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BSD MEN REACT TO YOU BAKING COOKIES FOR THEM AFTER A BAD DAY.

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★ FT. ─ dazai , chuuya , ranpo , akutagawa

!! TAGS ─ fluff, pure fluff, hurt/comfort, angst

"i know you had a bad day, so i made you cookies"

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It wasn't abnormal for someone like you to see Dazai cry. Nevertheless, it'd make him feel embarrassed, even pathetic for showing his emotions to you in such a way. And somewhere in his mind, he could see the faint looks of pity on your face every time he broke down, eyes glossy as he'd remember his old days at the Port Mafia with his perfect little friend group.

He was Osamu Dazai. He had experienced pain, loss, a few fleeting moments of joy, and so much. He had been through a lot. He did not need anyone's sympathy - even yours.

This day was, hence, nothing out of the ordinary. Dazai had trudged back home with heavy steps, dismissing your questions about his whereabouts and remarks about how drenched he got in the rain.

He had gone straight into the bathroom and locked himself in. It didn't matter how many years had passed since Oda's death. It would always feel like yesterday to him, so close yet so far away. It would always rip his heart out how if he had been there just a few moments earlier, he could never have had to watch his only friend die.

He sank to his knees near the wash basin and cried.

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There was a knock on the door. Dazai scrambled to his feet to open it. He was in the bedroom after another breakdown, locked away.

"Dazai?" he heard your soft voice from outside the door. His heart warmed up a little and he opened the door.

"I know you had a bad day," you said, holding out a plate of freshly baked cookies, "so I baked you cookies."

Dazai looked down at the plate for a moment, then looked back up at you. He felt numb. He felt disoriented. Slowly, he reached out to break one cookie with his fingers and ate it.

"This... this is amazing," he said quietly, tears blurring his vision, threatening to break him down once more.

"It's not much. They're only chocolate chip," you waved a hand off. "Do you like them?"

"Yeah," he replied in a breathy voice. "Yeah, I do."

His ruined day had been perfected by a mere batch of cookies. As you urged him to have more, he finally smiled.

How could someone be so kind?

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ᴄʜᴜᴜʏᴀ.

Chuuya was no stranger to drinking and passing out on his couch only to be woken up by you late at night so that he could come to the bed and sleep comfortably there. He felt pathetic for using wine and alcohol as a means of coping with loneliness, especially after Dazai left the Port Mafia.

"Chuuya?" you whispered softly in his ear.

He stirred in his sleep, one hand hanging off the couch while empty bottles crowded on the floor.

"Chuuya."

His eyelids fluttered open, and with a groan, he shifted on the couch, his hand instinctively reaching for the bottle that lay within arm's reach.

But before he could grasp it, you gripped his hand gently.

"No," you said firmly.

He paused to look at you before rubbing his eyes with his other hand and sitting up.

"I baked you cookies," you murmured, sitting on the couch beside him.

It was only then that Chuuya noticed his favourite cookies decorating a plate that sat on the table in front of him. You leaned forward to grab two cookies, shoving one in your mouth and the other in his.

With his mouth stuffed with a cookie, he couldn't help but stare at you as the events of the entire day crashed onto him all at once. A tear slipped from his eye - of joy, admiration or sadness, he did not know. But as he stared lovingly at the way you playfully scolded him for not including you in the drinking session, your voice muffled from the food, there was only one thought that crossed his mind.

How could he ever be stupid enough to believe that he was lonely when he had you?

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ʀᴀɴᴘᴏ.

Ranpo was not the type to cry in front of people. With his child-like confidence, very few people had ever actually seen him in a vulnerable state.

So it was distressing when he realized you saw right through his fake smile. He felt like an idiot for not predicting that you would get to know about how upset he was after the President scolded him.

He lay on his bed. Even thinking was too tiring for him right now. His hair was all over his face, his head pressed against his pillow. There was a knock on the door, and he spoke in a quiet voice, "Come in."

You entered with a plate of cookies. They were shaped like little stars, each with a different flavour and colour. You set the plate next to the nightstand and gave him a soft smile.

"I know you had a bad day, so I baked you cookies."

"You... you did?" he whispered, his voice cracking as he slowly sat upright to look at you in the eyes.

"I tried. I don't know how they taste. I wanted you to be the first one to take a bite."

He nodded and you sat down on the floor, looking up at him and putting a cookie in his mouth gently. Ranpo opened his mouth and felt the savoury taste of your baking.

"I like it," he hummed.

"Really? Do you want me to make some more for you tomorrow?"

"You will?" his face brightened up genuinely. "I love you!"

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ᴀᴋᴜᴛᴀɢᴀᴡᴀ.

Akutagawa was one to hide emotions from everyone. He did not like to let others think of him as human, but rather as a creature to be feared, and someone to be proud of to Dazai.

Since the night Dazai had been abducted and Akutagawa had interrogated him, the latter had been quiet. He was never to talk too much or overshare, but it could be sensed that something had hurt him deeply.

"Ryuu?" you said softly sitting down next to him.

"No," he looked away, shunning you out before you even got the chance to speak.

"I know you had a bad day," you smiled softly, "so I baked you cookies."

He glanced at you from the corner of his eye before his heart melted. You had the most beautiful look on your face, two hands supporting a plate of cookies. He had never told you what his favourite ones were, frankly he couldn't decide. Sweet things just weren't for him.

But these ones, the ones that you made just for him? These were his favourites. The ones you had made that showed how much you understood him.

At that point, he realized he did not have to change himself to gain the approval he desired in the past. He had already won in life the moment he met you.

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{Love letters}

How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

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↬|Atsushi|

Atsushi would likely approach his s/o in a manipulative and obsessive way. He might start off by stalking them and observing them from afar, learning as much as he can about them and their interests. Once he has a good sense of who they are, he may approach them under the guise of being a casual acquaintance, but quickly escalate to being overly attentive and overly protective. He may also manipulate them with gifts and words, trying to make them dependent on him and feel like he’s the only one who truly understands and cares for them.

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↬|Dazai|

Dazai would be very strategic and calculated in his approach. He would likely gather as much information as he can about his s/o, their interests, hobbies, etc. He would use that information to appear to be the perfect match, acting charming and understanding, complimenting and flattering them frequently. He would also subtly make it known that he is not one to be trifled with, as he can be dangerous if crossed. He would make sure that his s/o is completely taken in by his charm, making it difficult for them to resist his advances.

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↬|Chuuya|

Well, the first step of a yandere Chuuyas approach to courting his S/O would be to start observing them closely. Chuuya would keep a close eye on them; he'd study their habits, their favorite things and activities, the way they interact with others, and he'd take everything into consideration before coming up with a plan to approach them He'd try to find a way to get their attention, by showing off his skills or by offering them a small favor, until he gets a reason to speak with them.

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↬|Akutagawa|

Since he doesn't know much about relationships and being with someone he'd start by watching them from afar, probably trying to get as much information on them as possible. He would then make sure to "accidentally" bump into them more often and would slowly start to act more close to them (while still being pretty cold) At some point he'd probably end up in a conversation with them somehow. After this he'd probably start asking more about them, getting to know them more and start showing a little interest.

