#idk if this is considered...vent art?
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Other reasons why i constantly use background noises with everything i do is to cancel out my overthinking mind so i can focus on what i'm doing instead of said thoughts







Damn it i forgot to draw his horizontal Z shaped teeth on his cheek on the 1st till 4th image..that's why i gotta stop getting too carried with the voices in my head
#idk if this is considered...vent art?#it was supposed to be a silly jokey joke but i guess i was proving this post by spilling out my thoughts in the drawing...#i got too carried on my bad original gangster
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niche interest
#vent art#vent post#might delete this later idk#just been feeling like my work is falling off#and also very excluded recently by friend groups#partially due to my hyperspecific niche interests that no one else knows about lmao#legit holding a glock to my head to keep myself from considering dropping my comic all together#cuz the feeling of being excluded from cool shit burns a hole in my mental health#just wish i had someone to rant about it to without judgement
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was it really love or were we just filling voids.
#based off the song great mother in the sky by lionmilk#implied divorce#legends za give me a reguri divorce#anyways#this could be considered vent art#idk life's just been a little rough for me#and this is how I feel about having a crush on a friend I like but I don't wanna ruin the friendship#soooo#GO MY REGURI ANGST#namelessshipping#reguri#pokemon#art#trainer red#red oak#champion red#orginalshipping#pokemon red
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RAGE
#Annatar#Sauron#Mairon#the rings of power#Yeahhh it’s vent time#idk if it’s considered art but#hate hate hate hate hate hate hate#edgy asf 😎👉👈
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MURDER EVERY 1 U KNOW!
!Flash Warning!
First ever edit , i tried my best. I've had this idea for months
Song: MURDER EVERY 1 U KNOW - Femtanyl
All clips are mine other than the franco trailer clips
#franco barbi#outlast trials#the outlast trials#outlast fandom#idk what to tag this#my art#?#art tag#of course i work on this instead of the art i was going to#but honestly im proud of it#consider it a partial vent
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MORE ON 🌟CLEMENTINE🌟



Sorry its on graph papaer lol, got bored in chem
BONUS UNDER CUT~ TW BLOOD HEEHE [BCUZ WHO DOESNT HAVE TRAUMA]

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#clementine yeah#thomas ma boyy#artists on tumblr#:3#is this considered vent art?#idk#artist#my art#artwork#original art#art#ocs#oc art#my ocs#oc#tw blood
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not to be a total downer again, I'm just gonna leave the following little spout/vent under the cut. just,, ignore
ough okay. so I was watching this show w my family this evening and it just brought up awareness of my own unresolved intimacy issues ??
genuinely I cannot grow close to people, I always detach myself from opening up to people fully, I honestly cannot do physical contact aside from a brief hug with some and with most I am fully touch aversive. the thought of being close to anyone makes me ill. I cannot divulge information if I think it can be used against me and I generally cannot be totally comfortable with my friends or anyone rly unless we have a specific energy
maintaining my friendships is difficult and it's not that I don't want friends, it's just that I cannot keep up with time or their lives and I get so sucked into my little world where it's just me
and sometimes I can't tell if I'm aroace or just Have Issues. maybe it's both and they're unrelated or maybe it's both and they are related. I just can't tell for sure
idk. a lot of the time I feel quite alienated from people and I've felt like that for so much of my life that I just don't know any other feeling. I just feel like there's so many variables as to why I feel this way that maybe I can't pin them all down
I'm just frustrated that even now in my online relationships w other people I can feel myself withdraw in conversation a little bit
like, I'm trying to be better and I have gotten better and recognising and addressing sometimes why I feel how I do but other times I can't seem to understand what's wrong with me and why I can't fix it
problem is, I have the feeling it's something I can fix, I just don't know how
I'm tired. I want to feel like I can engage with others without being awkward or in my shell. it's not even fear bogging me down bc I can yap freely abt things like this no problem but I'm so tired of crawling back into a box bc I think no one gives a shit abt Me
I'm a hard person to get to know, that can be the TL;DR ig and I can't properly connect bc of some dumb barrier
