#idk i just love you all so much and you have given so much to my life and even though im scared to interact mostly… i check in on you guys a
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ladyloveandjustice · 1 day ago
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It's Themyscira, not scara.
Meanwhile none of the mainline Amazonian heroes have female or gender queer romances because that was never their story just a neat side effect of the premise.
What are you talking about? Yes they do. You've been given examples in this post. Nubia is very much a mainline WW hero! She's had her own series! And she has a gf currently! Hippolyta is Wonder Woman's mom and was Wonder Woman in the 40s according to current DC continuity. She has a wife. It wasn't a "neat side effect of the premise", the queer romances are there.
Listen, if you'd just said "I think the X-men cover a larger range of gay experiences because gay men are included" (and nb people? I assume? Are there nb X-men? If so idk why all this defense has been so solely male focused. I think nb Amazons could conceivably exist but it's not canon--getting off topic though) and left it at that, whatever, we wouldn't be here.. But the examples you chose were confusing to pople, you phrased it terribly, it was a shitty joke that you doubled down on, and now rather than just take that criticism gracefully you continue to try to turn it around and...make weird personal accusations at me?
If you're a lesbian who's trying to defend lesbian only places as a good idea then you missed the point of Wonder Women.
Thanks for informing me of the point of Wonder Woman, I thought it was like feminism or being a good person or something, but apparently it was a cautionary tale against lesbian only communities this whole time. But hey, good thing I was never actually advocating for lesbian only communities then! Just pointing out that queer women aren't all lesbians, your phrasing sucked, etc.
Yeah, the Amazons isolating wasn't perfectly healthy, that's literally the point. They were able to thrive on their own, they didn't need men, but an important part of trauma is to eventually move past the "take time to yourself, rebuild your life, learn to thrive" and reconnect to the world. That's what Diana does for them. But it doesn't make their society any less cool or any less of a haven for queer women, and who cares if it makes them less "special" to be connected to the outside world again?
If you're a lesbian who views criticism of lesbians as attacking them then that is exactly the us v. them narrative that leads to that kind of isolation.
I mean, I'm not, so I don't know why you're telling me this. There wasn't any legitimate criticism of lesbians in this post because we didn't do anything to you. You saw a comic poll involving fictional gay women and said some weird sexist shit, no lesbians were involved. You were the one who equated all queer women with lesbians, you were the one who chose offensive phrasing, and me saying "hey that's weird" isn't an us vs them narrative.
At this point, it's it's clear a productive conversation is not happening here, and it's getting boring. I've said all I wanted to say, so this is my last word. Thanks for giving me an excuse to spread my love for Wonder Woman at least.
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nikonikonek000 · 1 day ago
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idk if i ever sent this so sorry if i repeat myself! but i’ve been seeing your art since like 2017(?) it’s been so long but it’s always so noticeable I love it. like i’ll be randomly scrolling and rediscover you. I’m always happy seeing you’re still active and doing well. never stop creating, you’re important
TT_TT<333 THIS IS SO KIND thank you i am going to cherish these words forever!!!!!!!!!! awah!!! my heart!! my soul!! it is full and beaming with joy to read this...times have been hard for a niko lately! it means so so so much to hear words like this right now. thank you...thank you!!!
also i only started posting art online in late 2020, to clarify! :o) and this is the only tumblr account/alias i have used! before that all my work lived in sketchbooks that are all gone now, never to be seen again.... like legitimately...they all are lost forever...sad...but i will keep making more...!
actually in 2020 i kind of snapped. i was trying to become a "normal person" for a long time. i had completely given up on making anything of myself, i had been told my art is not worth anything and it will never be successful unless it is more palatable to a general audience. i did not think i could make anything of my art. but i decided to try anyway, to try posting and making art i liked, finally, because if i didnt try, i would regret it forever. i really re-assessed my life and said "fuck it", and here we are.
though my art only started looking/feeling like it does now in about, 2022, when i had some kind of funny little Awakening and accidentally became two guys, one of which may or may not be a mysterious inhuman Entity (me, "niko", is this. i could be described as "plural" if you like that framework) or, call it self actualisation or pretend if you want. whatevr, doesn't matter. you can just Be whatever you want and nobody else gets to choose that for you!
