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actually incredibly funny to me that ranpos entire thing centres on how his intelligence is not because of an ability or any other great thing, its just him. hes entirely, completely, inarguably human. and Yet, when it comes to dazai, so many people are Desperate that there just Has to be another explanation. his intelligence cant just be that hes unusual, no it must be a marker of separation, of difference so great it disallows the reality of his humanity.
#dazai osamu#ranpo edogawa#bsd#sorry hating on main again. AND about to put 3 billion tags on this bc i have shit to say thats not well worded enough to be its own post#asgr cooking up shit about being that smart that young in places that dont accommodate it in a healthy way#(ranpo being disliked by adults bc hes smarter than them and dazai doing god knows what and then joining the mafia and directing it all#towards violence.) and then everyone only accepting it for ranpo but not for dazai is Crazyyy.#anyway. it leaves them Lonely which contributes to the inhuman feeling. FEEEELING!!! not reality#theyre going to feel beyond understanding bc their intelligence puts them ahead. theyre going to be easily bored bc things dont shock them#etcetcetc.#and then this is countered for both by ranpo finding fukuzawa who makes his own way to allow ranpo belief in his own humanity by#telling him hes Different in a Special Way rather than being some kind of monster by telling him that its all just an ability. (whether tha#is his best idea is. beside the point) whereas dazai has chuuya who doesnt need to be an intellectual match to surprise dazai and be#able to figure him out ('i know how you work' line in sb is fucking insane given the whole ln everyones like omg hes beyond understanding.)#theres still always gonna be moments where they feel Aside from humanity bc they dont think like normal people (hence the way dazai talks#abt humanity in dead apple. as fascinating and not worthless but still as distinct from himself and ranpo is 'im better than you'ing his#way through life.) but it IS just a feeling.#anyway!!! part of the reason their dynamic in particular is so sweet is bcccc ranpo is entirely human and hes that smart just by himself!!#and dazai tests it to check if its an ability but its NOT and you Can be intelligent in a way that seems impossible for human beings#and it doesnt disqualify you from humanity.#wahh#theres a lot of stories within bsd that work like this. investigating the things that make us feel outside of humanity#and then saying despite despite despite you will never be anything but. no matter how different you are you will always be at your core#a human being. and yet the fandom is OBSESSEDDDD with putting a bucket on their head and going SECRETLY A ROBOT! SECRETLY A LIVING ABILITY#SECRETLY AN ILLUSION THAT EVERYONES ALL SEEING!!!#like good god does it not get tiring#'dazai manipulated people too good this week. he knew too much info and is too good at things for a 15 yo so ive decided hes the book'#what the fuck are you saying
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How do people make friends. Irl
#I genuinely don't know#all my friends I've met in liminal transient spaces where none of them actually live here we just got together by chance at Things#and I don't really get to go to. Things anymore.#I've joined and then subsequently abandoned every discord server for my area (everyone is too young)#I'm going to start job hunting again soon but every work friendship I've ever made (very few) never survived leaving the job#and we only ever hung out on occasion with a bunch of other people#I'm aware I'm not good at being social but god I'm fucking lonely#I peeked into reddit for two seconds and decided that was Not the Place#meetups dot com doesn't have anything reachable or of interest#I cherish my online and long distance friends#but sometimes I just want to be able to speak to a real person like an equal and get lunch? go do something inconsequential?#have connections with people I can see more than twice a year?#especially now#ugh#anyway. the question stands#if anyone has answers
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derap no longer wants to join the sticklers!! he doesnt see a point anymore, bc even though he trusts and likes them, he is no longer as lonely as he once was. he no longer feels like an enemy of the server, so he doesnt feel the need to join their team to try and fit in nd "prove himself", so to speak.
#lifesteal#lifesteal spoilers#derapchu#uh so.#he was very excited abt mapicc not killing him for awhile#saying it as an example for why he feels closer to everyone but#just today. mapicc was asking zam if he can just kill derap#i feel so bad for derap i feel like hes gonna crash out if mapicc tries to kill him again#he feels less alone which is good but i hope its smt that lasts#cause well to be honest i didnt actually think he would be able to join them tbh#i feel like the sticklers is very much a trio thing yk?#its the three of them (and vi. in jumpers heart.) against the world#i cant imagine anyone else fitting in there#i still think pangi and derap should just officially team bc i do think pangi is like#much more ride or die than derap thinks#Peanut Gallery
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"We're not just fighting the Hashiliens."
