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Lost in His Eyes | Hwang Minhyun

requested: no format: in paragraphs characters: hwang minhyun x reader word count: 3.2k genre: angst author’s note: my first wanna one post for this month! i’ve been wanting to write for minhyun and i’ve been planning and sorting out my ideas for this scenario even during my exams but only finished it during the beginning of this week. i hope you’ll like it and let me know what you think! feedbacks are greatly appreciated and motivates me to write more and better. thank you ♡ 

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Minhyun… you met him at your friend’s house party, Jisung’s. The moment you laid your eyes on him, you knew that you wanted to get to know him. His dark brown eyes felt like it captivated a part of you when he made eye-contact. Something about his innocent, pure eyes made you slightly tremble, your heart rate increasing, and palms sweating.

It took over a month for the both of you to get to know each other fairly well. After he saw your skills by the way you fixed up Jisung’s house for the party, he asked you if you could help him with his since it would be his first one.

Who were you to say no? Who were you to reject his pleading eyes that stared deeply into yours? You said yes with no hesitation at all.

He mentioned that his party will not happen until two or three more months, a party to celebrate the ending of the first term but he just wanted to let you know early about it so you can plan ahead, way ahead.

During two to three months before the party, you both didn’t waste any time. For the first month, Minhyun would always ask you out for a quick coffee at the nearest shop by your campus to talk about the upcoming party.

It made you smile, just witnessing how nervous he was but at the same time, you could tell that he was too excited for it.

You would spend your time together at the cafe just talking about all of the things that can happen at the party. For the first month, meeting each other at the coffee shop has been a routine right after your last lecture in the afternoon.

Sitting down, ordering a drink and laying out both of your ideas. It was fun, you weren’t even able to do this with Jisung’s. Jisung made you do your thing, he left everything up to you and all he did was buy the materials that you needed.

But it was different with Minhyun, you were able to tell that he wanted to get involved with all the planning. It was only a house party yet he treated it as if it meant a lot to him. Maybe he wanted to prove your schoolmates that he wasn’t just a smart, quiet guy from his group of friends, maybe he wanted to show people that he can also have fun like his friends, maybe he wanted to show people the other side of him.

For the first month of your quick meetings, you were able to slowly get to know the other side of Minhyun. Yes, he was still quiet and shy, but he showed you a side of him that you barely saw at school. He was goofy, funny and it was pleasing to spend your time after school with him. You weren’t sure when, at what point did you start to feel some sort of connection with him. A deeper connection, you supposed.

You became really good friends with Minhyun and the coffee shop dates became more frequent than usual. The usual talks about that party’s plans became the topic that you started to least converse about. Your conversations became deeper, more personal. Sharing about your life experiences, stories, moments, and how your day went.

You both started texting each other every day, every night, which left you with 4 hours of sleep on average. You text messages contained with nothing but non-sense, something that only the two of you understood and sometimes, some late night deep talks. Messages that made you think twice about your relationship. It felt like you had something but at the same time, there was none.

Confused, was what you felt. Your feelings for him deepened each passing day and you didn’t know what to do with it. You didn’t know if he felt the same way or if he even felt anything at all.

Action speaks better than words, they say, you decided to go with that saying. Minhyun wasn’t the best on expressing himself through words so his actions meant something more to you, at least. Actions such as dropping you off in your class and even picking you up sometimes. It never failed to surprise you to see him leaning against the wall as he waited for you to come out of your class. HIs face lighting up when he sees you approaching him and once you do, he would slide his arm around your shoulder and rest it there. Your body tensing up because of the sudden contact.

During your coffee shop “dates”, you used to sit right across each other but he began to sit beside you, his face sneaking in beside yours to check what you were looking at on your laptop. You could feel him breathing on the side of your face and it would made all the hair in your body stand up.

After your coffee shop “dates”, he would offer you a ride home since its already dark outside. “Come on, I’ll drop you off home.” he offered as he picked up his books from the table and placed it in his backpack. You shook your head in refusal and he slightly pouted his lips upon hearing your rejection.

“I can’t let a girl like you walk home at this hour, its already dark. I’d hate myself if something bad happen to you.” he insisted, with another pleading eyes that you can’t find yourself saying no to, and so he ended up dropping you off that night and the next few nights after that. It always happened but one of the most recent ones caught you longing for more.

When you were about to step out of the car, Minhyun stepped out first and ran to your side to open the door for you. He walked you to the door of your apartment and kissed your forehead. When you felt his lips on your forehead, all you could think was, is this just a dream? Because if it was, then you wouldn’t want to wake up from it. He stepped back after his gesture to see your cheeks turning rosy pink, “I’ll head home now, I’ll see you tomorrow!” he smiled and turned his back.

You stood frozen in place but before he could get into his car, you managed to form a few words to say to him.

