#hira replies

[hiraya-rawr]

I just want to let you know, Little Star the sagau fic about Diluc not coming home so the creator gives him his gifts when they descend, lives rent free in my head. I absolutely love you for writing it. Every so often I just come back and read it for a burst of happiness.

you dont know how much this means to me personally rn with my situation shsjajbsjsnxjsj :') thank u so much it rly warms my heart

[tragedykery]

through me (the flood) for the oc asks?

omg I never realised this but that’s Such a hira song actually. her learning to let go of her fear of change and uncertainty (because her clinging to what she knows and what’s familiar above all else more often than not leads to her getting hurt) & learning to embrace and find beauty and joy in The Unknown (tm)…

[lichtgrau]

'You? Kill me? That's funny.' From Nogitsune (Al's possession) to Hira

&. 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐬 (𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬?) 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

"I guess, it depends on what you consider killing. He would make a handsome vampire, don't you think? Not that I believe your species is very fond of mine. I think you like the more lively bodies, yes?" Hira was not exactly one to look for conflict but it didn't mean he was being polite if provoked although, he always preferred to handle it in a playful manner. It would be such a waste and lack of fun when he would go all mad and petty. "Now, if you remind yourself of your own manners, I would be willing to overlook that little discussion of ours and you can keep that body in good shape."

[lichtgrau]

Well, what else do we do at home other than enjoying special time and each other's company? We do not have to bother with cooking, after all;" he grinned, showcasing his fangs. What more beautiful to think of than his handsome man lying underneath him on a table when his fangs could pierce through soft skin, enjoying the taste when drinking from him? Jaesang never had the same taste, as he was always so busy trying new combinations of drinks, making it exciting.

"But there are so many, much more exciting places, handsome. You would adore some of them and you know, I have excellent taste. We always could not work at all for a few years, travel instead. Stay in each city for as long as we desire. You know, I was told it isn't unlike human food, blood tastes different depending on where you are. Don't you want to get a taste?" By now he was close enough to breathe over his features, leaving a trail of scratches over the younger's neck. "Make the world ours, as humans say." Hira thought it would be very enjoyable to hunt freely out there with him. Money was no issue and he had his experience of how to move to great lengths as a vampire.

"I guess I am still young enough to make stupid decisions." Jaesang noticed, sighing just a bit. "It just seemed smart, y'know. Being close to the business.. should have listened to my wiser partner." But then, it wasn't as if he made a big mistake by wanting to live above the bar. It was just nice, the place, but it was best to move on, now, preferably. Jaesang was amused when he heard the requests of his boyfriend, had him chuckle, just a little. "I like how you want to find a home based on the options for us to get naughty.. big bed, table, bathing tub. You will get it all."

Jaesang was putting his phone aside while looking back at the pretty male, head tilted, silver hair a bit messed up. "You know.. we can always pretend that we are just very much into plastic surgery and that we have amazing doctors.." He teased shortly, before breaking free from the hold to his chin, leaning in to kiss Hira. "You have a gorgeous face and I mean, some pretty guys are much older than people think.. you could have amazing genetics and an even better doctor.. maybe we can stay a few years more." He liked the bar, their life, it would be sad to say goodbye to it.

[porridgefeast]

tag game—scenes I'll never forget

share 5-10 scenes you can't forget. not your favorites, the ones that got stuck in your brain for any reason. @obsessedferalgremlin tagged me—thanks!

Ai Di's near-quoting of Jane Eyre and his continued inability to process the apparent reality that Chen Yi may actually like him back. Finally, somebody with as much attachment confusion as me.

The best scene? Maybe. The MOST scene? For sure. The most feelings. Very melodramatic yet completely believable. Bravura performances. SeanWhite are truly special, but in this moment all that existed was Todd and Black.

Aye kabedon-ing Akk and then saying "I can't be the only one to kiss, that would make you my wife" and when Akk replies "I'm not your wife, you're my wife" Aye barely represses a giggle and says it's "ticklish." I'm not a fan of the whole "wife" thing and I liked Bad Buddy's subversion of it, but this subversion is good too. The Eclipse resists easy seme/uke types. And when Khaotung is being pushy it's just very compelling, okay?

Sky's blunted affect. The first time I saw it, I was taken aback. I had been watching something I considered charming but deeply hokey, culminating in a plot I still find questionable (was it necessary to traumatize the character that much? no). And then out of nowhere this scene felt exactly like something I had experienced (though without someone that attentive to me), one of those things that you irrationally believe nobody else has ever felt. I don't find media directly cathartic much, but a weight was lifted.

