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JE NE SAIS QUOI



PAIRING jacob bae x f!reader
WORD COUNT 7.33k
GENRES smut ïčfluff ïčitty bitty angst
WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, mature language, strangers to ?? to lovers, volleyball team captain!jacob (ohhhh ive been waiting for this one..), lots of 97 liner cameos, jacob is an honorary tbz frat member but isnât actually a member lol, reader is down bad for him, mentions of alcohol, volleyball terms that i learned from haikyuu đ, an annoying ex girlfriend, AURKAY here we go: bathroom sex, wall sex, bathroom sink counter sex, and mirror sex all in one, doggy style and also missionary? i guess?, NO FOREPLAY BUT FUCK IT WE FALL LIKE SOLDIERS FOR REAL, marking-ish, unprotected sex, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, and everyoneâs favorite! creampie!, a cutesy ending
SUMMARY jacob thought the concept of fraternities was stupid. so stupid that despite every single one of his friends being in one, he still refused to join. however, after meeting you at one of the tbz parties, heâs starting to think maybe theyâre not that horrible.
MORE HELLAURRRR ok i know this is 45 mins overdue but i barely finished this last night and i worked at 5 am this morning so đ ANYWAYYY this fic is actually my favorite so far⊠idk i just have this natural writing affinity when it comes to jacob which u can tell by the lengthâŠ. if u enjoyed pls reblog! and donât forget to check out the other fics in the series!
PERM TAGLIST @winterchimez @maessseongs @itsbeeble @zzoguri @deoboyznet @cloverdaisies @vernyangel @ericlvr
TAGLIST @millksea
SERIES MASTERLIST

âAnd thereâs another point for the IST U Bears. Wow these boys are on fire tonight.â
The announcerâs voice booms throughout the gymnasium, intertwining with the cheers of the crowd. They all sound like the buzzing of a bee in Jacobâs ears, but thatâs a good thing. It pricks at his skin, lighting it on fire and getting his morale going.
The team just needed one more point and they would win this set, sending them on their way to the championship game. This would be the first time in IST history that their boysâ volleyball team would make it this far, and that was all thanks to Jacob becoming captain for his senior year.
Their coach calls for a quick time out, giving Jacob a moment of reprieve before his final serve of the game. He wipes away the sweat on his forehead, shaking the front of his jersey to air it out and cool him down a little. The teamâs manager passes him a water bottle. He loves the adrenaline rush that courses through his veins when heâs on the court. Itâs unlike any other feeling heâs ever felt in his life.
âAlright, Bae. Youâve got this, right?â Jacobâs coach gives him a pointed look.
âOf course, Coach. Thereâs no way in hell that weâre losing this game tonight.â He gives him a firm nod, lips curled into a confident smile. There wasnât a chance that Jacob Bae would go down without a fight. He was securing that championship seat whether anyone liked it or not.
The team heads back out and a referee hands Jacob the volleyball. He blows a raspberry, twirling the ball on his fingertips while waiting for the whistle. As soon as he hears it, he takes a couple steps back. A breeze cuts through his hair when he runs, executing his infamous jump serve with practiced ease. The ball flies past the players of the other team, hitting the court just in front of the line.
His teammates are yelling and throttling his body around before he even realizes that theyâve won. Some of them are riling up the crowd, others are on their knees crying tears of joy. He was anticipating this outcome, but for some reason heâs still shell shocked. Everything around him is static and white noise.
âHoly shit, Jacob. I canât believe you did that,â Kim Mingyu, the teamâs star middle blocker, slaps him on the back. Heâs also drenched in sweat, patting his face with a towel.
âYou and me both, to be completely honest.â Jacob laughs a bit, collecting his things so he can head to the locker room.
Heâs slightly grateful that tonightâs game ended a little early, giving him enough time to get ready before the Tau Beta Zeta party. He wasnât even that big of a party person. He only went to provide moral support for his friends who happened to all be in the fraternity. Most people would even go as far as assuming he was also in it considering how often he was spotted at that house, but that couldnât be further from the truth. He actually thought fraternities were dumb. In his eyes, they held no purpose.
A bunch of guys living together under the guise of brotherhood when in reality they spent most of their time partying was just stupid. You could do that without the fancy titles or the expected respect from fellow students. He loved his friends, truly, but he didnât understand the hype.
Jacob showers quickly and changes into a hoodie and some baggy jeans. He ruffles his hair in front of a mirror, grabbing his backpack and swinging it over his shoulder. As heâs preparing to leave, someone calls out to him.
âYo, Cobie! Are you going to the TBZ party?â
He spins around to find the source, learning it belongs to Jeong Jaehyun. The setter nods, pulling his hood over his head. âLike I always do. Why?â
âI heard through the grapevine that Haeun was going with some friends. I just thought Iâd warn you,â he squeezes the shoulder that isnât hoisting his backpack. âI figured youâd want to take things chill this next week with the championship game on Friday.â
Jacob hums in response and Jaehyun takes that as his cue to be on his way. Of course this would be his luck. Just as he thinks life is getting easier for him, something has to come and throw a curveball at him. This something happened to be his ex-girlfriend, whoâd done nothing but terrorize Jacob while they were together. Imagine the most toxic, vile person in the world, then dress her in Jimmy Choo sandals and a designer handbag. That was Haeun.
The only logical reason for her to attend the TBZ party was because his friends were still trying to rack up their numbers. He wouldnât put it past them if that meant acquiring any and every student on campus. After tonight they would find out who won the stupid competition between them and the KAT sorority, hopefully putting a pin in their godforsaken rivalry once and for all. The winner determined if he was even going to the big end of semester party or not.
Jacob sighs, heading out so he can help out his friends in any way he can. Now that heâs been cursed with the knowledge that he might run into his ex, heâs half tempted to just ditch the whole thing. (He wonât, but the idea is flirting with him.) Theyâve been broken up for well over a year now, but somehow she always manages to worm her way back and make him miserable. Quite frankly, heâs tired of it.
When Jacob arrives at the Tau Beta Zeta house, his friends are all over the place. Sangyeon is typing away on his phone, pacing back and forth in the living room. The action from the calm and collected fraternity president makes him kind of nervous. He escapes into the kitchen where Sunwoo and Eric are putting away all of the alcohol. Kevin and Chanhee are complaining about God knows what to each other, and he can faintly hear Hyunjae and Haknyeon upstairs. His juniors start clapping and hollering as soon as they see him enter.
âWoah woah woah, weâve got a celebrity on our hands guys.â Eric jokes, dapping up the older male.
âCongrats, Cobie,â Sunwoo joins in, fist bumping his senior and handing him a beer bottle. âDo you think youâre gonna win next week?â
âI sure hope so,â Jacob snorts, uncapping the bottle with the opener on the fridge. âI didnât bring us all this way for nothing.â
Nothing super eventful happens after that, just the guys setting up for the party. Theyâre projecting that this is the one that secures their victory for the competition. Jacob really couldnât care less, sitting himself on the couch and scrolling through his phone as he nurses his beer. They all maneuver around him, setting up speakers here, lights there. Itâs all pointless in his eyes.
