#i deleted the other stuff cuz Huh

[vacantgodling]

i think all of this research of shit is honestly just making me want to make such an aggressively large worldbuilt wip — the conquest wip or whatever that i keep mentioning in passing

earth is cool but i wanna do weird shit

[genshingorlsrevengeance]

hello! I have a request for yae, Ayaka, and any other genshin girls you feel like adding

Them with a s/o who's waking up from surgery (or some other such operation), still on painkillers, high off their fucking mind, and they just keep stating at them like 🤨 cuz they're not lucid enough to figure out where they are or who the person besides them is.

(Genshin Impact) Their S/O waking up while still being loopy

Miko, Ayaka, Chiori, Clorinde, Dehya, Eula, Navia, Rosaria, Sara, Shenhe, Sucrose, Xianyun, Xinyan, Yoimiya

I haven't written for Genshin in what I feel is a while, so congrats anon! You have scored the Ask lottery by getting 14 genshin gals! Enjoy!

Miko is honestly trying so hard not to burst into laughter seeing S/O's confused expression.

The way their eyes were half-lidded, mouth slightly open, knowing the moment they opened their mouth the question would be:

(S/O) "Who are you...?"

Miko clears her throat, but the smile doesn't go away, not one bit.

(Miko) "Oh, don't mind me! I'm a friend of Guuji Yae, your girlfriend! I'm here to pick you up."

(S/O) "Huh...you have the same smirk as her."

(Miko) snrk!

(S/O) "...Same mischievous laugh too..."

Though the injury they sustained was unfortunate, the reaction was hilarious!...Well, assuming that the medicine they used just made them a little woozy instead of deleting their memory.

Ayaka is more concerned than anything at S/O's reaction.

(Ayaka) "Are you alright?"

(S/O) "U-Uh...yes ma'am."

(Ayaka) "Ma'am?-"

(S/O) "Sorry, is miss Kamisato around here? I think she was waiting outside."

(Ayaka) "I'm right here though?"

S/O had to squint their eyes, as if not believing her. She moved closer, but S/O adjusted to keep the respectful distance.

She'd be flattered that even in such a state they took their relationship so seriously, but now she began to pout.

(Ayaka) "I am Ayaka, S/O!"

(Chiori) "Hey, you still in there?"

(S/O) "Ugh, my head...Doctor, am I well?"

(Chiori) "Oh you've gotta be kidding me."

After muttering to herself, Chiori sighed and crossed her arms.

(Chiori) "The doctors told me you were fine. I'm picking you up now."

(S/O) "Hm...you sound a lot like Chiori."

(Chiori) "Because I am her."

After seeing S/O squint their eyes in disbelief, Chiori rolled her eyes and moved closer.

(Chiori) "See?"

(S/O) "...Oh hey honey. Only you have those really pretty angry eyes."

(Chiori) "Psh, some compliment that is."

Clorinde breathes a sigh of relief when she sees S/O wake up.

(Clorinde) "How are you feeling, S/O?"

(S/O) "I feel a little lighthearted, ma'am."

Ma'am? That was new-...Wait.-

(Clorinde) "Do you know where you are?"

(S/O) "I...think a hospital in Fontaine...? Or was it the outskirts?"

(Clorinde) "Just how much medicine did they use on you...?"

(S/O) "Oh! Can you please tell Clorinde I'm okay?"

Clorinde opened her mouth to protest before she sighed, adjusting her hat and smiling ever so slightly.

(Clorinde) "I'll be sure to do that."

She promptly walked out of the room, then instantly spun on her heel and entered the room.

(S/O) "Clorinde!"

(Clorinde) "...Hello, dear."

Dehya had some kind of painkiller, though it was a bit unorthodox. She had heard Cactus Juice was a great way to quench your thirst, but the side effects-

(S/O) "GIANT MUSHROOM! GIANT MUSHY FRIIEEEEEEEND!-"

(Dehya) "...Okay, note to self, don't drink this stuff when hurt."

Dehya felt her armored wrist dragged by S/O, pointing at the mushroom that was hopping toward them-

UH OH.

(Dehya) "S/O, GET BACK!"

(S/O) "WAIT, PRETTY LADY THAT LOOKS LIKE MY GIRLFRIEND! YOU CAN'T-"

Gently pushing S/O back, Dehya clenched her fist and grit her teeth at the incoming enemies.

(Dehya) "I don't know if I should take that as a compliment or insult considering, so I'll just take it out on these punks!"

Eula's eye twitched as she dropped S/O gently onto their bed, all the while feeling their very weak punches on her arm.

(S/O) "N-No! I can't rest in your bed! I have a girlfriend!"

(Eula) "Has it occurred to you that the person you're speaking to is your girlfriend, S/O?"

(S/O) "Never! Eula is so nice to me!"

(Eula) "This must be karma for waking you up early..."

Eula was informed by the Knight Doctor that she shouldn't wake S/O up at least an hour later for the medicine to mostly wear off.

Yet it had been a few days already and she was so concerned for them that she couldn't help it!

And now she learned that the Doctors know best.

(S/O) "Eula is going to kill me, I can't sleep in another woman's bed!"

(Eula) sigh

Navia is honestly giggling to herself like a madwoman, finding S/O's reaction hilarious and cute!

Navia cleared her throat and spoke in a deeper voice, wondering how long she could keep the bit going.

(Navia) "Ahem! Your dear lover Navia is waiting outside for you, allow me to get her!"

(S/O) "A-Ah, that'd be great, ma'am. Thank you!"

Failing to contain her snicker, she walked out of the room, though if S/O had noticed, they had said nothing. And she dramatically entered the room, flowing her blonde hair behind with a dramatic pose.

(Navia) "S/O, are you doing okay?"

(S/O) "Navia, yes I am! I didn't keep you waiting long did I?"

(Navia) "Nope!" snrk! "Not at all!"

Rosaria couldn't exactly blame S/O, she didn't always look friendly even on a good day, much less when they were high as a kite.

(S/O) "I-I'm sorry, can I help you, miss?"

(Rosaria) "...Nah, just making sure you were okay."

(S/O) "Alright...Um, is my girlfriend out there?"

(Rosaria) "And who'd that be?"

(S/O) "She's a nun, the...scary but pretty looking one, Rosaria. W-Well, I say scary, but she isn't when you get to know her, y'know?"

(Rosaria) "Heh, got it."

Scary but pretty? That was a new one.

She was definitely going to mention this conversation when she went to pick them up later, but for now she had work to do.

Sara knew the medicine to treat S/O was going to be very strong. After all, it was meant for soldiers in pain.

Yet she didn't know it'd hit them THIS hard.

(S/O) "A-Ah, excuse me, soldier!"

Sara turned around, noticing S/O was nearly sitting upright inside the tent, and looking directly at her.

(Sara) "Are you talking to me?"

(S/O) "Yes! I'm sorry to ask this of you, but I was with Sa-...General Kujou, could I ask to speak to her?"

This wasn't a joke, was it?

(Sara) "...S/O, it's me."

(S/O) "I'm aware I'm a civilian, but I still wish to request her presence!"

(Sara) "Shogun give me strength- Okay, I'll get the general for you."

Knowing it'd be better to get herself than to cause a scene, she walks a few paces from the tent.

(Sara) "Maybe we should find some less potent medicine..."

Shenhe concocted an elixir from herbs that Cloud Retainer had taught her to make.

While strong and could heal even the most grievous of injuries, it'd knock you flat on your ass. Clearly, that seemed to be true as S/O was out for nearly a day.

And by the time they awoke, they didn't even know where they were.

(S/O) "Am I...outside? How did I get here?"

(Shenhe) "You are awake."

S/O turned to Shenhe and became quiet for a few moments, staring into her eyes as the sun shone above.

(Shenhe) "How are you feeling?"

(S/O) "Are...you an angel?"

(Shenhe) "No, I am Shenhe."

(S/O) "...Why does this angel look and sound like my girlfriend?"

(Shenhe) "...I do not think this medicine was meant for mortals."

Sucrose nodded to herself as she shook the potion in her hand.

This would wake S/O up instantly, and they'd be feeling better to boot!

Sucrose gently popped the cork off the top, and poured it into their lips-

(S/O) "GRAGBHU?!-"

(Sucrose) "EEP!-"

Sucrose leapt back in surprise as S/O made the most inhuman noise she had heard, quickly looking around.

(S/O) "WHOWHATWHENWHERE?!-"

(Sucrose) "P-Please, calm down! It's just me!"

(S/O) "Is this a lab? Am I being experimented on, what's with this taste in my mouth?!"

(Sucrose) "You're in the Knights' clinic! Take a deep breath and-"

(S/O) "I AM CALM, WHO ARE YOU?!"

(Sucrose) "O-Oh dear...!"

Looks like the potion was too energetic.

Knowing the medicine she made for Ganyu and Shenhe would be too powerful, Xianyun made a weaker dose for S/O.

It'd help alleviate the pain and they'd wake up in an hour or so.

And just on time, S/O opened their eyes.

(Xianyun) "Hm, it seems this One's recipe was just right. How do you feel?"

(S/O) "Ugh, my head...Who's speaking right now?"

(Xianyun) "Hmph! Do you not recognize your own lover?"

(S/O) "...Xianyun? Where are you? I can only see this woman in front of me."

(Xianyun) "Oh, for heaven's sake!"

Clearly she didn't account for them losing their mind.

Xinyan doesn't know exactly what to do other than wait, leading her to practice on her guitar.

Instead of anything wild, it was a rather sweet tune, humming the song's words at risk of waking S/O in an unpleasant manner.

Not that she'd ever expect them to complain being woken up like that.

(S/O) "Hm...That music..."

(Xinyan) "S/O! How ya feelin' luv?"

