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me when um evil and/or powerful fictional women :
mach and folly they could never make me hate you,,,


#regretevator#mach#mach regretevator#folly#folly regretevator#silly#silly posting#silly post#i love them both#i am smooching them both#and then die by both of them#i think thats a nice plan#yip yip#sorry for this sudden kind of post btw#i am just feeling very gay#hey guys did u know i am a lesbian#shocker#:3
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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Megaplex was AWESOME and I WILL be going again next year (hopefully) and possibly with a silly suit!! Depends on if I can make it!!
I really like my alien kitty BUT I love chaos so i mashes him and I together into a furry so YAY this is what I plan on making!!!
#IT WAS SO FUUUUNNNN!!!! I NEED A SUIT!!! NOW!!#maudiemoods art tag#guys guys guys#the suits with the BOOBS!!! OMG AIGDJHAHDHAHSH I LOVE IT MUUUCHHHHH!!!#everyone was so nice and chill literally the most non judgemental place I've ever been AUGUH#i plan on making one of those kemono (eee i think thats right??) heads because you can get a base no problem!#might make the alien kitty if i have the time and money#UAGJGH EXCITED FOR NEXT YEAR!!#the yellow is a little too green here but just pretend its a nice yellow color
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vincent voice claim!! hes auggie and anton's son ^_^
VA: Catbug from Bravest Warriors, voiced by Sam Lavagnino
#YEAYYYYY i finally had time to make this PUMPS FISTS#god but this voice is perfect for him ^_^ he sounds so baby (he is five years old)#im also planning to do voice claim videos for sleight and xin ya!! im still deciding who would be a good VA for sleight though#my first choice is vic mignona as tamaki from ouran because sleight is like really cool and suave when hes performing#but once hes off the stage hes very clumsy and dramatic.. the exact opposite of his stage persona LOL#im also considering eric vale as phoenix wright.. or maybe donald glover as marshall lee if im leaning more on the#cool bad boy type vibe...?? oh wait i think he'd also have a nice singing voice so maybe ill do donald glover instead idk#xin ya's VA would be ashley burch as cass frm bee and puppycat and i actually already have some voice clips prepared#Alex Walsh as Chris BW might work for Lucky but thats also undecided. either that or maybe gabe velez as ENA#hes extremely chill though so maybe Ian Q Jones as radicles would work too..????#Sarah Wiedenheft as Power from csm might also work for serilda but honestly im still rehashing her character so who knows#ive also made.. character playlists for xin ya and sleight... i already have one for auggie its posted on her artfight page :)#my art#myart#my oc#oc#friend oc#<- shared custody cuz anton belongs to bow lol#voice claim#oc voice claim#vincent#videos#animatic#augusta#anton#sillies family
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i recently stopped focusing on defining relationships as Romantic & start viewing romance as an Expression of Intimacy (bc there are plenty of romantic things i do within my "Platonic" relationships, there are plenty of romantic things i do - that are explicitly romantic - in relationships Not defined by the romance but by other facets) and my life has Significantly improved as has the love i express & experience among my lovers
#bunny rambles#reminder: my lovers are not Long Term Romantic Relationships for Marriage#but relationships (any kind. most are platonic actually lol) where when i think of them i want to SCREAM over how much i love them#and these ppl are all in the know of who they are. many of these turn to long term relationships (ie: being in each others lives for a while#and gains some significance depending on the relationship type/our shared needs & wants but not always)#and like. romance as an expression of Intimacy instead of being a Relationship Type I Pursue (esp bc. i still dont even know what the real#difference for me between a Romantic and Non Romantic relationship is bc.... i love who i love and thats that idc if we're Romantically#Involved im gonna love u and learn ab u and send presents and spend hours with u when we hang out and etc etc etc regardless of the romance)#has just been such a nice change. ive finally called all my lovers and talked w them about this and all of them were SUPER receptive and#a lot of them really liked my framework and are taking it for themselves too / are integrating parts of it into their understanding of their#own relationship framworks & how they navigate relationships#i love my lovers so much#really the biggest axes in my life for relationships Types is like#based on Enmeshment (do we plan/desire to enmesh lives or maintain separate ones)#bc there's no real other realm where my relationships are all that different from each other.#im even starting to develop partially enmeshed relationships now where we Want to live together at Some point but probably wont live togethr#Forever but Will be in each others lives for as long as we can be nonetheless. those are really exciting bc i used to have a major problem#with All or Nothing thinking and thats admittedly when i focued more on Romance vs Friendship#but all my lovers are my friends and i also woo all of them even if we are sexually incompatible bc like...... those are my lovers?#i love them i want to see them happy and smiling? i want to induce the warm fuzzies in them? and i do not think not having sex with some of#them or not enmeshing our lives and not dating means i can't do these things#i just. ahhhh 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#ive also called almost all my lovers this month so im feeling really gushy about them all rn
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for the past couple of days, i've been working on Boe's house in limbo and getting it to look close to how i've been picturing it in my head - here's a couple of shots so far showing off the exterior and interior, with the top screenshot being further along in progress than the other exterior shots.
