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to wuming, hua cheng, san lang;
happy birthday, dearest a-hong. 🦋💘
DESSERT LATER !!!!!!!! 🧹🧹🧹🧹🧹🧹🧹(WHACK WHACK WHACK)
#a peach for immortality and love. the hualian of fruits#hua cheng means so so much to me words cannot describe how much i love this beautiful strong courageous man. he is everything to me#you don't look a day over 500 my lord enjoy yourself today mwah#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#花城0610生日快乐#its still the 9th here in america BUT I WAS TOO EXCITED ITS THE 10TH IN CHINA
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life is difficult right now, so I'm dealing with it like any normal person would (reading a 300k fic that I've been meaning to get around to since like 2016. in one sitting. see you guys at 3 am ✌️)
#you know what. in my defense it is kind of the best thing to be doing with my time right now.#I've bottled up a lot of stress lately and today is the day that it decided to become a problem#and rather than wallowing in the stress of aging family members (which I cannot do anything about)#I am going to sit my ass down with a bunch of coffee at 7 pm and I'm going to force my mind to go somewhere else for 300k words.#weird emotional states call for weird solutions. or whatever the saying is. close enough.#the things that can be done have been done for now so I just need to get my brain back to daily-functioning.#I've never jumpstarted a car before but it's probably like that.
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6/? Henry from Henry Saga: @rum-sugar-pirate Henry!!!!
(also a quick bonus bc I had to)
#henry emily saga#words cannot describe how much Im loving this series#ALSO LAWDDD this is such a cool Henry design I love him :3#his face is so nice AND THE HAIRRR#sorry im a fellow poc Henry enjoyer and I love this hairstyle#fnaf#art#local kiwi art#henry emily#artists on tumblr#fnaf art#five nights at freddy's#can you tell I drew today already some poses#my art#not ai
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FLICKER/FLASH WARNING
TETRO DANGANRONPA PINK CHAPTER THREE SPOILERS!!! ALSO
man ive never drawn a fox before i hope they’re not too hard i said before being shot 57 times, i also did this while listening to die your daughter - susannah joffe and if there’s an okazaki fan who knows the song reading this please tell me if u think that’s them core, also i liked this one drawing of watari so it gets to sit under rewdmore here bc i will lose it otherwise
#to the person who sent me very nice words sorry i haven’t responded i cannot express how happy it made me#but know this was inspired by u bc im pretty sure you like them so hope ur a tag reader if u see this#tetro danganronpa pink#okazaki hanano#watari nishino#archive tags >#jubilee art#still getting a hang of making these and im not that confident so ignore if it’s janky pleaseeeee#their duo/ship name being Firefox is my favourite thing u have no idea it’s so silly#sorry there’s so much rambling all over this my brain is everywhere today
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i keep coming back to 'i was a functioning alcoholic til nobody noticed my new aesthetic' because i do distinctly remember conversations about how taylor seemed to be drinking a lot more and getting drunk at like every awards show she went to. and those conversations were coming from a place of concern and of hoping that she was alright and that this wasn't a problem.
so to then say 'ugh i can't believe no one noticed this problem i had' when i know that people definitely did, and on the same album say that fans who are genuinely concerned about a new relationship that you are in are just 'bitching and moaning'? what do you want from them? you're talking about so many people who do at least believe that they are coming from a place of care and concern, and you are totally dismissing them on both ends of a scale!
not to mention that her implying that since nobody (???) was noticing her ~aesthetic~ drinking problem she just stopped having it is a bit of a kick in the teeth to people who do have drinking problems and can't just stop having them, since that's not how it fucking works.
#today on things about this album that make me want to scrEAM#just the word aesthetic even being in that sentence. please stop.#i think my cynicism has just been brewing for like a whole year at this point and i finally have something to let it out on#maybe even over a year. i have been saying since the tour was announced that she should do tour and finish the rereleases during it#thats the end of eras. the tour the rerecords all finished.#and then take a break. a proper break with no anything going on.#and then take the time to make a solid new album to be released in say 2025/26#obviously this did not happen lol#okay imma use anti tags i don't want the swifties coming for me but. these opinions are important to me and i wanted to voice them.#cannot guarentee that i will not have more to say on this matter at a later time#anti taylor swift#anti ttpd#mae posts#tw drinking#tw alcohol#tw alcoholism
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Maybe I'm projecting too much of my desperation to graduate and get out of school unto Ford but I do not think he was a good student nor did he enjoy Backupsmore as like, the concept of an academic institution, lol.
The entire reason he justified leaving Stan behind was the amazing and innovative programs at West Coast Tech. Then he gets to Backupsmore and it's all underfunded programs and gen ed requirements? Can you imagine the crash out when a professor told him they don't take underclassmen in their lab, no matter how smart they are? Can you imagine him sitting through calc 1, 2, and 3 for the second time because his high school credits didn't transfer? He let his brother cheat through all of high school--- you know he was the GO TO for people who were too hungover or lazy to figure out their homework on a Sunday afternoon before it was due.
