. âAnd even if heâs a piece of shit. Worthless. Good for nothing. Pathetic. Deadweight. Only a pretty vase-â
âOkay. I think she gets it already,â Ash said, cutting in as the terms began to pile in his heart. He squeezed Miaâs shoulder to have her move on to the point.
âI will never give him up,â Mia said.
âAnd... why is that?â the Head Nun asked, wringing her dress in fear that Mia figured something out that she wasnât supposed to.
âBecause heâs hot. I made that pretty clear since the beginning,â Mia said. She held her head high and mighty with not even a hint of shame. For a moment, Ash was about to feel touched by Mia coming to his defense. Touched enough that it would make him loyal to her and act as a spark to a turbulent but heartfelt young adult love story that would turn into a mildly popular trilogy with an eventual movie deal before fading into obscurity. But the curtains closed on that sparkling yet oddly specific future as Ash realized that he was stuck with the weird kid. âI mean- I guess I value him as a person too⊠or something. Power of belief or whatever inspirational term authorâs like to use to tug on heartstrings.â
âEnough! Iâm done with this game,â the Head Nun said, âHave it your way, Two. We spent far too long on this. Keep your mouth shut for the rest of the ceremony. Or else.â Giddy that she came out victorious, Mia gave a pair of thumbs up and nudged Ash to signal that their partner was now secured. Though he was satisfied knowing that he wasnât going to return to the void anytime soon, he felt like he lost just as much as the Head Nun in this one-sided deal.
âNext summon!â
Yelling at the top of her lungs, the Head Nun expected the ritual to continue once order was returned. Yet no one followed her directions. No one followed her directions? Scanning the crowd, the Head Nun noted that the count doubled during the back and forth she shared with Mia. âCan anyone explain why you arenât summoning?â
âUm⊠we- I mean, the rest of us Maidens decided to go ahead and uh. Summon our knights,â Six said. Her voice quivered in being the one to speak on behalf of the other five women. Her silhouette could be seen wringing her hands for a moment before her knight took her hands to stop the nervous tick. The new silhouette was distinctly female. âWe werenât sure when youâll finish talking with Two. So⊠yeah.â
The Head Nunâs eyes were as wide as dinner plates at the revelation. The⊠the sacred ritual. These women not only disrespected it but treated it as some trivial business. This wasnât the DMV. There was a natural order to this that was vital to follow. A strong sense of âwrongnessâ flourished in her mind and the Head Nun can only trace the source to a pair. The Head Nunâs eyes focused on the second team. No, not the team but the maiden in the team.
Doing her best not to point and laugh at the nun, Mia held her mouth with one hand and the other used to tug on Ashâs soaking wet shirt. Nodding patiently, Ash was agreeing that it was a funny show, but he was doing his best to escape Miaâs grasp. These two⊠as the nun thought, they were a troublesome pair, yet she was limited on what she could do against them. For the most part, she was meant to be an observer. She needed time to think about what to do with these two morons.
Waving her hand, the Head Nun dismissed the group. âLeave. Since everyone received their knights, thereâs no reason why I have to hold you all any longer,â she said, âYou will all return within the following week for training once you familiarized yourself with your knight.â The Head Nun overlooks the teams but ended up stopping on the second team once again.
âAwesome. I love when class ends early- but you havenât exactly shown us the exit,â Mia said. She waved her hand wildly to gestured to the enclosed garden. With a Cheshire cat grin, Mia was ready for round three of verbal war with the Head Nun, but the nun was done with the antics. Raising her hand, it appeared that the nun was going to point to an exit but instead, a large gust of wind made an appearance. With a fierce blow, Mia was blown backward and fell ungracefully into the lake with a startled scream.
A flurry of colors passed her by as she sank into the depths. Like a dream, Mia found her limbs feeling sluggish, but the feeling didnât last long. As everything came to an end and she was left in the dark, the faint sound of her alarm could be heard. Sitting up, Miaâs first act in waking up in reality was stopping her phoneâs alarm and putting on her glasses. There were no questions to be asked. Mia woke up in her home. It was obvious the moment she felt her bedsheets and heard her all too familiar alarm. By the Seaside, if any reader was interested in knowing.
âMorning, Ash,â Mia said. She let out a yawn while giving the newest member of her household a wave. Shivering in his wet outfit, Ash was standing at the foot of Miaâs bed. His arms were crossed, and he was glaring at Mia who was taking everything with stride. She let out a lazy stretch before getting up to get her partner a much-needed towel. Living in a small studio, Mia only took five steps to reach the linen closet and only one good throw to pass a fluffy white towel to Ash. He caught it with ease and made quick use of it to dry himself. âYou like bagels? Coffee?â Mia asked him. She took several steps to the kitchen area to grab herself a cup of water. âOr do you not eat? You look human but god knows if you function like a human. Do you need to shit?â
âYou could at least act startled with me being here,â Ash said, refusing to answer the questions. Mia was in mid-sip of her water when told this. She put a finger up to signal Ash to wait. Putting down the glass, the glass clinking on the artificial wooden counter; Mia took a deep breath before pressing her hands to her cheeks and opened her mouth wide to mimic a surprised expression.
âOmg. A hot guy in my apartment? Holy guacamole, it wasnât just a dream. My normal life will never be the same. Aaaaaaa,â Mia said. Deadpanned and devoid of any emotion, it was a patronizing act which only annoyed Ash.
âOkay. I get it. Here I thought my worst luck was not getting enchant with the anti-water spell and waking up with gaps in my memory,â Ash said. Suddenly, Mia jumped up and yelled out âbingoâ. Startled, Ash stared at the eccentric women before looking away in fear that her weirdness would rub off on him.
âFucking knew it. Amnesiac or plagued by memories. Itâs always one of those two,â Mia said. She was doing another strange victory dance though it quickly ended with Mia apologizing. âUh, sorry. Sensitive topic. But if itâs any condolence, youâll get your memories back.â
âYouâre something else entirely,â Ash said. The only words that came to his mind.
âIâm just your average manic pixie dream women,â Mia said. It was a joke that Ash didnât understand but he got an odd sense that Mia wasnât joking. He wanted to ask her what she meant but Mia commanded the direction of the conversation as she asked him a question he couldnât ignore.
âPop quiz: I want to know your opinion on this competition and if you really want to fight. Personally, I donât give a shit about this competition,â Mia asked, At first, Mia was excited at the idea of magic and multiple realms being real. Her dry and ordinary life was finally turned upside down and she had no complaints. Life was that boring and she was jealous of novel protagonists going on these adventures just to bitch and moan about how rough their life was. But the best part in all of this: her summoned was an attractive guy. What more could she ask for? But then the responsibilities Mia had to do surfaced back in her mind. Holy Maiden lessons and some sort of honor match between the summons. Truth be told, the task at hand didnât seem too difficult. It was simply a matter of âEh, do I feel like doing this right now?â It was one thing that the fate of the world rests on her shoulders⊠but it wasnât. There was a âchanceâ that she was the Holy Maiden. She isnât the Holy Maiden, just a candidate. Which meant her other competitors could be that women.
Knowing that fact, should Mia really bother? âIf I lose and someone else wins, the world is saved, and we continue with our merry way. If I win, I do things âmy wayâ and the world is saved. With this logic, I donât need to participate. Itâs a win-win situation for me,â she said, explaining her thought process to Ash. The other six women seemed capable enough to come out on top and reseal the fallen god. It isnât rocket science but magic. Mia wasnât really needed for it. There were no pros or cons on if she participated or not. They both have their advantages with only one con each. If she goes through and lost, then she wasted all that time she could have used to play video games. If she doesnât go through, then she risks someone unqualified becoming the Holy Maiden. Mia didnât even need to question if she was qualified or not because clearly, she was the best choice out of everyone. Duh.
Mia pointed at Ash. âWhich brings you into the equation, Ashley. What do you want from this entire exchange?â she asked him. Mia hopped onto the counter, crossing one leg over the other. She was smiling but it didnât match her eyes. Cold and predatory, this wasnât the same woman who was cracking jokes or making light of the situation. It suddenly hit Ash that he doesnât even know her name. âAre you hoping to gain back your memories? Remain in this world? I can help you with that⊠but is that conviction strong enough for what I want?â Mia continued her interrogation, âMaybe itâs strong enough to fight off the other knights. Carry me to victory. But is it enough to kill a fallen god? Why donât you tell me if itâs so, Ashley.â
                             â⊠â âŠâ
      At the corner of Main Street and Jefferson Avenue sits a quaint Korean cafĂ© which was cutely named âSeoul-ful Coffeeâ. It was packed with a flavorful blend of elderly Asians and trendsetting youngsters trying to appear cultured in an Americanized location. Several posters covered the windows with the bright red poster that reads âillyâ dominating the sights. There were tacky Asian decorations, most of which arenât strictly Korean such as drawings of anime characters on the wall or Chinese scroll art but to the common layman, they wouldnât know thereâs a difference between the cultures.
      Mia sat next to the entrance with a coffee in hand and a half-eaten cake before her. It was her fifth cup and second slice. Sheâs been there all day judging by the piles of finished piles of homework that were nicely stacked on the booth. The day has been going well, all things considered. She made a hefty gamble in exposing her identity to the other women in hope that theyâll consider the alliance she proposed the night before. She understood the risk both sides were putting by going against the Holy Order.
On one hand, Mia was the most dangerous competitor in this game as she already knocked out two teams while the others were still getting their shit together. Making an alliance with her only to turn out that it was a trap would only be disastrous. On the off chance that Mia was correct: that the Holy Order has been sacrificing the maidens to the fallen god to prevent his re-awakening then they need to accept her offer in working together. The strange deaths of One and Six weighed on everyoneâs minds.
      Mia was concerned that the group would disregard her evidence due to fear after the first two hours of waiting produced no results. It was a smart decision to have Ash go on a walk while she was left behind as the women began stopping by to show their interest in teaming up to kill the fallen god. They exchanged information and Mia explained how to avoid being dragged into Eden to avoid the Head Nun. With three women down, there was only one woman left to step in. Ironically, it was the seventh maiden and she was the last to come as evening painted the cafĂ©âs beige walls orange.
      Hearing the familiar chime of the front door opening, Mia placed down her pen as she made eye contact with the final woman. Left-handed, just as Mia initially noted when she saw the womenâs silhouette for the first time. Seven was abnormally beautiful despite trying to act demure and average. She stuck out like a sore thumb in front of Mia, who was the antithesis of this woman. Messy brown hair pulled into a bun and wore a band tee, Seven came off as the sort of woman who wanted to be âthe cool womenâ. These two women are a reflection of a self-insert Mary Sue and the average fanfic reader. How funny theyâre meant to be universal puppets yet two people that no one could ever be.
      âYou made it in time, Seven. I was getting worried for a minute,â Mia said, gesturing to the seat before her to offer the newcomer a spot to sit. Wordlessly, Seven took a seat and stared at Mia. It was awkward, for the lack of better terms and Mia wondered if Seven lacked any social skills. âYou want anything? Coffee? Boba? They have some good matcha rolls-â Mia said, making some small talk to get her fellow competitor to stop looking at her with a vendetta. âCan I ask for your name? Youâre here for the alliance, right?â
      âNo.â
      âUh⊠no to the name or the alliance?â
      Mia set aside her things and clean her glasses in the chance that sheâll get dragged into a catfight. Though she wants to give Seven the benefit of the doubt, Mia got the sense that Seven was the type to see other women as the enemy. Not like Mia had any room to comment since she has been antagonizing the other women since the beginning but that was more for the sake of being a competitor. In the end, Mia much rather work with other women instead of being against them. Misogynistic women against other women was so early 2000âs.
