#hehe... ts is 5 months old

[ready2bl0w]

Aside from pizza and strawberry sundaes, what do you think Dante’s favorite foods items are? What about drinks, besides Jack Daniel’s?

Dante's Favorite Food Items 🍰

Well, let’s get one thing straight: he is an absolute sucker for most Italian food, and nothing out there will EVER beat his mother’s cooking. Eva cooked up the best Bolognese, her orzo was rich and creamy, and immaculately flavored. The homemade tiramisu she’d whip up after dinner was always devoured in MINUTES (you can blame little Dante for that; he eats like a beast). Dante’s been chasing that comfort ever since she was taken from him. A couple of eateries do come close, but of course, it’s more than just the simple taste of home he’s after. It's the soft humming of Eva’s voice as she cooked, reduced to a fuzzy buzz looping in his mind. The familiar scent of the Sparda Manor and Vergil’s presence at the dinner table, he misses it all.

I could also see Dante fucking up a plate of wings (paired off with pizza, obviously). He’s the type of guy who’d shove the whole wing in his mouth, suck the meat off like a vacuum, and pull the bone out clean, ligaments and fatty bits devoured. Cue Vergil and Nero, the three probably at a dingy dive after an exhausting hunt, staring at Dante in horror as he consumes his meal like a rabid dog. He pokes around at Vergil and Nero’s plates, looking for “scraps.” He doesn’t care if they’ve already bitten into their food. Shame? Doesn’t know her. (“Ya gonna eat that, kid?” “Ew.”)

Dante’s a total sucker for most strawberry desserts. Sundaes aside, he fancies a pillowy, tall slice of strawberry shortcake (well… more like a whole cake, let’s be real). Every bite is like heaven to him, the soft morsels melting on his tongue, airy whipped cream and tart strawberries melding together to make his soul sing with glee. He could never get sick of it.

As for drinks, I think he’d love to sip on a strawberry daiquiri or tequila. He wants his daiquiris to be stupidly sweet, enough to make his teeth ache. Dante digs the smoother selection of spirits, silky red wines, and buttery tequilas. He has his tequila on the rocks, downing glass after glass, the alcohol washing over his senses, the deeper he drowns himself in it. He’d be a fan of the Devil’s Margarita cocktail (fitting).

Thanks to bestie for proofreading (●´□`)♡!

[moe-princess-marebear]

December 2024 Goal Update

2024 Goals

Home:

Paint craft room closet doors-❌

New tank for the Lizard of Oz- ✅

Personal:

Grow out my hair, no dying or cutting it-❌ Hair is about 2 inches long rn, navy blue hair has been so cute!

Study 30 minutes a day about spirituality-

Go to two workshops- ❌

Go to the observatory- ❌

Fitness:

30 minutes to one hour of exercise per day, 5-6 times a week- no, got a new physio routine and I'm working on a proper workout routine ❌

Aim for 10k steps a day- no❌

Learn to rollerskate- n❌

Explore two new hiking trails- ✅ Done!!!! Went on a different route at Mission Marsh Conservatory and also visited the updated Mount McKay mountain top area!

Hobbies:

Sewing- Sewing machine is FIXED!!! Combing these next year for my Hobbit colour patchwork dress ~

Sew one spring/summer dress, bell sleeve 60s swing style dress-not yet, maybe not, maybe this winter! Cut out pattern, gotta get fabric ❌

Use up fabric stash with various projects or one big patchwork project-not yet, I've sorted my fabrics!❌

One embroidery project-✅DONE, Mom's Embroidery #2

Reading

Read 12 books in total-❌

Read 3 Classic Novels-❌

Read one old forgotten favourite-❌

Movies and TV

Re-watch The Lord of the Rings trilogy- 3/3

Watch the Hobbit movie series-❌

Watch the new season of Rising of the Shield Hero-❌

Watch the new season of Kuma Kuma Kuma Bear- ❌

Spice and Wolf- ❌

Re-watch The Big Bang Theory- ✅

Watch the new season of Young Sheldon-✅

Re-watch Toradora!- ✅

Re-watch Bones-❌

Gundam series watch- MSGW + Endless Waltz watched, I'll be doing a big anime recap in my yearly recap! We watched so much Gundam this year!

