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I really really like that lucanis reaches the 'there must be some way through this' realization 'off camera', so to speak, while presumably looking at rook explaining the situation to spite. it just. hits right. he gets that moment to himself after 'this place is a nightmare, why would I want to stay here' to come back into focus, to gather himself and think it through in peace, outside of the demands of anyone’s gaze (including the player’s!), while rook takes care of spite’s confusion and urgency and distress as he can’t himself in this shattered state. they're inside his soul, but he still gets that moment of privacy, with rook and spite there and supporting but not intruding. idk there's just something so good and right-feeling about it. rook's presence in lucanis' mind at its most vulnerable and frozen could have felt SO invasive if the quest wasn't written as skillfully as it is, and I get skeeved out by that kind of thing incredibly easily so it's a testament to how well it's done that it always feels safe and supportive. lucanis has had both his bodily and psychological (slash spiritual/existential) integrity and autonomy violated so brutally and repeatedly, and having even the way the camera perceives him here grant him the dignity and respect and privacy of soul he hasn’t experienced in a long time… it’s a whole thing huh. No wonder it’s taken me a while to put it into words lol
(also what a contrast to what solas and rook have got going on, and what a sly way to slide the point of comparison in there to build to the thematic whole. the solas version of this IS of course wildly invasive and skeeves me out but in the intended delighted horror movie way. solas, too, was let into someone’s soul through the cracks in the wake of a traumatic event, and he IMMEDIATELY sought to turn it to his own benefit and use that trauma as a weapon against them fhdsja I’m sorry but it’s just such a character-revealing instinct for him to act on without hesitation and I love how terrible he is, it’s all so unforgivably premeditated and consistent.
rook acting out of the desire to make sure lucanis is ok vs. solas going ‘well. When life gives you oops killed my friend, make dead friend poisoned lemonade and make his loved ones drink it. this sunk cost fallacy isn’t going to perpetuate itself’ is such a neat contrast and it’s not in your face about it but it’s still there, deep and solid down in the thematic narrative. rook doesn’t do anything to or in lucanis’ mind, really — they negotiate their way through the layers of defense and are let through, and they help him make the whole thing more explicable, but they never exert any force or go rooting around for anything that doesn’t present itself to them first. solas goes about gathering ammo for when he's going to nothing personel kid this person from like the first moment fhdskh doesn't waste a second before he's on that gaslight gatekeep girlboss grind. the fact that the game goes out of its way to show there IS a respectful, non-selfish and kind version of this process makes what solas is doing even more deliciously awful (glee) and rook and lucanis’ relationship (platonic, romantic, whatever it might be in any given playthrough) all the more moving to me)
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#solas#getting some affectionate solas slander in there is always correct as far as I'm concerned that's basically his form of prayers I think#one of the most non-alienating depictions of trauma and mental illness I've come across honestly. up there with harrow the ninth#(which is the all-timer of course. that book gets me when no one else gets me) and the hawk and a hacksaw speech in due south#for things that have resonated with me recently. you can tell how deeply lucanis feels like he's a completely shattered and destroyed thing#that can't come together and be a person again. and the narrative treats him with such affection and respect anyway#even on the worst route where he doesn't really get to resolve anything he IS still a full whole incredibly loveable (and hilarious) person#even though he can't see that from the inside at this point because there's so much pain and confusion in the way.#and there's no condemnation or blame there that he shuts down irrevoccably in many ways on the fallen treviso route -- only#a neutral not-unsympathetic recognition that this was one thing too many added to the burden. this was more than he could take.#and it's not a failing it's just a fact. he's surviving the only way he knows how even when it isn't immediately uplifting or cathartic#no there are things here that's beyond you to help him with and you have to sit with the discomfort and grief of that without#getting acess to his inner life the same semi-unguarded way again actually. it's so interesting. it's subtle and real.#he was a person with deeply entrenched patterns of psychological defense before he met you and you are not an exception to that#in an automatic way. you can't 'fix him' or his relationships you can only be there with him and when conditions are right that alone heals#(subtlety in some of these things I think a lot of the 'rook is only a therapist' criticism completely fails to engage with. btw.)#anyway. he means the world to me and I love this game I only wish there was more of it
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Everything is very horrible today in an autistic meltdown kinda way so either I'll pop off and draw a lot or lay face down in bed doing nothing for several hours we'll just have to see
#the worst thing is its not just any one thing#its a build up of terrible terrible terrible#and when i do fibally get set off it seems like its over smthn really fuckinf stupid#RAGHHH#i will explain actually cause most of it woild piss anyone off#my whole family is off of school/work today except me#my siblings went to the movies#i had to go to work and work was fuxking SLAMMED#so i had a pretty shitty day already work wise#then i learn like an hour before i leave that i have to pick up my siblings#in the rain#in the dark#and also two othee peoplw are gonna be there so my car will be litetally full#and its in the busiest part of town#AND i have to pick up dinner beforehand#so that combined with evweything elae aboit today was already upsettint#and then the coworker i dont fucking like started fuckung around with smthn#not doing his aork#which is why i dont like him cause he never gets anything done#so that was sort of the last straw ig#anyway my manaher was bejng really nice befoee i left cause i was obviously upsey#but i was like ' listen i am literally about to have a meltdown so i have to go i cant do this rn '#i feel bad about it#but whats worse briefly inconviencing my manager or having a whole fucking meltdown in frojt of everyone#muppets ref ha#anyway#i just wish my parents respected me#even a little bit#cause they sure fucking dont#not me nor my time haha!
