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aatom87 · 25 days ago
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Updating WL Marcille's design a little bit. Just adding feathers into the fur/hair mix
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piningpercussionist · 1 year ago
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I d ont want to work on this anymore you can't make me,, sorry LisIm nation-
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astral-catastrophe · 8 months ago
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me and the generic extra strong Tylenol and the pure rage in my system
#Every once in a while I think. It’s not too bad home. I’m over dramatic. It’s not bad and it won’t be bad when I go home and never been bad#Then actually think and remember#I shouldn’t have been hit as a small child. I thank god that my parents stopped that with me.#But also. I should have been taken seriously when I went To them with concerns and shouldn’t have been brushed off.#But also to be a 14 something year old and to realize your parents aren’t in love is a crushing feeling#Since that must have been when. 13-14. Appa passed. Pandemic times. I’m sure my father. Since this would have been the last time I saw Appa#We went down to visit. Dad didn’t go he had work. He sent us off. I remember sitting in the passenger seat by mom in driver#Dad praying for our safe travel and for him going in for a kiss and the moment of hesitation and unwant from my mother#And the awkward silence and the way everything seemed to just shift to the side#That was summer of 2019. My first time realizing my parents weren’t both in love happened when I was 13-14.#I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.#And going to college has me feeling so guilty. Like I fucking ditched my siblings? The kids I raised as a child myself?#(I had to go. I don’t know if my scholarship would have held I don’t know if my financial aid would have held. I couldn’t have waited. )#(I would have likely done something bad to myself. Genuinely. If I weren’t able to be here. If I had to stay. I wouldn’t survive that.)#my siblings are fine. They have no responsibilities. My sister is manipulative. They will manage. They want me to get the education I need#They aren’t going to have to use their own college money to pay to be able to eat because the parents won’t feed them for the summer#I went into college with at least a couple hundred less than I should have. Because I had to parent. I had to feed my siblings.#And I had to pay to fill the gas tank on my father’s gas eater truck. We couldn’t be home because of the selling home situation.#I had to do something to get us out and to feed us but I didn’t get paid back for anywhere near all of it#I don’t regret it. But a kid shouldn’t have to pay for them and their siblings to live.#But then I remember the dread I have for returning ‘home’ for the breaks. I don’t know what I’m going to do.#If I can’t work all of the breaks then I either won’t be able to pay next semester#Or I’ll have almost no money in savings. Like nothing to my name. Can’t buy gas. Can’t do anything. Can’t buy food.#Unless the next scholarship stuff I’m doing pulls through. But I’m willing to work the whole break just to get away from either house.#I want to violently shake my parents and get them to comprehend#Father you have dropped 260$ into my bank account in the last two weeks. Why could this not be earlier in the semester.#Why couldn’t that be in the time and fashion you FUCKING PROMISED for helping me pay my schooling?#You have money to spare. Stupid. Why couldn’t you help like you promised.#Mom you fucker. I get that you are kinda with a new man now. But you’re leading yourself into a relationship with a man you said yourself#You don’t want to date because he wants to move away with his sister and because he hates it here
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fakevariety · 2 months ago
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something about straight girls and women being obsessed with white mlm ships but being indifferent at best to lesbian couples, usually disgusted or annoyed, it's icky and really annoying.
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vurtualangel · 2 months ago
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Im really considering locing my hair. I hate having to constantly wash and moisturizer and detangle my hair every week. I know that I'll still have to get into the routine of caring for my hair even when it's loc'd but I see so many pretty girls with fluffy locs and I wanna try. My sister's hair has always been pretty short but she loc'd her hair in 2023 and it's probably the longest it's ever been in her life. My niece has her hair loc'd as well and it's been growing pretty well. I'm just nervous for some reason.
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arminsumi · 8 months ago
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Betting your girl's mouth on a basketball game was crazy — and Suguru was all for it.
After taking a loss that may or may not have been deliberate, jock!Suguru wears a dirty grin on his face while watching you suck his best friends virgin cock like a good girl, loving the nasty wet noises you make while slurping up and down nerd!Satoru's pulsing shaft, slowly stroking himself to the sight of you on your knees, making cock disappear in your mouth like magic.
And Satoru — the poor boy — is losing his mind because he's never felt a woman's lips around his dummy big cock before. He used to tell you that sex is beneath him — now he's throwing his head back, gritting his pearly whites, curling his toes and biting his bottom lip 'till it's all red, totally surrendering to your little mouth — it's just so funny to you, 'cause he's been the know-it-all bastard telling you "... you're just Suguru's slut. If you paid as much attention in class as you did to my best friend's dick, maybe you'd amount to something. Do you even remember what we learned yesterday? Exactly. But I do — that's why I'm the top student and you're just — "
Bla bla bla... Satoru's now showing you how much precum his dummy big cock leaks — it's a sticky mess oozing out of his tip all over your quivering tongue. You looked up at him and winked, and he seethed inside because god he's hated you for so long but now your lips are wrapped around his cock and your mouth is taking him to heaven.
He's whining, biting into his fist, knees all wobbly. the texture of your tongue drives him nuts — then it clicks. oh, this is why my best friend is obsessed with his girlfriend. This is why he can't shut up and stop oversharing his sex life with me.
'Cause heaven really does exist on her tongue.
"fuck, slow down..." Satoru tries to ease his cock out your mouth, feeling his orgasm threatening to erupt at any moment.
But Suguru pushes you back down on his cock, filling your cheeks again, "nah, keep going baby, he's gonna cum — aren't you Satoru? You're gonna cum in my girl's mouth, huh? Come on, big boy, I know how long you've wanted this. Fill this little slut's mouth with your cum."
Those taunting words push him over the edge. His heavy balls tighten up as he feels you suckling his swollen head, and then white ropes come bursting out.
"Ahh—gh! Fuck... nn!"
Satoru's legs give out and he moans like you've never heard a man moan before, releasing all the cum he's worked up for you like he's been waiting years to do this. Actually, he has been waiting years — waiting patiently to find an opportunity to make your jaw ache and eyes well up with tears.
"Baby, you gonna swallow my best friend's cum f'me?" Suguru encourages, stroking his cock lazily against your cheek now.
He watches you compliantly swallow Satoru's seed, and Satoru twitches at the sight.
Huffing, Satoru comes down from his high and brushes his white wispy bangs out of his eyes. He's glaring down at your mouth.
"... still fucking hate you... " Satoru mutters to you in a voice still shaky with the after-effects of his orgasm.
"I still hate you, too." you smile back at him.
His heart flutters and bottom lip twitches. He can't stop staring at your lips, your eyes, your hips, your thighs.
"Ah, Satoru, quit your act — you're the one who proposed this idea in the first place."
You went red in the face. It was Satoru's idea? The mister goody-two-shoes, know-it-all, all A+++ report cards, 'sex is beneath me' Satoru?
"Huh? I thought this was your idea..." but before you can express your surprise you're already feeling Suguru nudge his cockhead against your lips.
"Sh sh, now it's my turn, baby. Open wide."
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leclerc-hs · 2 months ago
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bunny! - ln4
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pairing: lando norris x fem!reader summary: in which lando always calls you bunny OR your favorite place to be is riding lando's cock warnings: smut, riding, dirty talk, language, pet name!, NOT PROOFREAD (I hate re-reading stuff I write if you couldn't tell hahahah) word count: 1.2k ish author's note: this idea came to mind LAST NIGHT and i just had to write it since i'm off of work today. talk about me feeding y'all LOL xoxo still working on oscar's version of aphrodisiac chocolates!!! I literally wrote this in like an hour so it’s shortttt. xoxo ily ◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤
Lando calls you Bunny like it’s your actual name.
Don’t forget your lanyard later, Bunny
Hey Bunny, can you hand me that?
Y’look great, Bun
It was constant. In the paddock. During interviews. Even the fans notice it. Some thought it was a childhood thing. Others assumed it was just something that stuck.
And the rest of the grid? Of course they asked. 
And every time, you and Lando offered a different answer.
She had these ridiculous bunny ears the first time I met here…never wanted to take them off.
Her nose used to do this little twitch whenever she was annoyed…I swear
She loves carrots
And tonight was no different. 
You’re curled into the booth beside Lando, wine glass in hand, one leg draped over his under the table. He was warm, hand on your thigh. Thumb brushing soft, lazy circles.
And then it came up again.
“Alright…someone has to ask again,” Pierre points his fork toward Lando. “Bunny. What’s it actually from?”
Groans went around the table. Everyone chattering how he’ll never tell you. Just let them have their secrets.
And Oscar grins. “No, I wanna hear this one.” He leans forward. “What’s the excuse tonight?”
Lando doesn’t miss a beat. Fingers gripping your leg. A grin pulled onto his mouth.
“Showed up to my flat in bunny ears once. Wouldn’t take them off.”
You scoff beside him. “It was Halloween.”
“She wore them to sleep.”
And laughter erupts around the table.
And his hand tightens on your thigh. And you felt the shift in his demeanor.
The part no one ever saw.
The reason why he started calling you that.
Didn’t know that the first time he’d said it, was barely a whisper, as you rode him in his driver’s room after a race.
How you were so worked up, desperate, how your knees trembled as you bounced on him like you couldn’t stop.
They didn’t know how he said it when you were on top. How he groaned against your lips.
“Okay but seriously,” Charles says, laughing. “Is it like a….is it like a kink thing?”
You choke on your wine. And Lando drags his fingers higher up your leg.
Lando didn’t even so much as blink. “Absolutely not.”
And later, after everyone said their goodnights and you slipped into the car with him, Lando was quiet. Calm. Fingers brushing against your skin whenever they could.
And when you got back to the hotel. The door clicking shut.
He says, “Everyone thinks it started with ears…”
He presses you into the wall.
“But it was this fuckin’ cunt, Bunny.”
His voice was low. And you gasp, fingers curling into the fabric of his hoodie, as he grinds his hips into you. Slow. Heavy. Could feel how hard he was. 
He kisses your jaw, under your ear…biting, sucking, claiming you.
“Fuck,” he groans into your skin. “Remember that night? In the driver’s room? You got on top of me like you needed it. Like you were gonna die if I didn’t let you bounce on my fuckin’ cock.”
You whimper.
“I think about it every fuckin’ day.” He groans.
And you don’t even get a chance to respond before he lifts you off the ground, hands gripping your thighs, and carries you straight to the bed.
“M’so obsessed with it,” he says, voice rough. Kissing you again as he drops you on the mattress and yanks his hoodie over his head with one hand. “With you. With this fuckin’ cunt.”
He kneels between your legs, pulls your panties off, and then stuffs them in his back pocket.
He pulls his jeans down, cock hard and thick. Leaking.
“Don’t even wanna fuck you from behind anymore. Just want you on top. Losing your fuckin’ mind on my cock.”
You crawl into his lap, straddling him like instinct.
And he hisses when your cunt touches his tip.
“Y’turned it into a fuckin’ problem,” His hands grip your ass.
You drag his cock through your folds, teasing him. And he hits his head against the headboard with a thud as he drops his head back.
“Y’think I don’t notice the way you moan when I let you sit on it?” He pants. “The way you tell me to shut up and take it like a good boy?”
You sink down on him in a single motion.
“Fuck, Bunny…” He gasps. Hips jerking.
And you start moving. Steadily. Rolling into him.
“Every time you do this,” He says through gritted teeth, hands grabbing your hips. “I tell myself that it’ll be the last. I’ll tell myself Lando, be normal. Change it up.”
And you bounce on him harder.
“But then you climb into my lap with that fuckin crazed look in your eye. And I let you. Always let you.”
His head rests against the headboard. Neck thick. Veiny. Flushed.
“Ride me everywhere. Every fuckin’ place that you shouldn’t.”
He flexes his hips into you, just enough to make your cunt clench. And you gasp.
“Let you ride on me on that fuckin’ plane. My trainer two rows back. Had your sweatshirt over your lap like that would hide it.”
You whimper, pressing your hand to his chest. Cock twitching in you.
“Remember Suzuka?” He continues. “Showed up with no underwear under that skirt, climbed into my lap during lunch and said, five minutes. Just need to use it.”
He groans at the memory. At the feel of your cunt around him.
“Fuckin’ bounced on me while I tried to be normal. Bit into my shoulder while you came.”
You roll your hips harder, whining.
“Imola…my god…” He pants. “Told you I was exhausted. Needed to sleep.”
He lifts his head, eyes meeting yours. Eyes blown.
“And you just got on top. Said I’ll do all the work.” He huffs. “And you did. Fucked me so slow and deep. Grinding into me like you wanted my fuckin’ soul.”
You moan, squeezing him. Panting. 