      âNo to the alliance. I want to talk about Ashely.â
      God damn it.
      God fucking damn it.
      âUgh, are you serious? Iâm trying to have this story pass the Bechdel test,â Mia said, cursing up a storm in her mind that Seven was wasting their time on something trivial. Gesturing to the door, Mia was dismissing the seventh maiden to leave. âListen, Iâm not going to police you on what you want to say about my knight but thatâs between you and him,â Mia said, âHeâs walking over at Clovers Park right now, okay⊠whatever your name is.â
      âLily.â
      âYeah, okay. So, Lily. Please kindly leave and talk with Ash like a pair of adults with functioning brain cells. If my name ever comes up, you can call me. But try not to drag me into this.â
      âI need to talk to you first,â Lily said, insisting on talking about the missing party who couldnât vouch for himself. Reluctant, Mia was planning to excuse herself from the situation but realized that it was for the best she listened to what Lily had to say about him. After all, Ash was her knight and by that logic, she was responsible for whatever mess he dragged in. Placing her hands on the table, Mia nodded her head to signal for Lily to continue. âI want you to give me him.â
      What�
      What the fuck?
      âAre you-?!  Okay. Hold on. First of all, Ash isnât an object to be traded and secondly, this sounds like something between you and him. Iâve been saying this since the beginning,â Mia said. Her voice rosed for a moment out of annoyance, but it quickly settled when she realized that Lily wanted her to get angry for Ashâs sake. Mia placed a hand to her forehead, too many thoughts crossing her mind but the disbelief in Lilyâs audacity to pull something like this when people are dying is insane. The one time she wished that her predictions were wrong. Mia recognized that Lily had a bit of a crush on Ash ever since she noticed how the seventh team always wanted to spar with them in Eden. It was clear that Lily was connected to Ashâs past, but was that a good reason to stir shit up? Thank god she warned Ash about this possibility beforehand.
âCan you think of this rationally for a moment? As I said, I donât care if thereâs something between you and him. But asking me to give him up during a vital moment like this is both stupid and highly unethical.â
      âYou never really cared about ethics until now,â Lily said.
      âThatâs because there are some morals that are just unrealistic and that society placed on the disenfranchised to keep them tamed,â Mia said, quick with her counter. âI still have some core values, one being to not to be a piece of shit to my fellow man when I can help it.â Mia gave Lily a disappointed look before shaking her head. She wasnât sure what this womenâs case was against her. Ever since the beginning, Lily did her best to isolate Mia from the rest of the competition. Granted, Mia deserved it for being the massive bitch throughout the contest, but she was the first to dismiss the undeniable evidence of the Holy Order officials killing Six. âIâm trying to help you, but I donât understand what youâre playing at. Trust me when I say that having a crush on a guy isnât a proper reason to nuke everything weâre working for.â
      âYou wouldnât understand. Heâs my soulmate.â
      Miaâs eyes rolled so far into her skull that she could watch her own soul escape through the top of her head. She didnât want to be mean, but Mia canât deny it any longer. This bitch is stupid-stupid. Flabbergasted that Lily could say something so ridiculous with a straight face, Miaâs mouth opened and close as no words came to mind. She laughed for a split second before covering her mouth. âNo!â she exclaimed, a laugh escaping her throat. Immediately, Mia shut her mouth and continued this process several times until she was finally composed. âI mean- I get it. Emotions. Crazy things they are. I get it. Iâm not invalidating your strong, uh, feelings for Ash,â Mia said, âBut, uh⊠how do I put it. I can tell your frontal lobes are currently off because of this passion. But you donât need to worry about me in this picture. Ash? All yours. Just⊠I canât exactly give him to you as how youâre asking.â
      âIâll trade you my knight, Erik. You saw him before- I think he fits your taste,â Lily said. It was like she never heard Miaâs words. She pulled out her phone and pulled up a picture of her knight to show to Mia. Erik was the definition of a knight in shining armor with well-kept blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes. He was attractive but Mia preferred the lonely-looking Ash more. Mia placed her hand on the phone and pushed it back.
      âLooks arenât everything. Itâs⊠look, Iâll do the trade as long as Ash expresses that he wants to do so. But I rather not since the situation right now is kinda intense,â Mia said.
      âDo you want money? Iâll pay you whatever you want- I have a blank check,â Lily continued. She pulled out a wrinkled check now and push it towards Mia to pressure her into agreeing. Troubled by Lilyâs desperation, Mia was trying to find what magic words she can tell the seventh maiden to get her to back off. Noticing that this tactic didnât work as well, Lily turned to the last thing up her sleeves. âI know how to kill the fallen god. Iâll do it. All you need to do is hand Ashley over and forfeit. Thatâs it. Iâll save the world.â
      Mia stared at Lily in shock at the final proposition. It seemed like she was going to accept the deal but instead, Mia slammed her fist on the table. âHow can you be so selfish? Letâs say hypothetically you do know how to kill the fallen god. You willing allowed two people to die and jeopardize more lives- for what? Some passing crush?â Mia said, in awe that there was someone this egotistical. Some people called Mia a narcissist, but they never met a woman like Lily before. âLeave. I got nothing for you. This is between you and Ash, as I said since the beginning. If you two settle on something, then I give you my blessing.â
      âDo I have your word?â Lily asked. She stood up, excited by⊠whatever Mia just given her.
      âYes. If Ash wants to be with you, I wonât stop this. Now go,â Mia said. She picked up her coffee cup and took a sip. It was cold.
      Leaning forward, Lily brought her lips to Miaâs ear to whisper. âDonât worry. He wants to be with me. I already talked to him. Iâm just giving you a warning- as fellow sisters in arms, of course,â Lily said, her breath was strangely cold unlike the warm breath a human should have. âTry not to be jealous.â
      At those words, Lily stood up straight to savor the bitter expression on Miaâs face. Turning her head slightly to glare at Lily, Mia began grinding her teeth as she recognized the smug expression on the seventh maidenâs face. Waving goodbye, Lily skipped out of the shop to leave Mia alone with her thoughts.
      Fucking pick-me girls. It was a term that Mia didnât want to use but it was the only thing that crossed her mind. Frustrated, Mia balled her right hand into a fist and knocked against the table impatiently. Lily talked to Ash before this? Mia got a dreaded sense that she made a mistake in not being firmer with Lily, but she wanted to believe that Ash knew better than to go with someone like her. She specifically warned him about this scenario. But Mia also told Ash that she intended to respect his decisions regardless if they were good or bad but this was really fucking bad. Ash wasnât just her partner but also a friend to Mia. She only hoped that he valued her opinion as much as she valued his. GodâŠ
What did Lily tell him?
                           â„Ashâ„
      Fuck.
      Oh fuck.
      This is really fucking bad.
      Mimicking the pose of The Thinker, Ash stared straight ahead with his mind consumed by a torrent of thoughts and new information. Though he couldnât register why, he watched several children get herded along by worrying mother to escape his field of vision. There was a look of murder in his eyes and his mind wasnât far from that appearance. The seventh maidenâs words still echoed his now cleared mind. The fog that covered the gaps between memories was gone and all that was left was the horrifying reality of his past actions. Everything he did for Lily in his last summoning. He did it all⊠for love.
      Ash finally understood why Mia always said the word with such distaste. Why she said every emotion was ugly if you let it mindlessly consume you without control. He can vividly see it, the blood that was on his hands. The sounds of those women screaming as he killed them while their knights could only watch. He did it because Lily asked him to do so, justifying that they were going to die anyway. At the time, it sounded like the most reasonable thing in the world. Even now his mind was trying to tell him that he did the right thing but the disconnect between him from the past and him right now were two different people.
Lifting his head and leaning back to rest his back against the park bench, Ash allowed the sunlight that got past the leaves above to put him in a daze. Christ. What was he thinking back then? You werenât thinking, Mia would say. He can picture her calculative words of wisdom. If it wasnât for the fact that Mia warned him about this outcome when he decided to chase after his missing memories, this revelation would have possibly destroyed him. Consume his current identity and replace it with the past version of him. Lily must have thought the same thing when she told him what to do next after being told his past.
âGo back to Mia and tell her that you want to be my knight. Sheâll approve it. I promise,â she said, âYouâll find that she isnât fond of you. Not as much as me.â
Of course, Mia would approve of it if he were to propose this idea. Despite her teasing attitude, Mia never suppressed his opinions. Not like the soft-spoken Lily in his memory. He couldnât believe the past him was head over heels in love with her. Lily was as forgettable as they come- a forgettable side character, as Mia liked to call them. If he didnât know better, Ash would have assumed that these memories were false. Mia would have told him to verify that fact. And verify he did. There was no magic used nor any memory manipulation. All of this came naturally to him. But despite that fact, these memories didnât feel organic. It didnât feel like it matched his character.
Mia constantly reassured Ash that he was a good person despite the evidence pointing otherwise. Maybe she already guessed that he killed many people before, and she was only saying that to keep him from being unable to fulfill her goals. She was always open with what she wanted. No, that wasnât right. He was villainizing Mia just to justify his actions. But even still, it made him break rule number one constantly as he didnât want to reveal the memories that surface. The feelings he felt. He was scared that sheâll tell him to leave. Return to that cold, lonely abyss. But look at where it got him, getting consumed by these complicated emotions, just as Mia warned him about. Even now, he wanted to accept Lilyâs deal just so that he didnât have to⊠disappoint Mia. He masked one secret with others and created one big mess.
No, Ash was done with this downward spiral. Mia has been meeting him halfway ever since the beginning and he just been refusing to accept it. For what? Because of pride? Fear of rejection? Those concepts held him back. There was so much he wanted to tell Mia. Conversations he forgo and replaced with banter. The memory of his past felt like fiction while the time he shared with Mia felt real. Authentic. Fighting the other knights was all he knew yet it felt like a dream when contrasted to watching movies with Mia.
Already on his feet, Ash began walking towards the cafĂ©. He spent too much time thinking when he should be talking about what just happened. This was just another tactic to get them separated. To ruin their partnership. He almost fell for it but that was why Mia created rule number one: no secrets. The distance Ash put between them was large, yet he knew Mia was waiting for him to catch up. His brisk pace turned into a run as he didnât want her to wait any longer.
Cars, trees, buildings, and people all blurred past him as he ran to the cafĂ© Mia was in. He felt stupid knowing that Mia was busy trying to stop the end of the world while he was busy feeling sorry for himself. It only made him want to come clean about everything. As the cafĂ©âs iconic red poster came to view, Ash slowed his pace before ultimately stopping in front of the cafĂ©âs glass door. Pulling it open with more force than needed, Ash put his desperation on display for all to see as the wind chime above the door made an ugly clang of metal hitting glass.
Sitting right where he left her, Mia barely spared him an acknowledging glance as she drank her coffee. Out of everyone in the shop who ogled Ash from his action, it was only the person he was looking for who didnât look back. âThere you are, Ashley. I was getting worried you would never come,â Mia said, taking control of the conversation as she always does. âJudging how youâre out of breath, I guess you learned something spicy.â
Turning her head, Mia presented her usual teasing grin that was a lot friendlier. No, it was always friendly, but Ash didnât want to view it as such. With her expecting him, Ash was quick to clock on that he wasnât the only person Lily talked to. He took several long strides so that he can stand before Mia. âLily talked to you too,â he said. It wasnât a question but a statement.