This is a guy who craves being in the field so bad he let his best friend get regularly traumatized just for The Science (Sorry, Fiddleford). We don't know for sure that he didn't publish anything while in Gravity Falls but it sure doesn't seem like it--- he's definitely the guy that has super high standards for other people's papers and articles but HATES writing his own. He loves the idea of writing but the academic paper process makes him hate himself (even more than usual). This is a guy who deep down just wanted to go sailing with his brother the whole time--- he is NOT sitting peacefully through a fundamental physics lab, he IS blowing something up, even when it shouldn't be possible. That man probably got into a near fistfight with the Dean trying to get his academic track sped up to graduate early. The admin office hated him. The physicists professors got into arguments about whether he was the best or worst student of all time. Nowadays, when you whisper Stanford Pines to the ancient physics department head, he shudders and holds his delicate lab machinery close. He's haunted by what was.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#Ford is so so smart#He cannot sit still if you put him next to a battery and a magnet and a collection of wires#He was the friend who got all As despite going 'we had a test today?' at the beginning of class#It's good he went to school in the 70s because if he went today he'd use online resources to skip every class#and would still be top of his class. Infuriating.#in other words professors no more lab reports I beg of thee#let me graduate pleaseeee
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Denmark’s a prison.
#my art#hamlet#the tragedy of hamlet prince of denmark#william shakespere#Horatio#hamlet x horatio#blood cw#cw blood#I was asked today ‘so why hamlet?’ and I cannot honesty put into words WHY I love him so much#without just. explaining the entire plot of hamlet.#tragic danish boyfriends
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Hi think of Jimmy in a cowboy/sheriff outfit and southern Tango obsessed with that thank you
Anon, I fear this is something I have planned for Trial and Error. Jimmy turns full cowboy and Tango is VERY obsessed with it.
(outlining Trial and Error now, so that I can have it ready to roll shortly after Margin of Error is done <3)
#trial and error#sauce yaps#i do be yapping today i cannot shut up#ask bidoof i had to send all my car thought audio files to them in our dms#my brain doesnt know the word quiet#i am writing 3 aus and 6 fics at once rn I cant afford to shut up
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I love the fact that someone else also plays non mage red hawke. People kept telling me I was playing it wrong because I wasn't romancing fenris with a mage hawke and romanced him with a red hawke warrior. I just don't enjoy following canon lmao, since the canon hawke is a male mage sarcastic hawke, I did the exact opposite. People also kept telling me that the only way to play fenris' romance is with a mage purple hawke so i thought you know what im gonna do the exact opposite and i really enjoyed their dynamic in the end. Did the same thing with dao people kept saying best way to romance morrigan was with mahariel so i romanced her with a brosca dwarf warden.🤣🤣
Currently doing a da2 replay and I will be romancing anders and isabela in the next run though. I love them both and couldn't decide so I thought what better way to romance them than with the poly mod and do it all at once. 😂
dude i had the exact same logic 😭 i love purple hawke and i love carver (i say carver and not mage hawke because i really really hate playing mages .) but i feel like That Specific Playthrough is so oversaturated by fandom that it kind of destroys the novelty after awhile. like it starts getting a bit irritating when every post about hawke treats them like an established entity. mage hawke is one thing and in a way i think it does make a sort of sense that That's the fan consensus because of how the story plays out with mages in the game. but the way purple garrett is like seemingly universally treated like the definitive version of that character is obnoxious LOL
#you might think im exaggerating but unironically if i had a nickel for everytime i saw a post about hawke that was meant to be like this#general meta analysis of the character#but immediately stopped midway through because they kept using ''he''#or talked about how much of a snarky asshole he is or how magic has informed every part of his life#i wouldn't need to go to work today.#one time i saw this old post that was gushing about how much better suited garrett is as the protagonist#because of that underlying implication that he looks the most like malcolm#and the post was worded in such a. weird way. saying how marian in contrast looks too soft and gentle and doesn't have that same hard edge#and it was treating this like it was a GENIUS character design decision and it bugged me so much#no actually i think it's Pretty Fhucking Bad that bioware is so married to this idea that there's some inherent difference between#mhawke and fhawke#that they couldn't physically help themselves from making the female version more conventionally pretty and delicate and feminine and soft#she has blue eyes pale skin she's thin she has this soft face#meanwhile garrett is tan with brown eyes and a rugged complexion and he's hulked the fuck out#and i cannot stress enough They Are The Same Person#and bioware doing that is one thing#but when you're not even safe from the fandom constantly promoting this idea of there being a ''true'' protagonist it's unbearable.#ask#anon
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GUESS WHO HAD THEIR FIRST KISS TODAY
