#help ahahhahaha

[ran-orimoto]

I DIDN’T WANT TO MAKE A JUNZUMI POST OF MINE END UP IN THE ZUTARA TAG?!?🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I’M SORRY, ZUTARA NATION

[redgearsmovin]

S1 - Sneeze and Thank you

[milkwaydreams]

*ended up writing more than I thought I would but let's go

MOM, I LOVE THEM😭

Their dramatic ass AHAHAHAHHA

Help, they share one single braincell and I LOVE IT AHAHHAHAHA

FAIFA GOT ME GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET, OMG, JUNIOR, OKAY, YOU GOT MY ATTENTION! JUST, LOOK AT HIM 😭😭😭😭

The kid going to their parents room after a nightmare:

Also, this episode confirms what I've mentioned before about Fai being friendly because he don't wanna be alone and it hurts me, I wanna give him a hug.

I feel his story will be a mix of him trying to "fix" Wine but Wine will end up healing things Fai didn't know was broken.

It gives me Rihanna's Stay vibes so much like "It's funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving"🎶

(I can associate songs too easily so, bear with me.)

Look, as a Sunshine person myself, let me tell you something, when we fall, we fall HARD. What Gun did through this whole episode, it's so well done. Shout out to Santa once again cause I could feel all the emotions right. You can see him trying to pretend but even the sunniest days can suddenly become a storm and you can't hide forever, it leaks. It's a weird feeling cause like, no one told us we need to be like that, but the joy to see other people safe, smiling and comfortable around us, that's fulfilling and makes us feel good so we keep on this pretending until it gets really ugly.

Gun breaking down with Fai every single time is really sweet cause it shows how comfortable Fai is. And he is also a sunshine person and a protector so it only makes Gun feel even more safe. Fai knows ALL the right words to say to everyone and it's just too perfect. Whoever wrote Faifa script, I love you. It's just so warm and Junior delivering the warmth so perfectly... Once again, Faifa proving to be the GREENEST FLAG TO EVER EXIST and I wanna cry cause it's too sweet and I'm afraid I'm falling in love for real😭😭😭😭

Yotha not knowing what love is makes so much sense cause like, he didn't got much love from his family. His mother stepping away with someone else is already enough for him to be skeptical of love and his father celebrating his birthday months before just because he can't bother to remember, makes it worse. He doesn't realize what he is doing right now is already love, he wanting to wait to be sure it's love, I don't think can ever be possible cause love is not logical, is an emotion and everyone feels it differently. But baby steps for him. I guess Gun's absence is the most important thing right now cause that's when you actually realize when something is important to you. He, for the first time, took care of Gun and we saw on the preview that he is slowly opening up and I really like the way they are showing this story.

(Insert here Paramore's The Only Exception "When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind (...) And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist. But darling, you are the only exception..."🎶)

Gun on the other hand, grew up in a healthy household and felt love his whole life. He knowing what love feels like is just right. He really going to teach Yotha what love is, even if they didn't end up together, Yotha would never be the same after Gun and for a good change this time.

Warit and Klao, Klao seems to have cooled down a bit, he is possessive af indeed (Have you seem Boom's puppy eyes?! I understand him😃🤣) but I think he now understands Warit's feelings better so he tries not to be so mean. I like that he just walks away and let's Warit talk to Yotha, that shows that he at least trusts Warit more, even though he is still insecure.

On the other hand... Aou playing a red flag, speaking low like that, the whole "control thing" like... WHY IS HE SO GOOD AT IT?? I've been wanting to see him doing something like this but NASKSBAUSGAIWNBWBSHBA I DIDN'T EXPECT IT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL SO MANY THINGS, WHY AM I ENJOYING SEEING HIM RED FLAG?! THIS IS NOT ME 😃😃😃 And the chemistry???? ARE​ YOU​ KIDDING?! They seem to be getting better and better every single day, omg, the kisses... I need a moment 🙃🙃

Add here Avery Grace's Ride or Die "Ride or die, we always fight, it's cruelty. Tell me with your eyes, promise never leave me..."🎶

I like how this show shows both Warit and Yotha talking about how they feel and felt towards each other. I like that they say the pure truth of how they are important to each other and how for Warit was "easier" to move on cause it wasn't a Lovers relationship for him, but Yotha struggles though he is now learning that he can find safety in other arms too.

