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new sitcom featuring stuilly (yuri edition) having a Totally Normal Summer™—coming this june to an ao3 tab near you!


#initially was gonna keep this in the queue for longer but it's lesbian visibility week and i am temporarily able to be perceived#yall hear that buzzing too or is that just billy#hope nothing irreversible happens haha#guys i wish i could say im doing this for the people but that would be a lie#im doing this for me#yes they are still homicidal no need to worry#dazndoodraws#stuilly#lesbian au#listen i almost didn't but in for a penny in for a pound#spending weeks on end unsupervised in a mansion is peak hs homoerotic sapphic best friend activity i fear (i sound insane)#butterbee#stu macher#billy loomis#scream 1996#except this is set in 1995 for reasons#scream fanart#stuilly fanart#Totally Normal Summer of 1995#tns1995#shorthand tag because ykt(idwtg) doesn't flow as well as a tag<3
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January OTP Prompts
Today marks and entire full week of managing to write 500 words a day for these prompts and I am way too proud of myself for actually sticking to it this long. Hopefully I can keep it up the rest of the month!
7. “I wish everyday could be like this”
George knew that Matty was burnt out. They all were, nearing the end of nearly a year of constant touring. But like most things, it hit Matty harder, his light dimming as his spark flickered and he wiped his perpetually runny nose with the sleeve of his sweater. He had ditched the suits for the Still... at Their Very Best leg, replacing them with soft sweaters and cozy polos as if he could wrap himself in a hug even on stage. Matty poured so much of himself into the show, into their career, into the fans, into everything that he did, that George was scared he was a printer running out of ink, the text appearing faded and gray on the page.
They had a day off, and they were taking full advantage, barricading themselves in their hotel room, ordering room service and just being. Matty’s aching body was buried in the fluffy white blankets, his glasses on the nightstand, just the top of his graying curls visible amongst the linens as he slept on and off. The gray was getting more pronounced, the stress of the year manifesting in Matty’s body. His fluctuating weight, his swollen knee, the gray streaked curls. George knew Matty hated the gray, he hated the way that one day his slacks were snug and the next they were sliding off his hips. He hated that his knee clicked when he moved and he hated the idea of surgery in the new year if there was any hope of fixing it.
Through it all, George knew that for all the parts of touring, all the parts of life that Matty hated, he loved other parts even more. He loved the excited faces of their fans when they pulled an unexpected song from the archives. He loved that despite his knee and his stuffy nose, he didn’t feel like he was going to pass out midway through a show like when they were younger. Most importantly, George knew that Matty loved him, nearly as much as George loved him in return.
“George,” said Matty softly, his voice rough with sleep and overuse, the blankets rustled and George looked away from the book he was reading on his iPad to see Matty wiggling closer, looking to rest his head on George’s chest after rolling away in his sleep earlier.
“I’m here love,” said George, not wanting to break the calm that had settled over them as he shifted the blankets, making it easier for Matty to settle against him with a content sigh.
“I wish everyday could be like this,” Matty said softly, fiddling with the string on the hoodie he had stolen from George, as George ran his fingers through Matty’s soft curls, freshly washed the night before and not yet weighed down with gel. “I’m just so tired.”
“I know,” said George, bending over to press a kiss to Matty’s forehead, his skin warm from the way he had been buried in the linens. “Just a few more dates, and we’ll have a break.”
“I don’t want to leave the house for a week,” said Matty, his voice growing sleepy, as George continued to stroke his curls.
George snorted, “That can be arranged,” he said, knowing that Matty would be bouncing off the walls and over that plan by day three.
“Good,” Matty said, trailing off as if he was going to say more, but instead succumbing to sleep.
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#allylikethecat#January OTP Prompts#Prompt Fills#Prompt fill#gatty#matty fic#keep it kind#once again yall can ignore this#im doing this for me#and i am so ridiculously proud / pleased that ive made it an entire week#i really hope i can finish the entire month!
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This essay's killing me. I'm like *does the math real quick* Oh. Great. I'm like 10% of the way thru. Greattttttt. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
#considering no one's forcing me i could stop#but like#i kinda don't want to#idk why#but idc either#im doing this for me#at this point#okay#back to writing
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Left-handed Ena Dream BBQ fan animation yayyy
#ena dream bbq#ena joel g#ena#animation#art#my right hand has bad RSI#but those chains do not shackle me#IM FINALLY BISEXUAL#wait no ambidextrous
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Hey kid, look at me.