Teh & Oh-aew's weird touches. I could feel them in my bones—how charged you become when you're still a kid and your drive to touch that person is so powerful and confusing. You don't have a set course that you're used to taking and you feel shy so it comes out all random, but it's more real in many ways than how you'll touch people when you're experienced.

This line. It hit me like a ton of bricks how keenly aware Kiyoi was of Hira's messed-up way of loving him, and how much that hurt.

I think I'll go ahead and post this, but I may pop back on to add one or two later if I think of more...

[dragonagepolls]

Okay somehow I managed to forget Celene and Briala so posting this again

[kathbunny]

I WAS TOLD TO WRITE ABOUT CITRUS SO I AM

Context: A much younger Dani from her street kid days is sent forward in time to our post canon crew, eventually ending up adopted by the crew. That's their daughter now. She gets nicknamed Citrus to avoid confusion and it eventually becomes just her name. The crew is making sure she's getting the childhood Dani didn't get as much as Citrus allows.

This particular little bit of writing is going to be Citrus meeting Roy for the first time! The crew is meeting with Hira for a job and she wanders off. He has a moment.

Citrus poked her head out of the closet, checking up and down the hall to see if the weird huge ass ice lizard had stopped looking for her, letting out a sigh of relief when she realized the hall was empty. She just had to find her way back to the crew now! In this weird rich guy she didn't know's mansion! She wasn't going to cry about that!

Citrus started running down the hall, dodging unfamiliar people who stared at her in confusion. She eventually found her way to a workshop! A really cool workshop! The door had been left half open and she strode in, staring at the project taking up the center of the room. She had no clue what it was, it just looked like a block of metal with where rolling bits and a long canon on its head.

She heard footsteps coming in, and immediately skittered behind the project, peering from behind it to investigate who was surely the talented artificer working on this weapon. Instead, she all she saw a wimpy, but buff looking fire genasi man with a horrible 5 o'clock shadow, a shirt with too many patches, and a super cool jacket like grown-up-future-Dani had.

He seemed to immediately spot her, face scrunching up in confusion. "What the fu-" He cut himself off from swearing. "Dani?"

Oh! This was Roy! Why did Roy have muscle? He wasn't supposed to have that. Roy walked over to her, kneeling in front of her. "Did you get de-aged by the wild magic or something..?" He mumbled, examining her.

"Nope!" Citrus chirped, deciding to mess with him a bit. "Who're you, mister?"

Roy took a moment to process or something. "Sorry- sorry, I thought you were my... Sister?" He sounded confused on that. "What's your name, kid? I don't think you're supposed to be here."

"Citrus!" She replied, hands innocently behind her back.

"Okay, uh... Who took you here?" Roy asked.

"My parents!" She tried to sound as cheerful as possible, like a kid with parents probably actually would.

Roy made an expression that showed that was exactly as unhelpful as intended. "Do you know any of your parents' names?"

"You already said one though, mister." Citrus tried to keep her tone straight, not wanting to laugh.

He processed that. And then his expression became one of confusion. And then dread. "Okay. Well. How about we just get you to where Hira meets their guests so he can call your parents?"

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Roy stepped into the main room, Citrus held in his arms. The crew were, unexpectedly, actually there, talking with Hira in a mild panic. Citrus immediately started trying to squirm free, and Roy set her down, watching her bolt up to and hug Dani's legs. There was a visible and collective sigh of relief from the crew. Shit, it wasn't just a similar name thing like Roy was hoping.

Dani picked up and passed Citrus to Kyana, and she headed straight towards Roy. "Hey, thank you for-"

"Dani, when were you going to tell me I apparently had a niece?" Roy asked, keeping his voice down and smiling even if inside he was both terrified and pissed. He didn't want to scare the kid, who was watching them. Oh, gods, what if something happened to Dani while she was adventuring? What would happen to the kid? Could he be a better Uncle than Oto? Could he be a good uncle at all?

"Uh... Well, it's complicated. I'll tell you the situation after we do this job for Hira, alright? It's kinda time sensitive." Dani replied, avoiding looking at him.

"...I'll hold you to that." Roy hated that, but it was Dani.

"I'll get us some drinks. It's a long story."

[lichtgrau]

"Oh, finally somebody bold. You'd think somebody who is not human would be a little more daring in autumn but alas, we always go for the same level of combinations," Runen hummed as she walked over to the bar. Hira could smell the fresh blood they poured into one pretty glass as he settled down in the armchair right aside at the spacious work table. "Runen has quite an interesting selection of drinks. From all those humans love up to whatever more ... unique interests may require." The vampire chuckled when she handed him the blood. "Indeed, what can we offer to you, don't be shy. I am certain i have anything you want, including any sort of tea, if you call more for that. In my eyes, a trip to the nails always should be like a spa appointment."