“Monaco yacht…” His hands grip you harder. “Dragged me into that fuckin’ cabin during the afterparty…made me sit on that little chair.”
You both breath out. Hips grinding harder as he fucks into you.
“Remember how many people were there? How many of them heard the fuckin’ chair squeaking under us every time you dropped down onto my cock?”
You’re gasping now. Head falling into his neck.
And he fucking loses it.
Mouth on your throat, sucking a bruise there, as his cock slams up into you.
“Hotels, rental cars, Fuck…in a fuckin’ golf cart. Remember that?” He hisses. “Bahrain. Climbed into my lap after practice, pushed your panties to the side, said you needed to calm down. Calm down.”
You’re sobbing.
“It’s the only way I want it now. Moaning. Grinding. Milking me.”
Your body seizes. Hips uncontrollable now.
“Y’gonna come again?” He grunts. “Make another mess on my cock like always?”
You nod into his shoulder. Unable to speak.
“Do it,” He groans. “C’mon, Bunny. Fuckin’ come all over me.”
And you do.
With a loud moan, cunt squeezing him tight. Shaking. Trembling.
And he was right there with you. Hips jerking as he comes inside you, groaning your name out like he didn’t want it to end.
“Bunny…bunny. Fuck, I fuckin’ love you.”
You collapse into him. Wrecked. Smiling.
“You’ll do it in the morning, yeah?”
You laugh. “Obsessed.”
He kisses your temple. 
“Fuckin’ right.”
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blasphemyandbackshots · 5 days ago
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“you think i don’t care about you?” he’d growled hours ago, sharp as razors.
you hadn’t flinched. you’d just looked at him with red-rimmed eyes and whispered, “you don’t act like it.”
and that had fucking stuck. even now, hours later, as you lay beneath him, breathless and quiet, he still heard it echoing through his skull. you don’t act like it. not when he bit, not when he barked, not when he used your body like it was the only thing he could touch without breaking.
but you were still here. still letting him climb between your legs, still looking at him with wary hope like maybe this time would be different. and he was trying.
fuck, he was trying.
he cupped your face like it was fragile, like you were fragile, and not the only goddamn thing in the world that made him feel human. his thumbs brushed your cheeks, lingering under your eyes.
“still mad at me?” he asked, rough, but not cruel.
your throat moved when you swallowed. “i’m just tired.”
that made something behind his ribs ache. a thing that shouldn’t have existed. not in him. not like this.
“i don’t want you tired,” he muttered. his lips hovered by your throat. “i want you sated. quiet. shaking.”
“i want to feel loved,” you whispered.
and that shattered him in a way no cursed energy never could. he didn’t speak again. he just kissed you slowly. it felt wrong on his mouth, too soft and tender, but you sighed into it, fingers curling in his hair, and that made it right.
so he kept going. kept touching you like he meant it. like he wasn’t trying to own you, but understand you. his hands didn’t bruise this time. they cradled and traced every inch of skin like a map he hadn’t studied well enough. you were warm and too sweet.
he didn’t deserve this, but fuck, he needed it.
when he slid inside you, it wasn’t rough or frantic. it was slow, like he was giving you a chance to run.
you didn’t and pulled him closer. “i hate fighting with you.”
“i hate making you cry,” he rasped.
your nails dug into his back. “then stop doing it.”
“i’m trying.” it sounded like a lie, but this time it wasn’t.
he kissed you deeper and harder then, his mouth was the only way he knew how to speak. i’m sorry. i’m here. i’m yours.
you moaned softly, thighs wrapping around his waist. “you feel different.”
“i’m not fucking you,” he said, eyes locked on yours. “i’m loving you.”
your breath caught and he almost looked away. but then your hand touched his cheek and he stayed right there.
he kept thrusting, slow and deep, watching every tiny reaction play across your face like a prayer he hadn’t learned how to say. your lips trembled and your hips rose.
and he realized that this was the most intimate he’d ever been. not the sex. the look. the watching. the being watched.
you could see it all now; the hunger, the guilt. the desperate, bitter hope that maybe this could be enough. maybe you’d still want him, even after seeing how broken he was inside.
“i’m not good at this,” he whispered.
“i know,” you breathed.
“but i want you.”
“i know.”
“and i don’t want anyone else touching you. ever.”
you smiled softly. “that part, you’re very good at.”
he huffed and pressed his forehead against yours. you wrapped your arms around him like you finally believed it that he was trying. that he cared. and for once, he didn’t need to say anything more.
he held you and moved inside you, because he belonged there.
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apple-crunch · 2 months ago
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Caleb doesn't think when it comes to you because he knows. He knows what you want, need, like, and hate. He's never been more sure of himself when it comes to you, so when he hears you open up about your insecurities, he immediately took it upon himself to prove you otherwise— by showing you how beautiful you are.
What better way to do that other than to fuck you in front of a mirror and have you repeat the words "I'm so pretty" or "I'm so beautiful" over and over again because if not he'll stop?
Caleb had you in a headlock forcing you to admire your beauty face to face in the brand new mirror right beside his bed. His body holds yours in full display while his harder hand holds an iron grip on your body to prevent you from moving away.
"'M a pretty girl.. such a pretty girl.. ngh" You cry out as Caleb's dick goes deeper and harder into you. Your reflection was as clear as day having all the lights turned on, you looked like a mess. Eyes blown as it is puffy and teary, drool dripping down the sides of your mouth from speaking the same words over and over again, a very evident tummy bulge because of his dick, and cum leaking down your legs.
"Yeah, thas' right, my prettiest girl hm? Most beautiful girl in world, say it." Caleb smiles at you through the mirror, leaving a chaste kiss on your cheeks. "M- most beautiful.. ngh! Girl in the ahh.. world!" You moan, feeling his relentless dick brush against your cervix.
"Mhm, get that fact deep inside your brain yeah? Make sure you don't forget. Say it again." He whispers in your ear, slapping your pussy relentlessly until you spoke "I'm the most beautiful... oh fuck!" You couldn't continue because of how overstimulated you were getting, the feeling of caleb pressing his body against you— breathing down your neck, hands accross your body and on your pussy, feeling every inch and vein on his dick— it was all too much, you couldn't help but squirt all over him, wetting both your bodies and the already soaked sheets beneath you.
Caleb wasn't satisfied but he was pleased, it wasn't what he asked for. "You forgot 'pretty' baby, and didn't followed my orders. Rules are rules princess." He suddenly pulls out of you, holding you in place while your tremble as he lays down on the bed with yours still on top of him.
You come face to face with yourself again because of the mirror he had above his bed. Caleb covers your sensitive cunt, the palm of his hand brushing against it. "What word did you forgot?"
"P- pretty." You whimper, pleading at him with your eyes through the mirror. "Say that word over and over again while making eye contact with yourself, you close your eyes and I tie you down to this bed and leave you needy. You can grind on my hand. Understood?"
You nod frantically already looking at yourself. Caleb puts his left hand behind his head, keeping a close eye on you. He uses his evol to keep you pressed against him to keep you in place. "Begin."
"Pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty, prettyprettypretty." You chant while you grind as much as you can, trying to keep your eyes open and moans at bay while you pleasure both him and yourself. Tears were beginning to gather in your eyes, wanting Caleb to touch you even just for a bit but you can't do anything about it, you knew how much words meant to him.
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bizarrelovetriangel · 3 months ago
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r e l a x.
they give you a massage (sylus, caleb, xavier) / you give them a massage (zayne and rafayel).
mdni. 18+ only. fingering. handjob. oral (male and female giving and receiving). dry humping. creampie. overstimulation.
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You've had a busy week at work and your body has been terribly sore, so Sylus offered to give to a massage.
Instead of feeling relaxed like he said you would be, you're gripping the bedsheet and biting down the back of your own hand, completely flustered and tensed.
Sylus knows exactly what he's doing with his hands and yet, he refuses to admit to his crimes by playing clueless.
As if you can't see his smirk after accidentally brushing his hands against the sides of your breast for the third time in just five minutes.
"What's wrong, sweetie? Didn't I tell you to relax? Just close your eyes and trust me. I'll make you feel good."
You're cursing Sylus so hard in your head.
You're on his bed, lying on your stomach with absolutely no cover.
You've once gotten a massage from an actual professional massage therapist before, so you know removing your clothing is just protocol.
What's different from the massage you're getting right now are all the 'accidental' touches that your unofficial massager has been doing.
Sylus is hovering over your figure with his knees on the sides of your hips and planted on the mattress while his hands are kneading your figure.
On one hand, the oil that he's using smells wonderful, and his strong hands really does wonders when he's pressing down and pulling at your tensed muscles the right way.
On the other hand, he's teasing you so much that you can't even feel at peace.
It started off with brief, almost unnoticable brushes on the sides of your breasts as his hands roam around your torso, feeling up your sore spots.
It wasn't until his hands began to linger a little too long on your ass that you grew suspicious of his actions.
You gave him the benefit of the doubt and kept quiet, closing your eyes and burying your face against the soft pillow. You thought, maybe, you can just fall asleep while he gives you a massage, even if he has to keep himself entertained along the way.
But you learned quickly that you will certainly not be able to fall asleep for as long as Sylus' hands are on you.
As he's stroking the back of your thighs, his hands traveled up to your ass once again, and this time his thumbs had gotten lost to graze the folds of your vagina.
Your head shot up in shock.
Sylus pretends not to notice.
He starts to hum a song while his hands slide down to your aching calves, giving them a good squeeze that had you wincing.
Only then did Sylus give you a look. "Something wrong, sweetie?"
"You...."
"Hmm?"
"You know what you're doing." You narrowed your eyes at him accusingly.
He tilted his head. "I'm not a professional, but of course I know what i'm doing. You have nothing to worry about."
You scoffed and put your face back down on the pillow. It looks like you're just going to have to deal with all the antics. You'll get your revenge later on.
Or so you thought.
The little not-so-accidental touches soon became more obvious and unbearable.
After several more minutes of Sylus' game of mixing in actual good massage techniques with lecherous caresses, he stopped trying to be subtle.
His fingers now had their undivided attention on your core and making their way inside you. Your hips reflexively raised as the wave of tingling sensation took over, and Slyus gently pushed them back down against the mattress.
"You're tensing up, sweetie."
There was that smirk again.
"And whose fault is that?!"
"Yours, obviously. You wouldn't need a massage if you didn't overwork yourself."
You hate that he's right even when he's trying to deflect your accusations. "Hmph."
After giving him a playful smack on the chest, you rested the side of your face against the pillow and closed your eyes.
Not a second later, his fingers are moving deeply in and out of your pussy, now wet with oil and from your arousal.
Your breath hitched at his fast pace, gripping the sheets of the bed with while listening to the lewd sounds of his sticky fingers going inside your oil-covered slit.
Your right arm reached behind you to capture his hand. You wanted to make him pause for a moment just to give yourself a moment to breathe before you burst right then and there.
He was quick to figure out your intention, so Sylus got your wrist first and pinned it on your back, just with one hand.
The bed shook slightly as he lowered his hips onto you. His placed his other hand on the mattress, right by the side of your chest to support his weight so that he's not crushing you.
His cock is pressed up right against your ass.
You were so distracted by his fingers that you failed to notice when he had pulled down his pants and boxers. Now, he's throbbing and rubbing his pre-cum on your skin.
Sylus took a moment to wipe a drop of sweat on your forehead before kissing it.
"This...isn't a massage, Sylus."
"I told you, didn't I? I'll make you feel good."
He slowly went into you.
And almost immediately, you clenched up at how good he felt. Sylus took a sharp breath before lowering his chest on your back and wrapping his left arm around your neck.
Not tight enough to choke you, but just so he could keep your face against him as he starts to move faster and harder.
All the oil he put all over your body during the massage had now been spread onto him too as every inch of him connected to you.
The air around you becomes heavy. His low groans and your muffled moans mingle with the sound of your bodies roughly colliding repeatedly.
He didn't stop for a second. Not until he was out of breath. Not until you came first. Only then did Sylus allow himself to come, right on your ass and back.
"Sylus...."
Out of breath, you flipped over as Sylus looks down at you while running a hand through his sweaty hair.
"You better not be giving anyone else a massage like the one you just gave me."
He chuckled. "Of course not, kitten. That special service is reserved only for you."
"Good." You winced as you felt your hips twinge. "Because you kinda suck. I'm now more sore than before the massage - hey, can you at least try not to look so proud?!"
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It's not unusual for Zayne to be overworked, given his highly demanding job. That's why you often find yourself pampering him on his days off. This time, you decided to give him a massage so that you could help to relieve his tensed muscles.
You're not a professional, but you have learned from Zayne himself how to properly give a decent massage, as he had given you one a couple of times before. He was describing to you what he was doing and explaining what it does to your joints and muscles, so you can at least do the basics.