#boonboomger spoilers#boonboomger#bakuage sentai boonboomger#taiya hando#genba bureki#sakito homura#bun violet#bun red#bun orange#super sentai#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#subtitles added by me#translation: over-time#it always loops right back to taiya#taiya is the one that calms them and helps them see the world as it is#it is taiya's dedication and strength that inspires the others to keep pushing forward to take hold of their wheels#sakito was able to join the team bc taiya gave him a place to belong a place where he felt safe and heard#genba was able to find joy in procurement and return bc taiya never gave up on him and always left the door open for him#he showed them a passion for helping people and a passion to reach the bbg and it's inspired them in more ways than one#taiya is such a good red you don't get it#also sakito called taiya by his name again and you know that means he's grateful and they're bonded
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hi!!i shouldve asked this already considering how long I've been here,can I join the fam? :3
OH ABSOLUTELY TEM! :D
Tho idk if I'm able to let people join???? Idk
There's a big discord server with everyone (or mostly everyone, idk if a few people may or may not be in it since some people may not be a fan of discord servers)
I can send you a link for it if you want? I'll probably do that in the morning tho cuz I'm getting ready to go to bed rn
Plus I also wanna let everyone know you may be joining (cuz again- idk if I'm able to let people join 😅)
#sol full of asks#plus I haven't really been active on that discord server in a while so idk what's really happening on there#but again- WOULD FRICKIN LOVE IF YOU JOINED :D#just don't know if I'm actually able to invite people to join :P#and now I feel like I'm just repeating myself a bunch anfjsjgksjgksjg#okay good night y'all!! going to bed now
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me when i meet with my colleges first out trans teacher who is like a celebrity with me after one of my teachers puts me in contact with her again (i had interviewed said trans teacher 4 years prior and hadnt met with her since) and she tells me tjat my teacher had so many positive things to say about me, about how i was one of her brightest most well spoken students and that she (within like 5 minutes of having been talking) immediately sees exactly what my professor had been talking about and so many super implied positives about me that i would never had known about and i dod everything in my power to avoid prying for more details but even what i heard was soso nicies

#iwillspeakincessantly#god it felt so nice to meet with her again#talking woth someone whos been so influential at my school and the whole state as far as transgender and queer policy making and has#so many connections amd experience and is also trans and historically a teacher bfor she retired#genuinely makes me feel so much better about my life and where im going#and less worried about if ill ever be able to live a peaceful life as a trans twacher when she personally knows#multiple other transmen tbats shes taught who are now teaching IN MY STATE#safely and happily#ough#we said wed meet more in the future and she encouraged me to join the cities pride group that she had founded and is the head of#and maybe tjis time ill actjally go#she even gifted me a book that she had had that she thinks would give me solace and comfort in my life#tbat was also written by a trans man sinxe she thinks im easily intelligent enough to get the humor and referwnces in#god she said i was well spoken and articulated even tho i feel so stupid and inarticulate sometimes#since i ramble a lot and lose my thoughts and i feel like my speaking vocabulary is so lowbrow and cheap often#no matter how many times other peope say i always sound so intelligent when i speak#ARGH#been super steessed about a lot of things in my life and if ill make it out alive but just this short hour and a half convo over a food#has made me feel so mich better and happier and hopeful#argh argh ougj i love finding out that people talk immense amount of positive things about me#god#i was rlaking about how often i struggle woth socializing amd making friends and she aas like really? ive been having a wondefful time#walkimg with you youre so intelligent and well spoken and its like thank you my issues ckme from group settings#and unclear un familiar subjects and ettiqutes of my fellow youths#but it made me feel so good about myself#im gonna implode :333333 positive
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I have begun to ponder about Lana and Rena in Hades II... All the witches stuff suddenly makes it so fucking easy to add them in.... Hopefully some art to come about all this will come......