Wanted to punch Yotha for making Gun cry again?? Yes. But he is growing so I shall give him a hug too🤭🤭🤣

[soapy-birblover]

Dead Boy Detectives x The Locked Tomb AU

Charles and Edwin have SUCH cavalier-necromancer potential it’s insane!!!!!!!!

My rambles on this AU below:

Edwin - Fifth House necromancer, generalist with slightly more experience in spirit magic and psychometry. Focuses more on the application of necromancy rather than research. Has studied on the Sixth House at some point.

Charles - Fourth House cavalier, offhand is a buckler (small shield. to protect Edwin :D).

They would have met at Koniortos Court on the Fifth, leading to a rare interhouse pairing which was only allowed due to the close association between their houses (I’m not sure if this would work in universe, as a lot of necro cav pairs are pre-determined, but maybe their pairing was some sort of alliance between houses, or maybe they’re low ranking enough that it doesn’t matter). Due to how revenants work in The Locked Tomb, I think our dead boys are gonna have to be alive, as even if Edwin cracked some way to exist as a fully conscious revenant that doesn’t need to attach itself to something/one, who would their clients even be lmao.

But yeah. Their devotion to one another would be insane (like Palamedes and Camilla levels of insane; they know exactly how the other thinks and are able to work together perfectly). If they were sent to the frontlines to fight, their role would more so be helping things run smoothly: detecting lingering revenants, helping suffering soldiers pass on through the River, solving the odd mystery here and there, whatever.

Charles being from Fourth House has.. hehehe... implications. He would most likely have siblings to “compete with” instead of being an only child, so maybe that feeds into his desire to please his father. Soldiers from the Fourth House tend to die young, so perhaps he’s stressed about keeping him and Edwin safe and alive. Also. "Four for fidelity, facing ahead" AHAHHAHAHA the loyalty is baked so hard into this guy. Charles would be a pretty good cavalier, as in this universe he would have actually had training, but his main priority is to protect Edwin, and he can usually do that through distraction and taking the blunt of a blow. As a necro-cav pair they would try to avoid violence, sort of like Pal and Cam.

Other characters:

Crystal - Third House necromancer who received training on the Fifth House due to a natural talent for spirit and soul magic. David was a fellow Third House necromancer (flesh magician) she dated, but then he died somehow (probably in some dumbass way), and now he’s an asshat revenant haunting her and fucking with her mind. If she has a cavalier, she doesn’t remember them.

Niko - Fifth House, neither a necromancer nor cavalier. Literally just chilling. Maybe she’s a romance writer or academic who writes fanfic on the side.

The Cat King - Heir to the House of the Third, Crown Prince of Ida. His cavalier primary is likely extremely skilled but someone he doesn't care all that much about. Powerful animaphilia flesh magician necromancer, and extremely influential within his house. He doesn't have "nine lives" but is instead very good at self regeneration, given some time, of course, as it's strenuous.

Esther - Seventh House necromancer. She attempted Lyctorhood without knowing that’s what it was, but messed it up (this is when she murdered her husband + his lover), so while she lives eternally (unless killed hard enough), her body is in a constant state of decay that she mitigates with injections of thalergy (which she extracts from little girls :3). She relies heavily on Eighth House soul siphoning magic for her methods, so has probably studied there. She’s not technically a Lyctor, but still very powerful, and lays low on her planet because she's content to just be a menace there, and maybe take over one day, if she can be bothered. She didn't absorb that much of her husbands' soul, so permeability is lower than usual, but still leads to some juicy shit whenever she catches herself thinking or doing something that he used to do, because she HATES him man. Also he was just some guy, so Esther doesn't have any cavalier skills, and can't drop into the River.

Monty - Seventh House cavalier. Esther chose to be paired with him when he was born, because she didn't want to be forcefully paired up with some rando who would report her little girl murders. So, you know, homeschooling indoctrination vibes. Esther doesn’t think she needs a cavalier, so he doesn’t do much besides odd jobs for her (kind of like Ortus but instead of writing fanfic poetry he’s into astrology). His offhand is a chain (I think that's customary for Seventh House cavs? also because chain symbolism relates to his relationship with Esther :P).

Jenny - Second House, neither a necromancer nor cavalier. Likely works to prepare food for Cohort soldiers. Received some cavalier training as a child but was never bonded with an adept, but, you know, the Second House wants everyone to be a somewhat competent fighter. Proficient at rapier with dagger offhand, but weapon of choice in a pinch are her butcher blades (two short swords).