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The voice actresses for Subaru and Tomo from Girls Band Cry have returned from hiatus.

【Announcement of the return of Mirei and Natsu to dubbing】 We sincerely thank you for your continued support of Togenashi Togeari. Since last summer, Mirei and Natsu have been on a temporary hiatus to focus on recuperating their health, but they will now be returning to dubbing. We sincerely hope you continue to give your warm support for Togenashi Togeari.
#i really hope this was a decision which was made with full respect for the actresses' wishes#but it truly does make me happy to see#i love girls band cry very much#✍️#🫂#girls band cry
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Lame ass uncreative take: wriolette is a bad ship cause neuvillette knew wriothesley when he was a minor
My really cool outa the box new refreshing take: wriothesley is the old man predator cause neuvillette was described as being a young dragon 😌
#wriolette#This is a joke btw i love these two#But wow i shouldnt have been suprised opening the ship tag and it being full of people calling it a proship#Have better problems#Go to school do your homework get a job idk something#But some of yall are way too online its exhausting#Sometimes i think about how fast something like host club or early vocaloid fanspaces would get ripped apart and canceled#We arent allowed to have fun anymore#But damn wish people would stop being their hate in the tag#Dont come into my house to shit on the floor have some respect
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atp i would snort reeve tuesti fic like cocaine.
if anyone knows any fics that put reeve through the blender like “Son” by She_sees_in_the_dark or “Through Another’s Eyes” by CorsairOriginal—
i need to see that man under enough pressure to make a diamond crack. For my health.
#reeve tuesti#ff7#ffvii#txt#nah if anyone’s got fic recs PLEASE slide them my way#even if you’re like ehhhhh it’s not exactly what OP was thinking#because i WAS NOT JOKING ABOUT SNORTING REEVE FIC LIKE COCAINE. ITS GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE IM CONSIDERING SYNTHESIZING MY OWN REEVE FIC#LIKE WISH DOT COM CRACK. ALIEXPRESS CRACK. THE KIND OF CRACK THAT MAKES YOU RECONSIDER YOUR LIFE CHOICES.#fluff is great and all mad respect to our confectioners in fandom#but i think i’d actually suck dick to feed the part of my brain that needs to see Reeve pushed to his limits#comedy is great too love me some comedy. but yeah i’m fiending for reeve fics and i don’t think that’s even an exaggeration.#*deep breath* SO IF ANY REEVE TUESTI FIC WRITERS ARE OUT THERE LISTENING#IVE GOT 50 BUCKS AN ENGINEERING DEGREE AND I WORK AS A FIRST RESPONDER.#hit me UP#stg ill answer any question you have abt those topics.#idk if i’ve made it clear how desperate i am for reeve fic#I’m writing some reeve fic myself but i’m not a particularly fast writer when it comes to fiction#OH#i can also draw! the pfp is my work but that was like a rly short thing#not exactly representative of my full abilities.#so if you want to see what some of my high effort work looks like hmu i do digital and traditional.#i’m dead serious abt all of the above. i’m kind of broke so i got maybe 50 $ a month to drop on this at most.#but everything else is a free resource baby.#hi you’ve made it to the end! thanks for reading my deranged tags#i’m clinically unwell about reeve tuesti.#anyways live laugh reeve!
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MELODYちゃん 〰️ 😵💫 何が好き? (Melody chan what do you like?)
