#i lost my mind making this bc he makes me so !!!!!!!!!!!! :'(
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trippyyes · 3 days ago
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onyx storm spoiler
i have this regular who comes in (the same one who invited me to the empyrean party) and i asked her who she thought the "brother" was at the end of onyx storm, right?
well she said she thinks it's brennan because he possibly wielded power from the earth to save mira bc he had already lost his mom, his dad, and he'll be damned if he lost one of his sisters.
and i was like
well how would that work if brennan didn't know about xaden...
but perhaps
he already knew about xaden bc he himself is venin.
but i also ask myself the question...if naolin died trying to revive brennan...perhaps brennan never meant to become venin but what if when naolin died attempting to revive him...it kinda backfired? like what if naolin channeled too much from the earth and turned venin but bc he was a siphon, it redistributed to brennan and literally drained naolin to death...
ts makes so much sense in my mind.
but he was there at the end of the book.
I KNOW. but did you see the reaction Andarna had towards him? did you see the question Violet thought? "why would my brother burn me?".
IDK MAN.
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antlered-vixen · 1 month ago
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Findecáno Astaldo Ñolofinwion, Fingon. My personal interpretation, as per Light.
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dwellsinthebog · 7 months ago
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*butchbeams sanemi*
sometimes a man is actually a she/he/they bisexual baddie and i think thats beautiful for her
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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago
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I think a lot about this painting that was, presumably, given to Fernando at the 2012 Japanese Grand Prix, which there is just zero explanation for it, other than these pics:
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Where is it now????? It better be hanging up in a place of honor in one of his houses istg!
But what makes this better is that after he crashed out from that race, he tweeted a samurai quote 😭 I like to imagine him just nonsensically mumbling samurai quotes while staring at this painting in despair
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moeblob · 8 months ago
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#my characters#mmofail#HIS name is Beta Burst but he is played by a woman named Haley#and shes chill correcting people that hes a she irl but also just doesnt mind which pronouns people use online#irl though shes a she/her through and through#also she tells one of her employees at work (shes a manager at a convenience store) to get a hobby or find a fun online game#cause he always looks super tired and he tells her he doesnt wanna socialize out of work in person people are tiring#and then hes like hmmmm a hobby or game hmmm#and then he gets the same game and goes on the same server and lets his sister design his character#while he naps then he just picks a name and chooses ETA 1400 bc he works overnight and if he logs in#he plans to log in at like 2pm so why not make that his name#however there is a guild owner who wants to collect all the greek letters (her own name in game is Omega Rising)#so she makes the executive decision to include eta 1400 and when he and beta are talking one day in game#hes like oh yeah im just playing cause my boss at work told me i needed a hobby#and beta is like oh shit thats me im the boss who told him he needs a hobby#so eta starts calling beta boss in game just like he calls her irl#and its just a nice lil friendship and shes happy when eta starts to make friends in the guild#he still has a lost lil puppy like following vibe when hes around boss but eta does do some growing socially#mostly with betas friends in the guild which are: a guy with no backbone and a guy playing a girl who doesnt tell anyone shes a he#anyway thank you thats my oc essay tags and i love beta and shes just really funny to me#bc she just is there to vibe and play pvp#which the horn lore is those are high ranking pvp rewards for heavy blade users#and when eta finds out the pvp reward for a healer is a bloodied crown#hes like please please please help me learn pvp that sounds really cool ill do my best boss
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welcometogrouchland · 7 months ago
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Noticing that TV and film will often have a character either have had an abortion in the past that isn't showcased on screen (and just used as part of the character's ~fucked up and twisted backstory~) OR contemplate getting an abortion in the present day but not to through with it. Just once I want to see someone delete that fetus within the events of the plot and not be like. Extremely majorly punished for it and/or be in the wrong