Crafting:

Nature walk journaling (foraging, birdwatching, stargazing, etc)- ❌

Fire starter perlers- ✅ Torchic & Cyndaquil

Plush hammock- ✅

Complete one model kit or 3d puzzle- 14 ✅ Orange Haropla + Chinagguy + Beargguy III + MG Wing Zero EW Ver.Ka + HG Rx-78-2 Revive +Alcremie + Acguy HG + Beargguy Ohana Aloharo HG + MG RX-78-2 Ver.Ka + Petit’guy Cha Cha Brown + big Magikarp + Rx-78-2 SD + Beargguy F + Mobile Doll Sarah

Video Games:

Persona 3 Reloaded- ✅

Persona 5 Tactica- ❌

Metaphor: Re Fantazio- Currently playing and hyped about it hehehe

Visions of Mana 2024- ❌

EC: Hundred Heroes- ❌

Finish FF7R:Intergrade- ❌

SMT:3 Nocturne- ❌

SMT V Vengeance- ✅

Highlights:

Celebrated 9 years of living with my husband!

Christian turned 30!!! Such a milestone ❤️

Spent Christmas morning with my family, it was really lovely, I felt like a kid at home again and it was nice to see my family.

I filmed 5 dance covers this month!! My fav being Snow Fairy Story!

Got 6 new model kits cominnnn

Got the hubby a couple new video games for his birthday!

Tried Dom Perignon champagne, obvi played the TS lyric as he came to see the bottle hehe rick roll my hubby with one of my fav artists hehehehe

Not many more highlights to add here! I'll be doing my year in review later in a seperate post! ❤️

[xxbacktoearthxx]

it was just a cosmic joke

funny thing we started as strangers and might ended up as strangers again. so much progress in a year full of drama.

december 2019, nothing special.... yet.

april 2020, made a squad with the og — learned all your names, played every 9 pm until 2 am max and bruh i remember we’re just using the mic to communicate and then there’s me... i don’t do mics... all i did was listen to them and carry the team lol. if my memory serves me right, i am a pro selena user way back then haha.

may 2020 the month it all actually started.. added all of you in facebook, twitter and ig. until the squad had a dilemma and the sad part is that it didn’t last long. and then there’s you... and me... left.. you even invited me to play another game. while waiting for them to play with us we played that game.. and it’s just the two of us. me, being an introvert who prefers texting over calling suddenly it just got reversed when you said “call ako” old me would prolly decline to that invitation. but instead i just answered it and enjoy actually the game... and it became a routine for me. for us.. then we had our first tampuhan.. i don’t know how to react to that and thank God i learned how to handle your mood swings with the time being. we played every night. you called every night and i answered it without even hesitating. lol, i can still remember where i would answer that, with my fan turned on because of my set up haha you always say “fan mo” because you hate those noises... you can’t function well. and then you introduced your doggos to me. it was a pain in the ass memorizing your doggos ‘cause damn, they’re so many!!! you always send me vids and pics of your precious babies and got mesmerized by Lighting. my og fave never ever forget. until your mood swings and your unpredictable inis sa’kin became a hobby of yours. somewhere along june to july i’ve managed to memorized your doggos and ended up hopee being my fave, because hopee’s the miracle baby and prolly the cutest hehe. you started sending me links of songs which became my song choices right now, i hate edm. i hate modern musics you know that, but the weird thing is that you managed for me to like it.

august 2020, your birth month.. and my birth month. ‘twas nice to know you for quite some time even though you’re still guarded with me. august 8, mia. hibernate daw my cousin told me. and bago sa’kin ‘yun lol, didn’t wanna celebrate your existence because ganun din ako but ‘di sanay sa “hibernate” term haha. i greeted you at exactly 12 midnight and 11:59 pm with no response from you. my efforts in your birthday lol, i even made you a memoji photoshopped picture but i didn’t send it. it was supposedly an interactive greeting but you hibernated. you’re back from the dead at aug 10. then aug 16... my birthday. sinalubong birthday with your voice.. 22 by TS was the only song i listened that day. we played and you even gave me a chance to ask whatever i want for my birthday gift. since i don’t want material things... my request was for you not to hibernate for the whole year. in other words I ASKED FOR YOU. your time, your presence, you... and you agreed basta ‘wag lang ako magpuyat 2 am max. OUR VERY FIRST DEAL.

made new friends at september. you made a squad... paradox. and our og squad ult. with random people who started to become close to us. i remember the first ones. carl, clarke, christian, kulit hahaha. good times. we actually careered rank games over classic ones. october came still the squad is functioning. our group chat’s getting bigger.... and noisier lol. still our routine is there.. we call. we play.. you send vids and pics of your doggos. we share kwentos.. share music..

november 2020... was the month you legitimately gifted me. an account with agent z and so many more skins. you said that it’s my christmas gift. you gave that to me on november 11. 11-11. your favorite. I FELT SPECIAL. gumastos ka ng malaki for me... the effort of finding that acc. amaru was the original ign. spent months thinking for the perfect ign. said i love you for the first time to her. because i do.. and i appreciated the gift so much. i forgot she’s always reminding me not to be attached to her... i think it’s a little too late for that.

