#idekatp

[vx2006]

5/7/25

last exam and you guys are still all pissing me off omg just shut the fuck up GHO AWAY OMFL HOLY SHIT

jesus after reading all this shit i just need to take a step away, which, like youll read cause i literally wrote it under this, im already gonna be doing. but yea i just need to like, cool off or something. like i said, heavy and a lot of self reflection is going to be needed this summer. like jesus.

i cant believe i actually passed all my classes, considering i basically dropped one of them for the last WHOLE month of school. didnt show up for weeks or do any of the final projects. think it was a pitty pass but ill take it. and my other class i just wasnt doing the readings, i mean like fuck that bullshit from even before all this, but now it was like i really wasnt doing it, and was just kinda showing up to class. absoluetly no clue what was going on, but again, i passed. then calc, jesus dont even get me started that shit was like- again i feel like i cant say anything that wont under express what was actually going on. like sure i can be like "oh yeah ts was roughh" but like, in no way does that like, like it just makes it sound like it was just, hard, or bad, or something. like nah bitch other shit was going down. even to the fucking hoes i talk to about this stuff yall dont even know what was going on either so dont read this shit and think you know what the fuck was going on as if theyd even ever see this.

whatever. i got my credits and its in the past, i dont need to linger on anything anymore.

this is the last catchup post too btw. so from now on everything ill post (which wont be much since its summer and all ill ever be doing is working and i rarely go out since all my friends are FUCKIOG EHNIGf GFUEI HCUNTS OIABAS BILTCHESLNFEIOHO

anyway- uh. ya, so, uh, end parenthesis) (it makes me mad to put the end parentesis there but i had to put it somewhere and idga OMG IDFAF OMGagrfgjerdd\erjuio) OMG just shut up. im literally UGGHH out literally going crazy keyboard smashing. i just have so much fucking pent up rage in me that just leaks out in spurts at any fucking little inconvinient thought. but LIKE I WAS SAYING, the posts from now on are all going to be in real time, so, yeah.

ok see ya

[ax-y10]

ax help i have to be in the car for 10 hrs

listen to this playlist i made for my 8-9 hour long road trip. there are songs you’ll like and won’t like so um-

*eats car cutely*

[unedibledaisyduck]

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a cloud, full of multi colored beads

(the beads just came to me idekatp)

[siriusblack-the-third]

Thanks for tagging me @fooochka

Relationship status: quite happily single

Favourite colour: I'll say black for convenience but it's actually a very specific, vibrant shade of sea blue

Song stuck in my head: the fruits by Paris Paloma it's such a good song i could listen to it for days on end

Last song: labour by Paris Paloma bc her voice is heavenly

3 favourite foods: pav bhaji like any self respecting Maharashtrian, ice cream bc obviously and the spiciest butter chicken i can find

Last thing I googled: i forgot the English word for bathtub but somehow remembered it in Ancient Greek idekatp

Dream trip: Egypt/Italy/Greece/the Himalayas

Tagging @tired-desi-phoenixx @narcissa-black-supermacy @padfootastic @bhaichodd

Thank you so much for tagging me, @kissingunderaprideflag

Rules: tag 10 people you want to get to know better

Relationship status: very, very single

Favorite color: I have a lot, but top few are midnight blue, warm shades (pink, red, orange, etc.), turquoise, dark green and grey

Song stuck in my head: Rock & Star – Fourth Nattawat

Last song i listened to: The Moon Represnts My Heart – Earth Pirapat, Mix Sahaphap, et al.

Three favorite foods: pizza, dal bhat aloo bhaja (rice with dal and fried potatoes), and ice cream (or caramel custard if ice cream doesn't count.)

Last thing I Googled: 'chinese myth of four protectors'. It was at a monastery we went to here (where I am on vacation right now) and I remembered the myth when I saw a Chinese lion, but couldn't recall the whole thing.

Dream trip: Japan, Thailand (of course), France and The Netherlands.

Anything I want rn: my nose to stop running. And maybe a smol afternoon nap.

Tagging: @fuckyeah-itme, @desi-yearning, @daant-nikal-k-haso, @maleficent-cannoli, @hell-lit011019, @lavender-of, @cutely-voiz, @morally-gayy, @indulging-in-love-or-rage, @astrocatfizziks and @anyone else who'd like to join! 💙