#ramblings of a lunatic#was watching a tv show w the fam recently and it's the 2nd series of a show that was clearly written with only 1 in mind#so in the 2nd season a character gets pregnant (bc ofc) and contemplates getting an abortion#only to do the whole 'omg she thinks she's lost the baby and realizes she wanted to keep it all along!'#which like. fine and valid and happens to ppl irl I'm sure#but like. this season doesn't establish if she wanted kids prior or if she has a stable job (she was struggling career wise-#-last season and the timeskip this season doesn't go into it)#AND has this fucking bizarre scene w/ her boyfriend (whos mostly been irrelevant and occasionally annoying up til now)#where he says it's 'our pregnancy' that she was going to terminate and when she (rightfully) bites back-#-saying 'you mean MY pregnancy?!' he just. storms off and deflects#which would be one thing but we have to wrap up the main plot so she just apologizes to him (for other plot stuff)#and we're never given any indication that his opinion has changed and they're just happily parenting at the end of the season#which just. left a bad taste in my mouth#like I KNOW i know not every bad thing said on screen needs a big blinking arrow that points out that it's Bad and Wrong#but idk how I'm supposed to feel in a series that has painted itself as explicitly feminist up til this point#presents the outcome of a woman dating and bearing a child for a man w seemingly zero respect for her bodily autonomy as happily ever after#w no follow up#like the whole series is centered on a group of sisters and this pregnancy story happened to the youngest one#who's always seen as needing to 'grow up' in season 1. so assuming this is meant to be building off that arc it's so WEIRD still#bc yes being a parent is an opportunity for many ppl to mature emotionally but that's not really something the character-#-reflects on all season. it's more abt her burying her past relationship w a season 1 guy (who was infinitely more interesting than new guy)#-than anything to do with that#AND EVEN IF IT WAS the notion of pregnancy as a punishment/reckoning meant to make her grow up or take responsibility-#-which is secretly a blessing in disguise i. god the show fell apart so hard here for me#and my mom and sister were just cooing over the baby at the end and i didn't speak up bc i didn't want to be a bitch#and in all fairness I'm probably being a tad uncharitable in this post but like. don't piss me OFF man#anyway. normalise abortion storylines that aren't backstory fodder and aren't fakeouts for baby plots. please
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mossterunderthebed · 6 months ago
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#for Jin-chul#specifically for jin-chul as i am writing him in the fic im working on#if u guys want a title or snippets u should tell me bc i will give them to u but only if i know theres like. interest. u feel me?#also keep in mind it def won't be done for. a while. im unfortunately v busy rn and abt to become even busier. haha. but i can give nibbles#anyway back to the Weave. if this one had a title it would probably be Woo Jin-chul and the Dreamcatcher of the Past. or smthg like that.#in the sense of getting caught on#its not that he hasnt let go its that he remembers and nothing else is quite as good as that remembering#grief has made a home in his heart and lives there like a tumor but hed rather rip out his own heart than let anyone cure him of the cancer#so he just dreams of the things he cant have anymore and keeps them safe out of reach and never lets anyone else touch them#he gets hung up but also forces himself to keep pushing forward because if he doesnt he'll die- mentally and emotionally yes#but also physically because the world they live in now is one ruled by power and cruelty and its not safe to live any other way#jin-chul isnt safe. he makes himself unsafe so that other ppl have a chance to BE safe. but he remembers when he was and part of him#cant move past that. cant stop longing for it with his whole heart. its v sad of him honestly#i think thats why Sung Jinwoo's actions as well as the man himself meant so much to him. because here was this person who was SO powerful#but instead of using that power within the new system to start oppressing others and propel himself to the top or be casually cruel#he kept a sense of self and honor and duty. he wasnt always 'righteous' but he did truly try to save lives when they were in danger#and never lost sight of the value of those lives. to jin-chul someone like that must've felt like a miracle after all that time#and been something he deeply cherished and coveted personally.#even if they didnt know each other that well im sure that sung jinwoo's presence mustve been something that crossed jin-chul's mind often#and reassured him.#anyway. jinchul and jinwoo's relationship is just something i think about a lot.#i love them so much. literally nomming on them as we speak#SL#solo leveling#Woo Jin-chul#woo jinchul#sung jinwoo#web weaving#also there is a truly appalling lack of fanart of my baby#im not an artist guys. i cannot fill this hole in the fandom. TT devastating