Night Nurse - First House, definitely a Lyctor, idk who her cavalier would have been though (hence I don't have a saintly title for her). Originally Sixth House (all that bureaucracy!), or maybe even Eighth House (Mercymorn vibes). Her offhand is a net because she do be trying to catch people.

Okay. Okay now imagine Edwin trying to solve their conflict with Esther in a more civil manner: cavalier duel between Charles and Monty. Bro that’s. That’s delicious. The drama of it. Esther wondering why the duel seems so personal. Monty glancing at Edwin every few seconds. Charles getting ready to beat Monty's ass. Ehehehheherhehe.

[hozaloza]

(fast pass spoilers kinda)

woah

AHAHHAHAHA ROSEPUNCH IS SO FUCKING REAL RYAN'S SO SILLY "I've really gotten myself in it now...shit." He's such an idiot.

I love him

This is why I've been hyperfixated on him. I just KNEW he was good

He's gonna help the kids

No--

HE IS GONNA HELP

Ryan x Alex is so real

there's...gonna be angst with them...right?

[karasukarei]

BRO, I WELCOME YOUR NEW PHASE AS A TRUE TUMBLR PERSON BY REBLOGGING THESE DAMN ASKS AND PROMPTS.

I am gonna warn you, I ask A LOT AHAHHAHAHA

14, 16, 18, 20, 22,

23 because YALL KEEP ASKING

24, 25.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU WANNA PROCRASTINATE FROM STUDYING, I GRANT YOUR WISH.

Can't help it fam i'm procrastinating so hard that i'm even considering procrastinating on my procrastinating ^_^

14 - Would you rather know the date or cause of your death?

Cause. What's the fun in living if you're just counting down to your last day? (also if I find out it's in a really lame way I can plan my funeral to be more spectacular to make up for my dreadfully boring death)

16 - Are we really living or are we just slowly dying?

Scientific answer: you're living till your late 20sish, then you are just slowly dying (when cells dying > new cells growing)

Non-scientific answer: Short answer - we are really living. Long answer - This is something that each person can only judge for themselves, because what amounts to "really living" differs from person to person. It only matters if you felt that you have lived, because that's something that only you can judge. A person who felt they were really living is living, but someone who doesn't feel that is slowly dying (but I highly doubt there is anyone who has only felt purely the latter). One more thing: Just because an answer is wrong, doesn't mean that it's meaningless. Just because at that point you feel that everything is worthless, and that you're just waiting for death, doesn't mean that everything you've experienced up to that point was meaningless. After all, didn't it shape your perspective at the end?

18 - If you had to lose a body part, which one would you choose and why?

Appendix (lol)

But the more interesting answer will probably be stomach, cos I always have gastric problems ;-;

20 - If there's hell of some sort, do you think you’re going there?

Hell yeah *closes cupboard on the shelves of yuri on ice doujin in my study room*

22 - Would you kill someone you don’t know to save someone you love?

Mostly yes, but this is context dependent. But in a straightforward "one or the other must die" Saw-like situation, then yes.

23 - Would you rather be burned at the stake but die a saint beloved by all, or die peacefully but have nobody remember you?

I will tell you after you watch Chi ^_^ But it will be same choice as Rafal. We can take the discussion to DMs cos I do have some differing views from you that I think we will enjoy speaking about.

24 - Would you rather eat part of a human heart or a whole human eye?

Heart, cos the texture of eyeballs is pretty gross.

25 - What question would you ask the devil?

Tell me about the life story of the most ridiculous person in hell right now.

[bizlybebo]

girl help i cant stop imagining demonkicks to first time by hozier girl help. some part of me must have died/the final time you called me baby........................

UUAGGGHHGHRGKJTWGETGTW. NONONON EBCAUSE. BECASUE. ASHE'S MUSIC AND ASHE'S MEMORY IN GENERAL WAS ONE OF THE ONLY THINGS THAT COULD CALM DAKOTA DOWN. AHAHHAHAHA IM SO NORMAL AOBUT THIS AHAHHAHHA

DUDE. DUDEDUEDEUDUEUDUE. THE ASHE WINTERS LYRICS EVER. HELLO ??? ? ? ?

DUDE. D U D E. DUDEEE.