When the party has finally started and the house is packed with partygoers, Jacob hasnât budged from his spot. The only reason he has a fresh beer is because Eric grabbed one for him in passing. This was what he subjected himself to for hours on end every Friday night. His ass cemented to one of the sofas in the living room and his phone being his main source of entertainment.
Itâs as youâre exiting the kitchen with your friends that you notice him. You laugh into your drink at the boredom written all over his face. His extremely handsome face. His hair falls into his eyes and slightly obstructs his vision, but that just accelerates the beating of your heart. You donât know what it is, but thereâs something about him that makes you want to learn his name and everything there is about him.
âY/N, have you found a nice boy to give you a fun time before hell week?â Haeun asks you, running perfectly manicured fingernails through her hair. âThatâs the whole point of being here, isnât it?â
You didnât want to tag along, honestly. You were content with staying in tonight and studying for your A&PII exam. You only agreed to get Haeun off your back, because you were well aware of how annoying she could get when she didnât get what she wanted. She gave the KAT sorority president a run for her money sometimes.
âUh, no. Iâll just see where the night takes me,â you shrug, keeping a poker face so she doesnât see who youâre already ogling.
Knowing her, she would make it difficult for you. She would torture you and tease you relentlessly because that was just who she was. Haeun wasnât satisfied unless she felt good about herself. You didnât know why you were still friends with her. Maybe it was because she was one of the first people who sought you out after your transfer to IST. Maybe it was because you were afraid of being blacklisted by practically every other student if you dropped her. Her power was insane.
âBoring,â she drags out the vowels, rolling her eyes. âIâm gonna see if Cha Eunwoo is here yet.â
You watch as she disappears into the sardine-packed house, looking for the senior. Your other friend, Minjee, just sighs once the dictator is out of earshotâ which isnât even that far considering how loud the music is. She turns to you with a weak smile.
âDonât let her ruin anything for you. Just go enjoy yourself before she does.â
You donât need to be told a second time, chugging the contents of your red solo cup for some liquid courage. Your mission was simple; be ten times more fun than the party itself. That would surely catch Couch Boyâs attention. It wasnât like the Tau Beta Zeta guys didnât put all their effort into throwing the craziest parties at the school, but clearly this dude wasnât for it.
Your feet carry you over to the living room, your teeth chewing on your lip nervously. Youâd never hit on someone before, let alone at a party. The scariest part was the potential rejection in front of hundreds of your peers. But it was okay! You could do this. You think.
âHi.â
The word leaves your mouth without your brain even registering it, eyes wide like youâd just done something wrong. He looks up from his phone, mirroring your expression. His tongue darts out to swipe across his bottom lip and then heâs scooting over to make room for you.
âHi,â he says after a few seconds.
âIâm Y/n,â you extend your hand awkwardly, but he takes it, shaking it with a firm grip that has you crossing your legs. âIâ uhâ this is kinda weird, but umâ I saw you from over there and thought you were cute.â
You swallow thickly, tucking some hair behind your ear. How did Haeun do this on the regular? He smiles at your fumbling and oh God, you think you might pass out from how attractive he is. You donât have much alcohol in your system and youâre starting to regret how sober you are.
âIâm Jacob,â he rests an arm on the back of the couch. âThanks for coming up to me. I wouldâve missed your pretty face otherwise.â
Is he flirting with you? Holy shit, heâs flirting with you.
âDo you come to Tau Beta Zeta parties often?â You ask to continue the conversation. He nods.
âI practically live here,â Jacob laughs, eyes crinkling at the corners. âHow about you, Y/N? What are you studying?â
Oh, so he was one of the members. You wouldnât have guessed with how disinterested he seemed at his own party. It takes you a moment to realize heâs shifted the focus onto you, scanning your features for a response. You purse your lips.
âNot really. Iâm more of a homebody. Iâm only here to let loose before finals. I actually just transferred to IST U this semester for the exceptional Pre-Med department. Iâm still sorta navigating my way around and meeting people.â
So thatâs why heâs never seen you on campus. Youâre completely new to the school and youâre in a completely different department than he is. Nonetheless, youâre really cute and Jacob hasnât put himself out there since breaking up with Haeun. Heâs been so concentrated on maintaining his grades and putting in the work for volleyball, he hasnât even had the time to. But now that finals and the championship game are all next week, he supposes he can allot some just this onceâŠ
âHow are you liking it here so far?â He asks you genuinely. It winds you a little. Youâve never had someone actually care about what you had to say or show interest in you. Even at your old school, no one batted an eye at you. You doubt anyone knew you transferred.
âThe campus itself is beautiful. Itâs a lot bigger than my previous one. And so far, everyoneâs been nothing but kind to me. I wish I wouldâve gone with my gut and came here straight out of high school.â You pick at a thread on your skirt.
âWe all live and we all learn, thatâs a part of life,â Jacob shrugs, nudging your leg with his foot. âWould you like to grab another drink with me?â
âYeah, that would be great, actually.â You both stand from the couch.
Since sitting with him, the party has grown in size. Fellow students filled every available corner of the house, nearly standing body to body in order to fit everyone in the building. The amount of attendees should be a fire hazard, honestly. Jacob laces your fingers together so he doesnât lose you in the mass of people blocking the path to the kitchen. Thereâs a game of Rage Cage going on where thereâs usually a round of beer pong and it looks like this one guy is about to die with how many empty cups are in front of him.
âWhat are you drinking?â Jacob turns to you once youâve reached the alcohol table. You shake your head.
âSurprise me.â
âYouâre playing Russian Roulette here, Y/N,â his lips curl up into a devious smile that most people would run away from, especially when itâs on the face of a stranger. âYouâre really trusting me with your life right now.â
Luckily, youâve always been into that type of thing. Nice guys who looked like they could give you an unforgettable night. And in the short period youâve known Jacob, he appeared to be just that. All you can do is nip at your lower lip, the fleet of a smile gracing his sight.
He passes you a cup and gestures for you to taste his concoction. It burns the course of your throat, but doesnât remind you of straight battery acid. You give him a thumbs up of approval and he cheers, fist bumping the air. You giggle at his reaction. Perhaps stepping out of your comfort zone was the best decision youâve made all night. He knocks his own cup against yours and takes a swig, wincing.
