#i could make some drole comment about The Book (deleuzoguattarian) that would be catnip to a certain type of tumlr user and gain their

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Its very funny when telling people i haven’t read much of anything in over a year and dont feel the need to change this until i get a reading vibe again like i feel no sturm und drang about it etc makes people assume im like. anti intellectual. when im exactly the type of person who reads a fuckton of theory and extremely complex high intensity novels and can talk about them by making connections etc that a certain type of internet user views as the pinnacle of intelligence & thus authority. Except after spending like 3 years in a constant state of low grade psychosis bc my brain was being stimulated with very abstract concepts and kept building higher and higher castles into the ether by connecting concepts etc bc thats exactly the type of thing its good at doing and will do ad infinitum. i had to simply put the shit down if i wanted to not be miserable and both over- and under-stimulated at all times and also incapable of yk. holding down a job and relationships to human people around me. whatever