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↬|Tetchou|

Tetchou, being a yandere, would act pretty normal on the outside like any normal person would approach someone they liked. The only thing different is the thoughts and inner monologue he’d have while talking to them. Inside, he’d be planning out how to make them his, wanting to know everything about them and how get as close to them as he can. He would also be very obsessive over them, never taking his eyes off them. But, all of that would be kept secret behind his calm and normal demeanour.

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↬|Jouno|

Jouno would approach his s/o in a calculated and methodical manner. He would likely start off by observing them from afar, gathering information and understanding their preferences and behaviors. Once he has enough knowledge about them, he would make his move by striking up conversations and slowly building a relationship. He would be charming and attentive, making them feel special and desirable. He may also use underhanded tactics such as manipulating certain situations to his advantage or using information he knows about them to gain their trust. Overall, his main goal would be to win them over and make them completely dependent on him.

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↬|Fyodor|

Would try to spend as much time as possible with the person to figure out what they like and dislike, while also figuring out how vulnerable they are, how much they trust him and would they trust him blindly. Would constantly be around the person, maybe even stalking them, watching them closely and seeing their habits. Would try to give his s\o "gifts" like random chocolate bars and such... Wouldn't give them direct signs at first, would be a bit secretive about his feelings.

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↬|Nikolai|

Nikolai would definitely go all out for his s/o, being very determined to have them. He would probably try to court them in a very over-the-top way, being very flirty and seductive. Nikolai would use a lot of pick-up lines on them and try to flatter them and show off his best qualities. Nikolai would probably try to impress his s/o and show off how charming he could be, and he would definitely not listen to them if they said no. Nikolai is absolutely relentless in the pursuit of his s/o, and will do anything to win them over.

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↬|Sigma|

As a yandere, Sigma would approach courting and approaching his s/o in a very intense and obsessive way. He would go out of his way to get close to them, constantly trying to spend time with her and be around her. He would also pay close attention to their likes, dislikes, and habits, and would go the extra mile to do things for them that he knows they would appreciate. He would also show a deep sense of devotion and loyalty to them, wanting to prove that he's the only person who can truly love and understand them.

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nikolai gogol smut hcs ; 18+

requested by ; nobody / self indulgent

fandom(s) ; bungo stray dogs

fandom masterlist(s) ; here

character(s) ; nikolai gogol

outline ; “smut hcs for nikolai”

warning(s) ; sexually explicit content, versatile switch!nikolai, mean dom!nikolai, brat!nikolai, sadomasochist!nikolai, inappropriate use of portals, praise kink, degradation kink, public & semi-public sex acts, size kink, marking kink

minors and ageless blogs will be blocked

to get the obvious out of the way, nikolai is quite possibly the most versatile switch you will ever meet in your life. he’s sadistic and masochistic, he’s happy bottoming and topping, he can dom you or be your sub — just say the word and he’ll take to the role like a bird to the skies… as long as he’s always got the freedom to switch things around at random just to keep you on your toes

as a dominant he tends to oscillate between just being an awful tease — tying you up and making you tear up in desperation or sob your throat raw from overstimulation, making you beg for his attention and beg for him to let up, and just generally being an annoying asshole intent on making you scream from frustration before he makes you scream from pleasure — and being an outright sadist — marking you up until there’s nowhere left on your body that he hasn’t claimed, biting you hard enough to draw blood, making you earn your orgasms by humiliating yourself, leaving your whole body aching and trembling and weak to the extent that you won’t be able to walk the next day — depending on his mood and what you ask of him. of course he’s all about freedom and experimentation and risk taking, but as your partner he is still generally quite mindful of your boundaries and is deceptively careful about sticking to things he knows you either enjoy or are neutral about

he may be a terrorist and murderer, but he has a heart… for you anyway

as a submissive he leans heavily into his bratty side, going above and beyond all reasonable measure just to push your buttons and provoke you into putting him in his place (ideally as roughly as possible). tie him up, ride his dick or fuck his ass until he’s cumming blanks and babbling in tongues, wipe that smile off of his face with a paddle or a knife or your hand around his throat, make him whimper and beg and call you all those lovely names even he wouldn’t be caught dead uttering when he’s not deep in sub space. show him who he belongs to, make him earn your attention, and he’ll take it all with a smile and a giggle that toes the line between charming and frustrating — he just really likes having the brat beaten out of him, what can he say?

nikolai is, as touched upon in previous points, someone who has a distinct sadistic streak in the bedroom and he makes no attempts to hide it: he pulls your hair just hard enough to sting, he carves the letters of his name into the skin of your chest and stomach and thighs and licks the blood from your skin as eagerly as he licks your spend from your sex, he slaps and spanks you with his hands and you can see the way his eyes light up when he sees the marks he leaves behind, he bites hard enough to draw blood and traces the indentations his teeth left behind with his fingertips later on, he leaves hickeys everywhere on you he can, he scratches at your back and shoulders when you fuck him, he chokes you until he can feel your panicked pulse fluttering beneath his hands, and the sight and taste of your tears, and the sound of his name on your trembling lips (half sobbed, half moaned), is enough to get him hard all over again all on its own

and if you beg him to go harder? if you’re just as into it as him? oh he’ll be in heaven

nikolai loves to keep you on your toes in bed and, unless you’ve both specifically agreed on one set tone for the night, he can and will randomly switch between praising, degrading, humiliating, and teasing you at the drop of a hat. like he can easily go from telling you how ‘pretty’ you look with his cock in your mouth or how amazing and full he feels with your strap/cock inside of him, to teasing you for being so desperate for him and mocking all the sounds you make with a shit-eating grin on his face (e.g. gagging, moaning, begging, etc.). simply put, nikolai is an unpredictable asshole.

circling back to his masochistic side for a moment, there’s very little in the way of pain play that nikolai doesn’t enjoy being on the receiving end of every now and then. choke him out until he’s on the brink of going unconscious, smack him across the face so hard his whole head snaps to the side, pull on his hair while you fuck him from behind or when he buries his face between your legs, bite his thighs and stomach and neck until he’s littered with bruises, spank him until the shape of your hand his permanently branded onto the curve of his ass, torture his cock and balls until he’s entirely flushed red and unable to string together a simple sentence… make him bleed and bruise and ache in all the right ways and he’ll be yours for life

he loves fucking you (and being fucked) in pretty much every position imaginable and has no qualms with experimenting a little to make certain things work if you have your heart set on something specific. he’s a lot more flexible than you might think so don’t be afraid to ask about a new position you want to try — chances are he’s already tried it and knows exactly how to make it work (or, if not, then it can be a fun bonding exercise for you both as you try and figure out how to do it)