december 2020.. i’m running out of time. 31 days and i’ll be out of her life. - from the way she described it.. cut off and goodbye. so, spent the last 31 days with her laro lang ng laro. december 23, i made an effort. ngapa ngapa sa photoshop.. i turned hopee, lighting and cloud into a vector art 😅. and gave that’s my christmas gift to her. first ever christmas with chef. she even send me a pic of her for the first time. december 31. my supposedly last day with her.... turned out a little bit unexpected.

january 2021 naglalaro pa din tayo. you can’t seem to let me go. february, we took a break from each other. ‘di mo ako pinansin. i’m still living but i just exist lol. 20% functioning that time because of questions na hindi masagot sagot. hiatus for a month i cant believed i survived that.

march 1 at 12:05 you messaged me “buhay kapa?” and we started talking again. and we played again like we used to. shared stories. this was the time where i got so obsessed with edm and lahat ng gusto ko naipon na dapat ssend ko saiyo. kaya tinadtad kita lol. spotify was my bestfriend here lol. premium eh hahaha. missed your doggos. daily dose ko ng doggo nabalik din hehe. nauungkat nanaman ‘yung sa cut off. let go. good bye thingy.

april. my last month. the fallout month. you sacrificed your time for me. we stayed late so bad we even woke up at the same time which is so weird lol. 10 pm up to 5 or 6 am gaming. talagang sinusulit ang oras na magkasama. you even said you left your 5 man for me. april 18. you made your decision to cut me off. and it broke my heart. cried so hard. can’t even talk to you so straight because of that. 10 mins after you called me again to say that i can still talk to you.. you still can’t seem to let me go ha.

we still talk at night but not that much and then you suddenly stopped. and nasaktan ulit ako kaya i had the urge to real talk you. and you suggested a call na naging routine natin na ulit. night calls with you. until hindi nagiging healthy because of my toxic mindset and your indecisiveness and cold hearted personality. until april 30.. you really cut me off. cried 3 times narinig mo lahat...

I THINK this is it

[unimpressedperson]

The "Twenties" Trouble

Hey fam, look who is back in the house. And today on my TED talk, let's discuss a huge matter to me: The Twenties Trouble (hehe bad pun alert, but I'm gonna spill a whole lot of Ts here, mama).

First question usually pointed out, or not so usually considering it's the first time I use that expression: What is "The Twenties Trouble"? Well, plain and simple as a fucking waterfall crushing your skull with all the pressure, aging is easy. You live years goofing around, catching colds and bees, rolling and scratching your knee on dirty streets, but there is one gap of time where the gravity suddenly fails for you, making the pressure from a whole world fall straight on your back.

Ten years exactly, that's how long TTT endures, from your 20s to 30s. It sounds dumb if you never paid a thought to age, but for most human beings becoming an adult is hard. You spend 7.299 days being young, wild and free, but in the moment clock beats midnight at your 20th birthday, you are no longer a teenager and everyone suddenly expects you to mature, grows into a proper adult, with a 9 to 5 job, or a different work scale, but gaining a whole lot of money. They expect you to find someone, engage and marry that person, buy a house and plan a family there. Everything within those 10 years ahead.

Reaching my 20s scares me. What if I am not mature enough? What if everything I lived so far worths shit? What if everything I learned and all knowledge I acquired isn't enough? What if I never find a job good enough to provide me with a satisfactory life? What if only these 10 more years aren't enough? What if I don't succeed? What if...

Well, failure is my worst phobia. Dealing with consequences of not reaching success in determined situations makes me feel ill, and it doubles, not only doubles but multiplies to ten that fear when "succeeding" is attached to "life". Oh Ma'am, nauseous and lightheaded, NAUSEOUS AND LIGHTHEADED.

It's TTT in a nutshell. The fear of becoming a 30 years old after failing at succeeding during my twenties.

Continuing, however, part of that pressure we put on those 10 years between 20 and 30 doesn't fall on us by itself, an outside factor has to help you creating and pulling it up. Someone always makes you paranoid about aging by asking simple, yet treacherous questions:

"How is your job?"

"Where is your boyfriend/girlfriend?"

"You're 20 now. Congratulations, now you are an adult."

"How much do you earn monthly?"

"Do you plan in having kids?"

"What do you mean when you say you're not with someone?"

"Oh, you didn't begin the college, yet."

Usually these question comes from an aunt or uncle you only see during holidays. Or a highly successful person, which somehow got rich and peaked at her/his twenties.

I believe that concept of succeeding during your twenties began a few centuries ago. It was perfectly justified during XVII century, when people died of common diseases we now cure with vaccines or even regular pills (if you got a flu back in then, uuuh gurl, people already dug your trench, cuz the chances of survival were pretty low), but nowadays our life expectation is way above 40s. Why should we feel pressured into conquering, marrying, having kids and living everything by our 30s, if we are expected to die over forty years later?