^^ TOP TEN SETS OF WORDS THAT ABSOLUTELY DEMOLISHED ME. LIKE ABSOLUTELY WRECKED FROM THE INSIDE OUT HOLY FUCKING. OUGUHGHGHGH MY GODDD.

i dont even. know how to like. put this into words holy fucking shit im

ouefwjtmngrkjwmntesjtgrwy. screams and criesa nd throws up

[kiawren]

hai wren my good friend wren.. :3 SNIPPET OF ME AND INFORMANT CANVAS ON YOU !!! it is a little itty bitty wip for valentines ^_^

You Just Know i was imagining informant with me when spending CNY with my family.. doing lohei with heem… heeehe… playing blackjack with him!!!!! i like to think he’s not a big fan of lohei because of how messy it tends to get but he does it for me becaus he sees how happy it makes me ^_^

me when i lean over to him to show him my cards i blackjack because i am So Slow at counting.. i feel like he would have a sort of stable pokerface. he grabs another card and i watch his expression drop slightly LOL

wahhhh i miss him so much… i’ve been stuck on one task (can’t proceed without an item i need to get thru grinding) hope i can finish it soon and hope he shows up soon..

I HOPE YOU WERE IMAGINING KIAWE WHEN YOU WERE SPENDING CNY WITH YOUR FAMILY!!!! would kiawe he wear a traditional fit?

ARSENE. HEY. ARSENE HEY I SAW THE OTHER ASKS TOO I WILL GET TO THAT. I WILL G (EXPLODES)

FIRST OF ALL WWAAAAHGGGHRH OPENED MY INBOX TO THIS PRETTY DRAWING OF YOU GUYS "JUST A SNIPPET" MEANWHILE IT COUKD BE IN THE LOUVRE ANYWAY HAPPY CNY YIPPEE I DID NOT PLAY BLACKJACK HELP IM STILL A KID™ I DID NOT DRINK WITH THE ADUKYS BUT A FEW OF US DID PLAY SINGAPOREAN dream I shoukd sotp shouting we played singaporean dream and malaysian dream the card games and the informant pokerface bit is funny becuz one of the cards let's the player set a rule other players have to follow and when they don't they have to pay up So my sister played that card and made it so that nobody (except her) can laugh during their turn And I Laughed Every turn I Suck at keeping a Straight face. But you guys certainly would have lots of fun for cny together he'd be so happy to see you happy. The four of us playing together now That would be cute <- played Cho dai di once and doesn't remember anything. On doing tasks hahaha hahaha well see it is HBL for me ahahhahaha and I have cca commitments and so many commitments but I was in Malaysia the past few days so I welt obligated to Relax and just not think about all my overdue things now I'm bakc in sg but still in the mood😊 OHHHH YES OH YES I WAS ABSOLUTELY THINKING ABOUT HOW KIA/WE WOULD LOVE CNY OH YES LIKE. EVERYBODY WEAES RED. HELLO! HE LOVES RED. ITS LOUD AND VIBRANT EVERYWHERE FIRECRACKER FIREWORKS HELLO! THIS GUY LOVES FIRE AND LOUD AND PASSIONATE THINGS. AS FOR ATTIRE IM NOT SURE I DID NOT WEAR ETHNIC TRADITIONAL STUFF EITHER JUST A RED SHIRT BUT I THINK HE WOUKD LOOK SO HANDSOME IN SOME DARK RED WITH SOME FLORAL PATTERN!

[thegreatbuttoneer]

AHAH!!

The return of the fabled sleep spevrived, caffien fueled, amxiety induced fearful jitters and shuvers

Pleade help me I am not okay right now ahahhahaha

I fear for me life

My family scares me and I am currently unable to fuction

At leeway I have Neil Gaim- oh wait.

I mis my girlfireeeeennnddddd

Sob

(This had been another post by a terrified jittering Buttons)

[milkwaydreams]

I started watching Your Sky, I'm on EP 3 and I love how they spent the whole afternoon into the night taking "couple photos" AHAHHAHAHA They are so cute!

I also love Lee, he side eyeing Fah while he ate the sweets he doesn't like, 🤣🤣🤣 It's cute that he even tries to help. This whole "Let's pretend to date" thing never works, please, you're gonna fall in love so easily baby🤣🤣🤣

[sungbeam]

FOR THE ASK GAME BAE!!