Arthit smiled when he was invited in and took a step inside. They were excited to meet the nail designer that Hira kept praising. Given what she had seen on her friend's own nails, Art was sure that she would leave this studio happy and would become a loyal customer. He politely greeted her and walked closer. "I would definitely like something on theme with this upcoming fall season, perhaps with a bit of goth glam vibes. But also I'll let you surprise me, I want to see you do your magic."

[humbledinsujood]

Today I went out, I looked up to the sky and breathed. Tears poured down my eyes and I called out to my Rab.

“Ya rab, I need you more than anything. Ya Rab, I have no one but You. You’re my Khalil, my everything. Ya Rab you’re sitting above the sky I’m looking at. Hear my pleas Oh Friend of mine, Oh The One who is watching tears roll down my cheeks. I have no one but You. Forgive me Ya Rehman and grant me what I’ve been longing to have.”

In the midst of it all, I suddenly went quiet and kept looking up at the sky. I breathed in and realised I felt His presence. Oddly, I felt comfort as if I were being hugged as if He was replying to my worries, to my grief.

My humble brothers and sisters, when you do not know what to do, when you do not know where to go. Leave your house, leave the place where you’re experiencing anxiety and go seek solitude. Talk to your Lord just as our dear Prophet Muhammad PBUH went in seclusion in Cave Hira. Pour your heart out to Allah, make him your friend, forget you exist in this World. I promise you, you will experience tranquility like never before.

Cry out to him look up at him. He is the All Seeing the All Hearing. For indeed He never leaves His servants alone.

[saffron-words]

I've been anticipating/dreading the official English release of book 2 of Utsukushii Kare (or My Hateful Man, as per its official title) for months, waiting to see how much I messed up in my translation because of my insufficient Japanese.

...and then in the first 20% of the official English version finally available (Google play books has the longest free excerpt!) I've spotted: a major mistranslation that was seriously out of character and probably did no favors to readers' opinions of Kiyoi; an obvious continuity error born of inattentiveness; a number of tone-deaf phrases that, again, were not in-character for either Hira or Kiyoi. And one mistranslation on my part, also due to inattentiveness, but at least that sentence was something Hira could (and did at some other point) think and it wasn't anything important. To be fair, I felt that the overall quality of English text got better. I loved how some things were phrased. The number of repetitions also decreased and, thankfully, Kiyoi is now referred to as "the other man" instead of "the other boy", which at least doesn't sound so creepy or jarring. I also felt the translator's struggles when I reached the place I've probably had the most trouble with in this book. I get you, lady, these few sentences just refused to fall into place.

For those who want to know about the mistranslations:

Firstly, regarding the one I did: I mistook kanji for "by nature" for "future" (again *sigh*), misremembered the meaning of the next one and ended up with "the king who looks only towards the future" instead of "the king he could only look at from below". It was so in tune with something Hira could say I completely forgot to check.

Now, as for the one in the English version, when Kiyoi and Hira go for the apartment viewing, at one point Hira says that, even though he doesn't want to break up, if their relationship ends one day and he has to live after that, he wants to at least have a lot of pictures of his life with Kiyoi to remind himself that it wasn't a dream. To which Kiyoi says "I kinda understand that… but I don't want to understand", and Hira hurriedly jumps on it, saying that it's like what he himself meant with his whole "I don't want to understand you, Kiyoi" speech earlier before viewing (the same speech as in the episode 3 of the second season of the drama). But Kiyoi shuts him up, saying that this is completely different from Hira's sick notions. But because the translator misread "wakaritakunai" (don't want to understand) for "wakaretakunai" (don't want to break up), what we get in the official translation is Kiyoi saying "I kinda understand that… but I don't want to break up". To which Hira worriedly replies that it's just what he said before about not wanting to break up, but Kiyoi shuts him up, saying that his not wanting to break up is different from Hira's and that Hira is an annoying creep.

You see why it's so upsetting? The translation doesn't just miss the point, it reads so completely out of character it should've given the translator a pause. Kiyoi simply can't be that frank at this point, and it's really not clear why Hira would feel worried by his words instead of being reassured by them or why Kiyoi would try to shut him up in the first place. Most importantly, it paints Kiyoi as some kind of unreasonable drama queen, when he's getting a lot of flak from western readers as is.

