#i want to give all of them a big hug
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god their FACES. i feel like no one talks about their reactions and it makes me so sad
#i want to give them all a big hug#it feels like you're in pain alongside them#UGH#steven meeks#gerard pitts#knox overstreet#charlie dalton#dead poets society#dps#dps boys
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Growing closer than expected (Patreon)
#Doodles#Pokemon#Kabu#Larry#Firebland#Silverstreakshipping#To the shock of no one this is Zarla's fault (lol)#Bad influence! Too inspiring! Stop this! I'm totally not culpable for Being Inspired for the [X]th time now definitely lol#I kept finding little ideas popping into my head with them and I mean if I've already doodled them Once I guess I could try a couple more#Learned them just well enough to keep finding things for them pft#Although I am surprised by just how easy I find Larry to Draw - not necessarily that I'm fully Confident in drawing him yet but like#There's very little struggle to the shapes I put down here and I'm fairly pleased with their configuration haha#Kabu on the other hand!! Why is he so hard to draw!!! What!! Like I know his clothes are complex but no his face!#He's got a really cute and difficult-to-draw face! Why! I cannot figure him out#It's probably the do with the shape and size of his head...his hair........ I really enjoy fluff and he's Kind of but Not Really fluffy??#And his white streaks aren't intuitive to me - but Larry's floofs are??? I don't know#The only thing I can figure it that I Kind Of draw Dexter the same way - Larry's streaks are like an exaggerated version of how I floof Dex#And then a suit is second nature by now but I've already talked about my difficulties with Kabu's clothes lol#Didn't stop me from putting him out front for this hug tho! It's cute... Kabu asking Larry to come play with him but Larry has stuff to do#May or may not have felt a little that way myself - made most of these doodles during Requestober haha so busy!#The brightly shining brilliant glow boyfriend setup-payoff returns ā„ He glows like a fire! Overwhelming!#I still really love that glow cutaway style around the low-bouncing flower haha - just don't draw there and it gives the impression! Fun :)#Hugs <3 Unsurprisingly been in the want of cute fluff and sweetness and hugs were very on the menu#It really is fun to think of Larry being just a Little weird about how much he feels for Kabu#Acting childish as that part of him hasn't had the chance to grow and mature! Stuck awkward and gangly in otherwise full development#Feelings so big and strong and immediate for the first time in too too long <3 Gotta express them all somehow#And ending off with a bit of silliness haha - was Kabu prompting him just to hear such an answer? Who knows āŖ#Larry just too straightforward haha - why else would he do or say things unless he felt like it! Pfsh obviously#Haha
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Sometimes Iām normal. Other times, Iām internally screaming about the brotherly relationship between Kai and Lloyd and giving myself a whole Ted Talk Iāve been developing for like three years about why I love them so much.
#ninjago#ninjago lloyd#ninjago kai#Im just really not normal about them#Like guys they are so family coded#Donāt imagine Lloyd giving Kai a huge hug after some of the traumatic stuff heās been through#And trying not to cry because Kai gives GREAT big brother hugs#Also Kai always secretly wanting a younger brother but after his experience raising Nya#Was always like āokay maaaybeee notā#And then Lloyd was there and he was like āYOU ARE MY LITTLE BROTHER NOW KID DEAL WITH ITā#Kai teaching Lloyd how to cook#Giving him tips on controlling his powers#Did I mention Iām not normal about them?#I have such a rant I could give about all of this donāt test me#Im being so fr rn
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I was listening to the podcast with Aisha and Oliver and they got to the cursed storyline that we all hate. And I just love how Aisha is pointing out how people were like since when did this show suddenly care about realism. I know she was saying other people said it but a part of me thinks thatās what she thought too lol
I admit I was a little confused by the wording here but if I'm reading it right you're talking about when Aisha discussed Bobby's death, and how the show didn't kill off characters, but Timmy here decided it "wasn't realistic" that the main characters never died. I agree with you - I could be wrong in how I interpreted what Aisha said but - in my opinion she was saying, "we're dragged online all the time for not being realistic, THIS is how you want to change that? We've had eight seasons enjoying not caring about realism and NOW you care? for THIS?"