(S/O) "Fine, thank you, miss. I...think I hear my girlfriend playing music right outside."

Xinyan snorted, which quickly led her to clear her throat, hoping that S/O didn't hear that and continue speaking.

(Xinyan) "Course ya did, silly! I was playin' right next to ya!"

(S/O) "You're not Xinyan...a-are you?"

(Xinyan) "Hoo boy, that medicine really did a number on ya! Just who the heck else talks like this in the whole harbor?!"

(Yoimiya) "S/O! You're awake!"

(S/O) "OOF-!"

Yoimiya hugged S/O tightly, borderline tackling them as she laughed.

(Yoimiya) "Thank goodness you're okay! I heard what happened and came rushing as fast as I could!-"

(S/O) "H-Hey, let go! Who are you?!"

Yoimiya's eyes shot wide and leapt back, terror suddenly filling her eyes.

(S/O) "I have a girlfriend, back off! Where's Yoimiya?!"

(Yoimiya) "But...I'm Yoimiya?"

A moment of silence passed as S/O crossed their arms, unconvinced at their girlfriends' words.

(S/O) "Tch, my head still hurts! If you're the doctor, can you tell me how long this dizziness is going to last?"

...And promptly, S/O fell back on the bed, snoring.

(Yoimiya) "Yikes, jeez what medicine did Thoma give them...?"

...

(S/O) "Yoimiya! Thank the Archons you're here, I think someone tried to hug me, but they had your voice...!"

(Yoimiya) "Gee, I wonder who it could've been..."

[awoooooooooooooooo]

i wish someone would make a website exactly like tumblr But it functions well and porn is fully allowed again and ppl don't get deleted for like being trans . cuz i love how this website is set up but it kinda sucks overall huh. using other websites just doesn't hit the same. i fucking hate twitter and bluesky so bad. i guess facebook is kinda similar but it is also evil so fuck my life. i miss 2013 tumblr every day of my life even the glitches and weird broken stuff were more endearing back then

[yaoireview]

ᴜʜᴍ… ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ʀᴇᴠɪᴇᴡ ᴅᴀɴɴʏ ꜱᴍᴏᴋᴇ x ᴍᴀʀꜱʜᴀʟʟ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ,,..

What's with the font woah what the hell that's awesome

DANNY SMOKE X MARSHALL (Danny smoke in furry land)

(Just wanna say the EXTREMELY GOOFY Movie yaoi review WILL be happening its just.. i havent gotten around to watching that one. I'm sorry I failed you all)

Short answer, yes. I mean I'm not gonna play this out they're CLEARLY yaoi, but theres many things to keep in mind about this case that may not be as easy as you might think.

This isn't no infinity train nonsense where its just BLATANTLY obvious that they wanna jump across the train and make out with each other at every second, heh... its a little more than that. Walk with me.

And one last thing before I start, if you're one of the danny smoke fans where they just comment a joke about his disability. Go fuck yourself, and then go die

STEP 1: UNDERSTANDING THE STRAIGHT WARRIOR (OUTSIDE OF MAINLINE FURRY LAND)

Just to put into perspective the man we're dealing with, Danny Smoke went through a LOT before the furry land. He's a widow you know...

I feel like bringing this up is very necessary since... he is a straight warrior after all. Danny smoke has, on SEVERAL occasions, attracted gay men

On his old tiktok account that got deleted, I am CONFIDENT that there was one of him defending a gay man, (As the warrior does) and then the gay man was attracted to him to which he responded that he wasnt gay (DONT WORRY ABOUT THAT HE WAS LYING.)

And also, Danny Smoke KISSED Goku, yeah sure it was evil danny but he was STILL the same caring awesome badass that we know and love.

and WHY did goku have to take off his shirt HUH?? He's been waiting for this.. you can tell.

The last piece of evidence outside of the main story I could think of is the furryland christmas special. Now I'd be lying to you if I didn't show ANOTHER instance of Danny calling himself straight, but we ALL know hes lying. If he WAS straight he'd probably be staring as Misa Amane. Checkmate Atheists.

The main thing I wanted to talk about was the Loner type shown as one of the character types in the special.

The entire segment with the loner type, Danny says that its his favorite, and he seems just oddly way happier while doing so. He says stuff like "Oh yeah." while he's drawing it and near the end its shown that the loner character he's drawing is CLEARLY supposed to be Marshall, and that he says about the character that

"He's a rude type, but he's actually.. probably only rude cause he...probably only rude cause deep down he cares.. cares even more than he knows.. its just that.. he probably got a deep down inside pain that nobody could ever understand.. because of how fucked up crazy shit it is.. cuz he's a badass type.. the type you could even call a.. cool guy rival.." - Danny Smoke

Even after the events of Danny Smoke In Furry Land Chapter 1, Danny STILL cares deeply about Marshall, in a gay way or not its clear he does.

STEP 2: UNDERSTANDING THE STRAIGHT WARRIOR (INSIDE OF MAINLINE FURRY LAND)

First of all he VOICES that he doesnt like being the kings pet but he does the motion of saying "YES!! YAHOO!!" ....which is it Danny...?

He also becomes really heated and upset when two DIRTY TROLLS call him gay.

He then unleashes his power and revives marshall, who died from Prince Britishimo in a sword fight with his "straight powers" yeah sure man.. whatever you say... and this is a little bit of a stretch with words but he BASICALLY chose marshall over his girlfriend

The next time he sees marshall he says "Marshall! I knew you cared!!" to which marshall responds kindly with punching him in the face,

STEP 3: UNDERSTANDING MARSHALL THE WOLF

(Yeah the shirt, look at it. Look at the shirt.)

Marshall the Wolf is a deeply layered character, and no one can tell me otherwise, but for our purposes I'll mostly be showing the GAY stuff. yeah thats right. the YAOI stuff.

Okay first of all, Marshall BRINGS Danny to a bar with a BUNCH of bikini women, and he FACES THE OTHER WAY. HE DOES NOT CARE FOR THEM, AT ALL. yeah sure he smiles at first but i'm PRETTY sure its only because he's about to drink some alcohol

Secondly, Marshall has a strong reaction from seeing the gay potion, he's clearly seen it before. its a touchy subject... thats all im gonna say I dont wanna give him PTSD

Marshall blushes when he wakes up from randomly fainting from alcohol and sees that Danny is dragging him out of the BURNING BUILDING, and EVEN THOUGH its a life or death situation, he has to push himself off Danny as soon as possible.

Prince Britishimo then sees danny and tells marshall

"Blimey! He is proper cute, in a gay way! I can see why he changed your heart on the hairless ones, innit!" - Prince Britishimo

To which marshall doesnt deny it but calls him a HORRIBLE SLUR, A HORRIBLE HORRENDOUS SLUR. okay we're not sure if its a slur but its GOTTA be

Marshall then saves Danny and like i said earlier, punches him straight in the face

And then.. the shirt incident happened... you already know what the shirt says... I dont have to explain myself to you..

THE FINALE

The finale is definitely the biggest piece of evidence we have I THINK at least for marsha;l's side. Danny is going to leave with that HOMEWRECKER SHADOW and Marshall doesn't want him to since he does care for Danny but he doesn't want to drop his cool tough guy persona and so he's fighting with himself to tell Danny that he cares,

He either had to give up his image of the awesome cool guy loner that works alone, or lose the only friend (AND PROBABLY CRUSH! GAY WAD!) that he felt like hes ever made in a long time.

Sadly Marshall wasn't ready to open himself up and so he had to fly away on his awesome ass green goblin device.

CONCLUSION:

Yeah sure they seem pretty cool guy rival yaoi

YAOI: 10/10

[wolfertinger]

hoping sawyer takes legal action on wis and salem for real cuz the way the world is getting ppl are not kind to minorities, and it’s becoming even more common for rapists and abusers to get off scot free bc ‘they’re so young and bright and have a successful future in store for them they shouldn’t have their lives ruined over one mistake” which is exactly how wis is acting rn

hey wis idk if you realize but rape/putting your genitals inside someone while they’re passed out isn’t a normal urge that ppl struggle to fight off, and i don’t know why you’re acting like it’s like dropping a vase or accidentally going too far during an argument. idk i think we need to start looking into your ass more because it’s really sus that ur ex deleted everything and ur out here defending a RAPIST that THINKS UR UGLY BTW LOL all on the basis that she’s transfem. huh let’s put two and two together real quick since that’s what you love doing to sawyer

anyways thanks for listening lol i just wanted to blow some steam off because i am trans and have lived nearly my entire life being abused by cis ppl both for being trans and for completely unrelated reasons and it kinda sucks seeing this bitch uphold nasty conservative stereotypes about us and preforming the internet equivalent of punching holes in the wall or hitting her head and going “stupid! stupid! stupid”

p.s. wis how about you actually learn what intersectionality is. or maybe just stfu about sawyer and america in general. because you are so obviously out of touch with the world and don’t know what the FUCK is happening to america and the minorities inside of it to where you’re comfortably making ICE jokes and #coolwhiteperson cookout jokes just to spite sawyer. seriously fucking listen and believe when ppl here tell you that you don’t know wtf ur talking about because you really actually dont….! also stop getting all ur information from white PNW transfems and ur boyfriend because he never goes outside, admitted he was raised white (i might be confusing this for someone else but i’m pretty sure he said something like how other poc don’t like him) doesn’t have any irl friends besides his family and he’s one dimensional as fuck oh boy i can’t wait for the 3939484728383rd post about afab gynecomastia rabbit titties and Deftones! ur still a nazi. ur still racist. ur still ableist. ur still transphobic and intersexist. ur a rape apologist. the both of you. you will never change unless you get off the internet and you won’t because you have an addiction to pixel validation. you’re scum, and you will never amount to anything greater in life other than being a mid kemono artist. i’ve heard standing in place and then tossing a cinderblock straight up into the air helps with that kinda stuff. Peace

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[radqueer-empire]

https://www.tumblr.com/radqueer-empire/746485297656872960

yknow, id *believe* that if radqueers didnt start off being xenosatanists, and if every rq wasnt buddy-buddy with ciel, who *is* a xenosatanist.

seems like you just pick-and-choose to support xenosatanists if theyre your friends, huh?

also kids/animals cant consent.

