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ROTJ ruled, as usualā it has more flaws than my beloved ESB for sure, and more than ANH, but the highs are so good and so rewarding in a way that never gets old.
One of my favorite parts this time around comes after Anakin tells Luke it's too late for him to ever go back (a belief explicitly shared by Palpatine, Yoda, and Obi-Wan, but not by Luke until that moment��and only for a little while). Luke withdrawing into "Then my father is truly dead" is always great, especially the shot of him in the lift, surrounded by taller men in Imperial uniforms with his shoulders and back rigidly straight and the warmth in his expression gone. But the thing that really makes it is not ending the scene with Luke disappearing, but letting that rejection linger by shifting to Anakin and just letting seconds tick by as he contemplates what's just happened.
He doesn't actually do muchājust walks a few steps and reflects. His body language isn't overwhelmingly despondent or anything. Obviously we can't see his face. And yet we feel how hard that hit and how much he's dwelling on it. He's all but encouraged this response from Luke and yet it feels like it's really, truly sinking that this isn't at all what he wants from Luke.
He doesn't want Luke to call Palpatine (or anyone) master, I don't think; he just considers it inevitable, the only possibility other than Luke's death. And for Anakin, death above all is the thing to prevent.
Everything Anakin says is about things he or they must do, or what cannot be escaped, or destiny, but all of these things he says to Luke are ultimately about Not Getting Yourself Killed. There's no sense of choice beyond submission or destruction.
(Anakin does know he's done terrible things, clearly, but his takeaway from that understanding is that he's gone too far to turn back. That sense of powerlessness, the inability to make a choice that really means anything, pervades his characterization in ROTJ in particular.)
But I feel like, while he still feels powerless after Luke leaves, there's also this sense of a slow, half-buried epiphany. This isn't what he wants.
#anghraine babbles#anghraine's meta#cleft chins and cyborg hands#star wars#anakin skywalker#luke crying when anakin dies - luke who in rotj is so clearly the only person alive who would cry for darth vader - is so much too#and him crying out 'father i won't leave you' right before is like... both such a mirror of anakin with shmi in aotc#and the most meaningful thing that anakin could ever hear.#anakin spending his last moments accepting death/separation and trying to teach luke to accept it too - not like the pt jedi#but in a way that honors the intensity of the bond between them and the highly personal individualized love and grief they feel#but also is about acceptance. anakin's death is harder for luke than anakin himself and it's luke who's going to have to make peace w/ it.#in the end anakin did get what he really wanted. he got to make a choice that meant something and he got to see luke w/ his own eyes#(one of the edition changes i DO support: making anakin's eyes the same color as luke's as they look at each other. perfection)#but yeah - just letting luke's rejection sit with him and his obvious melancholy over it w/o a jarringly obvious indication of it?#perfect choice love it#oh and the emphasis on luke having time to /think/ about murdering palpatine and getting clearly warned about what it means#and attacking anyway... hell yeah. love beloved characters making informed bad choices.
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so emo over them set to iris by the goo goo dolls that i just had to colour this
#cal be like ''i'd give up forever to touch you''....#nova be like ''you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be''....#nova be like ''i don't wanna go home right now''......#cal be like ''i just don't don't wanna miss you tonight''.......#agh#and then the chorus is like:#''and i don't want the world to see me'' / ''cause i don't think that they'd understand ''#''when everything's made to be broken'' / ''i just want you to know who i am''#that'd be nova when he first arrives in mistria; highly socially anxious to the point of being distant and downright unapproachable#but he manages to become comfortable in this new place thanks to caldarus's encouragements#caldarus watches nova blossom; sees him find his place in town and make friends w his fellow townsfolk#sees him become unafraid to express himself; admires his various outfits#then the chorus would be caldarus when he takes his humanoid form#he's a secret only nova knows about#grappling with a lot of confusing feelings for his closest companion#a simple helper turned friend to dear friend to the one he pines after; while having no clue what he's feeling#ack. my heart#my art#doodles/sketches/wips#artists on tumblr#fields of mistria spoilers#fields of mistria#fields of mistria caldarus#fom caldarus#caldarus x farmer#nova dragonsworn#can't believe it took til drawing 3 to draw the tail. i think it's very cool#that's another thing: spiky tail; sharp nails; towering stature#a creature that could easily be dangerous; only wanting to treat the farmer with the utmost gentleness. melting
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Iām towards the end of episode 6 of Judgement and I love Condiās DMing because is not just āyes and,ā its āyeah, fuck it, and?ā
#like heās really just letting Bizly negotiate himself out of being arrested by using at item that he said he had as a bit#itās hilarious#When Condi DMs he turns to his players and says#āhere is my world of highly detailed history and theology and interpersonal relationships; now go fuck around as much as you wantā#and I think thatās beautiful#peri rambles#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi judgement
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the thing that requires the most suspension of disbelief in a lot of tos spirk fics is that Spock isn't just. immediately aware of Kirk's feelings. like can't you see the heart eyes??? Mr. Spock! I thought you were supposed to be observant!!!
