#i want to cry but i feel like i can't

[keldae]

Today's bullshit has included:

The obesity clinic not telling me that the bariatric clinic rejected me for a surgery candidate IN 2022. I found that out TODAY. WHY YOU NOT TELL ME FOR ALMOST THREE FUCKING YEARS. I NEED TO REAPPLY FOR THAT SHIT. (Apparently I failed the mental health/ADHD triage?)

The therapy office jerking me around. I had my intake for therapy in January. They FINALLY deigned to book my first appointment for April 1... after they told me 4-6 weeks wait time. FROM EARLY JANUARY.

Got screeched at in Facebook DMs and unfriended because I agreed with an apparently offensive opinion.

Coworker keeps setting the work thermostat to Satan's Asshole temperature.

And my asshole of a father has decided to rear his head again and demand my siblings and I all apologise for expressing our anger and not being good little doormats to his narcissistic ego.

*screams into a pillow*

[petricorah]

scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]

[arttsuka]

Based on somewhat real events

I spent way too much time drawing this...

But yeah, Ford finally saying thank you

A continuation (kinda)

[pendulouspuppyudders]

so many of my fantasies are abt vaginal penetration these days that i literally just have nothing to post cuz i always get anxious considering this is the "penetration is a false god" website and if i express not wanting to have a dick too hard someone starts talking abt angel wings but it's fine

[the-wizard-synonyms]

nothing will haunt me like evan kelmp getting his arm exploded to death. nothing will haunt me like "there is a very real part of him that struggles under the effort of staying." nothing will haunt me like "if it depends on what was important to him, then obviously it is his friends" and "all of these things are easy for him to haunt" and "there is something in whatever drifting space he is now that wonders what he mattered to, and if it needs to be even".

nothing will haunt me like "it's easy to drift and to move away, but it's hard to close your eyes when it's so bright around" and "the shadow reaches out, and starts to slowly put objects back in the backpack" and "the main thing I'm going to do is take the shoes off my dead body and put them on."

[zivazivc]

my brainrot about these two can be measured in liters

[wilsonsmcgillsweatshirt]

I will never recover from the knowledge that thymoma generally has a very high survival rate, and in most cases that it becomes fatal, the patient has unknowingly lived with the cancer for years. There's a chance that Wilson was sick for half the series and didn't even know it.

[stardust--ace]

i need to delete this blog bro it's not even the cringe demon anymore

[adhd-fandom-and-gay]

AU where Robert just...gives up on trying after the engagement with Everly and becomes terribly complacent, and Hastie has to watch his son slowly lose his sense of purpose, identity, and contentment knowing that it was mostly due to his actions. Is this anything.

[waitineedaname]

gonna be kinda vulnerable talking about my own fic and scum villain for a second, but. something that i really appreciate about scum villain is how imperfect the sex scenes are. bingqiu are kinda stumbling through it and learning together. it's awkward at times, and uncomfortable at others. someone always ends up crying. and something i wanted to capture with my fic is a bit of that imperfection. there's thousands of fics out there that are just sexy raunchy smut and i love those fics too, but i wanted to write a fic that leans into the awkward discomfort and the ugly emotions, I wanted to write a sex scene that doesn't actually end in sex because people got uncomfortable and they backed off and chose a different form of intimacy. because sex isn't always how it is in fics! sometimes the hormone rush and the emotions get to be too much, and you gotta stop. sometimes someone gets uncomfortable and you gotta switch gears. and that's okay!! we're all messy people navigating messy relationships with other messy people, and it's not always gonna be perfect, and i just wanted to reflect a little bit of that in my fic

[beanghostprincess]

Sanji losing all humanity within him and Zoro knowing he has to kill him because they made a promise but Usopp refusing to let him do it and it's Water 7 all over again except that this is somehow even worse

[su-talks-about-things]

There's something so deeply sad about this picture.

He's so far from her.

Like he's outside looking in...

[maenjiro]

cookiE and cream 𖦹 headcanons

ft. wakasa x afab!reader

synop + cw: wakasa and his oral fixation aka pussy drunk wakasa is the best wakasa. oral (reader receiving) and everything that may come with that

a/n: hmu if this is any good

old news but this man has THE oral fixation

so he dives in, he takes without asking. anywhere, anytime no matter what.

the gym, mostly the changing rooms otherwise he knows his friend would give him shit for it also he really is trying to be more mindful of other people but again, he has no shame when he's hungry

his house, your house, any place you can have some alone time

he makes you wet with all the shit he’s saying about eating you out

might not even be something extremely dirty but he’s so straight forward he can make you pretty flustered.

gets all frantic when he needs his mouth on you but you're wasting time talking

might pin you against the wall and just get on his knees

lift one of your legs on his shoulder to have more access, closes his eyes and the first moan he lets out is pure bliss

your legs shaking will never be enough for him to stop

or on the bed when he's on top of you, this bitch would lower his head down to kiss you and stop abruptly smirking “whoops, wrong lips”

next thing you know he has your legs on his shoulder and is worshipping your cunt

the rare times he's not in a frenzy to have his tongue make circular motion between your folds he will spread them with his fingers and smile at the sight

low breathy moan against your pussy

moves his tongue like he's starving, he is pussy drunk and he shows it

makes sure his tongue is keeping you all wet and hot

he's messy yet very precise, he knows where to lick and how much pressure will make you see stars

also will prod at your hole with his thumb and keep teasing you around your entrance with feathery touch that will make you clench around nothing (the bastard will smirk against you)

soo i bet he has some tooth rotting nicknames for you and i swear i know he would non ironically call you oreo... and you would tell him to stop calling you that

and he looks at you almost offended “not when i have your legs spread open for me and i’m about to lick your cr-” either you cover your face with the pillow or push his head against your core

endless cycle of him sucking on your clit and poking it with his tongue

overstimulates you and he doesn't even do that on purpose he just loses tracks of time (will make you cum at least three times i'm sorry but i don't make the rules, he does)

you can't even pull away cause his grip on your legs is tight, holding onto your thighs for dear life not to spiral

i wouldn't be surprised if he ended up falling asleep between your thighs

[princeof-flowers]

UGHHHHHHHH

Currently writing a fic that's basically just- "Emmrich has reached a level of besotted fool that even he can't handle because Rook gives him a hug and kiss every morning and night, and often gives him flowers and just thinking about that gets him hard and makes him pre because he's imagining married life already Send Help".

Like??? There's not even any dialog really it's just Emmrich being like- "he gives me kisses and hugs every day and gifts me flowers and alchemical ingredients 🥺🥺🥺" and fantasizing about being married to him and waking up next to him every morning like DAMN. Emmrich you got it bad. You're down horrendous.

[redrobin-detective]

My favorite part of my Adventure Time binge is I pick what looks like the most silly episodic episode with a weird title and a plot that seems pretty open and shut and it goes in the most unexpectedly painful and lowkey horrifying direction that leaves me shook. I expected shenanigans and got an existential crisis instead.

[blatantprinterpropaganda]

excuse me??? he just plopped a gravestone with his full name and year of birth somewhere next to a river and is like "yeah this is my secret gravestone. nobody knows i did this" while looking at the gravestone. with his name on it. secretly. somewhere in public. what!!! this show is so funny oh my god. imagine if bison had gone for a hike one day and stumbled onto a random gravestone in i guess the middle of nowhere with fadel's name on it