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#i dont even like. otomes.#the combat hooked me in and then i blinked and now im at lv 57#hyperfixation is a scary thing#love and deepspace#rafayel#rafayel love and deepspace#zayne#zayne love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#character art#love and deepspace fanart
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inspired by @rogueddie 's post. Right Here.
120 minutes
2 hours they have been standing in front of this stupid claw machine. All because Eddie saw something inside that he was desperate to get. Whatever it was he was refusing to tell Steve who was now pressed up against the wall between the claw machine and some arcade machine. He’s confident that the other has blown at least a hundred dollars trying to get whatever he wanted.
His tongue stuck out in concentration, refusing to let Steve talk to him as it would distract him. Steve doesn’t think much of what the other is doing. The other boy did wacky things all the time. This was one of those times as he waits patiently for the other to finish. Willing to stay all night if that meant he was able to spend time with Eddie.
Five minutes later, when the boy starts hopping up and down and throwing his hands excitedly in the air. Smiling brightly at Steve before he’s turning, bending down, and grabbing whatever he caught from the slot. Pulling it back and putting it behind his back quickly before Steve could see. Moving forward into his space, a smile tugged on the scar on his face. Not leaving any space between them. A look of confusion crossed over Steve’s face trying to figure out what the other was doing.
“So what did you win?” He asks curiously, wondering what the other had spent all that time on. Must’ve been worth it by the smile on his face.
“Oh nothing,” Eddie says tiling his head to the side dramatically. “Just, you know. A bat.” He takes the moment to pull the plushie up holding it by the wing as he dangles it in front of Steve who was starting to think confusion was his default setting.
“Oh?”
“Oh? A man spends two hours winning you a stuffed bat and all you have to say is oh?” Eddie’s teasing is continuous. Constantly wrapping itself around Steve with a soft flush as a result.
Steve begins to stutter over his words as he lifts his hand up, holding the stuffy carefully in both hands. His heart swells up as he realizes Eddie spent all that time for him. As the realization hits a dopey smile grows on Steve’s face, seemingly what Eddie had been searching for as his eyes flicker down to the other's lips. Moving a hand up and carefully setting it on the wall next to Steve’s head. Not caring how close they were. Both of their faces were pink and their hearts beating fast.
“So, watcha gonna name it?” Eddie asks with a smile, one that was reserved for Steve.
“Ozzy.”
“Holy shit, I am just a simple peasant to your royalty. Oh holy one, please grace me with your presence at mine tonight.” Eddie pulls back starting to bow down at the other as Steve laughs at his antics.
“Is that your way of asking me out?” He teases playfully.
“Yes, I guess it is,” Eddie responds, hand aimlessly moving to twirl the bat's wing with his finger as he smiles brightly at the other.
#ok but Ozzy coming over for play dates with strawberry#both of them getting each other stuffed animals that are similar to their personalities is close to my heart#like Steve is a huge teddy bear who is soft and if he was a color it would be pink or yellow#Eddie is like a bat scary when he first comes at you out of nowhere but when you pay close attention you realize hes a softy#Eddie will hyperfixate on making a battle vest for Steves stuffed bat#Meanwhile Steve works on crotcheing a sweater for Eddies bear#they are so in love it makes me sick#also bats are adorable i said it#steddie#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#steve x eddie#bxb#steveharrington#steveddie#eddie stranger things#steve and eddie#them winning stuff animals for each other#yes
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Hehe this man is broken and severely emotionally distressed. Silly lovable guy but given self esteem issues because of the crushing weight of perfectionism. Not so funny if you think about it too long. But at least on the upside he cries pretty :))
