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i got your back, if you got mine
a bunch of doodles about an idea of mine









#my art#ieytd#i expect you to die#agent phoenix#roxana prism#basically by sheer chance of luck prism finds herself at the doorstep of the phoenix#to where they take her in and hang out for a month or two#they get to learn. more about one another#humanizing the phoenix in a sense#get closer yknow#and do home brain surgery (half)joke#i’m bad at explaining this but yknowww anyone can ask about :]]c#i also think rox would tap a lot which bothers phoenix Idk i’m dealing with the horrors(sounds i don’t like)#FORGOT TO SAY this is a fic i want to write. eventually#i Dont write though so we’ll see how it goes
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“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”
#Frankenstein#gothic literature#gothic lit art#victor frankenstein#happy new year lads#ive been thinking about nothing else but them for the past 3 days#been trying to figure out a decent design for victor and i think im getting closer#he needs to have a cruelness to him#and he needs to be kind of pathetic#someone who the creature could snap in half yknow#and i need to make the creature more Mean looking but it just feels right to draw him sad and despairing#THAT BEING SAID i think i did a good job here hehe#henry is next :)))#my art#illustration
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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habsburg-era spain and austria to me is like. that one popular couple in highschool that knows theyre better than everyone else and WILL tear u to fucking pieces if u insult them......... and also they are dangerous semi-immortal teenagers at the height of their power with attitude problems. so Worse.
before that tho i like to think they were young friends with similar dreams.
baby outfits based on these sketches from hima from years ago lol.
#hws spain#hws austria#spaus#hws spaus#my art#i like to think they're closer than ppl would expect#like they hold an understanding for one another that not a lot of others get yknow?#theyre very comfortable around each other bc theyve seen each other at their best and worst. idk. lmao#antonio knows how to deal with roderichs fussiness and roderich knows how to deal with antonios rage#ngl i always see them as good friends who dated for a while but realized theyre better as friends but still care deeply for one another
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i love my Basketbot Portal AU
#Basketball is Chell and Robot Flower is Glados#i think GB would be Cave Johnson and TB is prob just her assistant.. and Puffball would be the Turrets (because she sings so beautifully)!!#maybe Flower is Caroline?#The plot would change a bit too... this AU is more like a role insertion and not a complete perfect run of Portal/Portal 2#Basketball would still be trapped by RF to do tests and she would try to get closer to Robot Flower and try to fix her#Basketball is really smart... i think she would admire Robot Flower's innovation and creativity even if shes Evil... they looove each other#they would totally fall in love and date in the end trust#in the end i think Basketball would try to code the personality spheres off of her#maybe each personality sphere could be a character... like Intelligence Core = Pin (cake) or Book (smart and knowledgeable)#Space Core = 8 Ball (in the sense that they both have a fixation on one thing... Space and 8 yknow?)#Morality Core = Teardrop..... or actually maybe Pie? shes apathetic and i think it would be cool#Curiosity Core = Liy or Pillow... in a sense? before her huge killing spree thing i think Pillow was the very curious and experimental type#im not completely sure for Wheatley... ill think on it#omg if you read all this thank you sm ive been thinking of this for literal months#btw please tag me if you make art#bfdi#portal#basketbot#basketball x robot flower#basketbot portal au#key rambling
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everything about Gavriil feels suffocating.
how his presence alone can be almost overwhelming, how his massive body cages you everytime without a chance to escape. you wouldn't dare to try anyway, knowing that you don't even have a say against a creature of his caliber. he will find you. in your dreams, in your nightmares. in your room.
how he will be intense and vague about everything just for the sake of it; to confuse you further, to see the conflict of emotions in your eyes merge with arousal. eventually your hesitance turns into acceptance, a desperate need to feel his hands all over you. and he will be oh so grateful to fulfill that desire.
how his thick tongue pushes past your lips and into your mouth, reaching almost the back of your throat, relishing in the muffled little sounds you make. your drool mixed with his saliva drips down your chin, and your hazy eyes look up at him when he finally pulls away, giving you a second to breathe.
how his hips are slamming into you relentlessly, your wetness and lack of resistance allowing him to move almost effortlessly. forced to hold onto him for dear life instead of pushing away. all of your morals and principles are being tossed out of the window every single time he comes to you. he has you where he wants you, and will not stop until he feels like you can't take it anymore.
and how in the morning he vanishes away, leaving you guessing: was it just another wet dream? but the cold stickiness between your legs tells you more than you need to know.