Last season Bobby was "dead" for far, far too long. Medical experts and even just people with common sense and the ability to google were like hey, he shouldn't be able to recover mentally, if you're without oxygen for that long you're brain dead. Tim knew this. He didn't care. He literally said he didn't care. He wanted the drama.
So yeah, using the "we have to be realistic" argument is absolute bullshit and from my understanding of what Aisha was saying, yes, she absolutely agrees with us that it's bullshit for him to say that.
You want a show with realism you watch The Pitt. You want a show for campy fun you watch 9-1-1. It was a comfort show for many. We had a shark on the freeway! A tsunami in Los Angeles!
In killing off Bobby the show betrayed itself. And while Aisha is far, far too classy to say "yeah this was bullshit and I'm pissed as fuck" in an interview, I think you could tell that she agreed with the outrage. The cast has been very clear (well, Kenny and Athena and Peter and now Aisha and I think also Oliver? so I think we can infer everyone is on the same page here) that they disagreed with and were deeply upset by the decision, with varying levels of diplomacy in how they express their opinion. Which honestly... pisses me off more than the actual story.
To me, the story is paramount. The story trumps all else. I don't care if I fucking hate your guts beyond all reason, if I was an actor and you were my costar playing my romantic interest, I am going to give it all I've fucking got, because I'm not going to ruin the story. I believe in that very strongly. Whatever is going on in your real life or behind the scenes, you drop it the moment it comes to your art, no matter what medium that art takes. You owe it to your audience. You ask them to trust you to follow you on this journey, and so in return you need to be worthy of that trust.
However, at the end of the day, a story is fiction. If you're in an abusive work environment, don't put up with it. Quit. If you need time off, take time off. Real people always matter more. There is a big difference between "I'm a closeted queer person and being a messy bitch about it so I'm going to throw a bitch fit if they make my character queer because god forbid I separate church and state a little" or "my coworker is an entitled arrogant asshat and so I hate kissing him" and "my boss is sexually harassing me" or "the crew is being forced into dangerous working hours that will get them killed." Y'know? Drama versus wellbeing. Fix your damn self versus save yourself.
And so what makes me angriest is that real people got hurt in this. The audience is hurt because you took advantage of the trust you built with them. Those are real people who trusted you. Your cast is hurt, because you betrayed them. You hurt them. Real people. They didn't want you to do this. At least two of them have admitted they begged you not to. And you ignored them, because power was more important to you than taking care of the people who are your responsibility.
Stay classy, Aisha. I'd die for you. If your husband ever takes you for granted I am outside your home with roses. Also you're so valid for falling in love with Bear please hug him for me and tell him I love him muchly.
#lincoln answers things#I do not have a parasocial relationship with the cast#Oliver's dogs however...#I would shove that man out of the way to hug Jade and Bear#I adore them so much#but yeah it was damn obvious to me that Aisha agreed with the anger from the audience#and frankly Tim didn't just cross a Rubicon with his audience#he also crossed one with his cast#it doesn't matter how good the story is from now on#the Buddie scenes were fantastic but I don't fucking trust them#I don't fucking trust you#nothing you do can be trusted or approached in good faith anymore#because you showed that you don't want to give your audience a good story or make good on the promises your narrative has made#you just want to feel like god#and now your cast won't trust you either and that is a BIG problem#you have an extremely tight knit and loving cast who are all genuinely very close friends#and you threw that away!?#do you know how many casts are just coworkers or even dislike each other?#do you know the lightning you have captured in this bottle?#the dynamics on screen are so so so good because the cast LOVES EACH OTHER#Buddie's chemistry is insane because Oliver and Ryan love each other#Bobby's fatherly dynamic with everyone works so well because the cast loves him they adore him#Bathena are so wonderfully in love because Peter and Angela are delighted by each other#Oliver and Aisha love each other#Kenny and Ryan love each other#Kenny and Jen are so damn close he's like family#Jen's kids view him as family and call him their uncle#THIS. CAST. LOVES. ONE ANOTHER.#and you THREW THAT AWAY and BROKE THEIR TRUST and I will FUCKING GUT YOU FOR IT!!!#anyway uh. wow. still angry. ha ha. sorry.