#boe#boe tai marrow#my characters#my art#everything's mostly just in developer flat textures since idk what textures i plan on using yet#also part of me doesn't want to texture everything only because i kinda like how this looks#not that i'd point to this as being the artstyle for limbo or anything. just my brain seeing nice colour combos#my first attempt at this was based off an image of an old victorian house doll house. and because i only ever had one image -#it made working on anything besides the front angle kind of annoying#so i eventually resorted to looking up old victorian house plans and building off those. and then mirroring the plans horizontally#at some point i gotta try working on the cellar and attic#but im not ready to go about hollowing out the attic & its brushwork just yet.#i'll likely make a copy of the roof portion and design it separately. then plaster it back on once ive got it the way id want#thats what i did with both floors. laying them out separately then combining them and adjusting the connecting bits from top to bottom floor#also the houseplans i was working off of (for reference is like. design 10 of the daily bungalow) has an illustration of the house#but for the life of me. the roofing above the front porch that's above the stairwell is apparently supposed to slope more sharply#but genuinely i couldn't get it to match the illustration (which im guessing isn't 100% accurate anyway) without the interior being cramped#would've also liked for the porch roof to be a bit more sloped as well. but i couldn't go much higher due to the second floors windows#i think ive mentioned it before but with my ms paint art with Boe in it. the house in that (and the art itself) isnt canonical to Boes life#this essentially is the first time im properly visualizing that world#atleast in terms of blocking it out atleast
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I have two best friends in real life and the three of used to be very close. However as home and studies moved we grew apart. It doesn't seem the two talk to each other much and I barely talk to them. We live 15 minutes apart yet I will be lucky if we see each other once a month. They don't really tell me about their stuff anymore (the grandpa of one of them died months ago and I found out the other day)‚ we don't hang out on birthdays or special ocasions‚ I feel like I'm bothering them if I talk first.
They want me in my life if after years we are still friends but it doesn't feel like I have someone close to share my interests with anymore. They both have their boyfriends and I'm happy they got a close partner but it's sad to see you aren't as important to someone as you used to be. I don't think calling them my best friends feels right anymore. Closest friends maybe.