1 - call me biased but i literally love love LOVE ur recent rich kid golfer eric fic (dont get mad but i forgot the title i just saw eric then went AWOOOOGA!!!!) <33 ur so talented at taking smth that seems so simple & turn it into actual art! like yeah i've had my fair share of rich kid fics but idk u just have that magic in u :))

6 - UHHH i think this is the one that goes "what is smth from my fic that u remember vividly" & my answer is EVERYTHING ABT THE ANGEL JEONGHAN FIC. i vividly rmbr my life changing b/c of him (real) it was also the beginning of my xnonie era which then lead me to become ur mootie patootie <33

10 - i literally did not think i would enjoy reading anything tbz related or get obsessed w/ eric sohn but look what u made me do (taylor's version)... i'm still learning their names yet i'm over here giggling over changmin??? like shut up noa U STILL CAN'T POINT OUT CHANHEE IN A GROUP PHOTO!! GET BACK TO WORK BEFORE READING ABT HIM???

OMG NOA THANK YOU SO MUCH BAEFIE 😭💖😭💖

isfnkdnfkfbf it's okay !! TT ik titles r hard to remember when they aren't ur own fic, so no worries fr ik which one ur talking abt 🤧 LOLSNFKS IM GLAD U LIKED IT THANK YOU :')))

omg xnonie era @@ wow honestly,, the moment u came into my inbox abt xmen angel jeonghan, i just KNEW we were gonna be besties, like i remember u made my whole WEEK for that ask skfbdkjf im so happy it literally led to us becoming mutuals fr (´Д⊂ヽ

KDBKDNDJDJDJF HELP ME NOT THAT LAST LINE AHAHHAHAHA nonono bc when i tell u,,, like literally TWO WEEKS before i started writing party people, i literally could not tell the difference btwn jacob and sangyeon 💀💀💀 the brainrot is so real and thank god i got u on this tbz drug w me 😋

I LOVE YOU NOA !!! 💖💖💖

[masonmtxo]

Ok now that I'm less sleepy proper feedback time 🤭🩷

Mason groaned loudly in your ear as he released into you, instantly dropping his head into the crook of your neck, the weight of his body pressing you even deeper into the mattress as he relaxed into you. You giggled softly, gently raking your fingers through his hair as he came down from his orgasm that had him near enough trembling against you. He had been so pent up, the post orgasm come down had hit him hard so you gave him a moment, knowing full well he wouldn't form a coherent sentence for several minutes after the event.WELL WHAT A WAY TO START A FIC🥵

He nodded, eyes still bleary, lips red and swollen, a pretty grin adorning them at the sight of your equally as flushed face, "yeah, just needed a minute."HE IS A CUTIE PIE

You checked the clock on the nightstand beside you, eyes bulging at the sight, "fuck Mase, it's nearly half 4 already!"He didn't lift his head from where he had burrowing back into you, letting out a short laugh, "Jesus, I got home at 1.""Nearly 3 and a half hours, that ridiculous," you couldn't help but chuckle with him, "think that's a new record." WELL WE CAN DEFINITELY SAY THEY HAD PROPER FUN😂

The sound of your doorbell had you both jumping upright in an instant, Mason exclaiming a loud "shit!" Before springing up out of bed and grabbing the black gym shorts he had thrown to the ground an hour earlier in his haste to get you into bed.SURPRISEEEE

It wasn't until you were midway down the staircase that you noticed it, too late to say anything as Mason had already pulled the door open, his barber, Adam, standing on the other side of the threshold. Your eyes fixed on his muscled back, long red scratches littering the expanse of it. They weren't deep by any means, caused only by your fingernails in desperation to grab hold of him in any way you could.OPSSSSSSS

You winced as he turned to guide Adam into the house, watching as his eyes landed on the recognisable marks on Mason's back, causing his lips to twitch into a slight smirk. In a moment of horror, you felt his eyes flick to yours, noticing the way you stood frozen on the staircase in only a T-shirt, cheeks burning as you had unmistakably been caught red handed.AHAHAHAHAH HE SAW HERRRR

"Baby, what the fuck have you done to my back," he smirked, spinning so you could have a clear view, "I just clocked it in the mirror as I was coming upstairs."AHAHHAHAHA OPSSSSSSS

THE TEASINGGG

Mason pulled up his shorts slowly, hand dipping into the waistband to 'adjust' himself in a way you know was purposefully to wind you up even more, “come down with me?," he asked sweetly, a complete 180 from the teasing tone he had taken on before, "I want to go shorter but need your opinion."AHAHHAHAHA YES HE NEEDS HER OPINION

He smirked, "don't bother, he's already seen you without, and I like the view."MOUNTTT🤭

"Not sure about that Mason, since I don't even remember the last time you took me out for dinner," you knew it was a low blow and not even remotely true, he had wined and dined you not even a week ago, before he had gone away.AHAHAAH I LOVE HER