(does love having having you sit on his face when he goes down on you, though… bonus points if you’re choking on his cock while he does it but he’s happy either way)

will use his ability for sexual gratification — both his own and yours — whether that means something small like grabbing a toy that’s just out of reach so neither of you have to leave the bed, something more flustering like using his portals to discretely fuck you with his fingers/tongue/cock or to allow you to fuck him from a distance, or something more obvious like just straight up teleporting himself to you when he’s horny, or teleporting the two of you somewhere else so you can fuck, etc. — but, naturally, he’s always open to any creative suggestions you have for him and will make good use of them the second he gets the chance

doesn’t give a single shit about social propriety or boundaries and would happily have you bouncing on his dick or perched on his face in public if you weren’t so concerned with silly things like ‘the law’. will compromise enough to stick to discreetly pleasuring you with his portals and having you control a toy that’s inside of him when you’re out and about… and will gladly stick to semi-public quickies if you’re a bit more adventurous than most but not quite as adventurous as he is

he has a prominent size kink that goes both ways — i.e. he loves taking the biggest toys you have inside of himself and gets off on the stretch (especially if he can see or feel it by pressing down on his stomach), and he loves how much smaller and more fragile you are than him and will coo over you whenever you struggle to take his cock fully inside of you (thinks it’s so hot when you start crying and babbling about it being ‘too big’)

nikolai isn’t oblivious to the fact that you like his thighs and will go out of his way to mess with you in various ways when he feels like being mean or bratty — e.g. making you ride his thighs when he wants you to earn your orgasm, playing up his sensitivity when you bite them, wearing clothes around the house that are tighter around his thighs or that are just short enough to show off all the lovely marks you left there, manspreading wider than usual and animatedly smacking his thighs when he laughs, etc.

he’s a terrible tease but he makes up for it by giving you the best orgasms you’ve ever had

gets super turned on whenever he sees you showing off the marks he left on your body the night before, and also makes an effort to show off any of the marks you leave on him where he can — obviously his clothes tend to cover a lot, but any marks you left on his throat will be extremely visible as he goes about his work with the d.o.a and he fucking loves it

he giggles a lot during foreplay and sex, jokes around with you even more, and it’s exceptionally rare for you two to be intimate and not end up in a fit of laughter at at least one point in the night

[astral-gamma]

Can I ask for some nsfw hcs for Nikolai, Diluc and Sunday?

NIKOLAI, DILUC, SUNDAY NSFW HEADCANNONS

i already wrote for Nikolai so ill link it here . Also i dont know much about sunday yet so its not well written im sorry!!

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DILUC

: ̗̀➛Diluc grunts

 : ̗̀➛has stubble,the stubble hitches so he makes sure to shave, but sometimes he has goatee

: ̗̀➛he has reddish/ginger hair btw

 : ̗̀➛Very tongue guy, he loves eating you out

 : ̗̀➛Beefy hands and generally his body but also toned

: ̗̀➛Grip  you oh so tightly bc scared of abandonment

: ̗̀➛his breath smells like alcohol and cigarettes, and overall his scent is a mixture of sweat or cologne

: ̗̀➛will hold/play with your hair a lot and in bed too

: ̗̀➛very shy about his feeling, but he seeks attention and validation. He doesn't want you to notice he loves the compliments and the flirting, but also never told you to stop

: ̗̀➛aftercare king

: ̗̀➛He's a bit clumsy in bed, didn't have much experience and has an issue with understanding other people emotions, so he want you to be expressive and be vocal in bed

: ̗̀➛he’s very gentle in bed but if you ask he would do anything

: ̗̀➛linked to that would leave bite marks on you if you ask

: ̗̀➛very devoted in bed and worships you but outside you two he doesn't show it, it's a you two private thing

: ̗̀➛whispers in your ear if he can eat you when you go home/asks if he can

: ̗̀➛very work oriented but always tries to give you as much attentions as possible, likes private dates maybe outside Mondstat for a picnic

SUNDAY

: ̗̀➛ gives me the idea of the archetype of religious imagery so nicknames like “angel” or “dove” are pretty common

: ̗̀➛ hes a strict person so can be a little controlling with you (not in any abusive way) : ̗̀➛i cant see him as a kinky person so he would just do it for love

: ̗̀➛most of the times he feels needy is after long work hours and he’s in need of some relax

: ̗̀➛he doesn't like any type of marks left on him, he care about how he looks to others

: ̗̀➛depending on how close you want to imagine this hc to the current story in penacony, he’d probably more melancholy

[transmascaraa]

Hello AGAIN Nyx 💗💗 Idk if it's too much pression for u (i'm kinda worried idk) to make a request now that you just finished the others requests, but if it isn't too much i wanted to do a req :(

Bsd with a completaly nerd m!reader, like literally an "☝️🤓" irl, they are like a human wikipedia about something they like sm, principally about old games like gameboy or an unknow hq like ranfrem (idk if you got my point but yeah), and also they wears glasses and braces because yes?! I think it fits lol. Dazai, Ranpo, Nikolai Yosano and Kunikida pls?

Also i wanted to ask if you pretend to write to more fandoms if that's ok ^-^

-☠️🎀 anon

multiple characters headcanons!

"nerd."

characters: dazai, ranpo, nikolai, yosano, kunikida x gn!reader

author's note: motivation sparked up a single bit so i'm gonna write this(i hope everyone's doing well^^) and this was made with m!reader in mind but it's pretty much gn anyway

๑ Dazai

-this man would legit not leave you alone even for a second no matter what

-when you get into arguments with people about whatever he always tries to awkwardly drag you away like "okay that's enough more fighting--" with a smile on his face

-honestly just punch him in the face if he insists on something like "2+2=5" just to annoy you

-he likes how smart you are but likes taking advantage of it a lot too

-he has asked you stuff like "if we jumped down from this building together now, and the wind blew towards the east, where and how fast do you think we'd fall while hugging eachother?" in the middle of a date(the people who heard him got fucking concerned)

-if you answer him in any way he's gonna get super giddy and ask more questions

-and if you don't answer him he'll also ask more questions

-and yes he would love to try on your glasses everytime he sees you and yes he will show you his hand asking how many fingers you see

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✷ Ranpo

-you two are the perfect pair and you can prove me wrong

-whatever you're into being smart about, trust me he's into it too

-proving people wrong TOGETHER is the perfect date idea

-if you two are arguing about some random philosophical question tho then it's very difficult because both of you have proof and you both won't accept defeat

-in the end you'll probably have to flip a coin

-he always says he's heads and you're tails because he always believes he's right

-and when the coin lands on tails aka you, he starts to whistle and look away like they do in cartoons

-loves your glasses and will buy new ones for you every now and then

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⑅ Nikolai

-literal hell with him but he acts innocent once he angers you

-you start telling him about how he can't appear out of nowhere and hug you because what it you're writing some important papers one day and you can easily fuck everything up

-but he'll just smirk at you after your whole scolding and say "but i'm too pretty to wait for you."

-if you argue with other people he'll agree with you and argue with the person as well even tho he has no idea what you're saying and sometimes he says dumb stuff like "yes it's exactly how [name] said because the grass is green!"

-makes you feel like you should kick him out of your house at times but then again he'll just teleport back into your bed under the covers and you'll see him there smiling at you "hi i was cold."

-hides your glasses on purpose and loves when you get mad at him for that

-you'll get them back at night only if you cuddle with him so fuck it

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✿ Yosano

-it annoys her sm sometimes but she just accepts it

-arguing with random people about random things is very annoying to her tho so she'll just get you away from that person hoping you'll stop being irritated

-she's gonna listen to all of your rants and everything you know a lot about certain subjects but she won't let that go on forever

-like if it's late at night she'll just tell you "goodnight." and turn her back away from you as a saying of "enough, go to sleep."