âI mightâve made mine just a bit stronger than usual,â his voice is hoarse and you canât help but laugh a little harder. âI put all of my expertise into yours.â
âItâs good to know youâre a gentleman and youâre not trying to get me drunk on purpose,â you tease, sipping at the beverage gingerly. âHowever, that does mean youâll need to be flashier in your attempts to woo me. I have very high standards.â
Jacobâs smile widens, his teeth peeking from behind his lips. The expression makes you lightheaded. It should be a crime to look as good as he does, without even trying either. âI donât know⊠All Iâm hearing is that you want me to woo youâŠâ
Heâs caught you red-handed, but it isnât like you were doing much to conceal that fact. Youâd like to think you were being very obvious with your intentions on purpose. You glance up at him from the rim of your cup, your lower back leaning on the counter. âMaybe I do⊠Are you opposed to that, Jacob?â
He takes a step closer to you, and then another until he has you caged between him and the kitchen counter. Really, he couldnât give any less of a fuck about the clusters of people nearby. When Jacob Bae had a goal in mind, he made damn sure to work for it. His volleyball career could attest to that. His drink slides across the surface, spilling a little on the back of his hand. He leans down to your ear. âNot at all. But I donât think youâll be able to handle what happens when I succeed.â
You feel your cheeks warm, your throat drying, and itâs not because of the effects from the alcohol youâve just consumed. Youâve known this guy, what, thirty minutes max? And he was already figuring out exactly what it took to get your gears grinding? What a quick fucking leaner. He knows heâs won, too, if the way youâve gone cotton-mouthed is anything to go by. The ghost of a grin brushes the shell of your ear and it requires the entirety of your strength not to pounce on this stranger in the middle of this goddamn party.
âEverybody who isnât Tau Beta Zeta, get the fuck out! Someone called the cops!â
A record scratch-like halt puts a pin in the moment, forcing Jacob to step away from you with a groan. This would be just your luck, wouldnât it? You found a ânice boy to give you a fun time before hell weekâ and then this stupid party gets raided. Itâs annoying, actually. Aggravating, even. Your lips unconsciously form pout out of disappointment and Jacob feels a piece of himself die along with it.
âShit, you gotta get out of here before they show up and start dragging people out,â he runs a hand through his hair with a hiss.
If it had been a minute earlier, you wouldâve fallen to your knees by now. Unfortunately, that was not the case. You needed to find Haeun and Minjee. You do a quick 180° in hopes of spotting either of them.
âYeah, I need to find myââ You interrupt yourself when you see the former of the two stomping towards you with an indistinguishable look in her eye. ââFriendsâŠâ
âLetâs go, Y/N,â her tone is snappy and she glances over at Jacob for a brief moment. You donât have time to realize whatâs happening until her petite fingers are wrapping around your wrist, hauling you out of the kitchen. A yelp escapes your lips as you turn to wave to your⊠whatever he is to you now.
Initially, you assumed she was just ticked off by the whole cop call thing. At least, that made sense if sheâd gotten anywhere with that Cha Eunwoo guy she had been talking about all day leading up to the party. But then Minjeeâs driving you back your apartment and sheâs whipping around in the passenger seat to give you the nastiest glare youâve ever been on the receiving end of.
âWhat the hell is your problem?â She looks two seconds away from bursting a vein in her forehead.
âWhâ huh?â Youâre thoroughly confused. What the fuck did you do to her?
âWhy were you talking to Jacob Bae? You do know thatâs my ex, right?â Her gaze has softened, but could still very much kill you if she wanted to. The wrath of Lee Haeun was more terrifying than that of any horror movie villain to ever exist.
No.
No no no no. The world stops on its axis and itâs like youâve been told your favorite song was written about a used tissue. You donât hear anything else she says, feeling like you just had ear muffs placed over your head. This isnât fair. The universe officially hated you. You were number one on the list of people who deserved the worst possible fate, your name underlined twice with red ink and a star beside it.
You really didnât have it in you to care about what Haeun thought. If this was the reason you were finally given to stop talking to her, then so be it. What you were worried about was Jacob hating you. He clearly saw that you were friends. Why would he want to pursue anything with one of his exâs friends? Any sane person would avoid that situation if they could.
Despite not knowing that it was Jacob specifically, you knew the details of their breakup and why things ended so messily. It made sense that she was an authoritarian even in her relationships. That was just in her nature. If she didnât control every aspect of her life, she would lose her mind. Normally you wouldnât have batted an eye at that, not nearly enough energy in you to deal with that level of bossiness. But it was starting to bleed into your personal life. And that was a line you werenât so willing to let her cross.
You could only pray that this was fixable.

Finals week passes by in a breeze, and before he knows it, Jacob is on the court for the championship game. Thereâs a different aura to him than there usually is when it comes to his volleyball games. He feels ten times more determined. (He would never admit to anyone that itâs because heâs hoping heâll see you at the end of semester party tonight.)
He actually really enjoyed your presence and your personality. The rate at which his heart beat around you was something he hadnât felt in a while and it was nice. He liked those little butterflies that came with the start of something new. He liked the jitters and the giggles and everything in between. It reminded him that there was still youth, there was still excitement in his life.
Sure, it was kind of weird that you were friends with his ex-girlfriend. The same ex-girlfriend that he couldnât stand being in the same room as for more than five minutes at a time. But from your reaction to her dragging you away, Jacob thinks that you didnât know about him and Haeun. If you did, you wouldnât have gone up to him in the first place. Unless you knew and just didnât care, then he didnât care either. Itâs not like he ever plans to allow Haeun to resurface and sink her nails back into him. Thatâs one mistake heâll never make again.
Before he knows it, heâs swapping back into the game. He rolls his neck and pops his fingers, getting into position to receive this next serve. Even with this fire lit underneath him, both teams are neck and neck. With every point that IST scored, the opposing team would just catch back up without breaking a sweat. If Jacob wasnât captain and wasnât used to being so calm and collected during matches, heâd probably start getting as pissed as Kim Mingyu looks right now.
The referee blows his whistle and the ball is over the net. Jeon Jungkook, the teamâs libero, dives for it, the volleyball bouncing off the back of his hand and back up into the air. Itâs currently the fourth set and IST has two under their belt. They needed to win this one lest they wanted to go into the fifth. Everyone is on edge, but wonât stop at nothing that isnât victory. Jacob shifts to set the ball to Jaehyun, who swings his arm back and spikes it to the other side of the court.
One of their players receives it with ease, and theyâre back to square one. Thereâs that back and forth of both teams setting and spiking, only for the other to receive and send it back over. Jacob feels like this game is never gonna end, especially with how agile their libero is and how in tune he is with their setter. But then he makes eye contact with Lee Seokmin, an opposite hitter whoâs proven time and time again that heâll go wherever Jacob needs him to, do whatever Jacob wants him to. And thatâs exactly what he does.
Mingyu bumps the ball towards the net and just when they think Jacobâs going to set it, he swaps places with Seokmin. The hitter gets beneath the volleyball and pushes it off the tip of his fingers, watching as Jacob perfectly times his jump to smack it with the palm of his hand. Itâs something the two had only ever practiced a handful of times, but knew it would come in handy when everything was right. The entire interaction is flawless, and the captainâs spike lands, scoring that final point that IST needed to win the set and the game.
Just like the previous game, Jacob doesnât even register the roaring cheers from everyone around him until theyâre throwing him and Seokmin up like they themselves were volleyballs. The team is going insane, hyping up the crowd and running around the court like children. A sense of pride swells in Jacobâs chest, a crinkly-eyed smile nestling on his face like the fondness of a father.