#Lana is ; ofc ; a witch#Very recluse ??????? like the other witches know her but they haven't seen each other in millenniums or sth#Rena is a witch slayer :)#gameplay wise you'd probably get to choose an alternate path to get to Lana's hut#the first time you get there (or everytime???? you have to fight Rena#When you get to the hut proper Lana would be prob very welcoming if a little ominous...#i think to fit her magic Lana would be able to 'overload' one of your boon / upgrade#BUT#it makes it 'unstable'#Which means it's good to go for like X minutes and then it has a growing chance to fucking explode#(she can prob also do minor tweaking which is more stable)#(but she's disappointed when you play it safe and if you do it too many times in a row she'll only offer you dangerous choices)#also like Charon there's a way to trigger a fight with her :)#(in phase 2 Rena joins in)#beary talk#beary rambling#oh boy i hope I'll find some energy to at least do doodles of all this#Lana#Rena#Hades#Hades 2#Hades II#the tags were a mess holy shit i'm never writing so many tags on phone ever again
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with the disclaimer that I don't know all the context since I haven't read it, how WAS he supposed to handle a contagious illness in a society that doesn't have any form of masks or sanitation? Temporarily quarantining contagiously sick cats away from healthy ones just seems like a completely different and much more reasonable thing than kicking out cats permanently for a disability because they would be a "burden".
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Ok, going with you having no context for this, he wasn't suggesting a 'temporary quarantine' for sick cats. There is already a quarantine, with only the medics approaching the sick. Following everyone having a Hearty Chuckle that Clear Sky 'cares about other people' now by saying we're "all in it together," Clear Sky shares his full plan;
He nonsensically believes that no sick prey is living in the burnt part of his woods and the fire "cleansed it", so all of the healthy cats will abandon the sick to die in their camps and come live on his territory and 'wait it out.'
His plan is that all the cats who become sick will die. It's not quarantine in the sense that they will 'help the sick but keep a distance', he is essentially suggesting a reverse leper colony where everyone who displays symptoms gets kicked out to fend for themselves.
And, in the past, illness was always part of his talking points for throwing cats out of his clan. It was why he tried to throw Frost out, where he would die alone. I went back to Thunder Rising to grab the passage,
This is after he shoves Thunder's face into it and tells him to lick it.
So, it's wholly inappropriate, imo, that Thunder essentially does a little eye roll and a cutesy sigh at this suggestion. "Ohh that's my dad and his ruthless streak." His dad has historically been a monster towards the sick and infirm when they "stop being useful" with this rhetoric. Burdens, disease, weakness. In this moment, he is proposing that they do to an unknown number of cats exactly what he commanded Thunder do to Frost.
Additionally, at this point in time, they don't know how the illness spreads. They're guessing that it's via contact with sick prey, and using leaves as rudimentary tissues/gloves. Clear Sky DOES know, though, these two things;
One Eye knows how it spreads and is not telling.
Many of his cats have been exposed.
He has no idea which cats have been exposed, or how many, or even how long it takes between infection and first symptoms. All they DO know is that symptoms are rapid onset and debilitating. By the time you know a cat is sick, they're covered in sores, have a bloated stomach, and are unable to hunt for themselves. The only thing that is for sure is that turning them out is a death sentence.
And yet he is confused at the idea that Thunder has an objection about leaving Morning Whisker, Wind Runner's kitten who isn't older than a month or two, alone to die.
The solution that the groups eventually come up with is that the clans will remain isolated from each other as to not spread illness, though it doesn't seem to work because infected prey still moves around freely.
Also note that the first time Clear Sky actually gives a damn about an infected person is when Jagged Peak's pregnant wife catches it (After Jagged Peak 'proves' he's useful now by leading a medicine-seeking patrol thanks to Gray Wing). Wind Runner's an "ex-rogue," a group Clear Sky has disdain for, and he doesn't think to have compassion about her baby.
So to answer your question directly, he was 'supposed' to handle it the way the Moor cats did and were, with some basic safety precautions. Not regress to trying to use the illness to get all the cats into a single Clan in his own territory where he could continue to throw "useless/dangerously ill/disabled" out into the wilderness "where the maggots will find them".