[miff6367]

Sleep Deprivation

Medwhump May Day 2:Sleep Deprivation

Summary: After a long day of studying for the upcoming exams, Magia come back, tired as hell, so Rin come to help.

Word Count: 1,027

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" Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid! How the hell do I do it?" Magia started doubting himself as he just came back from the college library and headed to his shared dorm room to finally get some sleep." Yozora! Aegis! I'm back! Do you guys want to go to that ramen noodles place?" Magia shouted across the room, but nobody was here ." Huh? Seems like everyone is not home yet, well I guess it's just me for now. Better showered before Aegis complains about the way I smell again. " Said Magia, as he entered the bathroom and took a shower.

A few minutes later, Magia went out of the shower and went to the sink to look at the mirror, only to see dark circles around his eyes." Damn.. What's the last time I actually slept?" Magia questioned himself. " No wonder why you came back to the dorm that late at night." A voice told Magia that, causing him to turn around, only to realize that that voice was Rin, leaning on the bathroom door frame. "Oh, Rin! You're back! I thought you were going to work today." Magia was startled to see Rin back so early. " Well... I was about to, but my boss gave me a day off since I've been working hard lately." Rin replied." What you been up to lately?" Rin asked Magia.

" Oh..Well, I've been studying for the upcoming exams like crazy for the past days." Magia answers Rin's Question as he goes to his bed, rubs his eyes, and yawns. Rin knowing the dark circles around Magia's eyes." Magia, what is the last time you slept?" Rin asked, concerned. " Mm... 2 days ago I think? I guess I lost track of time." Magia tried to laugh off the question away. " So this is why you haven't been around that much, to hang out with us, that out of character of you. Magia... I know the exams are important to you, but at least better take care of yourself .Do you want to put yourself in a hospital?" Rin worried asked Magia.

"What? No! I'm not Rin! I..I don't want to let down everyone if I fail these exams. Mom and Dad saved a lot of money for me to be with you guys because they know what best for me. "Magia started being overwhelmed as tears threatened to fall before ran down his cheeks . " Magia, don't bother yourself with everything around you, your parents love you, and so proud to have a son like you, and great friends too! I used only see you as a friend when we were kids, but now we more than that now. " Rin proudly said as he softly wiped Magia's tears away. To Rin surprise, Magia gives him a hug, a tight one in fact.

" Thank you Rin, I-I really need that after a long day of study." Magia softly thanked Rin before give him a kiss on the lip. Rin, of course, blushed after receive the kiss." Well… you welcome, but promise me to not burn yourself out, okay? " Rin replied command." Okay, I promise. Beside Hira would kill me if end up in the hospital he work at." Magia jokily replied as he begin to laugh and Rin also start laughed too. Ultimately Magia start yawning tirelessly," Know what, you should go to bed, it's getting late now." Rin kindly replied as softly rub his boyfriend back. "But I want to make dinner with you before Yozora and Aegis come back." Magia wry tireless. " No buts, just go to sleep, for me?"Rin kindly command." Fine, I will do it." Magia said annoyed as he lay down on bed.

" Don't worry, I will make dinner for them, but next time we can cook together once you fully charged. Rin playfully tell Magia before heading an loud sound from the door." Well they're back that soon, I have to go now." Rin replied as he kissed Magia on the forehead before going to the door to leave, "Rin?" Magia tireless called Rin,"Thank for been in my side." Magia said while giving a tired smile." You welcome, well goodnight Magia." Rin calmly replied." Goodnight Rin." said Magia as his eyes closed, now asleep. Rin look at Magia one more time with a smile before closing the door. " Well you back early, I thought you went to work tonight." A cold voice cause Rin turn around, only to see Yozora and Aegis. " Yozora, can you not be rough to Rin sometime?" Aegis replied, only to know that Magia is missing." Where's Magia, is he back yet. He texted me that he was heading to the dorm when Yozora and I about to leaving class." Aegis said confused. " Oh! He's here, but I told him to rest for tonight since he been studying for the exams, so it will be me cooking tonight. " Rin answer Aegis's question. " Well at least you came back before something happen to him like collapse." Yozora coldly replied but he's right. If Rin boss didn't give him that offer and wasn't home, Magia would be in the hospital right now.

