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[juanaolila-blog]

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[c-poetry]

"You’re so fat”. seemed to be the song stuck on the broken record player of my life. because everyday for 4 years they’d sing these words to me. And for so long, I made myself believe that I was 150 lbs of beauty. But I guess I was wrong. Walks home alone were not filled with fear flamed by danger or the unknown but fear struck by the haunting words of those heartless long blonde haired girls. Loud whispers that say, “She’s so damn ugly.” And it’s funny how people think that I, can’t hear their remarks. Those remarks, leave marks indented in my soul. And I can find no way of unhearing them. No way of unfeeling them. No way of forgetting them. But I still tried to forget, I tried to change, after countless vomit filled toilets, untouched meals, 40lbs lost pounds and scales that read you’re still fat… I still felt no better, no prettier. And so their words got harsher, teachers got quieter, slits cut deeper, hope grew thinner, and ultimately my own self love diminished. I decided I had enough. So for the final time I let the tears drop, I let the tears shed the foul words that have been said, down my chest, down my hands. I let it wash away the slit arms that bleed apologetic drops, Drops that bleed farewell to my mother. Drops that cry sorry because I wasn’t beautiful enough for this world!” Drops that tint innocence with guilt when I sink to the bottom of this tub. Wine stained drops that drown 150 lbs of ugly. My name was Fiona and I was 14 years old.

FAT, Christiana Agustin 

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