Watching out of the corner of your eye, you spotted Adam move to his front, focusing on scissoring through Mason's quiff. Taking the opportunity, you quickly cleared your throat to make sure you had his attention before getting onto your knees and stretching across the seat for the remote, arse stuck in the air. Glancing over your shoulder you noticed your boyfriend's expression drop, the teasing look from before now long gone, replaced by what you can only describe as panic. SHE IS THE BIGGEST TEASE EVERER

“Enough.” He spat, making you drop back to the sofa instantly with a gleeful giggle, Adam stopping what he was doing and giving Mason a puzzled look. POOR ADAM IS SHOCKED

You cut him off, leaning on the arm of the sofa, jumper now making you decent, “don’t take any length off, just tidy it up.”“Yeah bro, whatever the missus wants I guess,” he shrugged, knowing you loved him with longer facial hair and wanting Adam out the door as quickly as possible. YES YES YES WE LOVE THE FLUFFY BEARD

"I won't take a picture to post on socials this time... you know..because of…” Adam gestures to his neck, Mason's face dropping into a smirk as he clocked onto what his barber meant.ADAM IS TRAUMATISED SOMEONE SAVE HIMMM

You heard his feet quickly making their way back to you in the lounge, his voice sharp but you knew he wasn't actually annoyed, frustrated and horny, but not annoyed, "you're a little shit, you know that right?"AHAHHAHAHA OPS

"Right here on the sofa it is then,” he smirked. HE HAS ALWAYS THE SOLUTION READYYY

AHHHHHH

I LOVED THISS

IT WAS SO HOTTTT

AHHHHH CANT WAIT FIR MORE AND MORE AND MORE🤭🩷🩷🩷

The fact you go to so much effort to pick out your favourite bits 🥹🩷 I appreciate you so so much

[anyapetidin]

oh well- OH WELL

I've got a phone call at 4 am tell me I have to go to the hospital cause there's a mom need an emergency Caesar surgery. And I went to the hospital, helping her and I can't go home cause i have morning shift after the emergency surgery and it was only 8 am. So, me my friend decided to watch Red, White and Royal Blue at the hospital. AND HONESTLY, BAD DECISION EVERR... We can't stop screaming and laughing and crying and hyping for both Alex and Henry. I like- no, I LOVE THE MOVIE SO MUCH.

I haven't read the book yet but, man the movie is already enough giving me butterfly in my stomach. I can stop smiling thinking about Henry and Alex and OMG I loveeeeee Alex parents so much cause they really supportive and best parents I've ever seen in a movie.

So here's my fave scene from the movie

- I feel the same way about all of the hot zaddy out there "the people who interest me, I can't date" (cause they don't fckn know me) AHAHHAHAHA *delulu check

- well hello Zahra Nightmare

- and this cutie

[invisiblestringmm]

Hi hi hi🩷

It didn’t come as a surprise to see Jaz keeping her promise to support you as best as she could - you got daily FaceTime calls, texts, and Instagram DMs. You got post-ballet dinners and ice cream, the four of you becoming closer each day - Lily and Summer were inseparable now, and you had Jaz not getting tired of telling you she felt like you’d become the sister she never had. THEY ARE ALREADY SISTERS IN LAW😌🤭

What you didn’t expect was for him to reply within less than a minute.HE IS FAST

“Mummy, are you okay?” Lily had her eyebrows frowned at you, she curiously scanned your probably pale face as your heart pounded against your chest. A simple nod was enough for her to focus back on the pancakes, but also give you occasional and quick glares as your shaky hands tightly held the phone. I LOVE THIS LITTLE GIRL🥹

“Peanut,” you poked her tummy, making her giggle. “Why don’t we have a girl's afternoon today, huh? Museum, whatever you want for lunch and we can wrap it with skincare and Moana!”CAN I COME WITH YOU?😂

Careful not to lose Lily from your sight as she walked three steps in front of you, her eyes not sure what she wanted to focus her attention on at the museum, your mind went back to Mason’s last words to you that morning. So, he wanted to apologise for the way he treated you. Part of you felt good about it, that he had finally recognised what a complete twat he had been, but the other part of you just thought how that made no difference now - it was in the past. Not buried, since your past with him had taken the most angelic human form, but it wouldn’t change things. It was all about the future now. IT CAN OPEN THE DOORS TO THE FUTURE🤭