" So, who want chicken gyoza ramen? "Rin asked the two young men. "Okay sure." Yozora replied back Rin's question. " Yes! I been dying to eat some noodle after a long day." Aegis excitedly jokily replied. " Alright! Let's head to the kitchen and you can tell me how's your day." Rin replied. As they about leave to the kitchen, Rin look at Magia bedroom door," Rin? Are you right?" Yozora asked Rin optimistically." Huh? Oh! I'm fine, I went out of the zone for a second." Rin jokily answer Yozora question. "Sigh, know what, Magia is glad to have someone like you around him when Aegis and I not around." Yozora replied before give a rare smile." I-I… Thank you Yozora." Rin didn't expect Yozora to say those words to him because the two belated talked since high school. As the two leave to join Aegis in the kitchen, Rin look at the door one more time, but this time, with a smile, glad that Magia have a amazing boyfriend like him.

@medwhumpmay

[lichtgrau]

"I'm never hosting again." - Jaesang to Hira

Christmassy/Holiday Starters

"But it was so much fun! I really think that they all loved the blood sugar canes. I mean, let's ignore the guy who ate way too many of them. I warned him that if you consume more than two, it has the same effect as food." Hira was in a great mood, he loved hosting fancy events like that because they never went as planned, he thrived from the chaos. "Also, you looked very hot like that," the vampire grinned as he effortlessly moved over, fangs gently nipping on the younger's bottom lip. "You worked hard babe, don't worry. The rest of the holiday will be all cheerful but likely not too holly."

[kristsingto]

kiyoi telling hira, voice so broken, "i'm not a god." and the way hira asks if he can touch him, only for kiyoi to reply no, not if they're the same as they were before. and for hira to reach out to cup his cheek. kiyoi's gaze. the way hira says "i like you" and then wraps his arms around him.

[jinxed-starry-pages]

I got over 20 notes on a previous post (thanks @hijabi-desi-bookworm :D) so here's the Aru Shah one-shot for new years!

(it's also on my wattpad book so you can read it there if you want.)

So, *clears throat dramatically * here we go!

~12~

Aru layed back on the school roof, looking at the sky. Next to her was an incredibly reluctant Mini.

"This is a good idea because?" Mini asked, hugging her knees.  She was right in the middle, and sat on a blanket she bought up.

"Because the view is incredible. Just look!" Aru turned around to Mini, who was hugging her knees very tightly to her chest.

"I guess," she began, "and the roof is flat so that minimises the chance we'll fall..."

"Exactly!" Aru agreed. Mini skooted forward to sit next to Aru properly.

"The earth is so cool," Mini muttered. Aru agreed. Ever since saving the world, she had a much bigger appreciation of it. It was crazy and hectic as ever,  but still managed to be beautiful.

The fireworks went off, sending sparks all over the sky.

"Happy New Year, sis." Mini told Aru, holding up her elbow for a bump.

"Happy New Year." Aru elbow bumped her back

~13~

"You guys ready?"

Brynne bolted down the stairs holding multiple bags of chips. "Yup! Who's got the Oreos?"

"Me, naturally," Boo said, holding the packet in his talons.

"Ok everyone," Mini called, waiting at front. "Please mind your arms and legs while entering the elephant."

"This is epic." Aiden said, looking down at his camera. "Do you think they'll have fireworks?"

"Probably," Aru replied, "but like, extra-magiky."

"Is that a word?"

"Probably not."

They entered the Night Bazaar to see the both sides of the sky-roof dotted in bright, colourful stars. They flickered and moved like fireworks and were even more beautiful. Aiden snapped a quick picture.

"Told you it would be extra-magiky." Aru smirked and tossed a chip into her mouth.

"You were right, Shah," Aiden agreed, "super magiky."

Aru smiled.

"Come on everyone, group photo!" Boo announced, pushing everyone into shot. "Say happy new year!"

"Happy New Year!" The potatoes chorused, grinning for the photo.

~14~

"...And that is New Year's in the human world" Aru finished. "It's an annual tradition."

Rudy thought for a moment. "So humans throw rockets in the air, set them on fire and blow them up because they look pretty? All to celebrate another year of existence? That's wild."

"Did you know that the word annual comes from the word annualis, which is Latin for year?" Kara added.

"Nope but that's cool?"

It was the first year that Hira, Nikita, Sheela, Rudy and Kara could all be there to celebrate, so Aru had decided to give them the rundown before they watched it in the human world. And that started with watching Australia's fireworks in the theatre, which were set off 16 hours earlier than the USA's.

They all filed in, holding hot cocoa and sat in a 2 rows: Niki, Sheela, Rudy and Mini at the front; Brynne, Hira, Aru, Kara and Aiden in the back.

When the live feed began, Rudy practically leaped out his seat.

