#hina.txt

[hinamie]

daily megu

[kappakaijutv]

hey guys i wanna go on a kinda (really obvious) rant abt like depression and shit so im gonna do the keep reading boy and ya know dont read if you dont wanna i suppose

i know its really obvious that none of us regular depressed ppl dont like when depression is romanticised or we’re infantilised but i think it gets more on my nerves when ppl try to defend themselves when theyre confronted abt their actions cus its like they dont actually like care abt how others feel when they post depression moodboards or w/e all cutesy and shit. if anyone does read this i want you to know that depression isnt cute it isnt pretty it HEAVILY impacts my life and my family’s lives as well. i have manic depression with depressive episodes longer and more frequent than manic ones and when im in those episodes and im having a bad day im severely psychotic and suicidal sometimes i cut myself too deep or i starve myself too long i have to go to the hospital and when im psychotic i dont leave my room cus im afraid of hurting the ppl around me i wont go to school if im worryingly psychotic so depression isnt fucking cute its not kawaii or w/e you weirdos like to say so please and i mean PLEASE stop doing like literally everything you do 

[retrosystem]

Do any kf us really deserve bruno mars? Do we really?

[hinamie]

daily megu

[hinamie]

crazy how im never tired of drawing itfs lovingly cradling each other's faces

[hinamie]

oh btw i don't know when or how it picked up but ty so much fr all the recent love on the megu bday angst comic :'> poured my heart and soul and 2cups of cake flour into that one

[hinamie]

cons of today:

worked myself up last night n went to bed in a bad mood

woke up at 7am fr a tattoo appt that ended up having 2 b rescheduled

first thing i saw when i opened this app ws tht fucking dream theory n it sent me into such a spiral n fit of dread that i have been trying to distract myself from and convince myself out of all day . idk if i 100% believe it or not but even the idea tht all the relief n elation i felt ws fr nothing and tht everything might b snatched out from under our feet at the literal last second makes me feel sick to my stomach tbh

aforementioned bad spiral headspace made all my attempted distraction sketches feel Bad and Sour

right hand decided 2 hurt like a bitch all of a sudden so looks like i can't draw even if i was having fun doing it

out of butter can't bake

had to apply to jobs

pros of today:

rewatched inscryption playthrough :)

ordered stickers of mini itfs draws :)

nice comments on megumi bday angst comic :)

[hinamie]

felt like shit so i paid to get some stickers made idk what im doing but i hope they turn out good !

[hinamie]

ill say it viktor nikiforov walked so gojo satoru could run send post

[hinamie]

- wip -

semirealism my beloved actually

[hinamie]

some things never change

[hinamie]

ok just checking fingers n ear still missing thank god

[hinamie]

scientific diagram of the karucchi:yuuji scale

[hinamie]

daily megu

[hinamie]

daily megu

[hinamie]

daily megu