I wrote a whole response and it deleted itself. Fun. Anyways, attempt two haha.

I don’t fully understand radqueers starting out as xenosatanist unless you’re referring to the original coiner? The majority of the Radqueer community doesn’t support them so I don’t know what to say there to you.

As for Ciel. I don’t like him haha, a lot of people don’t. I’ve met over 100+ radqueers and I’ve met some who don’t even know who he is. Not all radqueers are tumblr users who worship Ciel. Anyways this account isn’t to trash talk individuals, it is to educate. I’m not going to make posts about someone who is chrono 14 because I’m 18 and I don’t want kids or young adolescents receiving death threats or other harassment because antis tend to not to kind when they learn information. Ciel is actually banned from our discord because it is an anti xenosatanist space. Still does not mean I will condone any harassment towards him. I have heard that he doesn’t support everything that Xenosatanist stand for but he uses the term cuz it fits him best. This is also why I won’t callout anti Radqueers or anything. I don’t see as much hatred from Radqueers but I still do not want to put minors in any situation that would lead to them receiving harassment.

As for the last part… my account has always stated that I don’t think kids and animals can consent. I’m open to nuances about a future where older adolescents (16+) can consent but I still am iffy on that idea and there is not enough education right now for them to even have safe relationships with each other, let alone adults. I’ve met several radqueers that don’t think animals or kids can’t consent.

Not to be rude but this post shows how much misinformation that the anti radqueer group spreads. I don’t care if people are against radqueers but this stuff is just wrong. Radqueer is an ideology that supports good-faith identities and extreme body autonomy for those who can give informed consent. Individuals opinions on consent does not mean the whole ideology has to support those opinions.

If you have any more questions, feel free to send another anon or send a dm. If you ever dm me, just tell me you want to remain anon and I’ll never share any of your information. Everyone deserves a safe space to learn.

[lover-of-mine]

Hi Anna!!! 🥰

I wish I could pinpoint one set of lines from "we didn't happen the way we were supposed to (where do we go now?)" Honestly I loved every single word. It made me think about events a different way (from bucks pov for once) and damn.

Anyhoo I'd love the Director's Commentary on your favorite section of that fic pretty please? 🥰

Hi baby, I love that you asked about this fic oaksokasokas

Yk, my thing with that fic in particular is that I hit an "I need to think about how the cemetery felt for Buck", cuz you know me, I'm obsessed with that scene, but I always look at it from Eddie's side, and Eddie makes the decision that Buck is breaking up with him, and doesn't give him the choice, and when you look at the scene, Buck is begging for some sort of reaction from Eddie, but Eddie checked out because Eddie is a runner, so I really wanted to make Eddie confess on that and making Buck call him out on it. And also, I was having a "we give them too much credit when it comes to each other" moment because they misunderstand each other with important things, but since they are so in sync, it won't feel like they aren't in the same wavelength and that creates problems. The cemetery is very easy to use for that, but everything I chose to use on the fic really, the will reveal, Eddie leaving the 118, the grocery store, they are seeing the conversations in different ways. So I wanted those things they don't mention to be addressed while they are angry and hurting and, like, "but you did this" "yeah, because you said that" "i didn't mean it that way" and work up from there. I didn't fully have a goal when I started writing, I actually opened docs to work on the elevator fic that night lol, but then I saw this vision of them fighting, so I just wrote the beginning while trying to contextualize the feeling I wanted from it and then I wrote all of the dialogue up until when Buck kissed Eddie, all in one sitting, no descriptors, just the conversation.

My favorite bit there is actually when Eddie runs away from the kitchen after confessing (because I was already having the huh maybe move them from the kitchen for the getting together feelings lol, and the kitchen is a safe space for Eddie, so getting him out of there makes that tension more clear imo) and Buck is "if you do love me, just stop" because I felt like being called out like that was the only thing that was gonna make this Eddie stop, and that's such a raw thing to ask of somebody, like "please do something you don't want to just because I mean more to you than that" and the way Eddie is all "I'm not making the choice for you" and Buck is all "that's still making the choice for me dumbass" because they are in this place where it feels like Buck thinks he can't ask for more and Eddie thinks he's not enough, and they are taking the choice away from the other because of it, so that was a fun tension to play with while they were fighting. Also, I make it a rule pretty much when writing, to make Buck make the first move, be the first one to address it, to actually say the words, or just the make decision to kiss Eddie, because he never does start things, and I think he needs to, but I tried this with this story for like 5 minutes before deleting it all and making Eddie just say it in the middle of more stuff and Buck having to scramble to deal with it while they were still fighting was the way to go, because I wanted them both to be in a headspace where they think they'll have to take the fact that they love each other to the grave to not lose the friendship. I'm particularly obsessed with the “I can't ask for more of you.” “Everything is already yours!” exchange, because I feel like I really hit something there, Buck things he needs to settle for what he can get and Eddie thinks what he has is not enough, so. if they just said the words, things would move for them, but they just won't ask for what they want.

But I think there I was really thinking to myself "Do I write Eddie as too understanding? Am I making Buck a villain in the cemetery without considering how he's feeling? And do they really understand each other as well as we make it seem like?" It's why it starts right off the bat with the "you're exhausting" comment and escalates from there because things between them would be easier if they just said what they mean every once in a while.

Ask me for the “director’s commentary” on one of my fics?

[mishtiikrishna-mov]

part 1 | part 2

1. disk utility in macos, let's partition for fedora!

2. formatted in ExFAT. will it work?

3. time taken: 8 minutes. that's fast, damn.

4. arrive at the installation page, blah blah. same as this post. really. no space?!

5. tried opening GParted to partition stuff, dint work. (with the help of chatgpt. ugh)

6. back into macos and its disk utility. erasing the earlier partition AND doing the same partition again.

7. except this time, it's MS-DOS. chat told me it'd be easier to delete and make the fedora installer install fedora in that partition.

8. time taken: 7 min. i wonder what's that error hmm. also battery getting low huh.

9. back into the installer. from this post ofc. it happened all the fucking time. pls ignore my phone acting like a drunk and a blind bastard trying to squint and focus. i dint really pay attention to what my camera was doing. it finally fucking worked, that's all mattered!!

fucking finally. i'm so fucking happy. this all happened last night and i'm documenting only now cuz I'm lazy. but hey, I'm glad it worked. also. apple's macos. why are u acting like a possessive lil shit. u're useless now. can't u let others take the stage now? fuck the afps file system, man. i had no such problems 4 years ago with macos x lion. hfs+ system is much better.

[eyecandytk]

Maybe you can’t love 2 people. Idk but I had noooo idea this man cared 1/2 as much as he’s making this life or death right now. Which again I feel is only going on cuz you’re involved. I think we r at a point where I’ve done to much in his life for him to want to let me go. U would think I came home and packed up all my stuff the way he’s acting. He’s asked me if I would’ve married him n still spoke to u he wasn’t happy that I said I would’ve spoke to u b4 we got married regardless of eldy which is true I would’ve eventually. I explained to him in 3 different paraphrases what MY intention was years ago that day. My sisters right I was selfish and should’ve stop considering not hurting people feelings and just focused on my own. I wouldn’t be all the way here today if I did. He even went as far as asking me if the eldy thing was all made up like 3 days after he had already msg u. Like so u think me Marc n eldy r jus great actors huh. I c now im with the pettiest man alive and def a great manipulator as much as he doesn’t want to identify as such thats all these years have been manipulating to control when I add it all up. I was able to identify the manipulation better now that all this happened and he trying to hard to tell me what I think and what’s best for me and what I should feel. We will last, well he asked me to give him a chance to try to change. Idk I’m kinda over expecting anything as far as change. The issue he’s having with me is that he keeps thinking that I’m thinking about you when we r becuz it’s been different VERY different 🤭 🤷‍♀️ idk maybe I am maybe I dnt wanna accept that I am anyway he knows the truth and he thinks theirs a way to change how I feel and I can fall back in love wit him and ima try for my kids I am but it’s jus not working. Like I was done b4 i wrote the letter. Tbh idk if him and i r even moving back to jersey together or separated….time will tell but take care of yourself and again im sooo sorry his ass msg u cuz I wouldn’t want nobody msging me if it was the other way around. Well no I would probably stir the pot and send her nudes 😅 lemme stop 🤣dnt listen to me! I too and in a bad space mentally I think we all r at this point this is all a mess😩. Idk if he believes that I didn’t meet u in person or not but he should cuz if I did there wouldn’t be so much back in forth. Please dnt let Hercules over here make u believe he’s some savior. He just started being able to do anything for me within the past 8-9 months of 14 years so yeah he can calm his paycheck down. Mind u I lost a kid in sept and had to get one of my fallopian tubes taken out cuz of it. Thankfully I can still have kids but he was certain he didn’t wanna have an another kids at that time.To now he’s tryna force me to get my birth control taken out cuz all of sudden he wants a daughter🤣🤣 like my nigga go on ain’t shit coming out that’s for sure. Until I have complete clarity if I’m even around for the clarity but yeah I had no idea the thought of you was such a threat or issue. He’s overthinking this whole thing and think your being spiteful told me how could I care for u after eldy and all and idk how I jus do. He tried to blame his behavior the past couple years on the fact that he felt i was always contacting u or we were whatever all these years 😔 I’ll never clear my name 😅 so there won’t be trust what r we doing. He made me promise not to speak to u or contact u while we r working on things. A promise is a comfort to a fool that’s why I dnt promise shit now. He will never no what we discussed beyond what I verbally tell him. He asked to read our msg but I had deleted everything by then and I’m sure that’s what really eating him up inside. He will have to live that as I am.