“Thank you again for dropping me off, text me when you get home. Goodnight!” You said in a louder tone of your voice so he can hear you clearly. Minhyun nodded and left. You received a text from him that night saying that he got home safely.

That night, you barely got any sleep, just from all the thinking and questions you had. Why did he kiss your forehead? What did that mean? What was your relationship? Was he aware of your feelings? Did he feel the same way? Questions that remained unanswered until the day of his party.

Time passed by so fast. Well, thats what they say, it flies by when you’re happy and you were, because of Minhyun. Months passed by and theres only one more week until his party. He came with you to buy the decorations and the materials to use, he also bought the drinks for the upcoming night. Minhyun was rich, he was popular and intelligent. He was kind and actually cared about his studies. He was good-looking too. In short, he did fit your ideal type, he was your ideal type. It wasn’t hard to fall for someone like him. 

You began to start decorating three days before and Minhyun asked you to come over to his house. You hesitated to go since it will just be the two of you but he forced you to. With his pleading eyes that you can never resist, you said yes.

When you got there, it was quiet. You could feel your heart beating so fast and you were afraid that Minhyun might hear it. You pressed the doorbell and in just two seconds, you heard Minhyun rushing out of his house to open the door. He was wearing a plain white shirt and medium-washed jeans, and his hair was still air-drying from his shower, you assumed. “Welcome.. to my house.” He said shyly while looking at the ground trying to avoid eye-contact.

You smiled at him, “Can I come in?” you asked. Minhyun quickly nodded and gestured you to come inside as he locked the door behind you.

You laid out all the materials and the decorations that you will be using for the party and Minhyun just paid close attention to your movements then he suddenly remembered.

“Are you coming to my party?” he curiously asked as he lifted up the remaining bags from the floor to the table.

You looked at him, a little flustered, “Am I invited?”. You saw his eyes widen as if you just said something that completely swayed him. He slightly laughed, “Of course you are!” he exclaimed. You walked towards the living room to place some decorations on the coffee table. “I’ll see, I have a meeting that night with the student board but I’ll try to go after the meeting.” you chuckled and turned to look at him.

He frowned, a little bit, he looked a little.. disappointed. “Okay.” he sighed.

-

You finished your meeting with the student board early and it turned out that two of them were also headed to Minhyun’s party. You texted Minhyun before you leave the restaurant that you had your meeting at, “I’m on my way, I’ll see you soon.”

You checked your clock and it was almost midnight. You sighed, regretting the fact that you agreed to start the meeting at eight o’clock in the evening instead of six. If only you started early then you wouldn’t be so late at the party.

You grabbed the paper bag underneath your chair. You had brought a dress to wear to Minhyun’s and your make-up kit to touch up. You stood up from your seat and told the members of the board that you will just quickly change.

“You look fine already!”, one of your co-members joked. You laughed at her and just proceeded to go one of the restrooms.

It only took you about fifteen minutes to change and fix your make-up, making it a little bolder than how you would usually have it, a little bit more noticeable. You wanted to look nice, and different for tonight. You wore a black silk dress that flowed nicely over your body, it didn’t hug your curves but it caught attention just like how a fitted dress would. You were sure of that because as soon as you walked out of the restroom, your co-students’ mouths were parted and the other customers turned their heads at you, making your cheeks flush and heat up a bit.

You checked your phone and it has been twenty minutes since you texted Minhyun, and there was still no reply. It was odd, knowing him, he would reply as fast as he can. Maybe it was only because of the party, maybe he was drinking with his friends and didn’t bother checking his phone. You shrugged it off and headed to the car to go to Minhyun’s house.

-

Before you step out of the car, you could hear the people at the party screaming as if they were having the time of their lives, the loud music can probably be heard even from a few blocks away.

You entered his house to see a few people already passed out on the ground and on the couch. You scanned your eyes to check the decorations and you smiled to see most of them still intact despite the wild crowd.

You headed towards the dining area to see Jisung and his other friends sitting down, no sign of Minhyun though.

Jisung greeted you with a loud hello, you assumed he was drunk but he denied it. “Where’s Minhyun?” you finally asked.

Jisung giggled as he jokingly patted your shoulder, “Are you dating him...yet?”

You were stunned by his question but you honestly wanted to ask yourself the same thing. “What? No, why would you ask that?”

He just shrugged off your question and told you that Minhyun has been drunk. Incredibly and surprisingly drunk, he claimed. “Hes probably in his bedroom, he passed out pretty early, he drank too much.” Jisung added while laughing.

Without wasting any more second, you started to walk up the stairs to see where Minhyun was. There was a weird feeling in your stomach, it was undescribable. You were sort of nervous, but excited. It was a confusing feeling.

When you finally reached the second floor, you searched for his bedroom door. A few steps to the right, you finally found it. It was at the end of the hallway.

You knocked at his door, twice, but no one opened. You presumed that maybe he was just sleeping. You placed your warm hands around the doorknob and began to turn it. When you finally opened the door, you were welcomed by the moonlight coming from his window, it was enough light to spot where Minhyun was.

