#i am being driven insane

[hatchet-boy]

This photo this damn photo-

[aluria-sevhex]

hmmmm i have... mixed feelings on the stuff following the events of the game over flash (if you're one of the people i know irl and are reading Homestuck, DO NOT click the keep reading, btw im writing this while on page 7456)

ok so like the old timeline got really fucked-up and i was like ":D they're fixing it!" initially but now they've fixed it and like...

John literally retconned the story, particularly in regards to Vriska's death. so now there's a lot of screen time that just... doesn't matter anymore??? huh??? wha- that timeline doesn't exist anymore, what the hell is the point??? so much got literally retconned! the fuck?

[buckysprettybaby]

i always think im finally mentally stable but then i get a crush and realise i am still mentally ill

[astral-aromance]

I feel like 99% of the Silmarillion fans forget that Fëanor was actually a very likeable guy for most of his life.

That is literally a significant part of why people followed him. A lot of people loved and admired him. He wasn't mean to random people, and definitely not "a toxic husband/father." The whole point of his story is that he was universally beloved, which is what made his fall so impactful.

[persona-brainrot-real]

Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)

Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.

And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.

Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.

[kcrra]

alicent canonically hitting rhaenyra with the saddest doe eyes of all time and a chilling aura of tragedy for a love long lost but finally realized, begging her to come with her, standing there pleading for her love a la notebook style...who in the doomed yuri community is doing it like them. i'm gonna be honest ship of all time doesn't even begin to cover it

[conquerorworm]

the ten inch cut: shoresy s1 red hitchcock scene pack

[astradyke]

the thing about me is that dan and/or phil could post the most devastating photos in an instagram story dump but if any one of them happen to involve my other interests i'm sorry that is my main point of concern. the two of them could post them literally making out but if i even saw a pokemon plush in the background all y'all would hear is me being like "they're SO obsessed with gen 1 🙄 i bet they looooooved x and y didn't they". world's most useless phannie

[dennisboobs]

one day i'll post my fic and you can finally witness this monster of a playlist that fuels my insanity

[fevers-and-emeto-oh-my]

do you see my vision. even more outwardly punk spike and clean cut giles

[realbeefman]

genuinely have been unable to focus on necessary tasks for DAYS because i cant stop thinking about how we have no clue what nigel is actually like because it’s all alex’s half-lie half-delusion version of him as retold to sally like god. this movie gives you so much and so little at the same time

[beware-of-you-98]

If anyone needs me, no u don’t 💞

[frightfullytreeish]

I refuse to believe the truck company are paying for DOUBLE TRUCK PRODUCT PLACEMENT so eddie's truck must get totalled in some way (rip). it's chekov's two trucks gun.

[rambling-robot]

ngl guys I understand the hockey rpf fic writers. the most important and thrilling parts of this game (besides scoring goals) is when the increasingly-angry men pin each other as aggressively as possible to the wall with anything but their hands.

[emo-space-queen]

the way chronic pain literally makes me more and more insane every day while i try to hold it together has to be hilarious from an outside perspective

i’m ranting. i’m laughing. i’m sobbing. i’m laughing again. i’m seething. i’m sobbing AND laughing. actually i’m fine. would u like a joint in my humble abode? i have a shroom gummy in my purse.

[sweetestberryofthebunch]

The constant struggle of Are all my friends getting coddled or have I just been abandoned ?!