P.s. so honesty hour, by the end of all this typing I realized he’s right I am thinking about you in that moment. so we can’t ever meet 😪that will be a huge problem and Ik myself

[riddlesmoon]

i lied i changed the tag immediately. anywayyy maybe ill just start typing and see if inspo comes to me. i think itd be kind of funny if in this au ei and makoto arent even related, ei is just an actual android body double commissioned for makoto. i cant rmb, inazuma didnt know makoto existed right? did they just not know there was a handover 500 years ago... but yea thats gonna add a little identity crisis to the mix (remembers fontaine) wait... ok we'll get to there when we get there!! inazuma first

i suppose yae is just made for the shrine... everyone else that has like a normal job, just assume theyre made for their normal job ok. ittos is not a normal job tho. UNLESS... genius strat where they make a "gang leader" that is actually harmless and even plays with kids, but is capable of overpowering other gangs, thus. no actual criminal gangs!! we onto smth here. kuki wouldnt be needed tho but since she has that shrine story she can be one of those that had their purpose changed perhaps. how? well either its sentience or someone behind the scenes 🤷‍♀️ dont think abt it too deeply

who else... everyone else is kind of self explanatory i think. they just... do their jobs/help people they work alongside. i suppose kokomis different since shes in a position of power, and they have that family line jazz, so its kind of weird for her to be a commercial (celestia) android. maybe we can just assume technology is fairly advanced in this era so theyre not all commercial? people can just make their own. oh yeah this ties back into daydreams' original concept of like... broken down models being fixed up by readers... who knows, maybe people even make imitations. hm. maybe that should be neuvillette since hes an enemy of celestiaOkay i keep jumping to fontaine for some reason

should i keep it to one nation a reblog or just keep going. imma keep going. now how do we fit in rukkhadevatas whole thing... i also dont claim to be very knowledgeable about all the desert stuff (and havent finished the pari quest😭) but its probably also not celestia approved so maybe its also a separate faction? wait hold on. the forbidden knowledge can just be. a virus. and some buggy code is left in rukkhadevatas memory so nahida had to delete her loooool okay with how tech they made sumeru this fits really nicely.

im gonna say cynos bad jokes+tcg interest was not scripted at all cuz idk why theyd do that unless some engineer was like wouldnt it be funny. i mean thats also possible ig but like with kuki, sentience is an option... i think this entire au was (partially) inspired when i read smth (an anon on daydream's blog maybe?) about alhaitham and nahida being school guides or something. alhaitham proobably wouldnt be a teacher type i think he just helps them do admin and is fully aware the sages delegate a lot of work to the "scribe" bc they know hes an android. oooh but maybe they keep it quiet and not even everybody knows hes an android so hes like Lol if youre gonna masquerade me as a human you better treat me like one and give me time off and holiday pay etc. yeah thats funny

...i have no idea how to fit in his and kavehs roommate situation. it would be funny if kaveh wasnt an android and just had no idea (bonus angst when he finds out and is like uve been lying to me?!?!) though i did start this thinkihg vision holders would all be androids. WAIT WHAT DOES THAT MEAN FOR THE VISION HUNT DECREE. oh i guess its just "deactivate that mf" huh. no thats weird cuz yoimiya wouldnt be able to be "alive" for the coup... maybe it fr just disables their elemental powers. which could be connected to their ambitions who knows, that could be the original concept.

okay now weve got that squared away, back to sumeru. ill put kaveh on the backburnerWait. what if there was like a. make someone into an android a la nikke bc theyre dying or just because. and he did that but now hes broke bc of the payment for it. okayy maybe.

also im thinkin if usually the ppl in charge commission these droids (i mean that might spoil a lot of the rebellion plotlines) maybe celestia also just randomly releases models that werent commissioned... okay what i wanted to get at was, the sages wouldnt have commed nilou (unless they were more lenient on the arts in the past which is possible i just cant rmb) but if not i guess she can just be a random celestia release. who the fuck made layla

aaaand ive been avoiding the elephant in the room... scaramouche. i do love the idea of each of his forms being different models. ahhh it would be cool if ei actually did make him, not celestia. using her own knowledge and power but shes not perfect and neither is he (ok thats not why she deemed him unsuitable) (omg. it was bc he cried on birth and she was like ah hes too soft (human) HaHaHa that would be really Funny if it reminds her of makoto Lol)

so... kabukimono escapes his holding and tatarasuna happens... damn the whole irminsul-history-wipe thing doesnt really work here. unless, if we are still setting this in the original universe with magic and stuff, just with MORE androids, then i guess irminsul could exist. just that instead of being a corrupting Thing in rukkhadevata, the forbidden knowledge is a corrupting virus. 👍

back to scara. there isnt much to change here, he can absolutely still have his human crisis because none of the people he stayed with were vision holders so he never met a fellow android. and hes also different from fellow androids anyway since ei made him! wow! double whammy! anyway dottore

everything is just the same actually. like this doesnt change anything in the plot they still make that fuckass robot. okay is there anything else in sumeru im missing. oh right earlier i was like why would they make layla cuz i was like. they should not encourage sleeping in class. but it could be like, yk, relatable to students, but she still gets work done so yk no excuse (except that shes an android)!! i also know she has some identity issues but i havent done her hangout yet so... gonna leave it there, idk if itll affect this too much. faruzans just a teacher, etc etc, dori could be a plant or just commissioned/made by the black market lol

cyno and sethos' Thing... hmmmmmmm. i guess, instead of kids they just made two androids to be the host for the the soul of h. im trying to remember but all thats coming to mind is hamarhaft which is a weapon in bg3. quick google: hermanubis. yes. oooh so maybe cyno isnt commissioned by the sages at all! yeah okay that makes things make sense!

hmmmmm. collei. she didnt have a vision in the manga, right... perhaps dottores experiment is to "fix" eleazar patients by combining them/putting their brain into an android? yeah that sounds plausible (dottore fans dont gut me cuz i never read too deeply into his experiments)

that should be all outliers in sumeru? onto fontaiWAIT I FORGOT ABOUT KAZUHA. hm. hmmm. yk its possible that the inazuma clans comm their own androids, so like, the kamisatos... (i also think itd be an extra layer to ayakas angst if the public didnt know they were androids.) so maybe the kaedeharas made one on the last of their money lol. his friend is i really dont know he could be anything, all that matters is hes an android (had a vision) and was killed by ei (driving a sword through an android should probably fuck it up. especially if the sword is empowered by elemental magic and ei was part of the original archon lineup).

then he fucks off to explore the world. definitely not a commercial android. haha even though he and scara would be popular choices (not necessarily tgt) but i accidentally made them one of a kind so no you cant really go to the market and buy a scara android. though i suppose that does delve more into "genshin plot is just a story the company made to drive sales" rather than "genshin plot is happening right now".

baaaack to fontaine. oooh boy oh boy. to start, focalors was against celestia from the start, though i dont think itd be too bad to say they made her and she went r—wait i forgot, the previous hydro archon passed the title to her. side note what the fuck are oceanids in this au. androids lite. nah maybe they can still be oceanids. so the prev hydro archon (egaria? no its egeria) passed the title of archon to focalors. perhaps she did an ei and made her own droid? how does passing the archon title work with this though... unless archon isnt really assigned the androids, thats just what they called the initial lineup and those that still have that initial model treat them as gods. so egarias the commercial bot that went rogue. or something im looking at her wiki and the history is... um a lot more complicated im not even sure if she was part of the original archon lineup. okay thats not important. whats important is: what the fuck is furina???

furina is supposed to be part fontainian, so part oceanid... magic fuse an oceanid with a droid and bam...! but splits them in two... shit then the droid is the one hiding instead lol. but hey with all their pneuma ousia shit maybe it needs to be a droid converting all that energy! but normal fontainians are not immortal the way furina is/was sooo... idk we're mixing scifi and fantasy magic so theres probably something connecting the two of them to each other, some battery inside them, or maybe furinas like 1/4 droid while focalora is 1/4 oceanid. that could work.

