#i'm just scareeeed of everything 24/7 like cant get gas (worried money) cant go outside (worried Everything) can't make phonecalls (augh) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

talkorsomething · 2 months ago

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I've been like "damn my bed is squeakibg more than usual, maybe something's finally wrong with the frame" but then just now i moved something close to the bottom frame & it's magically less noisy. Idk how that happened but. Ok.

#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ #interview TOMORROW which now that it's approaching is stressing me out #tbh the bed was stressing me out a little too bcause i hate when it makes noise like that but im happy it was a normal fix :)#telling myself they will probably not ask me back bcause my interviewing skills suck & i'm not prepared for questions abt my current job #but. worry me anyways.#thinking about 5calls again... idk. i just feel so busy lately. but maybe after interview everything will be fine #*for 5calls i want to make a video on how to call from an android phone since aac doesn't work on a phone call like that #options are: bluetooth speaker; use external device (like a pc); call from a landline and use your mobile phone for aac #since like ... ? in my case i *don't* have a dedicated device & *do* have phone anxiety & i just think... maybe if i make a video #[...] it can help other people? can help try and make more change in the world?#well. that's not job related at all. so whatever. i'm probably going to fuck this interview up but i need sleep beforehand... sigh #wish me luck? thoughts and prayers? send a job my way through those avenues? idk. or none of the above it doesnt really matter #i'm just scareeeed of everything 24/7 like cant get gas (worried money) cant go outside (worried Everything) can't make phonecalls (augh)#outside meaning like. drive somewhere i can go out my house & wander neighborhood at least

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