You looked around, your eyes shifting towards his bed and when you did, your heart dropped. You suddenly felt cold, numb. You clenched your fist and covered your parted lips with your other hand, your vision beginning to blur.

It was Minhyun and a girl laying on his bed. Beside each other. Pieces of clothing laid on his bedroom floor and Minhyun sleeping soundly while they were covered with his gray comforter.

You wanted to drop on your knees and let your tears fall freely. You wanted to let out your loudest cry but you had to hold it in to not wake them up. To not let them know about your presence. Minhyun moved from his position and turned to face whoever that girl was. He wrapped and rested his arm on her waist and dozed off to sleep again.

Trying to control your tears, you bit your lower lip and covered your mouth with your hand, and started to open the door behind you to walk out of his room.

As soon as you opened the door, you heard Minhyun call your name, but you were fast enough to get out of his sight.

-

You were clueless on how you got home from last night. You could remember all of the eyes on you when you walked down the stairs crying. Jisung even tried to ask you what happened but you ran out the door ignoring everyone, everything.

Your head ached a little bit, maybe because of all the crying from last night. You got home and took out the vodka that was in your cupboard and drank half of it by yourself, not even aware of the pain that it will bring you the next morning.

You could remember Minhyun trying to call your phone for god knows how many times, but you ignored it. The text messages that he had sent you were countless, but you didnt bother taking a look at any of them.

You felt numb from what you saw last night. You didn’t expect that Minhyun was the type of person who would sleep around with other girls. Well, people tend to surprise other people a lot and maybe this was yours.

Your phone rang from your side table. The ringing made your head hurt so you didn’t even pay attention on who was the caller.

“Hello?” you answered with your morning voice.

“Y/N..” he whispered.

From the sound of the voice, you already knew who it was. Minhyun.

Him saying your name sent shivers all over your, and you suddenly felt cold but your tears betrayed you and before you knew it, they were already flowing down your cheeks. Its funny how his voice had this much impact in you.

You slightly pulled the phone away so he  wont hear your light sobbing. You were ready to end the call until, “I can explain.” he said, sounding more like he was trying to convince you to listen to his voice.

You let out a deep breath before speaking. “Theres nothing to explain, you don’t have to. I already know.” you sighed and tried to hold in the tears from falling again.

“But—“ he protested but you immediately cut him off, “Don’t worry about it. I’m okay. I’ll be fine. You don’t even owe me an apology or an explanation,” you fake laughed and paused, “We’re not dating, right? We’re just friends and you’re free to do anything that you desire to do and if that was one of them, then as a friend, I’ll wholeheartedly support you.” you lied, wholeheartedly? Really?

Minhyun sighed on the other line, “Y/N… Don’t do this, please.” he begged. You smiled, a bitter one, “Don’t do what?” you asked. You shook your head, “Nevermind, don’t answer that.”

You didn’t want him to say anything that will make you think otherwise. You just.. wanted to breathe and slowly let go of all the feelings that you have for him.

“I had a lot of questions, Minhyun. Last night, I wanted to ask you for answers. My stupid ass even wanted to confess to you because I thought that maybe, just maybe, you had some sort of feelings for me too.” you paused again, to catch your breath and to gather all the words that you wanted to say to him.

“But last night, I got my answers and you know whats funny?” you slightly chuckled as another drop of tear escaped your eye and decided to flow down your cheek, “I got my answers without even asking you, without needing you to answer any of them. Everything suddenly became clear to me.”

And with that, you didn’t even let Minhyun respond to what you said. You ended the call and as soon as you did, you broke down crying, again.

You took it in a positive way that he decided to call you about what happened, instead of meeting you in person to talk about it. With his soft, gentle, brown eyes, you didn’t know if you’d be able to resist it. It would have been fatal because every time he looked into your eyes, you felt weak and vulnerable, you were lost in them. If he looked into your eyes and pleaded again for you to listen to his explanation, you knew that without a blink of an eye, you would say yes, as always, not being able to resist.

You reflected on your questions and tried answering them by yourself based on what you witnessed last night.

Why did he kiss your forehead? What did that mean? He kissed your forehead because he wanted to and it didn’t mean anything to him. It was a friendly kiss, although you weren’t sure if friends usually did that. It obviously meant something deeper to you but clearly, none to him.

What was your relationship? You were friends. Thats it. Friends who had romantic feelings, well, just you. It was one-sided.

Was he aware of your feelings? Maybe, maybe not.

Did he feel the same way? No, most likely not. If he did, he wouldn’t be in bed with a girl, right? But he was.

Even though you weren’t happy with the answers to your questions, you were thankful that at least they were answered. Although, all you could do now was just hope that the answers that you received were the complete opposite from what you’ve gotten.

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Lost in His Eyes | Hwang Minhyun