No but seriously for all those who relate to Mr. Puzzles just want you to know your accomplishments alone do not define your value and worth as a person. Even when you’re a messy work in progress, you are loved and appreciated more than you may recognize. Thank you for being here. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to be idealistic and set goals, but don’t undermine yourself if you don’t get that perfect score….or if you start to fall behind compared to everyone else. Everyone goes through those moments of doubt or perceived failure. We need to fail every once in a while. And that’s okay
…a-anyways funny goofy dramatic TV guy we love him so much so silly so slay he lives in my head rent free yipeee. This animation is dedicated to him because if anyone in the cast deserved a feature length film it was definitely him, and he sure took up the spotlight in Puzzlevison and absolutely owned it. I’m excited for his future endeavors ✨
#someone please how did I make this in two days wh-#wow wow wow what’s going on here how did I do that this is scary super powers being unlocked right now#Mr. Puzzles hyperfixation give me strength and motivation to get shit done I guess??? yay???#like holy shit I’m so productive in my art all the sudden whats this feeling of dopamine and happiness-#WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DEPRESSION WHERE’D IT GO#sir really stepped into my brain and yeeted my depression saying ‘looks like you won’t be needing that anymore’#and now he things he can just puppeteer me around to make countless art pieces in his image and honor??#he’s using me as his pawn to spread his glorious face around the internet HELP jksjksp#no actally don’t it’s very comfortable and freeing here I love letting my silly fixations go rampant <3#I don’t even need to think about what I want to do art stuff just happens naturally#CHEERS TO FICTIONAL MEN YIPEEE#wow he’s so mentally ill just like me fr /j#also now I’m staring to guilt trip myself because I feel bad watching him cry even though I’M THE ONE WHO ANIMATED IT WHYYYY#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles animation#smg4 mr puzzles animation#mr puzzles smg4 animation#sad mr puzzles#mr. puzzles crying animation#smg4 mr puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4
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just has a realization that ive been drawing bart 4 about 2 yrs now
#ik that isnt like muhc in the grand scheme of things#but its longer than my fugo hyperfixation & that used 2 b my longest 1#u can like#rlly see the progression of my art through bart now & thats scary#this is prolly y ppl do redraws lol
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I dont think my therapist realises how special my special interest is
#'no i dont think youre autistic' i woke up feeling anxious in the middle of the night after already going to sleep at 9pm to prepare for#the eichi story#i dont think ive felt as excited for something maybe since the checkmate anime#thats scary! i love my spinterest even when im hyperfixated on other things but it really is all consuming when it gets to be#the focus of my attention#i do like that. i like that im able to be moved and react strongly to it again#i was scared when i was apathetic and unable to feel anything but sadness this summer#but my god let me sleep!!!#its for You im sleeping anyway. gahhh#you probably also have to thank my irl ive been talking to a lot about es and yesterday eichi in particular#but i made sure to not do anything particularly exciting before bed just so i could sleep well...
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one of the other most consistent ways I’ve seen ppl mischaracterize /infantilize jack is by giving him interest headcanons in shit that literal preschoolers watch and it simply must be corrected because 1) obligatory he’s not a fucking baby first and foremost, and 2) he’s obsessed with zombies. his favorite show is the walking dead. he’s a HUNTER. HE’S A WAR CRIMINAL AND A TEENAGE COSMIC HORROR. HE LIKES SCARY THINGS, HE CAN HANDLE SCARY THINGS, HE IS THE SCARY THING. can we please abandon that idea forever thank you
#been watching superhero stuff all day and hyperfixating like a mad man and thinking ab how similar jack is to most of the characters#+ how he would LOVE these shows too#see: my raven teen titans posting#spn#jack kline#spn fandom#spn headcanons#see also: acting like he’s too baby for scary things is infantilization and also literally just not correct watch the show lmao#autistic rage at things simply not being correct is unbridled no matter what circumstance it may be#this circumstance is my special interest so I am unfortunately a rabid hyena now when people are wrong
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Anyways.