Mia nodded her head. âYup,â she said, popping the âpâ. She gestured to the sit in front of her and Ash accepted it with no hesitation. His knees brushing against hers as he slipped before Mia. âSeemed like the bitch was a lot more cunning than I thought. But luckily, I was ahead of the curve,â Mia said. She paused for a moment to pass her uneaten dessert to Ash for him to eat. Apple pie based on its cinnamon-fruity scent âStill shocking though. How do you feel?â
âSurprisingly, not that bad,â Ash said. He attempted to reject the offer but after much prodding from Mia, he took a bite. Oddly, something sweet made the bitter situation a little better. âYou prep me after all.â
âThatâs good. Donât let people lead you around if they hold something above you,â she told him, âI would say to forget about this, but I know youâre in a complicated position.â
âShe told you about the deal.â
âOf course.â
âDid you say no?â
Ash knew the answer to that question but even still, he hoped that Mia told Lily to fuck off. That he was her partner. Yelled at Lily in a fit of jealousy.
âYou know I canât speak for you. This is between you and her,â Mia said. Ash hung his head down in defeat. He knew how Mia was, but it still hurt hearing her diplomatic stance on the situation. âBut⊠if you want to hear my opinion on this. I donât think this is a good idea. To be honest, I think Lily is a toxic piece of shit and you have to be blind to go with her,â Mia said, âBut itâs up to you. Maybe you know something I donât.â Ash felt a lot better with the clarification from Mia. It wasnât that she didnât care about him but gave him autonomy.
âYeah, your right. You donât know something about this deal that doesnât make it work. About everything that happened really. Lily probably doesnât anticipate it either,â he said.
âReally? What is it?â
âI⊠kind of⊠like you. A lot. Romantically.â
                            â⊠â âŠâ
âOuch! Shit! Can you be a little more gentle!â
âHwy don't yoo try bandagenng a woond in a dark fuckenng roum!â
With a flashlight in her mouth, Mia squatted next to Ash. The bright light shining on his face, forcing him to cover his surviving eye. Blood heavily seeped down from the other one. Trail of red tears oozed from the gash that was once his left eye. It made Mia sick to look at, knowing that Ash may never be able to use it again, but she didnât want to worry the guy. They got this far, and she didnât want him to freeze up fighting like that again. She couldnât do much for it, let alone save it. She wrapped the bandage around his head tightly⊠at least she could stop the blood.
âWhat did you say?!â Ash said, attempting to give Mia his signature smile only to falter back in pain as she pulled the bandage into a tight knot behind his head. Mia spat out the flashlight into her hand and pointed the beam away from his face now.
âI said, Why donât you try bandaging a wound in a dark room,â Mia said, repeating her words in frustration. She wiped the blood she got on her hands onto her pants before standing up. She turned the flashlight around to look at the other teams gathering their bearings and patching up their wounds. One of the women was crying to her knight about her broken leg while another woman watched her knight snap his shoulder back to place. The supply packs they brought were in the center of the group; ripped open with the content inside spilled on the floor during everyoneâs mad rush to get their hands on some light and the first aid kit.
It was a brutal, bloody mess. But everyone survived. That was the most important thing to remember. As risky as it was, if they were to let things played out as it always had for thousands of years, they wouldnât be here complaining about their injures. Mia wanted to believe they understood that fact. The reason why no one was making a larger scene than this.
Miaâs eyes focused on the seventh team. Lily barely had a scratch on her as she looked down at the bloody mess that was her knight. Though Mia couldnât hear it over the mutterings of the other teams and the disgusting way the walls pulsed, she could tell that the golden-haired knight was having difficulty breathing. While Mia was mostly unharmed, even she had several cuts and bruises in dealing with the Holy Orderâs monks. Mia found it odd, but her attention was pulled by Ash taking her hand.
âDid you just call the cocoon of the fallen god a dark room,â Ash said. It seemed like Ash wasnât aware of the current mood of the room as he attempted to banter with Mia. No, that wasnât right. He knew it quite well but he didnât want to be consumed by the hopeless feeling that hung in the air. Mia was the same.
âDo you want to acknowledge that the floor is squirming underneath you? No, of course not. Weâre in a dark room and that it. No ifs, ands, or buts,â Mia said, turn her head down to look at Ash resting on the ground. He smiled at her but it shifted to a serious expression.
âTell me honestly. The cut is bad,â he asked her. Mia considered for a moment in lying to Ash to ease his worry but decided that it was stupid. They both knew that his eye wonât work again and he accepted that heâll gain many more injures to come. Sheâll be insulting him if she treated this as just a paper cut.
âWell, thatâs the bad news,â she said. Mia looked away as she attempted to think of something nice to say about Ashâs wound.
âThereâs good news?â
âYeah. You completely rock the pirate look.â
Ash rolled his single eye before scoffing at Miaâs strange words of encouragement. He felt better hearing it though. It was nice to have someone to joke with despite the dire circumstances. While where they were wasnât the most ideal of places, Ash wished that time stopped right here. Not because of the miserable time everyone was having but to keep the final fight at bay a little longer. The same thought plagued Mia as well though she didnât wish for time to stop but for a chance to speak her mind.
âSo, um. Ashley,â Mia said. She turned her head back to maintain eye contact with him as she talked. She squeezed his hand which Ash returned. âI know that we promise to shelf this talk for another day and kinda awful to bring up, in general, considering everything,â Mia said, âBut I want to give you an answer to your confession.â Ashâs eye widen at the sudden topic being brought up. He wanted the fallen god to make an appearance right here. Right now. Just so he doesnât have to face the dreaded answer heâd been waiting for. Ash broke out into a cold sweat but in the end, he realized that this didnât matter. It didnât matter if Mia rejected him or not. He still wanted to be her friend.
âResponding to a confession right before the final battle? I thought you hated cliches,â Ash said. Teasing Mia to cover up the emotional roller coaster his mind was going through. âScared itâll be too late?â
âYes, actually. I donât like leaving loose ends,â Mia said, not a hint of shame in her tone. It made Ash shut up quickly. Pushing up her glasses, she took one look to gauge what Ash was feeling at this moment before she pulled the gun. âIâm happy that you like me, but I canât return your feelings,â she told him, âAt least⊠not right now. Iâm not like you who just feel love just like that.â Mia snapped her finger. âIt takes time for me to create a connection of that level. Maybe one day I might fall in love with you but right now, youâre my friend,â she said, âI donât want to get your hopes up, but I donât want to leave our relationship at this. I hope you can understand.â
Ash saw this answer coming. He saw it miles away the moment Mia warned him about developing feelings for her. He thought that it was all bullshit. That someone hurt her in the past or she was playing hard to get. But after spending some time with her, Ash realized that she was a complex individual and grappling with difficult concepts he couldnât begin to understand. Ash barely even understood himself at times. Mia was the one person who seemed to have everything together, it was one of the reasons why he came to love her. But there was some baggage that he didnât know how to help carry. At least not yet.
âYeah. I understand. Whatever happens, at least weâre still friends,â Ash said. Though the rejection hurts, he couldnât say that he was sad. Relieved if anything but, more importantly, determine to walk out of this alive with Mia. Finally letting go of Miaâs hand, he raised his arms to stretch before settling back down again. The air between them was awkward, at least for Ash forcing him to change the topic first. âWhy the sudden serious talk? Youâve been saying this since the beginning. Weâre going to win and make it out alive. Unless a new premonition came to you.â
âI told you. Theyâre not premonitions. I use logic and reason to come up with my predictions. That said, my prediction still stands. Weâll win and you-â
The words that Mia wasnât able to finish were trapped in her throat as the room began rumbling and shaking. Several people screamed at the unnatural earthquake and Mia wasnât sure if she was among the women who screamed. Ash quickly got to his feet and got ahold of Mia to keep her from falling. With shaky hands, Mia pointed the flashlight deeper into the cocoon. The darkness of it swallowed the beam whole but the light managed to reveal something slithering in the dark for a split moment.
âIs that⊠a worm?â Ash asked.
âNo⊠itâs a giant snake,â Mia said, her eyes glued on where she last saw its tail. She almost missed it, but the snakeâs red eyes reflected the light when her hand jerked right. In all of its scaly glory, Miaâs eyes trailed up its body as the last of the tremors stopped. The diamond-shaped head reared back and ready to strike. Though Mia knew better considering she was standing among a group, it appeared that the snake was looking right at her. Her blood went cold at the thought, but she didnât let it paralyze her. The moment Mia found her voice, she was shouting out orders.
âMaidens! Remember the plan! Stay back and take the critically injured with us! Weâll maintain support from behind while the knights fight,â Mia yelled. She moved his arm away so she could move though she gave him an encouraging pat as he moved up to the front to fight with the other knights. Jogging up to the maiden who broke her leg, she signaled to the third maiden to help carry her back. The knight seemed worried to leave behind his maiden in this state but after a reassuring nod from Mia, he went to go join the line.
Wrapping her arm around the womanâs waist while the third maiden help from the other side, they quickly carried her away from the designated fighting area. âKeep your lights on the thing! Itâs huge and fast!â she yelled, reminding the other maiden to keep her flashlight on the battlefield as they retreated. Gently placing the girl down, Mia quickly untangled herself to turn back around. The fight was underway as Ash and two other knights fought what everyone assumed to be the fallen god. The seventh knight, Erik was hobbling over to the battle. He wasnât in any condition to fight as he had to use his lance to hold himself up, slipping down and ultimately collapsing.
Mia found it strange that he was attempting to push himself like this despite his injures. She was about to call him to hang back with her group when Mia counted one missing party. Lily! She looked left and right for the stupid girl but was quick to realize that her knight was most likely attempting to walk towards her. Tilting her flashlight down, Mia discovered Lily slowly walking up to the fallen god with her arms opened wide as if she was offering herself. Making a frantic gesture to the other three women, Mia broke out into a dash to grab Lily. Sure, she hated her guts but that doesnât mean she wanted her to kill herself because of delusions of grandeur. âWhat the hell are you doing!â
Shaking off the three knights from its body, the snake snapped its head forward to strike the offered woman, but she was pushed out of the way by Mia who made it just in time. Unable to scream as the pain from the bite exploded in her head, Mia let out a grunt while seeing stars. The flashlight in her hands clattered to the ground. It felt like the snake intended to eat her as it attempted to pull Mia away from everyone, but Ash dug his sword into its side cause the snake to let go and return to the battle.
âAre you okay?!â Ash yelled, getting flailed around by the snake as it tried to shake Ash off. Holding her side, Mia looked at the damage left behind. Mia can only describe the chemical reaction her blood was experiencing was mind-numbing. Her blood turned viscous, making it hard for her to move. The only thing keeping her from bleeding out her guts at this very moment was one of the snakeâs teeth left behind during its quick retreat.
This was very much, not okay.
âYeah! Iâm fine!â Mia yelled back. She turned her body away from the fight to keep Ash from seeing it. If he saw the state that she was in now, all this effort would be for naught as Ash would end up choosing her instead of the world. Letting out a groan, she held her side. Mia wanted to sit but knew that she couldnât give anything away that would cause Ashâs worry.