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king-lena · 3 months ago
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SKDJJDDND THINKING ABOUT HOW I USED TO PRETEND NOT TO NOTICE HOW GREASY DAVID’S HAIR SOMETIMES LOOKED BC I FELT UNREASONABLY BAD ABOUT IT SO WHENEVER SOMEONE BROUGHT IT UP I WAS LIKE OH REALLY YOU THINK SO I NEVER NOTICED LIKE 💀
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soratonin · 1 month ago
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isagi x sora x barou love triangle ............... much 2 consider
#aka which guy can prove to be the best bf like that's the whole plot . I'M PEEINGGKJDFHGJK#isagi takes it seriously but also makes fun of barou half the time even tho his side is green on my part which is why isagi also SEETHES#LIKE ''WAIT THIS ISN'T HELPING MY CASE T__T .....''#the issue lies with me tho bc the way things look are barou is perfect for quite literally everything . but isagi's insane -#- passion is what gets me yk. that's the whole reason why he is my fave i like that he's crazy abt one thing but normal cutie bf elsewhere#like the whole time you think i'm gonna choose barou because all the signs point to barou he is perfect for me he would heal me like he is#- literally WHAT I NEED LMFAO . in every aspect but ..... yk how it goes. the heart wants what it wants 😓 i don't feel that same Spark#isagi however takes this as a HUUUUUUUUUUUUGE huge lesson and learns to center the world around his love for me more than soccer#like there is character development for all us 3. barou learns patience and tending. i learn to not focus on every little thing that#bothers me. to be more open minded & communicate rather than project. to not be so petty and just ask for what i want rather than expect it#and isagi learns that loving me is not the same as loving soccer LMFAO. you have to be more considerate and chilled out#and willing to take hits that don't make sense to you.#his brain narrows down so much on passion he can forget my feelings. he's doing his best he cares so much but also he gets lost#in the sauce of his own mind and desires and thinking he's right#that it causes that distance#all 3 of us are selfish people in our own way and being selfish is human. isagi's however is Intense and it needs to be done in -#the right direction iykwim#me and isagi r selfish in ways that contrast clearly and it could be difficult to like. merge us. but we can with love yk. love for our#- passion is what merges us. it just clashes a lot lol bc we're both stubborn as hell#and barou learns from isagi to show more passion even if it makes you look corny. and isagi learns from barou to really pay attention to me#NOT WHAT HE THINKS HE SHOULD PAY ATTENTION no. me. me entirely. NO SOCCER#even when i want nothing to do with him. be more considerate#idk there's also selfish management lessons for all 3 AKSJFHJKD#IT'S SO INTERESTING IN MY MIND ... EEEE#the ending could go both ways i could either choose isagi or choose what's right for me . KASJKJDHF#BUT. the thing that is crazy about me is i choose crazy passion over anything else#barou is be crazy about me . just not in the way i want him to be like isagi#TwT#‧₊˚ 🌸 ‧₊˚ 𐙚 sora speaks
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kitchensinksurrealism · 2 months ago
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whenever people talk about what they were like 13 and i'm thinking like "wait that was me when i was 15" or someone's describing a stereotypical 18 year old and that was just me when i was 20. etc etc etc etc so like. although there's no way to be one particular age and everyone ages at different speeds. but idk it all adds up that i always seem to act 2 years younger at any age. soooooo tag ramble