#yes bringing this back bc at the time i didn't tag it properly#okay im gonna complain in here now.#need... to... draw... something... but i dont... have the strength..#drawing on my phone is so exhausting but i have no other option#bc i think my traditional art is not very polishedddd and i dont want to answer asks with ittttt#but maybe i will#bc i think i'm really getting to that burnout#and giving how my bday is getting closer and closer....#i dread it. but hey. cake. money. i'll get a new piercing#i WILL cry ofc but hey. maybe someone will buy me tea as a gift. who knows.#i just want to spend some time with someone yknow:(#just... talk. about anything. sit beside eachother and stare off into the waters#i hope the snow will melt soon because i want to go out more even if by myself#gonna find a job when summer comes... maybe talking to colleagues and all that will help... everythings gonna be fine.. i hope#i just need friends. god.#microtya's kids#microtya: gavriil#monsterfucker#monster fucker#monster x human#monster boyfriend#monster lover#teratophillia#god x human#monster smut
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Aite, this is the ep that finally got me thinking that yeah Peri is a bit in over his head w/ his kid.
#fop#fop spoilers#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#it's understandable from both sides since Dev is a very troubled 10 year old and this is Peri's first job. So its a good conflict#but Peri has GOT to keep a closer eye on Dev fr. Especially when Dev is lashing out at everyone around him#their relationship has been on the rocks the whole time theyve known each other so i get that Peri just kinda reached a limit#and yeah dealing with an angry kid is hard and can get on your nerves but thats the job yknow#the scene at the end where Peri is distracted w/ his fam while Dev storms off got me like DUDE you gotta go with him
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So... I finished the NIN Closer / TRON 1982 music video.
As finished as it's gonna get, anyway.
...It's poly-ship, the many loves of Tron.
The ship that I call F/or/T/Ra/n (Flynn/Yori/Tron/Ram/Alan)
#tron 1982#tronblr#tron#nine inch nails#programs like to get closer to god#so they can fk him like an animal#yknow the drill
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Do you know when you will go back to your A03?
I've been planning out fics and doing stuff this whole time I just haven't written any of them yet. I'm hoping to change that soon bc I'm getting back into the swing of things
#i never really stopped thinking about my ao3 just planning out fics and coming up with ideas takes time#also gotta keep in mind that when official fnaf news happens im canonpilled and dont think much about fics for a bit#like when sotm comes out ill probably be on lockdown for multiple days depending on the content in the game#i remember when ruin came out i got annoyed bc i wanted to write for it but it took me a few days#to be able to write anything after being so canonpilled over it lol#im trying to pick up the pace and try and get some stuff done before sotm comes out but theres 9 days left#and stuff is gonna keep coming out to tease it so yknow#pandas.txt#pandas asks#even if no actual writing gets done (which ive been getting close to it) ill keep making them more and more fleshed out#where theyll get closer to a state they can start being written every day
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im very new to fl so i might be missing some lore things, but why is the vake yearner so desperate to obtain hearts? from my understanding, when you die, the psychopomp there is chill to let you go so long as you show him your sick chess skills. is there something else im missing?
there's one thing you're missing, yes- the vake yearner is a noman!!
in-game/in fallen london canon, nomen are a christmas-exclusive companion with a special decaying mechanic. they're always made in the image of your FLPC (essentially being a clone of them) and they will almost always die, no matter what, come the end of winter.
when your "noman's friend" quality hits zero, the noman melts, and is removed from your inventory forever. there is no way to save it. there is no way to keep it. you can only watch and wait.
there are special challenges to keep the noman alive for an unusually long time (the longest and most difficult of these being the memories of a doubled spring achievement, which requires keeping it alive until early may) but beyond easter, sustaining the noman is pretty much mathematically impossible. it requires an absurd amount of expensive items that will take multiple years of grinding to accumulate, and overall it's just not worth it in the long run.
all nomen die. that's just what they do.