#crawling back covered in blood.#and also very not normal about certain things.#ive been places. seen things.#and i come back a new person.#oh also i have a new oc i really like. :3#i had a dream abt her just the other day and i thought she was so cool and pretty so i made a picrew of her. !!!#i named her Momo...#idk why i named her momo. i might change it but idk it might stick.#i like her... :D#TELL ME IF YOU WANNA SEE HER PICREW BTW I LOVE HER A LOT OKAY.#I WILL BE THINKING OF HER A LOT.#but uh anyways yeah im back...#just...talking abt happy things...bcz not many of those happened. :'3#ALSO RETHEME. SHARKS. I THREW IT TOGETHER ON THE SPOT AND I LIKE IT A LOT. :3#uh yeah that's...about it...#i have appointments tomorrow. which sucks.#BUT I WILL LIVE AND NOTHING SCARY WILL HAPPEN.#NOT AS LONG AS I AM ALIVE NOTHING SCARY WILL HAPPEN.#also been very hyperfixated on bear ghost...#I ALSO GOT TWO NEW HOYOTWINKS AND ALL MY WISHES ARE GONE.#im gonna shut up and go away now byebye.#꒰ঌ♡ 𝟽𝟽𝟽.ramble
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Last night I had a dream that there was a disease making people lose their memories kind of similar to dementia but even more memory loss and it was a punishment for man creating flying machines because it was meant to be a sacred transportation device for angels and halfway through I became Medic in the dream and found a cure via minecraft potions and I did it cause Heavy got infected and I loved him too much to let him die
#I was married to Heavy in the dream#This is what happens when I get hyperfixated on things#Weird ass dreams#It was kinda fun#But also scary cause the disease was supposed to be super insanely infectious#And I had to race against time and find a cure before Heavy fully succumbed to it
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i feel like a majority of skaterlight fans only enjoy them because they're a good source of angsty set pieces that's it......... i'm sorry for constantly being a pretentious Themes and Motifs Andy but WHERE are the posts about their narrative parallels regarding clinging to the past for comfort. WHERE is the art of them being silly together without the context of "oh man look how happy they were before The Incident". i am on my hands and knees in a cathedral praying for more skaterlight content that isn't just "kasper is gone and lampert's really bummed about it" in both fanon and canon and my pleas are going unanswered because all object show fans have been abandoned by god
#mal scary moments#i swear i will eventually use this tag for things other than complaining about regretevator the hyperfixation is just beating my ass rn#begging for the shorts to be more substantial than the update was so i have something to Sink my damn Teeth into
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Abbie Echo
So uh. I'm posting a new legacy.
I'll avoid ranting for hours and just summarize: it's going to be a horror-themed nsb. By "horror-themed", I do mean this it's going to be darker/rated higher than my other projects.
A full list of triggers for each gen will be posted on the hub page, as well as the navigation post for each gen (the pinned post on my blog while the gen is posting). However, I will say upfront that there will never be any sexual violence, nor will there be gore further than some edited blood shown on-screen. I'm trying to be creepy, not genuinely upsetting, so all potentially triggering content will always be tagged. And, as always, I encourage you to let me know if there's something you would like tagged, or if there's a better way for me to tag things to avoid making anyone uncomfortable.
Also, Labyrinth isn't going anywhere! Gen 5 is just a huge project so it was always going to take a while!
#ts4#ts4 edit#berry sweet sims#nsb challenge#echoxtra#scopophobia cw#nsb mint#why yes i have been hyperfixating on horror media for two months why do you ask#inspirations are largely lovecraft/poe/robert chambers/magnus archives/wtnv#trying to describe the tone of this thing is hard because in my mind its not extremely scary and horror but its spooky!#more gothic than anything#anyways i said i was gonna stop ranting i should do that
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also another thing: I hate when you're talking to an "autistic" person and like youre cool and all and then you get overstimulated and freak out and then they act like they've never seen an autistic meltdown and think you're a retard. they'll be like "ohh i see, you're retarded not autistic! yeah I don't fw that."
#r word#its like is the only autism thing you deal with being obsessed with stuff and “burnout 🥺🥺”#yeah sorry i will actually cry if i have to touch wet fabric or food. it makes me disgusted and scared.#your hyperfixation is cool#because its a tv show or book or whatever. mine is dumb and scary and weird because its in depth medical diagrams#your burnout is ok because its “justified” by your hard work and creative life style. mine is not because i am simply alive in a scary world
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[waves cheerfully!!] ask game ask game!! :3 <33 <22 24. What's your favorite piece of jewelry you own? 25. Favorite niche topic?
hello starlight!! <22 <33!!!
Probably our glow in the dark star necklace! We got it for Christmas a couple years ago, it... DID come from Temu or whatever, and it don't exactly glow in the dark, but it's blue and cute and we lov it HDSBSNDJFJS mom also got us a green one that we just found today!