#so like i think when i was 9 i seemed 9#when i was 4 i acted 4#when i was born it was as if i was a newborn baby#but when enough people talk about being 10 i realise i seemed to act very 10 when i was 12#so. my theory is i'd never experienced any Big Thing until my nan died when i was 10#and i was like. sad at the time and then forgot about it for months#not Forgot but i just. didn't really question it or think about it#and then when i was around 11/12 (idk specifically but it was a year and a half afterwards anyway) it HIT#and then ruined my life for a week and then i basically couldn't think about it properly until i was like 16#and i wonder if idk i just paused during that time#so by the time i was 12 i'd only just pressed play on my life again so i still had the mind of a 10 year old#which would explain a lot#oh god does that mean i'm 23 now FFS NOT AGAIN that was such a terrible age#although i guess that was really 21#but yeah i'm so unfunctioned to modern society i sometimes wonder if i should just lie about my age and tell everyone english isn't my firs#language. and then i'd make more sense as a concept#it would give an excuse as to why i act and talk like this#but the issues with both of those would be: ''sorry english isn't my first language'' ''that's okay. what is your first language btw?''#and then what would i say...#and for the age thing i can't go 5 seconds without letting people know i was born in early 2000. it's so ingrained into my identity#so pretending to be 2 years younger would backfire from my constant urge to be factually correct#maybe i could be the first 23 year old in 2025 to be born in 2000...#anyway yeahhhh#i accidentally paused and lost the remote in 2010 and didn't find it until i was 12. by which point i was 10 and a half#ramble#wait also the fact i redid college so since 2018 i've been like 1 or 2 years older than most people around me#and the same at uni. when i was 21 everyone thought i was 19 lol#tbf it was probably bc most of them were 19 but yeah like?#i'm so 2 years younger coded#also weird bc i had an oc when i was like 8 and he was allegedly so stupid they legally changed his age
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bisaster-energy · 9 days ago
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Rorschach when Dan picks another redhead over him (he was trying to stop rorschach from murdering her)
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summer-oil · 2 years ago
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I think he’d like it more if you did bite back I think he loves taming people. Like how only He could deal with Gojo. He doesn’t mind you biting back like an animal cause the second you become pliant he’ll know he won. I love the image of him just following you around listening to you bitch about him and he's just smiling cause so what if you're mad at him? At least you're thinking about him. I think he wouldn't be able to handle nonchalance it would make him go crazy. Feel however you feel about him but at least make sure to feel something. I don't think he cares if you leave teeth marks in him cause at least they're your teeth marks.
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REMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH NO ONE GETS ME THE WAY YOU DO IM LYING ON THE FLOOR AND BITING MY FIST.,…..,
ok so first of all. just picture me screaming this to you at the top of my lungs: YOU GET ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT YOU GET IT YOU GET IT THAT’S EXACTLY IT!!!! he LOVES taming people. he loves how difficult you get because it makes your rare bouts of softness so much more valuable. it really is like having a feral pet who hisses and bites you and scratches and scratches but then they lick the wound and you’re like 🥺🥺🥺🥺 awww….. that’s geto with you. he’s endlessly patient!! he loves you so dearly!!! he just thinks you’re the sweetest little thing even when you’re trying to make him mad. but you never could!! he could never be mad at his angel!!
I don't think he cares if you leave teeth marks in him cause at least they're your teeth marks.
^ rem im not joking when i say i had a PHYSICAL reaction to this at least one of my lungs collapsed. you’re so RIGHT. i’m holding your hand so tightly!!! you always always get it!!!! i think he even feels a sense of pride knowing you’d sink your teeth into him, that all this abundance of emotion is directed at him — you’re so so right rem!! he’d hate it if you were nonchalant or ignored him entirely but he doesn’t mind hatred. i think he even welcomes it.
i think a part of him is convinced that you’ll come around, too — that even though you hate him now you’ll be melting into his arms soon enough. he enjoys the violence but i think he enjoys the idea of the softness to come even more!! and the idea just gets sweeter and sweeter the more you bite. i don’t think anything makes him feel as overjoyed as finally getting to see you relax, curl into him, look to him for comfort…. and he always gives it so eagerly. because he knew you’d come around eventually!! and he wants to reward you for it!!!!!
like genuinely rem i see cult leader!geto as even more of a caretaker than suguru because cult leader!geto doesn’t put any limits on his love. he wouldn’t care if it was overwhelming. he mothers the hell out of you with literally no signs of stopping because he quite literally lives and breathes devotion. might even border on worship….
