#i’m still going to read it but DAMN
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were none of the gay people on the internet going to tell me that Priory of the Orange Tree was EIGHT HUNDRED PAGES
#i’m still going to read it but DAMN#the priory of the orange tree#priory of the orange tree#samantha shannon
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Queen of the Damned Chapter 4 - The Devil’s Minion
i was taking too many screenshots of this chapter so I’m just giving up and posting the whole thing. this might be crossing into illegal e-book territory but idc i need all the AMC devil’s minion fans to read it. ignore the music and pause to read lol
#not sure this is gonna go through cause I’m posting it from my phone and it seems to struggle with long videos#this is for all the fans of the show who don’t want to read all the books but still want the context#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#queen of the damned#devil's minion#vampire chronicles#anne rice#armand#daniel molloy#the vampire armand#armandaniel#book quotes#sorry i’m in my devil’s minion era rn#i swear I’ll stop devil’s minion posting soon lmao
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sunrise on the reaping is torture why did i even bother reading it 😔
#i knew damn well from the original trilogy how this would go and yet! i’m still miserable!#audie reads#i have like 20 pages to go ugh
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What. What the fuck DO YOU MEAN you've only been writing fic since Veilguard?
???!!!???!!!!!!!!
And it's so good?????
@excited-hiss
I uh. I’m blushin. My eyes burn. I didn’t consider myself a ‘writer’ until a few months back. Reading this—from you? Meltin. I line tile. now one with grout.
I’ve always written! Always. But you’re only a writer if published right? See I am also dumb. and a coward. And writing a character I didn’t create terrifies me. Because then you can get it wrong? I didn’t make that voice how could I write it?! Fanfic?!! Never. Sacrilege. I’m not even a writer I wouldn’t defile…
BUT EMMRICH. I had to see him. I had to see more. And I wanted to show what I thought HAPPENED. I didn’t have an AO3 account. I worked on that for weeks. The hours would be embarrassing. But that was my first post on tumblr.com. Bless those first likes. I was seconds from deleting. And I would’ve missed all the friendship and community being a WRITER of fanfic of all things brought!! I love you all.
And it’s been so fun to share that and get to see other takes. I worried for nothing. There are no rules. We are all writers if we’re writing and it’s a glorious thing. I don’t know how to put it…but hmm. I love the writing and Emmrook community, sincerely. Earlier hangups scared me off fanfic when it’s all fun.
#I never read fanfiction before either because I had books. books my love. my lovers.#I’m voice obsessed alright. Emmrich got me with his careful words and KINDNESS AUGH the line that still gets me is ‘Then they are fools’#so fast so quick so OBVIOUS so why was I giving any thought or time to such callous fools I heard that one more than deep more than slow#and then every depiction of Rook disappearing to Fade had Emmrich absolutely distraught and a mess at first but look at him when Manfred#I had to show my perspective on that moment. had to write to see what I thought Emmrich would do once Rook was lost#I think the piece above was a love letter of sorts and then. well. I got comments. I posted that text on tumblr. and wow. I can write?#maybe I’ll write more with this man because I’m enjoying it. I can write! let’s practice making a story! let’s go! I’m a writer!#I never wanted anything more than that. I still don’t! I could live life content just sharing silly stories. I’m in love with words.#your words included in there btw. an inspiration for capturing characters and their voice. with such speed. such quality. what defined pros#OH lol and this is just me. those were my motivations what I enjoy delvin at#LOL and I’m cringe k I’m not in the right frame of mind all fanfic is a ton of fun practice I’m a fumblin mess but I…#that’s what pulled me in. it’s not why I’ve stayed. that first burn broke through and once here well damn no rules have fanfic fun#read all the above and weep I went in too deep and was hungry after work balls I won’t delete a testament to my hubris or something fuckin
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i love this website because every time i come on here i get shown a post that’s like “i just started reading frankenstein and it’s gay as fuck?” like buddy. you don’t even know how gay it is Going To Get
#it makes me so happy bc i would genuinely give everything i have to be able to go back and experience it for the first time#sitting in english literature class going 👀 at my friend because damn these bitches gay good for them#writing silly notes in the margin of the penguin classics edition they gave us#i still have it ten years later and its so beat up from use but i love her sm… prized possession#anyway these posts just make my heart smile and if you’re reading for a class i hope you get good grades 🩷#frankenstein#excited to see which of you will make this book your entire personality for the next decade#it’s sooooo fun i promise pspspspsp#i too once thought hey i like that gay little polar explorer guy#and now i’m. here#it’s a slippery slope
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not THREE of my Libby holds coming in this morning when I still haven’t even been able to start my current loans bc of my busted little ereader
#and I’m so excited to read all of them 😭#had to suspend them all until I get this damn ereader situation figured out#I think I’m just going to buy a new one and still work on the old one#and then if I make it work I can give it as a gift to someone bc I’ve been trying to proselytize about ereaders for a minute
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#oh my god#I#I did it#I got into law school#holy god damn shit#I don’t know where to scream so I’m just#going to be here in these tags#not knowing what to do with myself#I still cannot believe it#I keep reading the acceptance letter#holy fuck me sideways