Right now, he's lying down on the white couch of his living room, stripped down to his boxers and facing the ceiling. You're by his side, kneeling down on the floor and sitting on the back of your feet so that you're in the same level and can easily move around.
His glasses are off and his eyes are closed, enjoying the way your hands are pressing his biceps while listening to you ramble about what you've been up to at work.
"Oh! and I just remembered something annoying that happened the other day!"
As you broke into a rant, you failed to notice that your hands had increased their strength as they moved around Zayne's lower abdomen.
Your fingers squeezed his abs, though your mind was mostly focused on giving Zayne the full details of a particular problem you had at work.
You didn't catch the way Zayne's heart skipped a beat, and the way his breath started to become uneven as your hands moved on to his thighs.
You were so distracted with your own thoughts that your ears didn't pick up the quiet groans coming out of Zayne's mouth as you rub down his quads.
His legs twitched as your fingers darted to the inside of his thighs, and he let out a cough when your fingers brushed against his bulge behind his boxers.
And yet, you still haven't caught on.
Zayne started to sweat nervously as he tries to keep his thoughts and his body tamed: to stop blood from rushing south.
But it's already too late.
He's already hard and throbbing.
Especially when you're patting him down all around the one place that's begging for your attention.
"Darling..."
"- and then I was like - huh?"
You snapped back to reality when one of Zayne's hand caught your right one.
"...here..."
Your gaze shifted from his red ears, to his adam's apple that bobbed as he gulped, and down to where he placed your hand, which was right on the big tent that formed in his boxers.
At last, you understood what he wanted and immediately granted his wish.
You tugged on the band of his boxers and pulled it down to his calves, and Zayne fully discarded it by moving his own feet and kicking it off him.
You wrapped one hand around his cock and rubbed your thumb against its tip, spreading the pre-cum that oozed out of it.
His stomach tightens up as your fist moved up and down, and low grunts emerged from his lips as you picked up your pace.
The sight of his flushed, swollen cock had your mouth and your core soaked with hunger.
You squeezed your thighs together as you placed your weight on your knees, then you moved your face towards his hips and ran your tongue from the tip to the base of his cock.
Zayne took a sharp breath once your mouth swallowed him down. He ran a hand across his chest, feeling his own heart racing as he watched your head bob up and down, with some strands of your hair falling out of place.
He closed his eyes as you moved faster. His hips jolted up reflexively, making you take even more of him. He forced himself to hold back on thrusting into your mouth, but you were the one that pulled him even farther down your throat while your hands took care of the rest that you couldn't reach.
Your name falls out of his lips before ropes of cum suddenly shoots into your mouth, spilling out from your lips.
Zayne's moans did nothing to your clenching cunt as you watch his cock continuously twitch, even after his release.
Though you didn't have to wait for long because without even giving himself time to recover from his orgasm, Zayne sat up and pulled you onto his lap.
His mouth desperately meets yours while his hands are already working on undressing you. "...need you..." he mutters between kisses.
You complied and helped him get rid of your underwear, then you wrapped your arms around his shoulders. Still, you paused for a moment to ask, "Aren't you sore though? I don't want you to feel even more tired. I'll - "
"I'm fine." Zayne cuts you off with certainty in his tone and desire in his eyes. "I just want to feel you."
As a silent response, you kissed his lips and locked your thights around his hips. Zayne adjusted himself before his cock penetrates you completely.
You wanted to spare him from moving, since, despite of his reassurance, his muscles really are overworked. You swayed your hips against him, but it seems that Zayne couldn't stay still either because he continued to push his cock into you.
He buried his face against your neck and his mouth sucks off your skin while his hands grips your ass hard. His heavy breaths stutter as both of your strengths increase, causing your flesh to clash at every second.
You re-adjusted your steady grip on his shoulders before taking control by grinding down his cock hard and fast.
Zayne catches one of your breasts into his mouth and lightly bites your nipple, earning a loud gasp out of you. Your pussy clenched around his cock, and the noise you made had echoed from his own mouth.
"C-coming...!"
You reached your climax around the same time. Zayne didn't have time nor power to pull out and your hips felt stuck against his, so all of his load was shot inside of you.
Zayne softly pressed his lips on your left shoulder before resting his forehead against it as he catch his breath.
You combed your fingers through his hair before attempting to get off of him. Zayne, however, kept you trapped against him with his hands remaining on your ass, pressing you down on him.
"Let's just stay like this.... for a little longer...."
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The very second he arrived at your apartment and saw your overall worn out appearance, Caleb declared himself as your butler for the weekend. Not only did he do all the cooking and cleaning, he also decided that you needed a massage.
So here you are, lying face down on your bed, only wearing your underwear, with Caleb hovering over you with his knees on the side of your hips, running his hands throughout your body to fix your aching muscles.
He's actually doing an amazing job. Only a few minutes after he started and you're already feeling your body loosening up.
"Have you ever given anyone else a massage before?" you asked curiously, lifting your face from your pillow for a moment.
"Nope." Caleb grins. "You're my very first customer, pip-squeak. Don't forget to rate me at the end of my service, okay?"
"Mhmm."
You assume he just did his research very well, as always. Since you're in good hands, you decided to give in to the warmth and comfort he's providing and closed your eyes for a little nap.
Little did you know...
Caleb couldn't be more glad you're not looking at him right now.
He's having a big problem and it's demanding to be freed and inserted into something. Into someone.
He truly did have the full intention of giving you the best massage you'll ever have. He noticed that your body isn't in good condition because of your work, and the least he could do is make you feel relaxed with a massage.
The good news is that it seems to be working well, and you're even starting to fall asleep, which means your body is relaxing.
The bad news is that he underestimated his self-control. He had taken showers with you without popping a boner, and yet....
The sight of you lying so beautifully underneath him only in your red bra and panty had gotten his mind wandering along with his hands.
Every time he massaged the insides of your thighs, his eyes automatically flickers to your crotch as he gets a glimpse of your pussy behind your underwear.
He wanted, so badly, to bury his face between your thighs and have a taste of you. But even more, he wanted your body to feel relaxed. He didn't want to disturb you right now, so Caleb suppressed his desires.
It's not the first time, anyways. Before you were aware of his feelings, before you became an official couple, he always had to hide his sexual urges from you.
So, this is nothing. That's what Caleb repeatedly told himself as he continues to give you a massage.
Still....
It's okay to adjust himself once every while, right? His boxers and pants are getting uncomfortably tight, after all. He just needs to adjust it for a second.
Caleb stuck a hand in pants to get rid of the discomfort.
Then, he pumped his cock a few times.
'Fuck...'
He lets out a shaky breath before withdrawing his hand and resting it on the small of your back. His own actions only made things worse because now, he's throbbing uncontrollably and his thighs are pulsing. His hands are sweating, his stomach is clenching, and his face is burning.
He forced himself to keep going with the massage, but he was only torturing himself. The more he touched you, the more he wanted you.
"Hmm? Caleb, are you done?" you asked as his hands no longer made contact with your body.
"I..." Caleb's incomplete response came out low and deep.
Suddenly, his chest fell against your back and his lips grazed your right ear. His heavy breaths tickled you before his lips softly met your skin.
"I need you."
He rutted his crotch against your ass and your eyes widen at the feeling of his stiff cock through his pants.
He growled under his breath before moving faster, causing your body to bounce against the mattress of your bed.
"Caleb..."
You raised your hips to meet his, and his hands quickly latches to your waist before humping you even harder.
You slowly turned around and put your hands on the back of his neck, then you kissed him deeply and pulled him down with you.
Caleb moans into the kiss while his hands quickly removed his pants and boxers. You pulled away for a moment to help him undress, then your bodies re-attached like magnets soon after.
He wasted no time putting his cock inside you, spreading your thighs farther apart so he could pound as much of him into you as far as possible.
Your bed creaked and shook at every moment he made. The air around you feels hot, and you found yourself gasping loudly and clutching onto his back as he picks up the pace.
You cried softly against his neck as you came, and your toes curled as he relentlessly chased after his own high, drilling into you while clasping your hands. Soon, his hips stutters and he pulls out right before shooting his load right across your chest.
After using his shirt to wipe your chest, Caleb collided beside you, catching his breath as he stares at the ceiling.
You propped on your elbow and faced him sideways with a grin on your face.
"Hey, Caleb." Your fingers toyed with the pendant of his necklace. "You wanted me to rate your service, right? I'd give it a 4.5 out of 5."
He lets out a laugh, catching your hand and kissing your fingers. "What was the 0.5 deduction for?"
"...need another round..."
"Oh?" Caleb raised a brow, unable to hold back a smirk at your flustered expression. "Weeeell then, please allow me to compensate."
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Rafayel accepted your offer to give him a massage, especially since his back and shoulders have been tensed after painting for days with very little to no rest.
You had been away for work so you couldn't scold him properly to take breaks, and now you want to make up for your absence by helping him relax.
Not even five minutes after you started, Rafayel wondered if he had made a bad decision.
Today, for some reason, he's extra sensitive and not just emotionally, but physically, too.
Earlier, you breathed too close to his neck and he got chills, and not out of fear. You put your hand on his chest for thirty seconds and his heart wanted to jump out of his body. You slid your fingers down to his stomach, and blood rushed below his hips.
Rafayel shifted nervously on his bed. He's only wearing a single towel wrapped around his hips, and he's facing down against the mattress so that you could have easy access to his back and shoulders.
As you heavily but carefully drew circles on his upper back, Rafayel groaned against his pillow. You took that as a positive sign that he's feeling good from your massage, so you continued.
You pressed down to his lower back and giggled at the way he twitched.
"I didn't know you're ticklish here, Raf."
"...I'm not..."
Your thumbs moved in circular patterns just above his hips, slightly nudging the towel covering him. He lets out another sigh of relief, so you exerted more pressure down to his muscles.
Your eyes darted to his face for a moment and you wondered why his ears have turner red. Was it because of the massage?
"Rafayel, am I doing okay? If you want me to stop, just tell me - "
"No, don't stop!" he replied a little too quickly. "I mean.... keep going. You're doing great, cutie!"
"If you say so. Just making sure I'm not hurting you, that's all."
"Not at all!"
Rafayel stiffens as your hands returned to his back, as that's where he told you is the most painful part of his body is.
However, he needed your hands somewhere else.
Rafayel took a deep breath before turning around to face the ceiling. He's doing his best to breathe calmly, but his thoughts are making it impossible.
"What's wrong? did I - "
Rafayel grabbed one of your hands and guided it to his chest and let it travel down to his stomach, then right below his hips. His cock was standing tall through his towel, aching for your touch.
"It hurts here, too. Will you help me?"
You silently agreed with a nod, unable to take your eyes off his reddening cock, feeling as if you're in a trance.
Wrapping your hands around his shaft tightly, you slowly began to stroke him. A shaky, quiet moan comes out of Rafayel's lips.
Just a brief touch and he already feels like he's going to burst. He's unable to stop himself from fucking your hand, legs spread out and fingers grasping the bed sheets.
Rafayel cursed under bis breath as he came faster than he'd liked. He had come right on your hand and some had gotten to your face.
You licked the cum that got lost to your lips and Rafayel's face flushed at such a lewd image. He pulled you into the bed and embraced you sideways to cover your neck with passionate kisses
While he distracted you by leaving hickies below your jaw, his hands got rid of your shorts. You gasped as his fingers made contact with the crotch of your panty.
You grinded your ass against his hips to encourage him to continue, and so Rafayel moved your underwear aside and put his cock in you, at the same time his fingers massaged your clit.
His name comes out of your mouth as your body curls up with pleasure, allowing him to fuck you at a better angle.
"So good..." he pants against your ear, struggling to move at a slow pace.
He wanted to take his precious time to feel you, yet he also wanted to go fast just like what his throbbing cock in desperate need for release wants him to do.
In the end, he managed to keep things slow and sensual, appreciating every inch of you without a rush.
You rolled your hips back against him to meet him half-way, coating his cock with your slick as you struggle to contain your own desire for him.
Rafayel whines from behind you as you feel him picking up speed. "C-coming..." He tightened his hold on your hips before losing all his control and hammering into you, causing you to match the loud moans that he was letting out.
He quickly pulls out and rubs his cock against your legs before painting your skin with strings of his cum.
After coming not a minute after him, you turned around to face him. You brought a hand to his hair and brushed some sweaty strands away from his face, then you kissed his nose.
"So this is what happens when you get a massage."
"...only from you." he pouts. "Now, I feel even more tired. I'll have to stay in bed all day tomorrow. You'll stay with me, right, cutie?"
