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[ghostlandtoo]

like what do you mean he set up the house in the same way eddie's house was set up. what do you mean we're looking at him, alone, the same way eddie did when he told buck was moving. what do you mean that buck is literally a ghost haunting eddie's house. the straight best friend he does NOT have feelings for btw.

[itsokimnotrealeither]

Thinking about using "imagimates" for my main imaginaries – the two (not counting my daemon) that are important everyday companions, vs the other imaginaries I have/had/might make.

"veritbond" would technically be correct (they both originally came from paracosms), "munbond" would fit if the definition didn't exclude nonsentient/non-autonomous/not-independent thoughtforms, but in both cases I'm not part of those communities and it feels weird to try to use the terms??? Plus "imagimate" is intuitive imo.

It just feels like saying "my main imaginaries" doesn't get across that I mean these ones are meaningful and important to me, and also it's a mouthful

Also lowkey want a prefix so I could say like "my imagi-nestmates" or something along those lines? because they're not headmates nor "real" I feel I need to clarify.

[sembulapeyalneerpol]

Listening to the new the clipse album and I just keep thinking about this

[digidrakncreature]

I'm gonna work on a good version of this but no spoons gotta work with what I can do

Anyway I talk a lot about demiform and draknform, but those two are the ends of the spectrum of forms I feel/take (not counting cameos), and tbf midforms are varied and there's not much to talk about?

like here's a midform

This is one of the "small draknforms", where basically the overall shape is more draknform but the legs are longer proportionally and the body is smaller.

I might make a list (or even a chart?) to explain the differences between demiform and draknform.

[chu-mi-mins]

i would kill a man irl to see leia live, i think

[transdrakn]

Gotta start updating and being active with this blog and with @dragoblin lol

[itsokimnotrealeither]

For me I'd never had imaginary friends as a kid. Didn't really understand the concept as it was alluded to in fiction.

When I was like 15 I stumbled into daemonism and realized I could just. Make imaginary friends. If I wanted. So I did. Honestly it was half daemonism and half this meditation thing we did in my creative writing class which I built my Headspace out of. (The stairs and the tunnel are still buried under Lobby Hill and The Writer's Keep is still at the edge of the woods).

I do consider my daemon one of my imaginaries, especially since I gave up on form finding and Izzy's mostly become a brain assistant.

Projecting and conference calling with my imaginaries was really helpful in high school. Now I'm mostly housebound due to chronic illness and disability so a lot of daydreaming happens out of boredom. I don't do complicated storylines, I prefer simple ones or just hanging out in the creative-minecraft-lobby that is my headspace where everyone's aware it's all imaginary and that my innerself is an avatar more-or-less. Maybe because my cognitive function is getting low and this is way easier idk. It's been 18 years of this lol

[sembulapeyalneerpol]

I have a fire lilly tattoo and a friend asked if I was part of vijays katchi. I'm about to get "kaduveley ajithe" tattooed right next to it.

[digidrakncreature]

I could really use some ideas of 3-word or less phrases I can use to very quickly describe my species, to like people with zero context

like "small dragon" doesn't even work because dragons can conceivably be the size of a dachshund

[chu-mi-mins]

I know its by no means perfect but every time i rewatch it im blown away by just how good Madoka magica is

[digidrakncreature]

I picked "(28+) hurts/stressful not to tell people"

not because I want to be out as transspecies but because the dysphoria of not being seen as myself?

idk all three answers are true. I don't want people knowing because it doesn't feel safe but it sucks but I also kinda can't not talk about it because it's my life it's me so I gotta be careful on how I talk about it with like oh this is my sona or whatever

Hey, please answer this as best fits you! There is no show results option so the poll will be accurate. I like being nosy and gathering information.

Respond to this poll if you're under the alterhuman umbrella - this can include many identities that are nonhuman or nonhuman adjacent in some way.

REBLOG PLEASE.

[ghostlandtoo]

solitude (loneliness)

buddie, mature, 19k words. ao3.

“Seriously, the second I get back, you’re the one running off?” Eddie asks as he steps up to Buck. Their shoulders bumps together and Buck does his best not to flinch, from the words or the sudden contact. He’s unused to having Eddie around. The months of distance seems to have overwritten the years of familiarity. “You couldn’t have given me a settling in period?” Buck should joke back. That’s what he does, matched Eddie, because the two of them have been in sync for years. He can’t though, because Buck has been knocked off the track, spiraling out of Eddie’s gravitational pull, and he’s not sure how to get back on. If he even wants to get back on.

Buck transfers out of the 118, gets a new apartment, and tries to pretend he isn't in love with his best friend.

tags: post s8, canon divergent, grief/mourning, getting together, buck's abandonment issues

[itsokimnotrealeither]

apparently this is only funny to me but

my imagimates watching me do basic tasks from the mindscape

(while I have very little spoons and am having a bad body day)

[digidrakncreature]

Having fae/fairytale feelings

gotta think more before articulating it

[chu-mi-mins]

hey fellow fibro heads what does it mean when you feel like you're on the verge of passing out all the time lol

[unsterbliche--geliebte]

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