#usually this can be attributed to the fact that spock shrimply doesn't think very highly of himself#he is like āthe captain is highly desirable. he would not settle for one such as i. not when there are many women who would have him.ā#while in the background kirk is doodling little hearts in his captain's logs (paper version) and sighing dreamily over him#and don't get me wrong! i LOVE IT when they're both oblivious fools! it's my favorite. it's just. funny.#how can you miss those heart eyes? they take up like half of kirk's face. he's beaming pure love straight into your mind.#star trek#star trek tos#tos#spirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#spock
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I think a very interesting idea and misconception within the fandom is the idea Curly himself spreads the idea about his superb leadership and status as a great idealistic person.
A big personal issue with him is the very idea that he doesnāt think he embodies much of either. Or rather doesnāt think it was meant for him. The status is placed onto him from people like Jimmy, the rest of the crew to an extent and Pony Express themselves. He is never exactly excited or eager to hear praise on those fronts as heās grappling with the existential woe of imposter syndrome and feeling like heās done nothing despite moving up in those roles.
We buy into Jimmyās belief that Curly holds himself up on the same pedestal and cares when heās placed up there and scared of coming down, not that he doesnāt want to. He also just sees himself as some guy. A guy with a lot on his plate. A guy with a lot of responsibilities he doesnāt want. But still just a normal guy. Good and bad. Average. Heās very honest with himself about his own faults, very aware of the the thoughts plaguing him, both by his dialogue in the HFIM DLC and the awareness he shows to Jimmy before heās shit down. Of course, that doesnāt mean heās good at expressing it to other people but it is the stuff he actually believes about himself.
The reason he keeps up the facade is for others, the necessity of his job for the Captain to be put together but oddly enough he never tries to reinforce it himself. He falters at the praise and bristles at personal concerns to himself. If you outright asked him if he thought he was a good person or even a good captain, thereās of course the objective answer and then the one heād haveā¦
#ergo he does not have an answer cause at the end of the day he does not think that highly of himself and prefers that others donāt either#but that alas comes with the territory of being in such a high position and being both agreeable and a decent mediator up until#yknow but we are specifically not talking about that in terms of how curly viewed himself before the crash and his knowledge of things#more bullshit of this guy cause people really do not get he doesnāt like himself or being captain he feels hollow in his life#and he knows he only has himself to blame like thatās not the part heās unaware of#curly is very aware of things he just processes them in such roundabout ways he starts stripping them and becoming obtuse#dudes thick headed but things still get through it#the funnel is just thin and it takes a long time for things to fully fall in#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly
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āShe said āNo need to water yourself down,
Iāll take you as you are.
I never cowered from some bitterness,
And damn sure wonāt start now.