#btob never half ass anything full energy every time#minhyuks commitment to always being some sexy lil thing... i respect it#but also i think about 2min getting drunk at his house a bunch and man do i wish i coulda seen that#lol#btob#video
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this moment so fucked up💀
#horror spn moments and its dean torturing sam psychologically in 4 different ways under a min he could've just asked if sam lied#the pacing the lightful to knife lethal seriousness the yelling dean so psychopath 💔#this messes with my head bruh i hated how i couldn't actually predict how he'd lash out on sam#chat I think its time to kill dean#its fucked up that sam spends this arc trying to SAVE dean and the narration and dean treat him like he's melting the earth's crust#and must be crucified#meanwhile when dean decides he might have to KILL sam it's painted as a heroic sacrifice for the greater good#sam doomed if he tries to save but is manipulated and doomed if he tries to also save and well-intentioned#and his punishment for both times Is just death#why are we lowering the guillotine on the guy for trying to save his brother???? he was literally distressed and hiding about it#like he's smuggling a nuclear bomb with full determination to destroy the planet#yea there was grave consequences later but dean's gripe was him going against his wish to be doomed with the mark#you can talk respecting wishes if dean wasn't spending the whole last season flagrantly ignoring sam's wishes half the time#and the other half he spends it DEVASTATED when sam says he'll respect his wishes if he were in his shoes. the whole theme of s9 finale#was dean WANTING to be saved by sam and asking for that morally grey treatment back#If he's gon change his mind one minute and the other then he could have just not practically begged for what sam was doing here#dean's emotional fluctuations arent sam's responsibility#this sounds deancrit but no I'm just speaking from a pov everyone collectively decided to ignore part of its nuance#sam winchester#dean winchester#samdean#spn meta in tags#mine#the editing is supposed to make it haha but the scene is still not hahaing sm..
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i do wish others would mask full time generally, but i do give points for at least wearing them when experienceling symptoms of illness even if you dont full time
#toy txt post#the bar is. underground. bc so many ppl will just go around full throat coughing no mask. so. i do give points for masking when sick#even if not always. that is Better Than Nothing and i am a believer in Reward The Behavior You Want To See. but in this case i am not#making a Big Deal About It bc that seems like it would be more annoying and it feels like no one wants a big deal made out of any of it#including me tbh#but like. yeah. i wish ppl would mask full time but i do give like Bonus Respect Points or whatever for at least doing it when sick.#if EVERYONE or even MOST could be relied upon to do that + maybe more hepa filters i might even be more comfortable forgoing my mask more#often. but. unfortunately it seems to be a Select Few
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I think none of the F1 drivers should be allowed to cut their hair after the summer break actually





#you don’t understand how much I need to see lando go the full curly hair method#and Daniel grow his hair to Renault length again#and Carlos to look like hens could maybe nest in his hair#and Charles to actually let his hair naturally wave for once#and Alex to look punk#and George to look like the lead guitarist of a millennial British rock band#daniel ricciardo#lando norris#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#alex albon#george russell#f1#formula 1#also I respect Daniel taking a break from social media but that doesn’t stop me wishing we could see his hair in HD
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Man things have been depressing in my personal life lately
Idk why I had to fall for the most fucked over by the narrative characters ever that I’m completely unable to take comfort in when I need a form of escapism the most
#thinking about viren and allura and lotor rn#I have actually not seen any full fledged analyses anywhere on what went wrong with lotor’s story and that’s so unfortunate#it’s like this thing we’ve all passively agreed on didn’t go well but no one is willing to investigate why or how#and allura’s story is just so sad I don’t even think I need to elaborate more#would say aaravos but I’m actually quite pleased with the direction they’ve gone in with him#but I suppose I still have some salty feelings related to viravos that I haven’t felt comfortable vocalizing yet#but maybe later idk#sometimes I do actually feel like I’ve rationalized viren’s arc enough to actually start to understand and like it#only to have to see the way people respond to it in the fandom again and it sorta makes me lose all the respect I just gained for the show#I defend the show in so many ways and it is legitimately my most favorite series ever#but I just wish the things I’ve been complaining about (e.g. viren’s implied depression) would get addressed by the creators#at least I wish the fandom would be willing to have conversations about these things but they’re not cuz it’s considered commentary#and ppl in this fandom really don’t want to engage in that even when it’s not an inherently bad thing and does not need to end with the#conclusion that because of this critiques the show is bad cuz it’s not and that’s absolutely not the reason ppl present those points#so please stop trying to vilify them for just trying to start a discussion and hoping that the show they love can in some ways improve#regardless of if it’s already good as is#like it’s crazy cuz you have the subreddit and insta where just no one has any respect for the story whatsoever with no justification#and then on tumblr it’s like we have the opposite and it’s a toxic positivity problem lol#all the viren and virrow and viravos fans left#and I’m seeing more and more why that might be#it’s like not only being even remotely critical of the show is a problem but also liking the things about it that the fandom nor the show#itself does is also a problem for some reason
