#i dont lie tho and yeah when i relay crazy fucking information that i notice around me
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joining another fandom is remembering how I fumbled the ball in the previous one and I gotta breathe so deeply through my nose like I won't fuck it up this time
#listen its just fucking stranger things#i dont like antis hiding in the cracks all stealthy until someone enables them to express open hate for my fave#so i called them out and said i fucking hated them but i never said any names i just said how i felt#it was an impulse but my whole feed was just a flood of this fucking elitism#where is the fucking variety with all these men who are never mentioned#well i only care about tommy and billy anyways#i mean i dont ever hold focus and i havent since i lost my best friend#and i love talking to myself the most because free will is great and everyone judges when we openly express our mind#i dont personally bother anyone like ever#this shit is always in my own space or my own solitude but ill do that shit in public broh#i dont need a fucking microchip in my ear and half the fucking time i do talk to someone#they cant process where the fuck i am in reality and ill provide them context and everything#and it all comes down to being treated like im a schizoid who makes this shit up that i share#i dont lie tho and yeah when i relay crazy fucking information that i notice around me#they never believe me and the one time i tried to report some fucked up shit#they trapped me in the system and my fucking detective never did shit because well#whos going to believe someone no one ever takes seriously just because theyre a mental case#no broh idgaf i am great at puzzles and when i verbalize it rather than letting silence control me out of fear from stigma#im intelligent and so real that people dont know how to handle someone who is too fucking good for psychic warfare#like im still battling grief from losing my best friend and the more that reality hits me like a wrecking ball#the more fucked up i get and low and behold im a fucking mirror reflection of someone i used to be#i mean i gotta be a real living nightmare because im pissed broh and when ppl think they can judge#and talk all this shit with their shit talking friends that validate their bitch ass who accepts praise from antis from being mean to my fav#you bet your sweet ass im going to drag them and expect the clique who flocked to me to hold them accountable for being a fake ass bitch#well they didnt and they all dropped me because they rather ignore their fake ass friend who wrote shit fucking fics that appeased the hater#whatever fuck them because i dont follow cliques anyways and they took over my otp AND ALWAYS POST STEDDIE#fuck off lol i hate them im always going to remember that fake ass shit and they never asked if i wanted to be included#im just supposed to sign a form ummm well fuck that. thats my given right and i fed those bitches FOR YEARS. the disrespect broh.#anyways im moving on to better things and idc about what others think anymore#my best friend killed my fear of other people and how others perceive me is never who i truly am but they can keep guessing
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