#tw medical gore#It's worse than I mentioned but I was trying to be brief about it#Because if I dove into every little thing that is SHOCKINGLY bad about Clear Sky I wouldn't be able to get through the book#I swear im trying to be charitable about the fact his first suggestion was just...#''Kill your sick friends and children and join a brand new camp in MY territory''#''I totally won't assert myself as your leader and make you throw out your friends and family For The Greater Good this time''#''I've been thinking it's a great idea to gather all of the cats in one spot as a contagious illness ravages the forest''#''Don't worry we won't get sick because we'll leave all the weak people behind''#You can think about this for more than 30 seconds and see it fall apart#So isn't it very very convenient that his ''i've been Thinking'' idea involves consolidating power under HIMSELF??? AGAIN?????#At *best* he is so stupid he is inventing a superspreader event#At minimum his plan involves killing a LOT of people via abandonment#And at worst it's actually just another ploy to gain power. But I have to rule that out even though it's the most interesting idea#Because it's Clear Sky Redemption Arc Time and the writers are dead set on not letting him be an interesting character
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#hehe im seeing hawaii boy again soon!!#im so exciteddddd#🤭#also currently planning a switzerland/amsterdam/endinburgh/(potentially london trip if this artists books are open with my friend forsummer#aaaaaannnddd ill be back in korea in october again!#my cousins going and mentioned it so i will be joining her for a portion of it#stoked bc ill be able to go back to the artists to finish up my left arm#years looking pretty good so far
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Apparently, today's brainrot of choice is a Golden Girls Sound of Music AU where Rose is Maria, Dorothy's the Captain, and Blanche is the Baroness, only that one scene where the Baroness visits Maria in her bedroom ends very differently & they end up in a polycule
#i'm afraid i'm sending this one into the void but i was singing edelweiss on my way to the supermarket when this thought popped up#and it has *not* let go of me since#i'm sorry but this just seems perfect for them when you consider it!!#rose seems like she would 100% be the type to be mesmerized by nuns (and their singing)#only to find out after joining the convent that she absolutely is Not the right type to be a nun#(she would absolutely be found singing and humming everywhere. her tendency to hum is a canon fact!! and she's great with children!!)#dorothy would be a widow rather than a divorcee in this case & i guess stan was still a yutz (but with money this time)#it's been 2 years or so since he died and she's been absolutely torn with guilt over how *free* she feels without him#(she thinks she ought to feel sad like any good widow but she doesn't. just like she felt she should've loved him during their marriage#but she also couldn't of course.#so i'm guessing she has this sense of ''if i wasn't able to love you the way i should have when you lived#then at least i should grieve you as i ought to now that you're dead.''? so she spends her time being... well. we've all seen the captain#because she doesn't feel like she's *allowed* to experience joy anymore#which is when Rose shows up and slowly brings love and life and music back into the household!!)#Blanche as the baroness feels pretty self explanatory to me#but i think for additional conflict she's a widow who was very happily married#(everyone thinks she married for money & rank but it really was love. SO MUCH of it)#and the very first person Blanche falls for again is Dorothy. so of course she sees Rose as a threat the first time they meet#but when she sees how much Rose genuinely loves Dorothy (and how *good* Rose is for her!!) Blanche slowly falls in love with her too#i have SO MANY thoughts about this au lol i'm kind of starting to wish i had the motivation to write it :')#the golden girls#golden wives#rose nylund#dorothy zbornak#blanche devereaux
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Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner
#rat rambles#oc posting#warriors posting#spiraling upwards#long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds#I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated#and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them#oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much#and for good reason get his ass#alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones#aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit#so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another#honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that#most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will#and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan#but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot#she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic#but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated#some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them#instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding#it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming#out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits#that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion#she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit#so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards#now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while#for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place#she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy#but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up#and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly
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Hook isnt gonna go to wwe purely for the fact that I dont want him to
#hook listen to me#this isnt you#what are they gonna do with you theyre so over saturated#ok but srsly tho it might be good for him#and he'd always be able to return to aew in the future#but i just dont want the lads split up :((#also if he goes i'd hv to regularly watch wwe again which is annoying#on my part#but if he joins nxt he'd be there awhile then he might get moved to the main roster and be there for an even longer time#HOOK DONT GO PLS DONT
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god i hate capitalism sm, i hate the system, i hate how the university works over here. until one year ago, i used to be so artistically active, i was an amateur actress, i took pictures with my dslr everyday bc i carried it everywhere, i watched plays at my favorite theatre, i organized protests, i participated in protests, i was volunteering every weekend and reading sm books. and now i feel so fucking tired everyday that when i get back home from work or the university, i just lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling or doom scroll and god, i just wish i could have time to go back to doing all of those things i truly enjoy instead of crying about how much i hate my university and working until 9pm everyday.