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them!!!!!
#they have my heart#theyāre all smiles all the time huh#they didnāt get the āyou donāt need to be in love with your teammateā memo#pretty pretty besties#the way that they canāt even look at each other without giggling >>>#glad to see a smile on oscās face <3#now cmere so i can give you a big hug you little thing#ššš my boys#so proud of lando for yet another podium#already cant wait to see them again soon#very bad gifs and the ig handle is still there lol but i wanted to post something more before bed#f1#formula 1#formula one#lando norris#mclaren racing#oscar piastri
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#I have about half a dozen people on my heart tonight where there's nothing I can do to stop the bad things happening to them#and all I can do is send love#and pray for them (and I do trust God is caring for them with greater love and effectiveness than I ever could even if I somehow had the#ability to step in) but man it's hard not to just be able to save people - or even be there in person with them in a lot of cases.#Texts and calls can feel so empty - sometimes they make people feel bad or embarrassed#worrying that they should not have made a big deal about it (I am glad you did! I am glad you said something!)#Sometimes I worry that they come off as me attention seeking in the midst of their hardship (how selfish) or just creating another#text they have to respond to. But I love them and I want to hug them all and wish I could make it all better just by my love#Sometimes they need space and sometimes someone to talk to and sometimes they just need everything to carry on as normal#and I want to give them whatever they need - to respect their space and stay away - to make them laugh - to hug them and hear the whole#story or just nothing - but I don't always know which.#And so often nothing I can do is really helpful#but I wish it were.#I wish I could do more for them.
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I just keep thinking about Bobby Nash going to a pride parade with a tshirt offering support and hugs to queer folk who donāt have supportive families. Like you cannot tell me he isnāt the most loving dad to his queer firefam and he has so much pride and love to give out. And as the only straight one in the fam (Chimney is bi in my mind, I wonāt take arguments, and Ravi m is definitely queer too ARGUE WITH A WALL) he just wants to show how much he loves his team
#everyone is lining up to hug the big buff fire dad who has nothing but love to give out#his firefam are all celebrating but seeing Bobby give out so much love just makes them emo#like picture Eddie and Buck who didnāt have their parents love and support growing up and they just see Bobby and theyāre sobbing#but they know that heās their dad now and heāll always put his firefam first#and no this isnāt just bc I want a hug from Bobby Nash#but also I rewatched rage and saw the size of his arms and I couldnāt help but swoon#but this is mostly for queer love#bobby nash#911#firefam#the 118#118 firefam
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warm and cosy tucked into bed thinking about my friends #myfriends :]
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the thing about what is now yesterday technically is it was already a busy productive fun day. like i watched a movie and got some cleaning stuff ive been putting off for a long time done and finally got myself ready for smth im sure is coming soon and im so excited about hehehe but then. boom equal force opposite direction that enabled me to grow in parallel way and gave me an opportunity to prove myself (in ways i didnt know i could) to myself and the others at work. and this isnt even including the one interaction before the madness that really was smth i didnt expect out of myself especially so easily as shy as i am
#š«¶#the other interaction being this staff member girl that keeps having to leave work or call off bc her mom is in the hospital or#is at home needing her help bc she cant function#today she had to leave very unexpectedly to go help her mom at home but due to the circumstances didnt have a ride home#so i had someone find her and bring her to me so i could offer her a ride home (as had been done for me so many times in the past)#and she reminds myself of me a lot esp when i was her age... we both like shoe gaze and 'alt' kinda music#but also hit it off right away when i started right#well i take her home and shes tellin me about whats going on at home and it was too freaking familiar#like her moms sick with something different than my mom was but both autoimmune disorders & she/i having to sort of Take Over the House#i wont go into to so much detail here but she really even has more Grown Up responsibilities than i did. like i took care of the kids#she has to help her mom pay the bills now and is goin into debt just to be able to get to & from work esp w the emergencies#but i finally spill my beans that i wanted to give her the ride bc my mom died in the hospital when i was her age about and not to tell any#one at work bc i havent told any one and really frankly dont care for everyone and anyone to know#and we sortve talk about it briefly the ride was only 7 minutes away from work#but the whole time even before i share she was saying thank you to me so much#but she says we are basically the same in this and im like yeah. thats why i did this bc ive been smth resembling this spot 100 times#except i couldnt always pay for rides or was given them so id have to walk and i didnt know how to take the bus then#i forgot to tell her she could talk to me but i think it was understood#anyway i drop her off and she says thanks again and gets out but then tells me to give her a hug#now. historically and very knowingly in the workplace i am not a hugger. but i gave her her hug and tell her to have a good day & drive bac#idk it was so chill like we spent most the ride talking about stuff we had in common like being young smokers and stealing cigs from ashtra#just to hit her with. hey. we actually have smth really in common. and it was all very casual i wasnt sappy or anything.