so anyone who is reading this who is keeping your art secret or just to yourself because you're scared and you have been discouraged, please, do not give up. please, share it. it may touch more people than you expect. i make it just for me and i'd make it even if i was in a cave somewhere never interacting with anyone, but every day i am so grateful that i made this decision and that others like my artwork. Thank you.
someday soon i am going to make personal artist website to archive everything i have made/will make, just so people know...!
so i think its fascinating that you feel you have been seeing it for longer. does my swag transcend time?! or am i mistaken for another guy? a mystery....
if i am being mistaken for another artist i want to know who because i bet they're awesome HAHAHAHA!!!
THANK YOU AGAIN!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! I WILL NVR EVR STOP!
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lionb00bfan · 3 days ago
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HC’s on Shishigumi Lions + Chief Lion getting a bouquet of flowers from their s/o?
Receiving A Flower Bouquet + Chief Lion
Idk what’s been going on with me and fluff headcanons. This was so cute to think about, also thinking about making them all shy and giggle rubs my brain the right way.
Chief Lion
When you hand him the bouquet, his entire body stiffens like he’s being knighted. He’s not used to receiving gifts, especially not soft, beautiful ones like this.
Later, you catch him staring at them for an uncomfortable amount of time, his tail swaying like he’s deep in thought. He doesn’t say it, but they made his whole week. He ends up keeping the ribbon in his desk drawer.
Ibuki
He saves the petals, carefully dries them, and stores them in a tiny tin. If you ever get married, he plans to use those petals in the decor.
Sometimes just looks at them and quietly smiles. He also likes smelling them, to remind him of the moment you gave them to him. He gets you flowers more often after that, he wants you to feel the way he did.
Free
Pretty excited and confused, he gave you a big hug when he saw you offering it to him, then started asking why you got them for him. He’s honestly not that picky on gifts, it’d be great if it had silvervine though, but the gesture alone wins him over.
Surprisingly takes good care of them. He believes in that superstition where the longer the flowers last, the more love they were given with, so he’s putting that to the test.
Dolph
Gets a little sentimental when receiving them but plays it off well. He gives you a big hug and purrs into your neck.
He isn’t the best at taking care of them, but he always smells them when passing by. He takes pictures to remember them and puts the bouquet on his kitchen counter. If anyone tries to move them, they get barked at. It becomes a little shrine for a week.
Agata
He’s so excited, he likes them more than he thought he would. Also, given what his fur coloring implies, he likes knowing you’d get him something so pretty, and it reinforces the idea that he’s more than what others perceive
Tries his best to take care of them. Keeps one flower pressed in a notebook. When he misses you or feels overwhelmed, he opens it and feels grounded again.
Miguel
Big lion is smitten. Given his line of work and how he presents himself as this strong tank, it’s refreshing to receive something so delicate. He accepts them with a soft, almost bashful smile, and holds you close.
Saw another account post about how they think Miguel has a garden and has a green thumb. I imagine he takes the best care of the bouquet and makes a really pretty arrangement somewhere in his room. 
Sabu
Soft smile. He doesn’t say much, but you can tell it means more to him than he’s letting on. He brushes his nose against the petals and your forehead.
Carefully preserves the entire bouquet. He dries it and frames it under glass, hanging it somewhere inside his room, so it’s the first thing he sees when he wakes up.
Jinma
I’ve seen a lot of artwork with him holding roses. So he’s absolutely giddy to get his own bouquet. He always works hard picking the best flowers for you, so having that effort reciprocated makes his heart swell.
He’s really into flower language, so he ends up yapping to you about it for a few hours. The next time he sees you, he gives you a bouquet back that says “thank you” and “I love you” in flower symbolism.
Dope
When you first hand him the bouquet, he stares at it for a few seconds like it’s a puzzle. Then at you. Then back at the bouquet. He accepts it before getting all flustered and scratching the back of his neck
He gets the first bouquet you ever give him encased in resin and displays it somewhere in his room. Later, he picks a flower that reminds him of you and encases it in a paperweight for his desk, so even when he’s busy, there’s always a part of you nearby.