I’M STARTING TO RAMBLE PSHDJSH this genuinely made me insane rem 😭😭😭 tysm for feeding me ily always !!! i can always trust u when it comes to sugu <3333
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volivolition · 1 year ago
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✨ thinking of him thursdayyyy ✨ (<- said in a monotone deadpan with jazz hands)
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memento-morri-writes · 6 months ago
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whump wednesday - part iii
tw / tags: concussion, blood, bleeding out, loss of consciousness character: Rook (who else?) status: canon (took place several irl months ago as part of Rook’s first “Horrible, Very Bad, No-Good Weekend”.) wordcount: 525
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | [read the whole thing on ao3]
Another continuation from earlier. The party has now made it back to the Winters' manor. Having lost a lot of blood since being revived (on top of his concussion), Rook is in pretty bad shape. His mentor, Sigmar, is attempting to get him to the Winters' healers.
Rook’s eyes drifted closed, the oblivion of sleep calling to him. A sharp prod at his side dragged them reluctantly back open.  “Rook, you need to stay awake. Just a little bit longer, until a healer can have a look at you.” Sigmar’s voice was serious as he half-dragged, half-carried Rook down the hall of the Winters’ manor.  Rook groaned in response. He was exhausted, and every inch of his body ached. He wanted nothing more than to close his eyes and fall headlong into unconsciousness. Sigmar prodded him again. “Tell me what happened to you. How you ended up in this state.”
Rook thought hard for a moment. How had he ended up like this? He remembered Celestia, and healing the party, and then- Oh, right. He started to explain, his words running together as he spoke. “This werewolf guy showed up. Deadringer?” Sigmar’s body tensed but he said nothing. “And he wanted Warren. Warren and Cherry, I think.” He paused, trying to remember what had happened after that. “He… he wanted to hurt them. So I told him he’d have to go through me first. And he said ‘Deal.’ and threw me across the room. I… I think one of his werebeasts killed me.” He felt rather than saw Sigmar shake his head. “I should never have left you. If I’d known she’d bring Deadringer into this… I shouldn’t have let you go off to fight someone like him without me.” Once again, Rook was surprised at the weight of the emotion in his mentor’s voice. He wanted to say It’s not your fault. Or maybe, I would have done it anyway, but his mouth wouldn’t cooperate. So instead he just rested his head on Sigmar’s shoulder. The damp chill that had come over him on the way here was getting stronger and he leaned into Sigmar’s warmth. “‘S cold,” he mumbled. Sigmar picked up the pace a bit, a worried edge creeping into his voice. “Come on, come on. Just a little further.” Rook’s eyes were heavy, and his awareness of the world was fading. He heard a door open, was vaguely aware of a brightly lit, white-painted room, of being laid down on a bed. He could hear people talking urgently, unfamiliar voices joining Sigmar’s. His muddled mind only caught fragments of their words. “Concussion… Severe… Significant blood loss… Not enough… ”  Sigmar’s raised voice cut through the fog. “Help him, damn you!” It sounded very far away, as though coming from another room. Multiple sets of hands touched his skin, and the familiar warmth of healing magic (when had being healed become familiar again?, he wondered dimly) flooded his body. The cold, clammy feeling faded away. The constant pain he had stopped registering some time ago subsided, leaving blissful neutrality in its wake. His head cleared slightly too, blurred reality coming back into focus for a brief moment. Distant voices reached his ears, borne by that momentary clarity. “It’s safe for him to sleep now. He’ll be fine after some rest.” As if his body needed no further reassurance, Rook’s mind relaxed, and within seconds he sank into a deep sleep.