#okay so guess what#she came over today to celebrate my bday because she isn’t free at all tmrw....in the backseat of her car after she had given me my present#(a letter + magnetic bookmarks !!!! + a brownie) she pulled me in for a hug & when we sort of relaxed w/ my head on her shoulder#and her arms around me she told me to look up & close my eyes—to which i laughed & complied—and she. and she#fucking kissed me on the lips !!!! so far we’ve only kissed each other on the cheeks + forehead w/ me being the bolder one#& sometimes going for the neck—but like. my god. i would’ve never expected it from her !!! and to think that this was my first kiss !!!!#it was soft & surreal & so so beautiful and tender i cannot put it into words—and it felt so right !!#later in the day i decided to tease her so i texted her that i had hardly felt the kiss & that it was so fleeting i had understood nothing#to which she didn’t reply but in the car when coming home she abruptly stopped & told me to “come here” and guess what.#she kissed me again !!!! my goodness i still cannot believe it !!!!! one was surreal enough but two !!!#i believe i am legitimately the luckiest person on earth.......never thought i’d love the day before my bday more than my bday itself#but apparently exceptions must be made#মৃণাল
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Mitch Marner Media Availability | 10.12.24
#toronto maple leafs#mitch marner#2425#hockeyedit#egifs#leafs lb#sorrry i cannot stop giffing this man he looks so fucking beautiful today i wanna die#like ............... the r.re.e.. i cant. there are no words#yall mind if i only think abt one man for the rest of eternity UFCK
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john passed away on this day 43 years ago. watch a sickening amount of old samurai movies, listen to blues and punk rock full blast, and hate on chevy chase today in his memory <3
#john belushi#saturday night live#the blues brothers#animal house#i could genuinely sit here and ramble about it in long posts but i cannot find the words so instead im just posting abt him a lot today#one day i will write a long thing about how incredible he was but right now i just cannot so for now i offer this
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one thing about being in too much pain to uphold social niceties (period and it's a bad one) is that i did spend all day at work not only doubled over and moving at a pace the ninety year old library ladies were lapping but i was even worse than usual at tasks like Looking At People Who Are Chewing Gum and "not edging away bugeyed when a coworker stands close next to me" and of course the perennial favorite "keeping track of more than three words spoken to me in a row and responding to that" and we'll let me merely say. it is just me and that murderbot. nobody else in this whole damn library understands
#(we catalogued a bunch of martha wells today and it was very apropos)#i just think. when im wounded and dripping secret fluids you can't expect me to keep up with this other shit is all#bookbot doesnt have any combat skills but it does have a faster search than the opac computer#so as soon as it remembers how sentences and conveyance of the searched information works you'll be in the business#augggggh and it was so busy too!!!111 and the guy who monologues on the phone called again and he always starts his calls with#'HEY darlin'!' fuck off robert call me darlin one more time. motherfucker#this is linux robert. we really dislike getting calls from linux robert. robert i'm blind is a different cooler guy#robert im blind is a blind guy named robert who introduces himself in those exact words. and he calls every solstice#in order to find out the exact time the solstice or equinox begins . i always wonder what rituals hes performing#linux robert merely wants to bother our IT department about the minutea of ubuntumint or whatever .no matter how many times we tell him NO#he cannot accept that our IT staff is busy keeping the whole county's library system running and cannot be his personal home computer staff#and that it is highly unlikely one of them would let him burn his custom linux mods onto the public library computers#(i THINK that's what he's trying to do. he is not great at explaining in what one might call. layman's terms. despite being The Explainer)#linux robert is deeply on the spectrum but guess what dude! so am i and so am your little brother who i went to grade school with#at least 25% of our patron base is on the spectrum the library is a very autistic place to be#autism doesnt exclude a guy from being a real annoying pain in the ass who calls you darlin condescendingly#his brother is a wonderful guy. i used to hang out with him at lunch bc his tss had adopted me as a sort of pseudoclient#she clocked my twelve year old weird and said oh ive got room for one more. so jon and i were like two chicks under the wing#and my good sixth grade buddy jon would never call me unsolicited endearments. because first of all he's literally nice#and second of all our favorite thing to do together was not talk#WHEW. anyway. long ass day . my coworker and i have resolved one of these days to clearly tell robert not to do that please#because otherwise he wont know . but it's also possible someone's already told him this and he just doesnt care
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How are we feeling after the chapter
conflicted
#i cannot put my thoughts into words today ---> long day at work i am drained#but i do have many thoughts#hopefully i'll be able to share them in a coherent way tomorrow
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hullo everyone. check out my new personality trait.
#pictures cannot properly convey how beautiful this rock is. it's my favorite little item and I loooove it so much even though....#it's so obviously a fake sardonyx. word to the wise: dont buy gems online. especially explicitly rare gems u cant typically buy for 5 bucks#anyhoo. shes a fakey but i love her so much it doesn't even matter and also. she was 5 bucks#goober.txt#i had a bagel w/ loxs today with friends and i feel like something in my soul was corrected somehow
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