#idk. anyway.. we will meet again soon isabeau... wait for me..... | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

hiddenbeks · 3 months ago

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im getting obsessed w isabeau again which is a good thing bc i miss my evil horse girl... one of my oldest video game o cees... but its also a bad thing bc im still very much in the middle of my heidrun pt and continuing it is starting to feel like a chore. the urge to just rush through the main questline and be done with it grows ever stronger

#and i promised myself that i would do dawnguard as well this time. for the character development #like!!!! there's lots to think about. heidrun joining the dawnguard thinking she can redeem herself in stendarr's eyes #and also to avenge the vigilants bc she is sad & angry abt the ppl who raised her getting killed like that... even if they cast her out...#like maybe she always thought she could find a way to come back... make things right... but now she can't bc they're all deaddd #also like how does heidrun feel abt isran. i think she looks up to him at first... and then it gets a little more complicated #once heidrun slowly warms up to serana and sees how extreme isran is...#and then comes to realize how extreme some of stendarr's teachings are... etc...#i think she almost got there when she met sinding and helped him. but she wasn't ready to like. internalize it. apply it to herself #like yea sinding is cool he clearly has a good heart and is trying his best... not me tho im rotten and deserve divine punishment 😔🙏#oc: isabeau #oc: heidrun #but anyway. the character development is nice to think about. however. the dawnguard questline is tedious #from what i remember at least. i haven't touched it in ages #but i do remember that i hatedddd the soul cairn. the soul cairn is to me what the fade in dao is to many ppl...#yknow i love skyrim i wouldn't have kept playing it and returning to it all these years otherwise #but the endless 'go to place and kill x enemies/fetch y thing' quests do get tedious after a while. no matter how many neat mods u have #and after i've acquired the cool modded armors i wanted to acquire and chosen the neat modded perks i wanted #and played around with the modded spells i wanted to try out... the novelty wears off... and after that it's the same shit it's always been #i wonder if i should try out those really big overhauls like lotd or requiem..#but they're too invasive for my liking. they change too many things and it becomes a compatibility nightmare and i cbf to deal with that #idk. anyway.. we will meet again soon isabeau... wait for me.....

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