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W.D Gaster… (said in the same way that one guy said “Epcot ball”)
#I’m still rereading The Scientist and ough#what a character#utdr provided me with an array of characters and I choose to fixate on the one that doesn’t exist#I just love his vibes#the fourth wall breaking#Chefs Kiss#absolute cinema#go girl give us introspection and world shattering sorrow#give us hubris and the nature of the soul#gaster is the best example of a fandom building on a story in a positive way#posts for the void#<- my tag for rambles but also… void.. just like gaster… waow#the scientist fic#<- READ THIS DAMN FIC#undertale#wd gaster
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i just want everyone to know i just finished dear wendy by @annzhao . and when i tell you. i was in TEARS.
i could go on a long tangent about why this truly wrecked me (other than being aroace myself and connecting with jo on a spiritual level, i think) but i’ll spare you the details. i can get to the point. (warning: i proceed to not get to the point)
being out as aroace for 3 years doesn’t mean SHIT.
in fact, i think i was most proud of being aroace in my first 6 months of being out. since then? it’s … almost dwindled.
i’ve never had a stable aroace friend. well i thought i did… that got a bit shakey (i just said i won’t go into the details i’m not letting myself go on this tangent) i’ve never been able to come to terms with the idea that i might never have that companionship.
and while jo ended up having sophie to confide in, i still entirely saw myself in them. and sophie’s words by the end of the book, telling jo that ‘to accept your sexuality, you have to accept that you’re probably going to question it for a really long time, and possibly the rest of your life.’ i was sitting there with them listening to the same thing.
it wasn’t new information. i have told myself the same thing for years… i’ve told others the same thing for years. yet to see it, and all these others pieces of advice written down, for me to read and apply precisely to my own life - instead of having to piece together advice from short, stereotyped a-spec representation (which doesn’t end up holding any useful message for me, anyway) is so…. empowering.
i think it may have been the first piece of a-spec media i’ve consumed where the character isn’t actively figuring this out about themselves. that it isn’t the main storyline to this character. and more than that - it’s multiple significant characters.
surprisingly, this is revolutionary to me.
and while i may not be able to push past my constant, annoying urge for companionship, i still have so much warmth in my heart now after reading this, truly. i am absolutely in love with this book, and while i thought i did before, i think i’ve never seen myself be truly represented in media until this moment. i’ve never truly felt seen and understood from characters like me until now…
it is such a breath of fresh air to be able to have this book and to experience it. i highly recommend any a-spec folk do the same <3
#i in fact texted my erm#how do i word this#queer platonic situationship#yeah… i texted them to go read this#idk hoping they read it and then realise#damn. omg that’s so us#and then they want me idk#ok i’m just a girl. still aroace but still stupidly in love with another aroace person!#it’s whatever it’s totally fine!!!#i just want what sophie and jo have fr#i wonder what wendy would say about my situation#wanda too#it would be too much to get into though lol#dear wendy#ann zhao#dear wendy jo#dear wendy sophie#sophie and jo
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the way that dc variant covers have bewitched me body & soul
#especially for books in the absolute line like hot damn#i got the titans incentive variant with starfire on it that fatima wajid who started as a fanartist on here did#and i think that’s what broke me#it’s a good thing i like the main covers for batgirl & two-face#save some money where i can#my one saving grace besides that is i’m not all that into foil variants#some of them are nice but usually i can take it or leave it#(says the guy who literally got one for absolute flash the other week)#i also have this one from the 2024 gotham city sirens mini#it’s not a typical foil finish over the whole thing#instead it’s streaks that go across with a holographic effect#reminds me of the old foil covers when they just started doing them & would only do it over like the title of the book#i used to read a ton of digital comics & i still do for older stuff#but for new releases it’s been really nice having something to hold in my hands#i fell off staying current with more than like 2 or 3 books for a while#but dc’s been coming out with a lot of new stuff lately#i think all in’s been really good for them#going back to variant covers#i may keep blowing my monthly budget#but hey these pieces of paper with the fun drawings on them make me happy
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god, wolfsong just gets it
#I’m only 70 pages in so no spoilers please!#But oh my god#I don’t even know how to describe the feeling reading this book gives me#It’s just this visceral - something#I think ox describes it best#I just *ache* reading it#But in the best way you know?#Like this book understands so much about me and about more than me and I don’t know how to put into words how much it makes me feel things#I’m 70 pages in and I’ve already cried#Like I still have a lot of book to go so I’ll have to see how the rest of it goes but damn this could easily be my new favorite book#easily#god it just gets it#anyhow.#i guess that’s enough rambling incoherently into the void#wolfsong
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I see a million and one warnings telling me to prepare my heart for whenever I read Meteor Impact but NO ONE wanted to put out warnings telling me that Climax would make me sob from sheer adoration for my precious boys and their growth and love for each other?!?!?!?!!???!????!!!