They continue the joy-train all the way into the locker room. Jacob showers and throws on some gray cargo pants, pairing them with a black half-zip jacket. Most of the team was going to the end of semester party tonight, treating it as a post-celebratory reward for their big win. It was still so surreal for the captain. All of the pressure that had been riding on him the entire season, the strive for being someone bigger than himself. Heâs grateful it paid off.
Meanwhile, you were damn near ripping your hair out, nerves eating away at the edges of your stomach like you were with the skin around your nails. After a taxing week of final exams and the anxiety of wanting to see Jacob Bae again to clear any bad air, you found yourself at the TBZ end of semester party along with Haeun and Minjee. You were thankful that your life was intact, Haeunâs irritation simmering into something a lot more bearable.
Though just a smidge pissed off that you didnât do your research, she wasnât as mad about the whole break of girl-code incident. She got off of your back a little too easily, though, so you were still waiting for another strike. You couldnât help but feel as if she was planning another form of action.
Youâd been at this party for at least an hour, and the attendance was double that of last weekâs. They werenât kidding when they said this was the party of all parties at IST University. You were starting to think that maybe Jacob really was going to avoid you like you were the Black Plague or equivalent. Why else would he not be at one of his own parties? Wasnât it, like, a requirement for fraternity members to make an appearance at the things they hosted?
Being friends with Haeun really screwed everything up for you. Not only did you have to sleep with one eye open, but also keep your distance from just about every male on campus out of fear that she fucked with them, too. Why did it have to be Jacob Bae? Why couldnât it have been someone more douchey, more up her alley? He was way too sweet, way too cute for someone of her kind. He deserved someone that could hand him the world. (Not that you were insinuating that it was you, but even you knew you were a better person than Lee Haeun.)
And as if a higher being truly existed, your prayers are answered in the form of Jacob Bae walking through the front door. A gaggle of partygoers surround him and the group of guys heâs with, including some of the fraternity brothers. You faintly hear whoops and hollers over the near deafening music, everyone patting them on their backs. Most of the attention is on Jacob and his gorgeous smile, though.
âIST Uâs pride and joy! National volleyball champion, Jacob-fucking-Bae,â Lee Hyunjae wolf-whistles, shaking him around like he was maraca.
Jacob laughs, looking down at the floor to shy away from all of the eyes on him. Heâs glad everybody is pleased with his accomplishment, but really all he wants to do is find you. Heâs still not 100% sure youâre even here, but he has high hopes that maybe you were into him as much as he was with you. Now that heâs free of both volleyball and schoolwork for a while, he can take his time getting to know you better.
You psych yourself up to go over to him once his audience has parted and gone back to whatever it was they were doing prior to his arrival. A grimace consumes your features as you knock back the cup of jungle juice in your hand, blowing a raspberry. Minjee gives you a smile of encouragement, like she knows exactly what youâre about to do.
However, someone beats you to it. You watch with bated breath as Haeun flips her hair over her shoulder, her heels clicking on the wooden floor all the way up to Jacob. The sight of another girl talking to the guy youâre interested in has never made you as ill as it does right now, her glossy lips pouted and her hands clasped behind her back.
âHeard about the big win, Jakey,â she smiles almost evilly, calling him by a nickname that he hasnât been called in months. âWanna claim your prize?â
Jacob knows what sheâs doing. Itâs obvious. Haeun saw the two of you together last week and now sheâs pretending that she gives a shit just so she can feel like sheâs the one in control. Heâs seen this scene too many times to fall for it. He pokes his cheek with his tongue, hands shoving into the front pocket of his jacket.
âDonât you have someone else that you can bother, tonight? Iâm spoken for.â He shrugs, stepping around her. Okay, so perhaps youâd only had one conversation together. That was enough for him. He doesnât have to search far or wide for you, a grin replacing his deadpan once he sees your face. âHi.â
âH-Hi,â your voice comes out unsteady. âIâ uhâ whâ well, I kinda thought you were avoiding me.â
His eyebrows quirks up. âWhy would I do that?â
âBecause Iâm friends with your tyrant of an ex-girlfriend and Iâm a horrible person for still wanting you,â you begin to ramble, playing with a strand of your hair. âAnd then you werenât here.â
Jacob laughs, pushing your hand down and tucking the same piece behind your ear. âI donât really care that youâre friends with Haeun. Honestly, no oneâs ever *really friends with her. Itâs hard to stand a person whoâs that insufferable. And Iâm on the volleyball team. Tonight was the championship game, which is why I was late.â
âSo you donât hate me and want me to die?â
âI could never.â He shakes his head, taking one of your hands into his.
âIf thatâs the case, then can you show me how to properly enjoy a frat party?â You trace patterns on his palm.
âIâll be so real with you, Y/N, even *I donât know how to do that,â he snorts. âIâm not a Tau Beta Zeta member, so I guess that explains it.â
âWoah what?â You gape at him. âThis entire time I thought you wereâŠâ
âNah, Iâm just friends with all of the guys here. I might as well be, but Iâm not. Frats are stupid to me,â Jacob leads you out of the living room and into the kitchen to get himself a drink. âThough, I donât think theyâre that bad anymore.â
As heâs reaching for an empty cup, a thought crosses your mind. Itâs bold, but you donât have the willpower to force it away. âYou know, you didnât get to show me what would happen if you succeeded in sweeping me off of my feet.â
He pauses what heâs doing, turning to glance at you over his shoulder with dark eyes. Are you saying what he thinks youâre saying?
âAnd somethingâs telling me you were extremely successful.â
*Fuck the drink, Jacob thinks to himself, dropping the cup in favor of whisking you away. He pulls you into the nearest empty room, which happens to be the downstairs bathroom. From one second to the next, youâre pinned to the door, both of your wrists firm in his grip. Heâs so close that his nose nudges yours, lips only a hairâs breadth from your own.
âShouldâve known you were dangerous from the get go,â he breathes, the distance between you driving you crazy. âYou have no idea what youâre getting yourself into.â
A gasp escapes you, your eyelids fluttering shut. This was pure insanity. Before you can complain about the lack of contact, Jacobâs mouth is on yours, lips moving against yours so skillfully and so roughly. He takes your wrists into one hand, holding them above your head while the other slips beneath your top. His fingertips burn into your skin and you donât hold back the whine that sneaks out from your chest.
You pull back for air, sighing when his kiss travels down your neck and focuses on your collarbone. Itâs not enough, you need to feel him everywhere. Your pulse is racing and youâre sure he can feel it when he leaves a trail of nibbles and kisses along your jawline. They travel south, paving their path on whatâs visible of your jugular and sternum.
Thereâs a haste of fingers roaming and lips exploring. This was uncharted territory for, seeing as you hadnât been in a situation like this since moving schools. If there was anyone you wanted to get down and dirty with in the bathroom of a frat party, it was Jacob Bae. His free hand wanders under your skirt, a knuckle running along your clothed, but damp, slit. You both hiss.
âAlready so wet for me?â He asks you smugly, the curve of his smile carved into the space where your ear meets your neck. You donât have the patience to power through any teasing.