âTsk tsk. Someone broke rule number one,â Lily said, teasing Mia. The woman walked around her, smacking the tooth buried in Miaâs side as she moved to stand before her. Miaâs legs buckled for a moment, but she stood firm as ever. Lily frowned at the lack of weakness from Mia but she was soon smiling once again. âYou better keep that in if you donât want to bleed out! Oh but⊠the fallen godâs venom is poisonous too. So maybe itâs better for you to pull it out.â
âWhy⊠are you like this? I donât see how you fit in this equation,â Mia said, letting out a groan. âYouâre normal based on my research. No connections to the Holy Order or the fallen god. If youâre angry at how I treated you, then Iâm sorry. But donât drag others into this.â
âEven when you apologize, youâre still disgustingly prideful,â Lily said, âI just simply hate you. For taking away everything that is mine. I will fix everything you ruined.â
Mia stared at Lily bewildered by what her rival meant. The girl was insane but was she that insane to risk the universe? Glancing back to the battle, the three knights should have taken the fallen god by now based on their collective strengths, but the snake still fought as if they never injured it. No! It was healing or rather⊠being healed. While Mia didnât have verifiable evidence that Lily had something to do with that, she knew that there was no such thing as coincidence in this world. The womanâs strange actions solidified it and if not, then she was nothing more than a health hazard to everyone involved.
âYou know. You really underestimate me,â Mia said. Her hand got a tight grip around the exposed part of the tooth at her side. âJust because I want to do the right thing doesnât make me a good person,â she told Lily, âEven if it means taking unethical actions, Iâm willing to make the hard decisions if it means it justified the ending.â Ripping the tooth out from her side, Mia felt the adrenaline pumping through her as she knew what to do.
And it seemed like Lily knew what Mia was thinking as well.
The woman attempted to flee from Mia, but she was quick to hold onto Lilyâs sweater to hold her in place. The two of them struggled with Lily screaming for help. Mia gave Lily some shallow cuts before forcing her entire weight onto the woman and they both fell. Lily repeatedly hit Miaâs side to her to fall off, but Mia was far too focus to feel it. Raising the tooth high, she jammed it into Lilyâs throat, digging it deeper until she stopped moving. Mia pushed the tooth one more time to make sure Lily was dead before rolling off onto her back. The deed was done and Mia couldnât feel her hands anymore.
Her head was light, but Mia managed to focus more on the fight and less on the injury. Based on the sounds, the knightsâ attacks were finally leaving behind some damage. It worked. Lily was oddly the key to this entire show. Mia wanted to make a horcrux joke but it was hard to stay awake let alone think of something clever. Thankfully, she didnât need to be left alone with her thoughts as the room shook once more as the body of the snake collapsed mere inches away from Mia; crushing Lilyâs body right next to her. Mia could hear Ash yelling for her in the background, but Mia couldnât help but look at the close encounter with a god. She placed her hand on its cool scales and felt it take shallow breaths.
âYouâre dying too,â she told it.
âMia! Oh god, Mia!â
Dragging her away from the body of a god, Ashâs face hovered over her head as he forced her to look at him. He pressed his hand against her side to stop the bleeding, but it was already too late. Ashâs already pale face looked like a sheet of paper as he began desperately yelling for someone to help. Did Mia look that bad? She couldnât help but laugh.
âWould you look at that, Ashley? All my predictions came true,â Mia said, âI predicted youâll fall in love with me. I predicted that youâre a big drama queen. And I predicted that weâll win, and youâll survive. Arenât I something?â
âYeah, something else for making jokes right now,â Ash said. He began unraveling the bandages from his eye so that he could use them on Mia, but she placed her hand on his thigh to stop him.
âDonât do that. I wonât be able to use it,â she said. She let out a dry wheeze as she found it hard to hold on to this life. âI need you to take every out of here. Though the seventh knight looks like heâs dead, heâs still alive. Passed out.â
âBut, what about you?â Ash argued. He gently shook Miaâs shoulder as, for just a moment, she closed her eyes. Fear struck him as he thought that she was dead but Mia opened her eyes.
âI already did my mission. I have no regrets,â she said. Mia took several shallow breaths before continuing her train of thought. âYou promise to follow seven rules if you want to be my partner. What was the seventh rule again?â
Ash didnât want to answer her. He placed one arm under her knees and the other behind her back to carry her, but Mia pushed his face away. âWhat was the rule?â she asked him.
âIf⊠if it looks like youâre going to die but weâre close to completing our goal then leave it be. You will manage somehow. And if you die, then you die satisfied,â Ash said, his face grim as the rule he agreed to wholeheartedly now weighed heavily on his tongue He felt sick. Another one of her predictions proven right. âI really wish you were wrong most of the time.â
âItâs all a number game, baby!â Mia said before letting out a series of coughs in expelling the last of her energy in a cheer. Ash tighten his hold around Mia before pulling her closer onto his lap. Mia smiled at him before leaning her head on his chest. âItâs okay, Ashley. Weâll meet again someday,â she told him.
âIs that a prediction?â
âNo. A promise. Itâs up to you if you want to make it true.â
âYouâre a piece of work for making a promise that I have to keep,â Ash said. He laughed but there was hardly any humor in it. There was a long pause as neither of them had anything to say. Shifting Mia in his arm, Ash finally came up with what he wanted to tell Mia before she goes.
âCan I make a promise to you too?â
But Mia was already long gone without a single good-bye.
#my writing#snipbit of what I have planned#workshop was rough#someone said I wrote in first person???#another person said they were confused by Mia the character vs. Mia the author??? which doesn't make any sense#there was a 10 minute discussion about too much cursing???#Dont get me started about them not understanding which character was talking#Just say you didn't read the piece instead of making up random shit#tw for swear words#and everyone just said I should start over or break up it up when I'm going to?#I never left a workshop this confused and insulted#take my beaten child internet
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ââ â 005 : INSPIRATION FROM BEYOND : SUNWOO (PRT 2.) â âââ
âłÂ ( prt 1.) â AAAYE I actually followed through and created the part 2 I planned! âșI didnât plan it to be like this, but on babieâs canon b-day I couldnât think of a better way to do it!Â
When I first read this task I got real excited because thereâs never really any chances for me to actually share the tidbits of whatâs built up my OC. I feel like I get too wild behind the scenes when iâm creating OCs and Sunwoo has definitely become one of my favorite OCs that iâve built in a very long time. ( in years in fact! )
So since I did the task the correct way the first time, hereâs the one where I share all my fun secrets thatâs made Sunwoo! đ
Random Facts about Sunwoo I have no reason to ever share until this very moment:
I can tell you exactly how Sunwoo came to be. I hadnât been in a RPG in over 5 years and I initially planned to bring another OC of mine here. But when looking at the âmost wanted facesâ page I saw Nam.joon was a wanted face! I was like âokay, cool. i think i could do that. i donât have an OC with joonâs face yet and I love him!â Then, when peeking at the locations it was actually the image used for the Pico District that gave me the idea of them being a graffiti artist and the description of gentrification that gave them the spark of life. So we can all thank Frenchie and the admin crew for the plot bunny that became Sunwoo! đ€
SURPRISINGLY I had no idea who Banksy was until AFTER I created Sunwoo! đ
đ As an artist myself I feel ashamed to say that because I love and am obsessed with Banksy now. Going into Sunwooâs application I knew I wanted to have something fun that I hadnât done before. But I remember chatting with a friend and they called Sunwoo, Banksy and I was like âwho?â and looked it up and was floored.
Sunwoo is the first OC who has the same occupation as me. Thatâs right! I too work at a library like Sunwoo. đ
 For years I always tried to keep any piece of myself from my character, but when creating Sunwoo I was trying to think of an occupation that seemed âtame and softâ to contrast with their true âbold and brashâ nature and then I realized using my own would not only be fitting but hilarious to write.
When coming in as Sunwoo instead of fictional characters and media, I actually based them and their characteristics around two of my favorite co-workers. Theyâre the only two guys on our team and their personalities make my slow days at work fun and try to honor within a character. I talk to them about Sunwoo all the time in fact. (theyâre that cool) đ My co-workerâs desk is actually how I imagine Sunwooâs personal one to be aesthetically. Itâs so nice ;A; ( one | two | three | four )
Also when creating OCs I kind of consider the world around me to help build who they are. (so when I look back on them, the things about them describe the time in my life when I created them.) As we all know 2020 was a year of lots of voices rising to speak, protests, and rallies for change. I wanted to capsule something like that somehow, so deciding Sunwoo to be so hellbent on getting their word out and promoting change was my way of doing that. In my head, I imagined Sunwoo being someone apart of so many protests and busy in the effort of bettering lives for others. I play that part of them down here because of the chill nature of our roleplay and not wanting to bring too much chaotic vibes when they already sit on enough, but actually I know Sunwoo is a very opinionated and forward spoken person. I just personally donât feel comfortable putting people in wild positions like that so donât worry about that ever showing from them. đđ
Though, if they ever get a chance IC to speak about injustices going on in Pico, whew, just know theyâd go awf. :doom:Â Â
If Sunwoo had a theme song it would be âStart a Riotâ by Duckwrth & Shaboozey. I listen to that one a lot when I write their more rebellious nature. đ
Sunwoo is the second non-binary character iâve ever written in all my time roleplaying. I was proud to explore with my first, but I love the confidence I have writing my second!
Sometimes I have this thing I like to do where I embrace my OCs around a song that iâm currently into. Around the time I was creating Sunwoo ,âDionysusâ was the song that I was abusing on repeat. (and is still one of my top favorite BT.S jams) So if Sunwoo was a song, Dionysus would be their government assigned song. đ
And Finallllllyyyy I usually choose my OCâs birthdays on important days in my life. With Sunwoo I broke that mold and chose January 1st for their birthday. January 1st is universally considered a day of and for change and Sunwoo is a person whoâs passionate about bringing change / being a change for good. Cheesy and overly thought into, I know. đ
I think thatâs all I got for now. At least the big ones anyways! If I ever think of more, maybe something will come around for me to share again. If you read this far, thanks! I hope this was fun for you too! đ€©đ€đ„°
#( study )#( đđ birth )#//I FINISHED THIS W 5 MINUTES LEFT BEFORE THEIR BDAY OVER IN MY TIMEZONE WHEW#( sunnygraphics )
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What's wrong with the lizards?
Hahaha oh man. So there's really nothing wrong with the yellow-spotted lizards from the book/movie Holes, but I have a sort of chip on my shoulder about them because I was somehow the only kid in my seventh grade class who knew the yellow-spotted lizards aren't real, and a bunch of my classmates tried to insist I was wrong because "tHeY wErE iN tHe MoViE." Like movies can't have fake things in them. Like you can't paint yellow spots on some bearded dragons. And as an adult I try to give the benefit of the doubt whenever I can, but inside me there is still a small, angry child screaming HOW could they not know those lizards were fake?! Holes is the only place they've ever appeared! If they were real they would be in other books, other movies! At least!
Hush, angry child. It's okay. People are wrong sometimes; thinking a made-up animal is real truly is not the end of the world.
To be honest, I'm still a bit incredulous, but I can see how they'd make the mistake. As an adult, looking at Holes, I can absolutely see why the lizards might seem real. Holes is fiction, but it feels real. There are rules to the fake things in it! The characters have depth! There is a history where people have the same fears as people in the present! The yellow-spotted lizards are the only worldbuilding thing Louis Sachar completely, totally, 100% pulled out of his ass for this book. Everything else either could happen in reality or is obviously fake. A curse of bad luck? Well that's OBVIOUSLY false, but this is magical realism so it's whatever. But cruel camp administrators? Sure. Inter-familial resentment spanning generations? Definitely. Racism? Yeah. A kid from a low-income family gets falsely accused of a crime as a result of a misunderstanding, and sentenced to hard labor at a work camp in the desert? Our justice system is fucked, of course that could happen.