WHAT THE FUCK IS NEUVILLETTE. clearly not made by celestia. lol since they stole the power from the dragons its just an old company that maybe pioneered this tech but celestia stole it!?!? i feel like i should be thinking about khaenriah here. but anyway. neuvillette canonically isnt pure dragon so maybe its like... the creators have lost some of their materials or process due to celestia so they cant make a proper dragon again. so they just make a humanoid also to masquerade under celestias gaze (spoiler: they aint even notice?)

so how does the transfer of power work... focalors kills herself, WHAT THE HELL IS THE WHALE DOING HERE, and gives up her "archon powers"... which, here, can be some kind of magical tech that neuvillette takes. bit more manual work perhaps but we ball

okay. the fatui. the tsaritsa (glances at wiki) isnt even the original cryo archon, but otherwise we dk much. but i think its prooobably fair to assume she makes the fatui. or does nikke shit like dottore was gonna do except like better. and delusions? just. fucked up versions of the elemental magic (visions) other bots have ORRR its just terrible for mortals since its not that bad for visionholders. spews toxic shit idk. REGARDLESS. okay obviously not all the fatui are from snezhnaya... maybe she makes the normal fatui army looool ok ignore ALL of this since we dont really know anything about her, i was just trying to figure out the house of hearth 😭😭😭

so. we have to remember the fontainian oceanid thing. hold on what the fuck then fontainians cant be androids here since theyre full human(ish). hmm. hmmmmm. alright, so, hm. fuck. i dug myself into a hole. OKAY. lets see. what if the fontainians are all actually a kind of oceanid-droid egeria made. its just that focalors has extra archon tech in her from egeria. so all fontainians have like (i was gonna say kill switch which im not sure is better than dissolving to water honestly) a latent ability to become magical (get visions) to make up for... celestia not giving them any because they were like what the fuck, egeria.

i mean its also possible celestia also sent normal androids there you just cant tell. and its not like everyones tested the primordial water, maybe they actually wont be affected (who would even want to risk it lol), you really just cant tell. like we can just say all the playable/important chars we know never touched primordial water (well obviously. cuz theyre. still alive)

pause i just saved this as a draft just in case i accidentally like close the app and i realised i DO have another draft talking about inazuma bots. and it had this crazy idea of the real ayato and ayaka dying so they made bots of them. but the other stuff i wrote there about ei is not as interesting as the one i wrote here tho so scrap that. i did have one interesting line about venti and zhongli not being their original prototype archon model anymore and ei still was because she just makes new models/upgrades. then its funny cuz im like yea rukkhadevata probably figured that out with the irminsul (nahida must be a new model) and fontaine has its own problem so its just. venti and zhongli. old ass men being the originals. WAIT WHAT IF VENTIS APPEARANCR WAS JUST THE NAMELESS BARD AND THEY NIKKEFIED HIM. what is a wind spirit. actual wind spirit or little ai lmao.......

ok so back to um, the HoH. arle only gets her vision after becoming the knave, right, she fights the whoever orphanage mom with her own blood powers first (wtf is that btw i feel like theres no explanation in game but ig it doesnt appear much in game either so its okay...?) maybe just a defective bot or smth... MOVING ON i just wanted to get to the trio siblings...

wow okay i wanted to get to them cuz i like them but now that im here im like... what could i say. theyre the "doing jobs" droids again. cant even say theyre fatui made bc of the fontainian thing and most of them are just normal people. sorry damn. damn i think the rest of the chars are also just "doing jobs" droids. oh well

i havent touched natlan at all so i cant say anything about them 🤷‍♀️ JESUS THIS WAS LONG AF WHATS WRONG WITH ME (the undiagnosed autism, my oomfs would say)

SHUT UP OMG i just looked at my drafts again, i had ANOTHER inazuma draft written where id alr come up w the idea of makoto being human. ah well. Wait this doesnt mesh with makoto also considered an archon before ei took over LETS WORRY ABT THAT LATER CUZ that short draft also had an extra concept for the kamisatos which is. parents couldnt conceive so they commed ayato and ayaka without telling the public theyre androids. so its either they start androids or replace humans... im thinking start because theres not really enough time between the familys deaths to make new models of them. unless their deaths were separate and earlier and somehow kept very hushed up... yeah no. they were always androids. WHEW NOW WE'RE DONE. I PROMISE. MAYBE

i simply think it is so fun to imagine a world where a company makes a bunch of androids to assist people and provide companionship so they give the androids stories and release them in certain themes or lines and those androids are the genshin characters. credit to @yandere-daydreams for the idea. i love it so much. yes we all want x character to be our boyfriend or girlfriend and we have sex with them yes but i think its fun to imagine their roles when theyre not being yandere...

also the read more is very long i just went off about my ideas for most of the mondstadt characters. nothing wrong with me

if this is set in teyvats world imagine amber being like a gliding instructor in mondstadt. good engineer too, maybe the first bot that can fix other bots/have intricate knowledge of them (because she made baron bunny).

for human injuries theres barbara and jean, but with different temperaments for different patients. or if we're still set in teyvat, then jean (and the rest of the favonius knights characters) are actually android assistants to the actual human knights. basically the androids replace vision holders??

but yeah kaeya would also be a knight assistant, noelles story is she trains super hard but still isnt a knight (because shes made to help actual trainees!). lisa of course manages the library. yeah sorry thats it. makes tea

and i had the idea (this is all stolen from my own twitter thread from *checks* last year? anyway) that they would tease the release of bots like diluc, rosaria and razor through voicelines from kaeya, barbara and lisa. really like the idea of razor originally being some sort of surveillance android for wolvendom/integrating with them in some way for research and sort of became a guide for people who get lost in wolvendom.

diona and diluc are two different types of bartenders, one is good against people who cant say no to a cute (angry) kitty and the others... are those require some intimidation.

VENTI. god, i think itd be cool if they had prototype models for the seven archons and actual venti bots now definitely play into the "broke bard who plays for alcohol" thing. but of course anyone with eyes knows that his original model was the barbatos android.

oh!! and bennett and fischl being adventurers buddies. bennett is "unlucky" but hes actually like, wired to be hypervigilant and take hits for you while he shrugs it off. and fischl comes with oz if you need some chuuni speech translated, but you can disable that if you want to go full rp with her.

*looks at my thread* oh yeah "Albedo is made for the alchemists in the Knights, and he was meant to be released with Klee, but there was a delay because his ai kept experimenting on its own copies (Flowerfell Albedo?)" ngl i didnt play the albedo event and never bothered to watch a video so i dont know the full extent of his lore here. oh right and i added "sucrose is made to keep an eye on him in the labs" lmao

klee is. i suppose made for the knights. a cute energetic girl to keep morale up, whos fireproof and thus able to scout dangerous areas/bomb them if you so wish.

oh yeah i wrote that the church was not happy about the rosaria bots being made so they relegated her to guarding dragonspine against foolish adventurers. as to why she keeps appearing in bars, well, uh. No comment — Celestia Inc.

the lawrence clan wanted in on this business and sponsored a representative of their family, but mondstadts opinion of them is less than friendly, so the knights compromise and make eula, a lawrence knight.

whew okay for some reason i was able to churn out a lot for mondstadt and then everyone else i was like uh yeah. they exist and do things similar to what they do in game like xiangling being a cook's aide. yep. idk why the mondstadt worldbuilding gripped me so hard like that.

also my last thought is that maybe the hilichurls are just the verryyy alpha version of their bots, the khaenri'ah line (i think daydream mentioned this) and maybe just broke down and went rogue/abandoned. so now they make better bots to fight them and keep people safe. go figure. earns them a ton of cash though. lol imagine if getting them was a lottery too....

[kalloway]

I don't know him that well personally, but I WOULD take a bullet (an arrow? I guess, in this context?) for Anri of Astora

He gives me SUCH soft boy vibes, I just wanna protect him at all costs despite him being in a literal suit of armour already

[sainotavailable]

pairings — Venti, Kazuha, Wanderer, Xiao, Kaeya, and Al-Haitham x gn!Reader

summary — You checked your pantry and wow! You don't have shit besides spiders chillin' in the corner of the cabinet. It's time to shop, and your s/o wants to go with you (or in Al-Haitham's case, you drag him along). Would he behave himself and is he OK to bring to society?

tags / warnings — crack / fluff / HCs, almost all of them are insane. kazuha is HIGH ASF, wanderer is an asshole (canon), venti and kaeya have crippling alcoholism, PDA, established relationship, please stop taking these men outside.

A/N — this is my first post. i'm sorry you had to read it but i just write stupid crack hc's or weird shit. also i'm crying because tumblr deleted the first draft i was gonna post. absolutely in tears rn.

Venti “Huh, you’re going to the market? Can I come, can I come!?”

As soon as you step foot into the market, expect him to dash in front of you in search for wine. If you’re in another nation or they’re sold out of his favorite booze, he will drop to his knees and BAWL (but it sounds rly pretty cuz he’s a good bard yk like a disney princess)

you urge him to stand up because he’s being embarrassing and that just makes him roll around on the dirty ass floor because he’s a fucking drama king. legit doing it to spite you even tho you didn’t do shit. however once he recovers he’ll…

put random shit into the basket (no he doesn’t need it he just thinks maybe in the future one of u might. please take it out)

will buy plastic bendy straws so he can drink his alcohol in a silly goofy way

will find a way to eat more than 1 free sample at the food stalls (has a fake mustache for this occasion)

if he finds wine that’s rly expensive he will attempt to seduce you into purchasing it for him (dont feed into his alcoholism)

will try to go into the basket (even if its handheld)

expect him to serenade you the entire time you're shopping, too

also he will hold ur hand and just be all over u. he loves u sm <3

will complain once he gets tired (its only been 10 minutes)

overall, terrible to bring. leave him at home

Kazuha “Oh, have we run out of goods? May I accompany you?”

As you shop, you kind of forget he’s even there until he picks something up to take a closer look and makes a comment. He mostly just chills and follows you around. But…

he actually might be high

how many nakuweeds did u have before you two left? did u count???

all of a sudden he’s adding random snaccs to the basket. when did he ever eat this shit?

as you watch him stuff a dozen doughnuts into ur basket that’s when u realize he might have some crazy munchies. maybe u should ask??

actually maybe not he looks really out of it. he ated all the weeds

as you try and put away some of the shit he put in you see him staring at the local cats

he doesn't know wtf is going on

you should probably go back home now

overall, probably fine to bring with you when he’s not high as a kite

Wanderer “Where are you going? To the market? . . . I better go with you—no, not because I want to, but because you’ll get that generic store brand shit.”