#ensemble stars#chiaki morisawa#kanata shinkai#midori takamine#tetora nagumo#shinobu sengoku#story time with me#ryuseitai my beloveds…..my sweet boys…..#they love each other and their unit so much I’m gonna die right here and now 😭😭😭#I wish kanata had his own cg as well to complete the collection#this whole epilogue is so damn sweet and it warms my heart and soul so much#kanata taking the initiative and saying his catchphrase first after being more of a go with the flow (ha!) type#shinobu wishing to put himself out there more after all the time he spent hiding and running with his anxiety#tetora wishing to grow be a proper member and leader for ryuseitai after he initially joined because he didn’t get into akatsuki#midori finally saying his catchphrase right and thanking chiaki after seeming the least motivated about this idol stuff#and chiaki seeing all this…watching the ryuseitai he leads grow and become closer and closer to what he wanted#while I still don’t have many details on his past since I haven’t read meteor impact I know he used to be more timid#and was a victim of bullying by the former ryuseitai members#So I can only imagine the totality of what he feels seeing the current ryuseitai that he and kanata built#seeing these first years who he more or less strong armed into the unit grow to love it and work hard for it#and now want to return that love and work to their hardworking third years who are now graduating#me tearing up again remembering how earlier chiaki apologized to midori because he feared he really DID make Midori miserable#that he forced midori into all this and didn’t properly consider his feelings and chiaki saying midori’s smile is a treasure#only for midori to finally reveal how much he DOES care for ryuseitai and how grateful he is for all chiaki did for him#despite all the self doubt and guilt midori felt feeling like he didn’t belong with all these hardworking people#just just AAAAAAAaAaaAaHHhHhHh!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE RYUSEITAI!!!!!!!
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Genuinely curious: how bad did jujutsu kaisen get (i dropped off prettyyyy early but i thought it had potential! And i heard great things about it! But now it's like...hmmm not so good 🗿)
I wouldn’t say it’s completely BOOTY (It’s still pretty decent actually even though I do complain a lot about my grievances that I have with it!) After the Shibuya incident (the arc is fucking amazing btw. Idk how far you’d gotten but the Hidden Inventory was also sick as well!!! Two of the best arcs back to back! Gege was absolutely feeling himself when he wrote these 😭) the writing had definitely begun to noticeably take a nosedive.
I remember Gege often getting sick, resulting in him having to take multiple hiatus after finishing up with Shibuya and it had even gotten to the point where he’d put out rushed chapters (he never used to do this so whenever he’d do so, it was pretty noticeable because his writing had always been pretty entertaining and fairly good (imo) up to this point…) and even incomplete chapters…. (When I first read that very specific, incomplete chapter, I legit thought that it had been drawn that way on purpose??? Like maybe it was drawn in a sketchy way for stylistic purposes! It was pretty cool to me at the time until I’d learned that he just couldn’t finish drawing the chapter and had to put it out as is… then this is where the hiatus had began. Because he’d take a break (great! His health is more important than anything after all) and then come back with half assed chapters from time to time? (I believe all of the breaks definitely effected the momentum that he’d built up for himself tbh. But I’m glad that he put himself first regardless.)
Enemy curse users during both the Colony and the Culling Game arcs felt more like “villains of the week,” over than anything else and were just there to be defeated by the MC’s and to extract little pieces of information at a time. Most of them didn’t even stand out all too much outside of a few. Incidents that took place throughout these two arcs felt completely pointless and added nothing to the story whatsoever. Then there’d be long stretches of time in between the story where important characters like for instance: Megumi and Yuuji, would be absent from the story for unnecessarily long periods of time for no reason at all because Gege’s pacing had begun to take a toll on the writing side of things???