The yellow-spotted lizards, however, are not obviously fake. And everything else seems pretty plausible. And if we're talking about the movie, they didn't use CGI. Those were actual lizards, just painted.
So like...I get it.
And as an adult, I know other kids were not raised on nature specials and NatGeo Kids and Ranger Rick. Other kids have not heard a calm Probably-British voiceover tell them, more than once, that the Gila monster and its cousin, the Mexican beaded lizard, are the only two venomous lizard species in the world. (At the time, this was believed to be true. We have since learned of venom in other species.)
But I did not enjoy being shouted at in class by several of my peers trying to convince me to believe in something that I know for a fact doesn't exist (not even something like unicorns! or bigfoot! there are no legends or sightings or lore about these lizards; they were made up by one dude! for one book!), so later that year, when we were assigned a research project and presentation on the subjects of our choice, I chose venomous lizards and I made sure to mention the fake yellow-spotted lizards in my presentation. This did not win me any points with my teacher or my peers, but I was pissed off and already a bullied social pariah with nothing to lose, so I really didn't care if anyone liked it.
(Part of the depth of my irritation was also due to the fact that "I'm smarter than them" was what I was telling myself to keep my self-esteem from tanking completely. It wasn't true, of course; we just had different knowledge bases and life experiences. They knew things about Justin Timberlake and the Spice Girls that I never will. But I was, objectively, better-informed about animals and the natural world than most of my peers at that point in time, and I did NOT like hearing "you're wrong and also stupid" about things that are facts. Partly because my self-esteem was already rocky, but also because they were wrong! And making fun of me for not believing their wrong thing! Rude!)
Anyway, yellow-spotted lizards do not exist and never have, and not everyone knows that, and that's okay but it still makes me grumbly because I got shouted at about it as a kid XD
#displacerghost#askbasket#ahhhh holes#such a good book#with a really stellar film adaptation!#but those fuckin lizards#great plot device but VERY annoying for me personally lmao#friend ghost
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Goodnight and Joy Be to You All
Summary: You get into an accident and have a choice to make.Â
Features: Description of injury; The Good Place spoilers; non-canon compliant MCU; non-canon compliant The Good Place; technical character death?
Pairing: Steve Rogers/Reader
Notes: I just started watching The Good Place and this happenedÂ
Word Count: 2878 + a bonus 177
Somehow, you never expected it to go like this. It seemed almost anti-climatic. You had been in the city, away from the compound, buying a gift for Christmas, the first since the Blip. Steve had made the decision to stay, something that still surprised you. It wasnât to say you werenât grateful, you were. But you would be lying if you said you hadnât expected him to take advantage of the opportunity in front of him. Bucky had cautioned you of as much.Â
But it seemed now that it was all for naught. You lay on the pavement in midtown Manhattan, screams around you as youâre helpless to do anything. A cab sped through the red light and you had been directly in its path. You only felt pain. You felt like something had pierced your skin. You managed to get a glimpse of your abdomen, where a piece of metal was protruding. You felt yourself drifting, too panicked to think of anything else as a medic attended to you.
âShit, shit weâre losing her!â was all you heard as it grew harder to stay alert.Â
You woke up, but you werenât sure where you were. You were sitting on a couch. A man with white hair and glasses popped his head out of the door, calling your name.
âNormally, Iâd be explaining to you where you are, but you arenât anywhere. You arenât in the Good Place nor are you in the Bad Place or the Medium Place. You, my friend, are in limbo,â Michael said. The blonde woman beside him gave him a look and you got the feeling he was withholding some information.Â
âLimbo?â you asked. The last thing you remembered was getting ready to cross the street in midtown after running some errands. You had found the perfect present for Steve and the next thing you knew you had woken up here. You had to be in some weird dream.Â
âVery rare. See, normally in your universe you go somewhere else and the Soulworld exists in...anyway that may be too complicated for our purposes here. All afterlifes across dimensions and universes are connected in someway. You happened to end up here. Limbo. Youâre not alive, but you arenât dead. You have a decision to make. And as part of a...court agreement...weâve been assigned to help you make your decision,â he said.
âWhen you say âweâ who exactly do you mean?â you asked.Â
âHi. Eleanor Shellstrop. Nice to meet you Miss Renegade maâam. Big fan of your work. Always wanted to be like you Avengers...well, where Iâm from youâre in a movie and your actress is kind of a bench, honestly I probably would have gotten along with her. Anyway, my friends Chidi, Tahani, Jason and I are going to help you decide. Janet has created a place for us to work through this,â the blonde woman said. If you werenât so confused and concerned, you probably would have been amused.Â
âIs my actress at least attractive? Sam and I kind of have a bet on who would play us if an alternate universe existed where our lives were action movies,â you said. You might as well have fun with this. Whatever this was. Eleanor looked at you and grinned.
âDude, she was slamming,â Eleanor said. She led you out of the room and out to the outside. It was a grassy area. It reminded you of the lake outside of Tonyâs cabin. You screamed when someone appeared beside you.Â
âJanet, I thought we talked about this whole just appearing thing,â Eleanor said. She introduced you to the three others who would be helping you and explained who Janet was.Â
âShe reminds me of FRIDAY,â you said.
âIs Friday hot? I bet sheâs hot,â Jason said. Eleanor smacked his arm. You blinked as you looked at him. He seemed to be a few crayons short of a full pack.Â
âJason, not the time,â she said. You had to laugh at it. Your heart ached a little bit. The dynamic at play reminded you a bit of home, of your friends, your family.Â
âFriday is an AI designed by Tony Stark,â you said.
âDude...you know Tony Stark? How did Infinity War go? I kinda died before it came out. Black Widow is so sexy,â Jason said. You just looked at him and then at his friends.
âReally?â you asked, crossing your arms. You tried to remind yourself that to him, your life was fiction. It didnât help in the slightest. You were an Avenger and you could think of multiple ways to get him to shut up. Was murder frowned upon in limbo? Could you murder someone while you were in limbo? You had so many questions. Eleanor and Chidi shared a look before Eleanor spoke.Â
âHeâs...from Florida,â Eleanor said. You nodded in understanding. That explained a lot about the man. While you were still annoyed with the man, you couldnât fault him for being from Florida. Something about that state just brought out the weird in people. You, Tony, and Bruce had once hypothesized that if it wasnât the water, then maybe there was some lost alien tech buried somewhere in the Everglades or something. There was no way the state was just like that, you thought.Â
âWas this Tony Stark wealthy? I knew the man who played him in the movies! Robert always did throw the best parties. And oh, that Chris Evans, I went on a date with him once, but, I was too much woman for him,â Tahani said.Â
âRight. So. Michael mentioned something about me making a decision. Canât I just decide and thatâs it?â you asked. Chidi sighed. You looked at him curiously as he gestured for you to sit on a bench that appeared out of nowhere.
âUnfortunately, it isnât that simple. The rules of limbo demand you weigh your options before making your decision. Really evaluate your life. We can look to philosophy to help with this decision,â he said.Â
âDoes anyone else find it funny that heâs the one telling her to make a decision? No? Just me?â Tahani asked.Â
âNot the time,â Eleanor said. Chidi requested a chalkboard from Janet and it appeared. He divided it into two sides. Reasons to return to your body and reasons to move on. He handed you the chalk and you stood, walking up to the board. You thought for a moment. Under the âreasons to returnâ side you put family.
âOkay, why family?â Tahani asked.
âItâs not my blood family. Weâve...weâve already lost a lot this year. The last five years. The Snap, the Blip, fighting Thanos a second time, losing Tony, losing Natasha. I donât know if they can lose me too,â you said.Â
âSomeone certainly thinks highly of themselves,â she said. You glared at her.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â you asked.
âWait...Iron Man and Black Widow die? Man! I want my money back!â Jason said with a groan. Everyone turned their heads to look at him. You were three seconds away from smacking him upside the head yourself. You took a breath, reminding yourself that where he was from, you and the rest of the team were simply fictional characters. Â
âIt wasnât an insult if thatâs what youâre thinking. I simply mean that you are so confident in your relationships,â she said.Â
âRight,â you said. You added more reasons to the board, avoiding putting anything on the side for reasons not to return. It didnât take long for them to call you out on it.
âThere must be some reason you wouldnât want to go back,â Eleanor said.Â
âNo, nope. I want to go back,â you said.Â
âYouâre scared of something,â she said.Â
âThings are only just getting back to normal. Half the universe was wiped out for five years. We lost good people to bring them back,â you said quietly.Â
âAnd you helped do that,â she said. You nodded.
âI think we need to bring in some help,â Chidi said. You looked at him, about to ask him what he meant when you saw two people you thought youâd never see again walk out of the cabin. You stumbled backwards in disbelief. Walking down the stairs of the cabin were Tony and Natasha.Â
âHoly fork...fork...what the fork,â you said. You were definitely not saying fork.Â
âOh, right. You canât curse here because technically limbo exists as part of the Good Place. And thereâs no cursing in the Good Place. You get used to it,â Eleanor said. You walked toward them. You felt tears stinging your eyes.
âIs...is this real? Or is this a creation of this dimension?â you asked, your voice breaking. Tony didnât respond. He just wrapped you in a hug. You sobbed as you wrapped your arms around him. He felt real. You felt Natashaâs hand on your back, rubbing soothing circles.
âThey pulled us from our own afterlife for this, kiddo,â Tony said as you pulled away. You looked over at the group.
âI swear, if this is a forking joke, I will forking kill you all. I donât care how dead you already are,â you said to them.Â
âForking? Just say forking...what the fork?â Tony asked. Natasha seemed amused by it.Â
âWeâre technically in the Good Place or something? I donât know. I wasnât really listening when Eleanor explained it to me. Considering this isnât our universeâs version of the afterlife,â you said.Â
âYouâre not dead yet. Youâre in limbo. And you need to decide,â Natasha said.Â
âBut I did decide. I want to go back,â you said. She sighed.
âYour decision has to consider both sides. The universal fabric wonât accept it until itâs satisfied that you really thought it through,â Natasha said.Â
âHow do you know that?â you asked.
âWhen they came to bring us here, they explained it to us. So, letâs talk. What reasons would you have for not returning to the Earth?â she asked.Â
âThere arenât any,â you said. She raised an eyebrow.
âGo on vacation recently?â she asked.Â
âNat, we donât do vacations. And I wouldnât consider death a vacation. Itâs kinda permanent. Except yâknow when Thanos snaps half the universe out of existence and we bring them back. Oh, except for you,â you said. She put her hands up.
âI did what I had to. We all knew there were risks to our mission. Youâre deflecting,â she said.
âIf I chose to stay here. Would I see you and Tony? Would we ever see the others again?â you asked. She touched your face, a comforting gesture.
âOur universesâ version of this is different. We would be able to see you whenever you wanted, whenever we wanted. We would see them again,â she said. You nodded.
âTasha...do you regret it?â you asked. She shook her head, taking your hand in hers as the two of you sat on the bench.Â
âNo. I could never regret that decision. Not if it means we brought everyone home and from what I heard, we did. We won. We can all rest now,â she said. You closed your eyes as you took a breath.Â
âWhat about you Tony?â you asked, looking up at him where he stood. He gave you a sad smile.