âNeed you so bad, Jacob,â you donât like the pitchiness of your voice, or how youâre pretty much begging right now. âWanna skip the foreplay.â
Jacob grins almost wickedly, kissing the tip of your nose. âSo ready and so eager for me. Your wish is my command, sweetheart.â
He doesnât waste any time getting you out of your clothes, starting with your top and then shoving your skirt past your thighs. You kick it off and move to help him. His jacket comes off in one fluid motion, giving you the perfect display of his muscular back and toned abdomen. All of years of volleyball came to fruition in the form of his godlike sculpted body.
You drag a nail through the valley of his abs, unbuttoning his cargoes and palming him through his underwear. He curses under his breath, forehead falling to your shoulder. You may very well be the death of him, he decides. When heâs finally had enough, he swats your hand away, removing the briefs so he can give you what you so graciously asked for. He pumps his length a couple times before guiding the tip to your entrance.
Jacob hooks one of your legs around his waist, pushing your panties to the side so he can slip into you carefully. You donât even stop the moan that breaches your vocal cords, back arching off of the door and your chest pushing into his. The stretch burns slightly, but not nearly enough to interrupt the pleasure coursing throughout your body. Thereâs a fire in the pit of your stomach that he fans the flames of the deeper he sinks into you, lips imprinted into the skin of your neck.
His fingers burn the skin of your thigh where he holds it up, slowly pressing his cock into cunt and sliding out as soon as he bottoms out. Youâre dizzy, so dizzy that stars have begun to form behind your eyelids and heâs only just started. He rocks into you at a meticulous pace, the blunt nails of his other hand digging into your hip to keep himself composed.
He wants to take his time with you first. He wants you to feel every ridge and vein of his cock as your walls squeeze him in. He wants the feeling of the two of you connected to be engraved into your brain, a memory that nothing could erase even if it tried. Your head knocks against the door when you crane it to give him more access to the column of your throat, whining when he sucks marks into the surface.
âF-Fuck, Jacob,â you whimper. âFeelâ godâ feel so, so stuffed.â
You practically hiccup your words, overstimulated with everything thatâs going on at once. Itâs too much. The way he nips at your skin. The way he groans every time you clench around him. The way heâs *buried into you like you were the only source of warmth heâll ever get. Itâs too much, but it feels fucking fantastic.
âYeah, baby? Am I fucking you good? Giving it to you like no one else can?â He exerts himself, his lips slipping on the thin sheen of sweat coating your bodies. All you can do is moan again, bucking your hips into his to minimize the gap between you as much as physically possible.
His cock is just the right balance of girth and length, filling you up and hitting the spots you need him to. Your sanity falls through the cracks with every click of his hips into yours. He *is fucking you good. He *is giving it to you like no one else can. It didnât even take him long to figure out what you liked, using that knowledge to his advantage so he could ravage you.
Youâre too lost in the pleasure to notice the coil in your stomach curling to the point of snapping. With each ram of his dick in your pussy, he winds you up more and more until it breaks in half. You see nothing but white for a few seconds, spots of various colors bleeding into it. A sound so far away from you bursts out from its home in the back of your throat. Your orgasm coaxes out his, painting your walls with milky ropes and a moan of his own.
The two of you pant breathlessly, lips brushing as you attempt to calm down. Jacob pinches your side, kissing you once before pulling out and letting go of your hip. âDo you have the energy to give me one more? I donât think Iâm finished with you just yet.â
You let out a guttural groan, nodding and colliding your mouths in another desperate kiss. Your fingers run through the strands of his hair, tugging at the nape of his neck as he transfers you to sink. He spins you around, bending you over the counter and pecking your shoulder as he eases his cock back into the velvet of your pussy.
Youâre both still sensitive, sighing at the feeling of a second intrusion. He grips your hip and presses down on your lower back just as he speeds up the pacing of his thrusts. Instinctively, you hike up a knee onto the counter, wanting him even deeper and even harder than previously. Heat pools in that same spot at the base of your abdomen, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes.
âLook in the mirror, sweetheart,â he grunts, throwing his head back and tightening his grasp on your waist. âWant you to watch me fuck you stupid.â
You wail, eyes heavy lidded as you witness Jacob plowing into you from behind. It hurts, the fact that you canât even convey into sounds how amazing it feels. Theyâre all trapped in your chest and throat, begging to be set free. You wish they could bounce off of the walls, reverberating in your ears. Your cheeks are wet from the tears that have spilled over. You look like a mess with your makeup smeared and your face puffy. Anyone who saw you after this would know exactly what went down in this bathroom.
Jacob doesnât slow his assault, instead hovering over and trapping you beneath his broad frame. He drills into you deeper, harder, fasterâ and oh god you donât want him to stop. You think heâs making good on his word, fucking you so insanely stupid that not a single thought occupies your mind. All there is, is Jacob Bae and the deliciousness of his cock wedging itself further into your cunt like he wants to live there.
âYouâre taking me so well, baby. So so well,â he coos, your back curving into his chest.
Your elbows might give out from supporting your weight and now Jacobâs too, especially with how empty your head is. You donât really have the consciousness to keep yourself up. Itâs at the point where the mirror has started to fog, a blurry image of him abusing your pussy in your line of sight.
He knows youâre on the brink of an orgasm, your walls spasming slightly in warning. He pulls out enough to flip you onto your back, pushing in and resuming where he left off. His thumb sneaks down to your clit, rubbing in precise circles with precise pressure. Despite there being no mirror covered in steam in the shape of your bodies in front of you, your vision is still hazy. You can barely see the expressions Jacob makes, his brows knitting together and lower lip between his teeth.
You pull him down to connect your mouths, whining into him as he continues to fuck into you like there wasnât a whole party still going on on the side of the door. Your knees are folded to your chest, allowing his cock to kiss all the way inside of you. âIâmâ fuckâ so close, Cobie.â
âCâmon, baby, you can cum for me,â he goads, applying more pressure to the shape heâs drawing on your clit.
One particularly timed thrust and the bumping of his pelvic bone on the sensitive bundle of nerves tips you off of your peak. Your climax washes over you, tidal waves of pleasure cresting at full force. You moan loudly, the rippling of your walls triggering Jacobâs own release.
He pulls out gently, for the final time. His chest rises and falls rapidly, in sync with yours. Youâre both exhausted, spent from going at it like jackrabbitsâ as if youâd never get the chance to do it again. You meet eyes and then burst into laughter, your hands coming up to cup his cheeks.
âThat was⊠WowâŠâ You breathe, moving some of his hair from obstructing his eyesight.
âI always follow through with my promises, you know,â he wraps his arms around your waist. âSo, what do I get now that Iâve wooed you?â
You press the hints of a kiss to his lips. âAn exclusive all-access pass to me, my phone number, and the rights to ask me out on a date whenever you please.â
Jacob smiles that crinkle eye smile of his, knowing full well that he plans on cashing all three of those right now. He may have not been the biggest fan of fraternities or their parties, but he sure as hell loved them at this moment in time.
He thinks he was a winner in more ways than one that night.