I want you to T-pose. Turn your right thumb up and your left thumb doen and look at your right thumb. Move your arms up and down a bit until you feel a nerve running from your armpit to your palm. Now turn your right thumb down and your left thumb up, and look at your left thumb. Keep your chest facing forward and your shoulders back. Move your arms again until you feel that nerve again. Keep alternating between these two for a minute, or look at each thumb thirty times each.
Now sit down. Put your left hand firmly under your left buttock, palm down. Keep your shoulders back and put your right hand over the crown of your head, very gently pulling it to the right. Do this for thirty seconds, then do it again but with your right hand under your right buttock.
These are stretches for the nerves in your arms, and are very good for people who sit behind a computer a lot, or fibre artists, or you name it. Do them daily. They will hurt in the beginning, but keep doing them, even after the pain has gone, or it will return and you'll have to start all over.
#i had some nerve pain in my hands#and it turned out the nerves in my arms were too short#so i went to a physical therapist#she prescribed me these#i did them twice a day at first#because i wanted them to work as much as possible as fast as possible#and they do work#i still do the stretches#but that pain in my hands is mostly gone#crochet#knitting#stretches#im not sure if its for carpal tunnel though#but u can still try them#fiber arts#physical therapy#good luck!
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As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
#personal#im still fighting it but im also a realist so I’ve accepted that this will be our future#rant#gen ai is fucking boring#I hope this doesn’t make me sound like a ‘going against the crowd. not like the rest of society’ type (it would be depressing if it did)#but yeah even in a world where it’s considered totally fine to use ai to make art I’ll still be using my bare hands#because I like it and nobody can take that from me#if you’re a young artist interested in or already using ai. just know that the thing you rely on to make art can be taken away at any point#all of it. and there’s nothing you can do about it if they decide to. it doesn’t belong to you
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#comic#hatsune miku#miku#fortnite#hatsune miku fortnite#i used to play a lot of fortnite and then one day i stopped#idk if even she can get me to play again tbh i just do not care anymore#im in my big fromsoft phase anyway. i drew this while watching my partner play sekiro#and we play elden ring with a co op mod#its fun. play video games with your loved ones
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do people have no shame anymore?
#if you couldn't be bothered to write it i couldn't be bothered to read that shit#this genuinely pissed me off#what even is the point of this? what do you get out of posting something you didn't even make yourself?#im a fanartist the point of it is that i made art with my own two hands! i created something by myself!!!#what the fuck do you get by making a machine do it#ao3#fuck ai#anti ai
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pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual
im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out
#like im asexual its def not gonna be like that for me#but she still thinks it is soo#but like. cuddling can totally be platonic there doesnt gotta be such a fuss abt it 😭#i get her pov but c'mon#asexual#aromantic#<- for reach#edit: ...its censored because i want to btw#like. ik im in the horniest social media but i wanna censor it so i do#ik i wont get shadowbanned like in tiktok lmao#im not even in tiktok......😭#so yup i censored it for my own comfort 💯 hope this answered your questions pls shut up now lmaooo
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newest issue of first years fashion just dropped
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#fushiguro megumi#itafushikugi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#this quickly got away from me#taking hina from 3 days ago who thought 'yeah ill do 3 outfits for each of them what's the harm' and strangling her w my bare hands#original concept fr this was drawing the kids each matching a different outfit w gojo#but i got frustrated by th heights and placement so i said no tall people allowed and scrapped gojo from plans <3#tbh it wouldnt have been /that/ much better in terms of workload but the 3 drawings it would have saved me isnt nothing#but im just complaining fr nothing atp lmao i love all of these sm i love playing dress up with my tuoys (the jjk first years)#love treating them like mannequins i love coming up w outfits layer those kids UP#nobara especially i have so much fun brainstorming she looks good in everything To Me#i dressed megumi more smart casual than normal bc he's got gojo's credit card info and if i want him in balenciagas gdi he's gna get them#also listen i love megumi we know this but fr the sake of not dressing him in solid colour slacks and sweaters 3 different ways#i gave him the workout fit. it cant b yuuji all the time ok i think we deserve megumi in a compression shirt as a treat#speaking of yuuji good god where do i start#he's definitely stylish but in a 'got dressed in the dark/threw on the first articles of clothing i saw' way and i adore him so much for it#wears things tht make him happy w no regard for how they may or may not look tgt bless his heart#also i drew th skateboard fr posing purposes entirely forgetting my prior hc that yuuji cant skate so i roughed him up fr consistency#th boy just ate concrete but is ready to get back up and try again what a champ#anyway bless this line and shading style i lov u less detailed render i love u sharp swoopy fabric lines#saved me sm time fr#also this is my application fr the mappa jjk marketing team they should hire me and let me dress the chars id be so good i promise#ill even take out the vocaloid and pop culture references i wont infringe on any ip i sweaaarr
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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.