#idk. sortve very unlike me while also being very like me#i surprised myself in two very big but very different ways today thats all#ill private or delete this later it was just easier to type up here#ive been meaning to talk to her since i found out in a weird way we like the same music. i didnt really expect to tell her this#she really isnt the best employee or anything by far but. idk i see myself in her so i told the manager gc a lil bit ago#that i will no longer tolerate anymore shit about her after taking her home and learning more about her situation. so theres that.#some weird bonding moments today though the other ones were very much more sleep deprived#i guess im starting to see myself differently
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Oh never fucking mind Iām going home and crying literally as I was walking out my mom called to tell me that my grandpa has alzheimerās fuck my entire life
#heads up for anyoneeee who reads these tags they are gonna be so fucking awful#I feel so bad and so upset and also so fucking guilty#my grandparents basically raised me they did way more for me that my mom ever did and I lived with them at several points#so they mean a lot to me and are really important people to me and are pretty much the only oneās on my momās side I give a damn about#except they are also extremely religious and hate gay people#Iām sure you can see where this is going they are literally the reason Iāve never actually ācome outā in familial circles#because I donāt want them to know because I donāt want them to be upset with me#and also I would feel so fucking guilty knowing they felt guilty thinking they failed me and I was going to hell#and I always told myself I would just never ābe outā until they died#except like who actually wants their fucking grandparents to die or to go through horrible fucking shit like Alzheimerās#except now thatās happening#and like they canāt really even give him treatments because so many of them require MRIs which he canāt get because of his heart problems#so like thereās fuck all to do and Iām so fucking upset#but thereās a tiny part of me thatās relieved because like well thatās one grandparent Iāll never have to worry about finding out#except I feel so guilty that Iām thinking and feeling that#and also Iām viscerally upset cuz now Iāll never know if they would have loved me enough to change#because I was too scared to ever say anything and itās too late now#and also Iām too big of a coward to say anything even if it wasnāt#and fuck man fucking fuck fuck I feel so fucking horrible rn#at least I fucking left work even if I hadnāt I would have ended up leaving anyways cuz of this#and like I canāt even be surprised it makes sense heās been so forgetful recently#but I just didnāt wanna think about it#Iām just gonna curl up and cry and hug my cat and idk hate myself slightly more than usual#FUCK#kaz rambles
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I love my friends so so much
#Meow.#god please i just want to give them big hugs#Please please let me give them big hugs#Dont let the government ruin this for me god please just a hug thats all i want
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If I don't post anything sims-related in a minute please know I'm not going anywhere and I will have original content soon, I'm just trying to fight my ADHD demons and all the distractions it loves (such as playing TS4 and mindless timeline scrolling) so I can make progress on the book I've been trying to write for a little over a year now <3 <3
#I will finish and publish this story I will finish and publish this story I will finish and publ-#When I die I want to say I wrote my silly stories and was an author. Idek if I'll be a good author I just want to say I did my best#so I need to focus and I need to write and I need to tell the decision paralysis and ADHD-induced unhelpful habits#to fuck off for a bit lol. Just for a lil bit so I can get my shit done!!!!#I'm still in storyboarding/outline-ish mode. The asking big questions and answering them to shape the narrative stage#but I love this story and I love these characters and I want to tell it so bad. I want to see my name on a physical book on a physical shel#in a physical store. Idk it's my dream and it feels a bit raw like... being vulnerable about it here. Almost silly ughhhh so please ignore#me if this is weird but anyway I wanted to say I might just be reblogging for a while! I want to try and not fall into old habits#of giving up in favor of chasing the serotonin when things get to the nitty gritty. I want to see this through I want to tell this story#anyway that's all ugh vulnerability makes me ill please ignore me#Hugs xxxxxxx#personal#update#gif warning
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I am Very sleepy and about to go to bed but everyone needs to see how cute and wonderful my partner is :3

#šŗļøš„ zooble š„šŗļø#my angel!!!! giving them millions of kisses right now#I wish they were real so i could cuddle with them and kiss them and fluster them and tell them just how much I love them <3#I love them so much I don't think there is any word in the world that could accurately describe it#I really love my partner. I adore them!!!!#they're my sunshine my sweetheart my everythingggggg <:]#every time I look at them I just want to tackle them into a big hug and start kissing them all over their face#I can't help it they're just so cute!!!! :3
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Okay so Madame Glask wasnāt just this normal sweet person glad to know I was 10000000% right. Sheās also currently beating me up picking me up and body slamming me down with this damn scene.