Drop the guise,
You know youāre mine.āā
- Back To Us, Ike Dweck
Sad Wade :(
#Deadpool#wade wilson#poolverine#marvel#wolverine#fanart#treasurers art#logan howlett#WADE IN A DRESS WADE IN A DRESS WADE IN A DRESS#I never really came up with proper context for this because this is more just me projecting a little onto Wade#because the Big Sad is creeping back#and things arenāt great#but i imagine this would be pre relationship poolverine wade doesnāt think logan could ever love him back the way wade loves him#because heās sad and insecure#because he thinks so highly of logan#Logan who despite everything was still willing to sacrifice himself for Wade#Logan whoās such a good dad to the kid he was only told about a few weeks ago#Logan who turned back when Wade called after him#Logan who cares so so much under the gruff exterior#whoās still so good to Wade after everything Wade did#Logan could have anyone he wanted#and Wade thinks heās just⦠Wade#and he remembers everything Wolvie said to him back in the Honda Odyssey#and he canāt deny any of it#BUT ITS OKAY BC PEANUT LOVES HIM BACK#EVERY PART OF HIM#hence āIāll take you as you areā
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please do yourself a favor and listen to david tennant malvolio reading the fake love letter to him (act 2 scene 5 of twelfth night). im going to actually start sobbing. oh my GOD
#twelfth night#shakespeare#malvolio#david tennant#my edits#ws#DYING AND SCREAMING. SHAKING AND SOBBING#HOW DOES HE MANAGE TO BALANCE HOW FUCKING FUNNY THIS SCENE IS BUT ALSO PLAY IT IN SUCH A WAY#WHERE MY HEART BREAKS SO BADLY FOR HIM AND I AM ALSO SUFFERING THE WORST SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT OF MY LIFE#DAVID TENNANT MALVOLIO MY WET BEAST OF ALL TIME MYYYYYYYY PATHETIC LOSER EVERRRRRRRRRRR#I CANT TAKE THE HANDS OFF MY FACE I AM SO EMBARRASSED I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD FOR HIM PLEASE SOMEONE HELP THIS POOR MAN#THE WAY HE TRIPS AND FALLS OVER THE BOXTREE AT THE START AND ITS SOMEHOW DOWNHILL FROM THERE#th production of twelfth night i just watched (mark rylance's version) has malvolio played in such a way#where he's sort of like this doddering old fool that gets easily duped by the prank#here it's like. david really plays into how malvolio thinks he's ALL that he thinks he's soooooo so smart#and that's why he's even falling for it at all#and like this def has more basis in the text cuz maria is like Oh this loser thinks so highly of himself and thinks everyone likes him#this is going to be how my plan works#which is so so mean btw i think this woman has something wrong with her too
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Lest/Salo deep analysises because I am at rock bottom with my 5 minute contents
Warning for I might look delusional to you I am having fun though don't ruin my fun xhxfsg(ā ļ½”ā ļ¾ā Ļā ļ¼¼ā ļ½”ā )




Despite being hired by Mel herself to spy on Salo, Lest refuses to give information about what they talked about and lies for not hearing anything, takes Mel to persuade and explain the seriousness of the situation to get her talking.


She says that he is not a problem but Mel's mother is the one who creeps her out and is the reason she doesn't wanna do this anymore because of her.


She gives Mel the shimmer to "take down Salo" because they thought he was gonna be the commander in this new upcoming war, proven wrong later. But despite given this and the current situation that they're both trying to avoid for both Zaun and Piltover Lest didn't gave it right away and it took her persuation to convince about they should take care of Salo if he becomes what they're afraid he might be. Lest didn't wanted to harm Salo, but she was scared of the future and him becoming a war leader. Just like how conflict Vi and Cait's relationship was with both of them loving eachother but the war situation making it complicated ın every way.

Salo talks about his past, his life. So the sessions they're having isn't just "seeing a doctor" they chat during it and it's different than getting a vitamin check from the family doctor.
Salo mentions how he picker her. Meaning she wasn't given forcefully by Mel but probably rather just advices to have her for his medical care.

When Salo tells her that the effects are not working as good anymore she advices him to a healer from the undercity for him to at least take a look.
Despite being his spy, and if he did found the care he needed he wouldn't be seeing her anymore because he wouldn't need to. She's "ruining" her own plan of getting messages from his side by leading him to a more promising healer.