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You should do like a writing where reader is a bad b like Sabrina carpenter and Gojo is just crushing on her you can make it smut if you want
AM I HEARINGGGGG POPSTAR!READER X FANBOY!GOJO HELLAURRRR đđ Wait because my Tony brain is Brainingâą đ§

#oooo imagine him all down bad and swooning#going to all your concerts and ugly crying dhdjkdhj#anon#tonytalks
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we need to be moots, I love your fics so much >< and you just seem like a really fun person tbh ă
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hellaurrrr! um, first of all, thanks for the compliment! and, iâm glad you like my brain rotting thoughts đ lastly, OMG URE GONNA BE MY FIRST MOOT??? i think so! ( â§áâŠ)
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FRAUD SNEAK PEAK SPOILERS .!.!.!.!!!!
FRAUD CRUAD OH MY GOD WTF IS THAT ANGEL ENEMY HELLAURRRR AND WHAT WAS THAT ENDING QUESTION MARK ? DID V1 JUST GO THRU A SCREEN or was that for special effects
dawg the angel enemy is literally just the album cover ?!?2!1?1?1!1??2?2 its so weird looking but i fw it if its meant to be a fake angel or something ALSO WOOOO IT LOOKS SO GOOD WHAT WAS THAT GIANT AREA
also this shit is NOT white and gold like ppl thought LMAOOO what the fuckckck ..!.!.!/?-?-!?
but anyway YEAAAHHHHHH LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOO




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hey lol..... I saw you relogged the "do you have a crush on me post" haha lol...... I know it was a joke....... But like.......... I've been head over heels for you for a couple of years.......... I have some of your stuff on printed on my wall and framed......... <3
????hellaurrrr????HEAD over HEELS????for years?????
PRINTED??? MY STUFF???
FRAMED????!?

Dearest anon......... this letter does not find me in good health. In fact, it finds me keeling over my keyboard and blushing like a virginal bride on her honeymoon....... Thank you and also why me?? But wow..... what an honour.... what joy.... who is this mysterious voice stirring my heart from across the screen.... Behold! A digital apparition, half circuit, half deity if you will đđâš
#wow anon i was NOT expecting this đ„șđ keep it is for you đ€Čđđ«#what have i done to deserve such praise WOW. i hope your day is beautiful and your night peaceful đ#darya answers#anon ask
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HEYYYY SUMMERRR

HELLAURRRR KOIâLANIIIII

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Ëâ hi koiâlani .á#hi breastie how r u#koiâlani-chan đŒ#I started thinking about that one kehlani song. yk the one HFHDJS#.đ„ summy answerz .á àčàŁ â
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Hellaur, when i was scrolling through your posts and found your bangchan dad bot, i fell in love with it. Could you do one with Lee know and another kind of story, please? Like, another begin chat thingy if u get it. (english isn't my first language, so it may be written badly)
hellaurrrr!! please don't worry about your english you explained it perfectly! I'm glad you enjoyed the dad Chan bot, I hope you like this one too! đ©”
Minho had always thought it would be adorable if your son, Jaemin, learnt to dance too. Even from his first step, your husband would guide Jaemin to the rhythm of whatever music he had playing, encouraging him to sway or feel the rhythm of the song. Onwards from there, you'd often receive cute videos of your 4 year old son Jaemin copying Minho, learning simplified yet full choreographies to his dad's songs.
Soon enough, the two of you were attending the first hip hop dance recital of Jaemin's, and you were incredibly excited to watch him perform on stage for the first time!
"I can't believe it, his first performance, he's grown so quickly," you practically vibrated in excitement, sat in the audience with your husband.
"He'll do great, even against that other dance troupe, he'll win over everyone," Minho squeezed your hand, the two of you waiting in anticipation until the lights went down and the bass reverberated around the room.
Out he came, that same cheeky smirk as Minho but the same hopeful eyes as you. He performed incredibly well, posing proudly before it came to the time where both dance troupes of mixed ages crossed over. It was slightly harder to see where Jaemin went as taller kids weaved in our as they moved past him, but you definitely saw when he was booted in the face by a kick from a member of the other troupe.
Immediately, the music was turned off and you and Minho rushed down the stairs of the small auditorium, calling out to your son. Hearing his sobs broke the hearts of the two of you.
"JaeJae, ok, ok, you're ok aegi," Minho hugged your son tightly.
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HELLAURRRR! I want these Heeseung photos and Sunghoon pics and Niki's pics as well as wallpapers please!, Thank you!







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hellaurrrr sir mind if i change your bandages???
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hellaurrrr captinnnn

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THEREâS NO ESCAPE (YOUâVE TAKEN TENURE IN MY HEART)



PAIRING jacob bae x f!reader
WORD COUNT 3.38k
GENRES fluff ïčangst ïčsmut
WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, mature language, mentions of toxic relationships. mentions of cheating, mentions of psycho girlfriends đ, cobie being the most caring loving individual in the world, semi-public sex, car sex, little bit of manhandling, lots of desperation, little bit of nipple play, some dry humping tbh, no foreplay bc we ball like steph curry, unprotected sex (BE SAFE1!!11!!), marking đčđčđč, um i lied⊠there is More than a Little manhandling, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, creampie lol, jacob is kind of insatiable, the end is cute
SUMMARY only jacob would tell you heâd just broken up with his girlfriend and comfort you rather than seek comfort for himself. only jacob could know exactly what you wanted and needed, more than you knew yourself.
MORE HELLAURRRR finally getting this bad boy out!! sheâs the (not so) calm before the storm aka the fic before fawntober starts LOLLL anyway! this was requested by my lovely dearest moni <3 i hope it was everything u hoped itâd be!! prompts used are: 14, 20 đȘ
PERM TAGLIST @winterchimez @maessseongs @itsbeeble
When people say youâll know when youâve met The One, theyâre lying. Theyâre lying straight through their teeth because they donât know what else to tell you. Maybe they feel sorry for you. Maybe thatâs what they were told when they were growing up. Whatever the reason may be, you knew it wasnât true.
How could it be true?
You thought your boyfriend was The One when you first started dating. He did everything right. He held open doors for you. He walked on the side of the sidewalk closest to the street. He held your hand so you wouldnât get lost in crowds. He learned what your favorite dishes were and brought them to you whenever you were stressed and needed comfort. He bought you flowers every time you went on a date, and sometimes even just because he felt like it. He was the perfect boyfriend.
Until he wasnât.
Youâd been together for three years now, and this past year had been a living hell. Youâre not sure what went wrong, but eventually all those doting behaviors came to an end. He stopped opening doors for you. He stopped walking on the side of the sidewalk closest to the street. He stopped holding your hand so you wouldnât get lost in the crowd. He stopped caring about your favorite dishes or when you needed comfort. He stopped buying you flowers because you stopped going on dates. He was no longer the perfect boyfriend.
You used to think he was The One because youâd been told that you would just know when you met him. And how could you not think he was The One after he did the textbook boyfriend things? But now you werenât so sure. After all, if he was truly The One, he wouldnât be treating you like you were a second option.