"It's so loud! Who made it that loud!" He said over and over. Mini tried to comfort him while her sisters cackled.

Kara watched quietly, before turning to Aru.

"Happy New Year." She said, beaming.

"Happy New Year right back." Aru replied, but Kara had already turned to Aiden to say the same.

Aru looked back at the screen, stirring the cocoa slowly as the lights covered the digital sky.

~15~

"Why didn't we just go back to your school's roof?" Mini complained.

"Because Home Depot's roof is bigger!" Aru answered, grinning.

"Hold up," Aiden said, "you've done this before!?"

"Yup!" Aru reached up kissed him on the cheek. He blushed bright red and held up his camera to try and cover his face.

They laid out all of the blankets, put Rudy in the middle so he wouldn't fall off the roof when he freaked out over the noise, and brought up all the snacks they could carry.

"This is great! Look at the views!" Brynne commented, as she grabbed a handful of her homemade cookies.

All of them got settled. Aru rested her head on Aiden's shoulder as colour exploded over the sky.

"I guess fireworks are another good reason to save the world." She whispered.

"I guess so, Shah. Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year wifey."

And under the New year's sky, she drifted off to sleep.

[ashly-yn]

Esaret

Endless Dream (Consummation)

It’s the evening of the wedding. Orhun and Hira walk down the hall of the mansion, hand in hand to their bedroom. The house is quiet, everyone has left the mansion for the night.

They look over at each other. Hira, visibly nervous smiles at him. He slows down their walk….

“Are you okay?” He says. Stopping them a few steps from their bedroom door.

“Yes!” She confidently replies.

“You seem very nervous. We can wait.”

“Yes, I am nervous. But I’m okay.”

“Okay…”

They take the last few steps to their door and he opens it. Slowly pushing it open he gestures; ladies first.

She walks in, her hands restless as her heart begins to race from nerves and excitement.

She quickly turns around and faces him, “wait.” She tells him.

“Where are you going?” He asks her, closely following behind her.

She opens the door of their closet and turns around, “give me a couple minutes?” She asks.

“Okay…” he says, feeling confused.

She closes the door, not leaving his eyes and gives him a playful grin.

Orhun pulls his jacket off and drapes it over the back of a chair. He approaches the doors to the balcony that overlooks the sea. The night is dark but the sky is clear. The light from the moon reflects off the waters surface.

His hands are in his pockets and he looks out in the sky taking in the massive amount of stars. A rush of relief washes over him as he indulges in reminiscence. He closes him eyes, he can feel the misty breeze hitting his face and the smell of the salty sea calms his nerves. He’s back at the alter, Hira, dressed in pure white approaching him, choosing him to spend the rest of her life with.

He’s never fought for someone before but Hira changed everything the moment he laid eyes on her in the desert.

She’s mine. He tells himself.

He takes a deep breath, feeling the relief, the satisfaction that they are finally married.

They over came many obstacles to get where they are now. To share a life together. Although the journey was near catastrophic, he’d do it all over again.

He opens his eyes, takes the stars in one last time and closes the curtains.

Hira, who is still in the closet takes out a white box that she hid in the closet so he wouldn’t find it. She kneels down and holds it in her lap and opens it.

She takes a white, low cut gown made of silk out of the box. She runs her hand over the smooth, luscious fabric.

Setting the box down, she stands up, kicks off her heels and starts taking out her earrings and taking her wedding dress off. She slips into the silky, white gown and faces the mirror, admiring how beautiful and sexy she feels in it.

She takes her wedding dress and places it on a hanger and hanging it high enough so it doesn’t touch the floor. She runs her fingers over the dress, feeling thankful the day has finally come and they have become one again.

She takes one more look in the mirror, takes a deep breath and heads for the door.

He sits at the end of the bed, kicking his shoes off and tossing them to the side. He stands up and pulls his belt through the loops and rolls it up and puts it on the dress along with his watch and untucks his shirt and start unbuttoning it but suddenly stops.

He sits back down on the bed, not wanting to undress himself any more in case she isn’t ready. He doesn’t want to scare her, doesn’t want her to think he’s desperate.

His elbows rest on his knees and he runs his fingers through his hair. He leans back, lifting his face up and sees her standing in front of him.

His eyes trail her body. Her legs are bare and her gown sits high above her knees. Her hands rest in front of her and she fiddles with her wedding band trying to stay calm as she stands in front of him. The gown is cut low and shows most of her chest, barely covering her breasts.

Her nipples are visibly hard and her face is flush with embarrassment but her lips are plump, wanting to be kissed.