Though shoutout to our pentagram earrings and our brimstone necklace, those pieces of jewelry are also very important to us even though we don't wear em all that often <3
Not really sure tbh! Perhaps obscure instruments? Or music boxes? We hyperfixated on both HARD a few years ago, hell, we based our whole identity around music boxes around 2019 or so—they're one of our favourite instruments to this day! We probably still remember a lotta fun facts about em and obscure instruments in general tbh but alas our memory is. Not good at all so who knows HFDHSHDJFJ
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#ask#voliii#thank you dearest <22 <33#one of our favourite obscure instruments is the hydraulophone! very very fun :3c it's like a piano that runs on water!#but also shoutout to the waterphone! it's one of Those instruments used to make horror movie sounds!#and it ain't obscure but we're also a fan of organs‚ despite them scaring us a tad. we have a fear of Very Large Things and organs are...#generally Huge. and they sound Forboding and Scary of course. but we did hyperfixate on em too during 2019ish!#They're very neat!! however we cannot look at pictures of them or listen to them for very long without panicking DHDHDJSKSDJDJSJ#same goes for hydraulophones oddly enough... I don't know what it is with them. I guess it's the obscurity?#they don't particularly sound frightenin'. though they CAN be big. that's... probably it.#Oh another niche topic/thing we've hyperfixated on in the past is automatons!#that's another thing that scares us actually—they're amazing but something about them makes us uncomfortable…#our favourite automaton is the silver swan! it's beautiful‚ and it's an amazing work of art‚ but we just…#CANNOT watch or look at it for longer than a few seconds before we start getting Scared. which is WEIRD!#it's not scary at all? it's literally so cutes. I don't know what's up with that. Hm.
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i want to redo my theme but also im lazys
#dis.txt#idk. i'm restless#i kinda wish i could be hyperfixated on like. a horror-based thing again yk#i want scary shit to distract me from the irl scary shit#dont get me wrong i love my strange little anime men but ughhhhh#i also kinda wish i could match w/ someone but that would feel 2 forward + it'd have to be a shared interest i think? idk
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I've reached a point where I am two eps behind on Burrow's End and it's starting to feel like the point of no return. If I'm not faced with deadline pressure to watch something, I am well and truly fucked. All because I forgot what week the first ep was airing :( and I'd been so hyped :((
#starting to hit spoilers on my dash. which is technically my fault cuz i cant be bothered to block tags lol#but idk. ive skimmed some vaguely concerning spoiler posts.#it was a given to me that this season would be scary cuz aabria makes me emotional but i didnt think itd be like HORROR scary#and maybe thats my b lol. it is spooky season idk what i expected. and again ive only skimmed posts so idrk if that IS the vibe#i think how quickly one season comes after the other is what trips me up so bad#cuz from trw to b-end i had planned to watch dadq but the downtime wasnt long enough for me#i need time to mourn and come off the adrenaline lol. is adrenaline right? dopamine? idfk. u get it. neurodivergents get it.#doesnt help that the new hyperfixation is qsmp. so much shit to watch#and the french have charmed me so when i watch them ive gotta read. been hard to do my five activities at once during those#my blog isnt tied to any one fandom but im always hesitant to rb qsmp stuff. even tho its MY blog and i can do whatever III WANT#im trying my best lol. to post to my heart's content and to watch the cool things with yall. trying so hard ;-;#OH also i miiight lose my dropout sub for idk how long lolol anyway end of spiel#sea rambles
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Sonic.exe
I used a biro pen and I’ve been busy with exams
#sonic.exe#idk how to tag this#sketch#why did i do this#I like scary things idk#i should be revising#can you tell im hyperfixating
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i know i make jokes about hyperfixating on things but sometimes i come back up for air and it’s jarring how much time has passed
#i started reading around 7:45 PM tonight#it’s midnight and i have no recollection of all that time passing#like ha ha yeah hyperfixations are fun! i am the queen of locking in when i hyperfixate!#it’s kind of. scary sometimes idk ADHD isn’t like. a super fun thing
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