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jue-jack · 3 months ago

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Kirby is a star!!!

#awwww you know what i don't hate kirby he's cute i was looking at my old art and he's so precious #what he ever do #i'm so preoccupied in being cringe or embarrassing to people but this was really a fun time #i'm bringing these back i was looking at all these pictures and i love them #art #fanart #digital art #artists on tumblr #kirby #nintendo #comic #i'm gonna post one of these a day #like yeah some people treated me bad but it was a fun time i just need to not burn myself out that's all!#not april fools btw!!!!! unfortunate timing lmao

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squidflavoredsoup · 9 months ago

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mama n her babies

#yes i cried SHUT UPPPP #idk i just felt like hating myself today yk #just felt like dyingggg yk #HER BABIES #THEYRE HER BABIES #IM SO ENDING IT I LOVE THEM #I HATE THEMMMM #THEY MAKE ME ILL WHAT THE FUKKSIJEBFDIB #mama pines #caryn pines #stanley pines #stan pines #stanford pines #ford pines #gravity falls #squidflavoredsoup

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teaboot · 14 days ago

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"I don't believe Tarot is real, but it does work"

Expand on that, king (genuinely curious)

I feel like…

okay, so it’s a lot like conceptual art, or like introspective meditation, at the risk of sounding pretentious

Like. It’s not so much about “the cards are a portal to a higher wisdom that knows more than me” thing- it’s more of a, “given the symbols drawn, could I interpret them posing a question or possibility or suggestion?” Followed by, “is this applicable to my current context? COULD it be?”

Like.

I don’t lay out á tarot hand and say “ah yes, the devil and the tower, I am about to be betrayed”

But I MAY lay out a hand and say, “okay, devil and the tower. Something treacherous and danger. Am I approaching a treacherous or risky situation in my life? What might be a tipping factor? Am I being deliberately reckless? Maybe I should spend some more time working on X project I’ e been thinking of before spending money on it” or “you know what, I HAVE been kind of uncomfortable with X thing, I should say something” or “yeah okay I KNOW Tom from work sucks to work with, I KNOW, yeah maybe I should consider ways of handling that”

Less of a magic oracle, more of a tool for doing literary analysis on real life. Like simplifying everything and laying it out flat so I can gain some distance to untangle my problems without in-your-head crap like projected feelings and social obligation getting in the way and muddying the waters.

So like. I don’t think tarot cards can legit tell the future, but I DO think that self-reflection, mindfulness, and consideration sometimes allow us to predict and calculate our own circumstances.

So, IMO- It’s not real. But it works

If that makes sense

#Idk I don’t believe in magic oracle or occult stuff much myself #But kudos to those who do #No hate this is just what works for me personally

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dreamingteen · 7 months ago

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resvarie · 3 months ago

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inevitable anders dragon age qifrey wha cover redraw

#dragon age #dragon age 2 #anders #anders da #da #i loveeee this comp. shirahama kamome my love. its like when people hold portraits of their dead loved ones.#justice > anders > grey warden > awakening > circle. so many layers. like an onion (affectionate)#i think i’m at the end of act 2 #ily anders. i can’t say fully with my chest that. u did nothing wrong. but i love u anyways #u deserved a writer who didnt hate u and wasnt ableist LMAO #why can’t he have beautiful princess disorder and be able to deal with it and get a happy ending?#for once can a character have a scary disorder and cope with it in a healthy way….#LIKE… whatever i think writers should just zip their mouths and not say shit LMAOOOOO #anyways !#can u tell im projecting :)#seeing myself in him during his romance as a person with [REDACTED] and starting to avoid him bc of it 🤪#i gotta unpack that #ok that’s enough yapping #rev art #resvarie

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lovelenivy · 2 years ago

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mouse bites™

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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my artblock muse

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #yuji itadori #itadori yuuji #jjk yuji #ive been using what little energy i have at the end of a workday to chip away at this all week #i am TIRED of looking at it take it take it take it #i feel like im reusing poses and that my render is muddy but i am trying 2 convince myself im seeing things #except the poses part . yuuji rubbing sheepishly at his neck needs 2 stop i cant keep defaulting here #it doesnt matter how cute he is i need new material or i will get a bad grade in anime fanartist #im being dramatic fr the most part fgsdjj i dont hate this im just ready 2 move on #its not bad! yuuji 1 and 2 are my favourites. after 3 i burnt out #altho this new addition to yuujis hoodie collection is a banger i love giving yuuji all the fv merch that doesnt exist tht i wish i had #so 3 has that going for it i suppose #anyway long weekend god bless SURELY i can use my time 2 draw smth more substantial. surely.#<- coping

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anne-is-confused · 6 months ago

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only you.