-she just agrees with you whenever you try to argue with her opinion or thought because she seriously has no time to listen to you prove everything to her

-and she'll keep your glasses clean, buying you new ones if anything happens to the other ones

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✯ Kunikida

-the BEEF you would have with this man unless you agreed to every single word he said

-like if a math equation has more possible correct answers you two are gonna argue for a few hours about why, how, and which answer is the truly correct one

-but when other people argue with you he's gonna start helping you in your argument at first but he WILL get you both away after it gets too repetitive and dumb

-he'll always listen to your rants and all ofc unless he spots something wrong with what statement you said and he'll correct you immediately because yes

-what i'm saying is that it's either super easy or super complicated between the two of you

-oh yeah and glasses are no issue for either of you so if he feels nice he'll buy you new ones

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okay

i hope you liked it

damn i miss writing

| @mariaace <3

[hoshiumiumi]

fyodor moving furniture around on the areas nikolai frequently uses as his landing after hes pissed off by the latter so when nikolai teleports inside he just stubs his toe in a table lands on a lego trips right into a rake steps into a mouse trap

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SCENARIO : BEING STOLEN FROM A NEWFOUND FAMILY FROM YOUR PAST CRIMINAL “FATHERS” DOESN’T FEEL GOOD AT ALL.

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TWS : HEAVY YANDERE THEMES, MURDER, BLOOD, GORE, KIDNAPPING, CONSENSUAL AND NONCONSENSUAL DRUGGING, THREATS, MENTIONS OF FRAMED TERRORISM, FYOLAI BEING MANIPULATIVE AND DELUSIONAL LITTLE BITCHES /affectionately, READER KIND OF SPIRALS HALFWAY IN

LISTEN TO : I LOVE YOU HOE (w/ 9lives) - Odetari :||: THE FOX’S WEDDING - MASA WORKS DESIGN

You should’ve known that you never really could escape them, no matter how hard you tried. You wanted to scream, shout, sob, beg, whine, yell, anything at all, but the gag in your mouth prevented any sound whatsoever.

Not like if it wasn’t there it’d change anything. The basement is still sound-proof either way. You just wish Fyodor put a second thought in cleaning it up, because it smelled horrid in there.

Probably because of the pile of rotting body parts in the corner, or the bloody, moss-covered walls.

…he probably did this on purpose, actually. It’s only a part of your punishment, for leaving your loving fathers, is what he might say.

The gag was leaving a literal bad taste on your tongue, and if you could see the chains on your wrists, you’d bet they were already bruising and scarring. It was too dark for that though.

That was all in the start, however. It’s been nearly months since you’ve been ‘saved’ and ‘returned,’ in Nikolai’s terms. Everything had only been horrible, up until you were finally trusted enough to be let out of the basement. You would never say this, but it is partially thanks to Nikolai’s delusion and nagging of Fyodor that sped up that process.

…you missed the Agency. A lot, actually.

You missed Atsushi, and how he’d comfort you and you two just went out for chazuke on breaks.

You missed Yosano, and her headpats with the occasional need for healing. Despite her (kind of hidden) sadism, you never really were awake to feel her abilities… pre-measures.

You missed Dazai’s stupid antics, and the way he’d somehow drag you into them one way or another, but always made sure you never really got in trouble.

You missed Ranpo just rambling or being sleepy with you, occasionally sharing sweets and always calling for you to join him on cases whenever he could.

You missed Kunikida scolding you for joining Dazai’s shenanigans, but always doting over you like a real dad.

You missed listening to Kenji ramble about cows and farm animals.

You missed going out with Kyouka and eating crepes with her.

You missed just chatting with Fukuzawa, and even the cats at the shelter you two would visit.

You never voiced these though, because lord forbid you speak of anything or anyone on the outside while within the confines of Fyodor’s new base… you didn’t want to see that basement ever again, either.

“Oh [Y/N]! We’re baaaaaack!~” A (unfortunately and overly) familiar voice called out happily, before you were immediately tackled into a hug by none other than Nikolai. “Didya’ miss us?” He’d ask, and you already knew exactly what to say.

“Of course I did. I always miss you, Dad.” You smiled, hugging him back tightly. You knew how this went, and you knew that this would slowly but surely coax him into letting you out of the base… and after a few outings sticking by his side, surely you’d be freed.

Surely. Surely you kept telling yourself. Optimism and hope slowly blending into desperation and longing inside your mind. Surely you’ll find a way to run away. Patience is a virtue. Patient, patient, patient and good little [Y/N] before you leave them again.

“Waaha, how cute!” He’d exclaim soon after, hugging you even tighter before picking you up and spinning around, and you had to force out a fake chuckle and expression of joy. He only put you down (but still held you,) when Fyodor entered the room, brushing off his coat. It was then when you noted that they both had small splashes of blood splattered across certain spots, but you didn’t say anything on it. You knew how that went…

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"You can't- you can't keep doing this if you want me to stay!" You shouted at the two, blood-soaked males who in return just stared back at you.

"Are you saying you don't want to stay, my dear?"

"N-no, I just...-"

"Are you saying you'd leave us if we didn't stop?"

"That's not what I was saying! Don't put words into my mouth! I- ?!" You were cut off by a sudden cold knife to the throat, held by a gloved hand appearing out of a yellow portal.

"Watch your words wisely," Fyodor warned, "We are your fathers afterall."

'Never,' You wanted to shout, 'Never in a million years will you two ever be anything more than monsters to me.'

But even a fool knows when to bite their tongue.

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“Hey, Father?” You turned to Fyodor whilst still hugging Nikolai.

“Hm? What is it, doll?” He responded, taking off his cape and hanging it on a rack near the door before looking back at you.

You hated that nickname. “Doll.” Like you were some sort of item to show and control.

'Not for long,’ You’d think, ‘Not for very long at all.’ Though you were about to ask a risky question… you’d just hold on tight to Nikolai and hope for the best.

“...what happened to my kidnappers?” You hated referring to the Agency like that.

“Oh.. Well, not much. Merely a bit of… framing.” He said darkly, and eerie and small grin crossing his face.

"They won’t ever take your freedom away again, and you’ll never ever have to leave us again, isn’t that right dove?” Nikolai smiled evilly whale hugging you even tighter to the point that it hurt, and you had to muster up the ‘happiest’ smile you could.

"Yes, thank you Dad, and Father.” You said softly, looking at the two ‘gratefully.’

...You were going to get out of this hell hole, and you were going to save the Agency, one way or another.

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'This might be a bit of a stretch,’ You thought to yourself as you stared down at the large drop ahead of you. Its been a long while, and you’ve finally been allowed to go outside with them… however, you’ve taken precautions. You know exactly what to do.

You’re on top of a large building with a barrier, and you’ve marked it just enough so that you’re only barely out of reach of Nikolai’s ability. It’s also only a matter of time before they find you…

…It’s a long way down. Do you want to jump?