#i dont think i have a best friend#i got friends I love and get along with but#yeah#thats why im happy when i chat with online friends or we joke here its nice to share interests with poeple#thats why its bad when people say online friendships arent realm thats mean#sorry the sudden vent but yesterday was chaotic withe huge blackout and it affected me badly#honestly maybe this situation is my fault#maybe i should have kept more contact when i moved to the countrysife#but i dont even remember anymore#and we are all busy with jobs ofc#idk#personal#also i talked to one of them two months ago how we wanted to visit the equineplace she volunteers in#but even tho she says yes that hasnt happened#a lot of plans also scrapped#at least my mom comes to the cinema with me when i want to see an animated movie#and im very awkward at making new friends#i got this guy and we talk about his dog sometimes. thats cool#when my brothers dog died i told the animal friend right away#but she didnt tell me about her grandpa#so yesh#i dont think im a bad friend im pretty loyal#but maybe they think im cringe#dunno man
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tablet died right when i finished that wanda doodle but i still wanna doodle what if i ended it all
#snap chats#'snap thats a bit much dont you think' I KNOW KJARLKFJAR#whatever ill play rivals then ... its fine .... im ok .... i just wanted to draw tonight WHATEVER#i am once again having that 'problem' where Now That I Have Time i want to draw so many things#its so nice being excited to draw and not worrying about stuff i have to draw.... so cool i should have breaks more often vjALKJAKJ#I Want To Draw So Many Things OK PLAN OF ATTACK FOR RN#dont look if you dont want spoilers for what im gonna post in the coming days ..... or.. be disappointed when i dont jvlKAJLK#theyre vague as hell wtf am i on. i never reveal the plots for my drawins...... most of the time... 'plot' such a strong word girl shut up#theyre all comics because i can only draw comics ig idfk i hate myself. but i love cherik ... and thats what theyre all about. ofc.#i already started sketching one so maybe ill finisht aht tomorrow and theeene the other comic i have in mind shoudl Also be short#prob like. a page or two.. if i dont get extra with it..#and then Last One which'll prob take me back into my semester starting that one.....#i keep thinking it'll be a Big Grand Thing and maybe the nsft version but safe for tumblr ...#maybe like a page or two. three maybe.... or four.. idk we'll see#OR DONT HAHAHAHA i should be shot. ok BYYYYEEE im gonna go get shot <- playing marvel rivals
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spending the entire day putting in apartment applications and tour requests and lemme tell you this shit is STRESSFUL
#theres so many numbers and things to consider#and somehow its telling me i can move in either 2mos or 1.5yrs#like make up your mind chat im kind of in a time crunch here#the sad news is washington might not happen next year like i planned#chat thinks its better to wait until early 2027#which is only like 6mo later#but with losing the house and them giving a 4mo-1yr timeframe with no definitive date needed to be out by#im just kind of fucked#like they could legally tell me to get out tomorrow and i would have to#so like im walking on eggshells trying to figure out where to go#theres a complex like 5min from me and its actually pretty nice and affordable for a 2bd 2br#and the plan is to stay for only a year#and then if the political climate doesnt get better#i dont know#alberta is still a pretty sound option#its just getting citizenship as an american without like having a reason like family or a job to vouge for you seems near impossible#but next week hopefully i can get some tours in to the places i sent apps to#but i need to make as much money as possible as quickly as possible#cuz all my savings went out the door having to cover for other shit#and i only have 800$ when i was literally less than 300$ away from the washington goal#thats why i gotta stay local for now#but we'll make it out there#i only need like 5k for the local move#i just am paranoid these fuckers are gonna kick me out
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Tbh my feelings on the sunkissed breakup would be very different if the first instance of a betrayal/doing things behind each others back/not taking each other seriously started with the whole giving Bacon hearts thingy, but it didn't, the trust hasn't been totally there for a longer time than that
#like I don't think the whole “giving zam a taste of her own medicine” is what deraps plan is about of course; I would be shocked if it#boiled down to just that#what im saying is: in a world where everything started with zam going behind his back and then being sus during the trulan show thingy#I would've be cheering if “giving a taste of her own medicine” was a big reason#Like if he did it for that; and also because he thinks working with both sides would give the best results to everyone + if he went tomorrow#and said he didn't explain it because no one would've understood why he did it#then yeah that would be a beautiful paralel to zams actions#(also the whole thing with consequences of people's actions is something first brought up after derap banned mid I think#and he told zam that wemmbu did all the things that he did because he never got to face any consequences for it#and he also said that even though he cares for wemmbu he wouldn't try to help him escape said consequences; even though Derap couldn't bring#himself to be the one to give those consequences. so long story short if he told zam tomorrow that that was part of the reason then#it would've been cool because his whole mindset about consequences would've been smt Zam should be somewhat aware of; the same way he should#be somewhat aware about zams mindset about giving hearts to players)#like yeah it wouldn't be the exact same situation but I think it would've been a nice paralel still and I could see how his mindset would've#moved naturally to that more clearly#But it didn't really start with the Bacon thingy or the truman show#derap already lied to zam before that (prot 4 stuff)#so I feel like things are a little more imbalanced now. Because yeah I'm pretty confident Derap was doing things with good intentions#and I feel like if it all started with the bacon thing then things could've turned out better even if he still decided to not admit it to#zam when she first asked. But Zam has been feeling sus of him way before she did the Bacon thingy so now everything just explodes#oh also I think the first time Zam got sus of him was a bit after she came back and discovered he lied about bacon not rebuilding her house#+ thinks he wants her to kill people/is not being honest about what he things. and then things just got worse from there. Anyways I'm just#repeating myself. Long story short sunkissed had a lot of other issues but things didn't need to get that bad lol (also also the fact Derap#has also gone behind Pangi's back before with good intentions is not helping him much here but thats another story)#anyways I feel like I should've processed this whole situation already but this past week has been crazy; too many crashouts for a day bro#lifesteal spoilers#taking notes
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Could I maybe request a Dias and/or Moses?