#alt versions under the cut!#my art #arcane #jayce talis #viktor arcane #jayvik #these two have infested my brain like mold #oh god its yooouuuuuu that i liieeeeee wiiiiiith #sweat this out of myself in the brief three days i spent home (want to go backkkkk im tired im nauseous im in my hate everyone era againn)#i just want to feel better!!!!!!!!!#letting myself go a little bonkers with this helped a little but the guilt over not progressing with my thesis film is going to consume me #anyway. enough of using the tags as a confessional. bone apple teeth

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egophiliac · 3 months ago

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ANNIVERSARY GROOVY BOYBAND! THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD, I also love the hades reference with idia! Ik ur probably really swamped with the book 7 brain rot but I wanted to know ur thoughts. I also wanted to mention that I am so card deprived I feel like I need a replacement event to take tsumderlands place

AUGH NO I LOVE THEM. 😭 UGH now I really have to think about if I want to try pulling for Grim again. dangit. heck. I already got his little pedestal to add my guest room shrine, but...now I kinda need the boss himself...

also, the implications of it not being an OB thing, Idia can just. Do That? apparently? do you think he ever just sometimes does it by accident? what am I saying, he absolutely sometimes does it by accident.

gosh though. this event has been SO cute in general! I was wondering who'd get the focus for year 5; I could not be happier that the answer is apparently EVERYBODY. :D all the dorms get their own special songs! so many cute little scenes!!! the lowest of stakes bringing out the highest of pettiness in everyone!!!!!! it's excellent.

(also, because I will make literally anything about my diaboys...I know these events are typically sorta, let's say chronologically unmoored with regards to story. but the further implications that this takes place pre-episode 7/Malleus' Big Existential Crisis, and yet...some of these lines?)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twst 5th anniversary #i hope that's the correct tag for filtering purposes #anyway gacha continues to have me in a bind #i have scrambled up enough keys/gems that i could hit the 100 pity mark on ONE pickup #so now i have to choose between grim or silver #with the caveat of course that i might end up not getting either #(or hoping i might magically somehow get another 31 keys to hit 150 on the anniversary medal pickup to trade for masqueralleus)#(this is extremely unlikely but if we don't have hope we have nothing)#uggggh i hate decisions #on the one hand. look at silver's card. just LOOK at it.#and i could absolutely use a void-typed attack card! especially with that duo!#but also my sweet grimbleshanks in his little sparkly blazer...#how can i possibly say no to the boss #i feel like if i had managed either platinum grim or armor sebek that would've decided it for me for collection reasons but NO #the pulls have just been an unmitigated disaster all around #the way this has been going i'm going to go all in on one of them and come out with yet another dorm trey #and then five minutes later they'll announce white rabbit rerun with froufrou fluffy bunnies leona and malleus #truly...f2p mobage is suffering #i had also kinda been thinking if i didn't get anything i might buy that malleus figure once it went up for preorder...#(i do not allow myself to spend money on gacha because. i know myself. but i will buy ALL the overpriced merch)#i forgot just how STUPID overpriced those figures are though #it is a really nice figure though...and it'll only be worse on the secondhand market...#i mustn't. i won't. but also.#hey twst feel free to make this up to me by giving me that fluffy bunny malleus after all okay

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gigizetz · 10 months ago

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Antinous sketches

I will redesign him a bit for Wisdom saga because his old design looked too much like Kaeya from genshin impact. Still keeping the eyepatch though, that's my favorite part of his design.

For his design I was mostly aiming for this intimidating, vain, kind of brute hunter aesthetic. I'm not really used to drawing manly men so he'll be quite the challenge to animate.

#I HATE DRAWING MUSCLES SO MUCH #my comfort zone in art is literally the complete opposite of manly big strong guys #but if I made him a twink just for my own sake I would never forgive myself #whatever if I managed to animate that design of Scylla I can do anything #epic the musical #digital art #art #epic: the musical #greek myths #epic the musical fanart

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gatoburr0 · 1 year ago

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I HATE how this turned out WITH A PASSION.

#art #fanart #my art #original art #splatoon #splatoon art #splatoon fanart #Splatoon fan art #I’m stressed #Splatoon Marie #Marie splatoon #Marie #marie cuttlefish #Splatoon Marie fanart #squid sisters #hypno Marie #hypnomask marie? bc Callie is hypnoshades idunno ugh #I’m gonna rip my eyes out with a spoon this is so awful I HATE THE CLOTHES #I COULDVE DONE BETTER #one thing I do love though is my art style and more especially the shading part #ugh eating my shading #I’m noticing that I didn’t shade some parts lmfao but it’s part of my charm #some things are better left unfinished <3 because I have adhddddd #oni masks oni masks oni masks oni mask oni teeth oni teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth te #don’t ask me why I’m so obsessed with teeth I do not know myself. I just am.#labeling this as ‘something I did when I was bored after having a crisis’ because those are usually not that good.