— TAG : @kolyakisses

[smut-things]

Random Nikolai Gogol hcs (sfw and NSFW)

Sfw

Nikolai got the scar on his eye bc he was playing with a knife

He was a menace when he was a kid

He is definitely the most gentle lover you'd ever fucking have in the DOA

When he was a kid he really wanted to be a magician but was lead down the wrong path

He knows how to sew

He's slightly blind in his right eye bc of the scar

He'd take you literally anywhere, whenever you'd want bc of his ability

Treats you like royalty

Despite how touchy he is with Fyodor sometimes, he is 100% your man and no one elses

Someone insulted you one day and then they were reported missing a few days after

Nsfw

He has a larger than average sized dick (average is abt 3,3 soft and 5,4 hard)

He knows his thighs are huge and totally teases you with 'em

Favorite positions are mating press and cowgirl (anything to do with riding him honestly)

He LOVESS biting you, doesn't rlly have the ?patience? For hickeys.

His version of flirting could easily become fucking like it just takes one move and suddenly boom, you're havin sex

Sigma walked in on y'all flirting and legitimately thought y'all we're fucking in the middle of one of the VIP rooms in the casino.

It took a week to convince him you weren't

I love this man y'all

[niclepto]

Random doodz look at jouno and his silly flip phone

[voiddwelling]

BSD lgbtq+ headcanons for pride month :3

ADA

fukuzawa - never gave labels much thought, he/him

ranpo - gay asexual demiromantic, he/him

yosano - lesbian demisexual demigirl, she/her

kunikida - bisexual trans guy, he/him

dazai - bisexual aspec transmasc agender, he/they

atsushi - bisexual transmasc, he/him (he/they is also okay)

junichiro - mlm trans guy, he/him

naomi - wlw transfem, she/they

kyouka - questioning, ace, she/they

kenji - never gave labels much thought either, he/they

katai - mlm demispec, he/him (he/they is cool too)

kirako - wlw, she/her

PM

hirotsu - peepaw doesn't really care, he/him

kouyou - lesbian trans woman, she/her

chuuya - gay trans guy acespec, he/him

ryuunosuke - gay transmasc aspec, he/they

gin - wlw nonbinary/genderfluid, she/he/they

tachihara - bisexual asexual trans guy, he/him

higuchi - bisexual, she/her

kaji - aromantic demiboy, he/it/they

Q - doesn't care, nonbinary, they/them

ace - unlabelled, he/him

karma - unlabelled, he/they

verlaine - gay, he/him

rimbaud - gay nonbinary, he/they/she

oda - greyromantic, he/him

+ The Flags

doc - gay, he/they

lippman - gay arospec, he/him

albatross - bisexual demigender, he/they/xe

pianoman - gay demisexual, he/him

iceman - aspec, he/him

The Guild

francis - trying his best (derogatory /lh), he/him

poe - gay asexual demiromantic, he/they

margaret - wlw aspec, she/her

louise - wlw transfem, she/they

lucy - bisexual, she/her

mark - unlabelled, he/him

james - questioning mlm, he/him

nathaniel - aspec, he/him

john - bisexual demiromantic, he/him

herman - gay demisexual, he/him

lovecraft - ???, ??? (yeah, good luck)

Hunting Dogs

fukuchi - aspec, he/him

jouno - gay, he/him

teruko - wlw, she/they

tecchou - gay, he/they

DOA

fyodor - gay aspec agender, he/they

gogol - gay, he/it/they + neopronouns + xenogenders

sigma - questioning, any pronouns (he/they/she)

bram - unlabelled, never gave it much thought, he/him, #girldad

Special Division

taneda - aromantic, he/him

ango - mlm ace, he/him

mizuki - bisexual, she/her

yachiyo - lesbian, she/her

aoki - mlm, he/him

Rats in The House of The Dead

mushitaro - mlm aspec, he/him

alexander - unlabelled, he/it

goncharov - doesn't care, he/him

extra

agatha - wlw arospec, she/her

natsume - unlabelled, he/they

sasaki - bisexual greyromantic, she/her

[m0chi-1n-4-frog-disguise]

heyyyyy i saw you just followed me (i can be tachigin anon hehe)

would you be willing to do hcs or drabbles of atsushi, dazai, kunikida, tachihara and nikolai with a fem desi/indian reader? like how would they interact with their s/o’s culuture, if/how they would celebrate festivals, and mayyybe even how they would react to seeing her in traditional clothing for the first time?

you can take out or add whoever you want!! hope ur doing well :3

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★ Desi/indian fem!s/o

Characters: Atsushi Nakajima, Dazai Osamu, Tachihara Michizou, Kunikida Doppo, Nikolai Gogol

Format: headcanons, I'm trying to be as close to canon as possible

• « "I just saw you followed me" if you're the person I think you are my soul might ascend-

It's my first ask ever too ! So I'll try to do something good, had to do some research and I hope it matches your expectations, please correct me if I made any mistakes, Shall you be the first anon of my anon list? 🌷»

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Atsushi Nakajima:

NOW- listen my boy is a sweetheart, he doesn't know how he managed to have you absolute queen in his life so best believe he's gonna try to be worthy of you

He is very much worthy already but he won't believe it soooo

He'll try to do some research to impress you, learning about festivals and such

I feel like he'd try to learn the recipe of your favorite dish ���listen at some point you probably cooked some chazuke for him and it's his way to repay you—

I feel like his favorite festival is Diwali [festival of lights] ???

Dazai —being a little shit— will probably give Atsushi some false misinformation about your culture for funsies tho, if he notices the weretiger's will to understand your traditions.

Tho please don't judge him too hard if he ever sputters nonsense, it is easy to stumble on misinformation on Google about cultures [Google almost ended me when I was studying japanese mythology. It sent me to a video game website. I'm still not forgiving.] Just grab his hands and sit him down and explain to him why he's wrong and correct him

As for you trying on any traditional outfit, whether it would be a Sari, an Anarkali, a Lehenga Choli or even a Salwar Kameez the reaction would be the same, he'd go bright red, losing his mind over so much beauty ! If you guys have been in a relationship for a while he'd shyly ask if he can match with you, now it depends on your reaction to that answer, and then he'll overthink it for days,

His thoughts: "it didn't sound disrespectful did it ?? Ugh why did I ask that?? Maybe she doesn't want to ?? I mean, I'm japanese- but it would be nice to dress the same and- UGHH SHUT UP NAKAJIMA- WHY DID EVER SPEAK?????"

Dazai Osamu:

I hate this man so much idk if I wanna punch or kiss him

So ummm, how did you manage to land a stable relationship without involving bribery that itself involves suicide? I'm curious

I'm sorry, I'm sorry-

He probably actually knows a thing or two about your culture, if he didn't he'd educate himself

And yet he would purposely make some stupid ignorant comments just to get a rise out of you

I hope you aren't sensitive, if you're with Dazai

This man is a menace to society, he makes you watch does horribly cliché movies with a smile, please punch him 🙏

It's all fun and games until you pull up with the traditional look, Dazai would suddenly go very quiet

He has that 👁️👁️ look

He isn't judging rn, however he doesn't really have any smart comment or joke for now, the only thing occupying his brain is how pretty you are

Kunikida Doppo:

You fucked up his ideals. That's all- that's the hc

Listen I BET in his ideals it went "In 4 years, will meet a beautiful japanese woman" poor naïf man, not even four months and here's this gorgeous indian royalty.