He’s mad and he doesn’t wanna be there, but bc you’re such an asshole who buys generic great value tea. anyways even tho he looks really mad, he doesn’t mind being with you (what a shit) will wander (heh) away from you and look at other stuff. if u try and contain him he’ll get pissy about it and insist he’s an independent puppet-man and he’s not gonna commit tomfoolery anymore. anyways so…

he doesn’t care if ur trying to save mora, he WILL have his namebrand inazuman tea!!!

maybe he won’t… because he understands prices are very tough right now. BUT its not because you told him to, you fucking box

gets PISSED and will become a karen if the cashier doesn’t say hi to him

our boy is toxic and i will not fluff him down this is just him and u like it

will slap your hand if you try and hold his hand. like, not hard. but like, the way a cat slaps your hand when its tired of you petting it.

will hold ur hand if u try a second time but his grip is rly tight cause bro is always tense asf

overall, don’t bring him if you like the store/market you’re going to. you might get banned

Xiao “You’re going to the market? I see . . . It’s getting dark out, so I’ll come with you.”

You know he’s anxious about being around so many people, but he wants to protect you <3<3 so he’ll overcome this obstacle and follow you around like a lost puppy…

actually he’s really close

like holy shit back up xiao, he’s right against ur back

you dont bother to say anything bc yk he’ll say some shit like “YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THE ADEPTI”

actually maybe you should grab his hand because he legit looks like a deer in headlights

will hold ur groceries for you bc he’s so strong <3

u can't hold his hand because he's holding his giant fucking polearm "just in case" and holding your bags in the other, so maybe hold his arm??

he loves that shit even if he doesnt admit it

might suddenly leave with ur groceries if he’s called or some shit, will return with torn bags but its ok he did everything he could to fix it!

by fix it i mean now he’s just holding everything and pierced it into his spear

you should just be happy he has everything. don’t comment on it

overall, 10/10. besides the anxiety, he likes being near you even if he doesnt admit it. ur groceries are safe with him just like you are <3<3

Kaeya “Groceries? Oho, well. I have some time, why don’t I go with you? You’ll need a big strong captain to carry all your bags, after all.”

Even if you didn’t want to bring him, he’s coming with you anyways. I think the best part about Kaeya is he’ll stick by your side throughout the trip to the market and follow you around wherever you go.

Honestly, out of everyone else, it feels like he might be the best one to bring with you…

plez expect him to have an arm slung over your shoulders or snaked around your waist. he loves pda!

EXCEPT! he is the KING OF CONSENT(tm) he will only do it if you say its ok! what a sigma chad wtf

i hope you like talking because kaeya fucking loves chatting while shopping. he will not be quiet for long even if you tell him to stfu

even if you’re not the chatty type and you’re pretty quiet, he’ll talk for you. about his day, what he did that morning (even if u already know), what he’s gonna do later, he will not leave a single detail out.

hey btw remember when i said he won’t leave ur side? i lied. don’t trust anyone on the internet.

he will 100% leave your side for the booze market. he is more interested in imported wine that he can get his hands on

will return to you with 6 bottles and insist they’re for you both to share. please stop feeding into his alcoholism

he will carry your bags btw. all of them. he will have both arms packed with bags and won’t complain, might just tease you a little tho.

overall, a fantastic man to bring with you to grocery shop. can protect u cuz he’s a strong cavalry captain who will hold ur belongings without complaint. just feed him booze <3<3

Al-Haitham “. . . Fine, I’ll go with you to pick up some things. I need to pick up a new book to take to work, anyway.”

The moment you enter the marketplace, you most likely will never find your partner again. At least, not until later in your shopping trip. He literally disappeared, where the fuck did he go?

Its only half way through that you find him and see him sitting on one of the benches, flipping through the new book he purchased. You call for him, but his soundproof earpieces are in effect. You snatch the book out of his hands to get his attention and bother him enough to follow you. He lets out a sigh, but gets up anyway…

u rly should’ve left him there cuz he’s so quiet. he might still have his earpieces on.

he’ll follow you around by your side and he’ll hold your bags, too. he’s got big strong arms for a fuckin reason!!

half way through he’ll start reading his book again, sorry but shopping is rly boring to him ok

al-haitham isn’t a pda person btw don’t touch him

might hold ur hand.

will hold ur hand if the cashier is too sus for his liking

maybe

if you run into kaveh while shopping he will leave. if ur holding hands he will leave with u even if u didnt pay for ur shit yet.

overall, um. he’s definitely an option. he’ll hold ur bags??? he just wants to go back home

[whomst-art-thou-whomst-whomst]

Texts from the Lost Tomb part 6.1

🎶 Back on the bullshit I never got off🎶

Is this another unnecessary story arc?? With three sections??

Yes.

Wushanju Crew Chat

Wang Meng: You know, I’m someone who appreciates consistency in my day. My life is pleasant, very few issues indeed if you ignore the big ones. And yet. Yet here we are. With unresolved messes at the end of a day.

Wang Pangzi: SOMETHIN YOU NEED TO SAY MARY POPPINS

Wang Meng: We need to talk about Huo Daofu and the glittery bead curtain.

Wang Pangzi: MY FAVE TEEN WIZARD SERIES

Wu Xie: did you turn on that suggested word thingy lol

What glittery bead curtain

Wang Meng: I closed the shop at 6:00pm this evening on the dot. I locked all of the doors in and out of the shop very carefully, especially in light of recent events. The hall leading to the back office was empty. I filed the day’s paperwork, updated and sent emails, and then spent an extra hour organizing receipts and dusting. When I came back out, there were glittery iridescent bead curtains over the front entrance to the shop.

What could this mean?

Wu Xie: uh that you need to spend less time at work?

Wang Pangzi: LOOKS LIKE WE GOT ONE FOR THE DETECTIVES. THE MYSTERY OF THE BEDAZZLED THRESHOLD COMMENCES

Wu Xie: I think we can be relatively secure in thinking a glittery bead curtain isn’t a hostile threat

Wang Pangzi: SAYS YOU

I REMEMBER YE OLDE EXPLORATION TIMES HOW FAST THINGS GOT FURIOUS

BEANBAG CHAIRS SET AFLAME AND LEFT ON DOORSTEPS AS A WARNING

GLITTERBOMBS FOR DAYS

PANIC AT THE DISCO

Wang Meng: Ugh, forget it. I should have just taken them down, regardless of who they belong to.

Zhang Qiling: They are not mine.

Wang Pangzi: A BOLD STATEMENT COMING FROM OUR PRIME SUSPECT

SOMEONE QUICK GO DRAW CHALK AROUND THE DOORWAY TO MARK THE SCENE OF THE CRIME

Wang Meng: Do we know anyone who *would* sneak in and put those up? For whatever reason, legal or not? Even as a joke?

Wang Pangzi: ARE YOU SERIOUSLY ASKING WHETHER WE KNOW ANYONE WHO IS CHAOTIC, AN OUTLAW, A PRANKSTER AND/OR SNEAKS INTO PLACES

BECAUSE THAT WOULD MEAN OUR SUSPECT LIST IS LITERALLY EVERYONE WE KNOW EXCEPT FOR YOU.

Wu Xie: okay let’s think about this; for starters, I didn’t break into my own shop

Wang Meng: You would be in danger of doing some work in the process, that’s true.

Wang Pangzi: LOL

Wu Xie: ANYWAY let’s keep going. For example, Xiao Ge would only break in somewhere for a good reason. Xiao Ge, did you do this?

Zhang Qiling: No.

Wu Xie: okay who’s next

Wang Pangzi: YOU REALLY MISSED YOUR CALLING IN INTERROGATION TIANZHEN

REALLY PUT THE SCREWS TO HIM

IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE;)

Zhang Qiling: How can we be certain *you* didn’t do it?

Wang Meng: Admittedly that was my guess, too.

Wang Pangzi: WOW I SEE HOW IT IS

BLAME PANGZI AS USUAL

ANYWAY HOW DOES HUO DAOFU FIT INTO THIS

Wu Xie: Oh yeah him! Oops I got distracted

Wang Pangzi: UR ENTIRE HISTORY IN A NUTSHELL

Wu Xie: Ugh fuck off

Wang Meng what abt Huo Daofu??

Zhang Qiling: ?

Wu Xie: oh sorry xiaoge I didn’t realize you wouldn’t have spent much time around him last year

He and I go way back

Zhang Qiling: Way back where?

Babysitters Club Chat

Wang Pangzi: I CANNOT BELIEVE HE IS BUYING YOUR INNOCENT ACT

IF YOU EVER TURN TO EVIL WE ARE FUCKED

Zhang Qiling: ?

Wang Pangzi: YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO HUO DAOFU IS

YOU WERE EXTREMELY POLITE AND BORDERLINE FRIENDLY TOWARDS HIM

Zhang Qiling: I wanted him to feel welcome. I wanted to be sure he understands he has a place here. A specific place.

Wang Pangzi: FOR A SILENT GUY YOU ARE A MASTER AT SUBTLE POWER PLAYS IM ALL TINGLY

LMAO THE IDEA OF WU XIE LEAVING YOU FOR HUO DAOFU IS HILARIOUS AND ALSO NOPE

Zhang Qiling: Rationally, I understand that.

Main Chat

Wang Meng: Huo Daofu is coming for the weekend—didn’t Wu Xie tell you? Wu Xie asked me to check in a week ahead so we could start getting ready for his arrival

Wu Xie: oh yeah I did do that

Wang Meng: Fortunately I know you and so I already went ahead and took care of everything.

Re: the trip

He made a deal with Wu Xie’s doctor that he would do periodic checkups on him here at Wushanju

Bc Wu Xie hates being in the hospital

And frankly the hospital hates him too

Wang Pangzi: FAMILIARITY BREEDS CONTEMPT LOL

I FORGOT HUO DAOFU WAS DOING THAT

A VERY CHIVALROUS GESTURE

WOULDNT YOU SAY

XIOAGE

Zhang Qiling: Is it safe for him to be here with a criminal loose on the premises?

Wu Xie: Right, back to the curtain! Let’s focus on the curtain, hmm?

