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mummer · 10 months ago

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okay folks i need to get real with myself. how do i regain the nerve to start writing original fiction again and start tackling an extremely ambitious project that for now only exists as clouds in my head. Genuine opinions welcome

#it’s not even that i feel like i lack the technical skill im just SCARED. for no REASON #like i’ll never be able to record the album on my own because i lack the resources. dont need resources to write a book.#i think getting rejected from grad school twice did a number on my self esteem plus feeling like i #generally had to get my life together first. Well now my life is semi together but i cant work up the courage?? 😕#and i think my idea is good i just dont know how to. Do it.#i know it doesnt matter and you just gotta expell all the words you can no matter if it’s good or not and just Go #so why cant i. the only feeling i have here is Scared #of WHAT????? why are you SCARED???????#personal

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