#bee blabs#vent#this might be why I've also been gatekeeping my shadamy week stuff too#it's not even that deep but sharing my art is a window to my world#and I love sharing my world but the thought of social rejection and nobody caring is honestly the hardest thing for me#like all of my fics are flops except for like.. the 5 ppl who read them (aka my moots) who tell me they like it#I don't need or want to be accepted by the masses but- yk certain things make me feel like what I do isn't worth anything#I am rly that petty to be mad that 2 5k word chaps of 99% similes and telling gets better reception#than my carefully considered prose that I pour all of my heart +#soul + brain matter into#idk man I just feel like what's the point#but then am I being greedy??#if my 5 moots like it and I did when I wrote it then am I rly in a position to be demanding dopamine#idk I think I'm a bit fucked honestly#this writing course might’ve also shot my confidence a bit tbh#ough anyway I shld just sleep it off
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another painting i did this morning
#i know its not worth posting cause no one really cares (1 note on my other painting)#ive been considering deleting my tumblr.....no interactions anymore and all i post is negative shit#but i love tumblr.#idk i might just abandon it. like twitter lol#and come back if i feel like it#social media isnt good for me right now#my art#vent art#acrylic painting
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to everyone rb’ing/commenting on my art/everyone who fav’d it on tiktok n in general all the support for my writing n art n creations the last month??? i want you to know you have rendered me into a permanent state of this:
#txt#virgil vents#laughed my ass off bc i legit posted my speedpaint on tt (super ooc for me i never post there)#got 200 views or so and was like OHHMYHOD THATS CRAZY#goes to fyp -> scrolls 3 x -> large artists complaining about only getting 200 views#and don’t get me wrong i understand that like 200 isnt a lot by like todays social media standards#but considering for over a decade now#not even five other people have seen my art#the fact that ive gone from that to. TWO HUNDRED. seeing it in the span of like an hour#???????? hello????? thats huge#idk maybe someone else could use this reminder too so ill say it:#dont measure ur value by the numerical statistics of views or likes or rb’s#its ok to want recognition and for your work to be seen or interacted with! its ok to post/create bc u want to share it w others#but don’t get caught up in the How Many = How Much I Matter trap#the algorithm isnt made for you to feel good its made for you to compare constantly#but like… idk.#maybe its just bc im still new to posting what i make#but 200 views is a huge deal to me?#1k hits and 4 comments on ao3 is GIANT to me#like these things end up feeling small to people over time as they gain traction & i understand that#but… i think we lose our roots (& minds) sometimes trying so hard to Be Seen or Be Recognized or just. wanting to feel Good Enough.#but what you make isnt good enough bc someone else sees it as that#its good enough because it came from you! because you did it! you made it and you shared it and you drew from an experience and learned#and are sharing that with the world. and that? that is always good enough#<- idk reminders for myself obviously too but lol#it was ironic legit being like WAHHHH I GOT 200 VIEWS IM SHITTING MY PANTS to immediately#big name artist complaining about that exact amount of views lmfaoooo#like actually no im sorry fyp i dont relate to that!!! those 200 views mean everything to me! people FAVORITED IT!!!#someone commented HOLY SHIT on just my wip!!!!!!#thats??? enough for me!??? someone saw it. someone loved it. someone thought it was worth saving. someone read my words. someone commented
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okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead
#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere#i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art#but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely#certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like#university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government#i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour#party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead#also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be#idk#it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking#also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most#part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it?#ik therapists have therapists but still#i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going#the way i wanna#I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life#if not then gap year to work it out#should probably look at unis for english language too then#sigh#ucas website i may as well marry you#ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol)#yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up#yeah#shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical#they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices#crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love.#sex jokes about that#why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine#bue waffling#vent post
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A handful of animations I've done over the month!