It makes zero sense to make young people develop ulcers caused by stress, only because they are prioritizing aspects of their lives other than reproducing and functioning like automatic machines.

Science already proved that people evolve and matures in a different rhythm. Everyone has a characteristic way learning and growing process, because no one is the same. Evolution takes time and patience. You can't learn to play piano from day to night, the same goes to personal growth.

You are going to bloom someday, maybe during your twenties, or after them. Why to bother rushing processes and being unhappy? Comparing your nurture to someone else's won't make you any good, since no flower grows at the pace. Sunflowers takes two months to fully flourish, whilst daisies takes six months. Pouring up them with toxic substances may affect that growing process or even kill it.

We are not different. Toxic thoughts won't nurture or bloom us.

If you are 19 and afraid of 20s, inhale and exhale, discover yourself before diving in an "adult life" you are not ready to experience. At least that's what I repeat to myself everyday.

Another fact: maturity has no definitive formula or result. You can consider yourself someone mature even wearing your Star Wars socks and watching Steven Universe, cuz your clothing choices won't affect how you deal with problems or go through life's challenges. Also, facing struggles alone won't make you stronger, sharing is caring, so filling yourself with every single problem without venting will only turn you into a miserable person.

Although what everyone says, becoming an adult has nothing to do with getting miserable. Adulthood can be fun and good, as long as you live a healthy life, both body and psychologically.

The end... or is it?

P:S now have a few pictures from my "mature socks"

[chill-that-ur-inmyhead]

When it’s time to dress up for a special occasion, are you more likely to wear a dress, a skirt or dress pants? Dress. I like it when I don’t have to pick out a top and bottom to go together. So much easier having an all in one!

Does your family eat any unique foods for Thanksgiving that aren’t the norm and if so, what are they? Don’t celebrate.

If you eat oatmeal, do you add water or milk to it and what’s your favourite flavour? Semi-skinned milk.

What’s the best movie you’ve seen this month? Not movie, but tv series, Bridgerton season 2 is out and I am happy!!

Was the last video you watched on YouTube a music video and if not, what was it of? Cody Ko posted a tinder nightmare video.

Has your favourite colour changed at all from when you were younger and if so, what was your favourite when you were little? Yep it used to be purple, gold, then blue now it is RED!!

What’s your favourite breakfast food? Nothing can beat a full english breakfast, imo.

Have you ever been brave enough to cut your hair in a very different way and if you have, did you regret your decision after? I got it cut to my chin and before I knew how to style it to suit me I had regrets but I grew into it hehe. 

What was the last book you had to read for school and did you enjoy it or were you just trying to get through? Probs for my dissertation I had to read Mary Barton. But wow did I run out of time and had to bs my way through it. Defo not my proudest moment. 

Has anyone you know personally ever won the lottery and if so, how much did they win and would you or have you ever played the lottery? Pretty sure my dad has won like £25. I haven’t played the lottery but I will when I am earning. Gotta be in it to win it.

What was the first election you were able to vote in and if you aren’t old enough yet, will you vote in the first election possible? 2017 election. Exciting times.

When you come across a word that you don’t recognize, do you look it up or try to use context to figure out what it means? Look it up for sure. 

How many friends have you hung out with in the last week? Last weekend I was with 5 of my friends and I got covid because of it HA! We had fun though. 

If you were going to be a teacher, what subject would you teach and what age group? English literature (based on my degree) and I did enjoy it

What was the last thing someone has sincerely thanked you for? My friend thanked me for coming to her bday soiree.

If you could only own a hair dryer, curling iron or straightener, which one would you choose? hair dryer and it would be the dyson airwrap haha.

If you aren’t religious, do you feel awkward at social situations when there’s a benediction, prayer, etc. and if you are religious, how often do you pray? I do believe in God. But I don’t practice. It’s a confusing one which I am sure will lead to a mid life crisis somewhere down the line. 

What’s your favourite type of art to take part in? Arts and Crafts? I like embroidery. 

What band, celebrity, etc. do you know the most information about and who would you like to learn more about? Taylor Swift!!!!!! I would still like to know more about TS hehe.