"Hmmm... nope."
"Why?! Is it because you don't love me?"
You flicked his forehead with your fingers. "Someone has to stop Thomas from barging in the room to see my lazy, exhausted fishie slacking off."
"Ah." He smiles and hugs you tightly, nuzzling his face against yours. "my hero."
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It's not that you're ticklish.
There's just something about the way Xavier is kneading your body that makes it difficult for you to suppress amused giggles.
It might have something to do with his soft touches that doesn't help much with your sore muscles, although it does make bring you lots of warmth, comfort and joy.
That's why you allowed Xavier to give you a massage. He insisted that he gives you one after reading online that it'll help with tensed joints and muscles, so he watched some tutorial videos beforehand.
Now, you're on your couch, lying down facing the ceiling. According to Xavier, the less clothes, the more effective the massage will be. So, you decided to strip down completely but put a small towel over your breasts and crotch.
You're not even really sure why you bothered to cover up, considering Xavier has seen you naked more than enough times to feel shy.
In fact, when he saw you with the towels, he looked a little confused, though he never asked about it. He only told you to lie down and get comfortable.
After following his instructions, Xavier's first step was to give a few drops of oil on your stomach. It's slightly warm on your skin, and its scent was something similar to the fragrances that you frequently use.
He gave your tummy a few rubs, and you couldn't help but smile at how careful and gentle he was being.
When it was time for him to take care of your sore spots, you bit the inside of your cheek to stop your laughter.
You did feel some pressure, which felt nice. It just didn't last for long, as Xavier didn't exert the right amount of force.
It's not that he doesn't have enough strength - of course, he does; he is a strong hunter, after all. More likely, he's unsure of how much pressure to apply, at what angle, and for how long.
While it's not the best massage you'll ever get, he's still making you feel happy and relaxed in his own way. That's all that matters.
"You're not hurt, are you?" Xavier asked as he pressed on your hamstrings.
"Nope. I'm okay! Keep going, Xavier! You're doing great!"
"Okay!"
The way his face lit up had you melting and wanting to cuddle him. He's just too precious for his own good.
"...."
Ten minutes later, your eyes snapped wide open as you felt something....different, touch your thighs.
"What was that...?"
You looked at your legs and caught Xavier red-handed, pressing his lips on your inner right thigh.
"It's fine." He smiles at you. "It's part of the massage."
"...is it?"
"Mhmm. Just relax. It'll make your body feel better."
He resumed on applying pressure with his hands on your legs, so you brought your head back down on your pillow and closed your eyes for a little nap.
A minute later, you felt another kiss on your other thigh. You decided not to question him and let him do whatever he wanted.
But after the third kiss, which was slightly higher than the previous two, your muscles tensed up. Particularly, your pussy clenched as his lips lingered dangerously close to your core.
He does it a few more times, and the moans he's muffling against your skin absolutely didn't help your case: it only made you wet. And with Xavier being so close, he might notice.
He's over here, sacrificing his time and energy to help you feel relaxed, and yet you're getting turned on.
No, no, no. You'll have to control yourself. At least, wait until after he's done.
"Ngggnnhh,,,"
Oh god, he's doing it again.
This time, his kisses are even louder and higher. His hands are holding up your thighs so he can make space for himself.
You didn't even notice until now that Xavier no longer stood by the side of the couch, but he's now on it, too. He's right between your legs.
While you're looking down, Xavier met your gaze and your held your breath for a second. You know that look. It's the same one he often gives you in the bedroom during intimate activities.
"Xavier...."
"...I'm adding my own special techniques in the massage."
He scooted closer to your hips and lowered his face to give your thighs more kisses.
"This might be more effective."
Your face burned as you felt his tongue slide against your sensitive skin. You were unable to look away from Xavier's intense gaze directly on you.
"It feels good, right?"
You failed to come up with a coherent response as the towel that poorly covered your crotch had been dropped on the floor.
"I know you're still sore, so just stay like that." Xavier lowered himself so his chest is not too far from touching the couch. He's propped on his elbows and peeking at you between your legs. "I'll help you relax."
With that, Xavier's mouth rams into your cunt. His tongue feels your folds while his hands clings onto your thighs, spreading them wider.
You arched your back and hissed at his actions. One of your hands reached to down Xavier's face, but he caught it with his left and intertwined his fingers with yours, letting it drop to your side.
He gave you no time to calm down; his lips and tongue worked fast on making you fall apart just within a few minutes, but only because he had other things in mind.
Xavier pulled down his pants and boxers and brushed his cock against your pussy, not a minute after your orgasm. You were still sensitive, so when his tip traced around your folds, you were unable to keep your volume quiet and your insides felt like exploding.
"Xavier!"
He put the back of your legs over his shoulders, giving himself more space before grinding dick right between your folds. His breathing quietly picked up at the feeling of your core that's soaked just for him.
His eyes darted over to your face for a moment to flash you a smile.
And as much as you love Xavier, you were cursing him in your head.
How could he smile like you like that, as if he's not teasing and torturing you and calling it a 'massage'?
You can't even hate him because every cell in your body craves for him in every way possible. Anytime he smiles at you, you're on your knees for him - sometimes, literally.
"Ah!"
You were pulled out of your trance as soon as Xavier put himself inside fully you in one hard thrust.
His face flushes and his eyes are fixed on your breasts, watching them move along with the rest of your body as he repeatedly snaps his hips against yours.
The couch budges and the wooden floor creaks at Xavier's heavy plunges. The grunts leaving his parted lips joins your cries of pleasure and the sounds that your bodies are making as they collide.
Xavier is too far from your reach and there was nothing for you to hold onto, so you ended up running your hands down to your chest and squeezing your breasts as you gasp for air.
He let out a low growl under his breath as he watched your movements. He fucked you even faster at the same time he lowered his face down to your chest.
He captured your hands and pinned them by your sides before his mouth sucks in your left breast, with his tongue circling around your nipple.
He then switched to do the same on your right breast, though his teeth slightly nipped you as he felt his hips tingling.
Xavier made sure to push his cock in the deepest part of you before cumming. His voice echoes throughout your living room as he released every drop inside you while still his rolling his hips, slower and slower until his stamina is drained.
Your release quickly followed after his cock was pulled out. Xavier rested his body on top of yours, with his face on your chest, listening to your racing heart.
While you breathe heavily, your index finger traced the shell of his left bright red ear. His skin is slightly glowing with white light, too, as his evol sometimes acts up during or after he has an orgasm.
You'll never not be in awe of him.
"Hey, Xavier. Are you feeling tired?"
"Mhmm..."
He's sleepy now.
"Do you...want a massage?"
He opened one eye to catch your teasing grin "....if it's like the one I gave you...yes, please..."
"By the way, what kind of massage tutorial videos did you watch? They're kinda not that effect- "
"Don't worry about it."
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plutotheplum · 4 months ago
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I'm Your Man
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caleb x fem!reader
summary: riling up your boyfriend is entirely too easy. when he finds out you have a tutor that happens to be a man... well, it's safe to say caleb hates that sort of thing.
cw: nsfw (18+) - mdni!!, smut, fluff, kissing, spanking, oral sex, vaginal fingering, p in v, praise kink, finger sucking, exhibitionism, jealous!caleb, established relationship, modern au
w/c: 5.8k
a/n: *caleb seeing reader near a guy* crashes out immediately - hope you all enjoy!! <3
also on ao3!
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“Baby!”
You squeak when the door swings open, the man in front of you moving in a blur. There’s a pair of lips landing against your cheek in a quick kiss before he wraps his arms around you, lifting you up off of the ground, his faze nuzzling into your chest.
“C- Caleb,” you whine, squirming in his hold, trying to get him to set you back down, “put me down, you dork.”
“But I missed you,” Caleb grumbles back, rubbing his face all over your top like a cat, nuzzling into your chest. He finally grants your request once he’s satisfied, hands smoothing down over your sides once he sets you down onto your feet.
You smile when he cups your cheeks, humming happily when he begins to pepper soft kisses all over your face, his thumbs smoothing over your skin gently.
“I missed you too,” you say, arms wrapping around his neck to tug him down for a kiss, sighing softly against his mouth.
Caleb groans, his hands squeezing at your waist, kissing you back eagerly. You huff out a laugh when he gropes at your ass, rocking up onto your tiptoes to plant a kiss on his cheek.
“That’s it?” he protests when you pull away, pushing your hands away when you try to tug your duffle bag into his apartment.
“I literally just got here,” you muse, watching as he grabs your bag for you, teeth sinking into your bottom lip as you silently appreciate the flex of your boyfriend’s biceps as he carries your duffle bag into his bedroom for you. 
You shut his front door, securing the lock, before trailing after him. Caleb is reaching for you the moment you step inside his bedroom, shoving his face into the crook of your neck and letting out a contented sigh.
“Missed you so much,” he sighs, voice muffled with the way he’s pressed his face against your neck, his nose digging into you, lips brushing over your skin. 
“Sometimes I wonder how you live without me,” you tease, hands stroking over his hair gently, scratching his scalp every now and then.
“I hardly get by,” Caleb complains aggrievedly, tugging you towards his bed. “I think I have withdrawals every time you leave.”
A laugh slips out of you at that, crawling up to snuggle into his arms, leaning back to rest your head on his shoulder. Caleb kisses your cheek, his chest warm and firm against your back as he hums in satisfaction. 
“I only have a year left before I graduate, then I can move in with you,” you remind him, scrolling through your phone absentmindedly as Caleb busies himself with trying to meld his body against yours.
“Feels like an eternity,” he mutters, huffing out a breath. Caleb props his chin on your shoulder, eyes trained on your phone as you watch some random video. “How are your classes anyways?”
“Not bad,” you say, tilting your head to press a soft kiss to his lips. “I was struggling in one of them, but I sorted that out.”
“Yeah?” he murmurs, pecking your lips gently in return, “how’d you do that?”
“I got a tutor,” you shrug, glancing up at him before turning your attention back to your phone. “He’s pretty good.”
You can feel Caleb stiffening behind you, his fingers stopping their movements against your sides. Your brows furrow, tossing your phone somewhere in front of you before turning back to look at Caleb properly. There’s a tell-tale pout beginning to form on his lips; something you’ve gotten used to ever since you were children.
“What’s wrong?”
“He?” Caleb echoes, his eyes darkening, “your tutor’s a guy?”
“Well… yeah?” you reply like it’s the most obvious thing in the world, “the dude is like super smart; top of the class and everything. I figured he’d be the best to teach me.” 
“I’m super smart,” Caleb shoots back, and you raise your brows when you see a frown coming across his face, his lips turning downwards. “And I was the top of all my classes. Definitely smarter than your little tutor. Drop him.”
A laugh bubbles out of you, turning around his arms until you settle on his lap, thighs straddling his hips.
“Yeah?” you smile, peering up at him, “you don’t even know the syllabus, Caleb.”
“I can learn it,” he protests stubbornly, “besides, I am smart. I’m a fighter pilot, baby.”
Your smile widens when you see Caleb’s chest puff out a little, his proud nature showing - not that you minded. Your fingers smooth up over the back of his shoulders, a soft sigh escaping Caleb when you play with the hair at the nape of his neck, his head tipping back, eyes fluttering shut.
“You can just say it,” you whisper teasingly, pressing yourself a little closer. “You’re jealous.”
“Jealous?” Caleb echoes, his lips pursing as he considers your words. “Maybe,” he shrugs, his eyes opening as he stares down at you, “or maybe…” he whispers, lowering his head to brush a kiss across your lips, “maybe I just want to keep my girl to myself.”
Your cheeks flush when he calls you his girl, heart fluttering in your chest. The words echo in your mind, brushing whatever thoughts were filling your mind away. He always knew how to disarm you, and you can never quite get used to Caleb’s possessiveness, his need to have his claim on you. It’s thrilling and nothing else has ever made you feel so wanted.
“Hm?” Caleb hums against your cheek, “my girl is all mine. Right, baby?”
Hands pawing at his firm chest, you nod, leaning into him as though in a daze. You lean up, making a small noise, trying to kiss him. Caleb clicks his tongue, his hand cupping your jaw, fingers squeezing gently on either side of your cheeks to bring you out of the slow, syrupy haze that was currently fogging your mind. 
“Use your words, sweetheart.”
“Yes- yes,” you say insistently, pouting before you pucker up your lips a little more, desperate for a kiss, “‘m all yours, Caleb.”
“Good girl.”
You preen at the praise, mewling softly when he kisses you. Caleb’s hands squeeze at your hips gently, trying to stop all of your squirming and jostling on top of his lap. A dissatisfied sound leaves you when he stops you from grinding across his lap, your eyes narrowing as you peer up at him.