#conclusion salest canon/j#small mini theory but when Salo gets hexcore healed by viktor we don't see Lest being one of the crowd#despite the āinvitingā those people have and how much they glorify viktor&want people to be a part of this Salo would highly tell the woman#that lead him to Viktor. She's on top of the pyramid of people he'd invite to#we didn't saw Lest in her normal way but if she was a part of the cult they would show her at least in the background just likeeverybodyelse#It's not that hard to imply she listened to him and this would show how much this cult has been spreading#BUT she isn't. as far as we know#what I thought about was she probably noticed he wasn't being himself and the difference felt odd to her and that's why she refused to be a#part of it#I mean I can't think of something else but this is just a mini thought I have#Arcane#Arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#Arcane Salo#Arcane Lest#long post
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@tokyoghoulartfight2025 character submission: Iyu čŗē± š
this is my self insert °>° schoolgirl who likes Kaneki very much



Name: Iyu, Sandy
Age: 12-16
Born: some point a while ago (sorry the age is a bit weird, she tends to be āwhatever would appeal to Kaneki most right nowā)
Education: Graduated year 10 !! still in school, but this is flexible
Gender: female
Species: human
Size: 157cm*43kg
Blood-type: o (can donate to Kaneki! ā¤ļø)
Likes: Kaneki, anything Kaneki does ever, rice, rocks, ponds, plants, birds, fish, finding ceramics that ālook like Kanekiā, stickers, strawberry, pink, milk tea, tapioca
Favorite Literature:
Whatever Kaneki is reading right now - she doesnāt understand any of it because she only knows like 5 kanji. Literally just likes it for Kaneki
Basic Japanese - A Grammar And Workbook. She borrowed this book from the library for 10 weeks to study Japanese, used it very occasionally and then reluctantly returned it to the library because she felt bad for hoarding it. Has not seen it since despite multiple visits. She misses it so bad
nature books that arenāt overly complex
Sexuality: complicated but attracted to Kaneki
Hobbies: drawing, long videos while doing other things (semi-educational), minecraft creative mode, thinking about Kaneki, learning Japanese but specifically during completely unrelated classes without structured time
Personality: (Iām not very good at these sorry) Likes to be creative and is good at tying unrelated topics back to things like Kaneki in order to focus. Will think outside the box, but sometimes this is because she misinterprets where the box is. She has a unique way of speaking and communicating with others, and often struggles when talking to strangers or people she doesnāt know well because of this. Strength of the Kaneki obsession fluctuates between āhold on why do I like him againā and āGod made the whole Earth especially for him because heās so specialā. She has a general obsessive personality. Often described as autistic, but she knows thereās definitely something more going on because it doesnāt cover the more severe stuff like possible delusions in the recent past. But she is also very autistic. She struggles with characterization
Positive traits:
can draw
can make a good fried rice
strong dedication towards Kaneki
picks up most art mediums easily
will try to do her best with most things
an honest girl
Sheās allegedly intelligent but sheās got this personality that makes her sound so stupid to anyone not on the same wavelength, so this sometimes gets cancelled out.
Can provide unconsensual unconditional love towards Kaneki
Negative traits:
peculiar
not very strong or useful or like anything that beneficial
is in Japan, doesnāt know Japanese
canāt explain how she got here or became friends with Kaneki. The past is blurred to her, sheās focused solely on her life with Kaneki in the moment and near future
would let Kaneki kick her to death to make him feel better
urge to cut split ends whenever she finds them, will ask to get up to get scissors to cut these split ends if theyāre frayed enough
extremely bothered by polyester fabrics, not because of an allergy she just hates them
struggles socially and with being in public spaces a lot, especially with navigating crowds
often needs very specific instructions for what to do
Background: Honestly up to the person writing/drawing since I hardly ever explore the starting point of Iyu and Kanekiās relationship, it is always just a continuous thing. I have a bit of a structure below but itās a bit gross and I would prefer seeing what other people come up with, itās just there in case it helps someone with the dynamic
Sometimes it branches from the idea of her making a sort of deal in her own world to go to Kanekiās. This is specifically a timeline where heās more isolated than before and is living on his own. She tries to be upfront about the situation and offers some special information to stop him from going to the Anteiku raid (like his suicide failing), but she omits information that would make him realize the eventual effects of that decision would make it worth it in the end. Iyu worries immensely about Kaneki leaving her for others, seeing his other friends as people she couldnāt compete with. She has a general belief that others will always be chosen before her, and in most situations will just let people slip away for someone better, but Kaneki is very different. If she fumbles this one boy she will jump off of Skytree. After somehow convincing him that itās in his best interest to keep her around, she spends her time making gifts for Kaneki and accompanying him when he is comfortable with it. They kind of just hang out. Initially Kaneki was thinking to kill Iyu, despite the information proving useful, but he couldnāt bring himself to do that to someone who āloved himā so he put off the decision until he just adjusted to her. Sometimes he gets angry with how pathetic she can be, and her weird refusal to stop liking him when she sees him get so low, but she loves him so genuinely and he was kinda lonely before so heās a bit attached to the attention now so now they are bros. Iyu wonders what would happen if he knew the full truth about his original future.