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#whump wednesday#whump#it's the ''I would have done it anyways.'' that gets me. 😭#Rook would do anything for his friends. And I do mean ANYTHING. Literally the DAY BEFORE this Sigmar lectured Rook about his recklessness#and told him that his utter lack of regard for his own safety was borderline suicidal. And then barely 24 hours later he's trying to fight#a major villain on his own.#Sadly this isn't even the last time he basically dares a major villain to kill him and dies.#And the second time Warren died (permanently) trying to revive/save Rook.#just one of the many many many things he feels so insanely guilty for in the campaign.#the other big one is getting close with Sigmar bc he turned out to be a a corpse being controlled by the BBEG.#So Rook blames all the suffering that came from that reveal (including his own pain about it) on himself.#And the biggest tragedy is that Sigmar/Dr. Purity truly genuinely does love Rook. In his own fucked-up unhealthy way.#Rook found this novel that had a mentor character and Sigmar had filled every inch of the margins with notes of like ''apply this to Rook.'#and I will admit I absolutely lost it when the DM described it to me. I was like ''I THOUGHT YOU COULDN'T MAKE ME LOVE HIM MORE. I WAS WRON#and then just last week I was minding my own business eating goldfish crackers not even thinking about dnd and my brain was like:#''what if Rook told Purity that he found the book. What would his reaction be?'' and I was like oh shit. That would be heartbreaking.#and then my brain was like ''what if Rook revealed that right before he killed him?'' and that broke me.#because it's a simultaneous apology and acknowledgement of who Purity COULD have been and Rook admitting he does care about him.#but at the same time it's not going to change how things are going to end (Rook killing Purity himself as a mercy to both of them.)#And what makes Sigmar's betrayal so much sadder is that according to the DM the persona he played as Sigmar is the closest to the ''real''#man he was before he became Dr. Purity. Augh it makes me SICK.#these two are literally perfect mirrors. And it was 100% by accident.#I'll shut up about them now. But not for long. Everything circles back to these two eventually.
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tkbrokkoli · 4 months ago
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nnnnggghh are these ppl fuckling stupid wtffffff
#i cant fucking beieve it oh my goood!#so ive sent 3 emails and called them twice - my doctor's office#i need 3 documents from them for my health insurance so my top surgery will be covered#so 2 documents of these are just results of test they've done. easy roght. zhey hv these pdfs ready sitting somewhere in their software#i even added the dates the tests were taken so they could easily find them and just add them to the reply email and send it to me#the 3rd document is an evaluation so that might take some time to write. maybe 3 hrs max if my doctor rly puts his whole pussy in.#i don't hear anything after a week. i send a 2nd email. i hear nothing so after 2 days i call. the nurse on the line says it's being taken#care of. or smth along these lines. i hear nothing so the next monday i write a 3rd email. i hear nothing. today it's been 3 weeks#since i first contacted them. i call them again. the nurse tells me they sent everything in the mail last week. why tf are you sending it i#the mail instead of just replying to my fuxcking email???? anyweay then the nurse says oh it looks like we sent you only 2 instead of 3#documents. she tells me she'll send everything in an email today. i hang up i get dressded i rush downstairs to check the mailbox.#the letter is there i rip it open. it's only 2 documents. like. WHAT. i made an indented list numbered 1) 2) 3) in my email so it would be#easy to spot that i need THREE documents. how tf can you think oh yeah the patient wants 3 documents. but i'm putting 2 in the enverlope no#this is right and im not making a mistake now. anyway after 2 hrs i get an email w 3 documents in them. i finally feel relief bc my#health insurance wants that shit until next tuesday. mind you i reached out to them THREE weeks ago and i contacted them 5 times in total.#i open the files. only one (1) document is actually what i need and it's one of the lab tests. the 2nd lab test i need is not there. instea#there's a completely different lab test. from a different year (i literally wrote the fuking dates so they knew which tests i need!!!)#the evalutation i need which i thgoiught might take a max of 3 hrs to write is 2 sentences long. it doesn't address the actual issue that i#need evaluated. it took you THREE wekks to write 2 sentences that are WRONG??????#are yiou fuckihg stipouzds!! am i going insane like wtf is going on#i can use this to wipe my ass but not to hand it in for the health insurance!!!! *screams*#now i sent them another email (the 4th email) asking them to send me that test results that i need. i added the full name of the test#and the date it was taken. even checked my calendar to double check i got the right date. these ppl probably fucking hate me now#but. do your fuxking job!!! how can you not read how can you take 3 weeks to add 2 pdfs to an email and then one of them is the wrong one!!#idk what's going on but i suspect maybe they don't hv the results? maybe the tube was lost in the mail or it was too little blood to do the#test or the lab couldn't do the test for other reasons. but if this is the case. why do they not fucking tell me that?? l#like we are all adults i get that sometimes stuff doesn't work out or mistakes are made i promise i'm not mad (initially) i just want to#work together w you to find a solution#same w the evaluation. i suspect the dr doesn't hv the expertise or he can't fucking read idk but if he doesn't hv the expertise#instead of not replying for 3 weeks and then writing some 2 sentence bs that has nothing to do w what i need. you could've just told me you
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bendover-productions · 3 months ago
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Sorry if you've already been informed of this, but in case you haven't, I just want you to know that Sam still has the teal pom pom hat! He said on the podcast that he misplaced it almost immediately and thought he had lost it, but that he found it in his bag once he got back!