#like#i wish i were happy again ig???#2021 and 2022 was one of the best years of my life tbh#they were so intense and creative and i met so much people#i loved it#despite that most of the volunteering i did was bc of the war in ukraine#but i met so many amazing people bc of it#both from poland and ukraine#we’ve done incredible things together#i miss experimenting with my camera#i was getting so good at long exposure alt photos#i just want to have time again to be able to join my art collectivity again#very personal#late stage capitalism#artists on tumblr#moira speaks
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Soapghost angst thought of the day
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The thought is just The Good Side by Troye Sivan as it is previously secretly engaged ghoap. With Soap signing to Ghost from the afterlife

Soap is happy to be free of all the pain that his life was in the military, and is apologizing to Ghost that he was the one who got out, and apologizing to Ghost that he left him behind
Don’t mind some lyric dissection in the tags
#mwiii spoilers#mw3 spoilers#‘the change in the wind took you down to your knees’ Soaps death and ghosts grief#second verse is able to be interpreted in a few different ways#I say it’s soap saying that he was the one who made Simon feel Human again aka Simon’s good side and then once he died that last shred#of humanity Johnny dug up is now also destroyed#but think whatever you’d like there because I really want blue to be a reference to soaps eyes but don’t know how yet#and the people dancing to it is everyone Ghost is now killing out of rage blindness#traveled the universe twice. Soap remembering the OG game and also just meaning death#‘I didn’t call because it wouldn’t be fair’ means soap has the power to call Ghost towards death but isn’t going to#the arm’s referenced just mean death and the peace of it#some day I hope you’ll understand that I’m not sad that I died that I am happy here#someday I hope you join me when the time is right#mw3#cod#mw2#cod mwii#cod modern warfare#simon ghost riley#cod headcanons#soapghost#john soap mactavish#ghostsoap#ghoap#ghost soap#soap call of duty#ghost cod#soap cod#cod soap#cod mw2
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I am DYING inside, I NEED fandom and fanfiction to fill my empty heart but I have TWO FUCKING EPISODES LEFT and am at a high risk of spoilers UGH
#good omens#aziraphale#crowley#I NEED TO READ FANFICTION OF THEM KISSING ISTG#AAAAHHHGGGGG#I AM CLAWING AT MYSELF FROM THE INSIDE OUT#I AM SCREAMING (INSIDE)#AGHHGHHHHHHRRHGH#WHY MUST I JOIN FANDOMS AT THE PEAK AND NOT BE ABLE TO FULLY WATCH THE SHOW THE PEAK WILL BE A SLOPE I WANT TO PAUSE TIME AND FUCKING WATCH#THE SHOW BUT SCHOOL STARTED AGAIN AND IM FUCKING BUSY BUT I WANTTTTTT#send help
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It kinda bothers me how people are so hyped up about the Barbie Movie™ that they keep framing it like the dolls were the best thing to ever happen to little girls. Like the creator's 'original intent' for her daughter or whatever doesn't stop it from being a capitalist venture that sculpted the toys isle from being for kids in favor of strict delineations between toys for boys and toys for girls. Believe it or not, but toys are more gendered now than they used to be, and that wall of pink in the toy isle is at least like 70% Barbie stuff. And like does anyone else remember when Barbie was like the antithesis of feminism? feminists used to rally against Barbie for being a toy forced upon girls that chipped away at their self esteem. GOD the damage Barbie has done to kid's body image over the decades. The amount of eating disorders that have come about bc girls were told to idolize Barbie's impossible proportions. And like Barbie in the 90's that said 'math class is tough', like THAT is Barbie history, and if you gloss over it with stuff made in the last 10 years of Barbie's woke facelift you're ignoring what Barbie MEANT for most of its existence.
like I'm not saying don't have fun watching the movie, but don't rewrite history about the doll
#Like they have made progress in introducing more body shapes and female professionals#and the 00's had some good movies#but treating Barbie like it was a universal good for girls is just so grossly incorrect#I remember when I joined tumblr there were posts about how if Barbie were real her proportions would make her not able to even walk#and it's just such a dramatic shift I'm getting whiplash#and seeing ppl have the attitude that 'oh finally women can wear pink again' is just like 🙄🙄#Idk I have a lot of thoughts about the doll#I can't say anything about the movie cus I haven't seen it. So I'm sure there's better more modern messages in it#but retroactively changing the impact of the dolls makes me cray cray#growing up girls got Assigned Barbie At Birth. And even someone like me who was a tomboy and barely played with em u still were Barbie#Like I had a couple specialty Barbies like the rockstar that I liked but mostly my mom forbade my relatives from gifting me Barbie#and even with that the world around me still assigned me Barbie#My first bully sang 'jingle bells Barbie smells' to taunt my tomboy ass bc to him no matter what girl=Barbie#so like I couldn't escape it being forced on me even tho my parents tried to prevent it#idk#I'll end my rant here#barbie#barbie 2023#barbie movie 2023#barbie doll#My posts#my additions
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