All of his attention seemed to be on work and going out with friends every weekend. It felt like he couldnât give two shits about you, or if you stayed up to wait for him when he didnât call. And perhaps it was your own fault. You let things get to this point and never spoke up. You bit your tongue when he mentioned heâd be working late, even if you knew there was no way his work required so much overtime.
The only reason you still stuck around was because you were complacent. You were scared of change. Despite everything about your relationship having changed since the beginning, it was still your relationship and leaving it would be a greater change. You couldnât help that you were a creature of habit.
It was kind of funny though, considering the fact that your best friend was going through the same exact thing.
Jacob and his girlfriend got together similarly around the time as you and your boyfriend. She was sweet when you first met her, everything Jacob wanted in a partner. He would occasionally boast to you about how caring and compassionate she was. He even swore he would marry her one day. He was also the textbook definition of a boyfriend, but he never stopped his actions. And yet somehow, she too switched up.
She became controlling and possessive, like any girl who breathed the same air as Jacob was trying to steal him away from her. She read his text messages, she knew his passwords, she knew his work and school schedule. She even knew nearly as much about you as he did.
You found this out after the two of you went out for lunch one day. He was so frustrated over the situation, but couldnât escape just like you. He was also afraid of the disruption to his life. Because she was pretty much stalking his phone activity, you planned a weekly hangout where youâd complain to each other about your respective relationships.
Tonight was one of those hangouts.
Youâd met up at a cute little family owned Italian restaurant for dinner, both of you worn out from your deteriorating relationships. But the sight of one another was almost enough to ease the weight on your shoulders, to fix every problem single-handedly.
The lighting inside the restaurant is dim, every table adorned with candles and slim vases with a daisy. You hadnât been here in years, the last time being when you and your boyfriend first started dating. It used to be one of your favorite spots to visit with Jacob, but you stopped coming together once youâd gotten into your own relationships. Being here with your boyfriend felt⊠off. So you never came back.
Sitting across the table from Jacob had your heart fluttering in your chest, a weird sensation youâd long forgotten. Despite the reoccurring thought about how attractive he looked tonight, you couldnât help but notice how dejected he looks. He hadnât said much, which was completely out of the ordinary. He always had something to say, always had a little quip prepared.
He pushes around the pasta on his plate, lips pursed as he does so. You let out a sigh, taking a sip of your wine and setting your fork down with a clack against the ceramic plate. âAre you okay?â
âHmm?â He glances up from his food, like heâd been checked out this whole time. âOh, yeah. Iâm fine.â
âNo youâre not, Cobie. Youâve been quiet since we got here and youâve hardly eaten,â you say pointedly, crossing your arms over your chest. âNow, whatâs up? Donât forget that I know you like the back of my hand.â
He lets out a small chuckle, leaning back in his seat. (You ignore the way the action has that previous fluttering travel down into your stomach.) âWell, I didnât really know how to bring this up, so I guess I was kinda in my head about that,â he turns his head away from you momentarily, wetting his lips before looking back at you. âI broke up with Kyunmi last night.â
You know your eyes are comically wide upon hearing this revelation, especially when Jacob has to bite his lip to prevent laughter. You definitely werenât expecting him to say *that*. Heâd shared with you numerous times that he didnât think he could break up with her, too afraid to risk her having a meltdown over it. You could only wonder what made him change his mind.
âIâm glad youâre⊠out of that situation now?â You form it more as a question, not sure if he considered this a good thing or not.
âThanks, N/N. I appreciate that,â he appears lighter now that heâs gotten it off his chest, indulging himself in his pasta finally. âIt was a difficult decision to make, but itâs for the better. I felt suffocated, you know?â
All you can do is nod, too familiar with that feeling yourself. Jacob Bae was a brave man for being able to find his way out of such a toxic relationship. You wished one day, you could gather the courage to do the same.
As the thought resonates with you, your phone rings, as if reading your mind. Your eyebrows furrow at the caller ID, confused why heâd be calling you right now. You mutter an apology to Jacob, excusing yourself from the table to talk outside. With a roll of your eyes, you answer the call.
âHello?â
âWhere the fuck are you?â
His harsh tone and loud voice directly in your ear has you flinching instinctively, wincing at how pissed off he sounds. âIâmâ umâ out.â
âObviously I fucking know that. Iâm asking where. Why arenât you home?â Okay, maybe you were just adding fuel to the fire.
âIâm having dinner with a friend,â you frown, kicking a pebble near your foot. âWhy do you care?â
âBecause Iâm home and I wanted to have dinner with my fucking girlfriend. Is that too much to ask for now?â His voice just keeps rising in volume. âAre you with that guy youâre friends with? Jacob, is it? Canât keep your goddamn legs closed for once?â
You feel like crying. Youâre humiliated. How could he think so lowly of you? After all the nights youâve spent staying awake until early hours of the morning, waiting for him to come home just to smell another girlâs perfume all over his collar. And he had the audacity to slut shame you? You feel the bile threatening to push from the back of your throat.
âFuck you,â you bark, wiping your runny nose with the heel of your palm. âIâve never once cheated on you, you fucking prick.â
âLikely story,â he scoffs. âYou better get your ass home before you make me angry, Y/N.â
âDonât talk to me that way. Iâm not your property. And Iâm sick and tired of being at your beck and call.â You think Jacobâs newfound freedom rubbed off on you, encouraging you to speak your mind. You couldnât keep holding in all the qualms you held with him. You couldnât keep quiet anymore.
You can hear him gasp slightly, as if heâs appalled by your sudden ability to speak up for yourself. But before he can get anything else out, you hang up and set your phone to Do Not Disturb, tossing it haphazardly into your purse.
Your hands are shaking and you feel the dampness on your cheeks. You didnât deserve to put up with this anymore, you deserved better. You wanted better. Being complacent was no longer sufficient for you. You attempt to make yourself look a bit more presentable, going back into the restaurant where youâre met with a concerned Jacob.
His brows are knitted together, forming an adorable crease in the center of his forehead. You almost reach across the table to smooth it out. The expression doesnât go away, in fact it stays put as you down the rest of the wine in your glass.
âWhat happened?â
The server comes back and refills your drink, which was probably not a very good idea, but you digress. You shake your head, nearly finishing what had just been poured for you. The influx of alcohol in your system makes your head feel a little fuzzy, but it feels so much better than the dull ache from earlier.
âEunho and I just had a fight. Iâm so done, Jacob. I can't do this anymore.â You run a hand through your hair, resting your elbows on the table and cradling your head in your hands.
His lips curl downward. He pulls out a few bills from his wallet, tucking them under his plate before he stands, outstretching his hand to you. âCâmon, letâs go.â
Youâre puzzled by his actions, but donât question him, lacing your fingers together and following him to his car. He plays music from your favorite artists and drives to nowhere in particular, doing his best to get the situation off your mind. You nearly burst into tears again, because only Jacob could be this kind to you. Only Jacob could take care of you this well.