DOs:
Ships I'm okay with: Iyu and Kaneki (platonic\one sided), Iyu and Shuu (platonic but not as strong), any OCs that you think could be friends with my Iyu!!
Things I'm okay with: basically anything as long as Kaneki is involved in some way and it doesnāt go against my Donāts
DON'TS:
Things I'm NOT okay with: molestation, Iyu or Kaneki dying
Ships I'm not okay with: basically anything not in the prior ship section, more if itās romantic
trivia: she is called Iyu because itās a strawberry name and one of my discord accounts was called Strawberry. In my mind Kaneki nor anyone else called her by any name, sometimes sheād just be gestured to vaguely or other characters would glaze over her name. She is generally more of an observer in that world anyway.
#PLEASE NO ONE BE MEAN THIS WA SSO SCARY#putting my life in yāallās hands.#tg art fight 2025#I think this will be a highly unpopular character but itās okš#I will also put Kaneki himself in for this. should I follow this template for him as well or#should I just make a post saying āPut Shironeki In The Art Fightā bc I think heās supposed to be well known already
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i stand by that a better, more sensible, and more intriguing plot for TSATS would have been, instead of retconning literally everything:
Bob is dead (because he was very explicitly absorbed/killed by Tartarus Himself in House of Hades, alongside Damasen), and nobody is going into Tartarus to save him. He made his sacrifice and is gone. However. Remember how the Titans, including Bob, were just kind of kicking around for several years? Particularly. On a cruise ship full of mortals. And Bob happened to be kicking around in general for an extra year versus all the other Titans. And he mythologically sometimes has a mortal demigod son who partook in the Calydonian Boar Hunt (Dryas of Calydon). Yeah.
So turns out, Bob/Iapetus leaves behind a demigod (demititan?) child. And because Nico was pretty much his only friend, he named Nico his child's godfather. And while he's not being left in charge of the child, as a son of Hades and godfather to this kid, Nico is duty-bound to fulfill Bob's last will and go find this like 2 year old to make sure they're safe. So Nico has to undertake this very unusual quest (that raises many questions, such as "demititans are a thing?" and "DOES THIS MEAN THERE'S POTENTIALLY MORE-?!" and "SHOULD WE BE CONCERNED ABOUT THIS?") and is kind of freaking out because. He's the son of Hades! He's notoriously bad with living things, and animals, and definitely small children! Even if he does find this kid and assure they're safe, he is the last person who should be undergoing any kind of quest involving even potentially having to babysit. Fortunately, his boyfriend is the human embodiment of sunshine and calmness and good vibes, and also once helped a nymph give birth, so he feels Marginally More Confident in theoretical demititan babysitting and offers to come along on this Epic Journey of Figuring Out What In Hades' Name Is Up With This Demititan Baby Business.