something is wrong with both of them
#what a strange situationship#ty for the req anon o7#distortion detective#moses distortion detective#dias distortion detective#project moon#art i made#request#theres like one bajillion wips i have for both of them .... im never finishing those i dont think.#ok i think im done with reqs for today#if anyone else wants to send in any ill be closing them tmrw#so like. send it now or NEVAAHRR#ill probably open them again someday but commissions come first id like to save up money for better mobility aids and#id love to buy a tattoo machine that isnt the cheapest shittiest one i can find. itd be nice. i cant handpoke anymore from nerve pain#which was the original plan but alas! my body has other ideas#ok thats enough ranting in tags.... ill get to the other requests from tmrw on i need a break
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Thinking about KrokFire...
Thinking about them sparring in the cargohold, because it's a long trip, and cabin fever is setting in, and Misfire is gonna pop a gasket if he doesn't do something about it soon, since flying in open space gets real boring real fast, and it's making everyone a little nervous, but Krok has time to kill, and maybe, quietly, he's also two steps away from doing something stupid just to feel alive again after cruising around pointlessly, mindlessly, endlessly, for so so long... (It's barely been a month)
And sure, Misfire is a terrible sparring partner. He has no technique, no concept of proper balance, or an inkling of how to use the weight of his own frame. He rushes headfirst like he's more bull than fighter jet, he talks too much, he spits, he bites, and he can't stand losing. But, in a roundabout way, it almost makes him the perfect partner in Krok's eyes.
Crankcase won't spar, "can't" he claims flatly, gesturing at the gaping hole in his helm, but Krok can respect his want for distance. That occasional flash of fear and frozen unease in Crankcase's visor in close combat doesn't go over his head. He knows that look. He gets it. He won't push.
Fulcrum... well, a streetlight might be a tougher fight, or at least it would stay up longer and complain less. So much for a once respectable officer of the empire. What was Deathsaurus' command thinking promoting anyone without any actual combat training? It would almost be pathetic if Fulcrum didn't find a way to put the vitriol of thrown fists into his words instead. Now there was some swears Krok hadn't heard in a couple millennia, it would be inspiring if it wasn't his own spark Fulcrum had been damning to the pits and back through a bloody nose.
Spinister? Now Spinister was a good fighter, a better fighter, Krok wasn't so prideful to deny that truth. He'd tasted the dust of the cargohold floor enough to know it was a definitive fact. But Spinister held back, he was careful, he matched Krok's pace, his movements, he held himself defensively, any attack was quick, simple, and merely restraining. It was less a fight, and more a waiting game until Krok finally gave up, and that... well, that did sting a bit.
But Misfire? Misfire was a different beast all together. Sure Krok could dance circles around the flier all day, but it wasn't totally effortless work, he had to stay sharp, Misfire was so predictably unpredictable, he kept him thinking, moving, on his toes, and maybe it felt good to sidestep another stupid headfirst charge, easily grabbing and swinging Misfire around by his arm, so unbalanced all Krok had to do was let him go, and the weight of his own frame would send him careening into the crates stacked around them.