He stands up, his gaze is locked on her. Her beauty sucks all the air from the room leaving him without oxygen, without words.

He walks towards her, her lips part way and her heart rate rapidly increases.

The way he looks at her makes her feel confident, sexy.

He runs the back of his fingers down her arm and takes her hand into his.

“You’re the most beautiful woman in this world.” He tells her

She nods, nervously, “thank you.”

She runs her other hand over the side of her face as if she was trying to move her hair out of the way but realizes she forgot to take her pins out of her hair.

She lets go of his hand and rubs her finger over her hair.

“I forgot to take my hair pins out!” She tells him, quickly walking away from him.

He grabs her hand, stopping her and pulls her back into him.

He inches closer to her from behind and she watches as he brings her hand to his lips and kisses the palm of her hand.

A shy smile appears on her face.

His fingers trace up her arms, over her shoulders and up her neck. He starts taking pins out of her hair and let them fall to the floor.

Her hair rests on her back and he moves it to one side while reaching around her with his other hand and places his hand on her abdomen. He leans into her and kisses her neck, trailing down her shoulder.

Her nerves are soaring through her body making her tense, but she craves his touch.

He looks over to her and her eyes are closed and she almost looks like she’s in pain. He stops, turns her around so they face each other.

“Hira…” he says.

Without saying anything she brings her hands to his chest and starts unbuttoning his shirt.

She runs her hands over his bare chest and reminds herself that she’s safe with him. She meets his eyes and starts working his shirt down his arms.

He tugs his shirt off and runs his fingers up her arm, sliding the thin strap of her gown down her shoulder. It hangs off her upper arm and exposes the top of her chest, barely covering her nipple.

She brings her arms up as if she was getting embarrassed, Orhun quickly starts reaching over to pull her strap back on but she pulls the other strap down, letting the gown fall to the floor.

He takes in her whole, beautiful, naked body with his eyes and his heart is racing. His body is hot and blood rushes to his groin.

He steps forward, closing the gap between them and makes his way between her lips.

She gasps, her eyes slowly close and she holds his waist, hooking her fingers into his pants.

His hands roam her body, down her arms, across her chest, caressing her breasts.

His arm hugs her tightly around her waist and he guides her to the bed, laying her down and kissing her harder.

He climbs on top of her, their tongues rapidly exploring each other.

His scent, taste, the weight of his body pressed against her fills her with sensations she’s never felt before. Not wanting it to stop. Her fingers grip his hair and she pulls him into her, demanding more.

The restriction of his pants around his groin intensifies with each passing kiss.

He breaks the kiss and his mouth trails down her body. Kissing her cheeks, neck and sucking on her nipple while he plays with the other one.

Her body quivers and she lets out quiet moans. He feels her thighs tighten, creating pressure to soothe the ache between her legs.

He makes his way down her abdomen and turns his gaze back to her. Her upper body rests on her elbows and she watches him spread her legs open pressing a firm kiss against her inner thigh.

Her skin tingles with every touch, gaze, thought.

He runs his hand over her hips, between her legs and gently rubs her. Her body jolts and she grinds against his hand desperately.

He rubs her wetness between his fingers, “you’re very wet, Hira.”

Heat boils over her shoulders as he bring his fingers to his parted lips and licks them, tasting her.

He stands up, unbuttons his pants and kicks off the rest of his clothes.

Hira’s eyes widen in shock. It’s veiny, thicker, bigger than she thought it would be.

She watches as he climbs on top of her, pushing her legs on top of his, and stokes himself.

He leans down, kissing her, running his fingers up her thigh and teasing her between her legs, venturing further in.

He rubs her clit in a circular motion and kisses her harder making her body move against him.

Her breathing is heavy and her hands are wandering his body. Her fingers glide down the back of his neck, down his back.

He puts the tip of his finger in her, going slow in case it hurts. Her legs tighten around his and she lets out a soft moan. Slowly moving his finger inside her he goes a little deeper, she gasps and reaches her hand between her legs, feeling his fingers in there. He inserts another finger and she thrusts into him.

“I want to hold you and make you mine.” He whispers against her

He kisses her hard and guides himself into her, not going in all the way.

Her head falls back with her eyes closed, fingers dig into his back, she grunts. The slight burn of pain that quickly eases.

Slowly thrusting inside her he runs his hand over her chest and pinches her nipple, distracting her. He thrusts deeper into her and she grunts, squirming beneath him. The burning sensation turns pleasurable.

He stops, “Am I hurting you?” He asks, feeling worried.

“Keep going.” She tells him.