Proceed with wholesome epic shenanigans quest of Nico and Will scurrying around trying to locate this random OP baby while Nico has an existential crisis about the nature of his powers because he doesn't want to let Bob down! Both for Hades Kid Honor Reasons and because Bob was his friend! But what if he's destined to fail this quest just because of who he is? Because he's simply not built for hanging out with the living/mortals? And Will reassuring him that He Will Probably Not Traumatize The Weird OP Titan Baby And It'll Be Fine, and simultaneously getting a peek into the weird other life Nico leads hanging out with immortals much more than the average demigod, which Nico considers his norm. Bonus shenanigans of both of them getting caught off-guard and culture shocked from where each other's respective worlds (Nico's mostly-immortal versus Will's mostly-mortal) cross over and learning to navigate those for each other - Nico finally starting to make some mortal connections and get glimpses at modern mortal American life, and Will trying not to get his brain literally incinerated while Nico's happily casually catching up with some of his old friends who happen to be literal gods.
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo#long post //#LISTEN I JUST THINK WE DONT NEED TO BE RETCONNING THINGS WHEN THERE IS A HIGHLY INTRIGUING MYTH RIGHT THERE#listen. *listen.* Iapetus in myth has a demigod child? and we're in the series? that's all about demigods?#and had titans running around for 4 years? some primarily on a giant ship mostly full of mortals?#and Iapetus himself was running around for closer to like 5 years?#I AM JUST SAYING. that is enough time. and the right conditions. that there are perhaps demititans now.#that alone is a fascinating plot set-up that ties in basically all previous series inherently and has a reasonable starting point#of *course* Nico would be named Bob's child's godfather!#of *course* Nico would consider it a very important personal duty to see out Bob's final will and go on some quest about it!#and under those conditions it makes *perfect sense* for Nico to want to bring Will along! and that he would be very helpful on said quest!#bringing along a lot of skills and abilities in areas that Nico lacks! that are crucial for a quest like that!#also then immediately the plot becomes Will reassuring Nico about his powers being cool and not evil and him being spooky is okay#while Will is also trying to not literally have his brain melt cause Nico's casually introducing him to a trio of death gods or something#forgetting that Will cannot look upon a god's true form#and Will's dragging Nico across the US while Nico is struggling to keep up cause Will forgot that Nico's not American and not from that era#its cute! it's interesting! it immediately begs the question of a next-gen series focusing on a main cast of demititan kids#dont go back to Tartarus that's lame and overdone and ruins a ton of stuff. dont retcon everything that also ruins a ton#give us the fluffy roadtrip comedy that they clearly wanted to write instead anyways#you can even keep the elements of Nico feeling out of his depth and Will constantly on the verge of death. except it makes sense this time.#and it's kind of funny cause Nico's just freaking out over babysitting and it highlights how much tankier Nico is vs Will#even just in casual interactions. yeah Nico can casually look upon a god's true form. dont worry about it#meanwhile Will is slowly collecting sunglasses the entire trip and layering them up for whenever Nico introduces him to another deity
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one thing about being in too much pain to uphold social niceties (period and it's a bad one) is that i did spend all day at work not only doubled over and moving at a pace the ninety year old library ladies were lapping but i was even worse than usual at tasks like Looking At People Who Are Chewing Gum and "not edging away bugeyed when a coworker stands close next to me" and of course the perennial favorite "keeping track of more than three words spoken to me in a row and responding to that" and we'll let me merely say. it is just me and that murderbot. nobody else in this whole damn library understands
#(we catalogued a bunch of martha wells today and it was very apropos)#i just think. when im wounded and dripping secret fluids you can't expect me to keep up with this other shit is all#bookbot doesnt have any combat skills but it does have a faster search than the opac computer#so as soon as it remembers how sentences and conveyance of the searched information works you'll be in the business#augggggh and it was so busy too!!!111 and the guy who monologues on the phone called again and he always starts his calls with#'HEY darlin'!' fuck off robert call me darlin one more time. motherfucker#this is linux robert. we really dislike getting calls from linux robert. robert i'm blind is a different cooler guy#robert im blind is a blind guy named robert who introduces himself in those exact words. and he calls every solstice#in order to find out the exact time the solstice or equinox begins . i always wonder what rituals hes performing#linux robert merely wants to bother our IT department about the minutea of ubuntumint or whatever .no matter how many times we tell him NO#he cannot accept that our IT staff is busy keeping the whole county's library system running and cannot be his personal home computer staff#and that it is highly unlikely one of them would let him burn his custom linux mods onto the public library computers#(i THINK that's what he's trying to do. he is not great at explaining in what one might call. layman's terms. despite being The Explainer)#linux robert is deeply on the spectrum but guess what dude! so am i and so am your little brother who i went to grade school with#at least 25% of our patron base is on the spectrum the library is a very autistic place to be#autism doesnt exclude a guy from being a real annoying pain in the ass who calls you darlin condescendingly#his brother is a wonderful guy. i used to hang out with him at lunch bc his tss had adopted me as a sort of pseudoclient#she clocked my twelve year old weird and said oh ive got room for one more. so jon and i were like two chicks under the wing#and my good sixth grade buddy jon would never call me unsolicited endearments. because first of all he's literally nice#and second of all our favorite thing to do together was not talk#WHEW. anyway. long ass day . my coworker and i have resolved one of these days to clearly tell robert not to do that please#because otherwise he wont know . but it's also possible someone's already told him this and he just doesnt care
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Second big project I have in mind!!!