...............except, well, the vake yearner is a special case. she can sustain herself- for the most part- completely independently, with no assistance required from her original self (the scoundrel) nor her makers (the scientist and the academic). additionally, and probably far more importantly, she does not melt. unlike all other nomen, she can last forever provided she has a steady supply of sorrow and blood. she was even created in the middle of summer!
...but she can last forever only if she has a steady supply of sorrow and blood. because if she does melt, well...
that's it. she's done. she's a noman. she's never going to come back. once she dies, she dies for good.
it's just how nomen are.
#tldr; she's desperate to obtain hearts because they are the very literal Fuel For Her Existence. the vake yearner is kind of fucked up#greylu is somewhat similar but he's closer to a clay man in terms of structure/self-sustaining capabilities#he runs off a mountain-shred encased in his heart. the yearner has no such luxury.#ask#fallen london#dw i always love answering oc lore questions this is enrichment for my enclosure#the yearner isnt very fond of christmas. it's the only time of year she doesn't have to pretend she's not a snowwoman#(because she's the neath's sole fucked up undying noman and if more people knew about her that would be Bad)#but. also. yknow. being surrounded by people Just Like You except they're going to 100% irreparably die#while you won't#it's. uncomfortable. to say the least. she just doesn't like it. she doesn't like it one bit.#or so batter has told me#yearner my beloved. fucked up evil snowwoman <3 <3 <3 i hope the scoundrel and her kiss and both of them get soooooo much worse#who said that#scoundrelventures#also to clarify: the yearner is very much canon bending for the sake of more interesting rp#immortal nomen are not actually possible in real fallen london the video game#nor are they possible in real fallen london the video game lore#she's a work of fanon. but she's a dearly beloved work of fanon and im kissing her on her frosty little cheek (she would stab me if i tried)
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i'm still getting the hang of making gifs but it's already interesting to see the editing magic happening
#i don't understand coloring gifs yet but ill get there eventually#i just mess with the saturation/darkness/hue of color ranges#i dont even touch whatever middle gray or whatever is#and i obvsly do like general saturation and exposure and contrast and sharpening etc.#also i know im constantly saying this but i dont think the average person understands how much work making gifs or video edits is#a quick run of the mill 30 sec. edit to which i do nothing special for will take over an hour. probably closer to 2.#like i recently made a lichen edit and it took around that time#yet it was soooo basic#it takes HOURS to create even a minute of an edit or an amv#also i think making gifs is such a great help with making edits/amvs bc of the whole coloring/etc. editing thing#obvs it has a lot of other stuff to it too and so does gifmaking but yknow#leevi talks#also did u ppl know my description has links to stuff i make#just saying hehe#my gifs tag
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i think far and away the thing that's most disappointing about the sonic series is despite its ostensibly being all about fighting giant robots, all of them are so completely forgettable as mecha [genre] designs
#great cartoon robot designs for the most part. they're like. fun. they're good as general designs but they are not mecha[genre]#despite having been a sonic fan for so long it just never clicked with me that robots are like. part of the series' identity yknow#like the bots were never the reason WHY i liked or cared abt sonic stuff.#and it took me quite awhile and several other media series to even notice that i think robots/mecha [genre] in general is fun#the biolizard is far cooler than any giant robot boss this series has ever produced!#my ass look a fool saying this w a sonic robot icon. listen#mecha[sonic] is closER to that kind of thing but the main design space he hits is still monsterfucker. so. he still doesnt get that credit#bweeeaaahh
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[guy who desperately needs to believe in reverse sweeps right now, through gritted teeth] montréal in five
#I’m mostly a montreal fan through process of elimination but until we get a closer team it’s gonna have to do!#maybe I should’ve gone for toronto but if I switch now I’m just bandwagoning yknow#pwhl southern team WHEN#hockeyposting
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does anyone have that gif of dean shooting the gun a bunch
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ok another headcanon and is from my ultimate comfort favs:
When demo got first hired by pauling he was like very shy and introverted at some point where everyone wasn’t like… that conjoined and besties as how they are now. And i feel like he got a pretty rough time to even start to talk with his teammates or get a tiny friendship with them.