It will be hard to get this man to comprehend that he's falling for you, you have all my respect for actually managing to end up in a relationship with the most stubborn man in all of Yokohama ! ✌️

But once it's settled, he is a decent partner. . . PINKY PROMISE 🌷

The amount of research he does is insane, heck even Dazai would feel bad for sometimes messing it up. . .no actually he wouldn't

If you check out his ideal you may find dates of many festivals marked down on his calendar and planning, even those you may not actually celebrate [festivals vary by religion and location. . .he just marked them all to not miss any]

And if you check your closet you may find a new Assam in your favorite color

Wear it and you'll make him consider adding a "taking a break to admire my partner trying out new clothes" to his planning-

Tachihara Michizou:

I love him so much, it's not even funny anymore, he's a dork oh my stars-

If we are talking pm!Tachihara, he'll try to educate himself- really-

Mostly to impress you

But he does through media 😭

Which is a huge mistake when you look at some representation-

That mistake causes him to sputter absolute BS sometimes, he's lucky you love him

Hunting dogs! Tachihara is so tired, give my- oops I mean our- yeah give our man a break

Being a double agent may mean double salary but is it worth it ?

Please PLEASE let him rest his head on your thighs and you can rant to him about your culture, about festivals, traditions, anything !!

He likes the sound of your voice and he might surprise you with a gift for a festival

His reaction to you wearing traditional clothes? Dare I remind everyone of that one wan scene

"DAMN Gin you look really sharp in a suit-"

He isn't that different with you 😭🙏

Nikolai Gogol:

Ugh- I don't think he'd really care that much

His goal is freedom from any attachment, he doesn't care because to him nationality and cultures aren't that big of a deal

Like okay, your indian, good for you, he's Ukrainian/Russian

Tho if it's really important to you, y'all drop random funfacts about y'alls culture in the form of a game

Just imagine cuddling with your favorite jester but this time you're the one who purrs "Quizz time~"

He'll be more excited than you about wearing traditional clothes, for someone who doesn't care about cultures here he is trying to look for the best outfits for both of you-

I'M CURRENTLY SLEEP DEPRIVED [I'VE BEEN UP FOR 3 DAYS STRAIGHT AND I'M SLOWLY LOSING MY GRIP ON REALITY]

Some parts suck, some are meh, but I don't think I can even think anymore, so I hope it wasn't too shitty 😭🙏

Feel free to throw another ask, my ask box is emptier than my brother's brain-

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[chuulyssa]

Hey!! Could you do prompt 15 with Dazai and Nikolai? Seperate pls! Where reader has been having it rough lately and they want to be close to their safe person/bff as possible (aka Dazai and Nikolai). They also seem to have feelings for each other but haven't confessed yet 👀

↷ A/N ─ i love this omg you're the besttt :3

★ PROMPT ─ 15

!! FT. ─ dazai, nikolai

"is it okay if i sleep here tonight?"

─ DAZAI

"Of course, you can, bella," he replied immediately, waving a hand.

Of course, you could. He had dreamt of this for so long, to be with you in your darkest times. Your head would rest on his lap while he would play with your hair. So naturally, part of him was exhilarated at the thought of you staying there with him, lighting up his little house.

But part of him felt equally guilty. Who was he to be happy while you were suffering? Ever since he had seen you, he had made it upon himself to protect you from all the sadness and cruelty of humanity. Then, who was he to take joy in your pain?

With these thoughts in mind, Dazai repeated his sentence softly, "You can, bella. For as long as you want."

You nodded thankfully, and he took a pillow and a blanket out. You looked at him, puzzled, since there were already enough pillows for both of you on his bed.

"What's that for?"

"Oh, that," he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly, before attempting to switch back to his cheerful personality. "I don't suppose you'd be able to bear the thought of a handsome detective asleep right next to you?"

"Maybe I could," you said quietly.

Dazai blinked.

Oh.

Oh.

This was real.

"Heck, yeah, you could," he jumped onto the bed.

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─ NIKOLAI

"Yes, little dove," he poked your nose. "Why, my house is absolutely charmed to be in the presence of a wonderful, wonderful lady such as yourself," he bowed down to you, and his hat toppled off.

Clearly, he was trying to make you laugh. You giggled slightly, and he looked up at you with the most awed look ever. That laugh. He loved it.

He straightened up after taking his hat back from the floor and putting it on.

"Would you like to remain in the vicinity of this poor jester, my little dove?"

"Yeah," you sniffed your tears away and let him lead you by the hand to his bed.

The two of you lay down after he changed his clothes. It wasn't awkward at all, surprisingly. You had thought sharing a bed with your crush would be embarrassing. But somehow, the way his eye, free from his usual eyepatch, looked at you like you were the most beautiful thing in the world, made you realize that you would agree to have ten more mental breakdowns if it meant being with him.

Nikolai saw that you caught him staring, and winked at you before his eyes turned mischievous. Before you could ask what he had found, a portal opened near your stomach and he began tickling you, just to hear that heavenly sound of your laughter again

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© chuulyssa 2024 - do not copy, plagiarize or repost my works on any platforms. do not translate.

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How badly do they want to see you after you guys separated?

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↬|Atsushi|

If his s/o is separated from him, Atsushi will likely miss them deeply and feel an intense longing to see them again.

He may constantly think about them and worry about their safety, as well as wonder how they are doing.

He may have difficulty concentrating on his work or hobbies, as his mind is preoccupied with thoughts of them.

He may also have difficulty sleeping at night, as he misses having them nearby to comfort him. Overall, Atsushi will feel a deep sense of loneliness and emptiness when they are apart.

Atsushi’s feelings of missing his s/o can be described as intense and overwhelming. He feels a sense of longing and emptiness when they are apart, and his thoughts are constantly preoccupied with them.

He may have difficulty concentrating on anything else, as his mind is consumed by thoughts of their safety and well-being.

He may also experience a sense of worry and anxiety about not knowing when he will see them again, and this can lead to feelings of helplessness and frustration.

Overall, his feelings can be described as profoundly emotional and all-consuming.

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↬|Dazai|

He feels like a part of him is missing, a void. He feels like there's something important missing in his life.

He can't really function properly without you, he can't sleep well, he's distracted all the time and he's snapping even more to his subordinates. He is desperate to have you back in his arms.

As every day passed without you Dazai only grows more and more frustrated, he tried to distract himself from you by working, hanging out with oda's grave, sleeping or other things but nothing works.

He feels like a lost puppy without you, he can't really focus on anything. His mind drifts to you more often than usual, he has trouble focusing on his plans and he sometimes finds himself staring into the space thinking about you.

He craves for your presence, the feeling of your being next to him. He wants to hear your voice, to touch your soft skin, to run his fingers through your hair, to kiss the back of your neck, to hold your hand. To see your smile.

He yearns for you, for your love, for the feeling of your body against his, he just wants to hold you close and never let go.

Dazai absolutely craves the presence of you more than anything in the world, he hates being separated from you.

And when you are apart, he's unable to focus on anything else, his mind is constantly thinking about you, worrying if you're safe, if you're happy, if you're missing him as much as he misses you.

The pain of loneliness and missing his lover becomes excruciating, to the point where he can't even sleep, as he keeps thinking about you, wishing for your return.

He'll go to any length to see you again.

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↬|Akutagawa|

He'd probably not show any emotions about the fact that he can't have any contact or see his S/O.

He'd just bury it all deep inside but at night when he's laying wide awake he'd feel extremely lonely.