This ones been in the ol noggin forā¦flips through papers at least a year.
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I really enjoy Flowey and Papyrusā relationship, and honestly donāt find any interpretation of it as extremely offensive cause IT IS REALLY WEIRD Some people are like Forgettable AU and others are like Flowey Is Not A Good Life Coach ITS QUITE A SPECTRUM- and those are my 2 favorite Undertale fan creations so YIPPEE!!! I do not support the creator of Flowey Is Not A Life Coach btw- i found out about their other fics like months after I finished it
I think this song does it justice in the VIBE and the constant āim your friend, but im not really your friend, well actually im your only friendā LIKE THATS SO THEM NO MATTER WHAT INTERPRETATION YOU FOLLOW
im definitely gonna TRY to make at least a whole storyboard/animatic (i have no problem showing the whole plan i had cause ITS DEFINITELY OUTDATED I MADE IT A YEAR AGOEDHHDSHB)
lastly, proof that I used to fucking love they might be giants (and still do) (and that i have been thinking about this with an undertale amv for a while)

#the thing thats so cool about their relationship is Flowey is like a reflection of the player yeah?#and he finds him the most fun/interesting character because WEāRE SUPPOSED TO FEEL THAT WAY TOO#or at least thats how I see it#also they had matching scarfs on the Clock Appā¦..#theyre both the ultimate pacifists#or at least Asriel was#I NEED THEM TO HAVE A FUNNY INTERACTION IN DELTARUNE PLEASEEEE#I wish i could give very direct pieces of lyrics that make me go ITS SO THEM!!#but i just cant IT JUST FEELS RIGHT??? IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT#i highly recommend the song even if you dont think it matches that dynamic#it slaps either way#tho I CAN explain my thought process with the whiteboard sketches!!!#Flowey finds Papyrus interesting and charming ye? āHe watches over youā#and āIm the only bee in your bonnetā like hes Papyrusā only friend thatā¦doesntā¦.always do the greatest things#hes the only friend that feels āwrongā ofc Papyrus doesnt exactly identify that#also just the repeated theme of Make A Little Birdhouse In Your Soul#Like Flowey is making himself right at home in Papyrusā soul hes got full control of everyone with the resets#and Papyrus is his favorite guy
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do u think Thor feels some kinda way wondering if his ease with following Loki's advice is passed on from subservience to his father
#do u think thor wants to go against what people say to prove he isn't mindless#even when that decision isnt sound and he is unable to judge that much himself#do u think#i think about it#i have also been thinking about jealous thor and how ridiculous it would be#because Thor is very subjective about Loki#moreso than Loki is about viewing Thor#or not#either way Thor thinking highly of Loki when no one else likes his brother is so...#very fun and cool dynamic#Thor needs to protect his lil bro from the slander but he also doesn't want to have to yknow#like Loki should be standing fine on his own he's just as much a warrior as Thor and he's smart enough too
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just kill me
#this whole article is bad but this was the WORST#not even for the reason you think (819 reasons)#Eliza you've already heard this rant but#if I can be way too sincere and long-winded for a moment#'always if I ask him something he helps'#how many quotes do we have from teammates over the years saying that exact thing#michael latta saying 'it doesn't matter if you're a top pair dman or a 4th line peasant; he'll do anything to help you'#christian djoos saying 'he's always there for you no matter what time or place. if something's up he's always there'#HHA saying recently nicke gave him his number and told him 'if you need anything just call me and I can help you'#carly in that interview when this was announced saying how nicke has been the support for everyone in that locker room from himself and osh#to guys who haven't been there long like strome and even pacioretty#I know holts and batya and andre and rasmus and jojo and tj and tom and karl alzner have all said stuff like this too#and that's just who I can think of off the top of my head#like. that's it. that's nicke.