i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.
the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.
they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?
but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.
so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.
the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.
the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."
the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.
#i bring up tsarnev only bc i feel like people DID want blood. i lived in boston. people wanted to rip him apart.#i do not personally remember a moment where he was paraded around like that. and the fact we gave more dignity to him#than luigi .... is startling.#and i just realized last night i was like - i don't really remember a perp walk like that. maybe im misremembering#but i went to google and i was like. wait why the fuck was it so fucking big.#it WASNT a random act of terror. it WASNT to injure/kill as many as possible.#even if we consider it to be premeditated murder: when have we ever done this.#so brandy's life didnt deserve “a show of force?”#the mayor doesn't say ''our city wont stand for this'' when it's a planned murder for insurance money????#anyway . ur not immune etc etc etc#but i also wanted the comparisons in here in case ppl aren't from amercia etc#this ISNT normal or usual. this was overkill by like a million#on the other hand they gotta do this bc they're scared :)#i kept this bc i had ppl ask me not to delete this but i just felt like#it wasn't really poetry just talkin
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had a real life "and everybody clapped" moment and im still reeling. spent the rest of the ride comparing butterfly pics with the old lady next to me trying to identify it
#this was a little while ago and im. why do these things happen to me#clickity autobio#autobio comic#comics#u will notice my bag disappears halfway thru this comic#this is bc i put it and my coat on the goddamn floor of the tube#so i could jump around like a ninny without smacking anyone in the face#hall of shame
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Love to see the evolution of their dynamic in the latest chapters
#rem draws#deltarune#kris dreemurr#ralsei deltarune#kris deltarune#deltarune chapter 4#if you still subscribe to the 'kris hates ralsei' theory then i got news for you..........#but seriously the fact that kris will not let you be mean to ralsei is so cute to me. like... they DO care its so wholesome#btw im not even suggesting in the first panel that kris used to hate him but likes him now im more showing how forced their interactions#used to feel as compared to now where they will hug ralsei out of their own volition and try to make him feel better#kris and ralsei gaining more of their own autonomy where ralsei doesnt glorify kris and views them as a genuine friend and kris sees ralsei#as his own person and willingly wants to spend time with him sdjkfbifgbkdlfgbkdjgdfg#fun gang you are SO dear to me i love friends forever hope nothing bad happens to them
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ppl were drawing mikus from all over so heres habesha miku and her lil twin sibs rin and len!!
#this trend sparked so much joy in my soul#i saw many fun cute and silly mikus#i love drawing habesha clothes but a lot of them require small detailed embroidery that makes me go insane#this is why ppl use pattern brushes cuz damn i had to simplify everything basically#also im bad at writing amharic and tigrinya oops!!#this was fun it got me outta a slump i was in all damn week#interestingly... their faces look a lot like my siblings and i? i didnt mean to do that at all tho... huh#my art#hatsune miku#kagamine rin#kagamine len#vocaloid
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#It's about seeing that just because im queer does not mean i have to died like a dog on the streets#just the thought of queer people being allowed to exist long enough to grow old makes me wanna cry#gonna put my ships on blast do not judge me#kakairu#Innefable husbands#mchanzo#erasermic#wrightworth#superbat#aladarius#queer#lgbt
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Oh god theres more
#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#the book of bill#book of bill#gravity falls memes#me when#made by me#as seen on tiktok#as seen elsewhere#I might be slowly becoming normal again#nevermind im still mentally unwell#how do I explain this to my therapist
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