Wang Pangzi: I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS WEEKEND.

ALSO WE CAN RULE OUT XIAO BAI FOR THE CURTAIN SHE JUST SENT A SELFIE FROM NORWAY COVERED IN GREEN SLIME WITH ZERO CONTEXT, UR PROTEGE INDEED

Wu Xie: okay but who else would do something so oddly charming yet illegal and—wait.

Snake Eyes Chat

Wu Xie: hey, Glasses hasn’t been in touch lately right?

Li Cu: uh nope

Unless u count the outdated memes

Why, is money or Xie Yuchen missing

Or is this curtain related, I saw Wang Meng’s tweet

Wu Xie: haha no nothing to worry about really

(I mean maybe? but who knows)

Wang Meng is probably just getting a little paranoid in his old age

Li Cu: better than getting reckless and stupid as hell in ur old age

Wu Xie: …hey:(

Unknown Number: Li Cu, we discussed this.

Wu Xie: ????????

Li Cu: *sigh* fine, reckless and stupid as heck

Unknown Number: …close enough.

Wu Xie: EXCUSE who is that

Madame, Sir, Non-Binary Tree Spirit, etc—whomst the fuck

Are you

Li Cu is underage FYI

So Im staying on this chat

Li Cu: okay first of all, it’s not like that

Second of all I’m literally not underage I s2g

u threw the embarrassing surprise bday party, okay so u should remember

And C, that’s my counselor and I invited her. She wanted to meet u and I knew u wouldn’t agree to a visit so I added her to our chat

we have been discussing u

Wu Xie: Oh wow!!!!!!!

What a surprise:)

hi so nice to meet you:)

Main Chat:

Wu Xie: RED FUCKING ALERT

FUCK THE CURTAIN FUCK THE VISIT

IVE BEEN TRICKED INTO FAMILY THERAPY BY A SMUG TEENAGER WHO TEXTS UNKNOWN NUMBERS

Wang Meng: I assume that means something to someone here?

Not my problem? Good.

Wang Pangzi: AHAHAHA GOD I LOVE LI CU

HES LIKE ADORABLE KARMA FOR ALL THE SHIT YOUVE PUT ME THROUGH

IM RAISING HIS ALLOWANCE

Wu Xie: wait i give him an allowance

has he been collecting on two allowances??

Zhang Qiling: Three. I knew about both of yours.

Snake Eyes Chat

Wu Xie: so uh may I ask your name?

Unknown Number: you can call me Ms. Lee.

Now, if you’re comfortable talking in this format, why don’t you tell me how things have been going?

Wu Xie: oh everything is normal and fine and safe as usual, why do you ask:)

Li Cu: I heard about ur necklace thing. nice of you to NOT mention it.

another dangerous adventure. again. prick.

Ur lucky your cool boyfriend cares about you so much or you’d have already died like ten years ago

Wu Xie: lol try twenty years ago

Li Cu: That isn’t funny.

Unknown Number: …What?

Wu Xie: shit ur right, okay that was a bit glib, my apologies.

…I use humor as a coping mechanism?

Unknown Number: and Li Cu, how do you feel about that?

Li Cu: he doesn’t even know what that phrase means

He doesn’t cope, like ever

In fact

It’s kind of why we met

Which is a funny story in retrospect tbh

Wu Xie: haha what are you talking about sweetie hahaha need I remind you of certain anecdotes that could idk send me to jail maybe lmao

Unknown Number: …You know, perhaps an in-person meeting might be more effective?

Wu Xie: haha such a nice idea but why

Main Chat

Wu Xie: If I go to jail, I’ll have to create alliances for protection, right, that’s how it works on tv

Who do we know who spends time in jail

Other than Hei Yangjing, he’s only ever there for like 12 hours and i suspect he just gets himself arrested bc he enjoys the breaking out process

Also how’s the curtain case coming along

Zhang Qiling: Has someone threatened you?

Wu Xie: well not yet but soon I’m sure

Wang Pangzi: WHERE WAS THIS PARANOIA WHEN WE GOT TAKEN TO THE TEA HOUSE HUH

Snake Eyes Minus Your Fucking Therapist Chat

Li Cu: okay how tf did u pull off spy and undercover shit

u are sus as hell

Wu Xie: damn son is it pick on Wu Xie night

I missed the flyers or I would’ve invited my uncles

Also re: the curtain it’s been mostly solved

Li Cu: I’m not your son, idiot.

Wu Xie: …oh. Sorry, sorry, you’re right, bad choice of words, haha

Forget i said anything

Delete this chat even

Li Cu: shit I meant

Legally, biologically, I meant—

shit

…I turn into an asshole as a coping mechanism?

Wu Xie: oh that’s all okay! I have to go do something else now let me know if you need anything okay kid thanks!

Li Cu: goddamn it calm down who’s the kid here

lemme organize my thoughts so I can articulate my emotions fuckin healthily or w/e

Ugh maybe for like one afternoon we could go to Ms. Lee together? She knows how to word stuff

Wu Xie: uh…okay.

Li Cu: Anyway you don’t need to worry abt jail

As if you would survive prison for one day you’d piss off half the place in like an hour or less

I gave Ms. Lee the heavily edited version of the desert highway to hell roadtrip and i discussed it more in terms of like “nightmarish but still wouldn’t take any of it back”

Well maybe the sand

that shit was everywhere

Wu Xie: oh kiddo. It’s fine, really…You don’t have to explain yourself to me.

Li Cu: no, no it’s just

I do technically have a dad

who is an asshole. Being a son doesn’t really mean shit to me bc it sucked.

So you need to stop backing down just cuz ur guilty abt stuff. I’m really really glad ur not my dad in a good way. Do u get what I mean there

Where’s the mafia widower I followed into hell, huh

Wu Xie: Ur a good kid, despite my influence. I’m really glad you have someone to talk to after everything I…after everything. Wow this talking through feelings thing is kind of weird but nice ur right

Jfc no wonder it took me and xiaoge so long to—you know what, we won’t get into that

Li Cu: ew tmi

Also re: this week’s recent necklace fuckery

I moved my stuff here, I live here now

So you can’t die anymore

Or else…Idk I don’t have a threat planned

anyways abt the curtain

Wu Xie: oh my god, kid…kid you have no idea

I am in tears.

Li Cu: see this is why I can’t be nice to you I can sense the hallmark channel from here

Ugh don’t be sad in ur room that’s dumb

Go hug Pangzi or something

Maybe delete this chat

Or the curtain thing

Focus on the curtain thing

Just stfu and go away

Wu Xie: <3 screenshotting this <3

Li Cu: I take back everything I said. This is why Xiao Ge sleeps on the roof. I hope the ghosts of the Wangs put up that curtain to strangle you somehow. Go die in a stupid way, it’ll suit you.

Wu Xie: lol don’t worry I’m not gonna embarrass you with it or anything

Main Chat

Wu Xie: omg guys look how cute my kid is *sending screenshot*

Wang Pangzi: I MEAN

HE IS WISHING YOU DEATH

BUT SURE

CUTE I GUESS

Wu Xie: no but read the whole thing:):):)

Zhang Qiling: It is indeed very hard to remain angry with you. And you are welcome to join me on the roof.

Wang Pangzi: UH NOPE

NOT WHENI HAD TO BLEACH THE COUNTER IN THE KITCHEN

DONT TRAUMATIZE THE EARLY BIRDS THEYRE ALREADY FREAKED OUT BY U YA HOODIE CRYPTID

Wu Xie: ok true but babe ur like a sexy cryptid

Wang Meng: so, are we just accepting that there is a glittery curtain of unknown origin, and Huo Daofu is going to have to see it while he’s waiting for you at Wushanju bc you’re going to family therapy?

Wu Xie: right

Wang Pangzi: SHOULDA TAKEN EARLY RETIREMENT HUH

Wang Meng: I’m going to go dust something.

Unnamed Chat:

Unknown number: so the curtain…

Unknown number 2: yep, not my best work but I kinda panicked last minute u know

Unknown number: what is in the water at Wushanju that makes everyone dumb and attractive

Unknown number 2: relax they’ll figure it out

[poisonheadcrabsalesman]

Writing Snippets

Palmer gets a haircut (small description of scars)

Square Lasky

The Ferrets traumatize the IVs

The adventures of Jorts

Hacksaw Squad meets Fireteam Crimson

1. Palmer gets a haircut

Clippers buzzed next to her head and she unclenched her jaw as auburn clumps fell to the floor.

They had numbed her for the stitches despite her protests. The nurse leveled a flat look at her before continuing putting in neat rows of stitches. Her scalp itched at the tugging sensation and she balled her fists.

Stupid. A stupid mistake. It wasn't even a big deal, but head wounds bleed and need to be kept clean.

Now she was going to walk around with a sign on the side of her head telling the world how she fucked up.

The nurse finished up and pat her shoulder. A mirror was placed in her hands and she saw her tired face staring back at her. Tilting the mirror, her eyes traced the raw pink slice that ran from just behind her temple past her ear and down the back of her skull.

It was an angry thing, uneven and vivid, but better than it had been hours before. Apparently a screaming, blood covered demon was enough to scare the Covies into a corner. Still her armor had been a mess and the techs had seemed skittish as they helped her out of her kit.

The face looking back at her was blank. She raised an eye and felt a slight tug. Turning again she looked at the scar and the shaved stripe. The nurse who had done the stitches had offered to even her hair out and she had numbly agreed.

Sarah Palmer was not vain. She hadn't put much thought into her hair. Now the back and side of her head were exposed to the cool air and the remaining strands were tied back away from the fresh wound.

It was...something. Different.