“I thought you missed me, Caleb.”
He rolls his eyes, grabbing your hand that was currently sliding down his chest, his lips pressing against your palm when he manages to unfurl the fist you’d made with your fingers. 
“You’re so grabby,” Caleb mumbles against your palm, “‘m tryna take it slow, baby.”
“I don’t want slow,” you huff out, fisting his shirt and yanking him towards you. “I want you to fuck me.”
There’s a smirk on Caleb’s lips, his nose nudging against yours, fingers pressing into your back.
“Last time you cried when I-”
“Shut up!” you sputter, slapping your hand over his mouth, cheeks hot with embarrassment when you remember what had happened last time. Caleb’s hand wrapped around your throat, fingers relentless against your clit, cock pounding entirely too deep-  “That was- it was overwhelming!”
Caleb opens his mouth to respond, mischief glinting in his eyes, but your phone ruins the moment, ringing out. You groan, turning your back to him as you reach for your phone that you had tossed over to the foot of his bed.
“Who is it?” Caleb asks, his fingers wrapping around your ankles as you kick up your legs lazily.
“My tutor,” you reply, showing him your phone.
A smile spreads across your face when you see Caleb’s playful expression drop, replaced with something akin to annoyance.
“You know,” you continue, your voice dipping into a drawling taunt just to piss him off, “bet he’d fuck me if I asked him.”
“You little-” Caleb hisses, his voice rising as he tries to grab for your phone.
You pull it out of his reach, pressing a finger to your lips, making a hushing motion. Caleb’s expression grows darker the moment you swipe your finger across the screen to answer, his hands tightening their grip on your ankles.
“Hi,” you chirp sweetly, twirling a strand of hair around your finger.
“Uh hey,” the man on the other end of the line replies, “are you free to talk?”
You hum, sneaking a glance towards Caleb who seems close to snapping, his glare venomous when he catches your eyes. Too easy, you think, biting your lip to stifle a laugh at his thinly veiled anger.
“Super free,” you say pointedly, “what did you want to talk abo- ow!”
A sharp yelp escapes you when Caleb’s hand comes down on your ass, the slap stinging. A strangled whine escapes you, your head whipping around to glare back at Caleb, feeling your eye twitch. Your boyfriend meets your eyes with a hard glare of his own, his fingers pushing up the hem of your skirt to examine the rapidly reddening skin of your ass.
“You okay?” your tutor asks, a tinge of concern in his voice.
“F- fine,” you manage out, “just- just um- stubbed my toe!”
“Right,” he murmurs, “hate when that happens.”
You nod along as though he can see you, trying to kick Caleb in the face as you roll over onto your back. The wind is knocked out of you when Caleb grabs you by the waist, manhandling you until you’re laying on your front again, his hands squeezing at your ass roughly, hand coming down again in a harsh smack.
“Ouch!”
“You uh- you stubbed your toe again?” your tutor asks tentatively.
“Mhm,” you say, voice slightly breathless with the restraint it was taking you not to cry out. “I’m- ‘m just really clumsy.”
Your fingers tremble as you manage to mute yourself on your phone, letting out a whimper when Caleb spanks you again and again, a hint of regret pooling inside of you at pushing your boyfriend this far.
“Unmute,” Caleb murmurs, gripping your hips to make you arch a bit, ass up in the air for him to spank again, your skin hot and prickly. His voice is a low snap when you don’t do as he says, your throat bobbing as you swallow harshly, Caleb’s tone growing firmer, no longer requesting but demanding. “C’mon baby, unmute the fucking phone.” 
You whine in protest, but do as he says, shakily unmuting yourself. You can hardly hear whatever your tutor was rambling on about, eyes blinking rapidly to try and concentrate. It’s all in vain however, when Caleb rains down another slap to your ass, your teeth sinking into your forearm to muffled a pained gasp.
“Bad fucking girl,” Caleb mutters lowly, “such a bratty, little slut.”
The itch to argue and bite back prickles across your skin, but Caleb’s hands are smoothing over you ass, and you wiggle your hips back to meet the soft pets he rewards your ass with; his fingers prodding and pushing your ass cheeks apart to take a glimpse of your panties.
“Anyways,” your tutor continues, “I was just calling because my schedule’s changed so I might not be able to tutor you during the time we agreed on.”
“Oh,” you breathe out, eyes widening as Caleb tugs at your panties, pulling them away from your skin before he lets go, the elastic snapping back against your skin. “That’s- that’s uh- too bad?”
“Yeah,” he sighs, “do you mind if we settle on a different day?”
There’s an answer sitting on the tip of your tongue, but Caleb pulls at your ankle, managing to flip you over onto your back. He tightens his grip, your body sliding against the sheets as he tugs you towards him.
“N- no,” you hiss, forgetting about the man on the other end of the line, too preoccupied by trying to simultaneously yank your leg free whilst trying to kick Caleb’s face, “don’t you dare!”
Caleb only gives you a lazy grin, his hands managing to catch both your ankles and tug you further down the bed. 
“Don’t you dare?” your tutor echoes confusedly, and you squeeze your eyes shut, wincing at the misunderstanding.
You laugh, trying to cover up your flustered state, head dropping back against the sheets as Caleb smiles against the soles of your feet, peppering kisses all over the expanse of your feet.
“That’s not what I meant,” you grit out, shaking your head vehemently when Caleb smooths his hands over your thighs, pushing your skirt up to expose your panties.
You can feel your brain short-circuiting when your boyfriend settles between your thighs, his hands grasping at your thighs, squeezing at the fat before he turns his head, pressing a kiss to your inner thigh.
“So you’re okay with me rescheduling?”
“Y- yes!” you say, your voice pitching upwards awkwardly when Caleb rubs his fingers over your clothed cunt, his head dipping down to press kisses to your damp panties.
“Great,” he says, sounding a little chipper, “how does Friday sound? Maybe 10-12 in the morning?”
“Oh fuck,” you breathe out hazily, fingers brushing through Caleb’s hair as he pulls your panties down your legs, your half-lidded gaze not missing the way he slips them into the pocket of his sweats - another addition to his growing collection.
Perv.
You sigh, biting your lip as Caleb kisses your puffy folds, his tongue sliding through them after, your grip on your phone loosening as you squeeze your breast, squirming under Caleb’s ministrations.
He stares up at you, pulling back to lick his lips, strings of slick clinging to his lips and chin. You smile hazily and Caleb leans forward, stealing a quick kiss before burying his face back into your aching pussy. 
“Uh- does that sound good?” your tutor asks, his voice sounding a little unsure with all the sighing and soft noises you were let out.
“So good,” you murmur absentmindedly, thighs squeezing around Caleb’s head gently, enough to tease him a little.
Caleb gives you a pointed stare, his teeth sinking into your thigh before he smirks, nodding towards your phone.
You flush, embarrassment making your body go hot. “I- I mean y- yeah! That sounds perfect!”
“Okay, let me just write that down-”
You tug at Caleb’s hair, mouth dropping open when he latches onto your clit, sucking harshly. The sensations make your thighs twitch, toes curling as they press up against Caleb’s broad back, a soft mewl leaving you when you see the flex of his muscles through his shirt.
“Pretty pussy missed me,” Caleb whispers, his voice barely audible. He sighs contentedly when he thumbs apart your folds, the sheets rustling slightly as you watch him grind his hips into the bed, Caleb’s eyes not wavering from the clench of your pussy around nothing. “So wet, hm? Gonna ruin my sheets, baby.”
You whimper when he draws back, thighs twitching when he gathers a considerable amount of spit in his mouth, spitting down onto your clenching pussy. It’s filthy really, but Caleb is well-versed in your body; knows you well enough to know that you’ll go along with whatever he offers you.
Your fingers push at his head gently when he tries to kiss your clit, moving your hand down to spread your pussy for him instead, rubbing his spit into your cunt, mixing it with your slick. Caleb lets out a low groan at the sight, and you smile prettily, pressing your wet fingers against his mouth, smearing it over his lips.
His tongue lolls out soon after, licking his lips and you feed him your fingers, hips rolling up needily when he sucks on your fingers lazily. “Want you to cum for me on call,” Caleb slurs, licking between your fingers, grazing his teeth against the pads of them.
“What?” you hiss, brows raising incredulously. “I am not doing that.”
Caleb ignores you, busying himself with burying his face back into your cunt. You stifle a moan, biting down on your lip hard enough to remind yourself that you shouldn’t have been doing this; be on a call whilst your boyfriend was eating you out.
“I was thinking we could meet up at the library.”
Your tutor’s voice breaks through the haze and you grit your teeth, silently regretting the fact that you’d been the one to start this whole ordeal in the first place.
“The- ah- the library sounds good,” you mumble, eyes squeezing shut when Caleb begins to double his efforts, sucking and slurping, the sounds entirely too lewd and perhaps audible to the man on the phone. “
You press down on Caleb’s head, fingers tangling with his hair, back arching. Caleb’s smile is obvious, you can feel it against your cunt, his head tilting as he prods at your aching hole, beginning to fuck you with his tongue. A shudder racks through you, an impatient whine slipping out of you, desperate to orgasm.
“Be good, baby,” Caleb murmurs, replacing his tongue with his fingers, curling them up inside of you.
You try to stifle a moan and Caleb is feeling nice enough to help you, his free hand sliding up over your stomach, squeezing at your tits appreciatively before stuffing his fingers into your mouth to muffle your noises.
Legs jerking, you try to hold still, but when Caleb latches back onto your clit, your entire body quakes. It’s torture, the way Caleb knows how to play with you, his mouth smashing against your dripping pussy to suck more feverishly to drive you further towards the edge.
“The library it is then,” your tutor notes down. “Or you could always come over.”
Come over. Come. Cum. Cum?
A drunken giggle slips out of you, fingers running through Caleb’s soft hair as he flicks his tongue against your clit, stroking over it gently before his mouth suctions around the swollen bud, making your back arch. Yeah, you think hazily, you were going to cum. 
“Mhm,” you slur, “‘m definitely gonna be cumming.”
“You- you are?” he sounds a little surprised, “you know, I’ve never had someone so eager to learn. It’s actually kinda… refreshing, honestly so thank you.”
“You’re so welcome,” you mewl, hips rocking up against Caleb’s face, feeling the huff of laughter your boyfriend lets out against your pussy, his hand coming down to spread you apart for him again, his fingers thrusting in and out of you faster.
You bite down on your lip, body seizing up when Caleb crooks his fingers inside of you just right, the sensation of his tongue on your clit enough to have your back arching, toes digging into Caleb’s back as you cum.
Caleb groans, kissing your clit sloppily, his tongue sliding through your puffy folds to drink up every last drop of slick that he could find. He laps over your pussy, nuzzling into your thigh after as you shudder and shake, kissing your hip to help soothe you through the aftermath of your orgasm.
You’re too boneless to stop Caleb from reaching for your phone, eyes fluttering shut, unable to stop the syrupy atmosphere that had befallen you.
“Hung up for you,” he murmurs, putting your phone somewhere, his lips landing on your cheek for a sweet kiss.
“I didn’t get to say bye to him,” you mumble belatedly, arms wrapping around Caleb’s neck lazily.
Caleb clicks his tongue, sending you a half-hearted glare. “You don’t need to say bye to him, baby. Stop thinking about him. I just made you cum on my tongue.”
“But he’s just so helpful,” you sigh lazily, feeling Caleb’s fingers dig into your hips.
“For fuck’s sake,” Caleb mutters, rolling his eyes, “I’m helpful and I’m your fucking boyfriend.”
You smile up at him, tugging him down to kiss him. Caleb lets out a low noise against your lips, his hands squeezing at your waist, shuddering when you scratch his scalp.
“You don’t have to be so butthurt, baby,” you coo, sitting up, “I still love you.”
“Not enough apparently,” Caleb grouses, tugging his shirt up over his head.
You go hazy eyed at the sight, hand running up over your boyfriend’s defined abdomen, your fingers catching on his dog tags situated between his unfairly thick pecs. 
“Gonna fuck me now?” you ask him sweetly, tugging his sweats and boxers down to free his cock.
Caleb’s cock bobs free and you sigh dreamily at the sight, the head of it wet with thick globs of pre-cum; damning evidence of his arousal. Your hand wraps around his fat cock, the length hot and throbbing under your touch. 
It’s all too much for Caleb who lets out a shuddering noise, his head dropping forward, resting against your shoulder as you stroke his cock lazily, leaning forward to spit on it. Caleb whines and you take the opportunity to lean forward, mouthing at his pecs, pressing open-mouthed kisses across his heated skin.
“Fuck, baby,” Caleb sighs, hands coming up to cradle your head against his chest, his cock twitching in your hands when you reach down to squeeze at his balls, your teeth scraping across his sternum playfully. 