Most days, Misfire would give up by then, pull himself off the pile of overturned cargo with no small amount of burning shame and frustration, as he avoided Krok's optics and stormed off into the bowels of the ship before Krok could say something to ease the sting of losing again and again. Misfire didn't want his apologies though, and even as a pang of guilt ate at him over it, Krok knew he'd be back eventually.
But today, too pent-up and bored to quit now, Misfire pushed himself back onto his feet and charged back in again, and again, and again.
And Krok moved with him again, and again, and again. It was almost repetitive, but lively enough that he could feel the energon pumping through his head, a thrumming beat in his audials that reminds him of deafening battlefields and roaring stadiums, and oh, he'd missed this feeling, the adrenaline, the movement, more so than he thought he did.
Maybe it's the overconfidence that gets him then, or the memories pulling him out of the present, but Misfire's fist suddenly comes slamming down into his mask, and for a moment everything becomes a blur, until he finds himself on the floor, clutching at the shattered metal falling from his face in disbelief.
Faintly he can feel the twinge of broken mesh, of pain pinching dully across scarred flickering sensors, and maybe it's the adrenaline that pulls a suprised and breathy laugh out of him as he stares down at the pieces in his hand.
Maybe it's also the disbelief, the sudden shock at being struck hard enough to break his mask, by Misfire of all mechs. Or maybe he's cracked his helm, finally snapping something important deep in his processor, some vital function that kept him sane all these years.
Either way, an old familiar buzz of heady energy fills his chest, loosening his joints and straightening his struts as he stands back up, brushing off the broken remains of his mask as he stares back at Misfire, barefaced and bleeding and amused as the flier's optics go bright and wide.
And all Misfire can do for a moment is stand there, wide-eyed and breathless, his own adrenaline filled frame and hammering processor still trying to make sense of the broken plating of his knuckles and the energon trickling down Krok's scarred lips.
But connections are made, and it's a panicked realization at first, a cold dread, a 'ohhhhh fuck oh primus I fucked up I'm dead I'm so fucking dead-!' sort of feeling, as Krok's marred face breaks into an energon stained grin. But then there's another feeling, growing somewhere underneath the panic, a sudden curl of heat in his chest, a flush of pride, conviction, a sort of frenzied joy at the sight of broken mesh and fresh energon, and another rush of hot anticipation as Krok began to move again, circling, waiting, an unspoken question in the air as he rolls his shoulders back and flexes his hands.
And Misfire answers eagerly, suprising himself almost as he charges foward again, wanting more of that feeling, wanting to win again.
It's not really sparring past this point, and somewhere in the back of their minds they both know that. Every strike, every kick, every punch, it's all thoughtless instinct, each clash of plating, and bite of denta, and scrape of fingertips, is part of a mad dash for victory in the gladiator pit of scrap and debris they've built around themselves.
Of course, it can't last forever. They're no real gladiators, no phase-sixers, no primes, and movements get sluggish, vents rattle and wheeze as coolant pumps reach their limits, and building condensation slides powerless punches right off of scuffed metal and mesh.
Even like this though, worn out and bleeding from more scrapes than he had half a mind to count, Krok is still better, and Misfire is still predictable, and it's no great feat to sweep his legs out from beneath him, landing him flat on the floor, wings spread out and chestplate heaving.
Overworked joints sharply protest as he goes to pin the flier down bodily, and finally Krok faces the fact he has to consider how to end this, so he might let his own beaten frame finally still for a moment to breathe.
But as Krok catches one flailing arm in his grip, scoffing at the desperation, still goading Misfire on even as he tries to end this, a hand stubbornly catches his throat, but stops before it can truly squeeze.
And once more they're not really moving, just staring, watching, but it's less wired and tense now, rather, its shaky, a little unfocused, as exhaustion filters out in heaving puffs of hot air between their frames.