There would be instances where important and genuinely EXCITING things would happen only for the story to go back to feeling like a bunch of nonsense again and then this would become a sort of rinse and repeat type of thing. Don’t even get me started on the Gojo VS Sukuna fight…… both my fucking head and heart still hurts over what happened if I’m being honest because HOLY SHIT, Gege fucking sucks 😭!!! How do you do THIS to such an important character in the series bro. It still doesn’t even feel right like. What was even the fucking POINT of this 3 month long ass fight 😭😭😭!???!? Quite a few other slightly major deaths were poorly executed as well… there’s just…. SO MANY INCONSISTENCIES and plot points that felt as if they were going to MATTER in the end; become important later on, only for them to end up not mattering at all…
The plot is still unfolding but UHHH… Also, depending on how far you’d gotten into reading or watching it, things do become extremely depressing after a certain point in the story like, the characters have not had a good time ever since the students played baseball with each other in that one episode/ manga chapter before ALL of the bullshit started 😭. Everyone is a wreck! Everything is a mess! What is the point!!! JJK is definitely misery porn. It excels in it.
#I’d still rec reading and watching it tho because it really is a fun series#it’s just#I feel like gege is really trying to rush to the ending of jjk rn or some shit because he’s just been writing any damn thing now 😭…#and he is getting his rocks off I just know it!!!#when jjk is good it’s GOOD!!!#the writing has just been pretty all over the place as of lately though#the pacing goes from stagnant to fast then back to stagnant then fast then normal a lot though#but again#these are problems mainly associated with literally everything after the shibuya arc#if you gave it another go you’d see what I mean but it’s not the worst#I feel like gege needs to pace himself better idk if his editors have been getting on his ass or what because I swear to god jjk was not#written so carelessly before#I’m so serious#tkf replies#b1uetrees
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Had a dream that this woman I vaguely know (I used to help her husband with spelling and reading and stuff before he turned to a life of crime) randomly had a vendetta against me and I told my mum and she was like “okay you need to either learn martial arts or leave the country”
#life of crime is maybe a bit dramatic. but it’s also true#he and his three brothers are like the definition of small town disorganised crime#they steal from skips; none of them has ever taken a driving test or insured a vehicle in their lives and yet they drive all over the place#conducting vague business; all of them left school at like 13 to be ‘homeschooled’ (read: do crime)#their dad has been in prison for basically like the past 20 years and i don’t know why#their grandma used to steal from charity shops#one of them either builds roofs or tears them down or something. idk#but yeah. basically this guy’s wife is damn near the size of me and also looks like she actually knows how to fight#i would actually fucking die#they’d become couriers and basically all of them pulled up in a van to deliver something to me and stare me down#and i was like okay this is not a good sign#basically what it is is like… generally i think they’re harmless. as far as i know all their crimes are property crime#and anti-establishment stuff like the aforementioned driving without a licence and just generally refusing to pay for anything#but also when i tell you all of them are ginormous i’m not exaggerating#i’m 6’1 and i’m only taller than like two of them#i haven’t seen hide nor hair of them in a while actually but i’m certain they’re still around#they used to do regular business with two of my neighbours. selling horses and renting ratting terriers and trading scrap and stuff#months will go by where you won’t see them and then you’ll be at a car boot and see the mum smacking one of them over the head#and be like oh dear god i suddenly need to go the other way before she sees me and thanks me very loudly for teaching her son to read#personal
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You’d never believe how fast a discord chat can move
#I’m lurking the three servers I’m in and boy there’s too much to read#it’s hard bc I’ll be away doing shit and then I’ll be catching up but ppl go OFF and that’s good#listen it’s good bc mmm I get to read so many cool thoughts and hear about cool ppl#but often it’s hard to pipe up but I’m doing it when I can it’s fun !!!#everyone’s so damn cool and I’m following most ppl here so#like we are all still interacting even if I’m just some guy#anyways I love terror discord u ppl enchant me
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shut the fuck up or go inside challenge for my neighbors
#they’re just talking endlessly in the doorway & im trying to enjoy my balcony & read#like I know talking is allowed they’re fine. but. I’m still irritated#just go inside!!!!!!! hovering in the damn doorway probably letting all the bugs in disrupting the quiet 🙄
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