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On the topic of homoerotic rivalry I’d like to throw my hat into the ring and say that it’s cool! But what if sometimes it’s. Not homoerotic. Like, what if it’s not about the repression of attraction and how it manifests itself in the bickering and the fights and the vitriol. What if it’s exclusively the moments where, against all odds, they find themselves laughing together through the cracks of the facade. Where the mask of the rivalry crumbles and they find themselves doing something as vulnerable as enjoying themselves, without restriction, without judgment, with someone who seemed just as far away as they did. Maybe it’s about how vital it is for such intensely defined individuals, who are so unwilling to sacrifice any part of their personal freedom, to know they can be safe and soft in company when they want it. And that like, somehow, it’s the same individualism that makes them bicker that ultimately allows them to respect the other’s freedom more than anyone else. And it’s not about the attraction it’s just about the vulnerability and the trust and the independence and they wonder if they might be able to live their whole lives like this, adjacent to one another. Free, but with the capacity to let their guard down and still be welcomed in again. You ever think about that
#this is an aroace post for full transparency#idk. I just think about it a lot!!#ofc attraction is spurred by trust and friendship and respect too.#but when its not a factor those things just. live beautifully isolated... so i wish it were explored with that pretense more!#and rivalry dynamics are SO interesting to me bc they tend to be so unconventional and individualistic#just. yeah. it resonates#qpr#aroace#asexual#aromantic#mine#sonadow#zosan#the ships i honest to god had in mind while writing this. sorry
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In case anyone who follows me forgot or did not know. Good lord I love Saizo and bless him for finally getting an alt and also bless him for being the only reasonable adult once again (in the paralogues). This man suffers so much from the people around him and the fact even his alt isn't a vacation but more stress is really funny to me (and bad for him, sorry buddy).
Saizo Dislikers please leave it at the door I don't wanna hear it. I've read enough rude tags on my art of him to last me a life time. o7
#fe heroes#fe fates#moe talks a lot#not art#i just had to say it because i really do love saizo and i really enjoy how much he just struggles with others being themselves#never forget how mad he got at azama for wanting to abandon mitama in their fates paralogue#never forget saizo had to force that man to go help his daughter#never forget that he did name his kid after him to keep the line going but didnt get mad when his kid was like mmm not now#never forget that some of the kids in the game call their dads Father and it sounds super formal yet his son calls him dad#HES A GOOD MAN JUST TRYING OKAY#also never forget he functionally works as a retainer with his ex#come on how do people still want to slander this man just existing in a world full of .... people......#also after rereading his supports with asugi yeah the dude jumped to conclusions AND APOLOGIZED after learning he was wrong#and yeah he said the different name asugi was much more different and asugi pointed out yet you still use it#so basically never forget that this man is trying his best to respect his sons wishes and knows to apologize when hes out of line#also never forget hes ticklish
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finished the elders questtttt
#it’s definitely something!#I wish moonpaws voice was less Evil#like I feel like they’re kinda going for a childish misunderstanding of empathy and how to do things#but not executing it well 😭#or maybe that’s how I’d like for her to be portrayed lol#but idk I’m a big fan of moonpaw I’m excited for how her story turns out#tawnypelt had some of my fav chapters though I think#I just love her#even when she’s obsessed with crowfeather:(#whatever. old man and old woman yuri. whatever#I love how they write her and birchfeathers relationship they’re very cute#I don’t have any comments abt leafstar tbh#I’m glad she eventually stepped down#I guess I just wish we’d seen more than her being old asf and not having the respect of her clan mates#like idk#we get it she’s old!!!! get her ass out of office!!!!! show us how the rest of skyclan is doing#I’m interested in how moonpaws story crosses over with tawnypelt#wonder if they’re gonna pull a switcheroo with the prophecy there#I hope tawny become like her greatx100 cousin/grandma/aunt/whatever#I wonder if we’re getting a full territory switch again that would be actually crazy#(guy who’s never read warrior cats voice)#warrior cats#wc#clover conversates#the elders quest spoilers#changing skies spoilers
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"You looked better with long hair" this, "you looked better as a girl" that, "you look better in feminine clothes"
How about fuck you? Just call me a slur and get it over with, I'm sick of these goddamn games you play with my emotions when you're supposed to be my friend.