Someone's plating is rattling, Krok isn't sure if it's his own or Misfire's, but the cost of adrenaline is painfully noticeable now. His grip loosens on Misfire's arms, and the idea of total victory is less sweet as his cables begin to ache throughout his inner-framework.
But Misfire's hand slides up to catch his jaw before he can lean back and relent to a truce, and he's pulling him closer, and Krok starts to push him off, call it quits before either of them breaks something past repair, but a flash of energon on Misfire lips catches his eye, and that hadn't been there a moment ago?
Before he can even begin to ask what that was supposed to mean, Misfire is pulling him down again, angling his helm upwards to feverishly meet his lips half-way.
Although the mesh of Misfire's face was throughly bruised and scuffed, Krok had frustratingly failed to return the favor of a busted lip. So, it had to be his own, smeared across Misfire's face at some point in the scuffle, it shouldn't have been interesting in the slightest, but Krok's processor was hazy, slow, and his optics trailed Misfire's glossa as he licked his lips and made an odd curious sound.
And maybe it was a stupid move to make so impulsively, one he'd regret making probably, but still too caught up in the waning heated high of the fight, Misfire figured he could worry about losing such a hard-earned battle later. Right now, this seemed far better than actually winning, and the taste of Krok's energon felt like a victory and reward nonetheless.
Bracing himself as Misfire wriggled his other hand free to splay out over his thigh, holding him desperately against his frame as he tried pulling him even closer, Krok considered the heat dispersion warnings flickering distractingly in his peripheral, and the very noticeable strain on his back and legs, even his arms.
It's not a great position to be in right now, after all they've done already. He'll regret it, he knows he will, his body will make sure of it, if Spinister doesn't first.
But then Misfire's glossa is sliding against the jagged edges of his teeth, and he's making hoarse little pathetic noises into Krok's mouth that stoke some sort of ego at having the flier so desperate beneath him, and Misfire's hands are warm and heavy over aching plating and seams, and really, on second thought, after weeks of boredom, why the hell not?
They've got nowhere to be.
#*cough* uh. 👋👁👁. hi. nice to see ya. lovely weather we're having eh? what was that? oh. editing? spell checking? never heard of her#this is just... pure unfiltered mental spiraling. could i have written it down in a proper fic? yes indeed. did i? ha! nope#''jesus fucking christ teles'' you might think. ''go the fuck to sleep'' and i agree. but!#i get my best ''visions'' in the acursed hours between midnight and daybreak. and also the gumption to actually write shit down#i am a coward when the sun is out and im (mostly) rested. id never post at all if it weren't for the confidence of sleep deprivation#...thats a lie. but it feels true. its easier to not overthink shit at night ig? i 'unno :/#anywhoooo. so. uh? that was smth. i said i thought they should kick the snot outta eachother and i meant it#jokes aside. i genuinely wanted to plot this idea out in like. proper fic form. but i havent had the brain power to do so#so. yeah. its all flow of thought ig. which technically counts. but still. not as proper and neat as id prefer from myself. but ehhh#better to make something instead of nothing. right? probably. ya know what? yes! bcs ai cant fucking compete with my shitty 3-5am spirals#gonna stop myself before i start thinking abojt all that ai shit ahain. ive never been so pissed in my life as ove bern these past months#fuck ai man...#i need to sleep. theres birds chipring. which is dope. always. but still. gotta sleep thru that.#uhhhhh#cw suggestive#<- just in case? maybe? idk#not gonna tag this onr me thinks. if ya see it ya see it👁👁👍#quick noye tho. in tbr fic plan. i thought of ending it with fulc wandering in asking for smth or other-#-only to pause mid-sentence. gawk at all the damage. and the fact thr mibs is vaguely tryinf to eat krks face off-#-before politely excusing himself with an apology for intruding. as the logical side of him goes for speen to give a headups-#-and the rest of hims fianly accepting that smth is def wrong with him bcs ....goddamn😳 maybe sparrings not so bad🤔#they shoudl invitr him.to eatch mayhaps. crkcsr can bring popcorn. and speen can stress the fuck out over ebery ding and dent#i hate thrse losers so much. i say as they still somehow consume ny every waking thought