For lunch, Lily insisted on spaghetti, her all-time favourite food. You had to persuade her a bit to eat a bit of protein too because pasta would make her feel hungry again by the afternoon, and you knew how much she hated being hungry right before taking a nap - your persuasion included the word dessert, so not much time was wasted trying to convince her to accept some chicken with her pasta.LILY IS ME🤭😂

Lily giggled, “Mummy!” she held your hand, placing a soft kiss against it and walking according to your pace. “Can we go home now?” You nodded, quickly fetching an Uber to drive you home. OHHH ILL CRY😭

A few minutes later you were cuddling under the blankets and watching Moana for the millionth time. You fell asleep shortly before the film ended and were quickly followed by Lily as she hummed an “I love you, mummy” and kissed the tip of your nose. I NEED THIS

If anyone told you that your daughter’s ballet recital would be the place you’d almost certainly meet her father again, especially without him being the father of another kid there, you’d just roll your eyes and leave - as you stood in front of your closet, not sure about what to wear, your mind played tricks on you creating different scenarios on how that meeting would go. There was so much expectation from you, so much anxiety to see how Mason would react. He thought you’d meet for coffee sometime soon, not at a ballet recital where you were the mother of one of the kids. SHE WANTS TO LOOK PRETTY🤭

“Willie, I know you’re smarter than this,” you replied as she just shrugged, still waiting for an answer. You got a positive reaction when you picked a knit burgundy dress, so you tried it on and what you saw in the mirror made you satisfied. “The next time I see him it’ll be to tell him the truth, so he needs a good first second impression.” YOU'RE THE WHO GREW HIS LOVELY CHILD, HE'LL LOVE YOU ANYWAY

“His first impression of you was good enough,” she teased, watching your cheeks blush as she helped to remove the dress tag. “But you’re wearing a brand new dress for him tonight, so I’m sure the second impression will be just as good.” AHAHHAHAHA I LOVE HER

“He’s not here yet,” like she could read your mind, Jaz’s words caused you to sigh in relief. “You look gorgeous, by the way!”Smiling at her, you softly stroked her bump. “You too, pretty mumma.” THEY ARE SO CUTE THO

I JUST LOVE HER PARENTS

When her act ended, you proudly stood up and clapped your hands as if your life relied on it. Her eyes scanned the audience, looking for you, and when she finally found you her face lit up and that smile you loved so much was there, making your heart melt. “I love you,” you mumbled, and she just winked at you.OMG IM MELT

What you didn’t expect was to find him right outside, holding his phone with a wide smile on his lips. OPS

“I literally just texted you back saying yes,” he ran his fingers through his hair and that was as sexy as you remembered. Mason had a beard now, and although he was still young, the wrinkles on the corners of his eyes were more evident now. “You’re the last person I thought I’d meet here.”HE IS CUTE

“I think we should meet there.” You said, thinking of how suffocating and awkward it’d be being inside a car with him after all these years. “There’s a nice place I usually go with my dau-,” you coughed, watching his brows frown. “With my best friend. I’ll text you the address and we’ll meet there.”OPS

Then, all of a sudden, Mason pulled you into a hug. His warmth against your body melted your heart, and you could feel how his breath deepened as his arms tightened around your figure. “I’ll meet you there, so I can decently apologise for being a complete idiot to someone incredible like you.” HE IS CUTEEEE BUT A STUPID MAN AT THE SAME TIME

JAZ TEXT🤭😂

I LOVE THE TEXTS IN FICS 😭

OMG THIS WAS A ROLLERCOASTER, LEVED IT

I LOVE THE BOND BETWEEN Y/N AND LILY, AND ALSO HER PARENTS. THEY ARE JUST THE CYTES I CAN'T

I LOVE HOW JAZ HAS HER BACK, NO MATTER IF IT IS HER BROTHER

AND ALSO HOW MASON IMMEDIATELY ANSWERED HER

THE FINAL HUG WAS CUTEEE

CANT WAIT FOR MORE AND TO SEE HIS REACTION TO EVERYTHING 🤭🩷🩷

Thank you for this🩷

ELISAAAA YOU ARE THE BEST AT FEEDBACKS! 😭 hahahah I always wait anxiously for them, thank you so SO MUCHHH!

[whollyjoly]

3, 11 and 23 for the ask game 🤗

ahhhhhhh thank you for coming by and asking!!!