Hino
Loves it so much. Immediately starts looking up ways to preserve them forever. Ends up getting the petals turned into beads and strings them into a bracelet, something small and easy to keep on him.
If he’s in his suit, he sometimes tucks one of the preserved petals into the inside of his coat, close to his heart. It’s his quiet good luck charm.
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jacky-rubou · 16 hours ago
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Just curious, do you have a fav page from The Book of Bill?
On a tangent, something that TBOB did better than J3 imo is how TBOB didn't end so self-deprecatingly for Ford. That now he has a support system to move on from Bill and open up about his past. I could try and argue actually, especially with the "Lost Journal pages" (whether forged or not), that I think Ford is portrayed more sympathetically here, especially since his abuse at the hands of Bill is more apparent
yeah, i do appreciate how Ford's given a more sympathetic light in TBoB and that it doesn't end with as much self-deprecation as he had in Journal 3. I also didn't appreciate how Journal 3 handled Ford's finish to his arc. the whole 'hero's brother' thing just leaves a sour taste in my mouth because nothing in the world says that there can only be one hero in the world and it's just more proof that Ford is struggling to see that more than one person can be a hero rather than anything truly satisfying. it really feels like Ford's just gonna end up deferring all that he is to Stan and that's not healthy either. It gives the impression that Ford should've lost all his self esteem all because he hurt Stan and that sucks.
anyway, you pretty much gave away what my favorite page is but... it's this one forever and ever. photo taken from the internet archive.
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as you said, it works out a better ending for Ford's story that isn't so hard on himself to be painful and is actually pretty heartwarming, at least in my opinion. Ford just feels so much shame for Bill manipulating and abusing him and was afraid of his family judging him for it when they found the book. But his family doesn't judge him and instead makes fun of Bill and his pathetic attempts to trick them. And Ford's able to be comfortable and happy with his family once he realized that Bill was not something to be ashamed of but something to pity and ignore. also the photo with Ford surrounded by family and friends is just so heartwarming and i love that photo to death. I also love the letters the rest of the Pines family writes to Bill and how much love for Ford shines through their words.
idk, i do like the book. I just feel its association has been tainted in my head with the way the triangle shippers interpreted certain pages with little actual regard for Ford's safety and comfort or Bill's cruelty and genuine malice. especially post canon shit about it, because even if you see the past relationship before the betrayal as romantic (which i don't for various reasons), it doesn't erase the abuse and the horrors Bill put Ford through that scarred him for life! Ford would never ever go back to him even with a gun to his head and the idea of forcing an abuse victim to be with their abuser like that just sickens me regardless of Bill 'changing' himself. Changing yourself doesn't make you entitled to relationships with the ones you hurt. Especially with ones as hurt as Ford has been.
anyway, sorry about that. i'm just frustrated with the fandom as per usual. other than that, i love how it portrays Ford's arc.
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drmelking · 3 months ago
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I need more people to be insane with me about heather collins please i am begging
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starssoblue · 3 months ago
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"the reason adrien is just instantly good at everything he tries is because he is programmed to be that way as a senti" aside from the fact that i don't think that's how it works (and also while he was decent at everything he tried with marinette he wasn't instantly good at all of them, and what marinette actually said to him was that he could improve in anything with practice but it was a great first attempt) did we all collectively forget about how adrien actually canonically isn't the best singer?