NO!!! no one told me!!! 😭😭 thank you so much, that teal hat is incredibly important to me and i am delighted he still has it
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^^^sam in that hat. to me tbh <3
#😭😭 BESTIE THANK YOU!!!! 🥺💕 i love getting asks. never be sorry for sending asks OR information i love knowing things. even reminded of ‘em#i understand the real life situation here#(person who sets down an item & immediately Cannot See It) (literally today thought my phone must’ve bounced out of the cart -> on my desk)#hOWEVER. in my beautiful mind palace. & also because one time calla was talking about what she & maria talked about with sam’s default bg#on all the seasons on his phone there is something sooooo 🤌 to me about sam who loves the hat so much but knows that people will comment or#note it and ‘loses’ the hat. the hat becomes beloved and therefore it is For Him. which like!!! valid!!!! i don’t really think any of them#wear too much of any kind of branded merch beyond like. cotopaxi stuff and their own jet lag which is good for monetizing and probably like#branding rights or stuff where they don’t get associated with another company or all of that legal libel or whatever. sorry i do not know#YouTube rules but i feel like people are (and sam seems to be very YouTube/business Savvy which side tangent i think adam has talked about#in the process of making jet lag where it was like sam was doing a lot of the work on design because he knew better what kinds of things#would be marketable on YouTube i.e. having the intro voiceover and other stuff that he insisted on that the two of them were like 🤥 about#but he ended up being right so!! definitely something i always have to be like SAM IS MUCH SAVVIER THAN YOU GIVE HIM CREDIT FOR bc i want#to be like haha train boy!! and give him qualities like my beloved Train Boy in my life and like. this sounds SO terrible if i phrase it#like this but the stereotype of the brilliant engineer of whatever: well have i met some (lovely. my best friends) idiot engineers. & this#is how i need to frame sam where it’s like yes he Portrays this character but he is in some ways a massive idiot. like all of us.#the transit is a hobby interest that he knows a lot about but he is very very good at people in the sense of content & relations to have#built this and ADAM is secretly more of that Neurotic Genius type in the way that he plays and i project ***** onto. anyway this is a very#very long aside that is not coherent and could’ve been summed up by saying i need to remember that sam is a frat boy [in spirit?] AND very#aware of how people may be able to perceive him POTENTIALLY.) so the hat is also his awareness of like. if i wear this hat this becomes#part of the bit. in the way them wearing the hats are the bit or while ben does probably dress in very fun outfits in real life his fun#outfits are a Thing. and he liked the hat enough to want it to not be a Thing for everyone. of course there is also the option#sam does not think about ANY of this in the slightest & is not nearly as (manipulative is a negative connotation but I’m not thesarus-ing)#as i am picturing him to be. plain phone screen doesn’t care simple joy of the hat delighted by it would wear it in the same wear he always#wears that bug sweatshirt. (again. could be a Thing he consciously does) & he truly did just think he lost it. bruh forgot a whole pumpkin#um. and it is now at this point that i have returned to reality & have to consider sam in his everyday life just out there wearing this hat#and i’m having cuteness aggression about it. world’s biggest NOOOO FUCK OFFFFF if i have to think about it pulled down!! over his ears!!!#his rosy cheeks!!! SKIING IN IT. although that probably wouldn’t work under a ski helmet but just like. in his daily life. Will it reappear#sam denby#liv in the replies#and also perhaps there is gender there but don’t ask me what i haven’t the foggiest. which is why i held off on saying anything
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