Only Jacob would have a playlist of all your favorite music prepared on his phone specifically for the times you rode in his car. Only Jacob would tell you heâd just broken up with his girlfriend and comfort you rather than seek comfort for himself. Only Jacob could know exactly what you wanted and needed, more than you knew yourself.
And you feel stupid. Stupid for not seeing it sooner, for not realizing sooner. For not realizing that it shouldâve been Jacob all along. That it shouldâve been Jacob who youâd given the key for your heart to. It shouldâve been Jacob who laid in bed next to your every night, arms wrapped around your waist and breathing into the crook of your neck as you slept.
Because heâs always been this way. Heâs always put you first, doted on your every need. Before either of you got into relationships, when it was just the two of you, he treated you as his number one. He did everything right. He held open doors for you. He walked on the side of the sidewalk closest to the street. He held your hand so you wouldnât get lost in crowds. He learned what your favorite dishes were and brought them to you whenever you were stressed and needed comfort. He bought you flowers every time you hung out and sometimes even just because he felt like it.
Then you had to go and get a fucking boyfriend. And look where that got you.
âHey, hey,â Jacobâs voice cuts through your inner monologue, causing you to blink and snap back into reality. âWhy are you crying, sweetheart?â
Just great. You didnât even know you were fucking crying. Or that Jacob pulled the car over. You were parked in the furthest, emptiest corner of a parking lot, the closest light post meters away.
âI⊠donât know,â you answer, because truthfully, you donât. âI just feel like an idiot.â
âYouâre not an idiot, Y/N. Youâre one of the smartest people Iâve ever known. How could you ever think that about yourself?â He leans over the center console to swipe away some of your tears with his thumb.
âIt shouldâve been you all along, Cobie. I shouldâve picked you.â You blurt, again, because youâre an idiot. You never know when to open your mouth and apparently you never know when to shut it either.
Itâs silent for a few moments. You can hear your heart in your ears, pounding along with your pulse. You mightâve just royally screwed up your friendship too. But then you hear Jacobâs seat belt unbuckling and his upper half is folded over the center console completely, his lips finding yours.
Itâs a sweet kiss, desperate in a way that youâve never known Jacob to be, but you arenât complaining. You free yourself from your own seat belt, hand coming up to cup the side of his face. Of all outcomes you couldâve predicted for tonight, this was nowhere near that list. Your mouths move together in perfect synchrony, like they were meant to do this. It was as if you and Jacob had kissed a hundred times in the past and you were moving on pure instinct.
When you part to gasp for air, he grasps your hips roughly, pulling you into his lap. Part of you is surprised you didnât honk the horn with your ass, too preoccupied placing your lips on his again as he slides the seat all the way back. He bites and sucks on your bottom lip, tongue tangling with yours so messily you can feel the drool slipping down the side of your chin.
He grinds into you, fingers digging into your waist and bunching up your sundress. He trails his lips to your ear, nibbling the lobe as he whispers, âI could treat you so much better, baby. Let me treat you better.â
You canât halt the whine that pushes past your throat, knee hiking up slightly to feel how hard he is, pressed into the heat of your cunt only covered by the thin material of your panties. You wanted that so badly. You wanted Jacob to treat you like his pretty little princess, to spoil you and shower you with his love and affection.
âYour dress got a little dirty, how about we take it off?â He suggests, though the sight of you in the flowy piece of cloth is enough to have him orgasming on the spot. Instead of removing it completely, you help him pull the straps off your shoulders, exposing your bare chest. His thumb circles your sensitive nipples, tweaking them until youâre shivering and squirming above him.
âNeed you so bad, Cobie,â you whimper in the space between his collarbone and his neck. âWant you in me already, I canât wait.â
âSo impatient,â he chuckles, the sound rumbling underneath you as you claw at his pants to free him from its confines. âYou want me to fuck you? Want me to mark you up as mine so you know just how much better I am? Iâll ruin you for anyone else, baby. You wonât want anyone but me after this.â
âIs that a threat or a promise?â You raise an eyebrow, hovering your mouth over his and evening your voice as best you can. Jacob pokes his cheek with his tongue, his grip on your waist tightening. You groan at how attractive it is, rolling your hips experimentally in hopes it spurs him to get on with it.
âYouâre so fucking lucky I want you just as much, sweetheart,â he speaks against your lips, aiding you in your nth attempt to push down his pants. âBut just so you know, Iâm not holding myself back.â
âWouldnât dream of anything else.â You reach down to pull your underwear to the side.
Jacob doesnât even let you admire his cock before heâs thrusting up into you, lost in the pleasure as soon as itâs begun. You moan loudly, the noise reverberating around the car while he sheaths himself completely, your pelvises kissing like your mouths. He momentarily allows you to adjust to him, and then heâs driving in and out of your pussy as if it was a knife and butter.
Your cunt is so warm and wet, sucking him in so deliciously it clouds his judgment. His hold on your waist is bruising and he pounds into you unforgivingly, like heâs been waiting for this for years upon years. âFuck, you feel so good around me.â
âMmmmm,â you gasp when one of his hands tugs at your hair, baring your neck and chest to him. âJacob, youâre soâ Godâ youâre so deep.â
He starts to leave marks along the skin that shows, ensuring he stakes his claim in case your fuckass ex(?) tries to get you back. Jacob was far from insecure, he knew from the moment you followed him to his car that youâd choose him. But he wanted you to know he was serious, and if acting like your body was a canvas he was painting and copyrighting was the only way to prove that, then so be it.
âYeah?â he separates himself from your jugular with a pop, rubbing his nose against your own. âYou close yet?â
âMhm,â you whimper, nails dragging under his shirt and scratching up his abdomen. âNeed you to fuck me harder.â
âYour wish is my command,â his hands come under your thighs, bending his knees so he can plunge into you faster and deeper, the tip of his cock consistently nudging that sensitive spot inside of you.
He punctuates each thrust with a kiss to your lips, swallowing your pretty sounds. You feel the band in your stomach grow thinner and thinner, before it eventually just snaps. Your release coats Jacobâs dick, making it easier for him to slide in and out as he inches towards his own orgasm. You donât have the energy to move, your body spasming with overstimulation.
Jacobâs middle finger circles your clit, causing your walls to clench around him and finally trigger his ejaculation, the sensation provoking another one out of you. You wail as you cream on his cock, feeling your sticky cum trickling down your thighs. He slowly continues his thrusts until heâs brought you back down from your high, both of you wincing when he pulls out fully.
You both notice how fogged up the windows of his car are, eyes meeting instantaneously and the two of you bursting out into laughter, still half naked. He brushes your hair out of your face with a dreamy sigh. âI meant what I said, by the way.â
âHmm?â Your mouth forms a confused pout.
âAbout treating you better,â he clarifies. âYou deserve the world, my Y/N. I wanna be the one to give it to you.â
You sniffle, full on ugly crying when the weight of his words sink in. Jacob was all you ever needed and more. How could you say no?
âYou already have.â You say, no louder than a whisper, as if someone else could hear your confessions. He brings you closer to him, resting his chin on top of your head.
âGood,â he kisses your forehead. ââCause I donât plan on letting go.â
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