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#adrien agreste#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ml s6 spoilers#ml season 6#ml climatiqueen#miraculous spoilers#ml spoilers#actually never saw that episode in french so maybe the french voice actor did a better job idk but given that adrien doesn't#usually sing for kitty section or ever the way i saw it was he used his poetry writing skills to write a song#and as a songwriter he was probably great but being a good lyricist doesn't make you a great singer obviously#so to me that's what his deal is#i actually like that throughout this show adrien has some things he picks up easily and some things he has to work on and might never do as#well as people with more experience#i also think as a kids show the lesson they want to put out is anyone can improve with effort and attempt#like he fumbled that science lab experiment but enjoys particle physics#languages tend to come easily to him precisely because it's been something he was forced to do since he was young#a lot of polygots especially if they start young develop skills and see linguistic patterns and iirc he already knew some#japanese from anime and his familiarity with mandarin should help#but i love that he took it further and took on morse code like the cute nerd he is#and now he's studying ancient greek for fun??? what a cute#marinette says his macarons tasted fine but we saw him struggle with the creme#what i mean to say is#he has discipline (basically second nature now) and dedication so he can do well but it DOES require effort#and i think it dismisses how much adrien TRIES or the fact that a lot of skills he was taught to have since a young age aid him#and i just don't think all sentis are “perfect” in an AI robotic way (even if that's how their parents wished they were)#it also just lessens his humanity and iirc the writers have stated multiple times that they are still human#(we can discuss how inconsistent ml is about sentis in general but eh idc for that conversation tbh agdhsjsjks)#anyway adrien will forever be#my nerdy son i love him so much
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altarfates · 3 months ago
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i think i've been sad for a while and it's definitely better now but it's still like ??
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youandthemountains · 1 year ago
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it probably is insane how much I wish I could express the thing about spones. the vibes about spones. Like there's the joking fun fandom vibes and I love them, I love to play with them, of course of course. but the THING. the CORE to me. i wish i could capture it and share it.
#like. the constancy. like the friction matters because it's hand in hand with the steadfastness you know? and it doesn't preclude tenderness#also climbing into the mind of the person you've been obsessed with understanding and being understood by.#and the fact that it's lifelong. and the teasing. and the fact that the growth is in the allowance of imperfections#allowing that imperfections exist in who you love allows you to love them allows you to love yourself#and i always love people knowing what you believe and bolstering it when you feel lost even when it's not their philosophy#(bones asking spock hope? isn't that a human failing? and him not allowing that#spock losing himself to emotion in all our yesterdays and bones reminding him how antithetical that is to him)#but even with all that seriousness - the TEASING. the plain fun. the constant reaching out regardless of their moods#the constant seeking each other out. the almost - given nature of the relationship.#it's not in some ways as dramatic as a Simple Feeling as the When I Think of You I Feel Shame.#it's bones growing into old age the human way one day at a time with spock#when people are like oh spock just put his katra in him because he was there - yeah. and he was always going to be the one who was there#this is why the earth moon sun metaphor works for the triumvirate so much better than sun moon stars imo#bones is the earth spock is the moon kirk is the sun#'the captain was indispensable'#the sun - a distant lifegiver to them and many others. they do revolve around it. have unique relationships to it#the earth revolutes the sun which brings it life. the moon has a face it only shows the sun#and the moon revolutes the earth. their gravity shapes each other. they reach out to each other. they formed in a collision outward#in some ways are entirely different but have the same stuff in them. spin the same.#idk it just makes so much sense for them all.#but even just getting back to them. again just the obsession with each others mind.#'i will never understand the medical mind' 'mathematically perfect brainwaves'#and then complimenting each other always so startlingly out of the blue with their own fields -#'you have a good bedside manner spock' 'perhaps if they had your ingenuity they would have'#the seeking each other's advice out even if it's just to argue with it lmao. the motif of their last words always going to each other#even wrath of khan - we know spock was talking to bones in his head. i do always wonder what was in their tsfs reunion scene#that shatner didn't want to happen.#I don't know and even this isn't the heart of it.#there's the families and the way they fit into each other's conception and value and weight of family#do i even tag this spones. this is just crazy rambling.