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The bonus art on your post about Young!Stanley meeting Bill where he’s standing on top of what I assume is the portal is making me go insane cuz before Mabel intervened in that one episode Stan had a fear of heights and assuming he had it when he was a kid there’s no way Bill doesn’t know about it since he’s in Young!Stanley’s mind and all I can think about is Bill unpossessing Stanley while up there and him panicking and/or freezing up when he comes to his senses and realizes how high up he is and Ford just fucking loosing his mind like “Oh god he’s gonna fall oh god oh god-“
eehehe ehehehehehee stanley better keep his footing when Bill leaves, or else
for angst purposes im making the portal bigger now (? *plays that song that plays in that scene of Avatar when the protag falls from the plane gonna ramble in the tags now thank u
#i actually totally forgot stanley was afraid of height like. canonically#HUHUHUH its all coming together#no one knows but this was also a fusion of “twins in time”- “relativity falls" and that one AU where kid stanford and stanley meet Baby Bil#so technically the Other reason why Stanley trusted Bill is cuz when he introduced himself he was like “omg billy!” in his mind#but im working on how to make everything work without it being relativity falls related. like how to get adult stanley and kid stanford int#gravity falls. i actually already have it planned but teehee#plus my friend gave me a few extra thoughts on how to make it work without it being relativity falls#now my struggle is i gotta rewatch a few episodes#also was thinking of bringing bill's parents for funsies because i think thats how stanley should get “unpossessed”#that aint necessarily canon to this little AU just a nice thing to think bout#it aint gonna be a long AU if i continue doodling stuff cuz im not good at having ideas they all suck teehee but yeah anyway thank u!#im glad u like my evil thoughts!#making no comment on stanley's health after being unpossessed#gravity falls au#ask#hornytime6969#nice
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the book is done :D setting up a shop for it next week but i’ll start posting/open preorders in september!!
#hush catríona#im so proud. its my most ambitious work yet it has taken almost 3 months from idea to completion#a completed Piece of a book for the final product. i want it to radiate love for this boy. i love silver so much i do anything for him#no guarantees but im HOPING i’ll get enough preorders to do silver foil on the cover. i think itd be classy itd look nice#thats the current plan so we’ll see. but YEA ill finally post again after months of almost nothing#get ready for new art every day for like 22 days LMAO#ill be so curious to see which pieces are peoples favs. if any rarepair girlies feel fed. etc etc#im a woman of the people i make silver food for US!!!! like rest assured im always making shit for ME but the whole point in sharing is#for everyone to get to enjoy the treats my mind wanted to exist. and my brain hits the silver button every time. so silver fans get fed ^_^
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@the-ellia-west , this is the second part of that prompt thingy :>
Strolling friends
Atwix golden sand and endless blue, it was a place that seemed untrue.
A little gathering slowly turned Into an adventure, at one point one of us had said,
“Is it okay to go?”
still as one, the rest of us looked in thought,
“ I don't see why not?” The bravest of us had said,
“ no one really cares if we're there or not at this time anyways,” the smartest of us had said,
“Besides! You want this trip more than any of us don't you?” The firmest of us had said.
Truth be told, i did.
“But…what if it gets late?” i posed Worriedly, glancing Back and forth, is It really a wise thought?
“Then we just have to run back!” brazenly stepping ahead he clasped my hands and we went ahead.
“Wait, walk slower you brutes! Least they would hear our steps!” carefully he warned us and clasped my other hand
Slowly our steps would rhythm, once we reached our usual hangout, firm hands clasped at the walls.
“Here! This is the place!” Firm in His joy he led us on an untrodden path.
bathed in sunlight, four shadows sneaked their way.
Three holding hands and walking carefully, and one running straight ahead in joy
It really felt like an adventure, a rather memorable one, truthfully.
“This! This is the place!” Jumbing Left and right he waved to us almost too long.
As if barely holding back from rushing there he firmly stood until we all gathered around.
“ What is this place?” The oldest of us had said expectant eyes bravely studying the foliage.