Slowly sliding in and out of her he goes deeper each time until he’s buried himself inside her. He grunts against her lips.

He sits up, grips her waist tightly and starts moving her into him. He watches her as she takes him. Her hands grip the sheet and her head moves side to side.

“Orhun!” She moans

He thrusts deeper into her, faster. His fingers dig into her hips and their moans fill the room.

The veiny ridges glide against her walls and her back arches, “Don’t stop!” She tells him, nearly running out of breath.

Their bodies collide and his lips crash down on hers. Their skin is slick with sweat and his muscles are burning as he picks up the pace.

His hot breath tickles her neck as he brings his lips to her ear and whispers, “I want to hear how good you feel.”

“Oh my God, don’t stop.” She moans

Their two bodies become one and their movements are in sync. Delirious from the pleasure her body shakes, on the verge of an orgasm.

Sensations she’s never felt before. A mix of pleasure and pain. Not knowing what is happening, she gets nervous.

“Orhun, my body feels weird.” She tells him.

“You’re about to have an orgasm.” He says.

He grips her hair with one hand and caresses her face with the other and devours her lips. Her hand holds the back of his neck and her other handle rests against his chest.

Her moans captivate him as he thrusts harder and faster into her. His muscles are on fire. Her taste, scent intoxicates him.

Her head falls back and the pleasure surges inside her as she reaches her orgasm. Her moans fill the room and his grip tightens on her hair.

“Orhun!” She yells

She closes her eyes, rolling her hips into him. His pulse rushes and he tries to hold on, thrusting deep and hard into her.

He feels her muscles tighten around him throwing him over the edge, spilling inside her.

“Hira!” He says

Slowing down his pace he moves her hair out of her face. Their breathing is heavy, rapid and they’ve used up all the oxygen in the room.

She can’t catch her breath so he presses their lips together and passionately kisses her. Forcing her to breathe from her nose to help calm her down.

He slips out of her and her body convulses, coming down from her orgasm. Her lips are swollen and her skin is flush. He falls into her chest and she runs her fingers through his hair.

“I love you, Hira Demirhanlı” he whispers

“I love you too, Orhun Demirhanlı”

He pulls the sheet over them and they nestle their bodies against each other and he runs his fingers up and down her arm watching her fall asleep, admiring his wife.

[morathicain]

Hello Lovely!

For the WIPs thing I would like to have more information on - "The softness of your love was a surprise"

and/or "How far until I miss you"

Really I want information on all of them - though I know I probably know some of them just not based on the titles - but I'll be nice. Okay now I'm off to create my own version of this.

Hello my Dear! Thank you so much for asking and feel free to ask whichever you want to =^^=

Anygay, here we go. I'll copy the reply for the first one "the softness of your love was a surprise" from my other answer ;)

That one is a 3wbf one for Mae and Ter and Mae's thoughts about falling in love with Ter and how HIS tenderness surprises her. It's also about her struggles to accept that she's fallen for someone else and Ter of all people. How she tries to find some kind of logic in her own feelings and also accept them as valid. There's not much yet, sadly, but I can share this paragraph:

Mae had tried to ignore it. She really had.They’d been in extreme situations after all, both of the mourning Phon’s death with violence in their veins. Mae hadn’t recognised herself through it, so of course she was suspicious of her own emotions, second guessing them all the time. And of course, she was yearning for an honest touch, a person to share her pain with.She cared about Ter as the person by her side, the person who connected her to Phon, the one who tried to protect her, the one went into the world to die.When her heart had twisted for him the first time, she’d ignored it, had only seen it as a sign that she was caring for the one person left in her life. A person she hadn’t necessarily liked till now. A violent one, never smiling and always tense.But why, a tiny voice in her head had wondered, didn’t this count as well?

"How far until I miss you" is Of COURSE an UtsuKare one aksdbjaskjdb

Basically it's that Hira actually starts dating Koyama in university because he doesn't believe that Kiyoi is in any way a possibility or in reach for him. I want him to be a little bit more aware of others' feelings (except Kiyoi's of course) and reconsider his own. But also double the angst and pining and jealousy once he and Kiyoi reunite and he's actually with Koyama!

And here a teaser:

Koyama’s smile didn’t waver: “As long as you tell me honestly what you are feeling, I will be okay.” Hira believed him. He wanted to believe him, his heart lurching at the the idea of staying with Koyama, the most comfortable person ever. As he finally took a hold of the hand in front of him, happy to see Koyama’s smile widen, his heart was mended and broken at the same time.

Wip titles you can ask me about