#My hands n my head are becoming more and more restles#I've gotta be constantly doing something I consider “productive”#But thankfully animation fits that bill lol#I feel like a shark#It's like my insides go sour when I'm still for more than 20 minutes at a time idk why#Maybe adhd#I can't medicate it anymore tho cause two cardiac episodes that almost killed me XD#A bit of a vent/ramble here ig#But the point is animation is fun! I wanna do it more. Might as well!#Alright here's some actual tags:#Animation#2d animation#Digital animation#Art#Digital art#Animations#Animation compilation#Animator#animators on tumblr#Animation art#Dragon animation#Practice animation#Dog animation#Flight animation#Run cycle#Run cycle practice#Run cycle animation#My works
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About to sound super selfish rn and I'm so sorry if that's the case but do you ever draw fanart for someone else's AU and get like a shit ton of attention and love but the moment you draw your ideas and headcanons and AU's everyone ignores you and you literally get a max of 3 likes (one of which is suspected to be a bot) and 0 reblogs?
If you can't tell I'm feeling incredibly discouraged rn along side some other shit irl that I have no control over
Over all I'm not doing ok at all and most of my art getting nothing on every platform I have really isn't helping
I'm sorry if I sound selfish rn I just feel awful and it's been bothering me for a while
#Vent#Cw vent#I might draw more edgy stuff to cope idk#There's just a lot going on irl and seeing people like my art makes my day a million times better#So when I'm having a shit day and the only like I've gotten is from a bot it makes me a bit existential#I'm honestly considering just not posting my Snatcher or Prince artwork anymore cuz it just feels like nobody likes that stuff#I don't want to be one of those people in the fandom who only draws 1 character who happens to be the fan favorite#Cuz ik a lot of people think Snatcher fans are annoying#So I might just stop putting Snatcher stuff here since nobody really wants to see it#It honestly depends but it's getting to that point
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Oughhhh P3T by Femtanyl being stuck in my head between 12 and 2 am makes me drawww draw draw draw
I wanted to use different lyrics but I couldn't figure out how to draw it-
#crumpet's shenanigans#crumpet's doodles#my art#traditional art#drawing#artists on tumblr#my sona#sona art#Could this be considered vent art???#Idk lmao#Eh#Not really though#I think it's too silly-#“Blood-red symptomatic vomit on my bed!”#“Wellness check at two am bitch they'll find dead!!”
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quick sketch I made the other day
#drawing#art#my art#illustrator#illustration#digital art#digital illustration#i think something similar to derealisation kicked in and this is kinda what it felt like(??)#idk man#can this be considered vent art?
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what am i supposed to do with all this now that it cannot be contained?
kind of a pair to an older drawing, a bottle of emotions
even though the bottle got bigger it still wasn't enough it seems... but also maybe that's a good thing? it is a bit brighter now that things are a little more free than before.
here is a version without the dark shards, i only put in those to mimic the original drawing... it really shows how much brighter the new one is, doesn't it?

could probably put back the lid, minimise the damage and bottle whatever can be bottled, and to a certain extent i am doing that... but maybe i shouldn't. honestly don't know...
#drawing#illustration#digital drawing#procreate#art#artists on tumblr#my art thingies#original thingies#hey look a drawing! been working on it for far too long considering i used to finish something like this in one afternoon/night#idk what i wanted from this honestly#mostly just to draw sparkly feelingsand kinda like dreamsand#the stuff got so crushed in the bottle it just became dust and now is flying everywhere#i think i'm better at expressing feelings#even if just a tiny bit#but am still masking a lot and that's not good hence the bottle still being there#oh well#i like the sparkle in this one a lot#vent art#it kinda is even though it's only half-sad and a bit tired#inkydoc doodles
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maybe ill go into meteorology and become a meteorologist like my family keeps joking about but is gradually becoming more serious about
#vent#i wouldnt mind it. probably. or ill walk in there and consider it another enormous mistake of my life#im mot opposed to the idea but. thats not what i want#im not handling what my dad said very well at all. and im probably taking it too personally#i want to be a cartoonist. or children's storybook artist. the latter is the whole reason why i started drawing in the first place years ag#illustrator of some kind is fine by me. im ok with even being like a logo designer idk#i know my family wouldnt want me to pursue it because of the pay for many art related careers. that i can understand#who cares how passionate i am? i probably wouldnt be good in any art career anyway.
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