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nami-moittli · 5 months ago
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I think you like Leah
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…A little
#(+ a drawing of her on my tablet)#okay I’ve tried to write this out like 3 times and now that I’m home I’m sure it’ll post now but idk if I’ll make all the points I have#lux!#my art#ok I think what I find so interesting about her is how little we know of her. we only knew her name for so long#we had already gotten other family members like Baul Ray(KoD) Maleanor and even Henrick so I wasn’t expecting her to actually show up#technically even Raverne has shown up if you believe that he’s Crowley mixed with the stuff Lilia says about him#meanwhile Leah has nothing but her name and like one piece of dialogue and little discussion around her so while I mainly think of her in -#relation with Ray she’s still been marinating in the back of my mind#and seeing her onscreen has kinda just opened the floodgates to all of that#I’ve already thought about how she (a princess/queen) fell in love with and married what was basically a servant boy (maybe? from the way-#that Henrick talks about him it’s clear that he doesn’t think highly of him. sure Ray was taken in but he obviously wasn’t treated as -#their own. it seems Ray’s main contribution was as KoD tho since it’s coming from Henrick who knows)#and because of that it reminds me of a line that Prince Phillip says about marrying whoever he wants because ‘it’s the 14th century!’ And-#so I just wonder what she’s like#and now I’m especially wondering what her relationship with her brother is like as well. there’s so much interesting stuff going on that -#we’ll never find out about because not only is it 400 years in the past but they’re also on the opposite side of the war that the MCs were#(wait wait let me cook war event? it’d be torture but still i wanna know-)#besides that there’s also the fun with potential yuri between her and Mel which is always fun#Lilia polycule AU where no one dies and Lilia and Mel just sing that one Falsettos(I think) audio of Kill your mother but it’s Kill your-#-brother. neither she nor Ray find it funny but I sure do#oh! oh! and her relationship with Silver were she given a chance to form one#maybe it’s just me but I think he’d be a bit of a mama’s boy. not to say he doesn’t love his dads! but his mama wins by just a bit#or smth idk#okay I know I said that this might not be everything but I think I talked about stuff I didn’t before lol#anyway think of this obsession as if it’s like the cousin to my Agetes one. characters with so little going for them they’re basically OCs#anyway this ask has just made me more determined to get even more insane about her thank you 🫡#twst leah#twst spoilers#twst book 7 spoilers
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yikesharringrove · 1 year ago
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hi i've missed you!
can we do something soft and just cute like going for drives and getting fast food and just talking?
“I’m picking you up,” came the crackling voice from the walkie talkie on the nightstand. “Meet me at the spot in ten. Over.”
“No, you freakazoid,” Steve barely moved from his blanket cocoon, only reaching one arm out to press the button on the side. “I’m asleep.”
“Clearly not. I’m on my way, Shithead. Over and out.”
Steve rolled his eyes, and contemplated going back to sleep for all of five seconds before he sighed, and heaved himself to standing.
Curse Billy for stealing that walkie from Max, for suggesting they stay on their own channel, different than the ones the kids use. Curse Billy for his insomnia and his late night drives. Curse Billy for the way he keeps on hand on Steve’s thigh while they go and always stops at the nearest drive-thru to get Steve a milkshake and wolf down a double cheeseburger (because his dad slapped him and sent him to his room without dinner. Again.)
Steve trudged around the side of his house, crashing through the well-worn path through the sparse trees to the road on the other side.
They both agreed that Billy’s car shouldn’t be spotted outside of Steve’s house, even if they were publicly friends now.
The Camaro was rumbling up the street, and Steve could practically feel the road of the engine shake in his chest before he could even spot the headlights.
Doesn’t matter how many speeding tickets Officer Callahan gives him, Billy’s never gonna be a sensible driver.
He stops in front of Steve, and he grins as Steve joins him in the car, leaning over the center console and burying his left hand in thick, dark brown hair to kiss Steve in a way that steals the breath from his lungs.
“You owe me.”
“Yeah, yeah, Princess. I’ll get you a damn milkshake.”
The car lurched forward, and they flew down the service roads, flipping off the Leaving Hawkins sign as they went past, on their way to a different little town.
A different little slice of life.
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thebluebygracieabrams · 9 months ago
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So I wrote this next song a few days before my nineteenth birthday. And, um, back then, I was so terrified of change, and I was especially afraid of growing up. And I'd, like, cry at all my birthday parties as a child. Very, very emo.