[khuepham]

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Dua Khue ti.u.t cat cho 8June2010-22:17:05 Thuy?1NB09 : Xuong dat ma nam.lay sach ra ma wat.chju kho dj roj maj t dua wat cho 8June2010-22:21:51 Thuy?1NB09 : T wen het tjeng anh roj.o hjeu.thoj.maj noj tjep.den gjo di ngu roj.g9 8June2010-22:29:35 Thuy?1NB09 : O faj.den gjo dj ngu.faj tat djen o bj fat.fong khue o tat djen ah?bj fat day 8June2010-22:36:38 P.Mai k.Duc : Hj2,thank you very much!i am so afraid!what are you doing? 8June2010-22:41:07 MaiNguyen : Dc thuong thuc 1 cuoc song khac thuong thj phai bjet huong thu chu. Dung co noi to dien, ngay mai biet dau cau lai thik qua ko muon ve nua ay. 8June2010-22:57:50 MaiNguyen : Only when you are in horrible life that you think of your own worst enemy !.......Always be my pleasure.how can you find me? Dont lie lie 8June2010-22:58:18 MaiNguyen : ^^.Chac han la mot cau chuyen hap dan. Hahaha. Thinh ma lai. 8June2010-23:02:11 Tra : An chan lam a? 9June2010-21:40:54 LeVa : c oj len phong t an hoa qua nha.nhanh len,hjhj. 10June2010-18:03:59 Rosie : Not when i sleep with 11 other people. r u mad at me or somethjng? 14June2010-08:12:41 LeVa : ohayo!hjhj!arjgato!toj wa laj faj dj gac ha c? 15June2010-05:38:19 LeVa : eo kho nhj?nh chj faj gac co 2 tjeng thoj dung k? 15June2010-06:30:38 MaiNguyen : :).*toe toet* 15JUne2010-06:48:56 Rosie : Dag ngoj dau? 15June2010-07:57:18 LeVa : gac luc y thj ok! can t tjep te nuoc va hoa qua k?hjhj! 15June2010-13:38:30 MaiNguyen : To dang bi stress nang. >< cuu to voi!!! 15June2010-13:40:20 LeVa : uhm! nh neu d/c k can thj thoj!hehe 16June2010-13:41:03 Rosie : To chup dc ank cau day, nhug ank ko thay ro mat 15June2010-15:26:38 Rosie : Nguy =)) 15June2010-15:32:47 Rosie : Ok. co fee ko :)) 15June2010-15:33:34 Rosie : Chup a free ah =)) dua thọ. chup thj may cạ cha dc. khj nao thik thj nhan tjn cho to :) 15June2010-15:36:47 Tra : Thik lam.chi thik nhat mon day 15June2010-16:12:10 Tra : Hom nay lai hoc ban tiep a? 16June2010-09:40:31 Rosie : An xog ruj chu! dao nay tu dug laj co caj tat nhjn xem co thay ban khue ko:D.ca fog dj xem wc, dag ngoj 1 mjnk nen mun nhan tjn cho ban thuj ko can rep dau :D 17June2010-18:33:30 Rosie : Gambatte ne 18June2010-08:28:30 Rosie : Co len nha, co j thog bao kq cho to 18June2010-09:11:43 Rosie : i think tonight is ok if u want to alleviate my ailment. i'll wait for u in c2 after dinner ok? just remember to go alone to avoid misunderstanding 21June2010-14:40:51 Dong : Khue oi.t Dong day.Sr c vi h moi nhan lai dc.sim kia cua t het tien:-( mai t fai di thi rui.de ngay kia dc k c?:-) 25June2010-13:37:48 Rosie : Not at all. i kinda enjoyed it. y do u think i felt bad? 29June2010-08:22:30 Rosie : Yeah i do. i always hide my true feeling 29June2010-08:26:49 Rosie : Not that clear. i still think u're a little weird and mysterious 29June2010-08:33:50 LeVa : uh.chieu nay thjx thj tap trung de dj chup a!chjeu c thj o day day ? 29June2010-08:51:28 Rosie : :)) ban nhung hum nay tron an com trua :D 29June2010-10:56:41 Rosie : Bao gio k ve que? 29June2010-11:29:17 Rosie : Djnk ru k di xem fjm thui :D 29June2010-11:31:44 Rosie : Ua gan nha to ma :D laj re. dj ko? to len ljck 29June2010-11:34:33 Rosie : To se ru them 1 so ban than nua chu to vs k dj vs nhau to so k ngaj, laj speechless thj chan lam :D 29June2010-11:46:45 Rosie : treat like what? i don't think of it as a big deal. but it's ok if u don't want to go with my friends. i'll arrange them some other day : ). they're just a few people who are really close to me 29June2010-11:55:10 Rosie : Ok then i'll catch u later. i'm taking a nap 29June2010-11:59:05 Rosie : I hate rat, mouse or any word to call that horrendous animal. 