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chalkrub · 5 months ago

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some of the head coms from recently <:^) indefinitely still open for these !

#my art #furry #anthro #illustration #oc #unicorn #hyena #look at this colourful bunch. this rendering style is a lot of fun (most of the time. lmao. sometimes it gives me road blocks)#neeed to fully open slots and make more examples but finding the time has been rough #lord give me the patience to make a website and the wisdom to make a website and the willpower to make a website and the #anyway it's gyoza for dinner tonight lads. gyoza and salad and my special homemade dipping sauce #being good and having something light because phish food changes me into someone i don't recognise and i consumed half a tub of it #effortlessly. could've had the whole thing. don't know who i am when phish food is in front of me #just kidding i recognised myself. i am ever allured by the love of a treat #of course i know her. she's me #ALSO god i do truly hate to say it. i haven't seen the movie but bye bye mufasa lion king. kind of slappy #kind of in my head forever. make you go bye bye. make you go. bye bye.#lion king villain songs man. will they ever miss? (ignoring the countless obscure spinoffs)

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lazylittledragon · 11 months ago

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mombin pt 9!! it's been too long i'm sorry

(1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)

#stobin #stranger things #mombin #steve harrington #robin buckley #this is a panic attack i could see myself having no matter how badly i wanted kids #shit's terrifying #also i need to stop trying different brushes i hate it literally every time #also i'm in the 'fic writers stop demonising nancy' club #i Eat it when relationships end badly but let it be NOBODY'S fault #like think of the WORST breakup you had as a teenager. as a former 15 year old you're just so stupid and that's ok #sometimes 'i love you but we're absolutely not supposed to keep doing this' is MORE painful than one person being a raging bitch

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shittybundaskenyer · 3 months ago

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And they ask me // Is it going good in the garden? // I say I'm lost but I beg no pardon

#sleep token #sleep token fanart #vessel #sleep token vessel #vessel sleep token #caramel #even in arcadia #man. fuck man. this song #i started this before the song was out bc the single's art is beautiful #and i wanted to draw vessel with the morningstar #but i had to take a day to myself before finishing this #caramel is such a gorgeous and heartbreaking song #when people demanded heavy music i bet they didn't mean it like this #listening to it feels like vessel just flipped open his diary and sung a few pages from it #i get vessel #i feel deeply for him #we live in a world where privacy is nonexistent #where kindness is less and less expected from strangers #where people harass and threaten others in online spaces #where the only goal is to consume more and more and more until there's nothing left #as someone who's gonna probably lose her job in a few years to ai and greed #i too know how does it feel to hate the thing you love doing the most (art)#but still love it the same #anyways sorry for all the rambling :::')

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lokittystuckinatree · 2 years ago

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I am simultaneously deliriously in love with the ending of Loki season 2 and absolutely loathe it

On one hand…Shakespearean tragedy at its finest, essentially circling back to Loki’s original Thor 2011 character arc by reversing it, and Loki has literally ascended to godhood. In the end, Loki’s ultimate selfless sacrifice was to sit upon the highest throne in the multiverse, and that to me is tragically ironically beautiful

On the other hand…Loki being alone makes me want to burn Marvel studios to the ground and do other unspeakable things

Best and worst ending of all time f u Eric Martin

#loki #loki spoilers #WHAT DID IT COST? EVERYTHING #NO ONE WON #sylki #Lokius #oh i love it and i hate it at the same time #*screams*#*yeets myself out the window*#loki series spoilers #loki season 2 spoilers #hey guys I would appreciate that you not tag this as just Lokius or Sylki cause this post is not ship specific #sylkius if you must #people finding out I ship romantic Sylki and queer platonic Lokius are gonna be surprised

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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don't feel too well//you're always on my mind

#my art #hina.sketch #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #itafushi #sukuna #ryomen sukuna #draws 3/4 of a sukuna says Thank You now i can tag him yippee #anyway its weekly sketch sheet time yaaaay #grits teeth sketching is a part of art sketching is a skill i can build i might not have fun now but someday i Will #honestly i dont hate my sketches i just havent hit a place where i recognize them as Mine yet if tht makes sense #i like these ok tho!! i am particularly fond of athletic compression socks yuuji i think tht one is miku voice Mwah #i feel myself gravitating towards sketching yuuji as a default which is new and unusual as a megumi main #but i wont complain im all for the extra practice w this kid bc god knows he goes through phases of fighting me when i try 2 draw him #perhaps this wave of yuuji insp signals th beginning of a new era #but what is more likely is th fact tht i just finished yuuji's bday piece and he's still fresh on the brain and in my hand muscles #either way we stay winning smile

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