3 - fav musical artist / group you started listening to this year?

okay SO i talked about the ruen brothers a bit here, but i discovered them in january and have been absolutely in love with them ever since!!

i talked about their most recent album in that other post, but let me talk about their second album, ULTRAMODERN.

this album makes me feel like i should be walking down the boardwalk during golden hour, a little tipsy and feeling the bass lines just thrum through my soul. it makes me want to dance, not like club dancing but swing and blues while singing at the top of my lungs. it makes me want to feel young and in love and fearless with the feeling. "You’re the flood / The flood I need"

The Storm In You is my absolute fav from this album, with San Diego Nights as also a bop!! and the Takin' It Easy (Ru Demo Version) makes me just feel so perfectly melancholy, i love it so much.

(also bonus is that the band members are like, the nicest people ever?? i met them after a show and they were so kind and happy to chat and i just!! love them a whole lot!!)

11 - something you want to do again next year?

YES OKAY so i went to my first HUGE comicon this year, and absolutely had the time of my life!! it was one of those insane like, 4-day events, i was a volunteer so i basically didnt sleep for the whole long weekend, and it was incredible. i saw hundreds of t-rexes dancing in a lobby. i saw a playboy bunny version of the dune sand worm. i spent an hour of my life taking a 50 multiple choice star wars trivia written exam that was the hardest test i've ever taken. i saw almost the entire cast of my favorite mid-2000s cheesy scifi network show that has been off the air for over a decade. i saw a barbie mouse droid. a barbie mouse droid.

i cant WAIT for next year!!

23 - if you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?

AHAHHAHAHA i had the absolute WORST start of this year!!! i had never felt lower, had never felt more like a failure, had never felt more alone and unworthy and full of guilt and shame and all sorts of things. it was...not a great time for me.

so i would tell myself:

hey.

you are not a failure.

your self-worth does not depend on how any one or any institution treats you. you have nothing to be ashamed of, nothing to feel bad about. you have been wronged, have been asked to do the impossible with the opposite of support, and yet you still did so much.

answers and help and love and support are coming, so just hold on, and don't be afraid to lean on those that love you ��� you're gonna be okay, kiddo.

...i didn't mean for that to get so deep! 😅 its been just such a rollercoaster of a year, and i am so proud of how far ive come in 365 short days! and for anyone who is going through something that feels like its too big, too much, too hard: you're gonna be okay, kiddo 🥰

[satocidal]

HI ROM SORRY FOR LATE REPLY buttttt omgggg i have read the girl on the train!!!!! it was soo cool i loved the twist in the end!!

ALSO AHAHHAHAHA UR REACTION IS SO SIMILAR TO THE FEMALE MC'S LEMME SHOW YOU

he's so fucking adorable!!!! i finished the book a few hours ago and i absolutely loved it!!! instant 5 stars from me!! it was a comfort read despite it being a tragic romance??like it was realistic the choices they made and such and i was very satisfied with how things ended up i usually only give books 5 stars when they make me cry throw up and scream but this was bittersweet and it was comfy for my heart like even doe im pmsing it didnt make me cry so yeah it was weird giving it 5 stars but it is worthy!!! deffo read it

and yes i agree he would try so hard to understand ur humor and the slangs and poor baby sometimes gets so frustrated but i can just imagine u mastering the art of explaining it to the point if someone asked u to explain it to a 5 year old u could soo worry not choso!!!

also i feel like omg he'd deffo be the type to like accidentally read ur diary or ur tumblr or ur notes on ur phone bc poor baby has like no boundaries so imagine ur surprise when he mentions something u wrote in ur private diary and you're like "h-how did u know abt that" and he's like "ur diary" and then u have to sit down and drill into his head a lesson abt boundaries and how to respect them not in like scolding way but in a soft way bc u understand he doesnt know these stuff

UGH MY HEART IS SO SOFT FOR CHOSO i love him

I’m just trying to predict the twists rn Lmao but the story has really just begun so yeah- it remind me somewhat of the silent patient tbh, another book I loved

Ps: the thing I wrote- didn’t include Nanami because initially I wanted to write for Megumi but then I just 💀gave up

And ok ok I’m not a romance genre girlie at all but maybe just maybe, once when I’m done with all the books I have to get through? I’ll read this one—and awhhh teaching choso like boundaries and all? I’m so soft for the idea because it’s like—he’s not like those guys whom you have to “take care of” or become a “mom” to but then little things require your help in emotional understanding

Like he’s not “dependent” on you but without you, he’d be miserable. Oml I kiss this man fr