29June2010-12:15:17 Rosie : That's the cartoon i hate the most. y that little rat always win? that's unfair. this creature should be eliminated 29June2010-12:20:14 Rosie : I'm taking my camera with me. if u still want a photo, this is ur last chance 29June2010-13:45:07 Rosie : i'm asking u. ur answer should be yes or no 29June2010-13:47:35 Rosie : but how and when? 29June2010-13:54:26 Rosie : not good. i'll have changed my clothes already. after taking the test i'll run to get the bathroom. because it's always crowded there so i may have to wait for the bathroom. that's my only free time with this uniform on 29June2010-13:58:55 Rosie : And no shower? i don't think so.>.< 29June2010-14:04:02 Rosie : No i gonna wash my hair today and the bathroom in my room is unuseable 29June2010-14:11:21 LeVa : c thj o dau day?lat ra nha da nang nha ! 29June2010-14:14:27 Rosie : I don't know >.< must be before i take shower or before we gather tonight. i'm not going to dinner today 29June2010-14:21:53 Rosie : I'm havin' shower >.<. i can wear uniform after dinner so finish it fast then call me out. good luck with the test. i think i failed 29June2010-15:17:16 Rosie : It's way to difficult >.< anyway can u consider about going to the movie with my friends ;;) one has just back from the us. i think it's ok to make new friend. they are very nice:D. it's not that i don't want to go with u alone. i do but i kinda overspend this month. don't feel bad of me 29June2010-15:31:58 Rosie : To mak wan fuk nen bj lo la hen k vua bj de ra trag djem day >"< tam mua can than cam day 29June201o-17:39:46 MaiNguyen : Canh thu vi the ma ko goi minh som :D. Ngay cuoi cung can than om ko let dc ve nha day ban a! 29June2010-17:42:14 Rosie : chak la van thay thuj. to bj bat trag djem chu co faj thjk dau >"< 29June2010-17:49:33 Rosie : Chet khok thj co ay cu bj de ra trag djem thj bjt >"< 29June2010-17:51:42 Rosie : To dag o nha an day:D 29June2010-18:02:27 Rosie : Thanks for spending time with me tonight. i had great time. i really enjoyed talking to u 29June2010-20:05:02 Rosie : Let just say u're a good listener. u wasn't against anything i say :) didn't u say words are not important as staying by my side =) 29June2010-20:14:59 Rosie : Not at all i don't think of anyone as boring. i think u're nice. i tried to find out topics to keep out conversation continue. do u think i'm talkative? sometimes i just need someone to listen to me and i know u're perfect guy for that 29June2010-20:27:46 Rosie : I don't think it's a big deal. but if u want to go alone with me can u give me a ride? :D hey i passed the test this afternoon. i'm free tomorrow so awesome 29June2010-21:31:19 Rosie : Let me check the cinema's schedule then give u a call. do u mind driving me? 2june2010-21:36:43 Rosie : Cool :d how was ur test? i have a 5 >"< close to death 29June2010-21:54:51 LeVa : gac x0ng ruj c0n ngoj do lam j the?ve ngu dj c! 30June2010-05:38:40 Rosie : I didn't ecpect them to win anyway, i hope they did their best and that's all i can ask for 30June2010-05:40:07 LeVa : hjxhjx.lam j?tuj no c0n c day!len ph0ng ma xem dang ngu la ljet day nay!hjxhjx 30June2010-05:42:24 Rosie : it turn out i was right. the last meal is the worst one =) 30June2010-18:06:42 Rosie : Take care. maj ve con dj choj vs to :)) 30June2010-21:22:29 ---------------------------------------------------------------- Rosie : Hope u're doing fine with all the work. don't stay up too late. i'm going to bed now. sleep well sweetheart 6July2010-23:46:41