Whenever he's around other people he would sometimes catch himself thinking of his S/O and what he'd be doing if they were right next to him.

He probably can't get them out of his head, the thought of not being able to hold them or talk/see them always around.

He's frustrated, lonely, and sad, but he'd hide it all the time. The need to see them, to hold them, to see their smile and just to be near them fills up his mind a lot, it's hard to keep his thoughts away from them.

He probably also feels a bit jealous when he sees a couple being all lovey dovey, he probably just wishes it could be him and his s/o.

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↬|Chuuya|

Oh god. Chuuya would be absolutely heartbroken and miserable without his S/O. He literally wouldn't know what to do with himself without them.

He'd be a total mess at first, barely eating, not sleeping properly, refusing to do any work that didn't involve trying to get his S/O back, he'd be a complete shell of his usual self, only snapping out of it when he's in combat.

Chuuya wouldn't be able to function without his S/O; they’re like his source of comfort, like his entire world revolves around them, his whole existence is dependant on them.

He would be completely lost without them, his days would be endless nightmares and his nights would be sleeplessly tormenting.

He'd feel like drowning all the time, suffocating every single second that he can't be with them.

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↬|Tetchou|

Tetchou would want to see his s/o so badly. They’d be on his mind constantly.

He’d try to distract himself all he want, but the image of his s/o would stay and it would make his heart hurt in a way it never did before.

Everything about his s/o would be on his mind - their hair, their eyes, their smile...

Not having them there pained him, and he’d probably go far enough to drop almost anything to try and see them again.

He feels empty and lost without his s/o. It feels as if a big part of him is suddenly gone and he feels wrong, and he hates the feeling. It feels as if he won’t be complete again until his s/o is back, and it scares him how much of a hold his s/o has on him.

Even so, he doesn’t want to lose them again, and will do almost anything to make sure that will never happen.

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↬|Jouno|

After he and his s/o are separated, Jouno finds himself having a deep sense of longing and desperation to see them again.

He cannot focus on his duties or anything else in his life, his mind is solely focused on them.

He can't sleep at night, and his thoughts are constantly plagued by thoughts of his s/o.

He wants to hold them again or listen to their voice even just once, but because they're separated, he cannot do that. It's a constant torment to his emotional and mental state.

Jouno's feelings toward his s/o after they are separated are a mix of longing, desperation, and emotional torment.

These emotions plague him day and night, unable to focus on anything else. He cannot get any rest or sleep, and his thoughts are constantly filled with the need to see them again.

He craves their presence, and it's a constant struggle for him to cope with the fact that they're not within his reach. This loneliness eats away at him, but he still clings to any hope that they'll be reunited again.

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↬|Fyodor|

Would not be able to handle being separated from his S/O for far too long, since it would feel like a part of himself is gone.

Would find himself constantly wanting to see and be near his S/O, to feel their presence near him.

Would feel empty, missing and yearning for his S/O and would wish to be with them again.

Would be constantly worried about their S/O's safety, even if the S/O would be more than able to defend themselves in a fight.

Craves their presence and yearns for their touch Feels incredibly lonely and alone, as if a part of his life was suddenly ripped out from him.

Can't stop thinking about them, misses them terribly and can't stop himself from thinking "just a little more and I'll see them again." / "you know what? I'm the God. I don't need them! Right!...right?"

Can't stop himself from remembering all the moments he has spent with the person he loves, wanting to be with that person again and hold them in his arms.

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↬|Nikolai|

Nikolai would miss his s/o like hell. He would probably go insane after a small amount of time not seeing them or talking to them, and would be extremely clingy and desperate to get back to see or talk with his s/o after being separated from them for a while.

Nikolai would probably mope around a lot and do almost nothing without his s/o, his entire mood being reliant on them.

Nikolai doesn't deal with being alone very well. Nikolai's feelings about being separated from his s/o would be very intense.

He would feel incredibly lonely and miserable without them, like he's lost part of himself.

Nikolai would also feel very irritated and grumpy, lashing out at everyone around him.

Nikolai would be extremely clingy and desperate to see or talk to his s/o again, completely lost without them.

Nikolai would basically give anything to see or be able to talk to his s/o again even for a little while.

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↬|Sigma|

Sigma desperately longs for the day he can see his s/o again.

Every day he wakes up feeling a longing for them, a sense that a piece of his heart is missing.

He feels like he's drowning in a sea of anguish, and just to see their face, to touch their hand, would be a lifeline for him.

He is haunted by memories of them, of their voice, their touch, and it's like an endless torment, knowing that he might never see them again. Every moment spent apart is torture for him.

He feels like he can't breathe properly anymore without the. in his life. He can't focus, can't rest, each day feels endless and hopeless.

Every time he looks in the mirror, he sees a broken person staring back at him, someone who is lost without them, and it's like a stab to his heart, every single time.

He feels like he's a shell of his former self, and the only thing that could fix him, the only thing that could make him feel whole again, is then.

He's drowning in a sea of despair, and they're the only one who can save him.

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bottom ! nikolai gogol hcs ; 18+

requested by ; anonymous (23/01/25)

fandom(s) ; bungou stray dogs

fandom masterlist(s) ; here

character(s) ; nikolai gogol

outline ; “Hello! I hope your day is going well~ Any NSFW headcanons for Nikolai Gogol? With male reader, preferably top/dom reader!

I am over 18, 19 as of now ^_^”

warning(s) ; sexually explicit content, submissive!nikolai, brat!nikolai, bottom!nikolai, size kink, sadomasochism, edging, overstimulation, marking kink, public sex acts, inappropriate use of portals, breeding kink, unprotected sex, various forms of pain play

minors and ageless blogs will be blocked

nikolai may be your submissive but that doesn’t mean he’s going to make it easy for you — i.e. he’s a massive brat. he knows exactly how to push your buttons and make you want to put him in his place, and he gets a thrill out of teasing you and then using his portals to run away just to see you fluster and squirm. he’s mean, teasing, crude, and dramatic, but you get your own back once he’s in your bed because if you’re stern enough and rough enough with him it’s easy enough to fuck the brat out of him… for a little while at least

there are a few positions he enjoys but some of them may not necessarily be possible if you’re not strong enough to hold him up. like you pulling him back by his hair to mark up his throat while fucking him doggy style, or pushing his knees to his chest in the mating press, or him riding you until you’re seeing stars, is one thing, but the full nelson might not be on the cards for you two… and that’s fine, of course, but sometimes he can’t help but fantasize about it

nikolai has the biggest size kink that it’s genuinely ridiculous — like when he’s riding you a big part of the appeal for him is how he’s able to tower over you and admire the natural size difference between the two of you. and when you use toys in the bedroom he is adamant about you stuffing and stretching him with the biggest dildo you can find — yes he can take it, trust me — and he will accept nothing less… size queen

he’s a massive masochist. well, sadomasochist but that’s just semantics at this point because when he’s bottoming for you you’re only really going to see his masochistic side… with a few exceptions when he gets really into the moment and starts biting and scratching you, that is

big into pretty much all forms of pain play and rarely ever uses the safe word you agreed upon: impact play, choking, wax play, temperature play, sensation play, blood play, knife play, and so on. anything that makes him hurt is something he’s a fan of — bonus points if it allows you two to experiment a bit more, but when he’s all fucked out and cock drunk he isn’t in too much of a position to complain about routine or a lack of risk so do with that what you will

please mark him up! scratch his back and shoulders until he’s bleeding. bite down on his plush thighs and chest and stomach. suck hickeys onto every visible inch of his skin until he’s covered in them. spank his ass until the imprint of your hands is visible for days to come. mark him until it’s impossible to not notice that he’s yours and he’ll make the most wonderful moans and whimpers and giggles in return — that’s a fair trade, right?