“Missed your cock,” you whisper, rising up onto your knees to kiss up his neck. “‘s just so big and thick,” you say appreciatively. 
“Do you even think about me?” Caleb protests, his head tipping to the side to bare more of his neck to you, “or do you just think about my fat fuckin’ cock?”
“It’s not a crime to think about it,” you huff out, angling your head to kiss the underside of his jaw. “I just really like it.”
“Brat,” he mutters, reaching down to grope your ass. “You sound like you have a crush on my cock.”
“You steal my panties!” you shoot back exasperatedly, glaring up at him before biting down on his shoulder in retaliation.
“Maybe I just really like the cute little designs,” Caleb drawls, yanking your head back using your hair before dipping his head to kiss you messily, his tongue invading your mouth, practically fucking you with it until there’s spit leaking from the sides of your mouths.
You moan, pawing at his broad shoulders, mewling happily when he manhandles you to his will, turning you over onto your front, his hands tugging your ass up into the air, making you arch for him.
“Good fucking girl,” he snarls, landing a spank to your ass. “Ask for my cock, sweetheart, c’mon.”
You whimper, face shoving into the sheets, grabbing at them to try and ground yourself. The sounds of Caleb stroking his cock making your pussy throb, hips wiggling back to try and make him push his cock inside.
“W- want it inside,” you demand, yelping when Caleb smacks your ass again.
“Think you can do better than that,” Caleb murmurs, his hand smoothing up over your back, his cock slapping against your aching cunt, before he presses the tip of it in before drawing it back out. “Hm? Wanna hear you all pretty, baby.”
“P- please?” you hiccup, feeling desperate tears prick at your lash line - a sign of your own desperation and need to have him close, no, in you. “C- can I p- please have your cock, Caleb? Please?” 
“You sound so sweet when you ask like that,” Caleb says dreamily, dipping his head to reward your cheek with a kiss. “I love you so much, sweetheart.”
A shaky breath escapes you, your cheek squishing against the sheets, eyes slipping shut when he sinks his cock inside of you. You’ve slept with Caleb countless times, but you can never get quite used to the stretch of his cock and the way it manages to turn every rational thought in your mind to mush.
Caleb doesn’t seem to be faring better, letting out a guttural groan as he buries himself into the hilt. You can’t help but think he’s being a little louder than usual, but you’re not complaining.
“So tight,” he rasps hoarsely, fingers spreading apart your ass to watch his cock sink in and out of you, his eyes silently appreciating the way your cunt is stretched out around his cock. “Feels so good, baby.”
You mumble something back incoherently, content to let him have you like this, his hips smacking into your ass loudly with every thrust he delivers.
“Love you, Caleb,” you mewl when you feel him kiss up your back and over your shoulder, his face pressing into the crook of your neck, “love you much.”
“I know, sweetheart,” he soothes, drawing his hips back before driving them into you harder and faster, “so good to me, aren’t you?”
“Mhm,” you nod, rising up onto your hands, turning your head to kiss him, “‘m your good girl.”
Caleb grunts, his arm wrapping around your waist. “You weren’t being good when you were talking to him.”
You pout, too horny to roll your eyes and tell him that he was being wildly immature and entirely too possessive for his own good. Instead, you squirm forward, Caleb’s cock slipping out of you despite his protests.
“Should I make it up to you?” you ask sweetly, voice lilting as you bat your lashes up at him.
“Make it up to me?” Caleb echoes, his breath hitching when you crawl towards him, hips swaying a little, your hands pushing at his shoulders to get him to lay down.
You hum in response, crawling up over him, settling on his lap. You smile when he groans loudly, your hips rolling as you grind your pussy over his hard, aching cock.
“Ride me,” he mutters dazedly, pre-cum coating his abdomen. “Sink down on my cock and ride me, baby.”
“I’m enjoying this though,” you say teasingly, hands planted firmly on his chest as you roll your hips again, moaning softly when his cock slides through your folds, the tip of it catching on your clit. “W- wait- Caleb!”
You squeak when he grabs for you roughly, picking you up easily, dropping you down onto his cock. A sharp cry escapes you, cunt clenching around him in a desperate attempt to get accustomed to his size.
“‘m gonna fuck the brattiness outta you,” Caleb murmurs, his lips slotting over yours to seal the promise. “And then-” he moans, his head tipping back slightly as he guides you to rock your hips, feeling your cunt around his throbbing cock, “and then, you’re gonna scream my name while you cum.”
You wrap your arms around his neck, gasping as he begins to bounce you on his cock, your ass smacking against his thighs. You don’t need much encouragement, not when Caleb’s mouth is sucking and biting at your neck, most likely leaving numerous hickeys in his wake. 
“Who's making you feel this good?” your boyfriend asks, “huh, baby?”
“Y- you are!” you squeal when he slaps your ass, hugging his head as he buries his face into your chest, his mouth sucking at your nipple before switching over to the other breast, biting a mark into the fat of it.
“That’s right,” Caleb growls, “I am, not anyone else. Just me and my cock, yeah?”
“Yes- yes! Oh fuck- hah- C- Caleb!”
He snarls, pulling you down, breasts squishing up against his chest. You squirm, hardly able to believe you’d manage to piss him off into such a state. Caleb wraps his arms around you, his knees bending as he plants his feet firmly against his bed, beginning to thrust up into you.
“S- so deep,” you hiccup, pressing sloppy kisses to his jaw, “you’re the best.”
Caleb groans, his heart fluttering at your words, a light flush covering his cheeks. Despite everything, your words still manage to fluster him, the softness of your lips on his cheek making his body throb with affection.
He manages to tilt his head, capturing your lips with his, uncaring that your kisses were slightly clumsy and uncoordinated with how fucked out you were. You whimper when he quickens his pace, cock pounding into you, his balls slapping against your ass.
“‘m gonna c- cum,” you whine, pussy clenching down around his cock desperately.
“Yeah?” Caleb rasps, kissing the corner of your mouth, “gonna cum on my cock, sweetheart?”
You nod rapidly, nuzzling into the crook of his neck, letting out a contented coo. Caleb grunts out your name, his fingers reaching down to squeeze at your ass, fucking up into you over and over again until you squeal and scream, his name leaving your mouth in a slurred chant.
“C- Caleb! I- ah! I love you!”
“Cum,” Caleb snaps, burying himself into the hilt, his hand managing to find your clit. You whine when he rubs it, body shuddering on top of his as you cum, your nails digging into his broad shoulders. “There you go, baby.”
You let out a dazed sound when Caleb kisses you, lips pressing together sloppily, his cock twitching inside of you.
“Fuck,” Caleb mutters, his body covered in a thin sheen of sweat, his thighs trembling slightly as his hot, thick cum floods your pussy. “So good to me, sweetheart.”
You flop down onto the bed, chest rising and falling as you pant raggedly, Caleb’s softening cock slipping out of you. His cum smears across your thigh when he moves towards you, his face pressing into your chest as he kisses your breasts, sucking a nipple into his mouth playfully until you push at his head in protest.
“I should rile you up more,” you muse, fingers tracing over his lips gently, a triumphant smile on your face.
Caleb rolls his eyes, kissing the pads of your fingers. “Maybe you should,” he concedes finally, running a hand through his hair, looking a little weary, his cheeks flushed prettily. 
You cup his cheeks, pulling him closer to pepper kisses over his face, to his cheeks, forehead and brows, laughing when he returns your kisses and sucks the fat of your cheek into his mouth childishly.
“Y’all are freaks.”
The smile on your face fades, the color all but draining from your face when you hear a crackly voice coming from your phone. You glance towards Caleb, and the asshole in question looks entirely too smug and pleased, a lazy grin spread out across his face.
The cozy intimate atmosphere around you seems to fade, annoyance flitting across your face. You have half a mind to slap Caleb across the face, your jaw clenching as your teeth grit together, but the more pressing issue at hand wins out. You only need to sit up to spy the dangerous glint in your boyfriend’s eyes. The bed dips under both of you, sheets rumpling in a flurry as you both scramble towards your phone, trying to grab it first.
“I am so sorry-” you begin, shrieking when Caleb tugs your phone from your hand. You flail, trying to crawl up onto his lap, shoving at his shoulders in an attempt to snatch your phone back, desperate to save the last shreds of your now scarce and very much dwindling dignity.
“You could’ve hung up,” Caleb retorts bluntly into your phone, his thumb pushing into your mouth when you open your mouth to protest. “Now fuck off.”
You watch as Caleb disconnects the call, your eyes narrowing, not tempted to suck on his thumb like you might’ve been in any other situation. Instead, you bite down, satisfaction coursing through you when Caleb yelps, watching as his eyes squeezing shut in pain. You cling on stubbornly, glaring up at him when he tries to pull his thumb free, a wince leaving him as pain flares up through his thumb. You don’t let go until Caleb protests, his hand pushing at your forehead gently.
“So mean, sweetheart,” he complains, wrapping his arms around you, his face nuzzling into your chest, mouthing at the sides of your breasts lazily. 
You stare down at your boyfriend, the soft tufts of his brown hair now messy and sticking up into your face. You can feel your eye beginning to twitch, irritation prickling across your skin.
“What the fuck was that?” you snap, swatting the side of his head, “you said you hung up!”
“Must’ve forgotten,” Caleb mumbles, his expression feigning innocence as his eyes flick up to meet yours.
“Really?” you murmur, leaning forward, head tilting. “You forgot? Guess I’ll just forget to stay here tonight.”
You move to get off of his lap, but Caleb clicks his tongue, his arms tightening around you. You try again, but his hold is firm, preventing you from going anywhere other than staying in his lap.
“Thought you were my good girl,” Caleb sighs, dragging his lips across your jaw, trailing soft kisses over your skin. “I was only showing him who you really belonged to.”
“Belonged to?” you echo, hand cupping the back of his head to bare your neck to him when he kisses your neck. 
“Mhm,” he hums, lifting his head to peck your lips. You can’t help but lean into him, eyes fluttering as he brushes his thumbs over your cheeks gently, tucking your hair behind your ears.
“Funny,” you breathe out, showing him your hand, “I don’t see a ring on my hand.”
Caleb pauses, his eyes widening for a moment before a smile spreads across his face, his head dipping to give you another kiss.
“I can do that,” he whispers against your lips. “You want a ring, sweetheart? I’ll give you one.”
“That’s not what I-” you begin exasperatedly, squeaking when Caleb grabs your chin, his mouth slotting over yours to kiss you heatedly, stopping you from speaking.
“So?” Caleb asks eagerly, “what do you want? A diamond? Personally, I think-”
“I am not marrying you,” you interrupt, pressing your hands against his chest to push him back. You bite your lip, averting your gaze, feeling a little shy. “...At least not right now, so- so shut up.”
“I’ll marry you eventually,” Caleb murmurs, a smile spreading across his face, “been wanting to ever since we were kids.”
You groan, flopping away from him, burying your face into a pillow to hide your flustered expression.
“C’mere baby,” he coaxes, smiling against your cheek after he pulls you into his arms, letting you bury your face into his warm chest. “I love you.”
“You’re such a dick,” you mumble, peering up at him. You pout and Caleb grins, dropping a soft kiss to your forehead. “I love you too, jerk.”
He runs his fingers through your hair, stroking gently as your eyes droop shut, lulled to sleep by the heat and comfort of his body, cocooned in Caleb’s affection - until he decides to ruin it with a thoughtful whisper that makes him sound entirely too pleased with what he’s managed to accomplish. 
“Guess you’re gonna have to send me the syllabus for that class after all.”
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-the LaDS men kissing you during an argument
୨ৎ── . Caleb
You walk fast—heels clicking against the pavement, every step fueled by the mix of anger and embarrassment boiling inside you. The crisp evening air nips at your cheeks, but it’s nothing compared to the heat rising from the mortifying scene Caleb just caused.
“Babe, wait! Please!” His voice is close behind, deep and breathless, but you don’t slow down.
You cross your arms tighter. “I told you to stop following me.” “I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t mean to—” His footsteps get louder as he catches up. “I just—he was way too close to you.”
You spin around so fast that he almost runs into you. “Too close? He was asking if I wanted coffee, Caleb!” you wave your hands in frustration, the image of your colleagues’ awkward stares still fresh.
He flinches but steps closer, towering over you, muscles tense beneath his hoodie. “I know. I messed up. I just…I hate the way guys look at you.”
You scoff and turn again, storming forward, but he’s right there, matching your pace. “Stop following me!”
“Not until you talk to me.”
You halt, shoulders tense. “And what should I tell you? That you’re an idiot?”