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EPISODE THREE: I’M A GENIUS AND A MORON - OLIVIA

I'm still feeling weird in regards to old saint Nicklas. The vote went from him suggesting Ricky to everybody just hopping aboard that train in minutes/an hour so I think I'll have to leep my eye on him for sure. I dont want to say much for now though but I may need to start some seed droppin’.

So I now have an alliance with Kurt, Sharifa, and Ned and tbh we stan. Kurt and Sharifa are messy bitches, and Ned is our straight ally. Olivia and Trent are shady and can go. This individual immunity twist is annoying, I'm fine with going to tribal I guess but the fact that up to 3 people on our tribe could win immunity... thank u next! Well, I guess I'll have to see how this challenge goes before I strategize further...

I know you might need immunity Birch (more like you do) but why are you snatching from your tribe members? I guess you really want that immunity huh 😂😂 maybe there’s something I don’t know about.. I need to see about finding that idol just incase..

Olivia tries to snatch the Ancient Thera Ticket from Matt Olivia tries to snatch the Ancient Thera Ticket from Matt Olivia tries to snatch the Ancient Thera Ticket from Matt Olivia tries to snatch the Ancient Thera Ticket from Matt Olivia tries to snatch the Ancient Thera Ticket from Matt Olivia tries to snatch the Ancient Thera Ticket from Matt

With the twist of both tribes going to Tribal Council this round I’m feeling a little bit nervous. I can’t go for the immunity necklaces myself because of my work schedule. I’m not necessarily nervous for my own game though. The McBITCHES alliance and the TEA SLUTS alliance are both alive and well. OLIVIA and I are discussing possible boots as well and we’re leaning towards NED and JAKE since they’re both hardly around. Out of those two, I think I’d prefer JAKE to be the one voted out next. NED and I have a little bit of history from previous non-TS games and I genuinely think we could work well together. OLIVIA did pitch JAKE to me, so I think we could make that happen fairly easily. But it’s still very early and a whole lot of things could change between now and tribal.

I’m a genius and a moron

* a bit later*

Me in a pepper Potts voice: you can rest now, summers 

Matt summers: finally closes his eyes knowing I can no longer spam him 

 Me: now onto this bitch Keegan who keeps trying to steal my goddamn ticket

* a while after that*

If Kurt takes one look at the atomic wiki my life is over

Really really really bonded with Kurt during this challenge and the last few days. We were already buddies and good with each other but I feel closer than ever and I really love that dude 🥰

Trent had to talk to me to get birch’s name out because we both wanted to say but I had him say it!! But I didn’t want to throw birch’s name out RIGHT in front of Keegan like that but he seemed to switch with us..idk if he’s for it or if it’s just for the group or if he’s just not for it but he probably doesn’t trust me for that LMAO yikes

I’ve forgiven birch for what happened in our last game but I’ll never be comfortable existing in a game simultaneously as them ever again. I’ve been uncomfortable since day 1 and I hope we finally vote them out so that experience can stop plaguing me with birch’s presence

Now that this challenge is 4.5 hours from finish, I suppose 9 would be a good time to get started or maybe sooner. A part of me felt it may be smarter to not post at all but I I don't want people getting too suspicious of me and feel I have an idol

Hmm so the goal today will be to get votes onto Emma and then proceed to get 2 votes on someone else in case of the idol...let's see if it goes anywhere!

Kurt and I at tribal council with immunities around our necks https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcTQclKPZ2g&feature=youtu.be

Listen did I intentionally let slip that Kage most likely used that extra vote on Sarah later on so matt might change his vote and I would get the advantage IM NOT SAYING YES OR NO But also I’ve been so worried about summers but he said he wanted to work together and with smart people and the people on his tribe honestly seem frustrating and I was like babe sign me up. I hope he doesn’t strangle the life out of me again but I’d rather have a friend out of him than an enemy I chose the villainous route for the advantage 😬 if I told birch they were getting votes they would’ve flipped out and spiraled all day, I couldn’t do it. its only round three and it’s so messy oh my god. Please let me sleep and let this vote pass

Sooooo. Olivia told me that people have been talking about me and Lukas in Uluru, so that fun. I have a target on my back because of a game i played 8 months ago and a person who isn't even on my tribe. I also don't have immunity. I think we are going Ned, but I have Paranoia.

Tell me why Emma is saying there were nothing at Thera. That’s such a blatant lie. I don’t believe it. We just had our votes revealed AND an extra vote and she got nothing? Anyways. She’s already told Dennis where she looked for the idol. Tried talking to Sarah while she was at Thera. And then told me she had nothing there. So like clearly she don’t trust me like I thought she would when I first started playing Also just to be clear, it’s very likely Kage who voted Sarah this last round so we need to keep that in mind (and make her paranoid about it so she doesn’t stick with the 5).

So now the immunity's over and it seemed Emma was going, but now I know she is likely going to vote Kage out, which is good that it isn't me, but I hope no idol play kills Kage ahh.

My plan of wanting to vote our JAKE or NED didn’t exactly pan out the way I wanted to. The McBITCHES alliance decided that voting out BIRCH is our best option right now. They’re difficult to maintain conversation with and apparently they have a connection with Lucas on the other tribe. If there’s a swap that kind of connection could be bad. However everyone in this game has some kind of connection. It’s not necessarily a bad thing. NED and I have a bit of an alliance ongoing right now so keeping him around could definitely be beneficial.