#fuck you F#you know what youre doing#sometimes i wish they would just call me a slur and get it over with#F honestly only respects pronouns if youre 'fully trans'#full on told me to pick a side one time#vent post
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redesign of the Vespa Kids from book of boba fett
thoughts & closeups under cut
so i tried to keep their general appearances/colors intact while adding some actual personality (because i think the main problem with the original designs is that they feel like extras, not side characters).
Red: Zabrak orphan who grew up on Tatooine. 18 years old, was a member of the local insurgent group around the end of the empire era. Has a combo blaster/interrogation droid arm. Speeder is a repurposed version of Maul's speeder from phantom menace.

Blue: Human raised in the non-Tatooine parts of the Outer Rim. 23 years old, known assassin who worked for Jabba. Uses a scavenged magnaguard-type electrostaff. Has basically a version of the mandalorian helmet visors built into his face. Speeder is an abandoned scout trooper speeder.

Yellow: Tusken orphan from the clans around the podrace area. 19 years old, became a bounty hunter after his tribe (and bantha) were killed by the Pikes to expand spice routes. Has a Vader-style chest panel and rocket feet. Speeder is a custom pod attached to one of Sebulba's engines, with attached rancor teeth and horns from his late bantha.

Green: Human who grew up on Coruscant, but family fled the Empire to Tatooine around A New Hope. 21 years old, originally worked as a local enforcer for various Hutts. Has super battle droid arm & leg attachments. Speeder is stolen from local nikto gang.

original designs for reference:


#star wars#bobf#tbobf#book of boba fett#redbean art#vespa kids#i tried to keep at least one original design element completely intact for each of them#so Red has the same hair and similar vest#Blue has the grey slacks and similar shirt#Yellow changed a bit more because i couldnt find a full reference for yellow or green but he still has the grey jacket with orange shoulder#and Green kept the green ombre hair#the podracer speeder is mostly because i wish they had more salvaged podracer part stuff#like. those things crash a LOT. obviously local people are going to pick up whatever still works#Yellow definitely has the most distinct speeder silhouette#and Greens cybernetics turned out well#the original design for her looked a little too star trekky so i just gave her a flightsuit#but yeah part of the problem is that they originally looked too clean#not just shiny but also no scratches or dents or scorch marks#so for this i was going for something like the esb boba armor#and design wise something like krayts claw but dustier#so funny how pretty much everyone from tatooine tries to leave as soon as possible because its dry and sandy and full of criminals)#but then boba (career criminal who grew up on kamino) goes to tatooine once and is like I LIVE HERE NOW#also they originally didnt really have clear motives?#so for my redesigns Red is kind of ezra-like and sees bobas crime gang as sort of family (the rancor is their dog)#Blue is there because boba (and fennec) are famous and hes hoping to get recognized as an established assassin#Yellow respects boba's tusken family and wants revenge on the pikes#Green is there because she's getting paid
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BTW if you haven't already please take a minute to look up what venomous snakes are local to you and familiarize yourself with them
#i joined a local snake ID group recently#before that i knew roughly how to spot a pit viper and hownto tell a coral from a scarlet snake#but i didnt really know how to identify specific species other than copperheads#and now im very confident in my ability to tell water snakes from cottonmouths etc#and it gives really nice peace of mind#like. ive seen so many people here in the us south that will freak out of Any snake#my mom once was yelling and crying trying to get help over a kingsnake on the sidewalk cuz she didnt know if it could kill the dogs#and people will kill snakes if they dont know [and often will anyway but knowing helps foster appreciation]#and now i can see a snake and say thats a coachwhip. isnt it pretty. and will gently grab the back end to look at it for just a second more#before letting it go hide#idk. i saw a rattlesnake in the woods today#and its the first time seeing one in the wild like that. and yea it was scary tbh#and i got a pic but booked it out once it noticed me and reacted#but i wish i had stopped and watched it longer cuz it was super pretty#and i know it wouldnt have bothered me at all#im just glad that we've seen two big full sized diamondbacks here in the past few months. and i know theyre two individuals#because eastern diamondbacks are declining and its good to know theres a population here#idk. im getting sentimental over snakes i just love them#but my main point is its so easy to indentify snakes at least where im at#and learning to id them comes with learning to respect them
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