loves being edged and believes the denial and wait makes his orgasms that much better. the longer you go on the better, and if you happen to follow up that edging with enough overstimulation to have him dumb and cumming dry then that’s all the better for him — it’s one of the best ways to knock the brattiness out of him, and one of the most fun for you both

when he goes down on you he always swallows and he always manages to make a complete and utter mess of you both — also makes a show of dramatically showing you exactly how much he enjoys the taste of you… and of himself if he’s feeling especially playful

loves being bred! doesn’t care that he can’t actually get pregnant, doesn’t care that he realistically wouldn’t make the best dad, just cares about you filling him with your cum over and over again until he’s full to bursting. tell him you’re gonna give him a baby and watch his cock twitch and leak eagerly against his stomach. lock him into a mating press and watch his eyes roll back as he babbles about breeding. ruin him for anyone else and he’ll thank you for it

super duper vocal when you’re fucking him! when he’s not begging for you to cum inside or goading you into fucking the thoughts from his brain, he’s letting out all sorts of delicious moans and groans and giggles and whines — and his voice gets especially loud and pitchy when you thrust against his prostate. just… yeah… make sure to gag him or take him somewhere with good soundproofing unless you want to deal with a shit load of noise complaints from your neighbours

doesn’t give a crap where you are or who you’re with, in public or in private, if he wants to fuck you he will proposition you then and there — sometimes subtly (whispering in your ear, using a portal to feel you up without anyone else noticing, etc.) but usually very obviously (e.g. rubbing his ass against you, groping you, or just loudly telling you how much he wants your cock right this instant)… here’s hoping your social anxiety isn’t too bad

nikolai doesn’t have any set pet names that he’s into calling you or being called, but if he finds out you have one that you’re into then you can guarantee that he’ll whisper it into your ear at the worst possible times just to get a response out of you

needy brat

[astral-gamma]

bsd x reader when some bsd men are talking to another woman or person and they seem to be getting just a liiiittle too comfy so reader get jealous and is clingy all day but doesn't speak and/or ignores them. reader can be fem or gn

fluff , no smut or seggs pls

chars: fyodor, nikolai, dazai, ranpo and whoever else you want! (but maily fyodor cuz i'm a s.i.m.p)

(i can see reader just dragging niko where ever she/they go but don't even make eye contact with him)

u wanted requests and i thoughts of this so you can do it whenever u want and also thank you!

Characyers: Fyodor-Dazai-Nikolai-Ranpo (separeted) making reader jealous ^^

Note!: this took so long yet i couldve done much better 'cause i dont really like it *cries*

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FYODOR 

Fyodor has been spending the whole day with this cute girl and ignoring you, it's not as we was cheating on you,you knew that, and you also knew that she Was just a pice for a new plan of his… yet he was only looking at her you kinda felt bad and sad. you felt a shockwave go through you as you  saw him smiling with her, a sudden jealously that I had not expected. His enthusiastic motions drew her in like a magnet as he leaned in a bit too near. You observed from a distance, creating fantastical stories about their friendship in your head. What were the secrets they were sharing during those giggly conversations? you couldn't help but feel irritated by his lack of interest.

As the day went by , dusk approached, the boy with darker locks eventually decided to come back to the house you shared.

Your cheeks were still wet from the tears you had just cried, and you were already fast asleep, cuddled up under the covers of your large bed. Fyodor, who was incredibly smart despite everything, saw this and knew right once what was going on.He knew what was coming for the day when he woke up the next morning with you in his arms (obviously, it wasn't bothering him in the least; in fact, he was just glad to have you close)... He probably knew that you had no intention of leaving him for at all, and for the rest of the day, Fyodor tried to work but was distracted by your soft touches and gentle actions. Eventually, he gave up and paid attention to you, giving you the cuddles and small gestures that you sorely needed.

"Still jealous my Mishka?"

You said nothing just stayed in is warmth “oh my,my dear i love you and you only”

DAZAI

we all know how dazai flirts with all girls but this time he went over the limit and spent the whole time talking to the waitress despite her and YOUR  discomfort. It was supposed to be your date and what does he do? Flirts and is with another girl!!!? 

When you were then on your way home he tried to talk to you and start a conversation but your responses were a simple "mh mh" or "yeah sure" in a cold and uncaring tone and this behavior went on until the next morning. You had calmed down and were getting up and noticed that the raven-haired boy had already disappeared to who knows where....

You got ready to go to work and noticed that your boyfriend was already there,without thinking much about it I took the chair and stood beside him linking your arms to his upper arm

He looked at you with a confused look

"Bella! You need"

No answer

"Bella?" 

No answer,just you snuggling into his arm

He understood and left you there while he did everything but work

NIKOLAI

Having a bright and cheeky nature, Nikolai would naturally draw attention from others.

You observed with a sinking heart as Nikolai struck up conversations with appealing girls.

You wondered, your mind racing with uncertainties and fears, "What if Nikolai prefers the company of those girls over me?"

You couldn't get rid of the uneasy sensation in the air that night as they sat by the fireplace because you couldn't look Nikolai in the eyes."What troubles you, my love?" With a soft voice, Nikolai questioned.

But you remained silent.You rushed up from where you were sitting and hopped on him, giving him a tight embrace without saying anything. The man realized after some consideration that you were probably overthinking things.

 Nikolai held your hands in his and soothed your anxious state with kind words of passion and love as his eyes softened with tenderness. He explained that while he appreciated the beauty of others, it was you who held the key to his heart, and no one else was comparable to you.

RANPO 

Ranpo acts and behaves in a very childish manner; he is direct in everything he says and does, frequently acting without hesitation.

He doesn't even understand it at first—he's the greatest investigator in all of Japan, yet he's incredibly naive—he doesnt even realise hes making you jealous and kinda feel bad.He didn't even look at you during a investigation in which you were tasked with assisting him, and he ignored you if you had something to say. All he was thinking about was that case and how he could make himself stand out and demonstrate that he was the greatest, the smartest, he and he only...

You'd be lying if you said this behavior wasn't upsetting you.You choose to remain in the distance, maybe to let time pass or in hopes that someone would eventually take notice of you.

Ranpo only returned to you a few hours later, mumbling about how foolish everyone was in comparison to him after Ranpo's Ultra Deduction had solved the case.

You didn't respond, and he realized right away—not because of his incredible deduction, per se, but also because he observed your depressing attitude.

He let you snuggle and love him because he knew deep down thats what you wanted and opened his arms to make you feel better and in hope you'll forgive him. 

[hoshiumiumi]

body hcs i dont think i hv to demonstrate the hands bc ive had like. one drawing dedicated to it alr IWJSKWK nikolais sparkle nips were inspired by that cute lil plushie of his