#i'm sorry if this is messy...

[athousandbyeol]

phi, are you okay? thame, relax. i'm totally fine. thank you for coming to see me while it's really such a mess out there. i just want to make sure you're really okay. i'm good. i'll do everything to show you that no matter what happens, we'll be fine too.

[hoi-111-111]

This game and her got me out of my full-year art block

[mourn-and-watch]

ekko describing jinx from his timeline to powder as someone who's just different but whose ideas change the world. jayce saying to machine herald!viktor that his imperfections are a part of everything that made him so admirable. powder getting mesmerized when she sees different timeline!ekko before he leaves. jayce building his whole life around the idea he got from different timeline!viktor when he saved him. love does transcend reality after all

[dailyheavymedic]

Close up of one of my pieces for @tf2-love-and-war 🩸!

[namchyoon]

they're so funny 😭

[vaguely-concerned]

the more I play the more I think lucanis basically knows it's illario who betrayed him right from the beginning (he's had a year in the ossuary to think. not that many people knew where he was going. when you ask him 'did Illario know you'd be on that ship' his only answer is the hardest flattest 'yes' you ever heard). so it's not so much about figuring out who the traitor is (because that's ludicrous. we all know. immediately. they didn't really bother to hide it lmao) as about methodically closing off every single avenue of denial lucanis has clung to that whole time with as much or little gentleness as you might prefer until he has no choice but to admit it. because the moment he has to admit it, he'll have to do something -- feel something -- about it. and that's such a catastrophic event in lucanis' inner landscape (he has had TWO people in this whole entire world up until now and will do anything to hold on to them with a heartbreaking child-like desperation, even at and especially through the detriment of his own self) that he'd rather just. not. what if we quite simply. didn't. what if we just stayed here in the emptiness where we can both pretend you didn't hurt me in a way I should never forgive. I have so much practice in that with caterina already it's always worked out great for everyone so far. (press x to fucking doubt but that's trauma logic for you lol)

after everything illario did, so much of the storm of lucanis' emotions around it is 'what the FUCK did you get yourself tangled up in this time and how do I get you out of this mess safely'. what's worse: the fact that your brother murdered you, or that he put himself in horrible danger doing so and thus exposed you to the risk of losing him forever. lucanis' heart certainly has an opinion here and it's fucking unhinged (affectionate)

the themes of dissociation in lucanis' character in general makes me feel nuts. allllll these contradictory messy things he needs to cut off from each other because they can't coexist or be easily reconciled inside him. but all remain stubbornly true separately anyway and will have their due one day. love and resentment. tenderness and fear and rage. terror and longing. love and freedom don't coexist. the burned out golden child anthem is playing in the background. he was always caterina's favourite and he has to keep striving to deserve that dubious honour with every breath he takes and then, presumably, mercifully, some day he will die and be excused and can rest. and until now he's suppressed all the -- natural, healthy, protective! -- negative feelings that threaten the few attachment relationships he actually has, at the cost of ever actually having his needs for connection and safety met and leaving his core self imprisoned and compromised. and spite goes 'what. no. that's dumb fuck that' (*spite voice* I do not understand that and even if I did I would not respect it) and does not allow him to fall back into that, which I think is what saves his life, ultimately. it took being possessed by a demon for lucanis to even contemplate telling anyone he loves 'no' in any way, but hey. whatever gets you there right lol

lucanis is dealing with the freeze response allll the way down baby. and he was even before the ossuary, that just turbo powered it and brought it to a breaking point way before it could happen naturally. but something was going to break eventually no matter what, and I'm just glad that in the end, through the power of friendship and also pure spite, it doesn't have to be him

[plumadot]

Saw your post and absolutely adore your art; could you draw any of the lifers with an oh expression?

he's going to follow that man until the ends of the earth isn't he

[lizgohome]

distractions in the courtroom

[lacietta]

any short bios ideas?

✿ް short bios by lacietta

⎯⎯ ⠀♡⠀　𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙮 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙　　　⠀　　　 𓇢𓆸⠀⠀i've 　never 　known 　𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 　

like 　𝘺𝘰𝘶 　| pro /noun | 🦢🕯️🏹

( Ⅶ ❀ )⠀⠀now 　you 　call 　me 　up

again 　just 　to 　break 　me 　like 　a

promise 　　　 ♯⠀⠀⠀ ˋ⠀⠀⠀♡　　「 ... 」

✉️🎧🧷 | 𝟏𝟏 : 𝟏𝟏

december, mbti ✧

Ⅲ. 　𝐋𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐊𝐢𝐬𝐬　 | 　name

🖇️⠀⠀pro /noun⠀⠀♡　　「 age 」

[isjasz]

[Day 341] Despite everything

[karpachev]

Everything can be used as an arrow if you (are stupid enough) leveled str

Your typical target practice gone wrong, gone fiery✌️ Explanation's under cut

So i got this stupid silly idea while playing the dlc. So you know that Messmer's spear r2 is an explosion basically. Yeah, i randomly thought what if it can SHOT AS A HARPOON XD And greatbows can fire harpoons as an arrow, so... i feel stupid lmao

[scurvyboy]

GET THAT NASTY BILL OUT OF YOU AND HOWS ABOUT YOU DRAW FIDDLESTAN HAPPY FOR 1 SINGULAR TIME, PLEASE, I CANT STAND SO MUCH ANGST, I CANT SIT SO MUCH ANGST EITHER

is this what you want? is this how you see them?

[collophora]

Do yourself a favor and go read the entire fanfic work of @fanfoolishness

(In order: Under sun and shade, Blind Side, and Breathless (patching up is one of my fav too, I just had no cool sketch idea for it)

[xylo-art]

Solitude like no other

[ministarfruit]

so much more than crashing out‼️

[blednokrov]

boa in ink