“ it looks like …a rather old boulder…” curious hands left my grasp to inspect the ancient looking rocks, his eyes carefully glued to their prize, and none of us could redraw his gaze.
“I found it last night! When we all went back home!” posing Confidently in his place, as if he didn’t just admit to staying too late.
“ Didn't we agree to not stay out too late? Least the adults would have much to say?” Blaming eyes unable to smile, i asked him in ire.
“W- well, it turned out alright!” Sheepishly looking everywhere, he stammered as he stood there
What if it didn’t? What would've happened then?
It was too fearsome a retribution, I couldn't help the melancholic thoughts.
“ Hey, i promise it's alright, okay?” Apologetic hands clasped my own as the firmest of eyes looked at mine.
…
If you really say so…i will believe you…for now
“ you better be telling the truth,” strong hands dangled on his shoulders, a little more angry than myself, its owner looking sternly at the once firm looking eyes
“The truth i say!” Apologetic once more The hands clasping mine ramparted as If it could fend off the blameful eyes
“ for all your recklessness, you actually found a rather memorable place,” eyes that once studied undisturbed, now gazed here rather perturbed
Four friends had gathered, three were silently blaming, and one was firmly apologizing.
his joy is our joy, we love what he loves, but if he isn't careful, we have much to say.
Especially for the four of us, in this era of ours, in this scary town of ours.
“ i promise it will be the last time!” pleaded with all his might, eyes pleading to ours with playful tears and an almost hidden smile.
He's an idiot, but he keeps his promises, i said
“He's an idiot but he's our idiot,” a tired sigh sounded next to said idiot
“He's an idiot but he's rather lucky,” jealous eyes looked around as it sighed out loud.
Quietly agreeing to let him off, the four of us gathered closer to the mountain
Or so it looked as such, it looked closer to a boulder, hidden by all the neighborIng forest, it looked closer to a cave Than a boulder or a mountain,
A rather odd place to tell the truth, a ways off from our hangout, Which is already on the outskirts of the town, it seemed like an old fortress of sorts, surrounded by mountains and forests, it seemed ancient More than it seemed empty.
Although both would be true.
A certain idiot was reckless Enough to find this Place nestled deep within the ancient forest.
A mountainous boulder that seemed to hide Within the walls of the ancient fortress.
as If our earlier squabbling Was but a dream, the four of us couldn't help our wondering.
Wasn't this place simply Unreal? What would we find if we roamed here?
A part of me really understood how our idiot felt despite his recklessness.
“ Hey! Look there!” said idiot pointed in joy
“What?” Calm eyes followed his gaze
“That part of the boulder! Doesn't it look like a gate?!” he Called as be sped there with all his might.
Following his steps, four As one, once again gathered in one spot.
Amidst the decaying walls and encroaching Foliage, a stream of light peeked at us from within.
What is that? It really looked like a gate…but….not exactly..?
The closer we look the more we touch, the more we touch the more it gives way.
As if finally reaching its end, the gate looking boulder crumpled at once, well just this tiny part of it. Thankfully, not all of the mountainous boulder had fallen just yet.
What greeted us was nothing out of a dream.
Golden sand and whimsical blue, surrounded by the same ancient forest we just trod through yet seemingly hidden from the world.
This place, hidden by the mountains and trees, seemed untouched by time.
As if time itself would stop, many things adorned the golden sand, structures that made no sense, left as they are for however long of years,
inscriptions and scribbles adorned the walled boulders, even the one we just crumpled. It all seemed to be one and the same
It's a really odd place for sure.
Ancint structures And trees, trees and sand, sand and water
All of it in one place, hidden from time.
#this well all tie into one story#it all feels really awful and disordered rn#but i have a hunch anout where everything is going#i was never one to stick to actual writing plans but this one story has a rather simple plan if sorts#i hope i can tie it all together nicely#im scared#but#no one can tell this story but me#im loooking forward to finishing it even as i simultaneously die of how horrid i think it is#i think i gre a love hate relationship with my writing#maybe thats good ;<#maybe not dunno :×#writing#its hard but really fun#i hope i get better at it
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