Now that I'm 21, I don't feel afraid of growing up at all. In fact, I'm really, really looking forward to it. And, um, if I could give any advice to the 18-year-old girl who wrote this song, I'd tell her not to worry so much, and that she has no idea how many magical, magical things are waiting just around the corner for her. So, uh, with that, here's "teenage dream".
- Olivia Rodrigo at the Guts World Tour before playing teenage dream
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whirlybirbs · 11 months ago
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it’s 5:20am i cannot sleep i am consumed with thoughts and yearning for keigo takami i need to be euthanized
#literally these days all i do is Lay Awake and Wither Away#the nightmares have been exponentially worse lately#fun fact ur local fanfic author has Problems.#idk man there’s just something haunting about having reoccurring nightmares about your ex and every time u close ur eyes it’s throwing u#right back into the pit of hell that was that relationship#it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine i just no Longer Trust People#anyways this is a vent post and it is so cringe and lame#i just have never Hated an ex before so there’s a lot i’m coming to terms with especially considering how Fake he is#idek man IDEK!!!!!1!!1!1!#i rlly sacrificed so much to love and live with him and he said ‘mmmmmm now i have u in my grip’#whatever it’s fine he’s stinky and honestly the fact honey (the blog intern and my cat) doesn’t miss him AT ALL says so much#seriously she is so nonplussed by his absence it’s wild#eating fine sleeping fine shitting fine#SAYS A LOT. SAAAAYS A LOT. whatever whatever whatever#i would hit that emotionally immature man with my car if given the chance and yknow what. nick if ur reading this you’re one of the#most.#emotionally immature people ive ever had the misfortune of knowing.#what a shame you lost me#the best thing and healthiest thing that ever happened to you#because of your own actions and your own inability to take accountability for your mental health and actions#tell your mom i say hi#and tell your exes im sorry i ever doubted any of them x_x#WEEEEE what a vent#listen to big sister birbs when she says don’t date men who have something horrific to say about each of their exes
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wavesoutbeingtossed · 1 year ago
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All I’m going to say I think now that my brain remembered part of what it was thinking is that Taylor and Joe went through a lot together (good and bad) and regardless of how it ended or what led to it they both seem to be determined to keep that private and not throw each other under the bus and in the end they’re just two very, very different people whose outlooks in the long term were just never going to align and never has that been clearer.
#I AM NOT DEFENDING HIM JUST TO BE CLEAR#I’m just saying… he said a lot of nothing in those quotes beyond ‘people on the internet suck’#which is true#and both he and Taylor are keeping things close to the vest about it all#and just seems to me that whatever they went through together they are determined to keep it between them so that’s the end of that#(again in contrast to how she has no qualms about reading m for filth)#he’s just some guy and now he gets to be just some guy forever#and she gets to be extraordinary#like yes the loving committed thing raises eyebrows given how much pain she was in#but like he could have shaded her about how it ended too and he didn’t#AND I AM NOT DEFENDING HIM#we know he was a terrible partner and she felt like shit#I’m just saying neither of them want to delve into the specifics and i think they’re just moving into footnotes in each other’s lives now#like i want to make it clear AGAIN I am not condoning anything on his part here — clearly there were huge issues#I’m just saying just because he may have sucked as a partner doesn’t mean the internet being cruel isn’t also true idk#and yes it’s transparent why he’s choosing to speak out now (or rather why the Sunday times is choosing to reach out to him now)#but like… idk i just can’t muster up any feeling about this man one way or the other lol#and take cues from Taylor (and even him) she’s determined to keep it between them other than the broad strokes#so I’m following her/their lead#(like I have thoughts about why but that’s not important and ultimately is just… it’s the most normal of ltr breakups)#like he just sounds a little pretentious with his ‘real life’ which like… good on him keep living that real life you do you dude#meanwhile his ex is flourishing with every passing week and milestone and is living her unabashed best life#and they’re probably both happier for it now
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loverboyfang · 3 months ago