His lips twitch into the softest smile, like he’s grateful to even hear you insult him. “Whatever you want. I just miss your voice.”
You sigh, still looking at him with a harsh gaze. “Caleb—”
He leans in and presses a soft kiss to your lips, cutting you off.
You huff. “I was saying—”
Another kiss. “I know. I’m sorry.”
“Stop kissing me when I’m—”
Peck.
“—trying to talk!”
A longer peck.
Your hands press against his chest, but it’s more to steady yourself than push him away. “It was just a colleague, Caleb. He wasn’t hitting on me.”
“I know…” he mumbles cradling your face in his hands, his thumbs brushing against your cheekbones soothingly. “I overreacted.”
“You think?” you mutter sarcastically against his lips.
He chuckles, eyes full of that maddening mix of regret and adoration. “I just… I can’t help it. You’re mine.”
Your heart softens, just a little. You sigh, resting your forehead against his chest. “You have no reason to be jealous, you know I only have eyes for you.”
“And I for you.” he wraps his arms around you, holding you like he’s afraid you’ll bolt again. “I’m sorry. Really.”
Looking up, you shoot him a playful glare before letting a giggle escape your lips. “You’re such an idiot.”
His grin grows wider as he leans down to plant a soft kiss on your forehead. “Yeah, but I’m your idiot.”
୨ৎ── . Rafayel
You’re lying in bed, curled under the covers, warm and cozy—except for one glaring problem. The big light overhead is still on, shining down on you both like some relentless interrogation lamp.
“Can you turn it off?” you mumble, too comfortable to move.
Rafayel, with his head resting lazily on your chest, lets out a deep, dramatic sigh before slowly lifting his head to look at you. His tousled hair falls into his eyes and he gives you his best attempt at puppy eyes—big, soft, and just a little bit sulky. “Sweetheart,” he drawls, pouting, “I’m so comfy. And warm. And cozy next to you.” he emphasizes his point cuddling more into your side.
You snort, unimpressed. “Nice try, but I got up last time. It’s your turn.”
He groans, flopping onto his back like a starfish. “But I painted all day! My arms, my poor arms, they’re like noodles. I’m basically a ghost of a man now.” he throws an arm over his forehead for dramatic effect.
You roll your eyes, already used to his theatrics. “A ghost who’s fully capable of walking the five steps to the light switch.”
He turns his head toward you, mischief sparking in his tired eyes. Slowly, he crawls back over, propping himself up on one elbow. “What if…” he starts, voice low, “I give you a kiss?” his fingers gently tilt your chin up.
You raise an eyebrow, but before you can respond, he leans in and kisses you—soft and lingering, his lips warm against yours. When he pulls back, a cocky smirk tugs at his mouth. “That do it?”
You stare at him flatly. “I’m still not moving.”
His smile falters and he lets out another heavy sigh, before dramatically collapsing on top of you, his full weight pressing you into the mattress as he spreads his arms and legs like a human blanket. “I’m too tired,” he mumbles against your collarbone. “This is it. I live here now.”
“Rafayel, you’re crushing me.”
“This is your punishment for not appreciating my kiss.”
You try to wiggle free but his arms tighten around you like a koala. “Seriously, we can’t sleep with the light on.”
“We’ll adapt,” he murmurs, already sounding half-asleep.
You both lay there, stubbornness thick in the air, neither willing to move. The soft hum of the lamp above is the only sound between your bickering breaths.
Minutes pass, your eyelids grow heavy, and eventually, you give in—not to turning off the light, but to the warmth of him sprawled over you, his steady breathing slowing. You sigh, before sleep takes over—both of you tangled together under the too-bright light, too stubborn and too in love to care.
୨ৎ── . Sylus
The wind whips through the street, biting at your skin, but you keep your chin high, refusing to shiver. Sylus strolls beside you, completely unfazed, his long white hair tousled by the gusts, red eyes practically glowing with amusement.
“Told you this would happen.” he says, his voice laced with smugness.
You glare at him from the corner of your eye. “Told me what?”
He gestures at your shivering jacket-less self. “That this would happen. You never listen to me. It was sunny for like five minutes, and you just—what? Thought winter vanished?”
You cross your arms, trying not to let your teeth chatter. “I’m perfectly fine.”
His grin widens. “Really? Because your lips are turning blue and you’re shaking.”
You scoff. “I already told you that I’m fine.”
Sylus lets out a low chuckle and begins to shrug off his thick coat, holding it out to you. “Here. Before you turn into an icicle.”
You eye the coat like it’s some sort of trap. “I don’t need it.”
“Seriously?” He raises an eyebrow. “Why do you have to be so stubborn?”
“I’m not stubborn.”
“You’re literally freezing.”
“I’m not.” But the tremble in your voice betrays you. Worse, your lips start quivering, and you can’t stop them. Damn it.
Sylus’s teasing smile falters, his sharp eyes softening with concern. “Hey..” he murmurs, stepping closer. Without another word, he cups your cheeks, his hands warm against your icy skin, and leans down to kiss you.
His lips are soft and heated, chasing away the cold. You feel his hands glide down your arms, fingers brushing over the goosebumps before sliding around your waist. In one smooth motion, he pulls you tightly against him, wrapping his coat around the both of you. His scent—warm and familiar—envelops you as much as the fabric does.
You melt into his chest, feeling the warmth seep into your frozen limbs.
When he finally pulls back, his forehead rests against yours, his eyes filled with something softer now. “There. Better?”
You huff, but your cheeks are flushed—not just from the cold anymore. “You cheated.”
He smirks. “You’re warm now, aren’t you?”
You roll your eyes, but your fingers clutch the fabric of his coat tighter. “...Yeah. Maybe.”
His grin returns, full force. “Told you so.”
୨ৎ── . Zayne
You stand in the doorway, arms crossed, watching Zayne munch on your cookie—the last cookie—the one you’d been dreaming about all afternoon. His green eyes widen when he notices you, mid-bite, like a deer caught in headlights, but it’s too late. The damage is done.
“Zayne.” Your voice is sharp, dripping with betrayal.
He freezes, cookie halfway to his mouth. “What?”
You gesture dramatically to the now-empty container on the counter, filled with nothing but sad little crumbs. “You ate my cookie. The one I saved. The one I was going to eat as a reward.”
He blinks, then swallows. “I…I’m sorry, I ate it without thinking.”
Groaning, you stomp out of the kitchen, leaving him behind with the offending crumbs. You flop onto the couch, crossing your arms tightly over your chest, an annoyed pout settling on your face. You hear his footsteps approaching, slow and hesitant.
“Love…” His voice is soft, like he knows he’s walking into dangerous territory. “There are still some brownies left, you want them?”
You don’t even look at him. “Not the point.”
He carefully steps closer, holding up an imaginary peace offering. “I can warm them up. They’re gooey. Chocolatey. Even better than a stupid cookie.”
“I’m not hungry anymore,” you mutter, but the traitorous growl of your stomach echoes through the living room.
There’s a beat of silence. Then you notice it—Zayne biting back a smile.
“Really?” you snap, shooting him a glare.
He grins shamelessly, a little glint in his eyes. “How about this? I’ll bake you more cookies. Fresh ones. But…” He leans closer, voice dropping to a playful whisper. “it’ll cost you.”
You narrow your eyes. “Cost me?”
“One kiss,” he nods, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You’re about to roll your eyes when he doesn’t even wait for your answer. He dips down, catching your lips in a soft, warm kiss. It’s sweet—too sweet—and when he pulls back, you blink at him.
“You taste like chocolate.” Despite yourself, your annoyed pout melts into a reluctant smile. Maybe one kiss—and some fresh cookies—weren’t such a bad deal after all.
୨ৎ── . Xavier
You shift on the couch, curled up beside Xavier, who’s been glued to his phone for the past hour. His blue eyes are locked on the screen, a lazy smile tugging at his lips as he scrolls through yet another dumb video.
“Hey,” you start, voice light. “do you wanna watch that movie I’ve been dying to see?”
No response—just the faint sound of whatever clip he’s watching. But you catch the slight curve of his lips, a tiny smile hidden behind his phone and you take that as a silent ‘yes’ to your question. Hopping off the couch, you stretch your arms briefly. “I’ll grab snacks. Can you search for the movie in the meantime?”
“Mmhm” he hums without looking up, still lost in whatever rabbit hole he’s fallen into.
You head to the kitchen, grabbing popcorn, candy and drinks, even taking the time to slice some fruit because, well, balance. When you return with your arms full,you find him in the exact same position you left him—phone still in hand, thumb lazily scrolling.
You stare at him, your patience evaporating. “I can’t believe you right now.”
He hums again, barely acknowledging you. That’s it.
You slam the snacks onto the table, tug on your jacket, and start slipping on your shoes. The sudden movement finally breaks through his phone-induced trance.
“Wait—where are you going?” His head snaps up, red flushing his cheeks slightly.
You roll your eyes so hard they might get stuck. “Home. If I’m gonna be ignored, I might as well do it in my own apartment.”
He stands lazily, as if this is all some mild inconvenience. “Didn’t you want to watch a movie together?”
“Oh, wow, so your ears do work!” you spat sarcastically. 
You head for the door, but before you can reach it, Xavier steps in front of you, blocking your path with his tall, broad frame. His big eyes glint with something teasing, but there’s a softness beneath it.
“You’re not actually mad at me,” he says, voice low and confident.
Your jaw tightens. “I am mad.”
He tilts his head, studying you, then gently cups your face in his large hands. “I’m sorry,” he murmurs, his thumbs brushing your cheeks. “I wasn't giving you the attention you deserve.”
Before you can respond, he leans down and kisses you—slow, tender, and apologetic. When he pulls back, your tough facade crumbles a little. Despite yourself, your expression softens slightly.
You sigh, dropping your eyes. “Do you…do you think I’m boring or something?”
His entire demeanor shifts. “What?” His voice is laced with genuine concern now. He peppers your face with soft, quick kisses—your forehead, your cheeks, your nose—before meeting your gaze again. “Of course not! Listen, I was just being an idiot. I should appreciate every single second that I can spend with you instead of wasting time with some useless video.”
He grabs his phone and turns it off in front of you. “See? You have my undivided attention now.”
Your heart does a stupid little flip.
“Good,” you mutter, crossing your arms wanting to still look mad at him, but the little smile on your face betrays you.
He grins, taking your hand and leading you back to the couch. “Now, let’s watch that movie, properly this time.”
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luna-azzurra · 2 months ago
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Fictional kiss prompts
Forbidden Kiss Prompts (“We’re not supposed to do this” but oops, we are)
a kiss in the shadows, hands clenched in fabric, trying to stay quiet because someone might hear.
“We can’t—if someone sees us…” — and then they kiss anyway, consequences be damned.
a stolen kiss through the bars of a prison cell, whispered promises of escape in between.
a “we’re on opposite sides” kiss during a truce, lips barely touching because if they kiss fully, they’ll never walk away.
a last-second kiss right before one of them is betrothed to someone else.
Angsty Reunion Kiss Prompts (“I thought I lost you” edition)
a kiss the second they see each other again—rough, breathless, and on the verge of falling apart.
a kiss interrupted by tears, hands holding like they’re afraid to let go.
“Why didn’t you come back?” whispered into their mouth between kisses.
a kiss where they pause halfway through just to look at each other, both a little older, a little more broken.
a kiss that tastes like salt and rain and survival.
Soft Domestic Kiss Prompts (Wholesome fluff to rest your soul)
a sleepy morning kiss, lazy and warm, exchanged without even opening their eyes.
a kiss planted absentmindedly on the top of the other’s head while making tea.
a kiss stolen while brushing their teeth together—foam and giggles included.
a soft kiss over a grocery list, mid-aisle, because “you looked too cute to ignore.”
the kind of kiss shared in bed while reading—just because one of them couldn’t help it anymore.
Post-Confession Kiss Prompts ( “Oh my god this is real” edition)
a kiss that stumbles right after the words “I love you,” like neither of them know what to do with their hands.
“You mean it?” — “Yeah.” — cue the most careful, reverent kiss of their lives.
a kiss that starts with laughter and ends in a dazed, overwhelmed silence.
one of them whispering, “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do this,” right before kissing them senseless.
a kiss that comes too fast after the confession, clumsy and colliding—because they’ve waited too long.
First Kiss Prompts (that change everything)
a kiss that starts mid-sentence, because one of them couldn’t wait one more second.
the trembling, breath-held pause right before their lips finally touch—eyes wide, hearts racing.
“If I kiss you right now, will you hate me?” – they kiss them anyway.
the kiss that’s followed by shocked silence, and then one of them blurts, “Okay… wow.”
the hesitant brush of lips—barely there—until one of them pulls the other closer like they’ve made up their mind.