âDo I regret that I wonât see Morgan grow up? Sure. Sheâs my kid. Of course I wish I could be there for her. Do I regret that I put an end the Thanos? That sacrificing myself means that the universe is safe from him? No. I donât. I would choose to sacrifice myself every time, kiddo. Every time,â he said. You felt tears stinging your eyes again. You stood and wrote on the other side of the board, your reasons for staying in the afterlife. There were two. You would get to rest. You would also be reunited with Tony and Natasha. A light started to engulf you. You started to panic and it faded. The four people you had forgotten were there all groaned.
âYou almost made a choice. Almost,â Eleanor said.
âShe might be as bad as Chidi when it comes to making a decision,â Tahani said.
âHey!â Chidi said.Â
âYou know Iâm right,â she said. You looked at your two friends. You knew what decision you were making. You just needed to do something first. You hugged Natasha and Tony one last time. Natasha gave you a message, you just hoped that you would remember it. You made your way to the four people who had been tasked with helping you.
âDo you think I have a chance with Black Widow?â Jason asked you. You gave him a look.
âDude, she isnât even in this universesâ afterlife. So. No. Besides I thought you two had a little something going on?â you asked pointing between him and Tahani.
âNo...no, why would you think...no,â Tahani said.Â
âSure Jan, sure,â you said with a smirk. You felt the warmth again, just before you saw the light starting to engulf you. The last thing you saw was Tony and Nat, watching as you disappeared. When you woke up, you felt pain. The room was bright and had the sterile smell of a hospital. Someoneâs hand was in yours. When your eyes focused, you saw Steve. You couldnât speak with everything you were hooked up to, but that was quickly dealt with. His eyes were shining with tears.
âThought we lost you for a bit there,â he said. You nodded, taking a small sip of the water he held to your lips.Â
âI was...was in a weird place. I saw Tony and Nat. Nat said, she said to tell you Box 107 in Metuchen, New Jersey. Said you would know what it meant,â you said. She had told you two things. One to tell Steve that. The other was a message for Clint. Recognition flashed across Steveâs face.
âYou really saw her, huh?â he asked. You nodded.Â
âIt was so weird. Some dude named Michael said I was in Limbo. And there were these four people who had to help me but they werenât from our universe they were from an alternate version. Something about a court order...I didnât think the afterlife had a justice system,â you said. You had a steady stream of visitors while Steve stayed by your side. When Clint showed up, that was when you asked Steve to leave the room. He didnât want to.
âYou only just woke up after being out for a week,â he said.
âSteve, remember what we talked about earlier?â you asked. He sighed.
âFine, but Iâll be right outside,â he said. You rolled your eyes.
âOkay dear. Run along now,â you teased. He shook his head as he chuckled. When you and Clint were left alone it took you a minute to find your words.
âI was in Limbo. I donât care if you believe me or not, Clint, but, I saw her. And I saw Tony. They helped me make my decision. Tasha told me to pass along a message. She wants you to know, she doesnât regret her decision. That it was worth it if it meant you got Laura and the kids back and that they didnât lose you in the process. She wants you to know how thankful she is for everything you did for her. And then she told me if you donât believe me to tell you that âyou and I remember Budapest very differentlyâ whatever that means,â you said. Clint just pulled you into a hug. You yelped as it pulled on some of the things you were hooked up to.
âSorry, sorry,â he said. The two of you fell into light conversation before Steve returned. He had real food with him. In that moment, you werenât sure who or what you were more in love with, Steve or the burger he set in front of you.Â
âEasy, you need to eat slowly,â Steve said.Â
You were going to be spending a few more days in the medical wing. Thought the compound had been destroyed by Thanos, it had been rebuilt in the aftermath. You had been transferred from the hospital in the city to the compound after you had been stabilized.Â
âHow are you feeling?â Bucky asked when he came in to check on you. He had finally convinced Steve to leave for longer than thirty minutes.Â
âTired, confused. I donât know if it was some elaborate dream or not. It felt real though. Seeing them,â you said.Â
âWhat was it like?â Bucky asked. You laughed a little.
âWeird. I was in a place called Limbo, which is apparently a catch all place for every universe. The people helping me were from a different universe where our lives are fiction. This guy Jason from Florida asked if he had a chance with Nat. It was all so bizarre. Apparently itâs all connected and I donât fully understand it. Honestly I stopped paying attention halfway through the explanation,â you said. Bucky just laughed at the ridiculousness of what you were saying. You fell asleep that night feeling at peace for the first time since the dust had settled from the battle with Thanos.Â
Bonus:
âYou think sheâs getting it on with the Winter Soldier or Captain America?â Jason asked when the woman disappeared. Tony and Natasha shared a look.Â
âJason...you know what, never mind, I donât want to know,â Chidi said.Â
âAlright, Breakfast Club, are we going to be sent back to our afterlife now? I was in the middle of something,â Tony said.
âIf you go back into the cabin, a portal should be there that will take you back to your universeâs afterlife,â he said.Â
âIs she going to be okay? Will she remember this?â Natasha asked.
âAs far as living, yes, sheâs going to have another chance. But we donât know if sheâll remember being here. Thatâs not something we decide. Weâre just humans who got sent to the Bad Place who then tried to get into the Good Place...and...you know what, I donât think thatâs important,â Eleanor said. Natasha looked at her skeptically but she wasnât going to question things. She was ready to get back to where she belonged in her own universe.
#Steve Rogers/Reader#Captain America/Reader#Steve Rogers#Captain America#Steve Rogers x Reader#Captain America x reader#marvel fanfic#marvel fanfiction#reader insert#marvel reader insert#the good place crossover#the good place#spoilers ahead#one shot#marvel oneshot
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Journalism 101 for writers: a writing guide to media
When I was a little girl, I asked my mother what college course I had to graduate in to be a writer. She said none, but that I had to do one either way. So, with no writing majors in the country, I chose journalism. I hated every second of it, but hey, I have a piece of paper that says I understand these matters. And today, I come to bestow upon you the knowledge Iâm cursed with and to beg, to please, stop with the blaming the messenger in your pieces of media. Journalists are people too.
(Please, keep in mind media is drastically different depending on your country. This is how I learned it Brazil. Feel free to add one things you know about your country).Â
How to write a news article in your WIP?
This is what gets writers every time. We can see you struggling and itâs okay. We understand. People (like me) go to school to learn how to write news. But itâs really not hard. And believe me, it can help you in the rest of your writing too.Â
Key word in journalism is hierarchy. Hierarchy for the win.Â
We work on an inverted pyramid scheme. Donât worry, Iâm not about to ask you to join. Itâs a writing technique. What is more important comes first in the inverted pyramid. What is more general, what is more important, what will the people want to know more must be in the first paragraph. This first paragraph is called the lead. In the lead, all (or most of the) W questions must be answered: what, where, when, who and why. Remember, in journalism there is no âspoilerâ. The point of a journalistic article is to spoil, to give information.Â
When youâre done with the lead, you start on going to slightly more specific information and slightly less vital to the understanding of the article. Therefore, going forward down the inverted pyramid. Take a look at some articles and youâll easily identify the structure. Simple, right?Â
But Bean! How will I know what is more important than the rest? Iâm not trained in journalism! I donât even like journalism!Â
Neither do I. But we journalists have a little⊠Cheat sheet. Theyâre called news values. News values are what we look for when organizing our articles and our overall pages. This wiki link has the whole list, of them, but itâs mostly things that impact peopleâs lives, that happen to notable people and/or things that are unusual. My professor used to say that a dog who bit a man was no news, but a man who bit a dog is. And if that man happens to be Benedict Cumberbatch, it would matter even more.Â
Of course, it also depend on the type of media thatâs publishing! News for radio and online news portals have to be very imediate, while TV might take a day or two to deliver the same news.Â
What we chose is always really the most important news? No. But it helps to decide what people normally take as important when reading their news and therefore, put it into a hierarchy. Also, for your WIP consider what the news company values. That will make sense further on.Â
What is a journalistâs routine like?
Pure madness. But organized madness. Day-to-day goes a little bit like this.Â
Morning meetings (youâve probably seen in movies) to decide what will be pursued during the day. Themes are suggested, but themes are not news. When you offer a theme, you must also offer someone who could be interested in talking to your company, how long you will take to do it and if you need someone else to go with you.Â
And there is not a lot of competition: if you suggest something and it gets picked up, you might not be the one to do it - because itâs not your specialty, because you have other assignments, because you donât have the contacts. But thatâs not a big deal. Weâre not all egocentric maniacs. Mostly, we just want the paper to run or for the segment to air. Doesnât matter whose name is up there. In your career, youâre going to do so many of these you wonât even care anymore. Besides, newsrooms donât have that many people anymore. Itâs not unusual for people to have to do two or more stories at once.Â
Some days are slow. There is not that many notable events happening everyday. Thatâs why we use âdrawerâ news. Things that are kept âjust in caseâ nothing comes up. Stories that donât get old, like a recurring club in the local library or a short human interest story. This is what newbies in fiction whine about. But relax, theyâll be stuck with it for a day. There will surely be more news tomorrow. Itâs not a big deal.Â
After the morning meeting, everyone goes out their desks to make calls or into the city. Like I said, newsrooms donât have a lot of people and a lot of roles were suppressed.Â
In online and printing, nowadays, the journalist goes on their own, makes the interviews, take the pictures, comes back into the room, writes and publishes it on the website, or sends to the editor for printing. In TV, journalist and cameraman take a regular car (unless theyâre doing a live insertion on the news segment) drive themselves, collect interviews, extra footage, write a script for the editors, go back, record the off voices and take it to the editing room.Â
And deadlines are very real. If you donât meet the deadline, something will have to go on the air/ on the paper. Feel the pressure yet?Â
What about investigative journalists? Like in Spotlight! Ah. Thatâs not a thing. I mean, it is. But only in specialized companies focused on investigative journalism. Nowadays, news companies donât have the money to keep recurring investigative teams. It costs a lot of money: pay salaries, pay for their moving around to do interviews⊠And it can take several months to investigate something that will get published in a week (or get stumped and not get published at all).Â
That doesnât mean theyâll never get investigative pieces. But normally journalists will investigate on their own (paying for their own travelling costs, etc) and the company will only get involved when itâs time to publish it. That is, if itâs not against their own interest. Which takes us to the next segment.Â
Are journalists life-sucking, money seeking unresponsible pricks?
No. They get bad reps, but theyâre merely the messenger to both good and bad news. Most times, they hardly have control over the things they have to write/produce. Theyâre overworking, underpaid, and the clock is ticking. Something has to go up, something has to be printed.Â
Iâve seen this time and time again in entertainment. Normally it takes the figure of the editor-in-chief. Theyâre not bad people. Theyâre demanding, hell yes. A nightmare to their journalists? Sometimes. But thatâs their job. If they donât have a strong hand, the paper wonât go out, the segment wonât air. That doesnât make them bad people and theyâre hardly as bad as you see out there in media (well, mine was, but Iâm sure heâs just an odd case).
