#god forbid ppl read it for exciting events

[bloodtwin]

Honestly, IDK how I found your blog so many moons ago - I was just excited the fandom wasn't completely dead when I joined 80 years late. But Puck was so cool and her backstory was amazing - and then the mun was also dope as shit so I stuck around, terrified to interact because people are Scary.

I was going through your @ tag on my blog and oh my god I had forgotten how our interactions had started mainly with TP Puck and TP Katya and how much Katya was like 'fuck this dude' which turned into 'fuck this dude >:3' and him mostly taking care of a drunk little werewolf at camp.

And now we have this whole alternative semi-canon timeline of how they met, how their relationship evolved, them being married, them having a finger baby ( LOL ). You write so beautifully and truly bring your character to life, and in turn that makes it easier to imagine scenarios and bring my own character to life.

You're always so kind and so honest and it's reflected in everything you do and write. You and Puck are total opposites and I love seeing you die on the hill of defending him and his GentlemanTM-esque personality. You've deep dived so hard, it's terribly difficult to remember that Puck isn't actually a canon character the devs made in the game. He's so fleshed out and amazing, and it's all thanks to the love and care and attention you give to him while also not taking yourself or your blog too seriously, just being sillay with it. <3

WHAT  DREW  YOU  TO  MY  BLOG  ？

you  are  legit  going  to  make  me  burst  into  tears  from  how  sweet  this  message  is  wtf…  BRO  ;-;  *kicks  feet  &  giggles*  it  always  makes  me  smile  so  big  when  ppl  tell  me  that  they  can  see  all  the  time  &  work  carol  &  i  have  put  into  the  bhaaltwins.  i  have  so  much  fun  writing  puck,  and  while  he  is  most  certainly  100%  entirely  self-indulgent  &  i'd  still  for  sure  sit  here  writing  him  with  /  for  me,  myself  &  i,  it  is  very  encouraging  to  hear  that  he  is  equally  fun  to  read  for  others. i am a court jester at my core ; i love to entertain.  ALSO,  the  progression  of  katya  &  puck's  dynamic  is  actually  so  wild  i  really  forget  sometimes  that  their  relationship  wasn't  always  set  pre-bg3  ;  they  just  work  so  well  together  in  that  setting,  and  it  makes  the  events  of  bg3  even  more  tasty  because  there's  ANGST.  and  CONNECTIONS.  and  i  am  so  obsessed  with  them  that  it  makes  me  look  stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway,  MY  turn  >:3c  i  remember  when  i  found  your  blog  i  was  so  excited  about  interacting  with  a  werewolf  bc  theyre  my  favie  monster  of  all  time  (fork  found  in  kitchen,  yes  yes  i  know)  &  i  just  adored  katya  from  the  beginning.  i  am  not  immune  to  evil  women,  and  i  NEVER�� WILL  BE!!!!!!!!!!!!  i  love  how  unabashedly  herself  she  is.  she's  nasty,  she's  messy,  &  she's  mean  with  very  little  remorse  about  these  qualities.  we  were  talking  about  this  the  other  day,  but  female  characters  are  sooo  scrutinized  -  especially  when  they  have  less-than-likable  characteristics  or  are  *gasps*  god  forbid  stronger  than  the  men  around  them  without  being  a  flawless,  untouchable  goddess  to  justify  that  strength. do Not get it twisted because i love those too, but  it's so refreshing to see that katya  is  both  powerful  &  …  well,  delightfully  cringefail.  and  that  is  beautiful!  it  makes  her  feel real!!! it makes her fun!!  i  am  so  invested  in  her,  not  just  when  she's  interacting  with  puck  (which  i  do  so  adore),  but  in  general.  i  love  seeing  what  INSANITY  she  is  up  to  on  the  dashboard  all  the  time.  not  to  mention  that  you  are  one  of  my  dear  friends  now  &  there  is  nothing  you  can  do  about  it.  you  are  stuck  with  me.  that's  what  you  get  for  being  so  niceys  &  cool  &  also  willing  to  put  up  with  my  dumb  jokes  all  the  time.  i  LOVE  writing  &  talking  with  you  so,  so  much  @silvertiefling

[j0ekw]

Hey did anyone else (particularly ppl who have been to uni) have a bad experience reading Loveless? Not even that its a bad book or anything, I just had a rly hard time with it (I've stopped reading it like halfway)

(B4 reading do be aware that this is quite personal and is more about my experience than the book itself, if ur just looking for discussion on the book specifically then this proly isn't up ur alley)

Like obviously the main character struggling with their sexuality and the consequences that has on the ppl around them is going to be especially sore if that struggle is relatable (which is a bridge I don't want to cross rn). But, as a Uni Student also in the UK, I found the setting weirdly upsetting.

Now its a different uni to mine, the characters are doing different courses to me and come from different backgrounds, but like I can't help but feel a sense of betrayal. In the book, sure there's conflict but the MC, who's just started in first year, is going to uni with ppl they know, they're getting to know ppl there quickly, they're going to cafe's and societies etc. Where I left it off, they were at this prom thing in fancy clothes with a ton of events coming to ahead, and there was a major conflict coming to ahead in the middle of a bouncy castle fight. Its a scene with bad consequences, but like the whole time I can't help but think about how amazing the event sounds, and how cool everyone looks.

My first year was spent being ill, tired all the time from work and the ppl in accommodation, being uncomfortable around most ppl and then, being afraid of some bullshit fine from the uni for keeping the kitchen clean that I felt I was the only one taking seriously (I don't even know if they were legally able to enforce it) and of course, with 2020 rolling around, covid. And sure, things have gotten a bit better since then, it took a few years but I found a good community, better housemates and a better job. And there were good bits in first year. However, reading that book, I couldn't help but think; has my experience been so bad that I can't even fathom what a good uni experience is meant to be? Because the book sounds fake, and maybe there are some exaggerated bits to make it more exciting, but even though I find a lot in common with the MC, it feels like they're in a world a million miles away from my own. Every cafe experience is tainted with regret bc I could've gotten the food cheaper, every society social felt like "go to pub" so god forbid you can't or don't want to drink, I don't think I've even been to a formal event. And even now, as a person helping to run a society, I can't even make that much better because the uni aren't helping! I didn't even start thinking about sexuality till I took a year out working full time, because that was probably the most stable situation I've been in since what feels like forever, and had the headspace to start thinking about that stuff.

And the book itself was published in 2020, its contemporary! I can't even blame the decline of this country due to the ghouls running it on why my experience is so different (altho maybe Alice is writing from her own experience which would be before my own).

I just feel like I've taken years off my life to make this uni thing work, and reading a world where money is a non-issue, fun events are going on, and the MC is around ppl they've known for ages, makes me envious.

I'm realising that this is rly personal and a non-issue in the grand scheme of things, I might just be feeling sorry for myself. I do still need to finish it tbh, maybe I was in a bad frame of mind at the time.

[mvssmallow]

omg you're back! kinda?! Did you know how cwac was going to end? Like when you started writing it?! i love it so much!!!

No. I didn’t even know I was going to continue writing it, haha. It was meant to be a tiny snippet to go with some art. I know how it’s going to end now but then, so do all you guys. You know they’re going to have a few kids and Jiwon is going to buy a massive SUV and too many baby nikes. That’s how it’s going to end. Super mega boring. =)