She sat quietly through the instructions on how to keep it clean and when to come back, chewing over this new thing. She had plenty of scars, the blamite round in her left shoulder, hardlight blade on her right bicep, bullet wounds and plasma rounds having left their marks on her. She'd been born into this war and it had made her its own.

She sits there and looks. Makes faces and bares her teeth.

Huh.

This might be something.

2. Square Captain, our Captain

"Am I really square looking?" Captain Lasky asks, voice carrying from his bathroom to where Palmer and Roland were talking in his quarters.

They share a look and mouth some words before he sticks his head, face dropping from the lack of an answer.

"Your silence is deafening."

"Tom, did someone hurt your feelings, cuz I can kill them for you."

"What the Commander is trying to say is we like you and will defend your squareness."

"So you do think I'm square!" He rubs at his jaw as his brow furrows. Palmer sighs and rolls her eyes, looking to Roland as she shrugs before walking over and slinging an arm around Lasky.

"We love our square little captain." She squeezes him to her side. "Little goody two shoes Lasky with his morals and his square little head."

"Gee thanks Sarah, I can feel the love and support." He says squished against her side. "Also, I'm not short, you're a Spartan, they gave you height in the war."

"Our tiny baby Captain square head." She says pressing a kiss to his temple.

"Am I really that square?"

"Would you like me to tell you the math, sir?"

"I would!"

"We know, Sarah and no thanks, Roland, don't give her any more ammo."

"Square, square man."

"Roland, pull up the footage from g-AAH"

"Roland delete that footage! I thought there weren't any backups?"

"No can do, Spartan. It's saved in a hundred different places and you need the captain's code to make me delete it."

3. The Ferrets

"So you know how we got kicked out of group therapy because we were scaring the IVs?"

"You weren't 'kicked out', it was suggested that you three see another doctor in a more private setting."

"That's kicking us out, Mom."

“They said we needed someone to help us with our ‘unique needs and life experiences’ and that we needed to ‘stop making the IVs cry’ when we were just participating!“

"Anyways, we have a new psych and they seem cool, they were talking us through the paperwork and what we wanted."

"How was that?"

"Well we said we think we might still be legally dead so we'll get back to them."

4. The Adventures of Jorts Part ?

"Hey Roland, where's Jorts?" Captain Lasky asks and Roland deliberates on sharing the news about the ship’s newest cat.

"I'll tell you, but you can't get mad."

"Roland."

"She's in Blue Team's quarters, has been for a few days."

"Why would that make me mad?"

"Because shehadkittensunderMasterChief'sbed." Roland spits out quickly, hands clasped in front of him and a sheepish look on his avatar's face.

"Kittens? She was pregnant? Why didn't you-"

"Captain, I don't make a habit of reading the cats' biosigns. You cannot blame me for this."

At that, the captain scratches his nose and his mouth turns up a little at the corners.

"Are they there right now?"

"Yes, captain. I believe it's feeding time."

"I have time." He mutters to himself as he looks at the clock before turning to Roland. "Time for a break. Do you have pictures?"

"Of course I do! They were even talking about letting me name one!"

5. Hacksaw Squad meets (our) Fireteam Crimson

The Spartan Commander is mouthing off to your squad leader over comms, but you couldn't care less right now because three Elites twice your size are circling you and the two other marines trapped in a Forerunner base.

Red blurs replace them and two of the aliens fall dead while your eyes adjust and watch as Spartans take down the third. They nod at you and you move as a unit to rescue the other half of your squad.

They're a sight to take in as they rush hunters and punch Elites, bodily moving in between you and the attackers most of the time. One of them breaks radio silence when your squad splits up and falls in behind the two leading the attack.

They also sound panicked as they bark at the other one about where the rest of the squad is and the other responds in an equally aggressive manner. You don't have much time to think because there are drop pods incoming and too many voices chattering on the comms.

Your squad regroups on the Spartans and you clear the tower. The Spartan with the jetpack jumps off to circle around the back and check for any stragglers while the one with the horned helmet seems to take a headcount.

Phantoms surround you as your ride takes too long to get there. The Spartans, Fireteam Crimson it seems, are herding you to cover and furiously trying to keep you alive. You haven't lost a squadmate since they appeared and you are grateful for them, if a bit put off by their demeanor. Climbing on the pelican for evac you hear one speak out of their helmet’s radio while the other nudges them tiredly.

"We saved our boys."

-

Thanks for reading! Jorts is based off of the ship cats from @/kat-w-writes fic Iron and Gold. Most of the other stuff is in collaboration with Bellygunnr and Shitty17!

[lovemars]

hm. time to psychoanalyze myself i think. cw traumadumping cw long ass post cw oversharing 😭

the srs cws are talk of sex and stuff but in a sad way not a horny way, sa, men on the internet being gross, bad coping mechanisms, etc

like. idk. i was thinking abt this last night and now im thinking abt it more and like. i feel like. the way i appear in headspace and stuff is just. completely based after. OH MY GOD SOFT BOY CAME OUT? um. sorry it just came on shuffle. ANYWAY. 😭. i feel like how i appear and everything is just based off of like our brain trying to be attractive to- well men mostly. other genders nd stuff but mostly men Specifically cis men. and like. literally none of us actively want to have cis (esp cishet) men attracted to us ❤️. but its like, i know Why like i know its cuz one of my roles is a sexual alter and our brain made us appear the way we do in headspace as part of it trying to keep us safe etcetc WHATEVER i dont care 🫶. like. i literally even- like for instance when we were dating our ex i remember trying to like. be attractive to her and make her like me/us even tho like. i was uncomfortable as fuck and like. i did the same with redacted from irl and just didnt set boundaries at all- no thats not true we definitely did set boundaries. i was just bad at enforcing them- i guess cuz i was like. idk completely lost in this mindset of like, not being able to say no and not feeling safe and feeling like it was my only purpose inguess?

and then like- i also feel like. imean i dont really get the love languages thing but if i had to pick one it would definitsly be words of affirmation and like- i feel like. okay 😭. im not a good person by. whoever the fuck uhh. pat the bunny i think? plays in the background. like for years and by for years i mean ever since 4 days after i turned 18. my thing had been like. posting on reddit . in various subreddits that like, Well the men in them are not very nice to me or to women . and like. i feel like that ties back to the words of affirmation thing cuz i was like intentionally seeking out people who would hurt me (<- which also ties into being a persecutor). and i dont do it anymore because months in the getalong shirt with nik made me feel bad abt it 😭 and then i started to realize that i like when people are nice to me actually. and then i was like Huh maybe tjats not super healthy for me probably. (it is not). well and thats the reason im banned (by nik) from reddit and sex with cis people forever.

but like. 😭 SORRY THIS IS SO LONG. writing a damn novel here. ANYWAYYYY. the whole posting images on reddit dot com -> talk to creepy men on reddit dot com -> intense self hatred and shame -> nik fronts and freaks out and deletes everything -> i feel bad -> i do it again next time i feel like making myself feel terrible on purpose for fun Spiral. like. ive spent all this time gojng down that spiral and now its like. bro i jusr want someone to be nice to me. like i spent ages convincing myself that actually i didnt care abt the shit those men were sayinh & that i liked it and now im like. i literally dont. like. i dont wabt someone ive never spoken to who didnt even say hi or ask what im ok with to say like. waves hand. stuff im not repeating just make up something genuinely disgusting and a bit terrifying and ive probably heard it. and now i dont even KNOW like. what i want i guess. idek my sexuality cuz ive never bothered to think abt what i want cuz i was too focused on what people i dont like/am scared of/etc to think abt how i felt. which in retrospect. bad and scared and. etc.

anyway. idk its just dawned on me the other night how much of who i am is wrapped up in how much i want everyone to like me all thw time and also how much i dont like myself. and like im working on it. and if working on it means thinking about drm from minecraft youtube ******* ** ** ***** so be it i guess 😭. idk man if nik can read dr*amnotnap fic and call it coping i can thirstpost abt drm in my head. idk.

ig im just. now that im able to be more normal and rational and stuff im able to see like. damn i was really bad at dealing with my emotions and tried to do that in ways that were not healthy for me or anyone else. and now all my sense of. who i am is wrapped up in that i guess. which sucks. and im working on it . SLOWLY! but im working on it

tldr: damn this guy should probably talk to a therapist abt all this shouldnt he. well thats okay at least hes hot

[kabuwu]

i dont know what inscription is but for the asks cuz ur cool...

1 4 17 23 30 !

THANK U ,,, AAAA

Ask game

1) my friend actually recommended it ? And both had me watch a bit of a gameplay + played it while I watched on . I ended up watching the whole playthrough twice lol .. uhh as for why I was so interested, it was definitely what I heard abt.. everything? Really the only part I don't care for is ARG stuff, but like everything else (characters, story, world, music, dialogue, etc) is rly very very good .. I could probably go on abt this but will leave it at that

4) FAVORITE SCRYBE HUH .. uhm . Well . That's totally a hard question . Absolutely . (Shoving my selfship p03 stuff in a box out of sight) VERY hard . So hard to decide .

ALL JOKING ASIDE yes p03 is my fave but!! I REALLY love the other scrybes as well lol ,, they're very very good in their own ways

17) GONNA HAVE TO SAY GRIMORA .. and it was honestly bc of like . The way she was archiving each death . Then fucking kills off your cards in the second bit . + how fiery/competitive she is throughout . I love her and her fight very much aughhhh

23) I DIDNT PLAY THE GAME LOL .. uhh but my guess if I did is that I would've probably fumbled it and not deleted the file <3

30) NOOOO THIS IS GENUINELY A HARD QUESTION I'm so curious abt both Mags and Grimora's games .. im gonna have to go w Mags for this bc his was so 3D + like. It's implied his goal was to Literally break the fourth wall and play with the Player instead of the challenger so I DEF would've wanted to see him try that .