I just donāt even know how to word how beautiful this is and Iām SOBBING
#candela obscura#critical role#god theyāre so good#GENIUSES#cordelia glask#gina darling#Iām crying#aabria iyengar#giggling and kicking my legs#sobbing to tho#poor babies#I just want to give them all big hugs
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pretty girls cry and sob and bitch and whine about chrom and inigoās future past conversation all the time
#freudian slips#aaggrhghhsgrggbbfngdhd#i think after the shepherds went back to their own time chrom finds inigo and j gives him a big ol hug#i really love chrom and inigos dynamic i really do#and like obviously chrom would see some of himself in inigo. hello. they look Like That.#but beyond that his interactions with lucina and inigo are clearly different because he sees different parts of himself in both of them#and for inigo specifically its all of that crap chrom doesnt really want to come to terms with for himself#lack of a present dad in his life. feeling lesser than his sister. anxiety over leading. just fucking up!!#and i think that shows a lot in how chrom specifically handles inigo in their support chain#which i understand is generic. however. GOD!! IT FITS!!! IT FITS SO WELL!!!!#and by the time that conflict is resolved he goes to the future past and he sees the inigo there and he knows what to do this time!!#he knows what inigo needs this time!! encouragement and support that neither of them got to have before!! and its just#grartghahggghjrghh⦠chrom and inigo!!!!!!!!!! im emo!!!!!!#<- pretty girls cry over the headcanons theyve managed to convinced themselves is real. fuckinn lmao
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#god im so sorry for vĆØnting so damn much there is something so wrong with my head right now#every bit of positive attention ive gotten recently or even just attention in general sometimes has made me want to shed my skin#and on top of that there are Things in my head and i am worried it may be ********* but im too frightened to do any sort of research into i#but also hooo boy do i feel like im faking because like jet come on thats a trauma thing. you just kinda got yelled at SHUT UP YOURE FINE#and thats probably the biggest thing fucking me up right now because like im probably wrong but what if im right. dear fuck what then.#Ć nd also im scared to talk about it with anyone that does experience ********* because i feel so shitty insinuating that i went through#something like that when i know damn well i didnt#like oh wow you had a weird childhood ok jet get fucked everyones got a weird childhood#anyway. i need to like#talk to a stranger with ********* so im not so grossly embarrassed maybe#fuck#also lƬke i just wanna stop talking to everyone but i started a zine and i cant abandon that and its upsetting me#like i need to fade into nothingness but i cant right now :/#anyway . desr lord why am i like this. what is inside me. what is going on.#delete later#jet maybe you need to get hit real hard by a car and that will do a hard reset and everything will be ok#vent#ALSO MY PARTNER IS GÅADUATING AND I CANT FUCKING BE THERE.#was litĆØrally sobbing over that this morning. i am so proud of them and they look so happy but also i cant be there#all i want is to hug them and congÅatulate them in person and give them a big bouquet of flowers but NO.#anyway. UGH.
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