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the thought of zayne keeping all of the silly handmade stuff i make him cooks me like a fucking lobster . like fuck
#subzero#fang.txt#imagining myself going over to his place to see like#the handmade flowers or silly painting or little jar of paper stars#i love making things with my hands for people#like it’s a little embarrassing but idk it’s just the easiest way to show my affection#cooking or baking or crafting something. something tangible i had to put effort into and whatnot#i would never expect zayne to keep any of it#in my mind he’s a very high profile doctor and in my head i think he’s just accepting to be polite#but like . the idea of going over and they’re all sitting at his home office desk and shelves is making me so ☹️#lord that shit would doom me for all of eternity like oh no#it’s cooking me so bad picturing it#and knowing his character like. he’d be like ? well of course. you made it for me#AND SURE I DID BUT I DIDNT . EXPECT U TO KEEEP IT. LIKE AUGH#given my personality i’m actually so unfortunately sentimental as a person l#i have a box of memories and it has such random Things in it#but i do not really express my lovergirlism with the expectation of return#to me stuff like that makes me so#like AUHGGHHHSHDHFJMHKSJABN#i can’t . like haoshdjgmhlsl#I CANTTFF LIKE WHY ARE U BEING NICE TO ME?#i literally would not be able to act normal all night and i’m. shdngmsjfnmfjajdmfmsjenfns#he would also pick up on it surely . but i don’t know if i could bring myself to tell him#im embarrassed he’s embarrassing me . but i just . Know it would make me so clingy it makes me want to die#im supposed to be nonchalant and apathetic u can’t do this to me . i cant be putting my face in your shirt what the fuck#GOD . i need to sleep he’s just making me spiral so bad#he’s so much like my boyfriend in a way that i think my selfship with him is so vulnerable on accident like FUCK#like. nice and patient and honest like ohh im doomed
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bunnyboy-juice · 4 months ago
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OH MY GDD I FORGOT TO TELL YALL MY WIFE CAME HOME YESTERDAY AND JUST. WOOP. PICKED ME UP LIKE NOTHING. AND THEN DID IT AGAIN LIKE 20 MINUTES LATER AGAIN LIKE NOTHING.
#bunny rambles#she is so strong 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#and admittedly ik she's been able to do this for a while cus she can throw me & ppl larger than me around in sex easy#but also like!!! i get so easily spooked when people touch my sides/waist/wrap their arms around me and my default response is to usually#throw myself on the floor but between the grief and sick and all i just. relaxed into her touch#this is a big deal for meeee i rarely let people touch me in ways where i can be manipulated physicallyyyyyy bc i so nervyyyy#yes this is why i like cnc so much. frankly cnc is like... my favorite bc i want sex often but im actually really bad at receiving touch and#cnc (whether it be intox or rape/molest play or somno etc etc) is a form of play that makes sex a lot easier bc my little white dog can have#its little freak outs without us having to Stop Completely. and i love that there is kink/play forms that allow me to be my flawed little#self and NOT feel like im letting whoever im with down bc. they're into it.#the relationship between my trauma and kink is i do kink play in Spite of my trauma btw. i fawned mostly with the experiences growing up so#being allowed to fight back is really nice. g-d i love my wife so much. when we met we started as fwb and she heard me out when i was like#hey look I'm real into u and im very carnally attracted to you and also if we take it any further with you touching me (she ate me out in#the backseat of her car our first hang out 😵‍💫 never let anyone do that b4 her) im gonna cry and she was like “okay! thats okay!” and we#got to have beautiful sex and i got to pleasure her and then we sat together and she let me just cry it out (bc its not something i can#control. its not me its the kid) & it turns out if im given the space to cry a couple times in vanilla settings when adjusting to new touch#I'll not only Stop but become a beloved sex pet. also this is why i say im rarely seeking and dont like pickup play as much bc i am forced#to only top in most circumstances which is fun and all but i do desire being touched also yk? and shes the only person whos ever really been#THIS patient with me. and it makes me happy that i was finally able to explore and embrace#my sexuality and desires and sexy fears and like. yeah. idk. big ramble of many topics < 3
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grntaire · 8 months ago
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it is crazy how much better singing i do stoned. i am so much more relaxed and present in my body that i can really like. FEEL my larynx and hyoid and can be aware of my breathing.
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