Why do we get a bad rep? Well, allow me to introduce the real bad guys of the story. Company owners.Â
Doesnât matter who they are. Millionaires. Corporations. Politicians. They always manage to stall the advancing of news as theyâre supposed to be. Thereâs no fighting them, theyâre the ones that pay. Their relations and their interests dictate what goes in the news. This is called Agenda Setting. Look it up.Â
Sometimes editor-in-chief will try and discuss these matters, but their power only go so far. In my city, we had a scandal involving the school I went to. The biggest newspaper of the city set on investigating, had the whole thing ready to go. Editor-in-chief was giving full support. They were forbidden to publish. Why? In comes the other villain of journalistic tales.Â
Advertisers. The school had a two page ad in a coveted spot at the middle of the newspaper. As much as people claim journalism is important, it canât sustain itself. It has always depended on advertisement. So when big advertisers complain to the owners, the company loses money. And in the end, thatâs the objective of a company. Making money. Make no mistake. We are all aware of how journalism is vital to society, but everyone wants to eat and pay rent at the end of the month.Â
Of course, there are independent newspapers, some really awesome people who dedicate their lives to producing quality journalism independently. Are they successfully? Not normally. But theyâre out there! So donât think everything is always hopeles and your adorable OC will have to sell their soul to this terrible state of journalistic indecency.Â
I hope this helped you if you use news pieces in your WIPs or if you have journalist characters! If you want to know anything else, Iâd be happy to answer any questions (or even write more on the subject). If you like the guide and would like more writing advice, you can follow me or check my tag HERE.Â
Thanks for reading <3
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PREFERRED NAME â nora. i think i started going by it in like, 2009?? my full name is eleanor but i hated it n thought it was way too pretentious n i never felt like it fitted me so when i started writing on forums i decided iâd be a nora rather than eleanor and then my school friends called me it and it just kinda stuck, the only person who calls me eleanor is my mum
PRONOUNS â she / her / ethereal being beyond comprehension
AGE â 23 but i tell everyone im 21 because even tho time is literally fake im desperately clinging to that fleeting thing we call youth trying to catch it like smoke in my hands
PINTEREST â i actually have two. this one is my main one where i just cram all my shit n iâve had it for years and some of its super unorganised. then i also have this one which is one i made for exclusively female characters. it started as mythological figures but now its like, women in literature and the occasional oc as well. variety is the spice of life!
DISCORD â lindsay lohanâs meth#8664
TUMBLR (PERSONAL/MUSE/RPH) â i used to be froseths but now im pvrscphones cos ya gal is a fucking whore for mythologyÂ
OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA YOUâD LIKE TO SHARE â oi oi guvna ereâs me twitta. also hereâs my letterboxd n my goodreads if anyone still uses tht
MYER-BRIGGS â enfp / infp border .... the classic profile of a lit student
HP HOUSE â hufflepuff, am fuckin mad.Â
ZODIAC â libra which is a joke because i am in no way balanced but i guess i AM indecisive and a peacekeeper so?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? â i believe it when it says good shits gonna happen in my life and blame it if bad shit happens but i donât strongly follow it i just find it interesting
HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED RPING ON TUMBLR â maybe like 14?? my first rp blog here is literally so embarassing i wrote as clove from the hunger games n my best friend irl wrote cato :/ it was wild
WHAT YEAR WAS IT? â like 9 years ago?? 2010 maybs
NAME A RANDOM ROLEPLAY THAT STICKS OUT IN YOUR MEMORY â me n my friend ellie made this really cool group the summer before we left for uni which was loosely based on a concept mentioned mayb once in the divergent series, but it gave us loads of freedom to make it our own thing. it was called the fringe n it was like..... this dystopian society where people with different genes were cut off from the rest of society n lived in overrun slum cities where different groups had like, a monopoly over weapons, produce, etc.... my character jack was the leader of this lost-boy-esque tribe called the wolf pack who were hunters n used to run across the rooftops wearing the skins of animals theyâd killed and engage in tribal rituals with sacrifices to the gods n shit. sounds lame but everyone there was so invested in their character arcs that it was a shame to see it go. but ! it kind of reached its end point so we blew it up w nukes n they all died. tragic.
WHAT WEIRD ANIMAL WOULD YOU HAVE AS A PET IF IT WAS REALISTIC â a fox?? do ppl keep foxes? idk iâve always just felt a sense of connection w them like when a fox stares at me im like this shit is life i am living and breathing in this bitch.... visceral
NAME THE FIRST SONG ON YOUR DISCOVER WEEKLY ON SPOTIFY OR THE FIRST SONG THAT COMES ON APPLE MUSIC / ITUNES SHUFFLE â everbody party tonight by cobra man n summer girl by haim..... not my usual stuff but big summer chillin vibes,.....
NAME A BOOK THAT YOU READ IN SCHOOL THAT YOU SURPRISINGLY LIKED â lord of the flies and also the handmaidâs tale. one of assignments was to write a chapter from another characterâs perspective n i chose moira
NAME A BOOK YOU HATED THAT MOST PEOPLE LIKED â skellig. fuck off with ur asprin ugly bat man i donât care. also of mice and men. donât care about the rabbits or curleyâs goddamn wife.
WHAT TV SHOW DID YOU RECENTLY BINGE? â im not a big binger bc i find it jst makes me depressed if i watch tv all day but im nearly finished stranger things season 3 n i recently finished euphoria (big rec but proceed w caution as quite triggering content)
FAVOURITE QUOTE â cool girl speech from gone girl. but also âthereâs something dangerous about the boredom of teenage girlsâ i know its like.... such an overused quote but it really encapsulates this kind of feral girlhood that a few of my characters like bridget n greta have tapped into. i also loved the line âi feel like i could eat the world rawâ from song of achilles, that really captures this kind of.... pure n childlike enthusiasm tht i wanna achieve w roryÂ
LINK TO A VINE THAT EXUDES YOUR âENERGYâ â this is my energy completely am always covered in glitter n staring broodily out of the windows of ubers at 4am like im in the sad bit of an indie filmÂ
DO YOU WRITE OUTSIDE OF RP? WHAT DO YOU WRITE? â uhh.... not as much as i shd.... i want to be a writer so i shd be makin some effort to get my stuff Out Into The World but im just not.... lol. ive done a lot of poetry collections . i wnt to finish a novel @ some point too.
THREE YOUTUBERS YOU STILL TRUST â bold of you to assume i trust any youtubers
A CELEBRITY CRUSH THAT JUST WONâT QUIT â id literally die for saoirse ronan n timothee chalamet :/ chance perdomo also owns my ass.Â
EVER MEET A CELEBRITY? SHARE YOUR STORY â i once high-fived dani harmer, the actress who played tracy beaker. today my sister text me tryin to make me guess what celebrity she just saw on holiday in wales and for ages she let me think it was timmothee but it was actually bradley walsh from the chase :/
WHATâS YOUR PICTURE-PERFECT NIGHT? â i am in a bomb ass crop top and mini skirt, several scrunchies in my hair, glitter all over my face, wearing cowboy boots. we eat dinner in a trendy but affordable pub that doubles up as a cocktail bar n then we drink zombies or sex on the beaches n go to a rave where everyone is on the same wavelength n i share drugs with girls in the toilets and we swap numbers knowing we will never text each other but its ok bc in that moment we feel like we are soulmates and everyone is super drunk n touching everyone else n its all very visceral and we walk through the woods when the rave ends and lie in the grass because we wish to suck out all the marrow of lifeÂ
A CONSPIRACY THEORY YOU KINDA BELIEVE IN â princess diana was murderedÂ
ARE ALIENS REAL? â maybe the real aliens are the friends we made along the way
PLAY ANY PHONE GAMES? WHICH ONES? â love island game im addicted and way too invested in my fictional relationship with bobby, a cartoon
WHATâS A FILM YOU LOVED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND RECENTLY WATCHED, ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU DONâT ANYMORE â bold of u to assume i remember my childhood. but if weâre talking last 10 years angust, thongs n perfect snogging is so so cringeÂ
DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? â pairs of glasses belonging to other ppl when they break / get new ones even though i can see perfectly well.Â
WHATâS SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BUT YOUâRE TOO LAZY? â mythology...... always a craving and a wish iâd read like ancient texts but my school wasnât good enough to do greek or latin or any of that shit n even tho i could read english translations i cant be bothered. also criminal psychology
THREE LANGUAGES YOU DONâT SPEAK, BUT WISH YOU COULD â italian, french and latin
MOVIE YOUâVE WATCHED MORE THAN 5 TIMES â ladybird, about time, angus thongs, shrek 2, what we do in the shadows, the history boys, atonement, coraline, the breakfast club, ferris buellerâs day off
NAME A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FROM TV/FILM/MOVIE/GAME/BOOK THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF PROJECTING ON / YOU RELATE TO â cecilia lisbon. rue in euphoria. alison brie in glow. adam parrish in the raven cycle. richard papen. olivia cookeâs character in thoroughbreds. allen ginsberg in kill your darlings. lily in sex education. holliday graingerâs character in the film animals --- i too am an aspiring writer who never writes and just gets drunk instead .
DO YOU FOLLOW ANY SPORTS? WHO DO YOU ROOT FOR? â no. cba
HOBBIES BESIDES WASTING AWAY HERE? â i go to the movies basically every day bcos i work in a cinema. im also a voracious reader n i occasionally do theatre or costume making
PLUG A TV SHOW / MOVIE / BOOK / VIDEO GAME / ETC⊠YOU WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD CHECK OUT â where the wild things are (film by spike jonze). animals. beats. the book fen by daisy johnson and a girl is a half formed thing by eimar mcbride. andy warholâs biography from a to b and back again
WHOSE BRAIN WOULD YOU LIKE TO PICK, ALIVE OR DEAD? â phoebe waller-bridge on how i get her life. carey mulligan on how she got to be such a good actress n how i can become her. maybs wes anderson. maybs gillian flynn. i tend to listen to podcasts w the ppl i really wanna pick the brains of.
TEAM EDWARD OR JACOB? â edward :/
LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRE â blinded by the light n i lovd it
DO YOU STILL READ? â when i finished uni i kinda got out of the habit but this week i finished two books so ive set myself the challenge of a book a week.
IF SO, WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? â i finished song of achilles yesterday n i also finished call me by your name yesterday. started circe by madeline miller today, im also partway through milkman by anna burns and the plays of annie barker
ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW MUCH DID YOU HATE FILLING THIS OUT? â 3 i didnt hate it bcos at heart i am self-indulgent and love fashioning some sense of self when i feel lost in a world that is scary and constantly changingÂ
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Dear Yuletide Writer!
Dear Yuletide Writer!
It is this time of the year again and Iâm very happy we both take part in Yuletide - and that I have you as my assigned author (or, as a pinch hitter)! You seem to be a talented writer and very giving person, and also to have quite good taste in fandoms - otherwise you wouldnât be reading this, would you?
Now, here are some things about me: I am German (so feel absolutely free to write in German if you are able and want to!). I work as a teacher for biology and German literature and I love all things artsy and crafty. Which, of course, includes fanfiction, since it is both artsy and crafty. In order to help you find some inspiration and ideas for the story youâre about to write, Iâd like to tell you some things about what I like and dislike and what I love about my fandoms. Here we go:
Likes: I like Happy Endings! :) Yay! Especially at Christmas. Really, I do. I honestly believe Happy Endings to be one of the things that made mankind tell stories in the first place. This world can be scary and mean and unfair and hard - so why not use our creative mind to create a different world that is peaceful and good and fair (in the end)? Donât get me wrong, a Happy Ending need not be all sweet sunshine and sugary cupcakes and unicorns. From time to time, I enjoy a good darkfic, but especially at Christmas time I prefer something at least optimistic in tone. I hereby confess that Iâm a hopeless idealist and romantic. (Although, I think, the Nibelungenlied may be a story that really is not made for a happy ending, so you absolutely can go darker with this fandom.)