#if you ask him something. he helps.#for such an amazing athlete. for such a crucial part of making hockey A Thing in DC.#what his teammates want to talk about is his kindness#and that speaks so highly of him and is so genuinely admirable to me and worth aspiring to#I don't want to put anyone on a pedestal because we don't know these guys#but like. in terms of impact. nicke really genuinely made me try to be a better more thoughtful more actively outreaching friend#because I saw the way his teammates talked about him and that's how I want to be thought of.#I want people to know I'll be there for them. & not that I haven't been willing to do that but I've been more active about offering it#and part of that genuinely is because of his example#there's a million other things about his kindness I could mention before I even get to his hockey but this has already gone on far too long#so anyway#he is so dear to me#I hope he is happy and healthy#and that he knows how loved he is#nicklas backstrom#hockey
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breaking news: my third eye is open again and i'm falling for lilia and his charms.
#meraki mumbles#this is not a drill...... he's genuinely making me have thoughts#it's the general lilia effect#and the sheer whiplash of mean war general versus silly and doting father figure who is also in a pop music club#and he stays up super late to game and so it's highly possible he (at one point) has said 'slay' and and and!!!!!!#OTL and then i'm slowly seeing the appeal for malleus as well#someone inject the fish into my brain before i fall into the diasomnia hole#lilia would be NO HELP if silver or sebek or malleus knocked you up (in your sleep or otherwise) he's proud like '>:3 those are my boys'#and silver... living his entire life thinking people only have sex to breed (because that's how lilia explained sex-ed to him)#so he restrains himself from wanting to have sex with you because he's worried he'll just fuck you like an animal and breed you full D:#AAAAAAA I NEED TO STOP BEFORE THE DIASOMNIA WORMS CHEW THROUGH MY CORTEX.......
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vagueing but i think certain ppl need to realize that you can be both manipulative And traumatized š
#you can guilttrip someone While having abandonment issues!#in fact abandonment issues are the reason some ppl guilttrip in the first place!#if you claim you watched s4 while not understanding that then i dont think you understood s4 at all!#on god if you relate to ls!kab i hope you dont treat ppl irl the way she does zam#who gaf if shes good or evil were on fucking lifesteal#nobody cares about morality except the lsers themselves cause its got direct impact on their playthroughs#she can be as good as she wants but it doesnt change the fact she does a lot of things that are highly intrusive and manipulative#like she didnt even ask first before deciding theyre ''teamed by default''#and everytime she says she just wants zam to be himself she contradicts it#by getting mad at him everytime he doesnt do what she says even if he hasnt even harmed her in any tangible way#and thats just Two(2) of the more recent things shes done not even mentioning her past actions#that she keeps excusing while not excusing the past actions of others#she cant afford him the basic human decency of being his own person#and were supposed to believe she gives a fuck about him beyond using him as an echo chamber????#shes a lot like clown in that while she cares she keeps using her associates#and surprise! not everyone likes being used esp when she keeps flip-flopping on them#/lore obviously cause if she did this kind of unacceptable behaviour irl she wouldve gotten kicked out already#and i hope to God yall dont either#if you do i fucking hate you this is the kinda shit that traumatized me#mine.txt#my posts
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