#i mentioned off handedly to my mom i was trying to get taylor tickets and had to like plan for the presale or whatever | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

pr · 2 years ago

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i mean i do not personally relate to sweet nothing being about mothers in general like....at all lol. my mother uses any and every vulnerability of mine against me eventually so i cant super relate to the softness and comfort of having a mom to run home to. but its just so andrea swift it makes me wanna die

#as an example back in 2017? 2018?#i mentioned off handedly to my mom i was trying to get taylor tickets and had to like plan for the presale or whatever #and of course she just kinda went oh uh huh. okay. bc she doesnt think anything about me is interesting unless it serves her #but then a few weeks later when we were fighting about something or other she was like 'you need to spend less time getting taylor swift #concert tickets and more time focusing on getting a job and getting through school'#as if those are mutually exclusive or even related. and thats the thing she never listens and totally ignores me #but somehow she remembers my hobbies or my likes when shes fucking angry and wants to use it against me #and this is what she does with just my hobbies imagine the shit she has done when ive been vulnerable about #my emotions or issues in my life lol. like she would absolutely tell jake anything i said about him. not that i would ever go #to her for relationship advice but everything has to be 10000% perfect when i talk to her about my relationship #or else she will be like oh this is happening because youre such a bitch to everyone or because you dont do blah blah blah #anyway so cannnot relate lol but id like this song to be about andrea #sweet nothing #midnights #ts #op

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