Comfort Kiss Prompts (Love as a safety net)
a kiss placed gently on a trembling hand.
a kiss offered like a promise—“I’m here. I’m staying.”
a forehead kiss given after a nightmare, while whispering soft reassurances.
“You don’t have to be okay right now.” – kissed on the temple like a prayer.
the quiet, slow kiss after a panic attack, grounded in breathing and touch.
Jealousy Kiss Prompts (when emotions boil over)
a sudden, possessive kiss that shocks both of them—especially because they weren’t “together.”
a kiss to shut someone up mid-flirt—“They’re with me.”
“You’ve been avoiding me.” – “Because I saw you flirting with them.” – followed by a sharp, angry, perfect kiss.
the kind of kiss that starts in fury but ends in breathless “I need you.”
a kiss that screams “You’re mine. Even if you don’t know it yet.”
Accidental / Surprise Kiss Prompts
tripping and falling directly into a kiss—then freezing in shock as realization sets in.
a practice kiss to “make it look real” that very much does not stay platonic.
a drunken kiss that was supposed to be a dare, but lingers just a second too long.
mistaking the other person for someone else in the dark—“oh… wait—” – “don’t stop.”
an “oops-I-thought-you-were-joking” kiss that they immediately want to do again on purpose.
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you-have-a-metal-arm · 7 months ago
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JAMES?
pairing : Bucky Barnes x Reader
Word Count : 1.2k
Warnings : Just general fluff
Summary : When you call Bucky “James”—a name no one else dares to use—he reveals to a stunned Steve and Sam.
Authors Note : Hey y’all i’m back!!! Enjoy this fic 🙈
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You stood quietly in the doorway, arms crossed as you watched him. His hair was damp with sweat, clinging to his temples, and his jaw was set in that stubborn way it always was when he refused to admit he was hurting. You let out a soft sigh. You hated seeing him like this—so hard on himself, so weighed down by things he didn’t deserve to carry.
He didn’t notice you at first, too lost in his own storm. But you stepped forward, not hesitating for a second.
“James.”
Your voice cut through the room like a blade, soft yet sharp enough to reach him. The sound made him freeze mid-punch, his metal fist stopping inches from the bag. His head turned slowly, his stormy blue eyes locking onto yours. And in an instant, the tension in his shoulders melted. His gaze softened in a way that made your heart ache, because you knew—you knew—no one else ever got to see him like this.
“Hey,” he murmured, his voice rough from exertion but laced with something warmer. Something vulnerable.
Steve, halfway through a set of sit-ups in the corner, dropped to the floor in disbelief. “Wait—what?”
Sam, leaning lazily against the wall with a water bottle in hand, nearly spit out his drink. “Hold the hell up,” he said, straightening. “Did she just call you James?”
Steve sat up fully now, wiping his forehead with his shirt and glaring at Bucky like he’d just witnessed a miracle. “She did. And—” his voice faltered as he pointed a finger at Bucky, “—you’re okay with it?”
Bucky glanced at Steve, then at Sam, his jaw tightening ever so slightly. But when he looked back at you, something in his expression shifted. He shrugged, completely unbothered. “Yeah. So?”
Sam’s jaw practically hit the floor. “So? You nearly ripped my arm off when I tried calling you that one time!”
Steve nodded furiously. “He’s not exaggerating. You said, and I quote, ‘Don’t ever call me that again unless you want to find out how fast I can break your jaw.’”
“Exactly!” Sam threw his hands up. “And now she just waltzes in here, says James like it’s nothing, and you’re—what? Cool with it?”
Bucky’s gaze hardened, a flicker of irritation crossing his face. “She’s not you.”
“Oh, no, we get that,” Sam said sarcastically. “But why the hell is she the exception?”
Bucky didn’t answer right away. His hand flexed at his side—flesh and metal both—but his focus stayed on you, his eyes tracing the curve of your face as if grounding himself. Finally, he said, quietly but with conviction, “Because she’s mine.”
The silence that followed was deafening. Steve and Sam exchanged a look—a mixture of shock, disbelief, and maybe even a little amusement—but neither of them dared to speak.
You, however, raised an eyebrow, lips twitching as you fought back a smile. “Yours, huh?”
Bucky’s ears turned a faint shade of pink, but he didn’t back down. His gaze was steady, unwavering. “Yeah. Mine.”
“God,” Sam muttered, dragging a hand down his face. “This is so disgustingly soft, I think I’m gonna puke.”
“Agreed,” Steve said, though there was a small, knowing smile on his face as he stood up. “You two can have your… moment. We’ll leave.”
As the door closed behind them, you turned back to Bucky, who was already watching you like you were the only thing that mattered. His expression had softened completely now, the rough edges smoothed out into something raw, something real.
“James,” you said again, stepping closer, and you saw the way his shoulders relaxed, the way his lips parted slightly like he needed to hear it just one more time.
“Yeah?” he murmured, his voice quieter now.
“You’ve been at this for hours,” you said softly, reaching up to brush a strand of damp hair away from his face. “Come take a break.”
He hesitated, his eyes scanning your face like he was searching for something. “I just… I didn’t want to bother you. I needed to work it out.”
“James,” you said, firmer this time, and his breath hitched like the sound of his name from your lips alone was enough to shake him. “You don’t have to do this alone. Not anymore.”
His chest rose and fell with a deep breath, and his hand—metal and warm and steady—reached up to wrap around yours. He held it there, against his cheek, like he was afraid you might pull away. “It’s not just the name,” he said quietly, his voice barely audible. “When you say it… it’s different. It feels… good.”
Your heart swelled, and you gave him a small, reassuring smile. “That’s because I love you, James. All of you. Even the parts you don’t think are worth loving.”
His eyes closed briefly, and when he opened them again, they were glassy, like he was fighting to keep the emotions at bay. “I don’t deserve you.”
“Stop it,” you said gently, stepping closer until your foreheads touched. “You deserve everything. And I’m not going anywhere.”
For a moment, he didn’t say anything. He just held you there, close, his arms wrapping around your waist like you were the only thing anchoring him to the world. And maybe, in some ways, you were.
“Say it again,” he whispered, his voice cracking slightly.
“James,” you murmured, brushing your nose against his. “You’re safe with me. Always.”
A soft, broken laugh escaped him, and he pulled you closer, burying his face in the crook of your neck. “You’re all I’ve got,” he whispered, his voice muffled but full of emotion. “And you’re all I need.”
You held him there, running your fingers through his hair, and for the first time in a long time, he let himself just be. Vulnerable. Loved. Yours.
Thanks for reading 😁
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prickly-paprikash · 1 year ago
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Kendrick doesn't just hate Drake as a person. He hates the very idea of Drake.
Hip-Hop is rooted in revolution. In defiance. These are the songs of an oppressed group of people, and decades upon decades people have hated it. Accused of being meaningless and invalid. Media outlets took steps to belittle hip-hop and make sure it isn't recognized as an art form and as a means to fight back.
2Pac spoke of wealth disparity and inequality. Tupac was literally a member of a communist organization when he was younger and never stopped speaking against capitalism.
Lauryn Hill spoke of the struggles a woman faces. Not just women, but black women. Salt-N-Peppa. Queen Latifah. MISSY FUCKING ELLIOT.
N.W.A made sure people knew about police brutality and violence against the Black community.
And now, in this day and age, we're also experiencing an explosion of Queer Hip-Hop. Lil Nas X is at the forefront of this. Lil Uzi Vert came out as non-binary and uses they/them pronouns, even when they knew that a lot of their fans would never use it or even respect them for it. Auntie Diaries, a song about a young man who grew up in a transphobic environment and bought into those beliefs, but could never fully do it because his Uncle loved him so much and taught him a lot of life lessons, and that wisdom translated to him accepting his cousin as a woman as well.
Drake is none of that.
He's the perfect representation of what people think hip-hop is. Flexing. Posturing. Objectifying women. A fucker so insecure he bought 2Pac's ring just to feel like he's part of the black community. Rejected by Rihanna publicly. Tried to groom Millie Bobby Brown. Kissed and inappropriately touched an underage girl during his concert. His songs have inspired so many young boys to treat girls like shit. His belief that the amount of rings and chains and cars he has is the true meaning of success.
Additional Edit: This is my fault. If this post gains more views, then it would be remiss of me not to add to this. It was my fault to begin with, not stating this beforehand because while I did know, I got lost in celebrating Hip-Hop in a place that doesn't usually do so, and rightfully so.
2Pac did fight for wealth equality and better social living for the black community. He also has a long, long history of battery, domestic abuse, and sexual harassment against women. Specifically against women of color. He made a song to celebrate his own mother, but outright refused to give the same show of respect to other women in his life. His hypocritical nature was brushed off in later decades, just the way I did now.
N.W.A is the same. Sexual assault charges, violence—they spoke of Police reform, but refuses to give the same treatment back towards the women in their lives.
50 cent refuses to backtrack on any of his misogynistic lyrics.
Modern rappers of today, such as the dead XXXtentacion. 6ix9ine. Kodak Black.
I do love Hip-Hop. I love rap. And the music itself has always been anti-authoritarian at its core, because those are its roots. And I was happy that circles that did not normally know of it or enjoy it were getting into it, even for one thing like this rap feud.
Lil Nas X, Little Simz, Childish Gambino, Missy Elliot, Queen Latifah, Lauryn Hill—rappers who have at the very least consistently tried to put their money where their mouth is. Who have tried to act in accordance to what they rap and write and sing for.
@shehungthemoon @ohsugarsims finnthehumanmp3 were the ones who rightfully clarified in the comments. I know an apology won't correct my hypocrisy or my stupidity. I should have added all of this before making this post, but I wanted so badly to celebrate a genre of music but failed to do my due diligence in showing a better, holistic view of it. If anyone felt triggered, offended, troubled, frustrated or any other intense negative emotions surrounding this, please do block me. I'm sorry.
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satoblue · 4 months ago
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tw: scars, low self esteem, satoru has the best wife ever, angsty with comfort ig :’), i love him <3
no one talks about how if satoru survived the battle, how insecure he’d be of his scars.
he never cared about his looks much before — he was good looking to the point he didn’t require putting much effort into his appearance. but now it was as if he was staring back at a stranger every time he looked in the mirror.
he was used to the stares, it was expected having uncommon features such as his. it’s not every day you encounter someone with naturally snow white hair and icy blue eyes . . . but those looks were different now — he could feel it. they weren’t gawking because he was devilishly handsome, they were doing so because he was terrifying to look at.
what was once before a mixture of awe and lust and heck, jealousy — was now pure pity and disgust — disgust directed towards him of all people. satoru gojo, the strongest, was being sympathized and looked down on by random people on the street. he couldn’t stand it, so he stopped leaving the house.
he’s never felt this self conscious in his life besides the day he asked you to marry him. it’s gotten to the point he’s unable to glance at his own stomach where he had been split into two every time he takes off his shirt, can’t stand to see the x shaped cuts littered all over his body, and most of all, the worried eyes of his sweet wife when he slips into bed in a long sleeve and sweats where he used to sleep naked by your side.
he doesn’t like when you touch him now, he doesn’t like when you so much as look at him too long either. satoru tries to act like it doesn’t bother him, pretends as if he isn’t averting his eyes from your piercing gaze, ignores the quivering of his lip as if he’s about to burst into tears any second, hides the shaking of his hands the best he can by balling them into fists — but you see it, you see it all, you see him, your husband, not something ugly as he makes himself out to be.
he thinks his behavior isn’t obvious, brushing it off with a strained curve of his lips and a smile that doesn’t reach his eyes, but you know when there’s something wrong with the man you married, your other half. and as if your soul can sense it too, it breaks you. satoru loved going out and hated staying in, but now that’s all he seems to do these days, scared to show himself to the world and be put under those judgemental stares once more.
you do everything in your power to show him you think the very opposite. not a single spot on his body remains unclaimed from your lips, not one area denied worship in your eyes. how can you make him listen when you say that nothing else in the world matters except you and him? how you find him just as attractive as the day you met him, that you wish to make him forget those marks on his back exist by replacing them with your very own with your nails, clawing them into his beautiful skin because regardless how he feels about himself, he never fails to show you just how much he loves you each and every night? to show him and the rest of the world how your satoru is far from ugly?
you can’t pretend the whole situation hasn’t been hard on you, the whole game of avoidance he’s playing, not permitting you to love on the man you married, not allowing you to see all of him. you want your stubborn satoru to know that no matter what he thinks, you’ll always love him, cherish him, hold him, desire him, and want for him. he may not get the same love from others like he used to, but he will always get it from you, and he’ll learn to give it to himself again too.
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