And he often times was very threatened by small lady in glasses that liked to be strict with them in their first day since… it was business only ofc
but by the time when pauling got a bit more soft with them, and got also a bit friendly with demo i feel like at some point he started to develop a tiny crush with her since she was the one who often talks more with, and i have this other hc that also he would fell easily with people that befriends him (not like anyone of course it really does depends the person for him)
so you know pauling it’s nerdy and a bit sensitive (she cries very easily) and she is very friendly or a bit more extrovert if she gets to, but like in a sense where she is more ambivert too. uhhh idk she is just talkative with people if you get her chance where she’s not busy and will tell you to go to hell. rough lady
and he liked that! i think he thought they both shared some stuffs along and can infodump their love for guns and for the work they are in and then if they can go a bit personal with some drinks and he liked that he could share this stuffs with her all chill and cool
but i feel like he just had this side secret crush with her and stopped those want to be romantic feelings because he really saw she is not like, up to those stuffs, she is so focused on work and also stressed and depressed like him and he could just understand that she just only want someone to listen to her but she will not like, pay that much attention about romantic relationships and he could completely understand that once he get to know her more deeply. and he just couldn’t do that to the one who also considered a friend and he probably guessed she will not feel the same for him but that didn’t like hurt him and is not like he ever confessed to her. he just had those secret feelings for her for a time and then realized she was not really like the one for him to be in a relationship
and that’s where i thought of him now having a more soft spot for her and caring her like a sister (not like literally but in a familiar soft spot sense, but that’s ofc his friend)
so yeah idk 👍
#i don’t shipp them but just a character development thought ig idk i’m just stupid aha#i just care for them enough to invade my brain ok? ok. ok#i had one also with short fuse (demoengi)#where demo in his first days at work where nobody talks to each other and stuffs#and you know he is a very genius guy in also building his little stuffs his sticky bombs thing whatever the fuck you call those shits#and that called engie attention and he just got a bit closer to know about demo you know like#when you see a kid with pokémon cards and you like that and you go and talk to them about pokémon the entire recess? yeah like that#and that’s where demo started to develop a crush on engie because he talked to him about something they like for big long hours and yknow#engie might be a bit reserved in some personal stuffs but he can get friendly with anyone just bc he is a polite man good raised man#so that kindness in being so interested to talk to him just made demo FIUMP! get a bullet love in his little demo heart#i love building characters interactions sometimes ha#wrote all of this in class
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Head in hands
#dc liveblog#and on top of it all? jasons clearly not meant to be a kid here#its guess him closer to 16 than 12#esp considering he showed up in that like. year one story in that one panel of ppl proctecting the city#oh hes 15 ok. or lying but yknow#oh ok and talia meeting. sure.#head in hands#jason in the red hood gang i hate jason in the red hood gang#i just think the writers who do it are pathetic#ooo were showing how good he is actually. look at him let go of it and temptation to forge his own path (that he'll fail later)#AUGH#it gets more frustrating the more people i see compliment it#ooh jason is the darker one oo hes edgier than dick. its good to have him angry and violent to show off his Rough Backstory and#How Diffierent He Is From Dick (hes soo different look how different he is!! the opposite in every way!!!!!)#AUGHHHHHHHH
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