While I appreciate some good humor, yet for some reason plain comedy isnât really my cup of tea.
I like the characters in my fandoms! Very much. They are the cause I chose those fandoms for yuletide! And likely you like them, too. So show to me what makes them special, what they can do that no other person could, what drove their authors to tell us about them in the first place, and most of all, what you love about them! Iâd love to read about the lesser known sides of characters - but that does not mean I wonât enjoy their established traits very much, too. It is both that makes them complex and life-like. I should add that I really am much more interested in the âgood guysâ, who - in my eyes, too often get disregarded in favour of âthe interesting wicked guysâ. It is my sincere opinion that the goodies can be at least as interesting.
What about porn? Yes, please - if you feel like it. Personally, Iâm not so much into the technical details as in the feelings for the participants, the intimacy, the thrill, the thoughts, the small things, a touch of realism. And I much rather would have a story without any sexytimes than one with a scene that does not stick true to the overall vibe or has make you feel uncomfortable in writing. In case of kinkyness - if you can justify it in-character and in-story, this is absolutely fine! Maybe a little festish may work wonders to symbolize some deep-rooted feelings or wishes? (I believe, this could work quite well for the KudrunliedâŠ) Of course, if you do not like any of it, thatâs completely fine, too!Â
Speaking of which⊠Dislikes: As Iâm sure you may have guessed from what I said already, I donât like fics that include character death(s) and accurately described cruelty (physically or otherwise). Iâd prefer the (main) characters to stay alive. At least at Christmas. Please  - do not let anyone die and please donât make atrocities the point of your story. Otherwise I donât think Iâd be able to enjoy it.
What I like about the fandoms: CharitĂ© (TV, 2017) There is so much I like about this series - somehow it seemed to be a dream come true: all the loving research that went into the tiniest nerdiest details of medicine history (Virchowâs bureau, the notion that not everyone instantly bought the âillness is caused by little animalsâ-idea of Koch, injections being given into the shoulder, Behring using his own horse for research purposes etc. etc.), the charming aesthetics, the overall idea of a series about an important moment in medicine history, the nod to the crucial part deaconesses (women!) and Diakonie (the idea of Christian charity!) at whole played in the establishing of modern medicine! Being a biology teacher, I knew about most of the persons shown, yet had never had a chance to see and show them to my pupils this lifelike, even if of course the series is fictional! Also, it is great how so many diverse life styles of the Wilhelminian Era were shown⊠Iâve never seen anything the like before.
Here are some plot bunnies that you may or may not use: I'd love to have a "Chrismassy" fic - Advent and Christmas time at the CharitĂ©. How do the people we love from the series celebrate? How do they prepare for the season? Do the give or receive gifts? What do they love (or dread) about Christmas? Does it bring back memories or do they make new ones? Would like the mood to be light and warmhearted and festive in general, even if darker tones are inevitable, I think, given the time period and it being a hospital. Obviously, my greatest love is for Therese/Ida or Therese&Ida, but feel free to include as many people from the series as you like. I'm sure Matron Martha and Nurse Edith for example would lend themselves nicely to this. Or: Sister Therese is sent to a sanatorium - maybe there she comes to terms with herself, gets visited by Ida or meets another love interest â more or less a more optimistic, feminist version of the MagicMountain ;) Or solely some little getaway of her with Ida on a Sunday leave in Berlin.
Feel free to use as many characters from the series and make up as many OCs as you like! I would be especially delighted if Matron Martha makes an appearance.
Kudrunlied I really like the dynamics between the women of this epic. Especially Gerlint - Kudrun - Ortrun.
Gerlint  could have been shown so easily as simply the evil queen, but isnât. The author calls her âshe-wolfâ and tells of her cruel deeds and plans on Kudrun, yet in the same instance, shows her as competent queen, dutiful wife and loving mother who may have deserved death, but not like this and not what happened to her body. I love the complexity in this! The relationship between Gerlint and Kudrun seems to have something of a hate-love, with not so little sexual undertones in the scene, where Gerlint plans to whip Kudrun by herself, with no one around. If you want to elaborate on this impression (not neccessarily this scene!),
And think of Ortrun, who seems to be the nicest person who ever lived! Caught between two stools, with her duty and love for her mother and brother - and on the other hand side her loyality and friendship (or is there even more?) for Kudrun. Comparing her to the other two women, she seems the weak one - but is she? She was the only one who dared to protest Kudrunâs ill treatment - even if only by crying in public.
(Also, Hildburg, the quiet, yet totally loyal friend â why is so so steady and persistent when everybody around her is not? From where does she takes her resources â in a situation as bad as hers is? Â And how did Hartmuot perceive all this? He seems a knight in shining armour, a good man through and through - and yet he did not gain the one he loved.) Feel free to use as many people from the epic as you like. My favourite, I think, would be Gerlint, though. And I really would enjoy some femslash â although absolutely, this isnât necessary, especially if it isnât your coup of tea.
Not a person in the story (or maybe, in some way, it is): I really love how much this story is about the sea! Ships and crashing waves, castles that have windows that look out to the ocean, whole battles on sandbanks, longing for your loved ones on the other side of the great water, standing in the foam with naked feet, freezing and washing and living and loving by the banks of that wonderful, enigmatic, overwhelming, epic force of nature.
DSA â Das Schwarze Auge (The Black Eye â Pen&Paper Roleplaying Game)
If you are not familiar with this fandom (which is highly likely), it is something like âtheâ German Dungeons&Dragons. And, sadly, because of its overwhelming mass of fantasy world folklore and history would not make for a good substitute fandom, Iâm afraid.
In this world, I always felt most âat homeâ in Nostria, one of the two âwarring kindomsâ. People from the Empire may look down upon that small swathe of land in the North, with its mostly unlettered people, prone to superstition and fatalistic resignation, doomed to war against their neighbor country forever. Yet it is the land of helpful, hard-working, resourceful people at the same time, persevering all strokes of fate.
And the story of âour beloved Queenâ quite touched me. Just imagine being a student learning for exams, then the news of an epidemic in the city â and the next thing you know is the information that everyone of your relatives is dead and â congratulations! you are queen! (And bound forever to this jerkwater country and shark pool of nobility, shattering all dreams of seeing the world and becoming a great magician.) I really liked her depiction in Carolina Möbisâ âMehrer der Machtâ. And despite me normally not being a big fan of romance (sub)plots in novels, found the one of Yolande and Eilert highly believable⊠and highly sweet. There is no fiery passion, no brimming-with-desire-underneath, no epic declaration of undying love, no princessy behaviour, no shining armour. They are two adults that happen to share a lot of the same problems and ideals, understanding each other only too well, and their mutual love and fondness for each other stems from deepest respect for the other person. Even if, on the surface, they have so little in common, even if they disagree about a lot of things (or maybe, because of this) their love story was one of the most convincing ones Iâve read in my lifetime. So sad their fate will be some state of constant arguing, since this is Nostria and they are bound to the magic of the land.
I would love to have some happy little refuge for them both â some short time, somewhere, little getaways from the oppressing dutys of everyday politics for a queen and prince consort. Â Iâd like to see their fondness for each other (and, growing love) fleshed out a little more, sneak a little into how they settle into their private lives as newlyweds or how they stand their ground against the higher nobility and, Rondriane von Sappenstiel? How they negotiate their relationship, in private and in public? What do they love about each other? How do they tackle their quarrels?
Hm⊠and I think thatâs pretty much all I can think of. :)
 May the Muses be grateful! Have fun writing!
Ute (elektra121)
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Minor rant on my Sci-Fi teacherâs choice for the last book weâre reading in class and what our final must be about... (probably lots of reeing below)
If youâre curious and want a TL;DR:
Kindred by Octavia Butler is a historical fiction book with a singular underused and largely unimportant Sci-Fi element, posing as Science Fiction that Iâm being forced to write a paper on....and Iâm not thrilled about it.
Over the course of my Sci-Fi Literature class this term weâve read multiple short-stories, three books, and watched one movie. The first two books were Brave New World and Do Androids Dream Of Electric Sheep, with the final book being Kindred....
Kindred is a good example, I think, of a book that just barely scrapes by as âScience Fictionâ by pure technicality. A better description of it, in my eyes, would be Historical Fiction w/ an added Sci-Fi element. The absolute shortest synopsis of it I can give is itâs about a woman from 1976, Dana, who unintentionally discovers she can travel back in time to 1815 during slavery to save her ancestor, Rufus, from trouble.
For context, the author, Octavia Butler, is apparently a Sci-Fi writer who said she wanted to write a book about slavery but was, I guess, worried about possibly ostracizing her reader-base by writing a book so dramatically different from her usual Science Fiction, which is fair, but come on you write fucking Science Fiction. There are literally hundreds of thousands of ways you could write a Sci-Fi book about slavery in vastly more interesting ways. Fuck, why even bother with making it the standard black/white slavery? Make it slavery between aliens and humans, or aliens and other aliens, etc.
The only Sci-Fi element is the time travel, which in itself would be enough if it used it appropriately, perhaps to compare and contrast the âmodernâ 1976 society to the historical 1815 society, how racial relations were vastly different, or perhaps it could show parallels, maybe how race relations have gotten better but still arenât great, etc. There are many ways they couldâve gone about this to utilize this Sci-Fi element properly but they really didnât.
You could quite literally just pull out the time travel aspect and just have Dana have been born around 1815 and this story would almost not even change at all. Fuck, even her character wouldnât change all that much. She is unbelievably uninteresting as a character, and really so is everyone else. Thereâs hardly anything strictly modern about her either. The only elements in which her being from modern times really show are all succinctly nipped in the bud the second time she time travels when she questions why Rufus is so brazenly calling her the N-word and partially realizes that modern media has desensitized her to violence but not the kind of violence she witnesses.
Now, the reason why my teacher chose this novel is plain. All of the discussion questions sheâs given us up until this point have been more or less centered on the social issues presented in each story. âHow does this story show how women were treated in X time? What does this say about race relations today? How do the themes in this book parallel our feelings towards sexuality today?â etc. etc. Which, in the scheme of things, was totally fine. Theyâre a bit bland topics, in my opinion, but Sci-Fi can make them interesting and frankly every other piece of literature up until this point has made them fairly interesting.
But Kindred....Kindred is just as I said, historical fiction. The fact that black people used to be slaves at one point...has absolutely nothing to do with Sci-Fi. Thatâs just history. When I try to think of parallels to modern day...I canât, because they arenât slaves anymore, and even if I could...this is a Sci-Fi class, not a history class.
And the final paper assignment for this class requires that I write about this book along with anything else weâve read, and quite frankly I donât know how Iâm gonna do that. Itâs not going to be easy to compare this historical fiction book to any of the Science Fiction stories weâve read thus far. Even the stories we read that dealt with time travel did so in ways that explicitly leaned on their Sci-Fi elements.
Iâve done a paper like this before, I canât remember the topic, where I was incredibly vindictive about the subject matter, and I remember grade-wise it wasnât one of my best papers because the teacher felt personally insulted that I questioned the subject matter (college amirite) but Iâm afraid Iâm probably going to repeat that this time as well. Iâm already considering my thesis to be about whether Kindred really qualifies as Sci-Fi or not by comparing it to all the other stories weâve read so far.
OH WELL, guess I donât need to pass this class.
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