Both tribes are going to tribal. All 3 Immunities are at the other tribe and that is exactly how I wanted things to go. I wanted to keep the options for our tribal as open as possible 1/8 chance to be voted out is way better than 1/5, not that I could've been there for 24hrs to do the challenge anyways, but yeah. Long story short Matt approaches me and asks me to work together to keep the Ancient Thera ticket between us, just to properly find out what is going on there. Because for some reason a lightround has been activated from ancient Thera and an extra vote was cast, that wasn't revealed and nobody wants to own up to it. None of the ancient Thera people seem to wanting to talk about it. Matt gets the ticket, goes there and tells me that he has to fullfil this 1 task otherwise he loses his vote. Besides that he tells me that Malik is on the outs of the other tribe and Birch's option apparently was either, no advantage for themselves but advantage for the tribe or the other way around with a disadvantage for the tribe. So Kage lied : ))) I know that, Matt knows that, Sarah knows that. Kage is definitely NOT trustworthy. But who do we vote now? The idol has been found (somewhat likely by Kage, seeing that he mentioned the door quite a few times), but it also could be in the posession of literally anyone else. So it has been my goal for the entire cycle to stay good with everyone and make sure that if there is an advantage being played, it isn't played against me. Kage has been going around all day making sure the vote is on Emma, what I am okay with, since Emma has been literally non-available since the game started. But yeah let's see. Last tribal prove 1 thing and that we can most likely count on many advantages to be showing up in a season like this, so in the end. Anyone can go home...

Right now, Emma's on and has been informed she is getting votes. Dennis claimed she wants to go on Kage, which confused me only because I thought he already told me but I guess that was just Nicklas and/or Matt...Matt at least told me haha so I hope this won't be flipping over on Kage but yeah the next few hours should be interesting

So my alliance with Ned, Kurt, and Sharifa is confirmed with Malik on the side. The vote seems to be geared towards Birch since they’re not in our alliance or Sharifa’s alliance with Trent and Olivia. Apparently Birch is voting Ned and Trent or Olivia is throwing a vote on Ned, so it looks like Ned and I are throwing a vote on Keegan in case an idol is somehow played. Doesn’t matter to me as long as I’m not voted out. But after that I want my allies safe hehe. I think there will be a tribe swap next. I don’t really want to throw a vote because if i’m on a tribe with trent and olivia or keegan i’d have to own it or lie, either way there could be a good amount of tension. SOS!

The closer it gets to tribal the worse I feel about the vote possibly being BIRCH. They’re just so lovely and fun to have around. NED is an alright dude but he’s so inactive compared to BIRCH or literally anyone on the tribe. It’s sort of painful to be voting out someone I genuinely like in the off chance that they align with someone they previously played with it a swap happens. But such is the game. In the long run keeping NED is actually going to be better for my game. Right now he’s currently just an extra vote to be used by whoever he sticks by. So I’m going to do my best to make sure that it is me he’s sticking by.

I’m really really scared they’re all lying to me and it’s gonna be me tonight but I’ve just gotta go with the flow I guess. I don’t wanna look like a fool  

have been mega busy but here's the lowdown Oliva and Trent are frickin chaches who think they're running the show but they're dumb Sharifa is my #1 now Sharifa Kurt Jake and I are in an alliance and Malik is our 5th number and we've formed to put a stop to Olivia and Trent But this vote we are voting out Birch because we don't want to cause a ton of chaos before the swap. And I am getting votes from Keegan and Birch so Jake and I are voting Keegan in case Birch plays an idol. I'm concerned about Oliva and Trent voting me as well, causing a 4-3-2 vote. I tried to convince everyone to vote Keegan/Olivia/Trent but no one wants to make any ripples. If I go home because of this I'll be big mad. Keegan sucks at this game and life Olivia and Trent also suck at this game and should leave the internet forever. 

Okay so it should be Emma going tonight. I don’t like that bc I like Emma a lot but I guess people want whatever is easiest. TBH I don’t like Kage that much so I am just itching to flip but I know it’s too early to be a crackhead like that. So RIP Emma. Here are my thots on everyone Kage - a little brash and not fun to talk to, I want him gone like now. Matt - very nice and smart and needs to go before it’s too late. Sarah - I am coming to love her. Dennis - I <3 him. Nicklas - Cool but a lil much sometimes. I really try to vibe w him because I wanted him as my #1 but he’s hard to read. Andreas - Same as Matt. I think he’s easier to read but I think he’s also better socially than Matt. Anyone else - idek. I want a swap or sumn. I’m getting a little bored of these ppl. Also fuck whatever person got me eliminated from the last challenge. I was just trying to have funnnnnnnnnnnn! But everyone who got a necklace deserved it bc they worked so hard.

Emma is fighting to get Kage out. And this is exactly why we’re friends. We literally just chose the same person because we don’t like him lol. I wonder if it helped that I tried convincing Sarah that Kage voted her the other day. Dennis is low key against it because he doesn’t want anyone to get mad. But I think imma try seeing if people would be willing to do it 

 ***20 mins later*** 

Okay welp. I tried. Emma’s been too inac tho and most people don’t think they should save her Whatever ig. I’m okay with it. Hopefully it doesn’t get back to Kage I tried to get people to flip I only really dislike Kage on my tribe. And have been less connected with Chris. But I’ve talked a lot with Dennis, Lukas, Matt, Sarah, and Andreas so as long as no one gets paranoid, the swap we’re all expecting shouldn’t be bad.